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Meredith: When we give
test results to patients,

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we often say, "Normal."

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Hydration...

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and that thing you like

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with the weirdest
meat-to-cheese ratio

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I have ever known.

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It's called a sandwich,
Amelia.

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You look good.

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You feel good?
'Cause you look good.

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So, you have your service,

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plus you've inherited
Koracick's service?

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That's a decadent
amount of patients.

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And I'm not one of them.
So go. Be free.

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Hydrate, eat, walk,
repeat.

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Have fun being of use
to the world.

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We look and analyze numbers
within ranges, highs and lows.

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♪ Only give me love
when I'm giving it back ♪

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♪ But you say
you'll never be my friend ♪

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If the patient falls within
the range, we're not worried.

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Has anyone seen my keys?

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Ugh!

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-Here.
-Oh!

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♪ And I know you're just... ♪

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-Pancake batter. Nice.
-Crepe, actually.

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But that's not your point.
Sorry.

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It's okay. This place wasn't
built for three people.

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Hey, you took pity on me.

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Jo: Guests don't bring
other guests.

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I grew up in my car,
and I know that.

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-[ Cellphone chimes ]
-You're lucky Helm's a good cook.

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♪ Baby ♪

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I got accepted
in the vaccine trial.

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Oh, my God. This could
really end someday.

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I mean, he might get
the placebo.

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[ Levi scoffs ]

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♪ But not with you ♪

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Right.
Not your point.

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Yay!

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♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

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But it's imperfect.

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Because if history
has shown us anything,

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one person's normal
is another's complete chaos.

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Ooh! Look at this!
Tiny toasts.

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People just share
little memories

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instead of making
some big, huge speech.

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Do you care
if we get two cakes?

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Because Nana Ante has this thing
about a groom's cake.

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Do you mind if we have
three cakes?

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How are you gonna do any of this
when the world is shut down?

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Vision phase. No hating.

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♪ This time it's about me ♪

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Do you know of any place
with a waterfall by the ocean?

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Ohh. Looking.
Looking.

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♪ I'm too far away
to be hurt by you ♪

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I am so relieved that you're
on call instead of Koracick.

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Koracick no longer
works here.

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-Wait. Really? Who got to fire him?
-No one.

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He got inspired by Avery and
went to fight racial inequity

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and make the world
a better place.

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Damn. I hate that I have to respect
a single thing about that guy.

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Paramedic:
25-year-old female, MVC, GCS 12.

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She has a depressed
skull fracture.

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Right pupil is sluggish.

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Had episodes of bradycardia
en route.

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My groceries are s-still
in the car.

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And I f-- I found
disinfectant wipes.

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Actually, I-I cried.

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She's probably got
an intracranial bleed.

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-Let's bring her straight into CT.
-My dad --

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He texted me twice
on the way here.

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Can someone call him
and tell him that I'm okay?

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Tell him he just needs to
unplug the router

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then plug it back in!

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[ Baby cries ]

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Luna spit up
after every feeding?

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And her heart rate
dropped.

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Only slightly,
but every beat counts.

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Carmen: Vanell. Nope.

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Harrison. Nope.

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Can we help you
with something?

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Carmen Delgado from CPS.

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I've been assigned as the legal
guardian to Luna Ashton.

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And I hear she might have
gastroesophageal reflux?

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Possibly,
but little Luna here

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was intubated
for a very long time,

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so she hardly has
any gag reflex.

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And your recommendation?

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I'd like to order
a KUB and labs

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to rule out
necrotizing enterocolitis.

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After that, we'll do
a swallow study if necessary.

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Okay. Run the tests,
let me know how she does.

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I'm off to County.

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Do we have to run
everything by her?

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Not "we." Just me.
You know, Luna's doctor.

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♪♪

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Gwen Yates, 51,
history of cardiac amyloidosis,

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presents with worsening
shortness of breath

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and leg edema.

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I've been on heart meds
for years.

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Not sure why
I'm suddenly worse.

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Well, the protein deposits
have brought on

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congestive heart failure,
which is what's causing

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the build-up of fluid
in your legs and lungs.

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And it's causing your blood
to form clots,

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so we need to insert a filter

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to keep any from going
into your lungs.

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Listen. Rest assured.

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We're gonna do
everything we can.

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Gwen, I'm sorry, but we're gonna
have to keep you in ICU

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for supportive care while
we look for a heart donor.

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Always knew it could be
a possibility,

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but...wow.

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Is there someone
you'd like us to update?

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My husband died in October,

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and we didn't have any family
but each other.

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I adopted a dog to keep me
company, named him Jupiter.

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But the other night, he got out
of the house. You know that big storm?

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The thunder scared him
really bad, and...

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I tried to track him down,
but I felt so weak, you know?

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Guess now I know why.

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Thank you. I'm sure you have
other patients to see.

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♪♪

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Hey.
Ortiz is with the dad.

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Mr. Nichols,
it's Dr. Shepherd.

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I'm one of the surgeons
who's gonna be

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taking care
of your daughter.

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Wait, wait.
S-Skyler needs surgery?

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Skyler's injury from the crash
caused her brain to swell.

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We may need to remove
a piece of her skull

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to alleviate
the pressure build-up

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and protect her brain
from any permanent damage.

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Oh, my God.

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But if we do,
it will be temporary.

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We will implant the bone
fragment in her abdomen,

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and then we will replant it
after the swelling goes down.

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I know this is a lot
to take in,

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but Dr. Shepherd has done this
many times, okay?

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Please.
You got to save her.

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That -- That's --
That's my little girl.

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You got to save her!

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We will give you updates
as soon as we can.

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♪♪

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[ Click ]

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No pressure.

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♪♪

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Levi: Oh!

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Yes, I'm avoiding you.

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Which a lot of people do.

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-Avoiding is normal.
-[ Door opens ]

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It's, uh, reasonable.
It's -- It's like, uh...

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Injecting yourself
with an unknown substance.

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Oh, hi.

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Schmitt. Levi.

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My -- My name
is Levi Schmitt.

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I'm Dr. Mason Post.

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I oversee West Coast
vaccine trials for Quimby.

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And, uh, sorry about the joke.
Little vaccine humor.

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Ohh. I don't think
that works on me.

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-Ah. How you feeling today?
-Nauseous.

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Even though I've read
all the articles

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about the vaccine --
twice.

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And, yes, I know the research
has been around for decades,

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but I can't help
but feel alone.

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I meant
do you feel sick?

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We can't give you the vaccine
if you do.

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Oh, that.

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Uh...nope. All good.

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[ Both chuckle ]

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Hey, Dr. Schmitt, trial
volunteers often have anxiety.

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You're not alone.
I'll be with you for every step.

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Now, relax your arm
for me.

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♪♪

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That's it.

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You did great.

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Now all I have to do
is not die.

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[ Chuckles ] Yeah.
Well, it won't be from this.

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You gonna wave
to your fans?

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[ Cheers and applause ]

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♪♪

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Whoo! You ready?

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[ Door opens ]

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D-- Oh! Okay!
[ Laughs ]

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-Hi!
-Bailey: Hi! [ Laughs ]

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Don't throw the ball
at the guests.

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-I'm sorry!
-Oh, no. I'm fine, sweetie.

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I think your class
is gonna start soon,

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so why don't you
go in, okay?

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[ Laughs ]
Aww!

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Ah.

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-Oh, okay, okay.
-Whew!

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Wait. What do you need?

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A time machine.
And set it back three months.

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[ Whimpers ]

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[ Sighs ]

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Talk.

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-What about?
-Anything.

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O-kay. Okay.

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Um, still no replacement
for Jackson.

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Um...

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Oh, Joey got an "A"
in AP biology.

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-Hmm!
-Think he's gonna be a doctor.

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Um, Ben's tumor needs
no further treatment.

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My dad --

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Wait. What tumor?

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Yeah, so, we found a lump,
and he had an orchiectomy.

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Path came back cancerous,
but we got it in time,

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so he's all clear.

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No mets, no chemo.

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And I've been so stressed out
about losing my husband

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that I haven't been able
to think or talk about it,

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which is why you're just
hearing about it now.

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I'm sorry.
[ Sighs ]

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I had no idea.

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Thanks.

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And if I don't want
to talk about that

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and you don't want
to talk about you,

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then we better get another kid
out here or something.

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Zola!

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[ Laughs ]

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Maggie: Hey, Gwen.
How you feelin'?

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[ Monitor beeping ]

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What's going on?

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I got your page, Helm.
What's up?

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Gwen: I made her do it.
[ Breathing shallowly ]

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Wanted to...meet the man
you were marrying.

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[ Laughter ]

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Winston Ndugu.
It's a pleasure.

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Gwendolyn.
Now, tell me.

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Do you have a single,
much older brother?

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[ Laughter ]

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I'm afraid not, no.

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I love weddings.

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Is there a date?

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We're working on it.

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You are going to be
such a beautiful bride.

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Promise you'll show me
pictures.

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You know,
if I last that long.

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Of course.
And thank you.

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[ Laughter ]

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Helm, don't page anyone
unless it's about work.

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[ Gwen laughs ]

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[ Taryn chuckles ]

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No fever, no chills.
Nausea?

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Not beyond my normal,
base-level nausea.

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So I'll go with no?

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[ Chuckles ]

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Okay. That's it.

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Maybe have some matzo ball soup
before our next check-in.

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Does that make the vaccine
more effective?

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Well, last time, you said
it helped settle your stomach.

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I did? God.
I -- I talk so much.

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I remember
what interests me.

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Um, I don't know
why I was so nervous.

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This is nothin'.

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Uh, but if you're
looking for recs,

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Marty's Deli stuffs theirs
with chicken.

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Oh, I didn't mean soup.

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♪♪

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Oh.

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See you next week.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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Hey. Hey.
How you feeling?

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Um...great.

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Uh, or, uh, fine.
I'm okay.

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Any side effects
from the vaccine or...?

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Oh.

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Nope.
All good there.

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But I should, um, get back
to my patients, so...

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Bye.

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Hey, uh...

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Did we break up or...?

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When would we
have broken up?

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Levi. Come on.
You said you wanted me

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to make space for you,
and I did,

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and you just walked away,
been avoiding me ever since.

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I have not been --

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But do you want to see
other people or...?

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I don't know.

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Well, I don't.

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Okay? I want you, Levi,
and only you.

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So when you
figure this all out,

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you know where
to find me, okay?

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Hayes:
Some good news --

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Luna's results show
it is only reflux,

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-and it is mild.
-[ Ringtone plays ]

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So we'll continue to monitor
her, feed her upright.

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-[ Ringtone stops ]
-Smaller volumes, more frequently.

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Try thickened formulas.
See how she does.

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-[ Ringtone plays ]
-Do you need to answer that?

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Yeah. Sorry.
Either one of you two

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interested in a 9-month-old
from County?

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Kidding.

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Poor thing's foster placement
fell through, so I have to go.

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Anything I need to sign?

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-The nurses have the latest paperwork.
-Thanks.

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I can't tell you how nice it is
I don't have to think about Luna

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because of you two.

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You're her guardian.

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You could think about her
a little.

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Well, she's a social worker,
not a parent.

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[ Baby crying ]

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Hey.

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[ Machine hissing ]

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-She's still not awake?
-Amelia: Nothing.

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It's been two days
since we closed her skull.

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Her intracranial
pressure's down.

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Scans don't show
anoxic brain injury. Nothing.

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If she doesn't wake up
in a few days,

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we're gonna have to
consider a trach.

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And I'm gonna
have to call her dad.

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No, you don't have to call him.
He's right outside.

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♪♪

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[ Amelia sighs ]

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Mr. Nichols?

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Hey.

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-Hey.
-Amelia: Mind if we...?

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Did, uh --
Did Sky wake up?

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Uh...

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Her status
hasn't changed.

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We may need to perform something
called a trach and PEG.

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That'll give her
long-term airway control

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and keep her
getting nutrients.

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So you don't think she'll
wake up for -- for a while?

12:51.083 --> 12:53.375
You know, when Sky was a kid,
I -- I worked all the time.

12:53.458 --> 12:55.000
Long hours, lot of travel.

12:55.083 --> 12:57.000
I was just climbing that
career ladder, you know?

12:57.083 --> 12:59.583
And I missed a lot.

13:00.750 --> 13:04.250
That's a hard balance --
work and family life.

13:04.333 --> 13:07.041
This one time, I was
rushing back for the last night

13:07.125 --> 13:09.583
of this high-school talent show
she was in.

13:09.667 --> 13:10.875
And, uh, I remember
at the cast party,

13:10.959 --> 13:12.875
one of her friends
came up and said to her,

13:12.959 --> 13:14.458
"Who's that guy?"

13:14.542 --> 13:16.417
You know,
that kind of haunted me.

13:16.500 --> 13:19.083
And I thought, "Geez.
I just missed too much."

13:20.291 --> 13:23.250
But then COVID comes along,
and Skyler moves back in with me,

13:23.333 --> 13:25.291
and I think, "Alright.
This is good.

13:25.375 --> 13:29.583
You know, I -- I get a chance
to get to know my daughter."

13:29.667 --> 13:32.625
♪♪

13:32.709 --> 13:37.750
I'll consent to that, uh --
that trach.

13:40.458 --> 13:42.792
You just make sure
she's not in any pain, okay?

13:42.875 --> 13:46.250
♪♪

13:54.709 --> 13:55.750
[ Yawning ]

13:55.834 --> 13:57.125
Late night?

13:57.208 --> 13:58.750
3:00 a.m. call.

13:58.834 --> 13:59.750
[ Laughs ] Oh.

13:59.834 --> 14:01.208
Dude snapped
both his tendons

14:01.291 --> 14:03.375
when he slipped down
his basement stairs.

14:03.458 --> 14:07.000
Pretty crazy to think we're all
basically just walking around

14:07.083 --> 14:08.291
-on a pair of matchsticks.
-[ Cellphone chimes ]

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[ Laughs ]

14:09.834 --> 14:11.417
Ugh!

14:11.500 --> 14:12.750
Everything okay?

14:12.834 --> 14:14.583
More paperwork for Luna.

14:14.667 --> 14:17.583
Her social worker
is just a lot.

14:17.667 --> 14:18.959
And before you say it,

14:19.041 --> 14:22.417
I know she has a thankless job,
but Luna deserves more.

14:22.500 --> 14:25.959
She's not just an item
on a checklist.

14:26.041 --> 14:28.583
Okay.
So what's the holdup?

14:28.667 --> 14:30.083
Oh, sorry.
Are we pretending

14:30.166 --> 14:31.917
like you're not
gonna adopt her?

14:32.000 --> 14:35.041
Okay.
It's crossed my mind.

14:35.125 --> 14:37.625
Which is just crazy

14:37.709 --> 14:42.166
because I never pictured myself
doing this alone.

14:42.250 --> 14:43.750
Maybe it's the pandemic

14:43.834 --> 14:47.375
or the fact that I felt really
connected to Luna's mom.

14:47.458 --> 14:48.458
Or...?

14:48.542 --> 14:51.625
Or maybe
it's that Luna is just --

14:51.709 --> 14:53.834
She is so perfect,

14:53.917 --> 14:56.583
and I completely
freakin' love her.

14:56.667 --> 15:00.000
Ahh. It's a pretty great
feeling, huh?

15:00.083 --> 15:01.041
What?

15:01.125 --> 15:02.500
Having a kid.

15:02.583 --> 15:05.792
[ Both laugh ]

15:05.875 --> 15:09.041
I think you can stop asking
yourself if you can do it, Jo.

15:10.166 --> 15:11.875
I think you already are.

15:11.959 --> 15:16.750
♪♪

15:16.834 --> 15:19.291
Okay.
So, hear me out.

15:19.375 --> 15:22.625
Uh, so, New Zealand has COVID
pretty much wiped out.

15:22.709 --> 15:24.625
So, we rent
a giant house and --

15:24.709 --> 15:27.667
And ask your grandma to wear
a mask for 20 hours on planes

15:27.750 --> 15:30.208
and then quarantine
when we get there?

15:30.291 --> 15:34.542
Okay, so it's not quite perfect
yet, but we're getting there.

15:36.250 --> 15:37.458
Alright. Look.

15:37.542 --> 15:39.709
I hate that the pandemic
has our hands tied right now,

15:39.792 --> 15:41.667
but we are two
very smart people.

15:41.750 --> 15:46.208
And we both love puzzles.
So we'll get it figured out.

15:46.291 --> 15:48.417
Or maybe we should
just wait, you know,

15:48.500 --> 15:51.500
until things just open up
a little bit more.

15:51.583 --> 15:52.709
Wait, what, like a year?

15:52.792 --> 15:54.041
[ Exhales sharply ]

15:54.125 --> 15:56.583
Is this cold feet? Because
I thought you were all-in.

15:56.667 --> 16:00.041
No, I was. I-I am.

16:00.125 --> 16:02.208
You know, I just want it
to feel right

16:02.291 --> 16:04.500
and not like
it's some big compromise.

16:04.583 --> 16:06.458
"Big compromise."

16:06.542 --> 16:07.875
That sounded bad.
I --

16:07.959 --> 16:09.750
[ Cellphone chimes ]

16:09.834 --> 16:11.166
Woman on P.A.:
Chaplain to Patient Services.

16:11.250 --> 16:12.500
Chaplain to Patient Services.

16:12.583 --> 16:13.750
Oh, my God. I have to go.

16:13.834 --> 16:15.917
We have a heart donor
for Gwen!

16:16.000 --> 16:18.583
♪♪

16:22.875 --> 16:24.208
Owen: Hey. Thought
you were off today.

16:24.291 --> 16:27.417
Skyler's EEG kept showing her
brain activity slowing down.

16:27.500 --> 16:28.917
Damn. I was really hoping
she'd come through.

16:29.000 --> 16:30.125
Well, she still might.

16:30.208 --> 16:31.333
I'm starting serial MRIs

16:31.417 --> 16:33.083
to see if I can detect
any patterns.

16:33.166 --> 16:35.333
And I might even add ultrasonic
thalamic stimulation.

16:35.417 --> 16:36.959
I'm not sure.

16:38.083 --> 16:41.041
Amelia, some patients
just don't wake up.

16:41.125 --> 16:42.291
She's someone's baby, Owen,

16:42.375 --> 16:44.792
and I'm a mom now,
so I can't give up.

16:46.959 --> 16:48.583
[ Sighs ]

16:48.667 --> 16:50.959
♪♪

16:51.041 --> 16:52.333
How you feeling today?

16:52.417 --> 16:54.417
I don't want to say.

16:54.500 --> 16:56.083
I'm a flirt, and I'm sorry.

16:56.166 --> 16:58.834
But I'm a big boy.
We can move on.

16:58.917 --> 17:00.875
It's not that.

17:00.959 --> 17:03.500
I noticed...

17:03.583 --> 17:06.917
a rash on the back
of my neck.

17:07.000 --> 17:08.792
And you're gonna need
to take a look at it.

17:08.875 --> 17:11.875
But that just feels

17:11.959 --> 17:14.875
a little...intimate.

17:14.959 --> 17:17.542
Look, if you don't want me to
look at it, that's up to you.

17:17.625 --> 17:20.542
But there are millions of lives
at stake.

17:24.208 --> 17:25.875
[ Sighs ]

17:28.250 --> 17:29.083
[ Suction gurgles ]

17:29.166 --> 17:31.458
-Metz.
-Suction.

17:31.542 --> 17:32.917
Taryn: I can't believe
this happened.

17:33.000 --> 17:35.375
-I still just -- I can't believe it.
-[ Chuckles ]

17:35.458 --> 17:37.875
Gwen is very lucky.

17:37.959 --> 17:39.166
I love her.

17:39.250 --> 17:41.667
She's like a mom,
you know?

17:41.750 --> 17:43.291
But only the good parts.

17:43.375 --> 17:46.041
Like, she's smart
and she gives great advice

17:46.125 --> 17:47.792
but never tells you
your lipstick color

17:47.875 --> 17:49.959
makes your skin
look green.

17:50.041 --> 17:53.083
Maggie:
Specimen coming.

17:53.166 --> 17:54.583
Ready for the donor heart.

17:54.667 --> 17:56.792
♪♪

18:02.792 --> 18:06.041
[ Breathing heavily ]
Oh, my God.

18:06.125 --> 18:07.709
-Oh, God.
-I know.

18:09.750 --> 18:11.625
Your place is so quiet.

18:11.709 --> 18:14.291
I can hear myself think.

18:14.375 --> 18:17.542
[ Laughs ] Yeah?

18:17.625 --> 18:19.959
What are you
thinking about?

18:20.041 --> 18:23.959
Hmm. Neurons
and functional MRIs.

18:24.041 --> 18:25.208
And popcorn.

18:25.291 --> 18:27.166
You?

18:28.250 --> 18:29.667
Ah, nothing.

18:29.750 --> 18:31.291
Mm.

18:32.375 --> 18:34.583
It's bone spurs, isn't it?

18:36.959 --> 18:40.291
Honestly,
I was thinking...

18:40.375 --> 18:42.375
what if I just
knocked you up?

18:42.458 --> 18:45.250
[ Laughs ]

18:45.333 --> 18:47.875
I think living at Meredith's
the last few months

18:47.959 --> 18:51.375
has broken me.

18:51.458 --> 18:54.208
I love being a dad.

18:54.291 --> 18:55.542
I think I want more.

18:56.959 --> 18:58.208
More children?

18:58.291 --> 19:00.208
-[ Chuckling ]
-Like, of our own?

19:00.291 --> 19:01.375
Yeah!

19:01.458 --> 19:04.458
I mean, not tomorrow,

19:04.542 --> 19:07.583
but...eventually.

19:09.834 --> 19:12.500
Okay.
Now I want popcorn.

19:12.583 --> 19:13.709
Link.

19:13.792 --> 19:16.417
Don't move.
I'll be right back.

19:27.000 --> 19:29.500
-[ Door closes ]
-Hello?!

19:29.583 --> 19:33.375
Hey.
Suture kit.

19:33.458 --> 19:37.750
So you can get your dexterity
back between workouts.

19:37.834 --> 19:40.250
-Mm-hmm.
-Hey. What you readin'?

19:40.333 --> 19:41.834
My future.

19:41.917 --> 19:44.959
Brain fog, neuropathy,
fatigue.

19:45.041 --> 19:46.417
Some of the many gifts

19:46.500 --> 19:48.500
I've been plagued with forever
due to COVID.

19:48.583 --> 19:50.375
Or you could be just fine.

19:50.458 --> 19:52.041
You know, there's
barely enough data.

19:52.125 --> 19:54.083
The data that's out there
is terrifying.

19:54.166 --> 19:55.959
Yeah, it's looking like
recovery can be long,

19:56.041 --> 19:58.750
painful, and boring,
but the one thing it can't do

19:58.834 --> 20:00.041
is do the work for you.

20:00.125 --> 20:01.083
So, up.

20:01.166 --> 20:03.208
No. Come on.
Let's take a walk.

20:03.291 --> 20:04.709
I do not feel like it.

20:04.792 --> 20:06.875
This attitude isn't gonna get
you back in the operating room.

20:06.959 --> 20:09.166
And I can't lose any more
surgeons, so come on.

20:09.250 --> 20:11.208
Bailey,
I may never get back.

20:11.291 --> 20:14.625
I can't operate
if I can't stand on my feet.

20:14.709 --> 20:16.291
I can barely
pick up my kids

20:16.375 --> 20:18.083
without feeling like
I've run a marathon.

20:18.166 --> 20:19.792
Alright, well, can you
at least take a break?

20:19.875 --> 20:21.917
That's all I've been doing.

20:22.000 --> 20:24.083
And I know
everybody means well,

20:24.166 --> 20:27.125
but I don't want suture kits
and everybody hovering

20:27.208 --> 20:30.125
and asking how I'm doing
every five minutes.

20:30.208 --> 20:32.166
What I want
is my life back.

20:32.250 --> 20:34.792
♪♪

20:45.166 --> 20:47.333
Amelia:
Still no activity.

20:47.417 --> 20:49.375
[ Cellphone rings ]

20:49.458 --> 20:50.542
[ Beep ]

20:50.625 --> 20:51.625
Hey.

20:51.709 --> 20:54.166
Hey.
I didn't hear you leave.

20:54.250 --> 20:56.417
Yeah.
Skyler's just...nothing.

20:56.500 --> 20:58.417
Well, you want to say
good morning?

20:58.500 --> 21:00.834
Scout and I are just having
a little jam sesh.

21:00.917 --> 21:02.500
[ Guitar playing ]

21:02.583 --> 21:05.417
[ Computer beeping rapidly ]

21:05.500 --> 21:07.125
Hey, Link, stop.

21:07.208 --> 21:08.959
[ Scout coos ]

21:09.041 --> 21:11.291
Why? He loves this.

21:11.375 --> 21:12.709
But just stop.

21:12.792 --> 21:14.000
[ Guitar playing stops,
beeping stops ]

21:14.083 --> 21:15.166
Okay. Start again.

21:15.250 --> 21:16.291
[ Guitar playing resumes ]

21:16.375 --> 21:19.834
[ Beeping resumes ]

21:19.917 --> 21:23.417
[ Guitar and beeping continue ]

21:23.500 --> 21:27.458
♪♪

21:28.875 --> 21:31.458
Maggie: Gwen,
you're a rock star.

21:31.542 --> 21:33.375
Great ejection fraction on echo,

21:33.458 --> 21:35.709
the fluid build-up in your lungs
is almost resolved,

21:35.792 --> 21:39.250
and your labs show
no signs of organ rejection.

21:39.333 --> 21:41.458
Well, you keep this up,
you'll be home in no time.

21:41.542 --> 21:42.959
[ Laughter ]

21:43.041 --> 21:45.375
What's wrong?

21:45.458 --> 21:48.166
Well, you're all so happy,
I hate to tell you.

21:48.250 --> 21:50.834
I woke up with a headache,
and it's getting worse.

21:50.917 --> 21:52.417
I'm seeing double.

21:52.500 --> 21:54.709
Transplants can cause
perioperative strokes.

21:54.792 --> 21:57.625
Or it could just be a --
a headache.

21:57.709 --> 21:59.458
Yeah, we'll page neuro
to make sure.

21:59.542 --> 22:01.083
Hang in there, Gwen.

22:01.166 --> 22:03.917
I will, dear.
Thank you.

22:04.000 --> 22:06.166
[ Door opens ]

22:09.125 --> 22:10.583
-Hey.
-Okay.

22:10.667 --> 22:13.166
We know different parts of the brain
process different things, right?

22:13.250 --> 22:16.041
Math problems, emotion,
spatial relationships,

22:16.125 --> 22:18.041
and, as we've seen
with Skyler, music.

22:18.125 --> 22:19.875
So we can take it
a step further.

22:19.959 --> 22:21.250
First what we needed to do

22:21.333 --> 22:22.917
was isolate distinct parts
of her brain.

22:23.000 --> 22:24.542
A clear differentiation.

22:24.625 --> 22:26.125
Okay.

22:26.208 --> 22:27.458
Skyler, hi.

22:27.542 --> 22:28.750
This is Dr. Shepherd.

22:28.834 --> 22:30.834
I am going to
play you some music.

22:30.917 --> 22:33.333
[ "Flower Duet" plays ]

22:33.417 --> 22:36.000
[ Computer beeping rapidly ]

22:36.083 --> 22:38.542
♪♪

22:38.625 --> 22:40.000
-Great.
-[ Click, music stops ]

22:40.083 --> 22:43.750
Okay. Now I would like you to
imagine your bedroom at home.

22:43.834 --> 22:45.792
Imagine yourself
walking through it.

22:45.875 --> 22:47.792
[ Scoffs ] We -- We know
that she can hear you.

22:47.875 --> 22:49.625
That doesn't put her
any closer to waking up.

22:49.709 --> 22:51.917
Maybe not,
but watch this.

22:52.000 --> 22:53.375
Just wait.

22:53.458 --> 22:56.250
I'm gonna ask you
some questions.

22:56.333 --> 22:58.291
If the answer is yes,

22:58.375 --> 23:01.250
I want you to think
about music.

23:01.333 --> 23:06.834
If the answer is no, I want you
to think about your bedroom.

23:06.917 --> 23:11.750
Now, is your name Michelle?

23:11.834 --> 23:15.625
[ Beeping ]

23:15.709 --> 23:18.417
Is your name Skyler?

23:18.500 --> 23:19.959
[ Beeping ]

23:20.041 --> 23:22.834
Wow. [ Chuckles ]
Amelia, that is...

23:22.917 --> 23:24.500
Wow.
That is incredible.

23:24.583 --> 23:27.458
Yeah, it's not bad.
[ Laughs ]

23:27.542 --> 23:30.375
-Woman on P.A.: Code blue.
-[ Monitor alarm beeping ]

23:30.458 --> 23:32.500
-Code blue. Room 4850.
-Jo: I got your page.

23:32.583 --> 23:33.792
What the hell happened?

23:33.875 --> 23:35.834
She turned blue after feeding.
Probably aspirated.

23:35.917 --> 23:36.959
Are you in?

23:37.041 --> 23:38.959
Not yet.
Have the CO2 detector ready.

23:39.041 --> 23:41.417
I'm in.
Start bagging her.

23:41.500 --> 23:42.709
Okay, Wilson.
CO2 detector.

23:42.792 --> 23:43.667
What?

23:43.750 --> 23:45.375
-CO2 detector.
-Sorry.

23:45.458 --> 23:47.000
[ Alarm continues ]

23:47.083 --> 23:51.375
♪♪

23:51.458 --> 23:52.834
She's still bradycardic.

23:52.917 --> 23:54.500
Let's resume compressions,
have epi on standby.

23:54.583 --> 23:55.625
Why aren't you pushing epi?

23:55.709 --> 23:57.250
Shush, please.

23:57.333 --> 23:58.500
[ Beeping ]

23:58.583 --> 24:00.709
-Hayes!
-Stop.

24:00.792 --> 24:03.834
Come on. Come on.
Come on.

24:03.917 --> 24:05.542
[ Beeping ]

24:05.625 --> 24:07.583
-[ Alarm stops ]
-We got it.

24:08.625 --> 24:10.375
Hayes: Oh, Luna, you gave us
a little scare.

24:10.417 --> 24:12.000
Okay, let's start her
on IV fluids.

24:12.083 --> 24:15.709
I want a chest X-ray, STAT.
We're holding enteral feeds.

24:15.792 --> 24:17.959
Hayes: Wilson?

24:18.041 --> 24:21.041
I'm her mom. I'm gonna --

24:21.125 --> 24:22.625
I want to be her mom.

24:22.709 --> 24:26.208
♪♪

24:35.125 --> 24:37.875
I've been doing neuro exams
on Gwen for a week.

24:37.959 --> 24:41.375
Completely normal.
I even did a CT and an MRI.

24:41.458 --> 24:43.750
There's no sign
of edema or a clot.

24:43.834 --> 24:47.667
I can't find any reason
for her headaches. I'm sorry.

24:47.750 --> 24:49.333
And I hate
to consult and run,

24:49.417 --> 24:51.291
but I'm about to make
a father very happy.

24:54.792 --> 24:56.792
I don't want to keep
telling Gwen to wait,

24:56.875 --> 25:00.333
but we really
are out of tests.

25:00.417 --> 25:03.417
It's a good thing
she doesn't seem to mind.

25:03.500 --> 25:04.792
No, she doesn't.

25:06.208 --> 25:07.375
Does she?

25:07.458 --> 25:09.250
♪♪

25:09.333 --> 25:12.583
She sounds perfect, dear.
Why didn't you go on the date?

25:12.667 --> 25:15.417
Her name is Taryn, too.

25:15.500 --> 25:16.625
And as hot as she was,

25:16.709 --> 25:18.083
I just don't think
I can make out with myself.

25:18.166 --> 25:19.000
Mm.

25:19.083 --> 25:20.125
Maggie: Hey, Gwen.

25:21.583 --> 25:25.917
Well, your brain imaging
and neuro exams

25:26.000 --> 25:29.417
haven't revealed
any abnormalities.

25:29.500 --> 25:31.166
Your headaches
are a mystery.

25:31.250 --> 25:34.625
Maybe it'll just work
itself out in a few days?

25:34.709 --> 25:38.291
There is a rare complication
with some transplant patients.

25:38.375 --> 25:41.333
It's acute borderline
cerebral dysplasia.

25:41.417 --> 25:42.625
-Huh?
-Quiet, Helm.

25:42.709 --> 25:46.041
It's not life-threatening, and
there is a simple test for it.

25:47.375 --> 25:49.959
Patients with this condition
experience weakness

25:50.041 --> 25:52.792
in downward movement
of their left arm.

25:52.875 --> 25:56.125
So what I want to do is
I want to raise your arms...

25:56.208 --> 25:59.208
and I want you to try to
keep them in the air, okay?

26:01.333 --> 26:03.792
Oh. Well, looks like
we found our culprit.

26:03.875 --> 26:07.625
Dr. Webber, I think
it was right-sided weakness.

26:07.709 --> 26:09.750
Oh, oh, y-yes, yes.

26:09.834 --> 26:12.083
Of course.
You're right, yeah.

26:13.625 --> 26:16.834
Wait. Gwen.
You're faking?

26:19.417 --> 26:21.542
I'm not ready to leave.

26:24.041 --> 26:25.834
Gwen.

26:25.917 --> 26:29.625
What you have survived,
you are a miracle.

26:29.709 --> 26:32.208
[ Chuckles ]
Take the miracle.

26:32.291 --> 26:34.083
But I have friends here.

26:36.417 --> 26:38.041
The nurses and doctors.

26:38.125 --> 26:39.375
You tell me
about your lives,

26:39.458 --> 26:42.542
and you don't get bored
when I talk.

26:42.625 --> 26:45.667
I'm not very good
at people.

26:45.750 --> 26:48.834
My husband was.
Not me.

26:48.917 --> 26:50.625
♪ I lay next to myself ♪

26:50.709 --> 26:52.625
I'm not funny.
I'm not outgoing.

26:52.709 --> 26:55.333
I'm not --
not that interesting.

26:55.417 --> 26:57.291
♪ Car crash in rewind ♪

26:57.375 --> 27:01.208
And now I don't even
have my dog to go home to.

27:01.291 --> 27:04.208
♪ There's nothing
you could have done ♪

27:04.291 --> 27:08.000
I'm sorry...
for wasting your time.

27:08.083 --> 27:09.792
I'm sorry.

27:09.875 --> 27:12.542
♪ You will survive ♪

27:12.625 --> 27:18.000
♪ And the world got
a little more dim tonight ♪

27:18.083 --> 27:19.875
♪ Ohh-ohh-ohh ♪

27:19.959 --> 27:22.166
Her chest X-ray still shows
aspiration pneumonia.

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[ Jo sighs ]

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We'll keep her
on antibiotics

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and see if we can
extubate next week.

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Should probably
call Carmen.

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Ah. It can wait.

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Wouldn't be a normal day
if a parent or guardian

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-wasn't mad with me about something.
-[ Chuckles ]

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Of course, when you become
her legal guardian,

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I'll deny that I said that.

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If she lives long enough
for the paperwork to go through.

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♪ The world got
a little more dim tonight ♪

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Were you here again
all night?

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If I went
into cardiac arrest

27:50.250 --> 27:52.917
and had a tube
shoved down my throat,

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I wouldn't want to be alone.

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Hmm.

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♪ Days come,
just like our friends ♪

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♪ With a soft glow ♪

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♪ A warm touch
that slowly fades ♪

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♪♪

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♪ You're just out of my reach ♪

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Thanks.

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We got to the bottom
of Gwen's headaches.

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Turns out
she was faking them

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because she didn't
want to go home.

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Spent all that time
looking for a solution,

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and it was
a big waste of time.

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-Pretty frustrating, huh?
-What's that supposed to mean?

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You really don't know?

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♪♪

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I wasn't saying
I don't want to get married.

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I meant that I want it
to feel right.

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Yeah, I heard you.
Loud and clear.

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But look, I, um --
I need to be in surgery.

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And this can wait.

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Clearly.

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♪♪

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♪ The world got
a little more dim ♪

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[ Sighs ]

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♪ Tonight ♪

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Amelia: And remember --
it's yes-and-no questions.

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[ Machine thumping softly ]

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Sara: You'll have a seat
just right here.

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Alright. Thank you.

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And then you're gonna speak
into this microphone.

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Okay.

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[ Door closes ]

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Hey, sweetie.

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It's Dad.
Can you hear me?

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[ Beeping ]

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[ Inhales sharply ]

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♪♪

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You take all the time
you want.

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♪♪

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You know I love you
to the moon and back, right?

29:46.000 --> 29:47.750
[ Beeping ]

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[ Laughs ]
I know you do.

29:56.166 --> 29:59.500
[ Siren wails in distance ]

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Hey.
You ride to work.

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No.
Um, sometimes.

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It's -- U-Usually.
I, uh -- It's exercise.

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Wow.

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I know. I need to buy a car.
I just --

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No, no, the rest of your face
is really cute.

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Did you cut your hair?

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-I did.
-I like it.

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So, you want to
get out of here?

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Uh, now?

30:24.458 --> 30:25.625
Oh, no, sorry.
I meant later.

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Do you -- Do you want
to see each other,

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like, out of the hospital?

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Like, my place,
tonight?

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Um...

30:32.250 --> 30:33.875
I get COVID-tested
three times a week,

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and I only go
to work and home,

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and I don't even set foot
inside a grocery store.

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So, um...

30:38.583 --> 30:40.083
Yeah, you know, I'll just
text you my address

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and see how the rest
of your day goes.

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But I hope
I'm at the end of it.

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♪♪

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[ Monitor beeping ]

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Hayes: We have tried extubating,
but she is not responding.

30:55.583 --> 30:57.125
Modified barium swallow

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shows that she is aspirating
with swallowing.

30:59.250 --> 31:01.417
-She's getting worse.
-I want to operate.

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She just reached
full term.

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We're aware.

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A Nissen fundoplication
could help stop the reflux

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and protect her lungs
for the future.

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It's where I wrap the upper part
of the stomach --

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Yeah, I'm familiar.

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I've taken care of children
who have had this procedure.

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And the county and I
respectfully disagree.

31:15.250 --> 31:17.792
[ Scoffs ] Wait.
You're saying no? You ca--

31:17.875 --> 31:21.083
I truly believe that you have
Luna's best interests at heart,

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but until Luna is adopted,
I am as close

31:23.709 --> 31:25.458
as she's ever gonna get
to a legal parent.

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I'm sorry.

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And, Dr. Wilson,
I'm sorry to hear

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that your application
was denied.

31:30.500 --> 31:32.500
It was a nice idea.

31:32.583 --> 31:37.458
♪♪

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You were denied?

31:38.917 --> 31:41.625
I didn't pass
the background check.

31:41.709 --> 31:44.125
And explaining it
won't change anything.

31:44.208 --> 31:46.166
[ Baby cries ]

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[ Sighs ]

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♪♪

31:54.709 --> 31:55.875
Meredith: Hey.

31:55.959 --> 31:58.208
I'm surprised.
You came.

31:58.291 --> 32:00.291
Yeah, I'm surprised, too.

32:00.375 --> 32:01.500
You look better.

32:01.583 --> 32:04.834
I think
Koracick and Avery...

32:04.917 --> 32:06.166
had the right idea.

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Oh, Grey, no!
No, they did no--

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I mean, yeah, they did,
but look.

32:11.125 --> 32:13.125
If I lose any more surgeons,
then we just might as well

32:13.208 --> 32:14.834
turn the hospital
into a clinic.

32:14.917 --> 32:16.417
I'm not talking
about quitting.

32:16.500 --> 32:19.834
I'm talking about learning.

32:19.917 --> 32:22.667
And growing.
And getting better.

32:22.750 --> 32:25.583
Anyway, I have spent
the last few weeks

32:25.667 --> 32:27.417
worrying about
how to get back to normal,

32:27.500 --> 32:29.625
but look where
normal got us.

32:29.709 --> 32:33.375
Sexism, racism, inequality,
substandard care.

32:33.458 --> 32:35.083
What has just happened,

32:35.166 --> 32:37.333
we should never want to
go back to that.

32:37.417 --> 32:41.375
Okay. I came here today
with an idea, Grey.

32:41.458 --> 32:44.625
And -- And you can say no,
but you can't say no right now.

32:44.709 --> 32:46.834
Because you're
gonna want to.

32:46.917 --> 32:49.041
Y-You're gonna think that
you aren't right for this.

32:49.125 --> 32:50.709
You're gonna think
that I'm desperate.

32:50.792 --> 32:54.083
[ Chuckling ] And I am.
Because I've just lost too much.

32:54.166 --> 32:58.000
This hospital
has lost too much, so...

32:58.083 --> 33:00.291
I want you to take over
the residency program.

33:00.375 --> 33:02.750
Richard Webber runs
the residency program.

33:02.834 --> 33:04.166
Richard Webber
isn't going anywhere,

33:04.250 --> 33:05.667
but he's got
too many jobs, okay?

33:05.750 --> 33:09.083
He's -- He's still operating,
he's chief of chiefs,

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and one day -- a day I hope
is in the distant future --

33:13.500 --> 33:17.709
he's gonna want to step back,
so we need a plan in place.

33:17.792 --> 33:20.000
And we need allies.

33:20.083 --> 33:22.083
And I need somebody
who thinks like me.

33:22.166 --> 33:24.583
So this is my plan.

33:24.667 --> 33:27.583
You. You are my plan.

33:27.667 --> 33:32.333
I need you to put together
a team that reflects our world

33:32.417 --> 33:34.500
and then take over
this class

33:34.583 --> 33:36.041
and choose every class
after this one,

33:36.125 --> 33:39.291
and -- and -- and you shape
them, you set everything.

33:39.375 --> 33:41.917
You can throw out the whole
curriculum if you want to,

33:42.000 --> 33:47.166
and then we will sandblast
the bias right out of 'em.

33:47.250 --> 33:49.625
And you can make sure
that this world

33:49.709 --> 33:51.792
doesn't go back to normal.

33:55.792 --> 33:56.834
Well?

33:58.083 --> 34:00.834
Am I allowed to say yes?

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I will allow that.

34:04.500 --> 34:06.709
[ Banners' "Heads and Tails"
plays ]

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-I gave you my number, right?
-Twice, dear.

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You can call me
anytime you want.

34:10.083 --> 34:11.417
Residents
don't sleep anyway.

34:11.500 --> 34:13.417
[ Dog barks ]

34:13.500 --> 34:16.333
Jupiter!
[ Laughing ]

34:16.417 --> 34:18.500
♪ Don't lose your faith ♪

34:18.583 --> 34:21.250
-[ Laughter ]
-Aww!

34:21.333 --> 34:23.709
How did you find him?
He was lost.

34:23.792 --> 34:27.125
Well, we called every shelter
we could find.

34:27.208 --> 34:30.000
It helps to have a team
of interns at your disposal.

34:30.083 --> 34:32.125
This guy was halfway
to Tacoma.

34:32.208 --> 34:35.083
Oh, Jupy. My baby!

34:35.166 --> 34:37.375
I missed you.
[ Chuckles ]

34:37.458 --> 34:40.333
Thank you.
Thank you so much.

34:40.417 --> 34:41.667
I'll grab your bag.

34:41.750 --> 34:42.625
Okay. You ready?

34:42.709 --> 34:43.667
Let's go.

34:43.750 --> 34:44.750
♪ Hope ♪

34:44.834 --> 34:49.000
Oh, good boy. Oh, hi.
Bye-bye. Bye, Jupiter.

34:49.083 --> 34:52.750
♪ Fight against the tide ♪

34:52.834 --> 34:54.083
♪ Let it rise and fall ♪

34:54.166 --> 34:55.792
How is it
I feel better about this

34:55.875 --> 34:57.917
than about
replacing her heart?

34:58.000 --> 35:00.000
I'm not sure.

35:00.083 --> 35:01.583
But I feel the same.

35:01.667 --> 35:02.834
[ Laughs ]

35:02.917 --> 35:04.291
Ohh.

35:05.458 --> 35:10.417
♪ 'Cause we'll hold it together,
hold on together ♪

35:11.458 --> 35:14.458
♪ Pushing on the wheel
until it turns ♪

35:14.542 --> 35:18.625
♪ 'Cause everything is us
against the world we're here ♪

35:18.709 --> 35:22.333
♪ Whatever you do,
I'll be with you, ooh ♪

35:22.417 --> 35:26.250
♪ Don't lose your faith ♪

35:26.333 --> 35:28.333
I panicked.

35:28.417 --> 35:29.542
Because I love you.

35:29.625 --> 35:32.625
I'm just [Sighs]
really used to

35:32.709 --> 35:34.333
you not feeling it back.

35:34.417 --> 35:37.542
I've always felt it back.
I just...

35:37.625 --> 35:40.041
I don't know.
I just couldn't say it back.

35:40.125 --> 35:41.583
-What changed?
-Me.

35:41.667 --> 35:43.458
I changed.
Because of you.

35:43.542 --> 35:45.083
♪ Whatever comes our way ♪

35:45.166 --> 35:46.208
Look.

35:47.458 --> 35:48.458
♪ It's all just heads
and tails ♪

35:48.542 --> 35:50.834
I think about you
all day long.

35:50.917 --> 35:53.166
And I know
you get anxious,

35:53.250 --> 35:56.250
so I've been worried now
that you're part of the trials.

35:56.333 --> 35:57.709
But I don't know. I just want
to make you tea and --

35:57.792 --> 35:58.959
a-and take care of you

35:59.041 --> 36:00.750
a-and watch
Lord of the Rings with you

36:00.834 --> 36:03.166
even though I told you I'd rather stab my
eyes out with a fork.

36:03.250 --> 36:04.709
[ Both chuckle ]

36:04.792 --> 36:07.875
♪ Don't lose ♪

36:07.959 --> 36:11.875
Levi, I never want to
be without you, okay?

36:11.959 --> 36:13.333
I love you.

36:13.417 --> 36:14.750
I'm in love with you.

36:14.834 --> 36:17.125
♪ ...and tails ♪

36:17.208 --> 36:20.417
Wait. H-How did you know
I was coming over tonight?

36:20.500 --> 36:21.917
Oh, no, I didn't. I've been
lighting these candles

36:22.000 --> 36:23.750
almost every night,
hoping you'd come over.

36:23.834 --> 36:24.917
-[ Chuckles ]
-[ Exhales sharply ]

36:25.000 --> 36:26.250
That is...

36:26.333 --> 36:28.000
so unlike you.

36:28.083 --> 36:29.500
♪♪

36:29.583 --> 36:31.208
It's like you.

36:31.291 --> 36:33.875
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

36:33.959 --> 36:37.542
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

36:37.625 --> 36:42.959
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh,
ooh, ooh-ooh ♪

36:43.041 --> 36:44.792
[ Door opens ]

36:44.875 --> 36:46.625
Hey.

36:46.709 --> 36:48.500
Amazing progress
on Skyler.

36:48.583 --> 36:51.250
It's always good to see you
in your element.

36:51.333 --> 36:52.875
Thanks.

36:52.959 --> 36:54.917
Feel like I haven't been
in my element for a while.

36:55.000 --> 36:57.333
I think a lot of us
feel that way.

36:57.417 --> 36:59.083
I don't want any more kids.

36:59.166 --> 37:00.500
Okay.
Wha-- Are you --

37:00.583 --> 37:03.291
Oh, no. No. God, no.
I don't think so.

37:03.375 --> 37:06.625
But Link wants them.

37:06.709 --> 37:08.250
Uh-huh.

37:08.333 --> 37:10.875
You should have seen the excitement
on his face, thinking about it.

37:10.959 --> 37:12.125
Kind of know that feeling.

37:12.208 --> 37:13.834
I don't.
I thought I would.

37:13.917 --> 37:15.792
I always thought I wanted
four or five kids,

37:15.875 --> 37:17.750
-like my family, but...
-Amelia, is everything okay?

37:17.834 --> 37:19.959
I love Link,
and I love Scout.

37:20.041 --> 37:22.667
But I don't know
if I can love more than them

37:22.750 --> 37:23.834
without losing myself.

37:23.917 --> 37:26.000
Owen, I got so involved
with Skyler,

37:26.083 --> 37:28.917
I have not been to a meeting
in two weeks.

37:29.000 --> 37:30.750
And I don't know
if I can wrap my mind around

37:30.834 --> 37:32.500
bringing another kid
into this messy world.

37:32.583 --> 37:33.834
My world is messy.

37:37.000 --> 37:38.542
[ Sighs ]

37:40.000 --> 37:41.834
[ Sighs ]

37:41.917 --> 37:44.750
I loved having a sister.

37:44.834 --> 37:47.834
And I love my kids
more than anything, okay?

37:47.917 --> 37:50.875
But having
another kid, it's --

37:50.959 --> 37:52.625
it's not just
twice the work, Amelia.

37:52.709 --> 37:55.834
It is --
Oh, it's exponential.

37:55.917 --> 37:59.500
It's not gonna work
unless you both want it.

38:00.667 --> 38:01.875
Okay. Let's try this.

38:01.959 --> 38:04.041
I'm gonna ask you
if you want more kids, okay,

38:04.125 --> 38:07.375
and if the answer is yes,
then you think music,

38:07.458 --> 38:09.542
and if no, then bedroom.

38:09.625 --> 38:12.667
[ Both chuckle ]

38:12.750 --> 38:14.500
You want me to come
to a meeting with you?

38:14.583 --> 38:16.583
I could call Teddy and
tell her I'm gonna be late.

38:16.667 --> 38:17.875
It's fine.

38:17.959 --> 38:19.041
No, they're virtual now.

38:19.125 --> 38:20.375
Oh, yeah, right.
[ Chuckles ]

38:20.458 --> 38:21.542
But thank you.

38:23.208 --> 38:26.625
Just be honest with him.
He'll understand.

38:26.709 --> 38:28.875
[ Kaleo's "I Want More" plays ]

38:28.959 --> 38:30.625
♪ Homegrounds ♪

38:31.625 --> 38:32.750
Bye.

38:32.834 --> 38:35.709
[ Door opens ]

38:35.792 --> 38:36.834
♪ But if she leaves me there ♪

38:36.917 --> 38:38.375
TV announcer: ...point line.
Willard shoots.

38:38.458 --> 38:40.041
Negative off the rim,

38:40.125 --> 38:42.834
rebounded by Milken and...

38:42.917 --> 38:44.375
♪ Carry me down ♪

38:44.458 --> 38:46.250
Meredith:
No one likes being an outlier.

38:46.333 --> 38:47.834
♪ All you need to know ♪

38:47.917 --> 38:48.917
Hey.

38:49.000 --> 38:51.333
♪ Is I want more ♪

38:51.417 --> 38:52.583
♪ More ♪

38:52.667 --> 38:54.166
Is everything okay?

38:54.250 --> 38:56.959
[ Voice breaking ]
Yeah. Great.

38:57.041 --> 38:58.375
Are you sure?
Because --

38:58.458 --> 39:00.834
Helm, you can either live here,
or you can talk.

39:00.917 --> 39:02.250
But you can't do both.

39:02.333 --> 39:06.000
Patients constantly ask,
"Have you seen this before?

39:06.083 --> 39:10.250
How common is it?
Is this normal?"

39:10.333 --> 39:12.000
♪ Wait until it's right ♪

39:12.083 --> 39:13.750
[ Crying ]

39:13.834 --> 39:17.750
♪ But then you fold
your hand into mine ♪

39:17.834 --> 39:22.500
♪ Watch as the waves
fall back into place ♪

39:22.583 --> 39:23.834
[ Cellphone chimes ]

39:23.917 --> 39:26.083
For so long,
we've been conditioned

39:26.166 --> 39:28.917
to think if we aren't normal,
it's a bad thing.

39:29.000 --> 39:30.458
♪ More ♪

39:30.542 --> 39:33.458
♪ Like before ♪

39:33.542 --> 39:35.166
♪ More ♪

39:35.250 --> 39:37.667
♪ I want more ♪

39:37.750 --> 39:38.792
[ Message bloops ]

39:38.875 --> 39:43.792
♪ More, I want more ♪

39:43.875 --> 39:48.166
Maybe it's time to rethink
what the rules of normal are.

39:48.250 --> 39:53.500
♪♪

39:53.583 --> 39:55.333
None of your ideas
are perfect.

39:55.417 --> 39:59.500
Did you forget
you told me or...?

39:59.583 --> 40:03.625
I finally figured out
what's been bothering me.

40:03.709 --> 40:05.792
♪ Like before, more ♪

40:05.875 --> 40:07.375
[ Sighs ]

40:07.458 --> 40:08.625
♪ I want more ♪

40:08.750 --> 40:10.083
Perfect is never
gonna be an option

40:10.166 --> 40:12.417
because my mom
won't be here.

40:12.500 --> 40:14.917
♪ I want more ♪

40:15.000 --> 40:16.458
The something
that was wrong,

40:16.542 --> 40:18.166
it never had anything
to do with you.

40:18.250 --> 40:20.834
I just really wish
she could be there,

40:20.917 --> 40:22.792
that she could have
met you.

40:24.375 --> 40:26.709
Yeah, I wish that, too.

40:28.041 --> 40:31.458
You know my mom taught me
how to dance, right?

40:31.542 --> 40:33.291
And you better bet
she would've worn out

40:33.375 --> 40:36.041
-that dance floor, too.
-[ Laughs ]

40:36.125 --> 40:37.417
[ Breathes deeply ]

40:37.500 --> 40:41.458
Okay.
So...here's my idea.

40:41.542 --> 40:43.750
We take the engagement ring
that my mom gave me

40:43.834 --> 40:46.750
and we turn it
into my wedding band.

40:46.834 --> 40:49.458
And we don't wait.

40:49.542 --> 40:52.417
We get your grandma and my dad
out here as soon as we can,

40:52.500 --> 40:54.458
and we just do it
with family.

40:54.542 --> 40:57.542
And then someday, sometime,
when it's safe,

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we will have a party
that sets the world on fire.

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Okay.
I'm good with that.

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-That is such a relief.
-Why?

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♪ Yes, I want more, more ♪

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Hello,
my sweet Winston!

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Ahh! Nana Ante!

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Hey, no, no!
No hugging for 10 days!

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[ Laughter ]

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Hey, uh, so,
what's this I hear

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about you wanting
to marry my little girl?

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Oh, Dad. Stop it.

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I can't believe you did this.
I can't believe it.

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Me neither.

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Nana Ante:
My darling baby.

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Maybe it's time
to rethink everything.

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♪ Don't you leave me there,
wanting more ♪

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♪♪