WEBVTT 00:03.000 --> 00:04.458 [inaudible] 00:04.542 --> 00:08.417 ♪ 00:10.041 --> 00:11.542 [Meredith] In some residency programs, 00:11.625 --> 00:14.125 graduating surgeons get a wooden chair, 00:14.208 --> 00:16.917 emblazoned with the emblem of their program. 00:17.000 --> 00:19.792 ♪ Thug life, baby ♪ 00:19.875 --> 00:22.125 ♪ It chose me, I didn't chose this city ♪ 00:23.208 --> 00:24.917 ♪ Uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh ♪ 00:25.000 --> 00:26.625 ♪ Walk right over ♪ 00:27.166 --> 00:28.458 ♪ You're a ten ♪ 00:28.542 --> 00:30.542 ♪ I'm a four-leaf clover ♪ 00:31.625 --> 00:32.959 ♪ Well, tell me, do you hate me? ♪ 00:33.041 --> 00:34.917 When those residents become attendings, 00:35.000 --> 00:37.208 the chair usually goes in their office, 00:37.291 --> 00:40.417 where it collects dust for the rest of their careers. 00:40.500 --> 00:42.750 Relax. And come off the mouthpiece. 00:43.250 --> 00:46.417 ♪ Lookin' like it's time tonight For fight or flight in Van Horn ♪ 00:46.500 --> 00:48.959 Well, don't just stare at me. Did I pass? 00:49.041 --> 00:50.583 Not only did you pass, 00:50.667 --> 00:53.834 but your lung capacity is 50% greater than we'd expect. 00:53.917 --> 00:56.500 And your sats are consistently in the high 90s. 00:56.583 --> 00:58.500 -[Maggie] Mer, you killed it. -[Owen] Yeah. 00:58.583 --> 01:01.792 So, as long as your labs check out, we're kicking you out. 01:01.875 --> 01:03.542 -[chuckles] -Are you happy? 01:03.625 --> 01:06.083 I am happy. I'm just not sure I believe you. 01:06.166 --> 01:07.625 We are going to have this framed. 01:07.709 --> 01:09.542 Well, I am. I'm having it framed. 01:09.625 --> 01:11.917 [Meredith] You give your program years of your life, 01:12.000 --> 01:15.792 your sweat, your tears, and in my case, at least, your blood, 01:15.875 --> 01:17.709 and your program gives you a chair. 01:17.792 --> 01:19.041 -Oh. -Please. 01:19.125 --> 01:21.166 Give me some good news. Is it happening? 01:21.250 --> 01:23.959 -Is it finally happening? -Yeah, looks like it's finally happening. 01:24.041 --> 01:25.166 [sighs] 01:25.250 --> 01:27.625 Perez, let's get a clap-out ready. 01:27.709 --> 01:29.709 And you know what? Keep it quiet. 01:29.792 --> 01:31.500 I want it to be a surprise. 01:31.583 --> 01:33.834 Understood. I know how to handle a queen. 01:33.917 --> 01:36.667 -[chuckles] Ah. -Mm. 01:36.750 --> 01:39.417 [Bailey] DeLuca took such good care of her. 01:39.500 --> 01:41.667 [Richard] We need to tell her about DeLuca. 01:41.750 --> 01:44.041 I wish he could see this. 01:45.458 --> 01:47.542 Maybe he can. 01:47.625 --> 01:51.583 ♪ 01:51.667 --> 01:53.917 [Meredith] I suppose it's a nice tradition, 01:54.000 --> 01:55.792 if you're into that sort of thing. 01:55.875 --> 01:59.542 And if you want a constant reminder of the hell you went through to get here. 02:08.625 --> 02:10.125 Hey, you okay? 02:10.208 --> 02:11.959 -Yeah. Sorry. I just, uh-- -[door closes] 02:12.041 --> 02:14.000 I needed a minute to... 02:14.083 --> 02:16.500 [breathes deeply] 02:16.583 --> 02:18.000 Meredith's going home. 02:18.083 --> 02:19.625 [chuckles] She's going home. 02:19.709 --> 02:21.208 I mean, I haven't had good news since forever, 02:21.291 --> 02:24.041 and I--I know that we are still in the thick of things, 02:24.125 --> 02:27.500 but we're finally getting a handle on how to treat this. 02:27.583 --> 02:30.500 I actually feel hope. 02:30.583 --> 02:31.959 It's about time. 02:32.041 --> 02:33.667 Okay. 02:33.750 --> 02:34.959 -I'm ready. Let's go. Okay. -Okay. 02:35.041 --> 02:36.834 -Oh! Sorry. Sorry. -Sorry. Sorry. 02:36.917 --> 02:38.208 -Sorry. After you. Okay. -No, ser-- Okay. 02:38.291 --> 02:39.667 [laughing] Oh, my God. 02:39.750 --> 02:40.917 [both laugh] 02:41.000 --> 02:42.792 [sighs] 02:44.041 --> 02:45.125 [door closes] 02:47.542 --> 02:53.333 ♪ 02:54.083 --> 03:00.000 ♪ 03:03.250 --> 03:09.166 ♪ 03:12.291 --> 03:16.083 Scout is dressed and chewing on his plastic cat. 03:16.166 --> 03:18.417 It is a giraffe. 03:18.500 --> 03:19.875 I used to get dressed. 03:19.959 --> 03:21.709 Clothes are overrated. 03:21.792 --> 03:23.709 Says the man leaving for work. 03:23.792 --> 03:26.333 You sure you don't want to help Ellis with some finger painting? 03:26.417 --> 03:28.250 No, I'm good with work. 03:28.333 --> 03:30.750 If Nico ever sends me those post-op scans. 03:30.834 --> 03:33.583 I used to get texts about post-op scans. 03:33.667 --> 03:34.792 [cellphone beeps] 03:36.792 --> 03:37.875 Oh, my God. 03:37.959 --> 03:39.375 -What? -Oh, my God! 03:39.458 --> 03:40.792 Mer's pulmonary function tests 03:40.875 --> 03:43.500 show a total lung capacity of almost four liters. 03:43.583 --> 03:44.458 That's amazing. 03:44.542 --> 03:48.208 And aren't her other numbers good enough to send her home instead of rehab? 03:48.291 --> 03:49.709 What if she comes home? 03:49.792 --> 03:52.834 -[gasps] What if she finally comes home? -[laughs] 03:52.917 --> 03:55.375 Oh, my God. Oh... my... God. 03:55.458 --> 03:57.000 Oh, my God. What if she finally comes home? 03:57.083 --> 03:58.083 This place is a dump. 03:58.166 --> 03:59.542 She is gonna report us for child abuse. 03:59.625 --> 04:00.917 What-- What? Hang on. Hang-- 04:01.000 --> 04:01.917 Look, if you start now, it's gonna take Ellis 04:01.959 --> 04:03.875 all of five minutes to undo the whole thing. 04:03.959 --> 04:06.417 How about I go to the hospital, confirm the good news, 04:06.500 --> 04:08.250 and I'll call you with an update? 04:08.333 --> 04:10.208 -That's a good idea. -Good. 04:10.291 --> 04:12.709 Yes. I will see you later. 04:13.417 --> 04:15.375 Oh, God! Oh! 04:15.458 --> 04:17.625 [sobbing] 04:17.709 --> 04:19.583 Why aren't you going? 04:19.667 --> 04:21.208 -Because you're crying. -No, no. 04:21.291 --> 04:23.417 This-- This is gonna happen all day. Just go, go. 04:23.500 --> 04:25.917 -All right. -[crying] 04:26.000 --> 04:27.458 Oh, God. 04:27.542 --> 04:28.917 [indistinct conversations] 04:29.000 --> 04:31.333 [woman speaking indistinctly over P.A.] 04:31.417 --> 04:33.417 -You didn't get my text. -Which one? 04:33.500 --> 04:34.750 The one about Dr. Grey. 04:34.834 --> 04:36.500 Oh. Yeah. 04:36.583 --> 04:39.125 One less person to wheel to the freezer truck. 04:39.208 --> 04:40.834 Gotta go. Incoming. 04:40.917 --> 04:43.000 Dr. Meredith Grey! 04:43.083 --> 04:46.792 Chief of general surgery? Mentor to all? 04:46.875 --> 04:50.083 Okay, so, you need to teach me everything you possibly can 04:50.166 --> 04:51.250 before you move back to Italy, 04:51.333 --> 04:52.792 which I'm a little devastated about 04:52.875 --> 04:55.917 because everyone says that you are the best OB. 04:56.000 --> 05:00.750 I did quit, but then I begged Bailey for my job back this morning. 05:00.834 --> 05:02.667 I am getting married instead. 05:02.750 --> 05:04.041 -What? Ha! -Yeah. 05:04.125 --> 05:07.291 -Congratulations! -Grazie mille. 05:07.375 --> 05:09.125 I'm still going back to Italy, though. 05:09.208 --> 05:11.041 -Oh. -Yeah. I'm only going for a month. 05:11.125 --> 05:13.750 I'll help where I can, and... 05:13.834 --> 05:15.750 I'll scatter my brother's ashes 05:15.834 --> 05:17.542 and, um, yeah, 05:17.625 --> 05:19.625 there will be plenty of rounds when I get back, 05:19.709 --> 05:22.625 but now I need you to update my patient roster 05:22.709 --> 05:23.959 while I find coffee. 05:24.041 --> 05:25.834 Oh, wait. [scoffs] I can get you coffee. 05:25.917 --> 05:28.125 -No. -Cappuccino? 05:28.208 --> 05:31.208 Uh, double espresso, but no, Dr. Wilson, y-- 05:31.291 --> 05:32.500 Just call me Jo. 05:32.583 --> 05:33.959 Jo, you are an attending. 05:34.041 --> 05:35.583 -You don't-- -Not anymore. 05:35.667 --> 05:37.333 [siren wailing] 05:37.417 --> 05:39.166 Dr. Koracick. Thanks for meeting us. 05:39.250 --> 05:40.500 Do I know you? Your forehead 05:40.583 --> 05:41.959 -and your irises look familiar. -What... 05:42.041 --> 05:43.333 I'm an intern here. James Chee. 05:43.417 --> 05:45.500 He almost quit after his first day 05:45.583 --> 05:46.750 when you took over the class. 05:46.834 --> 05:49.333 Oh. Right. Not my finest moment. 05:49.417 --> 05:50.542 What do we have here, Chee? 05:50.625 --> 05:51.709 William Lawrence, 05:51.792 --> 05:53.709 a 68-year-old Suquamish and Duwamish man, 05:53.792 --> 05:56.417 presents with aphasia and right-sided paralysis. 05:56.500 --> 05:58.417 Hello, sir. What does a duck say? 05:58.500 --> 06:00.750 [mumbling] 06:00.834 --> 06:03.291 Yeah. Just making sure. 06:03.375 --> 06:05.041 Helm, call a stroke alert. I'll meet you in CT. 06:05.125 --> 06:06.166 Go, go, go, go, go. 06:06.250 --> 06:07.917 I treated him for COVID a couple months back 06:08.000 --> 06:09.458 at the urban Indian health clinic I work at 06:09.542 --> 06:11.166 -on my time off. -We're not paying you enough? 06:11.250 --> 06:13.208 He made a full recovery, but about a half an hour ago, 06:13.291 --> 06:14.917 his granddaughter brought him in like this. 06:15.000 --> 06:17.125 How's he doing? I-I'm his granddaughter. 06:17.208 --> 06:18.417 You have to save him. 06:18.500 --> 06:20.542 -That's the plan. -He's an elder in the tribe. 06:20.625 --> 06:21.792 A language keeper. 06:21.875 --> 06:22.875 Well, that doesn't change the plan. 06:22.959 --> 06:25.667 Dr. Chee, show Mr. Lawrence's granddaughter to the waiting tent. 06:25.750 --> 06:27.000 We'll update you when we know more. 06:27.083 --> 06:28.583 Come on. Let's go. 06:29.625 --> 06:32.458 So, you're going to fulfill 06:32.542 --> 06:35.417 this new leadership position from Boston? 06:35.500 --> 06:36.500 I am. 06:36.583 --> 06:38.625 Not here, in Seattle, where you work? 06:38.709 --> 06:41.583 -For me. -[sighs] 06:41.667 --> 06:43.333 My official resignation. 06:43.417 --> 06:44.750 I have to take off first thing in the morning. 06:44.834 --> 06:45.834 What? 06:45.917 --> 06:47.458 Bailey, I know it's sudden, and I apologize. 06:47.542 --> 06:49.542 It's just-- It's a really good thing. 06:49.625 --> 06:50.750 The work I'm gonna be able to do, 06:50.834 --> 06:52.750 the changes we'll be able to enact from the foundation-- 06:52.834 --> 06:55.417 It's gonna be really great for all of us. 06:59.166 --> 07:02.166 It would have been-- been better if you'd have left me a surgeon 07:02.250 --> 07:05.250 who's double board certified in plastics and ENT. 07:05.333 --> 07:07.417 Pretty good list of recommendations there 07:07.500 --> 07:08.375 -on the second page. -What? Wait. 07:08.458 --> 07:09.834 Why am I the only one who's surprised? 07:09.917 --> 07:12.542 -Did you know about this? -I did. 07:12.625 --> 07:14.750 It wasn't my news to share. 07:16.375 --> 07:18.000 [sighs] 07:18.709 --> 07:20.792 I went to see my dad, 07:20.875 --> 07:23.417 who I realized my entire life has shown me 07:23.500 --> 07:26.250 exactly the kind of man I never want to be. 07:26.667 --> 07:31.917 Checked out and unwilling to really fight for anything. 07:32.000 --> 07:34.875 [breathes deeply] 07:34.959 --> 07:37.166 The two of you showed me the opposite. 07:37.250 --> 07:41.333 Example after example of not giving in to hopelessness and despair 07:41.417 --> 07:43.959 and consistently resist complacency. 07:44.041 --> 07:49.125 You get up over and over and over again and fight. 07:49.750 --> 07:52.041 I learned the kind of surgeon, the kind of father, 07:52.125 --> 07:56.000 the kind of person I wanted to become from you. 07:56.417 --> 07:58.750 I'm always gonna be grateful for that. 08:01.667 --> 08:03.875 We're proud of you, Avery. 08:03.959 --> 08:06.458 -I'm proud of you, son. -[Bailey sighs] 08:07.875 --> 08:09.291 Thank you. 08:09.375 --> 08:14.125 ♪ 08:14.208 --> 08:16.542 Talk to you soon. 08:16.625 --> 08:17.917 ♪ 08:18.000 --> 08:21.542 To clarify what just happened, Jackson Avery is now... 08:21.625 --> 08:23.000 Our boss. 08:28.333 --> 08:30.625 I see that Miss Mora was discharged this morning. 08:30.709 --> 08:34.333 And Evan Pearson. Wow. He was only here for three days. 08:34.417 --> 08:36.917 I'm not sure if our meds are getting more effective or the trends are changing, 08:37.000 --> 08:39.166 but we're seeing more patients breeze in and out. 08:39.250 --> 08:41.458 I need more doctors in order to keep up with the turnover. 08:41.542 --> 08:43.166 Already took care of it. 08:43.250 --> 08:45.333 Y-You called these guys? 08:45.417 --> 08:47.083 -Ouch. -No. Sorry. 08:47.166 --> 08:51.750 I just-- I just thought that we would grab a few residents, not heads of departments. 08:51.834 --> 08:53.583 They said it was slow downstairs. 08:53.667 --> 08:55.834 Well, if you don't need us two, then... 08:55.917 --> 08:57.792 you know, I could just go back and check on the ICU or... 08:57.875 --> 08:59.333 No, no. I mean, it's just-- 08:59.417 --> 09:01.208 You know, um, it's up to you. 09:01.291 --> 09:02.750 Do-- Do you want to be up here? 09:02.834 --> 09:04.709 I just want to help. 09:04.792 --> 09:06.709 Well, it's probably just gonna be proning patients 09:06.792 --> 09:10.667 and checking vent settings and inspecting chest tubes, 09:10.750 --> 09:13.542 but, I mean, if you don't-- if you don't mind. 09:13.625 --> 09:15.417 I'm happy to. 09:15.500 --> 09:19.000 So am I. If I'm still being asked. 09:19.083 --> 09:20.041 -Oh, um... -Yeah. 09:20.125 --> 09:22.208 -Okay, great. -Mm-hmm. Thanks. 09:24.709 --> 09:27.959 -Was that normal? Are they, uh... -My advice-- Don't ask. 09:28.041 --> 09:29.000 [chuckles] 09:29.083 --> 09:33.375 ♪ 09:33.458 --> 09:35.000 You still have laps to do. 09:35.125 --> 09:36.875 -[chuckles] -[door closes] 09:36.959 --> 09:38.875 I want to talk about something else. 09:38.959 --> 09:41.959 You're all making me feel as if I'm going to drop dead. 09:43.291 --> 09:44.333 Not that I blame you. 09:44.417 --> 09:45.375 [laughter] 09:45.458 --> 09:47.709 So, Maggie, uh, when's the big day? 09:47.792 --> 09:51.375 Oh, you know, we're still considering our options. 09:51.458 --> 09:53.542 'Cause there's just a lot to plan. 09:53.625 --> 09:57.125 We don't want to do anything without his grandma and my dad. 09:57.208 --> 09:59.417 Oh, right, right. Of-- Of course. Mm-hmm. 09:59.500 --> 10:01.041 Wait, have you even met Winston? 10:01.125 --> 10:03.458 Well, apparently, we've been in the same room together. 10:03.542 --> 10:04.417 -Yes. -Mm-hmm. 10:04.500 --> 10:05.417 But only on the phone, so... 10:05.500 --> 10:06.959 Pierce locked that down. 10:07.041 --> 10:09.083 -[laughter] -Well, so did we. 10:09.166 --> 10:10.834 He signed a five-year contract. 10:10.917 --> 10:13.750 Well, Zola cannot stop talking about his dance moves, 10:13.834 --> 10:15.041 -so I think he's in. -[chuckles] 10:15.125 --> 10:16.583 [chuckles] 10:16.667 --> 10:17.834 [breathes deeply] 10:17.917 --> 10:19.625 So, what else? 10:19.709 --> 10:21.208 Um... 10:21.291 --> 10:25.458 Jackson's moving to Boston to... run the Fox Foundation. 10:25.542 --> 10:26.917 What about Catherine? 10:27.000 --> 10:28.583 It should be interesting. 10:28.667 --> 10:30.250 It's sad, is what it is. 10:30.333 --> 10:31.625 Okay. 10:31.709 --> 10:33.917 Any other tragedies I should know about? 10:34.000 --> 10:36.750 ♪ 10:36.834 --> 10:40.375 Um... well, it'll be tragic if you have to spend one more night here. 10:40.458 --> 10:41.375 Yes. Come on. On your feet. 10:41.458 --> 10:43.125 -Come on. Let's go. Chop, chop. -Come on. 10:43.208 --> 10:44.417 Ooh. 10:44.500 --> 10:46.083 Have I ever told you that my days 10:46.166 --> 10:47.792 of wearing ugly bridesmaid dresses are over? 10:47.875 --> 10:49.000 [Bailey chuckles] 10:49.083 --> 10:52.083 [Maggie] Who said you were going to be a bridesmaid? 10:52.166 --> 10:55.709 ♪ 10:57.375 --> 11:00.417 Uh, looks like he had an ischemic stroke 11:00.500 --> 11:03.125 on the left side of his brain due to... 11:05.792 --> 11:08.041 [sighs] Probably that. 11:08.125 --> 11:12.291 And by that, you mean the large clot in his internal carotid artery? 11:13.667 --> 11:16.166 Okay, book an IR suite, please. 11:16.250 --> 11:18.917 Unless you have someplace else to be. 11:19.000 --> 11:22.792 [woman on P.A.] Dr. Sellers-- Dr. Marty Sellers, 4619. 11:22.875 --> 11:25.333 [baby crying] 11:25.417 --> 11:28.250 Hey, Luna. Meet your new roomie. 11:29.333 --> 11:31.083 Hey. 11:31.166 --> 11:32.208 [Hayes] Vanilla? 11:32.291 --> 11:33.667 Vanelle. 11:33.750 --> 11:35.125 That's your handwriting? 11:35.208 --> 11:37.250 Yeah. I just-- Oh. I, uh-- 11:37.333 --> 11:38.417 Sorry. I was in a rush. 11:38.500 --> 11:41.333 Great. That's what we'll tell the parents when it's wrong on the birth certificate. 11:41.417 --> 11:43.291 Crap. Give me a pen. 11:43.375 --> 11:44.792 [cellphone chimes] 11:46.667 --> 11:48.417 Go. I got it. 11:48.500 --> 11:50.333 [baby crying] 11:50.417 --> 11:53.500 ♪ 11:53.583 --> 11:55.166 Wow. 11:55.250 --> 11:56.458 That's, um... 11:56.542 --> 11:58.417 Yeah. 11:58.500 --> 12:00.333 [chuckles] 12:00.417 --> 12:04.417 Well, you're lucky I'm in pink scrubs today, 12:04.500 --> 12:07.291 so I can take a little extra sad. 12:08.458 --> 12:09.583 Well, you look good in them. 12:09.667 --> 12:10.917 -[chuckles] -Happy. 12:11.000 --> 12:13.959 -[chuckles] -Turns out you can change careers 12:14.041 --> 12:15.125 in the middle of a pandemic, I guess. 12:15.208 --> 12:17.375 Yeah. We're totally normal. 12:20.291 --> 12:22.250 These last couple months, um... 12:23.834 --> 12:25.792 [breathes deeply] Thank you. 12:25.875 --> 12:27.875 You're thanking me for all the sex? 12:27.959 --> 12:30.959 [chuckles] I'm thanking you for being a good friend, 12:31.041 --> 12:33.083 especially when I really needed one. 12:33.166 --> 12:34.125 [chuckling] Okay. 12:34.208 --> 12:36.542 -Also, the sex is worth-- -Yeah. 12:36.625 --> 12:38.625 -Worth a thank you. -[chuckles] 12:39.917 --> 12:45.125 Well, thank you for saying goodbye in person 12:45.208 --> 12:46.333 and not in a letter, 12:46.417 --> 12:49.625 and for being... 12:49.709 --> 12:52.208 -A bridge. -You're more than a bridge. 12:52.291 --> 12:54.500 You're a friend. 12:54.583 --> 12:58.750 When I feel like I have fewer and fewer of those. 12:58.834 --> 13:00.750 [cellphone chimes] 13:00.834 --> 13:03.792 It's Carina. A patient's fully dilated and effaced. 13:03.917 --> 13:05.875 Now that you're a resident again, 13:05.959 --> 13:08.458 I do have some dry cleaning I need picked up before I leave town. 13:08.542 --> 13:11.500 Can't hear you. But good luck saving the world. Bye. 13:12.583 --> 13:18.458 ♪ 13:21.875 --> 13:27.834 ♪ 13:31.041 --> 13:33.542 Whatever happened to putting in your two weeks? 13:33.625 --> 13:35.333 One day's notice. 13:35.417 --> 13:37.875 You know, Avery should have to hire his own replacement, 13:37.959 --> 13:39.542 -as far as I'm concerned. -Yeah. 13:39.625 --> 13:41.500 Any word on Meredith's morning labs? 13:41.583 --> 13:43.750 Uh, I keep refreshing my e-mail, and nothing. 13:43.834 --> 13:44.792 Mm-hmm. 13:44.834 --> 13:46.667 But I have every reason to believe that-- 13:46.750 --> 13:48.125 -[cellphone chimes] -Oh. Hello. 13:48.208 --> 13:50.291 -Yeah? -Oh, the physical therapy 13:50.375 --> 13:51.834 gave clearance. 13:52.500 --> 13:54.000 Just as I suspected. 13:54.083 --> 13:58.500 There's no longer any medical reason to keep her here. 13:58.583 --> 14:00.875 You can't keep not telling her, Bailey. 14:00.959 --> 14:05.250 I know. I-I just don't want to. 14:05.333 --> 14:07.583 Meredith's gonna be clapped out tonight, 14:07.667 --> 14:09.166 and if Andrew DeLuca were alive, 14:09.250 --> 14:11.166 you can bet he'd be the first in line to cheer her on. 14:11.250 --> 14:12.458 [Bailey sighs] 14:13.000 --> 14:15.542 [sighs] She needs to know he won't be here. 14:17.000 --> 14:19.542 Mm-hmm. 14:19.625 --> 14:22.458 I'll remove the clot with a catheter endovascularly 14:22.542 --> 14:23.667 and then place a stent. 14:23.750 --> 14:25.125 Once the blood flow's been restored, 14:25.208 --> 14:28.500 we're hopeful that his symptoms will improve, uh, fairly quickly. 14:28.583 --> 14:31.291 He has teachings, stories 14:31.375 --> 14:34.333 that have been passed down for hundreds of years in Lushootseed, 14:34.417 --> 14:37.750 the ancestral language of our people and this land. 14:37.834 --> 14:39.375 I tried to learn them as much as I can, 14:39.458 --> 14:43.041 but it's a full-time job, and I already have one of those. 14:43.125 --> 14:44.166 [sighs] 14:44.250 --> 14:46.000 We can't lose him. 14:46.083 --> 14:49.709 Indigenous communities have already lost so many elders to COVID. 14:49.792 --> 14:50.917 We've been hit hard. 14:51.000 --> 14:53.667 The clinic's been packed, and still doesn't have enough PPE. 14:53.750 --> 14:55.291 The government was supposed to send in a shipment, but... 14:55.375 --> 14:57.750 Let me guess-- all booties. 14:57.834 --> 14:59.750 Body bags. 14:59.834 --> 15:03.625 I'm-- Oh, I'm so sorry. That's awful. 15:03.709 --> 15:05.375 Tribes in other parts of the country 15:05.458 --> 15:08.500 with less access to healthcare and running water have it worse, 15:09.208 --> 15:11.583 but we believe we're all connected, 15:11.667 --> 15:13.625 like my Diné friend here. 15:13.709 --> 15:17.709 Mary Ann, I'm gonna look out for your grandfather. 15:17.792 --> 15:20.709 I'm gonna do everything I can to make sure he can pass down his knowledge 15:20.792 --> 15:22.458 to little junior in there. 15:22.542 --> 15:24.375 Thank you so much-- 15:24.458 --> 15:26.125 -[gasps] Oh! -Mary Ann, are you okay? 15:26.208 --> 15:27.333 Helm, Chee, get a wheelchair. 15:27.417 --> 15:28.667 -She's not due yet. -Okay, okay. 15:28.750 --> 15:30.208 Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. 15:30.291 --> 15:32.000 -It's all right. -[groans] I need my husband! 15:35.458 --> 15:37.917 [Jo] Okay, Mary Ann, when's your due date? 15:38.000 --> 15:39.291 In five days. [groans] 15:39.375 --> 15:41.834 Any past medical issues or surgeries? 15:41.917 --> 15:44.917 Okay, Mary Ann, you're eight centimeters dilated. 15:45.000 --> 15:47.000 You're having this baby today. 15:47.083 --> 15:48.542 T-This can't be happening right now. 15:48.625 --> 15:51.291 Um, my OB at the clinic. Dr. Mills. 15:51.375 --> 15:53.375 I-I'm supposed to have this baby there with her. 15:53.458 --> 15:54.834 -It's okay. Dr. Wilson here will call... -Yeah. 15:54.917 --> 15:56.667 ...and see if she's available to join us. 15:56.750 --> 15:57.750 -Mm-hmm. Yeah. -And my parents, 15:57.834 --> 15:59.041 -and-- and my husband. -Everyone. 15:59.125 --> 16:02.542 -I will call everybody. -Oh, my grandfather! His surgery. 16:02.625 --> 16:04.792 -I'm on my way. -[gasping] 16:04.875 --> 16:08.458 That's one impressive thrombus right there. 16:08.542 --> 16:10.625 -[door closes] -Helm, pop quiz-- 16:10.709 --> 16:13.834 What's the normal etiology of an ischemic stroke? 16:14.875 --> 16:17.000 Hello? Did that sound rhetorical? 16:18.333 --> 16:19.875 I, um... 16:19.959 --> 16:21.500 -I don't remember. -Hmm. 16:21.583 --> 16:23.250 You don't remember, or you weren't paying attention? 16:23.333 --> 16:25.667 -Where do you need me? -Schmitt, step right up. 16:25.750 --> 16:27.417 What's he doing here? 16:27.500 --> 16:29.125 He's taking over for you. Call me old-fashioned, 16:29.208 --> 16:31.792 but I think our patients deserve surgeons 16:31.875 --> 16:36.125 who can at least muster the strength to pretend to want to be here. 16:36.208 --> 16:38.208 Fine. 16:38.291 --> 16:43.834 ♪ 16:43.917 --> 16:45.041 [lid thuds] 16:48.917 --> 16:51.917 -Hey. -Oh, uh, any updates on Mer? 16:52.000 --> 16:55.625 I've been too busy to check, but I'll ask Teddy. 16:55.709 --> 16:57.208 I miss something? 16:57.291 --> 16:59.250 Nope. No. Um... no. 16:59.333 --> 17:02.667 Where do you keep your... incentive spirometers? 17:02.750 --> 17:04.041 Okay, what's going on? 17:04.125 --> 17:06.875 [Winston] Sorry. It's just the new guy trying to get the lay of the land. 17:06.959 --> 17:09.208 -Mm-hmm. -[clears throat] 17:09.291 --> 17:11.083 All right, I couldn't help but notice earlier, 17:11.166 --> 17:12.750 you and Altman seemed... 17:12.834 --> 17:14.417 -friendlier today. -Mm. 17:14.500 --> 17:17.083 So I-- But it's not my business. It's not my business. 17:17.166 --> 17:19.125 You know, I couldn't explain it, even if I tried. 17:19.208 --> 17:23.125 Which is fine, you know? Privacy is in short supply these days. 17:23.208 --> 17:24.750 [sighs] 17:24.875 --> 17:26.500 I can't wait to get mine back. 17:26.583 --> 17:28.750 As soon as Mer's got her house under control, 17:28.834 --> 17:30.667 Amelia and I are out of there. 17:30.750 --> 17:32.709 Mm. 17:32.792 --> 17:33.875 What? 17:33.959 --> 17:34.959 Good luck with that. 17:35.041 --> 17:36.667 -Incoming. Okay. -Yep. Let's go. 17:36.750 --> 17:41.750 ♪ 17:41.834 --> 17:45.333 [screaming] 17:45.417 --> 17:46.709 That was a big one. 17:46.792 --> 17:49.041 Uh, contractions are three minutes apart. 17:49.125 --> 17:50.792 They're getting closer together. 17:50.875 --> 17:51.792 -It's almost time. -[door opens] 17:51.875 --> 17:53.500 Okay. 17:53.583 --> 17:55.083 The good news is, 17:55.166 --> 17:57.458 is that your husband and parents are on the way. 17:57.542 --> 18:00.125 The bad news is that Dr. Mills had an emergent premature delivery 18:00.208 --> 18:02.709 and won't be able to make it. Twins. 18:02.792 --> 18:05.583 I was supposed to be with the same OB that delivered me. 18:05.667 --> 18:07.542 I'm so sorry. 18:07.625 --> 18:10.333 But I promise, we'll take great care of you and your baby. 18:10.417 --> 18:13.041 Oh. How's my grandfather? 18:13.125 --> 18:15.583 Oh, that's me, too. Got it. 18:16.834 --> 18:18.667 -[door opens] -Before I'm in too much pain 18:18.750 --> 18:19.959 -to remember my own name... -[door closes] 18:20.041 --> 18:22.083 ...do you think you could save the placenta for me? 18:22.166 --> 18:24.250 Of course. 18:24.333 --> 18:26.500 We're taught to bury it on Suquamish land, 18:27.625 --> 18:30.625 so she always knows where her home is. 18:30.709 --> 18:33.291 Mm. That's beautiful. 18:33.375 --> 18:35.041 [chuckles] 18:35.125 --> 18:38.041 -[monitor beeping] -[Koracick] Deploying the stent. 18:38.125 --> 18:40.125 Is Dr. Helm coming back? 18:40.208 --> 18:41.667 She is not. 18:42.500 --> 18:45.458 So, you-- you met our friend William at the Indian Health Clinic? 18:45.542 --> 18:48.041 Yes, sir. I volunteer on my time off. 18:48.125 --> 18:49.917 Mostly primary care visits, 18:50.000 --> 18:51.250 but there's also an apothecary, 18:51.333 --> 18:53.667 so sometimes I'll make salves for burns and scars 18:53.750 --> 18:55.750 using local plant medicine. 18:55.834 --> 19:00.792 Other times, we use traditional practices like prayer and song. 19:00.875 --> 19:02.917 And I do a lot of smudging. 19:03.000 --> 19:05.250 -What's that? -[Koracick] Burning sage, right? 19:05.333 --> 19:07.166 Or, uh... tobacco? 19:07.250 --> 19:08.458 -Here they use cedar. -Mm. 19:08.542 --> 19:10.500 But I'm Navajo, and we use tobacco. 19:10.583 --> 19:11.625 It's one tradition 19:11.709 --> 19:12.834 -a lot of tribes have in common. -[door opens] 19:12.917 --> 19:15.625 Hey. Any update for Mary Ann? 19:15.709 --> 19:16.709 -Oh, just have to shoot... -[door closes] 19:16.792 --> 19:19.417 ...one more angiogram to make sure the blood flow has been restored 19:19.500 --> 19:20.458 and he should be good to go. 19:20.542 --> 19:23.417 Great. Okay. 19:23.500 --> 19:25.125 Did we run out of blue scrubs? 19:25.208 --> 19:26.834 -Oh, she changed specialties. -[door closes] 19:26.917 --> 19:30.166 -[chuckles] Yeah, but really. -[Schmitt] That's really what happened. 19:30.250 --> 19:31.750 She was sick of general. 19:31.834 --> 19:35.291 ♪ 19:35.375 --> 19:37.458 Dr. Koracick? 19:37.542 --> 19:39.083 Fluoro. 19:39.917 --> 19:42.166 So, you're ditching us? 19:42.250 --> 19:43.959 Well, I mean, in fairness, I saved you. 19:44.041 --> 19:47.125 So anything after this is really gonna feel like a letdown anyway. 19:47.208 --> 19:48.917 Right, because that was all you. 19:49.000 --> 19:50.917 I mean, Altman kind of helped out. 19:51.000 --> 19:53.458 I think I recall Bailey and Richard being there now and then. 19:53.542 --> 19:56.750 But, yeah, I did-- I did the heavy lifting, mostly. 19:56.834 --> 19:58.834 Do you know how cold it gets in Boston? 19:58.917 --> 20:00.166 Yes, Meredith. 20:00.208 --> 20:03.166 I did spend the first 18 years of my life there. 20:03.250 --> 20:05.375 Well, good luck finding any racism. 20:05.458 --> 20:06.959 [chuckles] 20:09.000 --> 20:11.667 So, what's first on the agenda? 20:11.750 --> 20:15.750 Making sure the girls are settled in, happy. 20:15.834 --> 20:18.041 And then change the world? 20:18.125 --> 20:19.625 And then change the world. 20:21.417 --> 20:25.125 So... I win. 20:25.208 --> 20:26.709 How's that? 20:26.792 --> 20:29.291 I'm the last man standing. 20:30.375 --> 20:33.291 It was you and me, from our residency class. 20:33.375 --> 20:36.291 Everyone else has either abandoned me or died. 20:36.375 --> 20:38.333 We were the only two left. 20:38.417 --> 20:39.834 You think they're giving out a medal for that? 20:39.917 --> 20:41.333 -I could-- I could stick around. -[chuckles] 20:41.417 --> 20:44.250 They probably should, because it sucks. 20:44.333 --> 20:46.125 Yeah. 20:46.208 --> 20:48.834 Did I ever tell you what I thought the first time I met you? 20:48.917 --> 20:52.208 Oh, God. Um... "legacy hire," probably. 20:52.291 --> 20:53.375 -Or, "Is he single?" maybe? -No. 20:53.458 --> 20:55.208 No. No, no, no, "legacy hire" is what I-- 20:55.291 --> 20:56.458 is what I meant, yeah. 20:56.542 --> 20:59.709 I thought, "That's a big name to live up to." 20:59.792 --> 21:02.375 -[Avery] I mean, you would know. -[Meredith] Mm. 21:02.458 --> 21:06.041 I honestly can't imagine a time when the name wasn't ruined. 21:06.125 --> 21:07.625 It isn't ruined. 21:07.709 --> 21:09.667 It took some well-deserved hits, 21:09.750 --> 21:11.875 and you are making it your own. 21:11.959 --> 21:13.834 You're reinventing it. 21:14.500 --> 21:15.667 I'm impressed. 21:15.750 --> 21:17.500 Well, don't give up hope. There's still plenty of time 21:17.583 --> 21:19.125 for you to make something of your life, kid. 21:19.208 --> 21:21.083 [both chuckling] 21:21.166 --> 21:24.041 -Okay, now you can go. -[chuckles] 21:25.166 --> 21:27.583 I guess this is, uh... 21:27.667 --> 21:29.291 the real thing, huh? This is it. 21:29.375 --> 21:31.041 You're not gonna come to my clap-out? 21:31.125 --> 21:32.667 How do you know about the clap-out? 21:32.750 --> 21:34.834 Are you new here? No one can keep a secret. 21:34.917 --> 21:37.083 -Oh, God. -I mean, I know it's become a tradition, 21:37.166 --> 21:40.000 -but it really feels... -It's a little too much. I know. 21:40.083 --> 21:42.041 Yeah. I mean, I survived, 21:42.125 --> 21:45.333 and so many people haven't and won't. 21:45.417 --> 21:48.166 And not because I did anything special. 21:48.250 --> 21:49.417 Just because I'm lucky 21:49.500 --> 21:51.709 and I have the privilege of great health care. 21:51.792 --> 21:54.458 I should be applauding the people who took care of me. 21:54.542 --> 22:00.166 This place almost broke with you sick, so maybe let them celebrate a win, huh? 22:00.250 --> 22:01.667 Yeah. It just feels... 22:01.750 --> 22:03.792 I feel you, but none of them are gonna stop. 22:03.875 --> 22:07.917 They're all gonna be there. I'll be there. I just didn't want that to be our, uh... 22:09.875 --> 22:12.834 I-I didn't want it to be our goodbye. 22:13.625 --> 22:16.250 I don't want this to be our big goodbye. 22:16.959 --> 22:22.291 ♪ 22:23.583 --> 22:26.458 You go give 'em hell, Avery. 22:26.542 --> 22:28.000 [breathes deeply] 22:28.083 --> 22:30.083 Well, thanks for showing me how. 22:30.166 --> 22:35.166 ♪ 22:38.250 --> 22:44.041 ♪ 22:50.375 --> 22:53.834 [screaming] 22:53.917 --> 22:55.875 Oh, I can't-- I can't do this. 22:55.959 --> 22:58.375 -You can. And you will. -Yeah, you're almost there. 22:58.458 --> 22:59.959 [breathing heavily] 23:00.041 --> 23:01.417 ♪ 23:01.500 --> 23:04.166 ♪ Bite my tongue ♪ 23:04.250 --> 23:05.208 ♪ Count to ten ♪ 23:05.291 --> 23:07.333 Okay, Mary Ann, at the count of three. 23:07.417 --> 23:08.542 You ready? 23:08.625 --> 23:09.709 Good. 23:09.792 --> 23:12.083 ♪ And just pretend ♪ 23:12.166 --> 23:13.208 ♪ That this could have ♪ 23:13.291 --> 23:14.792 One, two... 23:14.875 --> 23:16.792 [screaming] 23:16.875 --> 23:18.709 Good. 23:18.792 --> 23:19.709 Okay, good, good, good. 23:19.792 --> 23:22.208 [baby crying] 23:22.291 --> 23:26.542 -There she is. -[crying] 23:26.625 --> 23:29.625 ♪ 23:29.709 --> 23:31.250 ♪ Ah-ah ♪ 23:31.333 --> 23:34.792 ♪ Let's pretend ♪ 23:34.875 --> 23:37.083 [breathes sharply] 23:37.166 --> 23:42.417 ♪ Take me home ♪ 23:42.500 --> 23:44.125 Hello, Rosie. 23:44.208 --> 23:46.041 Okay, Wilson, begin fundal massage. 23:46.125 --> 23:48.208 Once we cut the cord, we'll deliver the placenta. 23:48.291 --> 23:52.458 ♪ Back where I belong ♪ 23:52.542 --> 23:55.917 ♪ Let me rest my weary bones ♪ 23:56.000 --> 23:58.625 ♪ Take me home ♪ 23:58.709 --> 24:02.125 ♪ Take me home ♪ 24:03.166 --> 24:05.959 They teach you that at the clinic? 24:06.041 --> 24:08.583 No. Grew up with it. 24:08.667 --> 24:10.417 I was born into a family of healers. 24:10.500 --> 24:11.542 Same here. 24:11.625 --> 24:12.834 Only change "healer" 24:12.917 --> 24:15.625 to failed Broadway singer and substitute math teacher. 24:15.709 --> 24:17.000 [chuckles] 24:17.083 --> 24:19.208 Levi: Mr. Lawrence, how are you feeling? 24:19.875 --> 24:20.959 I've been better. 24:21.041 --> 24:23.500 Well, given the day you had, that's to be expected. 24:23.583 --> 24:25.792 Can you tell Mary Ann I'm okay? 24:25.875 --> 24:26.917 Yeah, as soon as she's settled. 24:27.000 --> 24:28.166 Squeeze my fingers. 24:28.250 --> 24:31.250 Your great-granddaughter was jealous of all the fun that you were having. 24:31.333 --> 24:32.834 She decided to make an appearance. 24:32.917 --> 24:34.291 She had the baby? 24:34.375 --> 24:36.208 She did. So, get some rest, 24:36.291 --> 24:40.000 and we'll be back soon and set you up with the, uh, time-honored COVID tradition 24:40.083 --> 24:43.333 of meeting new family members over video chat. 24:43.417 --> 24:45.667 -[chuckling] Okay? -[chuckles] 24:45.750 --> 24:48.458 You know, Amelia wants out more than I do. 24:48.542 --> 24:50.041 It's one of the only things she talks about. 24:50.125 --> 24:52.959 Well, talking about it and doing it are two very different things. 24:53.041 --> 24:54.875 Historically speaking at least. 24:54.959 --> 24:56.291 Didn't you and her share a house? 24:56.375 --> 24:59.375 Yeah, we did, but Meredith's house-- it just has this power. 24:59.458 --> 25:00.875 It's like a magnetic pull. 25:00.959 --> 25:04.834 Karev used to call it the Sister House, because no matter who else lives there, 25:04.917 --> 25:06.500 you're just kind of in their orbit. 25:06.583 --> 25:08.083 -They do have a special bond. -Mm. 25:08.166 --> 25:09.834 Okay, you're making it sound like a coven. 25:09.917 --> 25:11.458 -It's just a house. -Sure. 25:11.542 --> 25:12.500 It's nice there, man. 25:12.583 --> 25:14.667 It always smells like toasted waffles in the kitchen, 25:14.750 --> 25:16.667 and the kids are excited when you walk through the door. 25:16.750 --> 25:17.875 I never had that growing up. 25:17.959 --> 25:20.291 Well, me either. But I think I've filled my quota. 25:20.375 --> 25:23.083 I miss my house. And my bed. And my guitar picks. 25:23.166 --> 25:24.875 And quiet. God, I miss quiet. 25:24.959 --> 25:26.542 Well, quiet is overrated. 25:26.625 --> 25:28.125 Hard disagree. 25:28.208 --> 25:29.834 -[chuckles] -When Meredith comes back, 25:29.917 --> 25:32.083 there will literally be too many people in the house. 25:32.166 --> 25:34.834 It'll probably break fire codes, so we gotta go. 25:34.917 --> 25:36.000 Totally. On your side. 25:36.083 --> 25:38.750 Me, too. And there's a reason that I got my own place before I moved here. 25:38.834 --> 25:40.792 -Hmm. -So that's it? 25:40.875 --> 25:42.542 I'm trapped? 25:42.625 --> 25:44.000 Pretty much. 25:47.208 --> 25:49.250 [Bailey] Oh, I hate this. 25:49.333 --> 25:50.542 [Richard] I do, too. 25:50.625 --> 25:54.458 But nobody would be happier for her to go home than DeLuca. 25:56.709 --> 25:58.417 Okay. 26:01.125 --> 26:04.750 [breathes deeply] 26:06.542 --> 26:07.542 [door closes] 26:07.625 --> 26:08.458 What is it? 26:10.208 --> 26:12.041 What? Pleural effusion? 26:13.333 --> 26:15.417 The physical therapist changed his mind about rehab? 26:15.500 --> 26:18.625 No, no, no. Nothing like that. 26:18.709 --> 26:21.125 Then what is it? 26:21.208 --> 26:25.166 M-Meredith, there is something we need to tell you. 26:25.250 --> 26:26.542 It's about Andrew. 26:26.625 --> 26:31.291 ♪ 26:35.250 --> 26:36.542 He's okay. 26:36.625 --> 26:40.291 Meredith... he's not. 26:40.375 --> 26:43.542 ♪ 26:43.625 --> 26:45.041 [breathes deeply] 26:45.125 --> 26:49.792 ♪ 26:49.875 --> 26:54.083 He... is with his mother. 26:54.166 --> 26:59.583 ♪ 27:08.125 --> 27:09.417 ♪ 27:09.500 --> 27:11.542 Your grandfather is fine. 27:11.625 --> 27:15.333 He is awake and asking to see his great-granddaughter. 27:15.417 --> 27:17.750 -One new life and one saved. -Mm. 27:17.834 --> 27:20.333 -I told you nothing could kill that man. -[chuckles] 27:20.417 --> 27:21.875 I want to thank both of you. 27:21.959 --> 27:26.333 We... haven't had the best of experiences in big hospitals. 27:26.417 --> 27:28.500 Oh, it's our pleasure. 27:28.583 --> 27:30.500 When could he meet our baby girl? 27:30.583 --> 27:33.500 It should be any time now. 27:33.583 --> 27:34.750 Oh. There you go. 27:34.834 --> 27:37.083 Right. Someone wants to say hello. 27:37.166 --> 27:38.083 [laughter] 27:39.375 --> 27:40.625 What'd I tell you? 27:41.375 --> 27:42.333 Pretty cute, huh? 27:42.417 --> 27:43.959 She's perfect. 27:44.041 --> 27:45.166 She has your eyes. 27:45.250 --> 27:47.166 And your... feet. 27:47.250 --> 27:49.875 -[laughter] -Thank you for that. 27:51.792 --> 27:55.250 -Oh! -Hi. Hi, Rosie. 27:55.333 --> 27:56.375 [Rosie cooing] 27:56.458 --> 27:58.208 I'll be right back. 27:58.875 --> 28:00.208 Dr. DeLuca. 28:00.291 --> 28:01.709 Carina. 28:01.792 --> 28:03.583 Carina. Um... 28:03.667 --> 28:05.583 before you go, I just-- 28:05.667 --> 28:07.625 I just wanted to say that, um... 28:09.333 --> 28:12.834 your brother was incredibly kind to me. 28:12.917 --> 28:16.000 He was good. 28:16.083 --> 28:20.667 He was noble. He was sweet. And he was brave. 28:20.750 --> 28:22.750 And I-I just-- I just want to say that. 28:23.458 --> 28:27.125 I know that you're going to scatter his ashes. 28:27.208 --> 28:31.834 And I'm so incredibly grateful to have known him. 28:31.917 --> 28:33.458 ♪ Oh, that the song I'm singing ♪ 28:33.542 --> 28:35.500 Thank you. 28:35.583 --> 28:38.208 And beautiful work today. 28:38.291 --> 28:40.125 [chuckles] 28:40.208 --> 28:42.750 ♪ Was an ocean wide ♪ 28:42.875 --> 28:44.875 [sighs] 28:44.959 --> 28:47.333 ♪ And that the word I'm bringing ♪ 28:47.417 --> 28:50.500 [chuckles] What's her name? 28:50.583 --> 28:52.208 Rosie. 28:52.291 --> 28:54.250 After Mom. 28:54.333 --> 28:57.583 Rosie, I'm your scapa. 28:57.667 --> 28:59.500 Your great-grandfather. 28:59.583 --> 29:02.583 This is your mother and your father. 29:02.667 --> 29:05.875 We are your family. And you are ours. 29:05.959 --> 29:07.917 You come from the Coast Salish people. 29:08.000 --> 29:10.583 You are Suquamish. 29:10.667 --> 29:12.667 You come from this land. 29:12.750 --> 29:17.792 Rosie, one day, you will be able 29:17.875 --> 29:20.750 to tell the story of when you were born. 29:20.834 --> 29:24.458 Of how the world was experiencing 29:24.542 --> 29:28.750 a time of great difficulty and devastation. 29:28.834 --> 29:32.125 Grandparents could not even hold 29:32.208 --> 29:36.542 their newborn grandchildren when they came Earth side. 29:36.625 --> 29:42.500 But it was also a time of great resilience and change. 29:42.583 --> 29:48.583 And you will be able to tell them about an abundance of joy 29:48.959 --> 29:53.041 you brought to your syaye, your family, 29:53.125 --> 29:55.583 upon your arrival, 29:55.667 --> 29:59.125 just at the time we needed it most. 29:59.208 --> 30:03.542 ♪ Be halfway around the world ♪ 30:03.625 --> 30:08.458 ♪ 'Fore truth can get its trousers on ♪ 30:08.542 --> 30:11.166 Make sure he has a neuro check every two hours and-- 30:11.250 --> 30:14.917 With all due respect, Helm is having a tough time. 30:15.792 --> 30:18.625 -It might make her feel better to help. -Mm. 30:18.709 --> 30:22.917 Uh... I don't know. 30:23.000 --> 30:24.458 [chuckles] 30:24.542 --> 30:28.291 I don't think I know anything anymore. 30:28.375 --> 30:30.291 ♪ Up to that high rock plateau ♪ 30:30.375 --> 30:31.875 Do what you want. 30:31.959 --> 30:36.291 ♪ Make my home inside the winds ♪ 30:36.375 --> 30:38.041 [indistinct conversations] 30:38.125 --> 30:39.375 Ooh. 30:39.458 --> 30:41.458 [conversations continue] 30:46.375 --> 30:50.250 Okay, okay. Okay. Folks, I know we're excited, 30:50.333 --> 30:52.375 but you're gonna spoil the surprise. 30:52.458 --> 30:54.500 So let's keep it down until Perez wheels her out. 30:54.583 --> 30:56.166 Okay? 30:56.250 --> 31:01.709 ♪ 31:01.792 --> 31:04.917 Okay. Yeah. Okay, here she is. Get ready, get ready! 31:05.000 --> 31:06.875 [cheers and applause] 31:06.959 --> 31:08.375 [man] Whoo! 31:08.458 --> 31:11.625 -Yeah! Finally! -Whoa! 31:11.709 --> 31:12.875 -Whoo! -Whoa! 31:12.959 --> 31:15.917 -Yeah! Yeah! -Yeah! 31:16.000 --> 31:19.000 [cheers and applause stops] 31:19.083 --> 31:20.125 Fair. Fair. 31:20.208 --> 31:21.083 What happened? 31:21.166 --> 31:25.125 Uh, Dr. Grey is not in her room, and all of her things are gone. 31:25.208 --> 31:26.166 [scoffs] 31:26.250 --> 31:28.166 [indistinct conversations] 31:28.250 --> 31:30.458 [laughs] 31:32.000 --> 31:33.542 Nice one, Grey. Brilliant. 31:33.625 --> 31:35.208 Evening, everybody. 31:35.291 --> 31:37.583 [laughs] 31:37.667 --> 31:39.917 Where the hell is she? 31:40.000 --> 31:41.834 ♪ 31:41.917 --> 31:44.291 [laughs] 31:44.375 --> 31:45.625 You know, you're really milking this. 31:45.709 --> 31:46.875 We're supposed to leave the chairs at the entrance. 31:46.959 --> 31:47.875 [squeals] 31:47.959 --> 31:50.709 This is so much more fun. [laughs] 31:50.792 --> 31:52.792 Your chariot. 31:52.875 --> 31:54.375 Oh. 31:56.166 --> 31:57.041 You good? 31:57.125 --> 31:59.083 Take me home. 31:59.166 --> 32:02.583 ♪ 32:02.667 --> 32:04.709 Thank you. 32:10.500 --> 32:12.625 [indistinct conversations] 32:12.709 --> 32:14.709 [Maggie] So Meredith just left? 32:14.792 --> 32:16.917 I guess fanfare's not her thing. 32:17.000 --> 32:18.083 [laughing] I guess not. 32:18.166 --> 32:20.208 Um... you two have a minute? 32:20.291 --> 32:21.750 -Yeah. -Of course. 32:21.834 --> 32:25.625 When, uh, I asked you earlier if you'd chosen a date for the wedding, 32:25.709 --> 32:28.875 I hope you didn't take that as me inviting myself, 32:28.959 --> 32:32.250 or trying to take anything away from your father. 32:33.333 --> 32:37.750 Um, I know the lines of our relationship have been blurry, 32:38.417 --> 32:41.500 but I would never presume anything. 32:41.625 --> 32:42.792 [sighs] 32:42.875 --> 32:44.959 We didn't really want to do this right now. 32:45.041 --> 32:46.959 [Winston] Yeah, maybe over coffee. 32:47.041 --> 32:48.500 [Maggie] Or dinner. 32:48.583 --> 32:51.959 Richard, my father is going to walk me down the aisle. 32:52.041 --> 32:53.458 Of course. 32:53.542 --> 32:56.500 But he had a really great idea. 32:58.000 --> 33:00.500 We'd like you to officiate the wedding. 33:00.583 --> 33:02.750 [breathes sharply] Oh... 33:02.834 --> 33:04.000 Really? 33:04.083 --> 33:06.500 Obviously only if you want to. 33:06.583 --> 33:09.625 We couldn't think of a better gift for you to give us. 33:09.709 --> 33:11.417 ♪ The stories they wrote for us ♪ 33:11.500 --> 33:13.417 ♪ Are a thousand years old ♪ 33:14.166 --> 33:16.875 It would be the honor of my life. 33:16.959 --> 33:20.125 ♪ Pick it up ♪ 33:20.208 --> 33:23.834 ♪ The pen other lovers dropped ♪ 33:23.917 --> 33:27.041 ♪ And color a page for us ♪ 33:27.917 --> 33:30.417 ♪ Sincere as stone ♪ 33:31.959 --> 33:35.125 ♪ Blur the edges of the world you know ♪ 33:35.208 --> 33:36.125 [Schmitt] Taryn? 33:37.792 --> 33:39.291 Hey. 33:39.375 --> 33:41.417 I was looking for you. Are you okay? 33:41.500 --> 33:43.875 [sighs] 33:43.959 --> 33:45.542 ♪ Whole ♪ 33:45.625 --> 33:47.000 [sighs] 33:47.083 --> 33:49.542 You okay? 33:49.625 --> 33:52.291 ♪ Pick it up ♪ 33:52.375 --> 33:57.000 I used to pretend my, uh, stuffed animals were sick 33:57.834 --> 34:00.125 and bandage them up. 34:00.375 --> 34:05.250 I never wanted to be a singer or a super hero. 34:06.041 --> 34:07.959 It was always this. 34:08.041 --> 34:13.333 And now all I think about is leaving and never coming back. 34:13.417 --> 34:17.041 ♪ Cut by another's words ♪ 34:17.125 --> 34:18.792 I don't know what happened to me. 34:18.875 --> 34:20.875 [breathes sharply] 34:20.959 --> 34:23.417 It was more death than you thought it would be. 34:23.500 --> 34:25.959 ♪ Fill your cup ♪ 34:26.041 --> 34:28.041 ♪ Don't give away too much ♪ 34:28.125 --> 34:34.041 For so long, all I wanted from Nico was... more. 34:35.417 --> 34:38.875 And then he asked me to move in with him, and I froze. 34:39.792 --> 34:41.792 I might have even run. [chuckles] 34:41.875 --> 34:42.959 ♪ Now the vacancy inside my heart is whole ♪ 34:43.041 --> 34:46.333 Great story about how you have a boyfriend. 34:46.417 --> 34:51.083 What I'm saying is, this pandemic 34:51.166 --> 34:54.166 isn't just affecting people who get sick and die. 34:54.250 --> 34:56.000 This isolation-- 34:56.583 --> 34:58.000 It's making all of us... 35:00.083 --> 35:01.959 less ourselves. 35:05.041 --> 35:06.375 Move in with me. 35:08.959 --> 35:10.208 What? 35:10.291 --> 35:11.667 We can be alone together. 35:12.709 --> 35:13.834 [chuckles] 35:13.917 --> 35:16.125 You know what I mean. [laughs] 35:16.208 --> 35:22.125 ♪ 35:23.000 --> 35:24.500 [sniffles] 35:26.500 --> 35:27.625 [crying] Sorry. 35:27.709 --> 35:29.625 Why? 35:30.125 --> 35:32.500 And Wilson's gonna be okay with this? 35:32.583 --> 35:35.667 She is an OB resident. 35:35.750 --> 35:37.417 [chuckling] She'll be home less than we will. 35:37.500 --> 35:38.667 [chuckles, sniffling] 35:38.750 --> 35:41.625 ♪ You were moving like a poet ♪ 35:41.709 --> 35:46.458 ♪ I was falling, I was falling for you ♪ 35:46.542 --> 35:50.333 ♪ We were falling into chorus ♪ 35:50.417 --> 35:53.041 ♪ You were wading in the water ♪ 35:53.125 --> 35:54.917 Bailey! Bailey! 35:55.000 --> 35:56.959 Bailey! 35:57.041 --> 35:58.792 You have been wearing that shirt since Saturday. 35:58.875 --> 36:00.125 For the love of your family who has to smell you, 36:00.208 --> 36:02.000 please change it! 36:02.083 --> 36:03.041 ♪ We were falling into chorus ♪ 36:03.125 --> 36:05.041 Come on. Okay. 36:05.125 --> 36:06.041 Ready? 36:06.125 --> 36:07.333 ♪ I was taking in the motions ♪ 36:07.417 --> 36:09.625 Okay, let's get this over with. 36:09.750 --> 36:10.959 Mommy! 36:11.041 --> 36:13.375 ♪ You were moving like a poet ♪ 36:13.458 --> 36:18.041 ♪ I was falling, I was falling for you ♪ 36:18.125 --> 36:22.000 ♪ We were falling into chorus ♪ 36:22.083 --> 36:24.834 ♪ Falling in, we're falling into chorus ♪ 36:28.250 --> 36:33.959 ♪ Falling in, we're falling in We're falling in ♪ 36:34.041 --> 36:36.333 ♪ 36:36.417 --> 36:41.500 ♪ Falling in, we're falling in ♪ 36:42.000 --> 36:43.667 ♪ 36:48.125 --> 36:51.000 [Gearshift clicks, engine shuts off] 36:51.083 --> 36:52.458 I didn't think you'd show up. 36:52.542 --> 36:55.375 Yeah, well, I was in the neighborhood. I had to drive the getaway car. 36:55.458 --> 36:57.208 What's, uh-- What's up? 36:57.291 --> 36:59.709 You know, I heard you were taking over the foundation, 36:59.792 --> 37:04.041 and I-I called Catherine to get the details. 37:04.125 --> 37:05.750 I'm impressed. 37:05.834 --> 37:07.250 Okay. 37:07.333 --> 37:10.208 You needed me to be in a parking lot for you to say that? 37:10.291 --> 37:15.291 You know, I lost, uh, six roommates when I was being treated for COVID. 37:15.375 --> 37:20.208 Three were husbands and fathers, one was, uh-- one's single, 37:20.291 --> 37:23.166 one was very happily divorced, and... [chuckles] 37:23.250 --> 37:25.709 ...um... one came and went so fast, you know, I didn't-- 37:25.792 --> 37:28.417 I didn't even get a name. And, uh... 37:29.709 --> 37:31.375 I was the only White guy. 37:32.083 --> 37:33.583 I know I'm not exactly out of the woods, 37:33.667 --> 37:38.709 but I just felt like I owed it to them to be better, you know? 37:38.792 --> 37:41.083 Because... [sighs] 37:41.166 --> 37:45.291 ...chaos and i-injustice and pain and... 37:46.542 --> 37:50.417 The world is only that way because we let it be. 37:52.542 --> 37:55.834 Or because people who look like me made it that way. 37:55.917 --> 37:58.917 And... so what I'm saying, I, uh... 38:01.166 --> 38:04.959 Let me become worthy of being spared. 38:07.375 --> 38:09.542 I want to be an ally. 38:09.625 --> 38:12.250 I want to spend whatever time I've got left 38:13.125 --> 38:16.792 making this lousy, stinking place better. 38:17.333 --> 38:18.834 You know, you can use me however you want. 38:18.917 --> 38:21.333 I can operate, uh, administrate... 38:21.417 --> 38:26.959 Hell, I'll even help you understand how ignorant White people think. 38:27.041 --> 38:28.083 I'll do anything. 38:28.166 --> 38:31.542 I don't need money. I don't need a big title. 38:31.625 --> 38:33.542 You don't even have to stop hating me. 38:33.625 --> 38:34.959 [laughs] 38:35.041 --> 38:35.875 Uh... 38:38.000 --> 38:39.583 Just-- I just... 38:42.291 --> 38:43.750 Just let me help. 38:43.834 --> 38:47.291 ♪ 38:48.917 --> 38:51.041 Monday. 6:00 a.m. Boston. 38:51.125 --> 38:52.667 I'll e-mail you an address. 38:52.750 --> 38:55.667 And, yeah, technically, I do have space on my jet, 38:55.750 --> 39:00.000 but I really don't want to be tempted to fire you before we land, so... 39:00.500 --> 39:01.750 I'll figure something out. 39:02.000 --> 39:03.458 Good night, Avery. 39:03.542 --> 39:05.000 Thank you. 39:05.083 --> 39:06.917 [engine starts] 39:07.000 --> 39:11.542 ♪ 39:11.625 --> 39:13.667 [vehicle departs] 39:13.750 --> 39:18.583 [both breathing heavily] 39:18.667 --> 39:20.667 -Well, that happened. -Yeah. Again. 39:20.750 --> 39:22.583 [both laugh] 39:23.917 --> 39:25.959 -[sighs] -Mm. 39:26.041 --> 39:27.291 [both breathe deeply] 39:27.375 --> 39:30.083 What're you thinking right now? 39:30.166 --> 39:33.083 Remember after a rough day in Iraq, we would stare at the sky 39:33.166 --> 39:37.083 and we would talk about how much we missed hamburgers? 39:37.166 --> 39:39.208 -Mm-hmm. Vividly. -That's what I want. 39:39.291 --> 39:43.208 I mean, not the talking about it. But the actual eating. 39:43.291 --> 39:45.500 -Maybe two. -Mm-hmm. 39:45.583 --> 39:47.417 -Mm. And French fries and... -Mm-hmm. 39:47.500 --> 39:50.041 ...and onion rings and-- and maybe-- 39:50.125 --> 39:52.458 -maybe a vanilla milkshake. -Yeah. Okay. 39:52.542 --> 39:54.792 -Listen, I'm buying, okay? -Mm. 39:54.875 --> 39:57.291 -Okay. -But, uh... 39:57.375 --> 39:58.458 [both chuckle] 39:58.542 --> 40:01.417 ♪ I've been waiting For the tides to change ♪ 40:01.500 --> 40:02.917 ♪ For the waves to send you my way ♪ 40:03.000 --> 40:05.625 Your mom was Val. 40:05.709 --> 40:07.583 And we loved Val. 40:08.458 --> 40:11.417 And you are Luna. 40:11.500 --> 40:14.000 And you have a family here. 40:16.458 --> 40:20.834 Every time I step into an OR, I think about your mom. 40:21.709 --> 40:23.291 And you. 40:23.375 --> 40:26.417 ♪ 'Cause I'll be there When you can finally make it home ♪ 40:26.500 --> 40:28.959 ♪ And I don't mind 'cause we both know ♪ 40:29.041 --> 40:32.583 Ah, God, Link was supposed to call when you were on your way home. 40:32.667 --> 40:34.417 We had signs and hats, 40:34.500 --> 40:37.166 and I swear we were not living like this most of the time. 40:37.250 --> 40:38.667 Amelia, come sit down. 40:38.750 --> 40:40.083 [sighs] 40:40.166 --> 40:42.125 It's just the way I like it. 40:42.208 --> 40:43.500 You did a great job. 40:43.583 --> 40:45.875 I can never thank you enough. 40:45.959 --> 40:48.917 ♪ You know When you're by my side, darling ♪ 40:49.000 --> 40:50.917 -[door opens] -Okay, I think she's on her way home! 40:50.959 --> 40:53.750 Uh, hurry and get the signs and the donuts and-- 40:56.917 --> 40:58.166 Is there really donuts? 40:58.250 --> 40:59.208 In the kitchen. 40:59.291 --> 41:01.709 Uh... don't move! 41:01.792 --> 41:04.166 It's not done yet, but... 41:04.250 --> 41:05.291 we made this for you. 41:05.375 --> 41:08.583 I love it! It is so beautiful. 41:08.667 --> 41:11.458 Okay, everybody, come sit up here. Let's eat donuts. 41:11.542 --> 41:15.667 You all can tell me every single thing that happened while I was gone. 41:15.750 --> 41:17.583 ♪ You said hold the line ♪ 41:17.667 --> 41:18.625 Whoo! 41:18.709 --> 41:19.750 ♪ I won't let go ♪ 41:19.834 --> 41:21.542 ♪ 'Cause I'll be there When you can finally make it home ♪ 41:21.625 --> 41:24.083 [Meredith] Traditions have never really been my thing. 41:24.166 --> 41:28.291 But at their best, they help us remember who we are, 41:28.375 --> 41:31.542 where we're from, and those who came before us. 41:31.625 --> 41:35.667 They give us something to pass on to future generations. 41:35.750 --> 41:39.333 ♪ Because when I'm in a room with you ♪ 41:39.417 --> 41:41.208 ♪ That missing piece is found ♪ 41:41.291 --> 41:44.500 ♪ Ooh, ah-ooh ♪ 41:44.583 --> 41:48.375 ♪ You know When you're by my side, darling ♪ 41:48.458 --> 41:50.583 ♪ Nothing can bring us down ♪ 41:50.667 --> 41:54.000 ♪ Ooh, ah-ooh ♪ 41:54.125 --> 41:57.667 ♪ It's like when you're far away from me ♪ 41:57.750 --> 42:00.375 ♪ I get lost in the crowd ♪ 42:00.458 --> 42:03.000 ♪ Ooh, ah-ooh ♪ 42:03.625 --> 42:05.166 ♪ Because when I'm in a room with you ♪ 42:05.250 --> 42:07.250 [Meredith] 'Cause if you don't know where you're from, 42:07.333 --> 42:09.458 it's kind of hard to know where you're going. 42:09.542 --> 42:12.208 Unless, of course, where you're going... 42:12.792 --> 42:14.125 is home. 42:14.208 --> 42:20.083 ♪ 42:22.583 --> 42:24.500 [theme music playing] 42:27.750 --> 42:33.625 ♪ 42:36.083 --> 42:41.750 ♪ 42:44.250 --> 42:50.041 ♪