WEBVTT 00:01.083 --> 00:02.750 [Meredith] Previously on Grey's Anatomy... 00:02.834 --> 00:04.166 OK, Cindy Wright. 00:04.250 --> 00:05.166 She fits the profile. 00:05.250 --> 00:06.667 Arrest this woman for child trafficking! 00:06.750 --> 00:08.583 [Bailey] Please escort Dr. DeLuca to my office. 00:08.667 --> 00:10.250 What? Me?! What, you're just gonna let her go? 00:10.542 --> 00:12.000 I did the job that needed to be done! 00:12.083 --> 00:13.041 Andrew, you sound like your father. 00:13.125 --> 00:14.166 This is Gemma. 00:14.250 --> 00:15.917 -Uh, she's a friend. -I can see that. 00:16.208 --> 00:17.917 Something's wrong with me. What's happening? 00:18.208 --> 00:20.291 [DeLuca] Cobalt poisoning would explain the dementia, the depression, 00:20.375 --> 00:22.291 hallucinations, tremors-- everything. 00:22.375 --> 00:23.959 Is your mind playing tricks on you again? 00:24.041 --> 00:26.041 [Richard] Did you stand by me while I was being fired? 00:26.125 --> 00:27.667 I'm tired of telling you that I want more. 00:27.750 --> 00:29.041 I hope you find someone who will give that to you. 00:29.291 --> 00:30.250 Dr. Winston Ndugu. 00:30.333 --> 00:32.792 I have had a crush on you since my first day of residency. 00:32.875 --> 00:34.375 [Link] What do you think of the name Scout? 00:34.583 --> 00:35.500 So cute. [chuckles] 00:35.583 --> 00:37.000 -We're getting married. -I want a life with you. 00:37.083 --> 00:38.834 [Koracick] Are you really sure you want to close this door? 00:38.917 --> 00:39.875 A voicemail from Dr. Altman. 00:39.959 --> 00:42.125 [Teddy groaning] I can't leave with you. 00:42.208 --> 00:43.166 I am marrying Owen. 00:43.250 --> 00:45.417 I'm so sorry, honey. We'll reschedule. 00:45.542 --> 00:46.917 Why are we rescheduling? 00:51.417 --> 00:53.625 [Meredith] I've heard that when tidal waves hit, 00:53.709 --> 00:55.875 there are often people watching on shore. 01:00.333 --> 01:04.166 They see the disaster coming, see the horizon disappearing. 01:04.250 --> 01:07.291 They don't really see until it's too late. 01:09.667 --> 01:11.250 There's a lecture we take in residency 01:11.333 --> 01:14.041 that's meant to prepare us for such surprises. 01:14.125 --> 01:16.333 It's called Disaster Ethics-- 01:16.417 --> 01:19.166 where future surgeons imagine what they would do 01:19.250 --> 01:21.125 when the unimaginable happens. 01:24.875 --> 01:28.041 [gasps] 01:28.125 --> 01:29.625 But it's imperfect. 01:30.875 --> 01:34.125 Because while it's good to plan for the worst, 01:34.208 --> 01:36.834 you can't really know how you'll handle it 01:36.917 --> 01:39.500 until you're smack dab in the middle of it, 01:39.583 --> 01:42.625 under the wave, trying not to drown. 01:48.709 --> 01:51.583 -[cheers and applause] -[Ben] Thank you! 01:51.667 --> 01:54.375 Yes! Thank you, all! 01:55.000 --> 01:55.875 OK. 02:11.625 --> 02:13.583 I'll see you after the shift change. 02:13.959 --> 02:14.917 You be careful out there. 02:15.000 --> 02:16.667 You be careful in there. 02:17.458 --> 02:19.542 We are doing everything right. 02:19.625 --> 02:22.458 We are wearing masks. We are wearing gloves. 02:22.542 --> 02:23.959 We are slowing the spread. 02:24.041 --> 02:27.000 I am good and my family is g-- 02:28.125 --> 02:31.417 Oh, please don't tell me you're experiencing symptoms. 02:31.500 --> 02:34.875 I am absolutely not experiencing any symptoms. 02:34.959 --> 02:36.500 I'm here to work. 02:37.625 --> 02:38.834 I'm cobalt free, Miranda. 02:38.917 --> 02:41.083 I've done my hip rehab. I'm better than ever. 02:41.166 --> 02:43.458 Just tell me where you want me, but don't say back home. 02:43.542 --> 02:44.792 Well, everything's changed. 02:44.875 --> 02:47.542 I mean, specialties no longer matter. 02:47.625 --> 02:49.542 Surgeons check temperatures. 02:49.667 --> 02:52.208 Attendings do scut. It's a madhouse. 02:52.291 --> 02:53.166 On fire. 02:53.250 --> 02:54.583 Well, you better show me around. 02:54.667 --> 02:55.542 Unless you're too busy. 02:55.625 --> 02:57.625 You can send me off with a resident. 02:57.709 --> 02:59.542 You know, I'd love to say hello to DeLuca. 03:00.709 --> 03:03.500 [tape rewinds] 03:03.583 --> 03:05.834 DeLuca is no longer a resident. 03:05.917 --> 03:07.750 So, Andrew's in the on-call room on 3. 03:07.834 --> 03:08.959 He didn't even want to come in today, 03:09.041 --> 03:11.166 but I didn't think he should be alone, so... 03:11.250 --> 03:14.792 Right. Because you're so concerned about his well-being. 03:14.875 --> 03:16.166 This is unbelievable. 03:16.250 --> 03:17.458 What happened with DeLuca now? 03:17.542 --> 03:19.667 He could barely get up after Richard's surgery. 03:19.750 --> 03:22.166 It's the depression that always comes after the mania. 03:22.250 --> 03:24.542 You knew this happens, b-but you pushed him anyways. 03:24.625 --> 03:25.500 And you let her. 03:29.250 --> 03:32.583 First stop for every employee. A few questions. 03:32.709 --> 03:36.125 And if your temperature's even a hair over 100 degrees, 03:36.208 --> 03:38.125 you go back home. No exceptions. 03:38.208 --> 03:41.000 And once you're cleared-- here, get in here-- 03:41.083 --> 03:42.291 you will change 03:42.375 --> 03:44.375 and be fitted with a new N95. 03:45.375 --> 03:47.417 All right, let's move it. 03:47.500 --> 03:49.500 [cellphone rings] 03:49.583 --> 03:51.000 [Winston, over FaceTime] How was the picnic? 03:51.083 --> 03:52.834 [Maggie] It turned into a sleepover, actually. 03:52.917 --> 03:55.333 [chuckles] On the laundry-room floor? 03:55.375 --> 03:56.667 Yeah, Zola didn't want me to leave, 03:56.750 --> 03:59.125 and I-I was too tired to go back to the hotel room. 03:59.208 --> 04:01.542 So she had a picnic on the kitchen floor, 04:01.625 --> 04:03.542 and I got takeout. 04:03.625 --> 04:06.500 And we talked to each other through the closed door, 04:06.583 --> 04:08.709 and then I made a bed 04:08.792 --> 04:10.375 out of some baby blankets I found in the dryer. 04:10.458 --> 04:12.500 -You are such a good aunt. -[chuckles] 04:12.583 --> 04:14.583 Yeah, my back is killing me, 04:14.709 --> 04:17.333 but it sure beats lying in my hotel-room bed 04:17.417 --> 04:19.917 and watching terrifying statistics on the news 04:20.000 --> 04:21.625 and knowing that's not even half the story. 04:21.709 --> 04:23.709 Yeah. I tried explaining to my grandma 04:23.792 --> 04:25.750 how this is impacting Black folks more severely. 04:25.834 --> 04:28.041 But all she wants to talk about is how sacrilegious it is 04:28.125 --> 04:29.583 to attend church on a computer. 04:29.667 --> 04:31.041 [laughs] 04:31.125 --> 04:33.125 [Kingsley] Dr. Ndugu, we have a dissection. 04:33.208 --> 04:34.583 Uh, I gotta go, babe. Love you. 04:34.667 --> 04:37.458 [cellphone beeps] 04:37.542 --> 04:38.583 -Love you? -Hm? 04:40.166 --> 04:41.500 Were you eavesdropping on my call? 04:41.583 --> 04:43.000 Not on purpose. 04:44.333 --> 04:45.917 Sounds like things are going pretty well, though, 04:46.000 --> 04:47.583 if you're at "love you" already. 04:47.667 --> 04:48.917 Well, we're not. I'm not-- We're-- 04:49.000 --> 04:52.250 That's just-- That's just, like, a-a thing people say. 04:52.333 --> 04:54.250 By rote. Is it? 04:54.375 --> 04:56.041 How's Vic? 04:56.166 --> 04:58.750 It's really nice of them to clap us in and out every day. 04:58.834 --> 05:01.125 I-- [sighs] I really appreciate that. 05:01.208 --> 05:03.625 -Yeah. -Yeah. It really is. 05:03.709 --> 05:04.667 It's nice. 05:04.750 --> 05:06.959 [tape rewinds] 05:07.041 --> 05:09.458 [Jackson mimicking airplane engine] 05:09.542 --> 05:11.125 -[doorbell rings] -Ooh, we have a visitor. 05:11.208 --> 05:14.792 Who is here coming to visit us? 05:14.875 --> 05:15.750 [sighs] 05:17.375 --> 05:19.208 [Vic] Hey, hey, hey, I'm-- 05:19.291 --> 05:20.667 -Oh, hey! -Oh! 05:20.750 --> 05:22.500 -Uh, what is-- -Oh! No. 05:22.583 --> 05:24.166 What is going on? Hi. 05:24.250 --> 05:25.458 No, no. Um... 05:26.208 --> 05:27.208 I thought-- 05:27.291 --> 05:29.959 We were texting and you said to come over with nothing on. 05:30.041 --> 05:31.959 -I didn't mean right now. -So you-- OK. 05:32.333 --> 05:34.750 -OK. Um, sorry. I'm sorry. Hello? -Hi. 05:34.834 --> 05:37.375 -Come on-- -No, no, you know what? Actually. No. 05:37.458 --> 05:39.166 It's fine. It's OK. It's good. 05:39.250 --> 05:40.959 It's not that... cold out, actually, 05:41.041 --> 05:42.959 -so I'm just-- I'm gonna go. -Hey. No, you don't need to leave. 05:43.041 --> 05:44.500 No, I do. I have to, OK? 05:44.583 --> 05:45.917 This is... 05:47.083 --> 05:48.125 This was good. 05:48.208 --> 05:51.291 This was a mistake. But this whole thing. 05:51.375 --> 05:52.667 I'm not a... 05:54.000 --> 05:55.834 I'm not a stepmom. 05:57.041 --> 05:58.834 You're not a stepmom. 05:58.917 --> 06:02.750 I'm just-- I'm a person who shows up at penthouses 06:02.834 --> 06:05.208 wearing puffy coats and nothing else, so... 06:05.291 --> 06:06.250 Yeah. 06:07.458 --> 06:08.792 Wow. OK. 06:08.875 --> 06:12.083 Um, this was too much too soon. 06:12.166 --> 06:13.291 Thank you. 06:14.083 --> 06:16.333 Hi, Harriett, it was really nice-- 06:16.417 --> 06:18.959 really nice to meet you after all this time. 06:19.041 --> 06:21.542 Um, OK, bye. 06:21.625 --> 06:23.208 Godspeed. 06:23.291 --> 06:25.041 -[Perez] Next. -[man] This happens when I eat nuts, 06:25.125 --> 06:26.500 but I didn't eat any nuts. 06:26.583 --> 06:29.250 -Uh, I don't think. -Those food labels are small. 06:29.333 --> 06:30.417 -Here. -[thermometer beeps] 06:30.500 --> 06:31.917 OK, 98.6. 06:32.000 --> 06:33.500 So you are going to want to follow 06:33.583 --> 06:34.834 the purple line to the ER. 06:34.917 --> 06:36.583 I don't want a Chinese doctor. 06:37.834 --> 06:39.458 Oh, OK. 06:39.542 --> 06:40.500 Then you're going to want to follow 06:40.583 --> 06:42.041 this green line to the parking lot, 06:42.125 --> 06:43.667 put your rude self back in your car 06:43.750 --> 06:46.291 and hope you don't go into anaphylactic shock. 06:47.917 --> 06:49.709 I'll follow the purple line to the ER. 06:49.792 --> 06:51.250 Perfect. 06:52.458 --> 06:54.500 OMG. Dr. Webber. 06:54.583 --> 06:56.250 You look great. Hearts. 06:56.333 --> 06:57.333 Perez. 06:57.417 --> 06:58.625 Next. 06:58.750 --> 07:01.000 [indistinct conversations] 07:01.125 --> 07:02.375 Hey. 07:02.458 --> 07:04.792 Can you please make sure this gets up to the Covid floor 07:04.875 --> 07:07.041 -with Enna Ravera? -Just leave it. 07:07.125 --> 07:09.166 Uh, hey, Karen, uh, could I get an update 07:09.542 --> 07:11.166 for Ike Donerson? He's a friend of a friend. 07:11.250 --> 07:13.083 Happy to check on him for you, Dr. Hunt. 07:13.667 --> 07:15.500 -Hope the kids are doing OK. -Oh, thanks. 07:15.583 --> 07:18.542 Um, my mom's hands are full, but she's managing. 07:19.959 --> 07:21.542 [Bailey] There's another tent for visitors 07:21.625 --> 07:23.375 'cause none are allowed in the hospital 07:23.458 --> 07:25.083 unless accompanying a young child. 07:25.166 --> 07:27.709 -[Owen] Dr. Webber? -Ah, Hunt. 07:27.792 --> 07:30.583 Altman. I-I-Is it still Altman? 07:30.667 --> 07:33.792 -Yeah, still Altman. -Ah. 07:33.875 --> 07:36.083 I hate to leave, but I-I-I got to get back. 07:36.166 --> 07:37.959 Yeah, and I-I've got another-- 07:38.041 --> 07:40.625 -Uh. -All right, the less severe symptoms 07:40.709 --> 07:42.125 are sent home to self-quarantine. 07:42.208 --> 07:43.792 The more severe are admitted. 07:44.125 --> 07:46.875 The entire OR heard a recording 07:46.959 --> 07:50.375 of Altman and Koracick having sex... 07:50.458 --> 07:53.250 -[sighs] -...or was that the cobalt talking? 07:54.500 --> 07:56.959 -That was not the cobalt. -Ooh! 07:57.041 --> 07:58.583 [chuckling] Stop it. Stop it. 07:58.667 --> 07:59.709 -You're bad. Stop it. -Stop? 07:59.792 --> 08:01.792 I came back just so I could ask the question. 08:01.875 --> 08:03.083 [both laugh] 08:03.166 --> 08:04.250 -[Bailey] What is wrong-- -What? 08:07.208 --> 08:09.750 [Bailey] The entire east wing is now a Covid ward. 08:09.834 --> 08:13.000 We've converted whole floors into negative pressure rooms. 08:13.083 --> 08:16.333 Severe patients go to this special Covid ICU. 08:16.417 --> 08:18.166 So far we have enough ventilators. 08:18.250 --> 08:20.709 Well, what about PPE for the staff? 08:20.792 --> 08:22.417 We are reusing what we have, 08:22.500 --> 08:23.709 -but we need more-- a lot-- -Wait. 08:23.792 --> 08:25.792 -No, no, no, no. -Well, someone's coding here. 08:25.875 --> 08:29.000 Uh, and we have staff inside to deal with it. 08:29.083 --> 08:31.166 Look, hospitals are losing too many of their own. 08:31.250 --> 08:34.208 So no one goes through those doors without full PPE, 08:34.291 --> 08:35.625 which is in short supply. 08:35.709 --> 08:37.750 Yes, it goes against everything we teach, 08:37.834 --> 08:40.125 but there are no emergencies in a pandemic. 08:40.208 --> 08:42.125 Marvin Lindstrom. 83. 08:42.208 --> 08:46.166 He was fine yesterday, became hypoxic an hour ago. 08:46.250 --> 08:48.834 It's the fourth patient I've lost today, 08:48.917 --> 08:50.458 and they're all dying alone. 08:50.542 --> 08:52.583 Welcome back, Richard. 09:03.083 --> 09:05.917 Hey, so, bed 4 needs to go up for CT, OK? 09:06.000 --> 09:08.625 -[man] Still has pain in the chest? -[woman] Yes. 09:08.709 --> 09:10.500 [siren wails] 09:12.125 --> 09:13.208 -Hughes, we're not taking-- -[Vic] No, I know. 09:13.291 --> 09:14.834 I know you're not taking any non-Covid cases, 09:14.917 --> 09:17.166 but you are taking this teenager with full thickness burns 09:17.250 --> 09:18.667 from head to toe from a car explosion. 09:18.750 --> 09:19.750 I intubated him on the scene. 09:19.834 --> 09:21.542 He's hypotensive and tachycardic and you are the best 09:21.625 --> 09:23.625 so you are taking him because if you send us away, he dies, 09:23.709 --> 09:25.250 and that makes you a murderer. 09:25.333 --> 09:26.417 -OK. -OK. 09:26.500 --> 09:27.917 Trauma 1. 09:28.000 --> 09:29.834 You were right to bring him here. 09:32.208 --> 09:36.583 Emergent surgeries only, so it's empty most of the time. 09:36.667 --> 09:39.125 -Oh, how the mighty have fallen. -[cellphone dings, vibrates] 09:39.208 --> 09:41.834 I try not to look at it. Too sad. 09:44.250 --> 09:46.125 Bailey, what the hell is that? 09:46.250 --> 09:49.000 Oh, not that, her. 09:52.166 --> 09:54.083 [Bailey] She's my new best friend. 09:54.166 --> 09:55.917 She hates germs as much as I do. 09:56.000 --> 09:57.500 Uh, see that UV light? 09:57.583 --> 09:59.709 It can disinfect a room in minutes. 09:59.792 --> 10:01.125 Hands-free. [laughs] 10:01.208 --> 10:03.709 That's incredible. 10:03.792 --> 10:06.542 I used to go see babies when I needed serotonin. 10:06.625 --> 10:09.208 But they don't let visitors on the OB floor anymore. 10:09.291 --> 10:10.667 So now I come see her. 10:10.750 --> 10:13.917 She's sleek, beautiful, she hates germs. 10:14.000 --> 10:16.792 -I love her. -[Koracick] Uh, do my eyes deceive me? 10:16.875 --> 10:19.125 Captain Cobalt, welcome back. 10:19.208 --> 10:20.792 -[Bailey] Ugh. -What, too soon? 10:20.875 --> 10:22.667 No, in all seriousness, 10:22.750 --> 10:24.583 I'm so happy to see you on your feet again. 10:24.667 --> 10:26.125 What's with the nine iron? 10:26.208 --> 10:28.291 Oh, well, this way you won't get any closer 10:28.375 --> 10:29.417 than, uh, six feet from me. 10:29.500 --> 10:31.750 You don't need a golf club for that, Tom. 10:31.834 --> 10:32.959 Any word on the shipment? 10:33.041 --> 10:34.917 Uh, relax, Bailey. I said it's coming, it's coming. 10:35.000 --> 10:37.333 What, you got N95s and face shields? 10:37.417 --> 10:40.458 Because there's pirates out there and hucksters. 10:40.542 --> 10:42.083 [sighs] 10:42.166 --> 10:43.458 Has Catherine been coming in? 10:43.542 --> 10:44.959 -[cellphone dings, vibrates] -Sometimes. 10:45.041 --> 10:47.583 -Uh, Richard, I've got a trauma. -Oh, I'll come. 10:47.667 --> 10:50.583 No, you go read the safety manuals 10:50.667 --> 10:52.166 and memorize the new protocols. 10:52.250 --> 10:55.083 Can't let anything fall through the cracks. 10:55.166 --> 10:56.250 Or anyone. 10:59.792 --> 11:01.000 Can I help you? 11:01.083 --> 11:04.041 A patient of your brother's would like to see him. 11:04.125 --> 11:06.959 -No. Absolutely not. -It's Cindy Wright. 11:07.041 --> 11:09.000 The girl he said was being trafficked. 11:09.083 --> 11:10.667 It appears he was right. 11:10.792 --> 11:13.625 S-She's here? Is she OK? 11:13.709 --> 11:17.000 She is here but I would not say she is OK. 11:17.083 --> 11:19.417 No, Bailey, you need to stop doing this. 11:19.500 --> 11:21.291 I-I wouldn't be here if it were anyone else. 11:21.375 --> 11:23.375 But I think he's the only person in the world 11:23.458 --> 11:24.750 she trusts right now. 11:28.166 --> 11:30.834 -Oh, my-- -[sighs] 11:30.917 --> 11:32.458 [sighs] 11:37.083 --> 11:38.250 [sighs] 11:38.333 --> 11:39.333 You sure about this? 11:39.417 --> 11:40.792 No. 11:54.083 --> 11:55.458 -Hey. -[Cindy] I'm so sorry. 11:56.542 --> 11:58.166 I'm sorry I didn't listen, but I was scared. 11:58.250 --> 12:01.125 You do not need to apologize for anything, OK? 12:02.041 --> 12:03.458 I'm just glad you came back. 12:06.041 --> 12:07.875 Walk me through what happened. How did you get here? 12:09.583 --> 12:12.875 I got sicker, and Opal said I was useless. 12:14.041 --> 12:16.375 She dropped me off on the side of the interstate. 12:17.458 --> 12:19.291 But I remembered the name of this place. 12:19.709 --> 12:20.583 And you. 12:21.917 --> 12:23.583 Chief, do you mind if I go in with her? 12:23.667 --> 12:25.750 -I'll throw on some lead. -Of course. 12:35.625 --> 12:37.834 Isn't DeLuca... 12:37.917 --> 12:39.709 I mean, people have been saying he-- 12:39.792 --> 12:41.083 Get the man a vest. 12:55.959 --> 12:57.000 [ringing] 12:57.083 --> 12:58.333 -[Levi] Hi. -Schmitt. 12:59.750 --> 13:01.083 Marvin Lindstrom just died. 13:01.166 --> 13:04.333 [sighs] No. Please, no. 13:04.417 --> 13:06.959 I tried calling his wife. It rolled to voicemail. 13:07.041 --> 13:09.000 -Are you with her? -She's here. 13:09.375 --> 13:11.166 Her flip phone died, and we didn't have a charger. 13:11.917 --> 13:13.375 She wanted to say goodbye to him. 13:13.458 --> 13:15.291 Well, I wanted that, too, Schmitt. 13:15.375 --> 13:17.417 There just wasn't time. It happened so fast. 13:18.583 --> 13:21.041 They were married 62 years. 13:21.125 --> 13:22.875 I held his hand while he died. 13:22.959 --> 13:25.000 So if you can't deliver the news to her, 13:25.083 --> 13:27.333 just find someone who can. 13:27.417 --> 13:30.250 -[cellphone beeps] -[sighs] 13:31.125 --> 13:32.041 [Bailey] What do we have? 13:32.125 --> 13:33.709 [Owen] Engine blew when he was trying to cool it down. 13:33.792 --> 13:34.875 It started a fire. 13:34.959 --> 13:36.917 He's got extensive full-thickness burns. 13:37.000 --> 13:38.041 -Let's hang some fluids. -[woman] On it. 13:38.125 --> 13:41.000 Kids decided to break quarantine, went out to a party. 13:41.083 --> 13:42.333 A party? Now? 13:42.417 --> 13:44.583 OK, I gotta call my kids and threaten them. 13:44.667 --> 13:46.959 You want, uh, back up? Want me to page Altman? 13:47.041 --> 13:47.959 No, no, no, we're good. 13:48.041 --> 13:49.500 He's hypotensive. 13:49.583 --> 13:51.417 Arms are all charred. 13:51.500 --> 13:53.291 This IV's blown. I need access. 13:53.375 --> 13:55.917 -[Owen] OK. IO kit. -[woman] Right away, Doctor. 13:56.041 --> 13:57.458 [Owen] OK, here we go. 13:59.166 --> 14:00.834 Order a trauma panel. Let's get x-ray in here. 14:00.917 --> 14:01.959 His sats are still dropping. 14:02.041 --> 14:03.375 He's getting harder to bag. 14:03.458 --> 14:05.458 These chest burns are preventing his lungs from expanding. 14:05.542 --> 14:07.250 -[sighs] Escharotomy. Scalpel. -Escharotomy. Scalpel. 14:15.917 --> 14:17.417 [Jackson] Alright, we need to get this kid to an OR 14:17.500 --> 14:19.500 -and start debriding, ASAP. -[Owen] Yeah, I already paged for help. 14:19.583 --> 14:20.500 I need to stay down here. 14:20.583 --> 14:21.917 There's other kids coming in from this fire. 14:22.000 --> 14:24.000 -All right, copy that. -[Jo] Hey, Hunt, I got your page. 14:24.083 --> 14:25.333 And here's your help. 14:26.417 --> 14:27.875 [tape rewinds] 14:32.792 --> 14:33.917 Everything OK? 14:34.000 --> 14:36.000 -Yeah. -Yeah. Great. 14:38.542 --> 14:40.583 OK. Let's get ready to move. 14:47.000 --> 14:48.000 [man] Watch your back. 14:50.750 --> 14:51.667 [sighs] 14:54.709 --> 14:58.208 You hear this, uh, kid was out partying with friends? 14:59.458 --> 15:01.458 I don't know what the hell these kids are thinking. 15:02.583 --> 15:06.000 Yeah, well, people do stupid things. 15:10.834 --> 15:13.083 -[knock on door] -Hey. 15:13.166 --> 15:14.500 Hey. 15:14.583 --> 15:17.709 I'm, uh, about to be done here if you need the room. 15:17.792 --> 15:20.709 No, actually, I was looking for you. 15:20.792 --> 15:22.583 I need a favor. 15:22.667 --> 15:23.834 Cool. Consult? 15:23.917 --> 15:25.417 Yeah, kind of. 15:25.500 --> 15:27.208 Um... [chuckles] 15:27.291 --> 15:30.125 Actually, no, not-- not like a consult. 15:30.208 --> 15:31.291 Um... 15:31.375 --> 15:32.542 S-- 15:32.625 --> 15:33.500 Sex. 15:33.583 --> 15:34.458 What's that? 15:34.542 --> 15:35.375 [Jo] Sex. 15:35.458 --> 15:37.083 I need sex. 15:37.166 --> 15:39.208 I need a sex favor. 15:39.291 --> 15:40.959 A sexual favor. 15:43.291 --> 15:45.333 [clears throat] I-- W-What? 15:45.417 --> 15:50.083 I need a bridge over the river of the husband who abandoned me. 15:50.166 --> 15:51.083 A short bridge. 15:51.166 --> 15:55.709 No, like a-- like a one-night bridge. 15:57.667 --> 15:59.583 I-I can't tell if you're being serious. Are you-- 15:59.667 --> 16:02.667 Look, I don't know how to be single or feel single again. 16:02.750 --> 16:05.917 I just-- I-I don't know how to cross over the bridge 16:06.000 --> 16:09.875 over into the land of Not a Sad Sack. 16:09.959 --> 16:12.750 Of Not a-- The land of Not a Sad Sack? 16:12.834 --> 16:16.083 -OK. -OK, I-I need to have sex, Jackson. 16:16.166 --> 16:17.792 With someone that I trust to be safe 16:17.875 --> 16:20.166 and-- and just not murder me in my sleep. 16:20.250 --> 16:22.417 And I need a bridge, so I'm asking. 16:22.500 --> 16:24.959 I am truly asking for a favor. 16:25.083 --> 16:26.834 A sexy favor. 16:26.917 --> 16:28.792 OK, and you-- and you can say no 16:28.875 --> 16:33.041 if you feel used or objectified or whatever, 16:33.125 --> 16:35.083 but I hope that you just feel flattered 16:35.166 --> 16:39.333 because I'm mostly saying that you're a human male 16:39.417 --> 16:42.000 that I kind of trust. 16:44.333 --> 16:45.166 OK. 16:45.291 --> 16:47.792 Like, OK OK? 16:47.875 --> 16:49.959 I mean, it's not exactly a hardship, Jo. 16:50.041 --> 16:52.834 Oh, my God. OK. Um... tonight? 16:52.917 --> 16:54.792 -Sure. Yeah. -OK. 16:54.875 --> 16:56.750 -My-- My place? -OK. Yes! 16:56.834 --> 16:59.208 Thank you. Thank you. You're the best. 16:59.291 --> 17:01.375 -Thanks. -OK. 17:01.458 --> 17:02.917 Yo! 17:03.000 --> 17:04.000 -OK. -OK, Jo. 17:05.875 --> 17:09.583 Dora, hi, it's Dr. Grey calling. 17:09.667 --> 17:12.959 I-- I'm OK, thank you for asking. 17:13.041 --> 17:17.000 Dora, I-I'm so sorry to tell you, but your father-- 17:17.083 --> 17:19.583 his condition got much worse last night. 17:19.667 --> 17:22.667 So, um, I'm afraid if-- 17:22.750 --> 17:25.125 if you do want to come and say goodbye, then-- 17:25.208 --> 17:27.583 then you should come soon. 17:28.417 --> 17:29.250 Now. 17:31.208 --> 17:32.542 OK. 17:32.625 --> 17:35.417 OK, uh, just call me when you're here, 17:35.500 --> 17:37.083 and I'll make the arrangements. 17:38.375 --> 17:40.875 OK. I'm-- I'm so-- I'm so sorry. 17:42.250 --> 17:43.125 OK. 17:46.458 --> 17:48.458 [sighs] 17:49.500 --> 17:52.291 [cellphone clicks, buttons clicking] 17:52.375 --> 17:54.291 [text chimes] 17:58.583 --> 18:00.291 [soft snore] 18:05.417 --> 18:06.917 [DeLuca] You're doing great, Cindy. 18:07.000 --> 18:08.458 Almost done, OK? 18:11.000 --> 18:12.250 I'm not Cindy. 18:17.417 --> 18:18.959 My name is Erin Banks. 18:19.875 --> 18:21.542 I'm from Scottsdale, Arizona. 18:25.083 --> 18:27.500 This photographer followed me on Snapchat. 18:28.959 --> 18:31.083 He said that he had a modeling agency 18:31.166 --> 18:32.625 and that I was beautiful. 18:33.375 --> 18:35.583 He wanted to meet, but my parents said no. 18:36.250 --> 18:37.875 My sister said it was sketchy. 18:40.834 --> 18:42.625 But I snuck out to meet him. 18:46.792 --> 18:48.000 That was two years ago. 18:48.083 --> 18:50.625 Two years? So she was fourteen. 18:50.709 --> 18:52.792 -Helm... -[paper tears] 18:52.875 --> 18:56.000 Take this. Call the police immediately. 18:56.083 --> 18:57.750 Say to them what she just said. 18:57.834 --> 18:58.917 Her family needs to know 18:59.000 --> 19:01.000 their little girl is still alive. Go, go. 19:01.083 --> 19:03.083 [sighs] 19:04.458 --> 19:06.166 Lord, help us. 19:06.250 --> 19:08.083 [Erin] My parents tried to warn me, 19:08.166 --> 19:10.083 but I'm so dumb. 19:10.166 --> 19:11.333 I'm so stupid. 19:11.417 --> 19:13.375 Hey, hey, stop that. OK, listen to me. 19:13.458 --> 19:15.125 None of this is your fault, OK? 19:15.208 --> 19:16.083 None of it. 19:17.041 --> 19:19.834 It's Opal, and people like her. 19:19.917 --> 19:21.083 It's their fault. 19:22.166 --> 19:23.917 And we got you. 19:24.000 --> 19:26.583 And they're never going to hurt you ever again, OK? 19:28.083 --> 19:30.750 Opal said that if I ran, she'd kill me, 19:30.834 --> 19:34.542 and if I told anyone, she'd find my sister and take her, too. 19:43.542 --> 19:46.208 -[siren wails] -[Koracick] Soak it in, kids. 19:46.291 --> 19:48.834 Bask in the glory of the PPE mother lode. 19:48.917 --> 19:50.583 It's beautiful. 19:50.667 --> 19:52.792 It came? It actually came! 19:52.875 --> 19:55.750 -[both laugh] -I forgot what good news feels like. 19:55.834 --> 19:58.458 -Altman, can I help you? -Uh, yeah. 19:58.542 --> 20:00.709 I mean, our nurses are using rubber bands 20:00.792 --> 20:01.667 to hold on their masks. 20:01.750 --> 20:02.834 Can't we help you open these? 20:02.917 --> 20:04.750 Or were you planning to sell them on the black market? 20:04.834 --> 20:06.458 [laughs] 20:06.542 --> 20:07.709 Oh, my God, were you? 20:07.792 --> 20:10.375 No, no, I just-- We-- We need, uh, a system. 20:10.458 --> 20:12.291 Yeah, OK, well, you know, we open these, 20:12.375 --> 20:14.375 we take the masks, and run around the hospital 20:14.458 --> 20:16.041 like Santa Claus on Christmas. That's the system. 20:16.125 --> 20:18.000 Fine, fine, but you two stand guard 20:18.083 --> 20:19.625 in case someone sneaks in from another hospital. 20:19.709 --> 20:22.041 -Are you serious? -This stuff is paper gold, Tseng. 20:22.125 --> 20:23.709 So now you're the best-educated security guard 20:23.792 --> 20:24.750 this side of the Mississippi. 20:24.834 --> 20:27.083 I got booties! 20:27.166 --> 20:28.333 Booties. 20:28.417 --> 20:30.125 Booties. Good. Booties are good. 20:30.208 --> 20:31.750 Yeah. OK, but we also need masks. 20:31.834 --> 20:34.208 Yeah, well, we also need... booties. 20:34.291 --> 20:36.667 You ordered masks, right? 20:36.750 --> 20:38.208 And gloves and shields? 20:38.291 --> 20:39.834 -[Koracick] Of course I did. I-- -[Taryn] These are all booties. 20:39.917 --> 20:41.458 -By the thousands. -[Taryn] Booties, more booties. 20:41.542 --> 20:42.709 They're here, somewhere. 20:42.792 --> 20:43.750 ♪ I keep distance to everyone I see ♪ 20:43.834 --> 20:45.041 They're here some... 20:45.125 --> 20:46.208 ♪ Is it me or you? ♪ 20:46.291 --> 20:48.500 ♪ But something makin' me feel brand-new ♪ 20:57.542 --> 20:59.333 Damn it! Damn it! 20:59.417 --> 21:01.792 [Maggie] Oh, my God! Koracick! 21:01.875 --> 21:03.875 [grunting] 21:04.875 --> 21:05.750 [Teddy, echoing] Tom! 21:12.834 --> 21:15.208 [crying] 21:17.458 --> 21:19.625 [breathing heavily] 21:26.667 --> 21:28.417 [Jackson] He's still tachycardic. 21:28.500 --> 21:31.125 His body's so stressed from the burns. 21:31.208 --> 21:33.500 God, it's so hot in here. 21:33.583 --> 21:36.542 It has to be. I mean, the burns mean his body can't regulate temperature, 21:36.625 --> 21:39.542 -so we got to crank the whole room way up. -I know that. 21:40.542 --> 21:42.375 I wasn't saying you didn't, Jo. 21:42.458 --> 21:44.041 OK, then why even say it? 21:44.125 --> 21:45.959 You said it was hot. I said why. 21:46.041 --> 21:47.458 OK? I thought we were just stating facts. 21:47.542 --> 21:49.625 [doorbell rings] 21:49.709 --> 21:52.250 Hey. I, uh, I drank some in the elevator 21:52.333 --> 21:54.166 to, like, make it less weird. 21:54.250 --> 21:56.917 Oh! Wine! 21:57.000 --> 21:58.667 [Jackson] Yeah, which is now embarrassing 21:58.792 --> 21:59.792 because I realize 21:59.875 --> 22:01.542 that I kind of set this up as a date, 22:01.625 --> 22:03.250 and it's definitely not a date. 22:03.333 --> 22:04.834 I mean, I didn't bother wearing pants, 22:04.917 --> 22:07.166 but it's really sweet. 22:07.250 --> 22:10.375 Whoa! [laughing] Oh, my God, is that your date food? 22:10.458 --> 22:13.458 -That is not-- -Oh, my God, Jackson. 22:13.542 --> 22:15.750 No girl wants to take their clothes off 22:15.834 --> 22:17.667 after eating cheese and cured meat. 22:17.792 --> 22:20.250 Thanks for coming over and openly mocking me. 22:20.333 --> 22:22.709 This is-- It's totally acceptable date food. 22:22.792 --> 22:24.458 -Wait. -[romantic music playing] 22:24.542 --> 22:26.000 Is that Kenny G? 22:26.083 --> 22:27.583 [gasps] 22:27.667 --> 22:30.667 Do you only have romantic soft pillow sex? 22:30.750 --> 22:32.917 That's not-- It's on, like, a shuffle. 22:33.000 --> 22:35.667 Mm. Mm. 22:35.750 --> 22:37.333 I hate you. Gimme that. 22:39.208 --> 22:40.667 [Jo gasps] Wow. 22:41.458 --> 22:42.333 What now? 22:42.417 --> 22:45.125 No, I just realized I've never dated a rich guy before. 22:45.208 --> 22:46.667 I mean, doctors have money, 22:46.750 --> 22:49.000 but you're, like, collect-art rich. 22:49.083 --> 22:51.250 Wow, that would weird me out. 22:51.333 --> 22:53.792 Well, it's a good thing that we're not dating then, isn't it? 22:55.417 --> 22:56.291 Right. 22:57.583 --> 22:58.750 You're just a bridge. 22:59.542 --> 23:00.709 I'm just a bridge. 23:07.917 --> 23:09.875 Are you sure this is what you want? 23:09.959 --> 23:11.041 Mm-hmm. 23:19.417 --> 23:21.417 [crying] 23:22.625 --> 23:25.083 Are you-- Oh, oh, OK. 23:25.166 --> 23:26.166 We c-- We should stop. 23:26.250 --> 23:27.458 No, no, no, I'm OK. Let's keep going. 23:27.542 --> 23:29.500 -I don't think-- Jo-- -I'm OK. I'm OK. 23:29.583 --> 23:31.250 -It's OK. We should-- -[crying] No, no, I really-- 23:31.333 --> 23:33.542 I really want to have sex with you. 23:33.625 --> 23:35.917 I really do. Please, let's keep going. 23:36.000 --> 23:37.125 OK, listen, it's OK. 23:37.208 --> 23:38.875 I think we can-- we can try another time. 23:38.959 --> 23:40.709 I'm sorry. 23:40.792 --> 23:42.166 -Sit down. -I'm sorry. 23:42.250 --> 23:43.834 I'll get you some water. 23:43.917 --> 23:45.458 [crying] 23:49.834 --> 23:50.959 I'm so sorry. 23:51.041 --> 23:52.375 No, you have nothing to be sorry about. 23:52.458 --> 23:54.375 Don't worry about it. 23:54.458 --> 23:55.792 [crying] 23:58.166 --> 23:59.625 They said they wanted to talk to my boss. 23:59.709 --> 24:01.000 Then tell them you're the boss next time. 24:01.083 --> 24:03.583 -Really? -Hello. I'm Dr. Miranda Bailey. 24:03.625 --> 24:05.542 [Steve] Uh, uh, Kayden Lee is our son. He was in a fire. 24:05.625 --> 24:07.542 Kayden is only 18. We should be allowed to be in there. 24:07.625 --> 24:09.834 I know this is a scary situation. 24:09.917 --> 24:13.375 I'm a parent. Believe me, I understand your frustration. 24:13.458 --> 24:16.750 But you have my word as chief that all of your children 24:16.834 --> 24:19.291 are receiving the best possible care. 24:19.375 --> 24:21.333 But we just need you to bear with us a little while longer. 24:21.417 --> 24:23.583 Excuse me. Uh, Aaron Morris. Any word on Frankie? 24:23.667 --> 24:26.250 -Uh, which one is Frankie? -He's immunocompromised. 24:26.333 --> 24:27.208 He got a kidney donation 24:27.291 --> 24:29.291 for polycystic kidney disease just two months ago. 24:29.417 --> 24:30.458 He's high risk for Covid. 24:30.542 --> 24:32.834 -Then why was he at a party? -Schmitt. 24:32.917 --> 24:34.667 -Frankie Morris. -Yes. 24:34.750 --> 24:36.542 Uh, he must still be en route. 24:36.625 --> 24:37.917 I'll look into it myself. 24:38.917 --> 24:41.208 Tell Kayden he's not alone. Mom and Dad are here. 24:41.291 --> 24:43.667 I cannot do this, Steve. I need to be with him. 24:43.750 --> 24:46.041 He's our baby. [crying] 24:49.458 --> 24:51.208 [Bailey] We still haven't heard anything from her family? 24:51.291 --> 24:52.875 [Taryn] Her family still live in Arizona, 24:52.959 --> 24:55.083 sister goes to school in Portland. 24:55.166 --> 24:57.291 I'm not sure if missing persons was able to reach them. 24:57.375 --> 24:58.667 Well, find out. I don't want her 24:58.750 --> 25:01.208 waking up alone in an empty ICU! 25:01.291 --> 25:02.125 Go on! 25:04.375 --> 25:06.417 Bailey, if this is too much for you, I can take over. 25:06.542 --> 25:08.792 I betrayed her once. I'm not doing that again. 25:08.875 --> 25:11.333 I looked her in the eye 25:11.417 --> 25:14.125 and told DeLuca to send her home. 25:14.208 --> 25:15.250 With a monster. 25:15.333 --> 25:17.875 Well, you assessed the situation as best you could. 25:17.959 --> 25:19.417 And you were distracted because DeLuca was-- 25:19.500 --> 25:21.834 DeLuca-- I don't know what we're gonna do with DeLuca. 25:21.917 --> 25:25.750 -[sighs] -I mean, I-I know what he's feeling. 25:25.834 --> 25:27.750 At least in part. 25:27.834 --> 25:30.542 I know what it feels like to want help 25:30.625 --> 25:32.375 but be afraid of it at the same time. 25:32.458 --> 25:35.417 Richard Webber all but put the pills in my mouth. 25:35.500 --> 25:38.583 I had given up, but he never did. 25:38.667 --> 25:40.709 Well, maybe that's what we need to do. 25:40.792 --> 25:41.834 Just not give up. 25:41.917 --> 25:43.000 Tissue grasper. 25:45.834 --> 25:46.959 -Frankie... -Morris. 25:47.041 --> 25:48.166 His father was notified 25:48.250 --> 25:49.500 he was being brought here from the fire. 25:49.583 --> 25:51.166 Frankie Morris. He's not here yet. 25:51.250 --> 25:52.834 [sighs] What did they do? 25:52.917 --> 25:54.333 Stop for frozen yogurt on the way? 25:54.417 --> 25:56.625 We're not even supposed to be open to trauma. 25:56.709 --> 25:58.625 You think he was turned away? 25:58.709 --> 26:00.000 I'll try to find out. 26:00.083 --> 26:01.542 Uh, uh, Bailey. 26:01.625 --> 26:03.333 Uh, ah. 26:03.417 --> 26:04.709 Um, I was thinking. 26:04.792 --> 26:08.625 I saw some nurses wiping down their masks with bleach. 26:08.709 --> 26:09.792 Now, I know that can't be good, 26:09.875 --> 26:10.959 so what I was wondering was can I-- 26:11.041 --> 26:13.709 You went through the whole stack of safety precautions? 26:13.834 --> 26:14.959 I-I-I-- What was I say-- 26:15.041 --> 26:17.083 You committed all of those protocols to memory? 26:19.083 --> 26:21.625 Look, this is no longer the hospital that you left. 26:21.709 --> 26:23.834 And if you're going to insist on being here, 26:23.917 --> 26:26.583 then you are going to need to know how we operate now. 26:26.709 --> 26:30.000 So when I tell you to read the safety protocol, 26:30.083 --> 26:32.583 I mean read the damn safety protocol! 26:42.166 --> 26:44.125 [woman, over PA] Dr. Madigan to the Covid floor. 26:44.208 --> 26:46.375 Dr. Madigan to the Covid floor. 26:48.125 --> 26:50.417 [cellphone rings] 26:52.417 --> 26:53.375 [sighs] 26:55.333 --> 26:56.291 -[cellphone clicks] -Hey. 26:56.375 --> 26:57.834 Yeah, so when I said goodbye earlier, 26:57.917 --> 26:59.583 something kinda slipped out. 26:59.667 --> 27:02.917 Hmm. You're gonna need to be more specific. 27:03.000 --> 27:06.667 Oh, you mean when you dropped a "love you" on me 27:06.750 --> 27:07.875 and then jumped off our call? 27:07.959 --> 27:10.542 -Right, OK, so you heard. -[chuckles] 27:10.667 --> 27:12.917 Yeah, so, um, s-so, yeah, 27:13.000 --> 27:14.125 I wasn't really saying that to you. 27:14.208 --> 27:16.000 That was to my colleague Kingsley. 27:16.083 --> 27:18.750 It's this little initiative we started at my hospital. 27:18.834 --> 27:20.250 It's kind of like a morale boost, 27:20.333 --> 27:21.792 so that the whole staff feels valued. 27:21.875 --> 27:24.083 Oh, yeah, that makes way more sense 27:24.166 --> 27:26.709 than you saying it to me because that would be-- 27:26.792 --> 27:28.375 Ridiculous, yeah, I know. 27:29.291 --> 27:31.667 And maybe scare you away. 27:31.750 --> 27:32.834 For real, though. Did I freak you out? 27:33.583 --> 27:35.667 Weirdly only a little. 27:35.750 --> 27:37.875 OK, good. 27:37.959 --> 27:40.125 Because if I lost the one place in the world 27:40.208 --> 27:42.875 where I actually manage to feel good during this mess, 27:42.959 --> 27:45.333 -I think I'd be done for. -Me, too. 27:47.542 --> 27:49.583 And somehow you just made it more romantic 27:49.667 --> 27:50.667 than saying "love." 27:50.792 --> 27:52.917 -See how I do? -Hm. 27:53.000 --> 27:55.875 -Talk later? -If we're still alive. 27:57.208 --> 27:58.625 [cellphone beeps] 28:00.250 --> 28:02.250 [chuckles] 28:20.875 --> 28:22.291 [Richard] Excuse me. 28:22.375 --> 28:25.083 We have more signs in this place than Times Square, 28:25.166 --> 28:26.250 and they're very clear. 28:26.333 --> 28:28.458 The few visitors we have right now 28:28.542 --> 28:30.458 have to be accompanied by a hospital employee. 28:30.542 --> 28:32.417 So either you have been misplaced 28:32.500 --> 28:33.917 or you're not supposed to be here. 28:34.041 --> 28:36.083 My son is in here. Kayden Lee. 28:36.166 --> 28:37.917 I know it's against the rules for me to be here, 28:38.000 --> 28:39.041 but he was burned. 28:39.125 --> 28:41.542 He was burned so badly that he needs surgery. 28:41.625 --> 28:44.625 He just turned 18, and I-- and I-- 28:44.709 --> 28:46.208 and I know that means that he's an adult, 28:46.291 --> 28:49.375 that he drives a car and he's dating someone, 28:49.458 --> 28:50.875 and he does his own laundry 28:50.959 --> 28:52.834 because we wanted to make sure of that before college. 28:52.917 --> 28:55.750 But he still has the same smile 28:55.834 --> 28:57.959 that he had when he was a baby, 28:58.041 --> 29:01.333 and he still says "I love you" before leaving the house, 29:01.417 --> 29:02.375 and he won't shut the door 29:02.458 --> 29:04.667 unless I say "I love you" back. 29:05.458 --> 29:06.542 So he needs me. 29:06.625 --> 29:09.250 He needs to hear my voice 29:09.333 --> 29:11.250 and he'll know that I love him 29:11.333 --> 29:14.750 and that everything is going to be OK. 29:17.041 --> 29:21.166 I know what it's like to worry about someone 29:21.250 --> 29:23.041 so much you think it'll break you. 29:29.000 --> 29:31.166 -Come with me. -Oh, thank you. 29:31.250 --> 29:32.250 Thank you. 29:43.166 --> 29:44.458 What is this? 29:44.542 --> 29:47.834 Andrew, the people in this room love you, respect you, 29:47.917 --> 29:50.834 and care about you, and they want you to know that. 29:50.917 --> 29:52.417 [scoffs] This is-- 29:52.500 --> 29:55.208 No, no, humor us, please, please. 29:59.500 --> 30:01.500 [Carina] A-A-Andrea, the day you were born, 30:01.583 --> 30:02.959 Nonna was babysitting me. 30:03.041 --> 30:05.834 And-- And, uh, when she told me I had a baby brother, 30:05.917 --> 30:07.917 I-I-I ran outside and I splashed around 30:08.000 --> 30:09.625 in the puddles of rain and-- 30:09.709 --> 30:11.792 and shouted at the sky because I was so happy. 30:11.875 --> 30:13.041 I, um... 30:15.500 --> 30:18.917 You-- You will always be my baby brother. 30:18.959 --> 30:20.458 And I know you're hurting right now. 30:20.542 --> 30:21.959 I know that. 30:22.041 --> 30:23.667 But you don't have to be. 30:23.750 --> 30:24.917 There is help for you. 30:25.000 --> 30:27.250 All of us want to help you. 30:29.083 --> 30:33.709 DeLuca, even if you hadn't saved my life, I'd be here. 30:33.792 --> 30:36.333 I've seen class after class come through this program. 30:36.417 --> 30:40.917 I've done it enough to know when someone has something special. 30:42.333 --> 30:43.500 Don't throw this away. 30:43.583 --> 30:45.166 [Meredith] What seems like a weakness 30:45.250 --> 30:47.959 is actually a strength-- if you get help. 30:49.291 --> 30:52.959 Because you care so deeply. 30:54.041 --> 30:56.917 You fight so hard for your patients, 30:57.000 --> 30:58.333 for the people you love. 30:59.417 --> 31:01.208 That's not illness. That's you. 31:02.375 --> 31:05.959 You-- You know I live with obsessive compulsive disorder. 31:06.959 --> 31:08.166 But I take medication. 31:08.250 --> 31:11.458 I get therapy, and I stay on top of it. 31:11.542 --> 31:14.667 And, no, it is not always easy for me. 31:16.083 --> 31:17.375 Look, you're not alone. 31:18.333 --> 31:21.458 You have an illness, but there's no shame in that. 31:22.542 --> 31:23.667 -No shame? -No. 31:23.750 --> 31:24.709 That's a joke, right? 31:24.792 --> 31:26.542 [therapist] Why do you think it's a joke? 31:26.625 --> 31:27.750 To say there's no shame? 31:28.792 --> 31:30.917 My whole life, I've had one goal. 31:32.041 --> 31:34.542 One thing that would mean I did OK. 31:35.834 --> 31:37.208 Don't end up like my dad. 31:40.125 --> 31:44.291 I wanted it more than being a surgeon. 31:45.625 --> 31:46.625 One thing. 31:47.417 --> 31:48.417 And I just... 31:49.667 --> 31:50.542 I failed. 31:50.625 --> 31:52.458 No, you're not like him. 31:52.542 --> 31:53.834 I don't care what you think, OK? 31:53.917 --> 31:55.667 I don't care about Bailey's OCD. 31:55.750 --> 31:57.125 I don't care about saving Richard's life. 31:57.208 --> 31:59.458 I would give up every life I have ever saved 31:59.542 --> 32:01.208 if I could just not feel like this. 32:02.458 --> 32:03.542 I'd give up knowing you! 32:03.625 --> 32:06.542 [crying] God! 32:08.959 --> 32:11.959 [crying] 32:14.792 --> 32:15.625 [Carina] Hey. 32:18.625 --> 32:19.667 Hey. 32:20.709 --> 32:22.500 [DeLuca] I know I'm not OK. 32:25.500 --> 32:27.667 I just don't know what to do. 32:27.750 --> 32:32.000 OK. You listen to the people that know what to do 32:32.083 --> 32:33.917 and let them help you, Andrea. 32:34.000 --> 32:35.333 Th-That's it. 32:35.417 --> 32:38.166 ♪ It's there in your eyes ♪ 32:41.125 --> 32:43.500 ♪ The way this world ♪ 32:43.625 --> 32:45.083 ♪ Has held us down ♪ 32:45.166 --> 32:46.542 All we're asking you to do 32:46.625 --> 32:50.583 is fight as hard for yourself as you do for everybody else. 32:52.625 --> 32:54.041 ♪ We're on our own ♪ 32:55.250 --> 32:56.875 ♪ At least for now ♪ 32:56.959 --> 32:58.041 ♪ Just ♪ 32:58.125 --> 33:01.041 ♪ Surviving, surviving ♪ 33:01.125 --> 33:02.083 ♪ And nothing else ♪ 33:02.166 --> 33:04.083 -OK. -OK. 33:05.917 --> 33:06.917 OK. 33:09.834 --> 33:10.667 Perez. 33:11.500 --> 33:12.375 It's Grey. 33:12.458 --> 33:14.125 Get someone to cover your shift 33:14.208 --> 33:16.500 so you can walk Dora up so she can say goodbye. 33:17.917 --> 33:18.917 Yep, that's it. 33:19.000 --> 33:20.542 Walk her up so she can say goodbye. 33:20.625 --> 33:21.583 Thank you. [cellphone clicks] 33:21.667 --> 33:23.041 ♪ The room in a spin ♪ 33:23.166 --> 33:26.834 ♪ I hear the howling of the wind ♪ 33:26.917 --> 33:29.250 ♪ And the pounding of the rain ♪ 33:29.333 --> 33:33.208 ♪ And I'd give everything to dream again ♪ 33:33.291 --> 33:35.417 ♪ There must be more than ♪ 33:35.500 --> 33:38.250 ♪ Surviving, surviving ♪ 33:38.333 --> 33:41.083 ♪ Surviving, surviving ♪ 33:41.166 --> 33:42.792 ♪ And nothing else ♪ 33:42.875 --> 33:43.750 [crying] 33:43.834 --> 33:46.834 ♪ Surviving, surviving ♪ 33:46.917 --> 33:49.458 ♪ Surviving, surviving ♪ 33:49.542 --> 33:52.500 ♪ Surviving, surviving ♪ 33:52.667 --> 33:56.583 ♪ And nothing else ♪ 33:56.667 --> 33:58.208 I'll clean all this up. 34:00.792 --> 34:04.667 ♪ I'd give everything to dream again ♪ 34:04.750 --> 34:05.834 ♪ Ohhh ♪ 34:05.917 --> 34:08.041 I'll clean... that up. 34:09.625 --> 34:10.750 [sighs] 34:11.709 --> 34:12.709 Hey. 34:23.291 --> 34:24.625 Where have you been? 34:24.709 --> 34:26.875 I-I was at home. 34:26.959 --> 34:30.792 If you're not here and you don't answer your phone, 34:30.875 --> 34:32.709 then no one knows where you are 34:32.792 --> 34:36.083 and nobody knows that you're OK. 34:36.792 --> 34:37.917 I turned the ringer off 34:38.000 --> 34:39.667 and I crashed the second I got home, OK? 34:39.750 --> 34:41.583 The therapist says that if I don't sleep, 34:41.667 --> 34:43.792 the mania can creep back in. 34:46.083 --> 34:47.208 Who died? 34:47.333 --> 34:48.667 Everyone. 34:49.542 --> 34:50.750 Marvin Lindstrom, 34:50.834 --> 34:52.458 Doris Sanchez, 34:52.542 --> 34:53.583 Tom Richardson. 34:53.667 --> 34:54.583 You treated him. 34:54.667 --> 34:56.542 Yeah, the retired choir director. 34:56.625 --> 34:58.959 He-- He loved fishing. 34:59.041 --> 35:00.500 [sighs] 35:01.000 --> 35:03.375 And I'm sorry I wasn't here, Mer. 35:06.417 --> 35:07.417 You're OK? 35:08.208 --> 35:11.542 Yeah, I'm-- I'm OK. 35:11.625 --> 35:12.959 I'm glad you're OK. 35:13.834 --> 35:15.375 Make sure people know where you are. 35:15.458 --> 35:17.792 [Joanna Jones' "Freedom" plays] 35:17.875 --> 35:19.667 [elevator bell dings] 35:19.750 --> 35:22.750 So, Dr. Grey and I were able to repair Erin's hernia, 35:22.834 --> 35:26.083 but there was a great deal of inflammation in her abdomen. 35:26.166 --> 35:29.667 So we are giving her a course of IV antibiotics. 35:29.792 --> 35:30.959 You're going to have to say all this again 35:31.041 --> 35:32.583 for my parents when they get here. 35:33.500 --> 35:35.333 I still can't believe any of this. 35:35.417 --> 35:36.917 We-- We looked for her forever. 35:37.000 --> 35:38.750 [sniffles] We looked for her everywhere. 35:38.834 --> 35:40.041 ♪ Those winds of change ♪ 35:40.125 --> 35:43.000 Well, we can't stress enough how much she's been through. 35:43.083 --> 35:45.875 She's going to need years of support and therapy. 35:45.959 --> 35:47.166 Of course, whatever she needs. 35:47.250 --> 35:49.458 I'm not sure I'm gonna let her out of my sight ag-- 35:49.542 --> 35:50.375 [gasps] 35:50.458 --> 35:52.291 ♪ It feels like freedom ♪ 35:52.417 --> 35:53.250 Abby? 35:54.750 --> 35:56.041 I'm here, Erin. 35:56.125 --> 35:57.291 I'm here. Oh, my God. 35:57.375 --> 35:59.542 ♪ Storm clouds are breakin' ♪ 35:59.625 --> 36:02.333 ♪ Storm clouds are breakin' Oh, yeah ♪ 36:02.417 --> 36:03.709 -[both crying] -I'm so sorry. 36:03.792 --> 36:05.041 ♪ My worries, they are fadin' ♪ 36:05.125 --> 36:06.500 -I'm so sorry. -It's not your fault. 36:06.583 --> 36:08.375 It's not your fault. 36:08.458 --> 36:09.750 It's not your fault. 36:09.834 --> 36:10.667 ♪ And, oh ♪ 36:10.750 --> 36:12.166 ♪ Oh, freedom ♪ 36:12.250 --> 36:13.792 ♪ Oh, yeah ♪ 36:13.875 --> 36:15.500 ♪ Freedom ♪ 36:15.583 --> 36:18.250 ♪ It feels like freedom ♪ 36:18.333 --> 36:19.959 ♪ Oh, freedom ♪ 36:21.875 --> 36:24.875 ♪ And my sisters and brothers ♪ 36:25.000 --> 36:26.125 ♪ Sisters and brothers ♪ 36:26.208 --> 36:27.041 Kayden. 36:27.125 --> 36:28.166 ♪ Oh, yeah ♪ 36:28.250 --> 36:29.125 [cries] 36:29.208 --> 36:32.291 ♪ I see 'em comin' together, ooh ♪ 36:32.375 --> 36:34.875 ♪ Comin' together, ooh ♪ 36:35.166 --> 36:36.458 ♪ And, oh ♪ 36:36.542 --> 36:40.834 ♪ I'm ready now to move on ♪ 36:40.917 --> 36:42.834 What the hell are you doing? You know that's not allowed. 36:42.917 --> 36:44.458 If Bailey asks, I'll tell her 36:44.542 --> 36:46.375 that I didn't get to that part of the manual. 36:46.458 --> 36:47.750 ♪ The sun is comin' up again ♪ 36:47.834 --> 36:49.500 Can you give her a couple minutes? 36:49.583 --> 36:50.417 [sighs] 36:50.500 --> 36:51.625 [Deborah] Mama's here. 36:52.458 --> 36:53.625 Can you hear me? 36:55.041 --> 36:58.125 I'm here, and I love you. 36:58.208 --> 37:00.625 I love you, too. 37:00.709 --> 37:02.750 ♪ I know ♪ 37:02.834 --> 37:07.041 ♪ It feels like freedom ♪ 37:09.208 --> 37:10.041 Richard. 37:10.125 --> 37:11.750 O-O-OK, I know it's just a start, but-- 37:11.834 --> 37:13.375 If you haven't gotten through the new protocols, 37:13.458 --> 37:14.542 then I'm not interested. 37:14.625 --> 37:17.875 You are not my mother, and you are not my teacher. 37:17.959 --> 37:19.959 You are my colleague and you are my friend-- 37:20.041 --> 37:21.041 And I am your boss. 37:21.125 --> 37:23.625 I am your boss and it is my job to-- 37:23.709 --> 37:25.375 Well, don't tell me what your job is. 37:25.458 --> 37:26.834 I taught you your job. 37:26.917 --> 37:28.834 I taught you your whole damn job. 37:28.917 --> 37:30.750 And now suddenly you don't want to let me do mine? 37:30.834 --> 37:33.333 I brought you down here for some good news, 37:33.458 --> 37:34.375 but you're convinced that I'm-- 37:34.458 --> 37:36.834 I'm incompetent and infirm, and you won't even hear it. 37:36.959 --> 37:38.875 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. What good news? 37:41.125 --> 37:44.083 Your staff is reusing PPE, 37:44.166 --> 37:45.875 and cleaning them with bacterial wipes... 37:45.959 --> 37:48.542 -Yeah. -...which deteriorates the mask. 37:51.625 --> 37:53.709 [sighs] Now they don't have to. 37:54.458 --> 37:55.500 You're welcome. 37:56.125 --> 37:58.667 [Bailey] Oh, my God. 37:58.750 --> 37:59.750 [sighs] 38:00.750 --> 38:01.834 It's genius. 38:01.917 --> 38:03.250 [laughs] 38:03.333 --> 38:05.166 -You're genius. -I know. 38:05.250 --> 38:06.750 I'm not sure how you forgot. 38:06.834 --> 38:08.959 [scoffs] I did not. 38:10.125 --> 38:12.250 And it's not about your ability, Richard. 38:12.333 --> 38:13.875 It's about your vulnerability. 38:13.959 --> 38:16.542 You know you are high risk for Covid right now. 38:16.625 --> 38:19.000 Look, you have already given more of yourself 38:19.083 --> 38:21.375 to this hospital than anyone ever could. 38:21.458 --> 38:24.083 And you have overcome, you have suffered, 38:24.166 --> 38:27.709 and you are why this hospital is as good as it is today. 38:27.792 --> 38:30.208 Y-You're why I am as good as I am today. 38:30.291 --> 38:34.750 And you, Richard, have earned the right to stay home, 38:34.834 --> 38:38.000 to stay safe, and to rest. 38:38.083 --> 38:39.625 This thing, it's... 38:39.709 --> 38:42.667 [sighs] It's-- It's-- It's only going to get worse. 38:45.208 --> 38:47.917 Every relationship I've ever had has failed. 38:49.125 --> 38:50.417 Except this one. 38:51.250 --> 38:53.917 And this place. 38:55.291 --> 38:56.917 I will find no peace-- 38:57.000 --> 38:58.750 no peace-- 39:00.375 --> 39:01.834 if I have to leave it. 39:01.917 --> 39:03.458 [voice breaking] You... 39:04.625 --> 39:06.542 are going to give me a second heart attack, 39:06.625 --> 39:07.625 you know that? 39:07.709 --> 39:09.625 -Bailey... -[sighs] 39:09.709 --> 39:11.208 ...you know I got to tell you 39:11.291 --> 39:14.750 that this place couldn't ask for a better chief. 39:14.834 --> 39:15.792 I'm in awe. 39:17.375 --> 39:18.959 Even though I taught you most of it. 39:19.041 --> 39:19.875 [Bailey] You know... 39:29.000 --> 39:30.500 [monitor beeping] 39:35.959 --> 39:37.000 [Jo] Hey. 39:38.250 --> 39:39.166 Hey. 39:39.291 --> 39:40.834 How's he doing? 39:40.917 --> 39:42.458 -Well, he's stable. -OK. 39:42.542 --> 39:44.667 I think his visit from his mom helped. 39:44.750 --> 39:45.583 Right. 39:48.375 --> 39:50.667 I'd like to apologize to you if that'll help. 39:50.750 --> 39:52.834 I mean, I'm not exactly sure what I did 39:52.917 --> 39:56.208 -to make you so angry, but-- -Angry? I'm-- No, I'm not angry. 39:56.291 --> 39:58.750 I-- I was just hot. 40:02.792 --> 40:04.500 Jackson. [sighs] 40:04.583 --> 40:06.125 I am mortified. 40:07.375 --> 40:09.750 All the time, every minute that I'm around you. 40:09.834 --> 40:14.250 I... cried into your mouth. 40:14.333 --> 40:18.542 I mean, I'm-- I'm pretty sure that I snotted in your mouth. 40:18.625 --> 40:20.667 And I-I-- You were trying to do me a favor 40:20.750 --> 40:23.667 -and I just-- I-- -It was a favor you weren't ready for. 40:24.625 --> 40:27.166 -I really wasn't. -It's fine. You-- 40:27.250 --> 40:28.959 Look, you've been through hell, OK? 40:29.041 --> 40:30.125 You were doing your best. 40:30.208 --> 40:31.417 You're still doing your best. 40:31.500 --> 40:34.709 And we are, um, friends. 40:35.750 --> 40:39.667 So if you can get over the mortification 40:39.750 --> 40:42.625 and stop treating me like crap, I figure we're all good. 40:42.709 --> 40:44.667 Can we just pretend it never happened? 40:45.625 --> 40:46.458 Done. 40:46.542 --> 40:49.000 OK. Alright. 40:54.917 --> 40:56.250 [Deborah] I saw Kayden. 40:56.333 --> 40:57.792 It's bad. 40:58.917 --> 41:01.041 [voice breaking] He was so bandaged 41:01.125 --> 41:03.125 that I couldn't see his face. 41:03.250 --> 41:06.291 -One second, OK. Hi, um, Mr. Morris. -Yes? 41:06.375 --> 41:09.375 Hey, your son Frankie was taken to Seattle Presbyterian 41:09.458 --> 41:11.166 -because we're a Covid center-- -Oh, my God. 41:11.250 --> 41:14.041 No, they are understaffed, 41:14.125 --> 41:15.542 so they turned away his ambulance. 41:15.625 --> 41:17.291 -Are you kidding me? -I've been in touch with my husband, 41:17.375 --> 41:18.500 who is a first responder. 41:18.583 --> 41:20.125 They're bringing him back here. 41:20.208 --> 41:22.834 He is stable, right? He should be here momentarily. 41:22.917 --> 41:24.250 Oh, my God. 41:24.333 --> 41:26.583 -OK. Thank you. -OK? 41:26.667 --> 41:29.041 -Oh, God. -[sighs] OK. 41:31.875 --> 41:33.250 Hey, Mr. Bronson said his wife was here, 41:33.333 --> 41:34.333 but I can't find her. 41:34.417 --> 41:37.041 Can you just let her know that his ORIF went fine? 41:39.583 --> 41:40.959 I hope you're doing OK. 41:42.834 --> 41:44.333 Because I'm not. 41:45.000 --> 41:46.792 I hit 100 this morning. 41:46.917 --> 41:48.917 One hundred times I've had to tell someone 41:49.000 --> 41:50.667 that their loved one has died. 41:50.750 --> 41:52.709 That's 10 times as much as I've had to do 41:52.792 --> 41:53.875 since I started here. 41:53.959 --> 41:55.917 And it's making me wonder how much longer 41:56.000 --> 42:01.709 I can keep doing this because 100 is a... big number. 42:01.792 --> 42:05.792 And I'm afraid of getting to a place where it's not so big. 42:05.875 --> 42:07.583 And I know that we're not together, 42:07.667 --> 42:11.333 but you're still a person that I care about and... 42:11.417 --> 42:12.458 I don't know. 42:12.542 --> 42:15.542 I-I-I thought that you might want to know how I'm doing. 42:15.625 --> 42:17.458 Which is terrible. 42:18.917 --> 42:20.959 And I really hope that you're OK. 42:25.959 --> 42:26.959 I'm fine. 42:28.417 --> 42:30.375 [Aaron] No, Conor said Kayden started the fire. 42:30.458 --> 42:32.250 Oh, so it's-- it's his fault? 42:33.250 --> 42:34.625 They shouldn't have even been out there, 42:34.709 --> 42:36.041 but they felt sorry for Frankie. 42:36.125 --> 42:38.000 Wait a minute. You think that this is Frankie's fault? 42:38.083 --> 42:39.500 Posting all the time about how sad he is 42:39.583 --> 42:40.625 he can't be with his friends. 42:40.709 --> 42:42.834 He missed a year of school when he was sick. 42:42.917 --> 42:44.709 Of course he wanted to see his friends. 42:44.792 --> 42:47.208 And, hey, I don't need a lecture from Mr. Lakehouse here, OK? 42:47.291 --> 42:48.667 [Bailey] OK, everyone, let's just settle. 42:48.709 --> 42:50.458 We all follow each other on Instagram. 42:50.542 --> 42:52.792 Did you really think we weren't gonna see you grilling 42:52.875 --> 42:55.250 every night with half the neighborhood? 42:55.333 --> 42:56.834 And no one in masks! 42:56.917 --> 42:58.333 You know, kids learn by example. 42:58.417 --> 43:00.041 Well, Kayden's example is a selfish moron. 43:00.125 --> 43:02.583 -[people gasp] -[Bailey] Stop, both of you! 43:02.667 --> 43:04.709 -Steve, stop! Cut it out right now! -Schmitt, call security! 43:04.792 --> 43:08.333 [Meredith] Disaster has a tendency to melt away everything else in life. 43:08.417 --> 43:10.750 Selfish son of a bitch! 43:12.041 --> 43:12.875 [Deborah] Steve! 43:12.959 --> 43:15.583 [Meredith] So if you want to know who you'll be in a disaster, 43:15.667 --> 43:18.458 -ask yourself... -Security! 43:19.542 --> 43:20.583 ...who am I now?