WEBVTT 00:03.625 --> 00:07.375 [Meredith] People often ask what I've learned from surviving COVID. 00:07.458 --> 00:08.917 [seagulls crying] 00:09.250 --> 00:12.250 I know they mean well, but it's a really annoying question. 00:15.500 --> 00:19.417 Being away from work, my children, getting hooked up to a vent... 00:21.333 --> 00:23.583 it's not exactly a masterclass. 00:26.500 --> 00:28.333 Though it did teach me something. 00:30.333 --> 00:32.291 It taught me that I'm still alive. 00:33.583 --> 00:37.166 ♪ 00:37.250 --> 00:38.834 [horns honking, clock ticking] 00:38.917 --> 00:44.667 ♪ 00:46.250 --> 00:48.792 Did you know that every avocado sold commercially 00:48.875 --> 00:52.166 originates from a tree this one dude had in his backyard? 00:52.250 --> 00:57.041 No, but did I know that an avocado has more potassium than a banana. 00:57.125 --> 00:59.542 Well, did you know that if you ate 400 bananas, 00:59.625 --> 01:01.166 you might overdose on potassium? 01:01.250 --> 01:03.625 Why would you say that? You know I worry about dying. 01:03.709 --> 01:05.125 [screams] 01:05.208 --> 01:08.166 Okay, whoa. We'll shut up. Please don't evict us. 01:08.250 --> 01:09.583 [Taryn] That's not our stuff. 01:09.667 --> 01:11.000 Are you evicting yourself? 01:11.083 --> 01:12.625 I'm smart and I'm capable 01:12.709 --> 01:15.750 and I have made livable homes out of the humblest of places, 01:15.834 --> 01:16.834 including my car. 01:16.917 --> 01:18.375 But I deserve more than just livable. 01:18.458 --> 01:22.417 And so does Luna, so I am fighting for her. 01:22.500 --> 01:23.750 I'm rich. Ha! 01:23.834 --> 01:26.417 Technically, I am rich. I own part of the hospital. 01:26.500 --> 01:30.083 So I'm gonna sell my shares and hire a lawyer to help me adopt Luna. 01:30.166 --> 01:33.583 And then, I'm taking whatever money's left and moving to a place 01:33.667 --> 01:36.792 where I don't have to listen to people argue about fruit! 01:36.875 --> 01:38.000 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 01:38.083 --> 01:40.583 -Dibs on the bed. -[sighs] 01:40.667 --> 01:43.750 [laughs] But explaining that to my ex-husband 01:43.834 --> 01:45.458 was like a full-time job. 01:45.542 --> 01:47.583 [chuckles] Sounds like it. 01:47.667 --> 01:48.917 -You paged? -Oh, hey. 01:49.000 --> 01:50.583 Dr. Altman, this is, uh, Sophie. 01:50.667 --> 01:52.333 She was in a little fender bender. 01:52.417 --> 01:54.291 She's all clear except her heart rate is a little high. 01:54.375 --> 01:55.959 So I thought you should check on her EKG. 01:56.041 --> 01:59.000 I told him it's probably just white coat syndrome. 01:59.083 --> 02:01.625 One look at him and my heart's off to the races. 02:01.709 --> 02:03.625 -[laughter] -Oh, sorry. 02:03.709 --> 02:06.458 Keep forgetting it's COVID and you can't just touch people. 02:06.542 --> 02:08.125 Don't worry, I'm wearing protection. 02:08.208 --> 02:09.709 [laughs] 02:10.709 --> 02:12.125 -[chuckles] -Okay. 02:12.208 --> 02:13.792 I, uh-- I'll come back and check on you. 02:13.875 --> 02:15.959 -See you soon, Sophie. -Hope so. 02:16.041 --> 02:19.083 -Oh, you're wearing protection? -I didn't mean it how it sounds. 02:19.166 --> 02:22.250 -Well, she's throwing herself at you. -No, she's just nervous. 02:22.333 --> 02:23.917 Well, I can give her your number, if you want. 02:24.000 --> 02:26.375 -Oh, really? -No. [laughs] 02:26.458 --> 02:27.875 -[elevator dings] -Now, look. 02:27.959 --> 02:29.875 As Residency Director, 02:29.959 --> 02:32.458 you're not only teaching them to do surgery, 02:32.542 --> 02:36.125 but you're-- you're guiding them. When a resident loses a patient, 02:36.208 --> 02:37.792 it's your shoulder they cry on. 02:37.875 --> 02:41.083 If they succeed, you're their cheerleader. So, essentially, they-- 02:41.166 --> 02:43.417 -You're on call 24 hours a day. -[laughter] 02:43.500 --> 02:45.083 That's the way you always described it to me. 02:45.166 --> 02:47.375 I appreciate the advice. I do know how to do the job. 02:47.458 --> 02:49.208 I've been watching you do it my whole career. 02:49.291 --> 02:52.000 If I were you, I would be doing the surgeries that I don't get to do. 02:52.083 --> 02:53.500 [Richard] Well, you're the only one I wanted for the job. 02:53.583 --> 02:55.291 We'll see you at the wedding. 02:55.375 --> 02:57.875 So, you gonna give Richard's speech or did you write your own? 02:57.959 --> 02:59.500 -No speech. No-- -No speech? 02:59.583 --> 03:00.959 No. 03:01.041 --> 03:02.417 [Cheers and applause] 03:02.500 --> 03:03.917 [Meredith] No, no, no, no, no. 03:04.000 --> 03:06.500 Okay, we admitted 10 patients last night with COVID symptoms. 03:06.583 --> 03:09.417 What are the statuses of all 10 patients? 03:11.709 --> 03:15.667 [woman over P.A.] Cardio tech, room 342. Cardio tech, room 342. 03:16.458 --> 03:17.875 Give the O2 a minute, Gerlie. 03:17.959 --> 03:19.875 We'll increase it if your sats don't come back up. 03:19.959 --> 03:22.583 Or you could present the patient to me, 03:22.667 --> 03:25.417 and I could decide if we should increase it right now. 03:25.500 --> 03:26.917 Present, Schmitt. 03:27.000 --> 03:31.250 Gerlie Bernardo, 37, admitted this morning with sats of-- 03:31.333 --> 03:33.166 88. Temp was 102. 03:33.250 --> 03:37.500 Heart rate 105, BP 96/54. Dehydrated. 03:37.583 --> 03:40.166 I'm a nurse, long-term care. 03:40.250 --> 03:43.667 Gotten pretty good at knowing when to call the ambulance. 03:43.750 --> 03:45.542 Private or at a facility? 03:45.625 --> 03:49.166 Lakeforest... assisted living. 03:49.250 --> 03:51.125 I'm guessing that's where I picked this up. 03:51.208 --> 03:55.458 But I've helped take care of Earl for seven years. 03:55.542 --> 03:58.792 Even when he has COVID, I'm still helping him to the bathroom. 03:58.875 --> 04:00.291 He's 96. 04:00.375 --> 04:02.333 The kindest person I know. 04:02.417 --> 04:04.208 My parents were at Silver Villas. 04:04.750 --> 04:06.208 They were hit hard. 04:06.500 --> 04:07.750 Yes, they were. 04:07.834 --> 04:11.417 So, let's put her on high-flow, order chest films, 04:11.500 --> 04:13.709 and start steroids and Remdesivir. 04:15.333 --> 04:17.208 [monitor beeping] 04:17.291 --> 04:22.500 ♪ 04:24.417 --> 04:30.250 ♪ 04:30.333 --> 04:32.250 How did Luna do? 04:32.333 --> 04:33.625 Couldn't have been better. 04:34.333 --> 04:37.750 Hate that CPS made the poor thing wait a week before approving her surgery, but-- 04:38.333 --> 04:40.583 [woman over P.A.] Nurse Kaiser to the OR. 04:40.667 --> 04:42.542 Your name will be back up there soon. 04:42.625 --> 04:44.250 I don't know. They gave me an office. 04:44.333 --> 04:45.417 -And a desk. -Mm. 04:45.500 --> 04:48.250 -And a chair. -Wow, a chair? 04:48.333 --> 04:50.250 -They must really fancy you. -[chuckles] 04:50.333 --> 04:52.083 You could have just said no, you know. 04:52.166 --> 04:53.750 When I asked you out for a drink. 04:53.834 --> 04:55.917 You didn't have to pass out and spend two months in the hospital 04:56.000 --> 04:57.166 just to avoid turning me down. 04:57.250 --> 04:59.333 -That seems like a lifetime ago. -Mm-hmm. 05:00.834 --> 05:02.083 Did I hear you? 05:02.166 --> 05:05.625 Did you come to my room and tell me to fight and talk about my kids? 05:05.709 --> 05:06.583 Couldn't have been me. 05:06.667 --> 05:09.250 I'm far too busy to do sickbed visits. 05:09.333 --> 05:11.500 Must have been some other Irishman hanging around around here. 05:11.583 --> 05:12.500 [laughs] 05:12.583 --> 05:15.208 That being said, I am glad you didn't die, Grey. 05:15.291 --> 05:16.834 Me too. 05:18.834 --> 05:20.083 You'll get back there soon. 05:20.792 --> 05:21.917 I should get going. 05:22.667 --> 05:25.792 -My sister is getting married. -Mm-hmm. 05:25.875 --> 05:29.792 ♪ 05:29.875 --> 05:32.917 ...as long as we both shall live. 05:35.208 --> 05:37.125 Now, very important question. 05:37.208 --> 05:40.208 Is there anyone here who objects to this union? 05:40.291 --> 05:41.458 Oh, well, we do! 05:41.542 --> 05:42.667 [laughter] 05:42.750 --> 05:44.083 He-- He was kidding, Nana. 05:44.166 --> 05:46.834 Well, we aren't. I'm sorry, Maggie. 05:46.917 --> 05:48.834 Wait, is this real? 05:48.917 --> 05:51.125 -Mommy, what's happening? -I'm not sure, sweetie. 05:51.208 --> 05:52.959 [Nana Ante] Winston, I've been waiting for this day 05:53.041 --> 05:55.166 since I could cradle you in my arms. 05:55.250 --> 05:58.792 And I know you went to a lot of trouble to get us here, 05:58.875 --> 06:00.208 -but this-- -This is broke. 06:00.291 --> 06:01.250 [Catherine] Ha! 06:01.333 --> 06:04.250 Oh, I am so sorry. Oh, I'm so sorry. 06:04.333 --> 06:07.041 No disrespect, Meredith. You have a lovely home. 06:07.125 --> 06:11.291 -But, Maggie, your own sister isn't here! -Amelia had to be on call today. 06:11.375 --> 06:14.709 Right, should she let someone die of a stroke just to be here with us? 06:14.792 --> 06:17.667 But even if she was here, you have more family. 06:17.750 --> 06:19.583 You have uncles, aunts, cousins. 06:19.667 --> 06:22.291 I have a savings account for your wedding, 06:22.375 --> 06:23.291 to do this right. 06:23.375 --> 06:26.875 [Nana Ante] In a church. Or at least with more than 10 people. 06:26.959 --> 06:29.458 Do you know how proud we are of you two? 06:29.542 --> 06:30.959 We want the world to see. 06:31.041 --> 06:34.959 But it isn't safe right now, Nana Ante. We can't do it that way. 06:35.041 --> 06:37.208 Well, then wait. What's the hurry? 06:37.291 --> 06:39.375 You all are already living together. 06:39.458 --> 06:41.041 [clears throat] 06:42.333 --> 06:45.583 So, uh...we wait? 06:49.333 --> 06:51.750 [sighs] Yeah, I guess so. 06:52.834 --> 06:54.250 I'll get the champagne. 06:54.333 --> 06:55.583 -Yeah. -Vodka, please. 06:55.667 --> 06:58.750 -Can I cut the cake? -Just wait a minute, okay, honey? 06:58.834 --> 07:00.500 You can do whatever you want, sweetie. 07:00.583 --> 07:02.542 Okay, she said you can go get cake! 07:02.625 --> 07:03.667 You wanna take this? 07:03.750 --> 07:05.250 Great, thank you. 07:05.333 --> 07:07.375 -[Link] Champagne, anyone? -I'll take that. 07:08.834 --> 07:10.291 -Thanks. -Mm-hmm. 07:11.375 --> 07:13.041 [Maggie] Bottoms up, everyone! 07:14.333 --> 07:17.291 Captioning provided by ABC Studios and ABC, Inc. 07:25.417 --> 07:28.667 [woman over P.A.] Dr. Sellers, Dr. Mari Sellers, 4619. 07:28.750 --> 07:32.375 Uh, technically, I still haven't signed the discharge paperwork. 07:32.458 --> 07:36.208 I-- I know, but I've never missed a month of work in my life, 07:36.291 --> 07:37.792 and they need me. 07:37.875 --> 07:41.083 I heard Earl took his pants off during Arts & Crafts. 07:41.166 --> 07:42.417 -Twice. -[laughs] 07:42.500 --> 07:44.125 You were on a vent for two weeks. 07:44.208 --> 07:47.208 I know at your facility it's all hands on deck, but-- 07:47.291 --> 07:50.083 Take it easy and go slow. 07:50.166 --> 07:52.750 Yes, Dr. Bailey, I know the recommendations. 07:52.834 --> 07:54.792 Oh, so you know they apply to you also? 07:54.875 --> 07:56.125 Mm-hmm. 07:56.667 --> 07:58.458 Come on, let's have one last listen. 07:59.583 --> 08:01.500 May I take a listen first, Chief? 08:01.583 --> 08:02.750 I don't have a lot of experience 08:02.834 --> 08:04.583 listening to lungs that have recovered from COVID, 08:04.667 --> 08:07.500 and I think it'll be really beneficial to my education. 08:09.959 --> 08:12.041 -Fine. -Yes! 08:14.291 --> 08:17.166 Just take a few deep breaths for me, please. 08:20.458 --> 08:21.625 Love. 08:21.709 --> 08:22.875 Does that mean I can go? 08:22.959 --> 08:25.542 Uh, no, I'll still need to take a listen of my own. 08:25.625 --> 08:26.709 [giggles] 08:26.792 --> 08:27.709 "Love." 08:28.125 --> 08:29.375 [ship horn blows] 08:29.458 --> 08:32.709 The rush I felt when I watched that woman, 08:32.792 --> 08:35.542 who'd been in a coma for weeks, 08:35.625 --> 08:38.291 whom I could only talk to via MRI, 08:38.375 --> 08:40.291 leave the hospital with her father-- 08:40.375 --> 08:44.125 the relief and the joy and the hope-- 08:44.208 --> 08:45.709 I mean, I felt that for, like... 08:47.542 --> 08:49.250 30 seconds. 08:49.333 --> 08:50.667 And then just... 08:50.750 --> 08:54.041 all the worst-case scenarios started screaming in my head. 08:54.125 --> 08:56.000 I mean, not for her, for-- for me. 08:56.083 --> 08:58.583 For my family. My son. 08:59.417 --> 09:03.000 And I don't know why my thinking is so dark, except... 09:04.417 --> 09:05.709 addict. 09:07.417 --> 09:09.375 But it's been a year. Um... 09:10.583 --> 09:12.834 So much. So much fear. 09:12.917 --> 09:14.667 [inhales deeply] So much fear. 09:14.750 --> 09:16.125 [chuckles] 09:16.208 --> 09:17.959 And I know you guys all get it. 09:19.583 --> 09:23.583 And my boyfriend, my, um, child's father... 09:24.750 --> 09:27.333 he is not one of us. [laughs] 09:27.417 --> 09:29.166 And I am so glad 09:29.250 --> 09:31.375 that he does not have to go through life like that. 09:31.458 --> 09:32.792 Um, but... 09:33.375 --> 09:36.875 sometimes, there's a part of me that wishes he got it. 09:36.959 --> 09:39.792 You know, just, uh... really got it. 09:41.125 --> 09:42.625 I feel lonely in it. 09:43.458 --> 09:44.458 So... 09:46.291 --> 09:47.375 I'm here. 09:47.458 --> 09:49.375 [female chairperson] Thanks, Amelia. Jason? 09:49.458 --> 09:51.583 Hi, I'm Jason. I'm an addict. 09:51.667 --> 09:53.417 "And all the king's men 09:53.500 --> 09:56.083 couldn't put Humpty together again." 09:56.667 --> 09:57.709 -[Luna crying] -Hmm. 09:57.792 --> 09:59.208 Huh. Should've let the women try. 09:59.291 --> 10:00.792 What do you think, Luna? 10:01.959 --> 10:04.166 All this talk of eggs is making her hungry. 10:04.250 --> 10:05.250 Can I get her bottle? 10:06.917 --> 10:08.917 -Humpty Dumpty's an egg? -Isn't he? 10:09.000 --> 10:11.291 Looks like someone's got an appetite. 10:12.625 --> 10:14.667 Yep, eating like a champ. 10:14.750 --> 10:16.291 I'm glad. Everything else good? 10:16.375 --> 10:17.792 Yeah. Just checked her vitals. 10:18.750 --> 10:20.250 How long until she's discharged? 10:20.333 --> 10:24.875 She's still pending an upper GI study and pre-albumin we need to monitor, so... 10:24.959 --> 10:27.875 But if you had to ballpark it. Days, weeks, months? 10:27.959 --> 10:29.417 I'm sorry. It's too early to say. 10:29.792 --> 10:31.375 I know you want to get started with a placement. 10:31.458 --> 10:34.709 I've already got a family interested in fostering to adopt. They're perfect. 10:34.792 --> 10:37.375 They don't mind the extra attention that she's gonna need, 10:37.458 --> 10:40.166 but they did ask for a timeline, so keep me posted. 10:42.667 --> 10:44.875 You want me to foster Luna? 10:45.500 --> 10:48.417 Just on paper. I would do all of the work. 10:48.500 --> 10:49.959 All of the...everything. 10:50.041 --> 10:53.500 I-- I know that I'm asking a lot, but I am out of options and time. 10:53.583 --> 10:55.750 And you-- you are-- 10:55.834 --> 10:57.875 you are stable and good. 10:57.959 --> 10:59.250 You already have a kid. 10:59.333 --> 11:01.041 You're a doctor, which might be a plus 11:01.125 --> 11:02.458 for a baby with medical issues. 11:02.542 --> 11:05.041 And unlike me, your background check will be spotless. 11:05.125 --> 11:06.458 Link, [sighs] 11:06.542 --> 11:08.792 I have never loved anybody like this, 11:08.875 --> 11:10.959 and the idea of her going to live with somebody else, 11:11.041 --> 11:12.917 it just-- it carves out my stomach. 11:13.000 --> 11:15.917 I can't lose her. I-- I can't. 11:18.917 --> 11:21.417 -I-It's-- It's temporary? -It's temporary! 11:21.500 --> 11:24.083 A-And-- And we will eventually transfer custody to me. 11:24.166 --> 11:25.917 And-- And you probably won't even have to take her home, 11:26.000 --> 11:27.750 because she can't leave the hospital yet. 11:28.333 --> 11:30.500 Please, Link, please. 11:32.291 --> 11:33.291 [sighs] 11:34.542 --> 11:35.583 Jo... 11:36.375 --> 11:37.792 I-I'm saying yes. 11:37.875 --> 11:39.291 [sighs] 11:40.000 --> 11:41.542 Amelia... 11:42.417 --> 11:44.083 [sighs] You know, w-we'll figure it out. 11:44.166 --> 11:45.458 Hell, she'd probably do the same thing. 11:45.542 --> 11:47.625 So, Jo, my answer is yes. 11:47.709 --> 11:49.542 Of course it's yes. It's you. 11:50.834 --> 11:52.333 But you're cool if I change her name, right? 11:52.417 --> 11:53.959 -Shut up. -Hear me out-- 11:54.041 --> 11:55.875 -Hildegard. -[both laugh] 11:55.959 --> 11:59.208 [sirens wailing in distance] 11:59.291 --> 12:01.208 -[clears throat] -[sighs] 12:01.291 --> 12:02.375 How could this happen? 12:02.458 --> 12:03.750 COVID's just a numbers game. 12:03.834 --> 12:05.417 Oh, do you think that it's a false positive? 12:05.500 --> 12:07.000 I don't know, that's why I'm testing you again. 12:07.083 --> 12:08.333 What about the kids? What about you? 12:08.417 --> 12:09.750 -Your mom-- -Teddy, I'm negative. 12:09.834 --> 12:10.959 And you don't have any symptoms. 12:11.041 --> 12:13.125 Let's just follow the protocol. We're gonna be okay. 12:13.750 --> 12:15.333 What if I'm not? 12:15.417 --> 12:17.500 -Meredith was-- -Teddy. 12:17.583 --> 12:18.542 We'll be okay. 12:18.959 --> 12:21.000 Let's not worry about anything until we have to. 12:21.083 --> 12:23.667 Go home, get in bed. My mom will take the kids. 12:23.750 --> 12:25.000 -I have to go. -Mm-hmm. 12:28.500 --> 12:31.542 [Amelia] You're adopting a baby for your friend? 12:31.625 --> 12:33.041 It's fostering. 12:33.125 --> 12:36.375 It's just to get Luna off the market while Jo figures out the legal stuff. 12:36.458 --> 12:38.041 -And if she doesn't? -She will. 12:38.125 --> 12:40.083 But if she doesn't? 12:40.166 --> 12:43.625 Then I guess we'll have a daughter. [laughs] 12:43.709 --> 12:45.625 Bad joke. Okay, that won't happen. 12:45.709 --> 12:48.291 I promise, Amelia, this is just a technicality. 12:48.375 --> 12:50.500 And really, what other choice did I have? 12:50.583 --> 12:53.917 We didn't think twice when-- when Mer needed our help. 12:54.000 --> 12:57.792 Meredith is my sister and her kids are my family. 12:57.875 --> 13:00.583 But they're not mine. Technically. 13:00.667 --> 13:02.709 But I love them, so I did it. 13:04.792 --> 13:06.333 Is this really a problem? 13:07.500 --> 13:08.750 [stammers] Of course not. 13:08.834 --> 13:11.250 -[cellphone vibrating] -It's just surprising. 13:11.333 --> 13:12.667 I mean, it's only for a little while, right? 13:13.166 --> 13:14.834 -You're sure? -Go to your surgery. 13:14.917 --> 13:16.333 I'm fine. [chuckles] 13:16.417 --> 13:17.750 Thank you. 13:17.834 --> 13:21.792 ♪ 13:21.875 --> 13:23.792 [door opens] 13:23.875 --> 13:25.500 [door closes] 13:25.583 --> 13:29.959 ♪ 13:30.041 --> 13:32.625 I've been in the hospital for a month. 13:32.709 --> 13:35.542 Forgot what the sky looked like. 13:35.625 --> 13:37.583 COVID? 13:37.667 --> 13:38.917 I had it, too. 13:39.000 --> 13:42.792 Well, if you're back at work, that seems encouraging, right? 13:43.834 --> 13:45.333 Do you sit at a desk? 13:45.709 --> 13:47.125 -Nurse. -Oh. 13:48.709 --> 13:51.125 Everyone recovers differently, I think. 13:51.208 --> 13:52.959 I'm still taking it easy. 13:53.041 --> 13:56.542 Continuing shortness of breath, fatigue, lingering cough... 13:56.625 --> 13:59.625 Sounds like recovery's a blast. 13:59.709 --> 14:02.208 -[coughs] -They don't happen all at once. 14:02.291 --> 14:04.208 What about the survivor's guilt? 14:04.709 --> 14:06.208 That doesn't go away. 14:06.291 --> 14:07.709 -My ride's here. -Okay. 14:07.792 --> 14:09.959 Autzen? Thank you. 14:11.125 --> 14:14.625 -Take care of yourself. -Thank you for-- for being honest. 14:14.709 --> 14:15.917 I'm-- I'm Gerlie. 14:16.000 --> 14:17.250 I'm Meredith. 14:19.834 --> 14:20.917 [wheezing] 14:21.000 --> 14:22.333 Are you okay? 14:22.417 --> 14:23.500 Dr. Grey! 14:23.583 --> 14:24.750 Gerlie! 14:24.834 --> 14:26.834 Call a rapid response. I need a gurney! 14:26.875 --> 14:28.542 Gerlie? 14:28.625 --> 14:30.166 Gerlie? 14:35.667 --> 14:40.250 ♪ 14:40.333 --> 14:42.250 Canceled? What? 14:45.500 --> 14:47.750 [groaning] Grey... 14:47.834 --> 14:48.792 Hey, hey. 14:48.875 --> 14:51.083 Uh, what happened to Grand Rounds? 14:51.166 --> 14:54.083 Oh, well, Gerlie's post-COVID complications 14:54.166 --> 14:55.417 are far more instructional. 14:55.500 --> 14:57.250 She's got a pneumothorax, 14:57.333 --> 15:00.750 she's day 14 post-op from a very complicated VATS procedure, 15:00.834 --> 15:03.083 and now she has multifocal pneumonia. 15:03.166 --> 15:05.250 Oh, so... 15:05.333 --> 15:07.291 Grand Rounds aren't canceled, they're just postponed. 15:07.375 --> 15:10.458 It would have to be a really slow day to make it worthwhile. 15:10.542 --> 15:13.083 [scoffs] But i-it's tradition. 15:13.166 --> 15:16.250 I-I can't tell you all that I learned in Richard's presentations. 15:16.333 --> 15:17.917 Yeah, but the last thing people need right now 15:18.000 --> 15:20.083 is to listen to someone talk about how surgery works, 15:20.166 --> 15:22.500 especially after the year they've had. 15:22.583 --> 15:24.917 If you're dying to listen to someone talk about surgery, 15:25.000 --> 15:27.583 I've invited the class to watch me do Gerlie's bronch. 15:27.667 --> 15:28.959 You're more than welcome to attend. 15:29.667 --> 15:31.166 You're doing it yourself? 15:31.250 --> 15:33.917 I've been back three months and have not operated. 15:34.000 --> 15:36.750 [stammers] Are you ready? You sure? 15:36.834 --> 15:38.667 It's just a bronch and some cultures. 15:39.333 --> 15:42.959 Don't forget, you gave me this job to change things. So that's what I'm doing. 15:43.041 --> 15:43.917 Uh... 15:44.000 --> 15:45.500 [woman over P.A.] Dr. Blast to nuclear medicine. 15:45.583 --> 15:46.500 Okay. 15:46.583 --> 15:49.291 [Jo] Okay, great. Thank you. 15:49.375 --> 15:52.166 -Hey, listen-- -Oh, no, you first. 15:52.250 --> 15:54.166 Okay, I realized something 15:54.250 --> 15:56.709 that's going to make your foster application a shoo-in, 15:56.792 --> 15:58.625 owning part of the hospital! 15:58.709 --> 16:01.125 How nice of you to think of me. 16:01.208 --> 16:04.792 Ugh! I need the money for stupid adoption legal fees 16:04.875 --> 16:07.458 and a family-sized home, but nobody wants my shares 16:07.542 --> 16:10.250 because hospitals are just bleeding money during the pandemic 16:10.333 --> 16:12.458 and it's, quote, "the worst investment of all time." 16:12.542 --> 16:14.125 Really selling me on the idea. 16:14.208 --> 16:16.625 Okay, I didn't want to have to go down this route, 16:16.709 --> 16:18.792 but as part owner, I'm kinda your boss. 16:18.875 --> 16:20.917 So I could just order you to buy them. 16:21.000 --> 16:23.959 Okay, but then wouldn't I be your boss and I could just make you buy them back? 16:24.041 --> 16:25.166 -Some friend. -[chuckles] 16:25.250 --> 16:26.291 -Sorry, Jo. -Ah! 16:26.375 --> 16:30.250 It's a no. But I really hope you figure out something fast because... 16:30.333 --> 16:31.500 I got approved to foster. 16:31.583 --> 16:33.458 What? Really? What? 16:33.542 --> 16:35.458 -Why didn't you tell me? -You went first! 16:35.542 --> 16:36.625 -Oh, my God. [squeals] -[laughs] 16:36.709 --> 16:37.709 Thank you! 16:37.792 --> 16:39.208 Okay, I have to tell Luna! 16:39.291 --> 16:40.625 [gasps] 16:43.291 --> 16:46.875 [Amelia] So, the social worker came and looked through our place, 16:46.959 --> 16:50.959 uh, so we can get ready to foster a baby that is never gonna be ours. 16:51.041 --> 16:54.959 And, um, the social worker gave us this to-do list 16:55.041 --> 16:57.542 to get the place ready for a second kid, 16:57.625 --> 17:00.959 and, uh, my boyfriend is just diving right into the project. 17:01.041 --> 17:05.208 And, um, when I reminded him that it was temporary, 17:05.291 --> 17:06.333 he was like... 17:07.125 --> 17:10.208 "Yeah, but we'll need it one day." 17:10.291 --> 17:15.458 Meaning, one day, when we have a second kid of our own. 17:15.542 --> 17:17.375 And it just feels... 17:18.709 --> 17:21.500 It just feels like I don't want what he wants. 17:23.375 --> 17:25.834 And I don't know if that's diseased thinking or... 17:27.375 --> 17:28.875 if it's just me. 17:30.375 --> 17:34.208 Marriage and more kids, um... 17:35.709 --> 17:37.083 I don't want it. 17:37.166 --> 17:39.166 And... [inhales shakily] 17:39.250 --> 17:41.208 I can't tell him. 17:41.291 --> 17:42.750 And I'm mad. 17:43.959 --> 17:45.458 Not at him. He's... 17:46.625 --> 17:48.583 nothing but wonderful, and... 17:48.667 --> 17:50.083 I'm mad at me. 17:52.625 --> 17:56.333 And I know that all of this would be unimaginably worse 17:56.792 --> 18:00.041 and more confusing if I was high, so... 18:01.834 --> 18:03.792 since I can't be sure of anything, 18:05.667 --> 18:07.208 I'm just being sure of that. 18:07.291 --> 18:12.333 ♪ 18:15.625 --> 18:18.291 -Owen? -Happy end of quarantine. 18:19.291 --> 18:21.709 -Maybe we should wait one more day. -Teddy... 18:21.792 --> 18:23.208 I mean, just to be sure. 18:23.291 --> 18:25.291 Listen. The kids are fine. 18:26.125 --> 18:27.375 We're all testing negative, 18:27.458 --> 18:29.041 and there's no patients testing positive. 18:29.125 --> 18:31.875 -Okay. Good. That's-- That's good. -Yeah. 18:31.959 --> 18:33.208 How you feeling? 18:33.291 --> 18:36.750 Got my energy back. And no fever, no cough. 18:36.834 --> 18:39.917 I mean, I did sneeze maybe once. 18:40.000 --> 18:41.959 [laughs] Teddy, come out. 18:42.041 --> 18:43.625 Okay? You're safe. 18:43.709 --> 18:47.834 And Leo made me bring you a very special celebration meal. 18:48.417 --> 18:49.792 -Mac and cheese? -Yep. 18:49.875 --> 18:51.291 In a mug. 18:51.375 --> 18:53.750 He was very adamant about it being in a dinosaur mug. 18:54.333 --> 18:56.208 -I miss them. -Yeah. 18:57.166 --> 18:59.125 [sighing] Okay... 18:59.709 --> 19:01.041 Here we go. 19:04.917 --> 19:06.417 Hey. 19:08.083 --> 19:09.750 You look tired. 19:11.583 --> 19:12.917 You look beautiful. 19:14.250 --> 19:15.291 Owen, I just-- 19:15.375 --> 19:20.834 ♪ 19:21.542 --> 19:24.709 -Wow. -Two weeks is a really long time. 19:27.709 --> 19:30.792 Schmitt, look at all this fibrosis and scar tissue. 19:30.875 --> 19:32.291 I can't believe it's this bad. 19:33.709 --> 19:34.875 Culture tube. 19:39.041 --> 19:40.166 Dr. Grey? 19:40.709 --> 19:42.083 Is everything okay? 19:43.291 --> 19:45.750 [inhales sharply] Saline flush. 19:45.834 --> 19:48.291 -And someone get me a wheelchair. -Okay. 19:49.583 --> 19:50.417 What's going on? 19:50.500 --> 19:52.625 Phew. I'm dizzy. 19:52.709 --> 19:56.125 My breath is shallow. My heart rate has gotta be in the 100s. 19:56.208 --> 19:57.875 Should we page Chief Bailey? 19:59.959 --> 20:01.250 I'm coming in. 20:01.333 --> 20:05.875 ♪ 20:10.959 --> 20:13.166 We maxed Gerlie out on the vent in the middle of the night. 20:13.250 --> 20:14.667 She still wasn't saturating well. 20:14.750 --> 20:17.000 Then about an hour ago, she coded for the second time. 20:17.083 --> 20:19.166 Why didn't you call me when she coded the first time? 20:19.250 --> 20:20.458 It's Christmas Eve! 20:20.542 --> 20:22.041 I thought you'd be with your kids, or, you know, 20:22.125 --> 20:24.041 -wrapping presents, baking cookies-- -Stop talking. 20:24.125 --> 20:25.458 You put her on ECMO? 20:25.542 --> 20:28.125 She's young, I saw no other comorbidities in her chart, 20:28.208 --> 20:31.625 and I've seen patients walk out of here weeks later after being on it. 20:31.709 --> 20:33.166 I'm sorry, I know that Gerlie is your patient, 20:33.250 --> 20:34.250 but it was an active code. 20:34.333 --> 20:36.083 No, it's okay. It was the right call. 20:36.166 --> 20:37.917 All right. Uh, I'll see you tomorrow? 20:38.000 --> 20:40.000 Yes, of course. Merry Christmas, Altman. 20:40.083 --> 20:40.959 Merry Christmas. 20:42.166 --> 20:45.208 -[bells jingling] -Merry Christmas! 20:45.291 --> 20:49.166 These guys will keep you company and play you music 20:49.250 --> 20:51.667 and stimulate your extraocular muscles. 20:52.583 --> 20:54.583 -Jo. -[gasps] Yeah? 20:56.041 --> 20:57.166 What do you think? 20:57.250 --> 20:59.500 I thought it was pretty clear we were just doing the baby thing. 20:59.583 --> 21:02.208 That would be funny if I wasn't worried Amelia was gonna say it. 21:02.291 --> 21:03.458 Wait, you guys haven't talked about marriage 21:03.542 --> 21:05.834 since she said she didn't want to get married? 21:05.917 --> 21:08.667 She also said that she didn't not want to get married. 21:08.750 --> 21:10.333 She just didn't want it to feel compulsory, 21:10.417 --> 21:11.709 and I've been planning this for weeks. 21:12.417 --> 21:14.417 [sighs] It's too small, right? 21:14.917 --> 21:17.166 [gasps] You got another diamond ring? 21:17.250 --> 21:19.166 I'm not stupid. I got a sapphire, too. 21:19.250 --> 21:20.291 Okay, stop. This is getting weird. 21:20.375 --> 21:22.583 -I need your advice! -Okay, I-- 21:22.667 --> 21:26.083 I am your best friend, not hers, so I'm not sure which one she'd like. 21:26.166 --> 21:29.041 Um, you know, she's-- They're all so beautiful. 21:29.125 --> 21:30.542 She's gonna love whatever you pick. 21:30.625 --> 21:31.500 Should I have gotten a fourth? 21:31.583 --> 21:34.959 Okay, you're literally holding the value of three of my lofts in your hand. 21:35.667 --> 21:37.250 Here goes nothing. Wish me luck. 21:37.333 --> 21:39.583 Good luck. And merry Christmas! 21:41.500 --> 21:42.417 [door closes] 21:44.834 --> 21:47.333 [door opens, closes] 21:50.792 --> 21:52.917 -Holidays are hard. -Huh? 21:53.291 --> 21:55.208 For me, anyway. 21:55.291 --> 21:57.250 It's when I miss Abigail the most, you know. 21:57.333 --> 21:59.083 Oh. Yeah. Joy to the world. 21:59.166 --> 22:00.792 I was just hoping that dying patients 22:00.875 --> 22:04.208 who've recovered from COVID were eligible for lung transplants. 22:04.291 --> 22:05.750 What a world that would be. 22:05.834 --> 22:07.250 Got you a present. 22:07.333 --> 22:08.542 Might help. 22:08.625 --> 22:10.125 A present? 22:12.166 --> 22:14.250 It's open and half-empty. 22:14.333 --> 22:15.458 Short notice. 22:16.959 --> 22:21.166 Unless you'd rather pass out again to get out of this... 22:27.583 --> 22:29.041 Sláinte. 22:29.583 --> 22:30.917 Whatever you said. 22:31.750 --> 22:33.834 ♪ Paper and ribbon ♪ 22:33.917 --> 22:35.875 ♪ Candles glow in window panes ♪ 22:35.959 --> 22:37.709 Bailey, wait your turn. 22:37.792 --> 22:41.041 [Amelia] Okay, Leo, this one is from Auntie Amelia. 22:41.125 --> 22:42.250 And Uncle Link. 22:42.333 --> 22:45.083 Uh, no, this one is just from Auntie Amelia. 22:45.166 --> 22:46.959 -Whoa! -It's a brain! 22:47.083 --> 22:50.500 -Yay! -It's educational and fun. 22:50.583 --> 22:54.083 Yep, that one is definitely just from Aunt Amelia. 22:54.166 --> 22:56.667 Now, uh, I've got one for you, Amelia. 22:56.750 --> 22:58.041 Whoa, look. It's snowing. 22:58.834 --> 23:00.041 -Snowing! -It's snowing? 23:00.125 --> 23:01.417 What? What? 23:01.500 --> 23:02.875 Why is it snowing only in the backyard? 23:02.959 --> 23:05.250 [Owen] That's weird. Let's go see what's up. Come on. Let's go. 23:05.792 --> 23:09.875 ♪ Sending cards to loved ones We never get to see ♪ 23:09.959 --> 23:11.041 Look at this! 23:11.792 --> 23:16.333 Why is it snowing outside my bedroom? 23:16.417 --> 23:18.375 What's happening? 23:18.458 --> 23:20.750 Look at this! Do you believe this? 23:20.834 --> 23:23.041 You got me snow for Christmas. 23:23.125 --> 23:24.125 [chuckles] 23:24.208 --> 23:26.208 It's snowing! 23:26.291 --> 23:28.208 -[gasps] Oh, my God. -[gasps] 23:28.291 --> 23:29.709 -Oh, come on, man. -Oh, my God. 23:29.792 --> 23:32.083 Theodora Grace Altman... 23:32.166 --> 23:34.208 Now, this is not the first time I've asked you this. 23:35.291 --> 23:38.250 And we've hurt each other, I know, 23:38.333 --> 23:40.250 but we have forgiven each other. 23:40.333 --> 23:42.083 We may not make sense to the rest of the world, 23:42.166 --> 23:44.083 but we make sense to us. 23:44.166 --> 23:46.458 So I am asking you, in front of everyone-- 23:46.542 --> 23:48.041 -Including your ex-wife. -[laughter] 23:48.709 --> 23:52.625 Would you please continue to make me the happiest man alive? 23:52.709 --> 23:53.709 Yes. Yes. 23:53.792 --> 23:57.458 -Yay! -Oh, my God! Wow! 23:57.542 --> 23:59.709 -Whee! -[gasps] 23:59.792 --> 24:02.208 Yes, yes, yes. 24:03.125 --> 24:07.542 ♪ Paper and ribbon seem to be everywhere ♪ 24:14.667 --> 24:15.917 ♪ 24:16.000 --> 24:17.083 ♪ Hey! ♪ 24:17.166 --> 24:18.583 [vocalizing] 24:18.667 --> 24:23.834 ♪ 24:25.500 --> 24:26.458 ♪ Hey! ♪ 24:26.542 --> 24:28.750 [vocalizing] 24:28.834 --> 24:29.917 ♪ Hey! ♪ 24:30.000 --> 24:33.667 ♪ When you're looking up at the sky ♪ 24:33.750 --> 24:37.667 ♪ I will always be where you are ♪ 24:37.834 --> 24:42.333 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, our love carries on ♪ 24:42.417 --> 24:46.500 ♪ So go, go, go back where you belong ♪ 24:46.583 --> 24:50.458 [vocalizing] 24:50.542 --> 24:54.166 ♪ When you're looking up at the sky ♪ 24:54.250 --> 24:57.959 ♪ I will always be where you are ♪ 24:58.917 --> 25:01.125 Well, Hunt says that the whole staff 25:01.208 --> 25:03.834 should have their first dose by the end of the day. 25:03.917 --> 25:05.500 -I love needles. -[laughs] 25:07.583 --> 25:08.542 [chuckles] 25:08.625 --> 25:10.750 ♪ Back where you belong ♪ 25:12.417 --> 25:14.333 ♪ Back where you belong ♪ 25:14.417 --> 25:15.375 Yes, yes. 25:16.000 --> 25:17.083 [Meredith] Hi. 25:17.166 --> 25:20.750 We need to put Gerlie on the list for a double lung transplant. 25:20.834 --> 25:22.583 [scoffs] Grey, I am in my joy. 25:22.667 --> 25:26.583 Do not take me out of my joy to remind me of something we shouldn't do. 25:26.667 --> 25:27.834 She can handle it. 25:27.917 --> 25:30.166 Her hemoglobin has been stable for weeks now, 25:30.250 --> 25:31.959 but her lungs are not improving. 25:32.041 --> 25:34.959 If this is the part where you remind me of her cousins 25:35.041 --> 25:40.333 or how she rescues puppies or buys groceries for old folks 25:40.417 --> 25:43.125 or sends half of her paycheck to her family in Manila 25:43.208 --> 25:44.792 and deserves to live, I-- 25:44.875 --> 25:46.291 I know who she is, right? 25:46.375 --> 25:49.417 The work she does, the lives she's saved. 25:49.500 --> 25:51.875 I-I know what she deserves. 25:51.959 --> 25:54.375 But Gerlie recovered from COVID. 25:54.458 --> 25:56.417 Hey, she might recover from this. 25:56.500 --> 25:58.875 So, why risk putting her through 25:58.959 --> 26:02.542 a potentially unnecessary and dangerous surgery? 26:02.625 --> 26:04.709 So, we're just supposed to wait and hope she lives? 26:04.792 --> 26:06.875 Or try other treatments. 26:06.959 --> 26:09.208 What if we wait too long and she develops sepsis 26:09.291 --> 26:10.709 and is too sick for a transplant? 26:10.792 --> 26:12.375 We're not there yet. 26:13.500 --> 26:14.834 [sniffs] You took my joy. 26:14.917 --> 26:16.500 You took mine. 26:19.125 --> 26:20.709 [sighs] There you go. 26:21.792 --> 26:23.709 Oh, thank you. 26:23.792 --> 26:25.959 You are welcome. 26:26.291 --> 26:28.125 [sighs] So, uh... 26:28.792 --> 26:31.458 You didn't, uh-- didn't share today, huh? 26:31.959 --> 26:34.709 Have you gotten some clarity with things at home? 26:34.792 --> 26:36.208 Nope. 26:36.291 --> 26:41.041 Just tired of talking myself in circles on a subject with no answer. 26:41.125 --> 26:43.834 Well, it doesn't have to work. You know that, right? 26:44.792 --> 26:45.875 Me and Link? 26:45.959 --> 26:47.625 You and anyone. 26:47.709 --> 26:50.291 You have a child, you'll always have a connection. 26:50.375 --> 26:55.792 And I'm sure you love each other, so... but it doesn't have to work. 26:57.834 --> 27:01.083 It really sounds like you're telling me to leave him. 27:01.166 --> 27:03.583 But that also doesn't sound like something you'd ever say. 27:03.667 --> 27:05.834 I'm definitely not telling you that. 27:07.208 --> 27:09.750 You know, something I've noticed in recovery-- 27:09.834 --> 27:11.875 you know we-- we get it in our heads 27:11.959 --> 27:16.583 that the addiction is the only reason our lives were a mess. 27:16.667 --> 27:20.875 So we think, "Well, I'm-- I'm sober. It should be working." 27:21.166 --> 27:23.250 And that's not always the case. 27:23.333 --> 27:26.375 And I'm not saying that either one of you are doing anything wrong. 27:26.792 --> 27:30.750 But you're allowed to want what you want. 27:32.750 --> 27:34.959 Even if it's not what he wants. 27:36.583 --> 27:37.583 Ah. 27:37.667 --> 27:39.083 Anyway, that's my two cents. 27:39.709 --> 27:40.959 [sighs] 27:41.041 --> 27:43.083 That's like a billion cents. 27:44.375 --> 27:48.333 Eh, it's some advice I wish I'd have been able to take in my life. 27:49.208 --> 27:50.875 Giving yourself permission 27:51.709 --> 27:53.291 for it not to work... 27:54.875 --> 27:56.917 might give you peace of mind to stay. 27:57.000 --> 28:02.166 ♪ 28:02.542 --> 28:04.208 [Jo] Thank you. Thank-- [sighs] 28:04.291 --> 28:07.875 Thank you so much, Anne. This-- This means the world to me. 28:08.875 --> 28:10.875 Okay. All right, bye. 28:11.542 --> 28:14.000 -[sighs] -Sounds like good news. 28:14.875 --> 28:19.291 Luna's lawyer is a shark. I am definitely getting custody. 28:20.917 --> 28:23.333 Oh, congratulations, Wilson. 28:23.417 --> 28:27.250 Oh, I'm so thrilled for you and Luna. 28:27.333 --> 28:29.417 Hey, if you need a character reference or whatever, 28:29.500 --> 28:30.667 -just let me know. -Thank you. 28:30.750 --> 28:32.083 All right. 28:34.417 --> 28:37.417 She is expensive, though. 28:37.500 --> 28:39.250 Is this you asking me for a raise? 28:39.333 --> 28:44.500 No, this is me telling you that I sold my shares of the hospital. 28:45.333 --> 28:49.166 And you're...wincing? What, bad price? 28:49.250 --> 28:51.834 Maybe I should just let the person who bought them tell you. 28:51.917 --> 28:53.000 Hmm? 28:53.083 --> 28:54.333 [line ringing] 28:54.417 --> 28:56.166 [Koracick] Miranda! Did you hear the good news? 28:56.250 --> 28:57.542 Wilson. You didn't. 28:57.625 --> 29:00.041 You know, it's easy to push for change when you don't feel the consequences. 29:00.125 --> 29:01.333 I wanted some skin in the game. 29:01.417 --> 29:03.208 I offered you a character reference! 29:03.291 --> 29:04.417 You won't even know I'm here. 29:04.500 --> 29:08.291 Aside from board meetings, expense reports, weekly progress reports. 29:08.375 --> 29:09.667 Okay, talk to you later, Tom. 29:09.750 --> 29:10.959 -Wait, I-- -[cellphone beeps] 29:11.041 --> 29:12.291 [sighs] 29:12.375 --> 29:14.041 Should I...? 29:14.125 --> 29:15.417 Yeah, I should just... 29:16.125 --> 29:18.333 Thanks again. Thank you. 29:19.917 --> 29:21.834 -[scoffs] -[cellphone vibrates] 29:21.917 --> 29:23.083 Wha--? 29:23.166 --> 29:25.917 Gerlie has shown no improvement since going on ECMO. 29:26.000 --> 29:29.375 Oh, she's alive. That's an improvement. So, treatment options. 29:29.458 --> 29:30.667 Double lung transplant. 29:30.750 --> 29:33.250 Yes, but since she could suffer additional bleeding 29:33.333 --> 29:35.625 or sudden death, that is not an option. 29:35.709 --> 29:37.041 But it could be. If you made it one. 29:37.125 --> 29:38.542 Thank you, Helm. Who else? 29:38.625 --> 29:40.208 Uh... Ortiz. 29:40.291 --> 29:42.834 So, at first, I considered monoclonal antibodies. 29:42.917 --> 29:44.375 -Mm-hmm. -But then it hit me-- 29:44.458 --> 29:46.667 double lung transplant makes the most sense. 29:46.750 --> 29:50.125 Anyone have any suggestions other than double lung transplant? 29:50.834 --> 29:51.875 Thank you. Perez? 29:51.959 --> 29:53.583 Uh, we transplant her right lung, 29:53.667 --> 29:56.125 and...also her left. 29:57.750 --> 29:59.667 We could also try a double lung transplant. 29:59.750 --> 30:00.709 I'm sorry. 30:00.792 --> 30:02.917 Dr. Grey said we literally couldn't stop pitching it. 30:03.000 --> 30:04.166 [Bailey] Thank you, Schmitt. 30:04.250 --> 30:07.083 This was in no way obvious. Move. 30:09.291 --> 30:10.875 Just tell me before you do it. 30:10.959 --> 30:12.125 I'm already done. 30:12.792 --> 30:16.166 So, just ice it and drink plenty of fluids, okay? 30:16.250 --> 30:18.166 Oh, thank you, my boy. 30:18.250 --> 30:20.000 You're sure I didn't steal it from someone? 30:20.083 --> 30:21.417 [laughs] It was extra. 30:21.500 --> 30:24.417 I actually called our entire waiting list before I called you. 30:24.500 --> 30:27.250 If you hadn't gotten here when you did, I would have had to throw it in the trash, 30:27.333 --> 30:28.208 which feels like a sin. 30:28.291 --> 30:31.041 The more people that get this, the safer we'll all be. 30:31.125 --> 30:33.834 And how long 'til I can hug you without a mask? 30:33.917 --> 30:36.667 [chuckles] Two weeks after your second shot, so soon. 30:36.792 --> 30:37.875 Did I miss it? 30:37.959 --> 30:39.458 Oh, I missed it. 30:39.542 --> 30:41.375 You can give me my second shot, dear. 30:41.458 --> 30:43.166 [chuckles] 30:43.250 --> 30:44.250 [sighs] 30:44.917 --> 30:47.500 [car horns honking] 30:47.583 --> 30:51.333 Okay, not only did you take my joy, 30:51.417 --> 30:56.000 I now have an army of interns trying to do your dirty work. 30:56.917 --> 30:59.250 Double lung transplant is her best option. 30:59.333 --> 31:02.542 You are supposed to be teaching them, Grey. 31:02.625 --> 31:03.750 This is me teaching them. 31:03.834 --> 31:06.041 We have to stop thinking about COVID 31:06.125 --> 31:08.458 in terms of who survives and who doesn't. 31:08.542 --> 31:11.667 There are millions of people who are going to be suffering 31:11.750 --> 31:13.834 from the aftereffects of COVID, 31:13.917 --> 31:18.291 and we need to advocate for them as hard as we advocate for everybody else. 31:18.375 --> 31:22.083 It is risky, but it is also her best shot. 31:22.166 --> 31:24.750 So, you teaching them is just... 31:24.834 --> 31:26.750 you breeding an army of little yous? 31:26.834 --> 31:28.291 No respect for legacy? 31:28.375 --> 31:31.542 Richard Webber made you. He made me. 31:31.625 --> 31:33.291 And he's going to die someday. 31:33.375 --> 31:37.125 And one day, you're going to die, and one day, I'm going to die. 31:37.208 --> 31:39.417 And if this year has taught us anything, 31:39.500 --> 31:42.458 it's that that may happen a lot sooner than any of us want. 31:42.542 --> 31:43.917 So I'm not going to waste any time 31:44.000 --> 31:47.083 teaching anything other than what matters most. 31:47.166 --> 31:50.250 And Bailey, you know if this was me or your mother, 31:50.333 --> 31:52.750 you would be screaming from the rooftops. 31:52.834 --> 31:54.917 -[scoffs] -You know that, right? 31:55.000 --> 31:55.917 [laughs] 31:56.000 --> 31:57.750 Just please call UNOS. 31:57.834 --> 31:59.417 [sighing] Okay. 31:59.500 --> 32:01.917 You can make changes 32:02.000 --> 32:04.583 and still honor 32:04.667 --> 32:06.750 what made you. 32:06.834 --> 32:08.083 I don't know what that means. 32:08.166 --> 32:09.375 It means I'm gonna make the damn call, 32:09.458 --> 32:11.792 but you're starting back Grand Rounds. 32:11.875 --> 32:13.333 Or you're fired. 32:19.333 --> 32:25.208 ♪ 32:26.208 --> 32:28.208 [seagulls crying] 32:29.917 --> 32:32.000 [Zola] Mom! 32:32.083 --> 32:37.333 ♪ 32:39.667 --> 32:45.583 ♪ 32:47.166 --> 32:53.083 ♪ 32:54.750 --> 32:56.500 ♪ Talk ♪ 32:56.583 --> 33:00.333 ♪ Let's have conversations in the dark ♪ 33:00.417 --> 33:04.709 ♪ World is sleeping, I'm awake with you ♪ 33:05.750 --> 33:09.083 ♪ With you ♪ 33:09.583 --> 33:11.500 ♪ Watch ♪ 33:11.583 --> 33:15.000 ♪ Movies that we both already seen ♪ 33:15.458 --> 33:20.375 ♪ I ain't even looking at the screen It's true ♪ 33:20.458 --> 33:24.041 ♪ I got my eyes on you ♪ 33:24.125 --> 33:27.458 ♪ And you say that you're not worthy ♪ 33:28.125 --> 33:31.709 ♪ You get hung up on your flaws ♪ 33:31.792 --> 33:34.917 ♪ Well, in my eyes, you are perfect ♪ 33:35.625 --> 33:38.208 ♪ As you are ♪ 33:40.291 --> 33:43.667 ♪ I will never try to change you Change you ♪ 33:44.291 --> 33:47.875 ♪ I will always want the same you Same you ♪ 33:47.959 --> 33:50.333 ♪ Swear on everything I pray to ♪ 33:51.125 --> 33:55.583 ♪ That I won't break your heart ♪ 33:55.667 --> 33:59.417 ♪ I'll be there when you get lonely Lonely ♪ 33:59.500 --> 34:01.083 ♪ Keep the secrets that you told me Told me ♪ 34:01.166 --> 34:03.125 [Richard] Can everyone take their seats, please? 34:03.208 --> 34:04.125 Thank you. 34:04.208 --> 34:06.125 ♪ Your love is all you owe me ♪ 34:06.208 --> 34:07.792 ♪ And I won't break your heart ♪ 34:07.875 --> 34:12.083 It is my absolute pleasure to be gathered with you today. 34:13.792 --> 34:17.125 ♪ On Sunday mornings We sleep in 'til noon ♪ 34:17.208 --> 34:19.417 To love and to cherish. 34:19.500 --> 34:24.000 ♪ Well, I can sleep forever next to you ♪ 34:24.667 --> 34:25.917 ♪ Next to you ♪ 34:26.000 --> 34:27.625 In sickness and in health. 34:28.583 --> 34:31.500 ♪ And we, we got places we both gotta be ♪ 34:31.583 --> 34:36.000 [Richard] In Scripture, a young person about to embark on married life says 34:36.083 --> 34:39.834 "I have found the one whom my soul loves." 34:41.166 --> 34:44.750 Maggie, Winston, this is our prayer for you, 34:44.834 --> 34:49.125 that you may love one another with your entire souls. 34:51.000 --> 34:54.875 ♪ But in my eyes, you are perfect ♪ 34:54.959 --> 34:56.709 ♪ As you are ♪ 34:56.792 --> 34:57.875 ♪ As you are ♪ 34:57.959 --> 35:01.750 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 35:03.041 --> 35:04.875 -Go on, kiss her. -[laughter] 35:04.959 --> 35:07.000 ♪ I will always want the same you Same you ♪ 35:07.083 --> 35:10.458 -[cheers and applause] -♪ Swear on everything I pray to ♪ 35:10.542 --> 35:15.125 ♪ That I won't break your heart ♪ 35:15.208 --> 35:17.959 ♪ I'll be there when you get lonely Lonely ♪ 35:18.917 --> 35:21.667 ♪ Keep the secrets that you told me Told me ♪ 35:21.750 --> 35:23.166 [Winston] Let's jump that broom. 35:23.250 --> 35:25.333 ♪ And your love is all you owe me ♪ 35:25.417 --> 35:26.917 1, 2, 3! 35:27.000 --> 35:29.583 ♪ I won't break your heart ♪ 35:29.667 --> 35:32.291 [cheers and applause] 35:34.417 --> 35:36.667 [Richard] All right, now, everyone, um, 35:36.750 --> 35:39.083 these two have to stick around to take some pictures. 35:39.166 --> 35:43.417 Would the rest of you be so kind as to head to the reception area? 35:43.500 --> 35:46.041 ♪ I won't break your heart ♪ 35:47.583 --> 35:48.834 Excuse me. 35:48.917 --> 35:52.041 Hey, so they found a donor for Gerlie. We have to go. 35:52.125 --> 35:54.792 What-- Oh, my God. I'm sorry we have to leave you like this. 35:54.875 --> 35:56.458 -Yeah. -Okay. 35:56.542 --> 35:59.500 So, can you please tell Maggie what happened? 35:59.583 --> 36:01.041 -Mm-hmm. -And can you watch the kids? 36:01.125 --> 36:02.375 -Of course. Yeah. Go, go, go. -Okay. All right. 36:02.458 --> 36:03.917 -Thanks. -Okay. 36:04.917 --> 36:05.917 [sighs] 36:06.000 --> 36:08.041 You better give me a good price. 36:08.125 --> 36:10.875 The economy is trash. You're lucky I'm even looking. 36:10.959 --> 36:12.792 [Avery] Yeah, well, now that you actually have some money, 36:12.875 --> 36:15.625 maybe you'll, uh, figure out how it works. 36:15.709 --> 36:18.208 [laughs] I really hope you get a new joke. 36:18.291 --> 36:19.750 All right. I gotta get back to work. 36:19.834 --> 36:21.375 Welcome home, Jo. 36:22.458 --> 36:24.625 -[beeps] -[sighs] 36:24.709 --> 36:26.041 Welcome home. 36:27.625 --> 36:29.375 Welcome home, Luna. 36:29.458 --> 36:31.375 [Luna cooing] 36:31.458 --> 36:36.709 ♪ 36:37.458 --> 36:39.709 -I had a village. -[Teddy] What? 36:39.792 --> 36:43.917 I have a village of people in my life who wanted me to recover, 36:44.000 --> 36:46.000 pulling for me at every complication. 36:46.083 --> 36:47.375 I could literally hear them. 36:47.917 --> 36:49.333 And it helped. 36:49.417 --> 36:52.917 And Gerlie's people can't be here, so we're her village. 36:53.417 --> 36:55.083 We're her village. 36:56.250 --> 36:58.500 [Meredith] Stay with us, Gerlie. We got you. 36:59.917 --> 37:01.500 Scalpel, Bokhee. 37:01.583 --> 37:05.750 ♪ I don't fear ♪ 37:07.583 --> 37:11.250 ♪ 'Cause it won't be long now ♪ 37:11.333 --> 37:14.208 ♪ 'Cause it won't be long ♪ 37:14.291 --> 37:19.250 ♪ 'Til we're out of here ♪ 37:19.333 --> 37:23.750 ♪ 37:23.834 --> 37:26.458 -Ready for the specimen? -I'm ready. 37:30.000 --> 37:35.250 ♪ I'm gonna take you home ♪ 37:35.333 --> 37:37.208 Ready for the donor lungs. 37:37.291 --> 37:42.625 ♪ I'm gonna take you home ♪ 37:43.834 --> 37:49.709 ♪ I'm gonna take you home ♪ 37:50.375 --> 37:56.291 ♪ 38:00.125 --> 38:01.542 You okay? You need a break? 38:01.625 --> 38:03.208 No, why? Do you? 38:03.250 --> 38:04.750 No. 38:04.834 --> 38:06.375 Bokhee, irrigation, please. 38:06.458 --> 38:11.375 ♪ Home ♪ 38:11.458 --> 38:17.375 ♪ I'm gonna take you home ♪ 38:19.250 --> 38:20.834 [snip echoes] 38:20.917 --> 38:26.291 ♪ 38:26.375 --> 38:31.750 ♪ 38:31.834 --> 38:37.500 ♪ I'm gonna take you home ♪ 38:38.667 --> 38:44.250 ♪ I'm gonna take you home ♪ 38:44.333 --> 38:50.250 ♪ 38:53.041 --> 38:58.875 ♪ 39:01.709 --> 39:07.542 ♪ 39:10.375 --> 39:12.083 Whoo! 39:12.166 --> 39:14.000 ♪ 39:14.083 --> 39:16.000 You've got this. 39:16.083 --> 39:21.333 ♪ 39:21.417 --> 39:22.834 What's going on? 39:24.542 --> 39:28.875 Well, you said you didn't want compulsory, so here we go. 39:34.333 --> 39:37.417 I wasn't sure what style you'd like, so I-I thought you could pick. 39:37.500 --> 39:38.917 Or you can just have all four. 39:39.000 --> 39:39.834 -Link... -Amelia, 39:39.917 --> 39:42.875 I-I know that this last year has been intense. 39:42.959 --> 39:45.750 Everything about us has been intense. It's-- It's kind of our thing. 39:45.834 --> 39:47.417 I don't think it makes sense for us to wait 39:47.500 --> 39:49.667 until life settles down, because knowing us, it won't. 39:49.750 --> 39:53.375 But I do know that no matter what happens, I want to go through it with you. 39:54.917 --> 39:59.917 You...challenge me, you-- you thrill me, 40:00.000 --> 40:03.333 you impress the hell out of me. 40:03.417 --> 40:05.792 There's definitely no one on Earth like you, 40:05.875 --> 40:06.750 so please, 40:07.542 --> 40:10.834 will you do me the honor of marrying me? 40:20.917 --> 40:25.625 ♪ 40:26.917 --> 40:31.500 ♪ 40:32.917 --> 40:35.959 ♪ When the world was ending ♪ 40:36.917 --> 40:39.000 [Meredith] I'm still alive. 40:39.083 --> 40:42.166 ♪ And we talked about the places We'd never been ♪ 40:42.250 --> 40:46.041 People often laugh at that answer, but it's not a joke. 40:46.125 --> 40:52.041 ♪ When the world was ending We'd hold on to the past ♪ 40:52.125 --> 40:53.875 Are you responsible for this? 40:53.959 --> 40:56.125 ♪'Cause it's all we thought That we would ever see ♪ 40:56.208 --> 40:59.542 You do things your way, I'm-a do things mine. 40:59.625 --> 41:02.250 [Meredith] Being alive... it's everything. 41:02.333 --> 41:05.250 ♪ Another day to begin again ♪ 41:05.333 --> 41:08.750 ♪ To begin again, to begin ♪ 41:08.834 --> 41:10.792 Okay, everybody, louder! 41:10.875 --> 41:16.834 ♪ And cry because I'm happy ♪ 41:17.291 --> 41:21.208 ♪ And hold my friends Like long-lost lovers ♪ 41:21.291 --> 41:24.041 [Meredith] Time to celebrate. 41:24.125 --> 41:28.375 ♪ Be kind to me and love each other ♪ 41:28.458 --> 41:30.208 [knock on door] 41:30.291 --> 41:36.166 ♪ The world keeps spinning on ♪ 41:37.667 --> 41:40.041 And yes, time for pain. 41:42.000 --> 41:45.250 -Oh, Link. -♪ When the world was ending ♪ 41:45.333 --> 41:47.041 I'm so sorry. 41:49.250 --> 41:50.834 Do you have someplace I can crash? 41:51.667 --> 41:52.792 Yeah. 41:53.834 --> 41:56.959 ♪ So far from comprehending ♪ 41:57.041 --> 42:00.291 ♪ They'd lift us to the stars ♪ 42:00.375 --> 42:02.291 [Meredith] Time to change. 42:02.375 --> 42:04.125 ♪ Never seen each other from so far away ♪ 42:04.208 --> 42:05.625 To grow. 42:05.709 --> 42:06.792 To love. 42:06.875 --> 42:09.125 ♪ It's all right, it's okay ♪ 42:09.208 --> 42:12.000 ♪ We will get another day ♪ 42:12.083 --> 42:15.667 ♪ To begin again, to begin again ♪ 42:15.750 --> 42:19.000 ♪ To begin again ♪ 42:22.750 --> 42:24.083 Meredith. 42:24.917 --> 42:27.834 Gerlie! How are you feeling? 42:27.917 --> 42:29.750 You're still here? 42:30.917 --> 42:32.291 I'm still here. 42:32.667 --> 42:36.417 ♪ To begin again, to begin again To begin ♪ 42:36.500 --> 42:37.583 ♪ To live ♪ 42:38.166 --> 42:39.709 And time to give. 42:40.667 --> 42:42.500 ♪ And breathe again ♪ 42:43.000 --> 42:46.417 ♪ 42:53.667 --> 42:55.500 [theme music playing] 42:57.583 --> 43:03.542 ♪ 43:04.166 --> 43:10.125 ♪ 43:10.625 --> 43:16.542 ♪ 43:17.125 --> 43:22.792 ♪