WEBVTT 00:06.715 --> 00:08.091 [Meredith] Scientists have published studies 00:08.174 --> 00:09.676 about how the practice of gratitude 00:09.759 --> 00:11.678 improves mental and physical health. 00:12.429 --> 00:14.889 [cellphone vibrates] 00:14.973 --> 00:16.641 [cellphone chimes] 00:16.975 --> 00:18.601 ♪ It's a new day ♪ 00:18.685 --> 00:20.437 -♪ In the best way ♪ -Oh, my. 00:20.520 --> 00:21.855 ♪ Take a picture and we put it in a cool frame ♪ 00:22.313 --> 00:23.648 [Meredith] A daily gratitude practice 00:23.732 --> 00:26.234 reduces depression and increases happiness. 00:26.609 --> 00:28.111 ♪ We can see that ♪ 00:28.236 --> 00:29.988 ♪ We've always been heading towards the right track ♪ 00:30.071 --> 00:31.906 [cellphone vibrates] 00:31.990 --> 00:37.162 ♪ Look at us, look at us, look at us ♪ 00:37.245 --> 00:39.497 ♪ Feeling so elated ♪ 00:39.581 --> 00:44.169 ♪ Look at us, look at us, look at us ♪ 00:44.252 --> 00:46.087 [Meredith] Gratitude enhances empathy, 00:46.171 --> 00:48.798 which helps build positive relationships. 00:48.882 --> 00:51.342 Okay, I entered the latest data, 00:51.426 --> 00:52.761 I updated Hamilton, 00:52.886 --> 00:56.181 and I checked the cells on the columnar injection. 00:56.264 --> 00:59.017 Yeah, I don't think you get how holidays work. 00:59.976 --> 01:02.062 -Name a surgeon who does. -[chuckles] 01:02.145 --> 01:04.314 Look, I'm headed up to the cabin for two whole days, 01:04.397 --> 01:05.774 and it's beautiful up there. 01:05.857 --> 01:09.486 Fireplace, lot of snow, zero dead animals on the wall. 01:09.569 --> 01:12.072 [Meredith] It even lowers blood pressure. 01:12.155 --> 01:13.239 You're very-- 01:14.449 --> 01:16.701 -That's very tempting. -[chuckles] 01:16.785 --> 01:17.952 I need to get home to my kids. 01:18.036 --> 01:19.412 Oh, did you think I was inviting you? 01:19.496 --> 01:21.831 I was trying to talk my way out of inviting myself. 01:21.915 --> 01:22.957 [chuckles] 01:23.041 --> 01:24.834 ♪ We're looking, we're looking ♪ 01:24.918 --> 01:26.127 Thanks for the ride. 01:26.211 --> 01:27.670 I mean, are you sure? There's-- 01:27.754 --> 01:29.506 I mean, the weather's getting bad here. 01:29.589 --> 01:30.465 Happy Thanksgiving. 01:30.548 --> 01:31.633 Happy Thanksgiving. 01:32.801 --> 01:35.095 [Meredith] If giving thanks is so good for you, 01:35.178 --> 01:37.222 why do so many people struggle doing it? 01:37.305 --> 01:38.515 [cellphone chimes] 01:38.598 --> 01:43.353 ♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪ 01:45.105 --> 01:47.524 ♪ There's no one stopping us ♪ 01:47.607 --> 01:50.276 ♪ We're looking, we're looking up ♪ 01:52.362 --> 01:54.072 Maybe this will help keep you awake after your shift. 01:54.155 --> 01:55.615 What's after my shift? 01:55.698 --> 01:58.118 I don't know. Just... me. 01:58.201 --> 02:00.453 Webber chose me to work on Thanksgiving, 02:00.537 --> 02:02.163 which has to be a precursor 02:02.247 --> 02:03.581 to becoming chief resident, right? 02:03.665 --> 02:06.209 I mean, I've been crushing my solo surgeries-- 02:06.626 --> 02:09.087 [woman] Honey! Levi! 02:09.170 --> 02:10.255 Levi Schmitt? 02:10.338 --> 02:12.632 Am I having a stroke? Or is my-- 02:12.715 --> 02:13.675 Mom? 02:13.758 --> 02:14.676 What are you doing here? 02:14.759 --> 02:16.136 Bringing Thanksgiving dinner. 02:16.219 --> 02:17.929 Nico, I brought some for you, too. 02:18.012 --> 02:19.639 Oh, thank you, Mrs. Schmitt. 02:19.722 --> 02:20.640 Mom, I'm working. 02:20.723 --> 02:22.475 I'm literally going down to the ER right now. 02:22.559 --> 02:23.810 I'll wait. 02:23.893 --> 02:25.353 I'll set everything up, 02:25.436 --> 02:27.856 and then you can come up here and eat whenever you're hungry. 02:27.939 --> 02:29.357 I-- [scoffs] 02:29.440 --> 02:31.025 What, you think I'm going to let my son 02:31.109 --> 02:33.027 not eat Thanksgiving dinner? 02:33.111 --> 02:35.905 Go. Save lives. I'll be here. 02:35.989 --> 02:38.449 Okay, I'll-- Okay! 02:38.533 --> 02:40.326 I'm not technically supposed to be working. 02:40.410 --> 02:41.536 -I can hang out with her. -No. 02:41.619 --> 02:43.204 She'll never set you free. 02:43.288 --> 02:45.248 Happy Thanksgiving, Bailey. [chuckles] 02:45.331 --> 02:46.332 Sure. 02:46.416 --> 02:48.376 Oh. I thought you had plans with your family. 02:48.459 --> 02:49.919 I did. 02:50.003 --> 02:53.423 Then Dean Miller's father showed up at the station 02:53.506 --> 02:54.799 and took Pru home with him. 02:55.008 --> 02:55.967 -Mm. -[sighs] 02:56.050 --> 02:57.802 We don't have enough doctors on a regular day, 02:57.886 --> 02:59.220 so I'm working. 02:59.304 --> 03:01.931 Oh, me, too. [chuckles] 03:02.015 --> 03:04.726 You're hoping the stupidity of the human race 03:04.809 --> 03:07.812 on a day filled with alcohol and cooking 03:07.896 --> 03:10.190 will bring you a good, bloody surgery. 03:10.273 --> 03:11.816 It's a tradition, Bailey. 03:11.900 --> 03:13.735 I cut on Thanksgiving. 03:13.818 --> 03:15.445 Just not a turkey. 03:16.946 --> 03:20.241 [woman on P.A.] Dr. Riker to Radiology. Dr. Riker to Radiology. 03:20.325 --> 03:21.201 Hey. 03:22.202 --> 03:23.203 What are you doing here? 03:23.286 --> 03:24.913 I wanted to go and check in on Farouk. 03:24.996 --> 03:26.080 No, no, no, no, no. We had a plan. 03:26.164 --> 03:28.583 We have a plan. I'm staying here with Megan and Farouk 03:28.666 --> 03:30.501 and you are going home to cook Thanksgiving 03:30.585 --> 03:31.836 with your mom and the kids. 03:31.920 --> 03:33.421 B-But my ex-lap just went longer than I thought, 03:33.504 --> 03:36.174 -I took a shower, and now-- -You're not following the plan. 03:36.257 --> 03:37.133 -Hey. -Hey. 03:37.217 --> 03:38.176 Mom's gonna kill you. 03:38.259 --> 03:39.761 Then it'll be a traditional family affair. 03:39.844 --> 03:41.179 Hey. 03:41.262 --> 03:42.597 So, how are the lungs sounding today? 03:42.680 --> 03:44.933 Much better. The wound infection seems to have cleared up. 03:45.016 --> 03:46.351 We'll start weaning him off the drips today. 03:46.434 --> 03:48.728 So I get to go home in two days? 03:48.811 --> 03:49.812 Mnh. 03:49.896 --> 03:50.897 Three days? 03:50.980 --> 03:52.815 We need to give your heart time to adapt, Farouk. 03:52.899 --> 03:54.817 But I've already been here for three weeks. 03:55.610 --> 03:57.070 Can I at least have some pie? 03:57.153 --> 03:58.988 [chuckles] Of course you can. 03:59.072 --> 04:00.657 You know what? If you don't mind, I might even join you. 04:00.740 --> 04:02.408 My kids are down with their aunt in San Diego. 04:02.492 --> 04:04.202 You know what? We should have the entire meal right here. 04:04.327 --> 04:07.080 Picnic in peds until the nurses throw us out. 04:07.163 --> 04:08.206 I'll raid the chemo floor 04:08.289 --> 04:09.457 and see if I can find some board games. 04:09.540 --> 04:12.085 -Bring Monopoly. Dibs on the dog. -[chuckles] 04:12.168 --> 04:13.628 You do understand that you actually have to cook the meal 04:13.711 --> 04:14.921 -to bring it here for us to eat it? -[cellphone chimes] 04:15.004 --> 04:17.340 [Teddy] Okay, your mom is now texting question marks. 04:17.423 --> 04:18.549 You have to go. 04:18.800 --> 04:20.051 Do you-- Do you hear something? 04:20.718 --> 04:21.761 Hey, do you want to see if we can find 04:21.844 --> 04:22.804 the Thanksgiving parade? 04:22.887 --> 04:25.098 -Yes. -Let's do it. Okay. 04:25.181 --> 04:26.391 -There we go. -Okay, now you can go. 04:26.474 --> 04:27.392 -What? I-- -Okay. 04:27.475 --> 04:28.476 -No, I want to see the-- -[Megan] Bye! 04:28.559 --> 04:30.144 [indistinct conversations] 04:30.228 --> 04:32.230 [sighs] 04:34.482 --> 04:35.775 It's still early, sir. 04:35.858 --> 04:37.652 People have just started drinking, 04:37.735 --> 04:39.362 deep fryers haven't exploded yet, 04:39.445 --> 04:42.490 and people have spent more than a year away from each other. 04:42.573 --> 04:44.993 They'll need a little longer to start fighting. 04:45.076 --> 04:46.286 [woman speaking indistinctly over P.A.] 04:46.369 --> 04:48.621 [sighs] You're saying give it time. 04:48.746 --> 04:50.248 They'll come. 04:50.331 --> 04:51.332 [sighs] 04:51.416 --> 04:52.583 My mom did. 04:52.667 --> 04:53.835 [tires screech, horn honking] 04:53.918 --> 04:55.670 -Mine! -Wha-- I-- 04:55.753 --> 04:58.339 [tires screech, brakes squeal] 04:58.423 --> 04:59.674 Ma'am! Ma'am! Ma'am! Ma'am! 04:59.757 --> 05:01.217 -[car door opens] -You can't park there! 05:01.301 --> 05:02.468 I'm sorry. 05:02.552 --> 05:04.178 I only have about an hour before I have to get back 05:04.262 --> 05:06.180 and serve my pecan pie, 'cause if my husband cuts it, 05:06.264 --> 05:08.141 there'll be only four slices for a family of 12, 05:08.224 --> 05:09.434 and I made two. 05:09.517 --> 05:10.852 Here. Southern girl. 05:10.935 --> 05:12.603 I don't go anywhere on Thanksgiving empty-handed. 05:13.187 --> 05:14.147 Homemade crust. 05:14.272 --> 05:15.231 Okay, but you'll still need to move the car-- 05:15.315 --> 05:16.524 -[vomits] - [Levi and Richard] Ohh. 05:16.607 --> 05:19.110 [panting] I'm sorry. 05:19.193 --> 05:21.362 If-- If someone could just check me out really fast 05:21.446 --> 05:23.406 before my kids notice I'm gone. 05:23.489 --> 05:24.991 Ohh. If this is surgical, can I scrub in? 05:25.074 --> 05:28.536 Get a gurney, Schmitt! And move the damn car! 05:40.506 --> 05:43.551 I am exactly like my mother. 05:43.634 --> 05:46.888 I'm in a hotel room, missing the holiday with my family, 05:46.971 --> 05:48.806 and I'm eating stale nuts for dinner. 05:48.890 --> 05:50.808 From what I've heard, Ellis Grey wouldn't have made it home 05:50.892 --> 05:52.560 even if it were blue skies and sunny. 05:52.643 --> 05:53.811 You're not helping. 05:53.895 --> 05:55.480 That's because we're fine. I will cook. 05:55.563 --> 05:56.773 That sounds dangerous. 05:56.856 --> 05:58.107 Hi, Mom. 05:58.191 --> 06:00.276 Hi, Zola. I'm so sorry. 06:00.360 --> 06:02.028 It's okay. You tried to get here. 06:02.111 --> 06:04.238 And Thanksgiving isn't really a holiday we should celebrate. 06:04.322 --> 06:06.115 There's no actual evidence Native Americans 06:06.199 --> 06:07.658 -were even invited to a feast. -Mm-hmm. 06:07.742 --> 06:09.619 I think they cared more about being colonized 06:09.702 --> 06:11.954 and having their land stolen than mashed potatoes. 06:12.038 --> 06:14.290 I'm sorry you're alone and eating peanuts, though. 06:14.374 --> 06:15.291 Love you! 06:15.375 --> 06:16.417 I love you, Zola. 06:16.501 --> 06:18.252 Love you. 06:18.336 --> 06:19.837 [cellphone chimes] 06:19.921 --> 06:20.838 [cellphone thumps lightly] 06:20.922 --> 06:24.008 [wrapper crinkles] 06:24.842 --> 06:26.135 [Link] Hey. 06:26.219 --> 06:27.929 [sighs] 06:28.012 --> 06:29.931 Happy Thanksgiving. 06:30.014 --> 06:31.099 [chuckles] 06:31.182 --> 06:32.475 There's my little turkey. 06:32.558 --> 06:34.268 Hi. [smooches] 06:35.395 --> 06:36.521 Uh... 06:36.604 --> 06:39.440 Meredith is stuck in Minnesota. 06:39.524 --> 06:41.901 Snowstorm, no flights out. 06:41.984 --> 06:44.070 Um, same with Maggie and Winston in Boston. 06:44.153 --> 06:45.321 Climate whiplash. 06:45.405 --> 06:46.697 Oh. So you're... 06:46.781 --> 06:49.784 In charge of four children and Thanksgiving dinner, yeah. 06:49.867 --> 06:51.202 [zipper runs] 06:52.703 --> 06:53.621 Oh, it's fine. 06:53.704 --> 06:54.831 You don't have to change your plans. 06:54.914 --> 06:55.957 My plans? What should I do-- 06:56.040 --> 06:57.708 reschedule my dinner at home alone 06:57.792 --> 06:59.293 or my depressing movie marathon? 07:00.461 --> 07:02.922 You, uh-- You were gonna spend today alone? 07:03.005 --> 07:05.174 Jo, uh, didn't even realize it was Thanksgiving, 07:05.258 --> 07:07.468 so she took a shift, and, uh, 07:07.552 --> 07:10.805 Scout was gonna be here with you, so... 07:10.888 --> 07:12.348 And I do not want to become my parents 07:12.432 --> 07:14.684 and make Scout shuffle between dinner with you 07:14.976 --> 07:17.061 and dessert with me on the holidays, so... 07:20.273 --> 07:22.567 May as well figure out how to do this now. 07:23.860 --> 07:25.361 [chuckles] 07:25.445 --> 07:26.487 You're also terrified 07:26.571 --> 07:27.613 you're gonna ruin the turkey, aren't you? 07:27.697 --> 07:29.907 I followed every instruction in this cookbook, 07:29.991 --> 07:31.617 and it all still feels wrong. 07:31.701 --> 07:32.785 [chuckles] 07:34.912 --> 07:36.372 [sighs] What do we got? 07:36.456 --> 07:40.042 Ashley Wright, 40, G-5, P-4, 31 weeks along, 07:40.126 --> 07:43.004 hypotensive, pulse 138 and thready, 07:43.087 --> 07:45.715 febrile, complains of abdominal pain and nausea, vomiting. 07:45.798 --> 07:47.884 She collapsed outside on arrival. 07:47.967 --> 07:49.594 -Is my baby okay? -We're checking right now. 07:49.677 --> 07:51.304 How long have you been having pain for? 07:51.387 --> 07:53.431 Oh, I don't know. A few days? A week? 07:53.806 --> 07:54.849 Maybe a little more. 07:54.932 --> 07:56.809 Did you see your OB at any time during this? 07:57.143 --> 07:58.561 I've got four kids at home already, 07:58.644 --> 08:00.480 my in-laws are in town on open-ended tickets, 08:00.563 --> 08:02.732 and everyone's always hungry or out of toilet paper 08:02.815 --> 08:04.609 or unable to get on the Wi-Fi. 08:04.692 --> 08:06.444 And I thought it was just heartburn from the pregnancy. 08:06.527 --> 08:09.113 Heartburn can cause pain but shouldn't cause a fever. 08:09.197 --> 08:11.407 Baby is fine. Fetal heart rate is stable. 08:11.657 --> 08:12.742 Still no sign of contractions. 08:12.825 --> 08:16.579 I'm seeing free fluid in the right upper quadrant. 08:16.662 --> 08:18.372 We're gonna have to take a closer look to confirm. 08:18.498 --> 08:20.625 Ashley, I don't want to expose your baby to any radiation 08:20.708 --> 08:22.752 with a CT scan, but we can do an MRI. 08:22.835 --> 08:23.920 -It's safe? -Yes. 08:24.003 --> 08:25.546 Would you like to call anybody? Your husband? 08:25.630 --> 08:26.631 No, no. Not yet. 08:26.714 --> 08:28.174 I don't want to interrupt the meal. 08:28.257 --> 08:29.383 I worked really hard on it. 08:29.467 --> 08:30.593 Okay. 08:33.346 --> 08:36.224 [wind rushing] 08:36.307 --> 08:37.725 [horns honking] 08:40.520 --> 08:42.313 [cellphone rings] 08:42.396 --> 08:43.898 [ringing stops] 08:44.232 --> 08:45.274 -Hey. -[Nick] Hi. 08:45.358 --> 08:47.568 So, I'm driving up to the cabin, and I'm thinking-- 08:47.652 --> 08:49.904 That having Thanksgiving by yourself is still lonely, 08:49.987 --> 08:51.614 even if you pretend it's your idea? 08:51.989 --> 08:54.367 Oh, boy. Someone's gone dark. 08:54.450 --> 08:56.035 They canceled my flight due to weather. 08:56.118 --> 08:58.621 Wow. You should have called me. 08:58.704 --> 09:00.206 I did. It went straight to voicemail. 09:00.289 --> 09:03.376 Yeah, the reception on this highway's pretty bad. 09:03.459 --> 09:04.669 I'm sorry. You okay? 09:04.752 --> 09:05.795 I am. 09:05.878 --> 09:08.130 My children are taking it better than I am. 09:08.214 --> 09:10.258 Well, I got two hours of winding road ahead of me, 09:10.341 --> 09:11.467 if you want to keep me company. 09:11.551 --> 09:12.802 [chuckles, sniffles] 09:12.885 --> 09:14.053 Okay. 09:14.136 --> 09:16.264 [wind rushing] 09:18.182 --> 09:19.600 Well, you're not very good company. 09:19.684 --> 09:21.477 -[laughs] -Okay, I will start, 09:21.561 --> 09:23.437 but before I do, I just have to know, 09:23.521 --> 09:25.523 is there such a thing as too gross? 09:25.606 --> 09:27.817 I cut people open for a living. 09:27.900 --> 09:29.652 Hey, look, everyone's got their thing. 09:29.735 --> 09:30.945 [chuckles] 09:31.028 --> 09:32.947 Okay, okay. 09:33.030 --> 09:35.449 Toes. Toes are off-limits. 09:35.533 --> 09:36.951 Deal. No toes. Okay. 09:37.034 --> 09:39.245 Okay. So my first Thanksgiving as a resident, 09:39.328 --> 09:41.664 I'm working the ER when two drunk brothers come in 09:41.747 --> 09:43.624 after fighting over who's gonna cut the turkey. 09:43.833 --> 09:45.293 And one of them stabbed the other one. 09:45.376 --> 09:47.545 Close. Younger brother tried to grab the knife, 09:47.628 --> 09:49.005 which caused older brother 09:49.088 --> 09:51.257 to completely slice off his index finger. 09:51.340 --> 09:52.383 Of course. 09:52.466 --> 09:53.801 We asked him if they brought the finger in 09:54.093 --> 09:55.219 so we could try re-attaching it, 09:55.303 --> 09:56.846 but they said they couldn't find it. 09:56.929 --> 09:58.639 -Naturally. -So we sewed him up, 09:58.723 --> 10:00.516 we admitted him for observation, 10:00.600 --> 10:01.976 until a few hours later, 10:02.059 --> 10:04.729 younger brother comes right back in with the finger. 10:04.812 --> 10:07.023 Oh, no. Where was it? 10:07.106 --> 10:08.482 -Gravy bowl. -Ugh! 10:08.566 --> 10:11.652 They found it when Grandpa ladled it onto his turkey. 10:11.736 --> 10:12.862 No! 10:12.945 --> 10:15.406 No, no, no. [chuckles] 10:15.489 --> 10:16.699 [telephone ringing in distance] 10:16.782 --> 10:18.075 [Bailey] Trauma one, let's go. 10:18.159 --> 10:19.619 [male patient weakly] Can someone-- 10:19.702 --> 10:21.037 Can someone call my wife? 10:21.120 --> 10:22.079 Her name's Heather. 10:22.163 --> 10:23.039 [Bailey] Okay. 10:23.122 --> 10:24.123 [Owen] What happened? 10:24.206 --> 10:26.292 Bagger at a grocery store. Passed out on the job. 10:26.375 --> 10:28.502 Hypoxic and tachypneic. What-- you know him? 10:28.586 --> 10:29.670 I treated him a couple months ago. 10:29.754 --> 10:31.172 He's a vet. Pulmonary fibrosis. 10:31.255 --> 10:32.173 Noah, can you hear me? 10:32.256 --> 10:33.257 [exhales deeply] 10:33.341 --> 10:35.343 Major Hunt. 10:35.718 --> 10:36.844 I need your help. 10:37.053 --> 10:39.680 [wheezes] Please, I need-- I need help. 10:39.764 --> 10:41.349 It's okay, Soldier. I'm here now, okay? 10:41.432 --> 10:42.433 Let's go. 10:48.648 --> 10:50.650 [Hayes] Ooh, looks like Park Place, Teddy. 10:50.733 --> 10:51.776 [laughter] 10:51.859 --> 10:52.818 Time to pay up. 10:52.902 --> 10:53.986 -[coughing] -I got it. 10:54.070 --> 10:55.738 Here, here, here, here, here. 10:56.697 --> 10:58.491 The graham crackers-- they got stuck in my throat. 10:58.574 --> 10:59.867 I am fine. 11:00.242 --> 11:02.328 And, Teddy, you owe Dr. Hayes money. 11:02.411 --> 11:03.871 Oh, I want to play a different game! 11:03.954 --> 11:04.955 That's just because I'm winning. 11:05.039 --> 11:06.040 No, it's just because you're winning-- 11:06.123 --> 11:07.958 -You forgot the two hotels. -Like that! 11:08.042 --> 11:09.043 [Megan] Still better than playing with Owen. 11:09.126 --> 11:10.711 When he was little and he didn't win, 11:10.795 --> 11:11.712 he would punch the wall. 11:11.796 --> 11:13.089 [Hayes] I'll let you in on a little secret. 11:13.172 --> 11:14.632 Right after my boys' mom died, 11:14.715 --> 11:16.425 we used to make Friday night our weekly games night, 11:16.509 --> 11:19.095 and the winner got to pick next week's pizza toppings. 11:19.178 --> 11:21.806 Now, my boys love Hawaiian. I can't stand fruit on a pizza. 11:21.889 --> 11:22.932 That's disgusting. 11:23.015 --> 11:24.141 It is. It's an abomination. 11:24.517 --> 11:26.435 So I had to develop a pretty good strategy, you know? 11:28.270 --> 11:29.271 What? 11:29.355 --> 11:32.274 I'm sorry, um-- did you say "games" night? 11:32.358 --> 11:33.275 -With an "s"? -Yeah, games night. 11:33.651 --> 11:34.902 You know, when the family gets together 11:34.985 --> 11:36.237 and play a bunch of games? 11:36.320 --> 11:38.114 I know what game night is. Game night. Singular. 11:38.197 --> 11:39.156 We played more than one game. 11:39.240 --> 11:40.282 It's still called game night. 11:40.366 --> 11:41.283 Respectfully disagree. 11:41.367 --> 11:42.910 -[sputters, laughs] -Uh-oh. [chuckles] 11:42.993 --> 11:43.994 [laughter] 11:44.078 --> 11:45.079 [Noah groaning] 11:45.162 --> 11:46.622 Hold on, Noah. I know it hurts, okay? 11:46.997 --> 11:47.873 Do we have the films? 11:48.249 --> 11:49.625 [groaning continues] 11:49.709 --> 11:52.294 [breathing heavily] 11:52.378 --> 11:53.796 Pneumo. He's gonna need a chest tube, 11:53.879 --> 11:55.339 breathing treatment, and steroids. 11:55.423 --> 11:57.425 Noah, I'm here. Danny and I are here. 11:57.508 --> 11:58.426 We came as fast as we could. 11:58.509 --> 12:00.261 No. Hey, Danny shouldn't be here. 12:00.344 --> 12:01.595 Honey, it's okay. 12:01.679 --> 12:02.972 Is he okay? 12:03.055 --> 12:04.265 [Bailey] Um... 12:04.348 --> 12:06.100 His lung collapsed, so we're gonna need to 12:06.183 --> 12:07.268 insert a chest tube. 12:07.351 --> 12:09.478 I'm also gonna run some additional tests 12:09.562 --> 12:10.604 to rule out infection. 12:10.688 --> 12:12.273 [Noah] Danny, I'm sorry. 12:12.356 --> 12:15.943 We'll still make the apple pie, okay? 12:16.026 --> 12:17.278 I got all the ingredients. 12:17.361 --> 12:18.988 [Bailey] We're almost finished with his work-up. 12:19.071 --> 12:21.824 If you want to wait in chairs, we'll come get you. 12:21.907 --> 12:23.284 -[Noah] Yeah. -Okay. 12:24.160 --> 12:26.412 -[breathes deeply] Dr. Hunt? -[Owen] Yeah? 12:27.747 --> 12:29.039 Can you do something for me? 12:29.123 --> 12:30.124 Anything. 12:30.249 --> 12:31.500 Take my kid somewhere. 12:31.625 --> 12:36.338 Take his mind off... all of this, please? 12:36.422 --> 12:38.215 Of course. Of course. 12:41.927 --> 12:42.887 [Richard] How you doin', Ashley? 12:42.970 --> 12:44.597 [Ashley] I'm laying down, and it's quiet. 12:45.014 --> 12:46.807 I don't remember the last time. 12:47.433 --> 12:49.643 My husband and I, we always wanted a big family, 12:49.727 --> 12:53.272 but when three became four and then four became five... 12:53.355 --> 12:55.483 I'm starting to feel like I'm repopulating the Earth. 12:55.566 --> 12:57.026 [Jo] Have you ever considered birth control? 12:57.109 --> 12:59.653 Every time I think about it, I'm pushing a baby out. 12:59.737 --> 13:01.489 Always feels weird asking for it then. 13:01.572 --> 13:02.990 It's more common than you think. 13:03.073 --> 13:04.158 -Ohh! -Ashley? 13:04.241 --> 13:06.744 Oh! The pain just got a lot worse! 13:06.827 --> 13:08.913 Like, a 12 out of one to ten. 13:08.996 --> 13:10.498 -[computer beeps] -Scans are up. 13:10.581 --> 13:13.167 Free fluid and a possible abscess formation 13:13.250 --> 13:14.251 in the right upper quadrant. 13:14.335 --> 13:15.544 It's her appendix. See? 13:15.628 --> 13:17.963 Her uterus has pushed it all the way up to the liver. 13:18.047 --> 13:19.131 -Ashley? -[Ashley] Yeah? 13:19.215 --> 13:21.175 Your appendix most likely perforated 13:21.258 --> 13:22.676 and caused inflammation in your abdomen. 13:22.760 --> 13:23.719 You're gonna need surgery. 13:23.803 --> 13:24.887 My appendix? 13:24.970 --> 13:26.388 Dr. Schmitt is gonna take you up to pre-op. 13:26.472 --> 13:27.640 We'll call your husband on the way. 13:27.723 --> 13:29.058 Okay. 13:30.184 --> 13:31.101 [breathes sharply] 13:33.437 --> 13:34.605 [bell dings] 13:34.688 --> 13:36.190 Ooh, that is my basting timer. 13:36.273 --> 13:37.525 My hands are garlicky. Can you grab that? 13:37.608 --> 13:39.026 Oh, got it. 13:40.694 --> 13:42.029 Okay. 13:42.112 --> 13:43.405 Oh. Sorry. 13:44.949 --> 13:47.034 [sighs] 13:47.117 --> 13:48.369 [oven door shuts] 13:48.452 --> 13:49.495 -What? -Nothing. 13:49.578 --> 13:50.621 Link, what? Is it burning? 13:50.704 --> 13:53.457 No. You'd have to turn on the oven for it to burn. 13:53.541 --> 13:55.543 I didn't turn the oven on?! 13:56.293 --> 13:57.628 From the looks of it, you turned it on, 13:57.711 --> 13:59.088 but then at some point, you turned it back off. 13:59.380 --> 14:00.840 Oh, my God! And it's the middle of the afternoon. 14:00.923 --> 14:02.132 I can't start the turkey now. 14:02.258 --> 14:04.009 It's fine. We'll order Chinese. 14:04.093 --> 14:05.928 The kids are already bummed enough that Meredith isn't here. 14:06.011 --> 14:07.054 They need some normalcy. 14:07.137 --> 14:09.056 Us fumbling in the kitchen was normalcy for them 14:09.139 --> 14:10.474 for months. 14:10.558 --> 14:12.059 Um. 14:12.142 --> 14:15.479 We will serve the traditional Thanksgiving entrée of... 14:15.563 --> 14:16.814 mac and cheese. 14:16.897 --> 14:19.650 With a side of... 14:19.942 --> 14:20.901 Bagel Bites. 14:20.985 --> 14:22.319 And turkey for dessert. 14:23.821 --> 14:25.406 -Thank you. -[chuckles] 14:27.533 --> 14:29.034 [wind rushing] 14:29.118 --> 14:31.704 [chuckles] Yeah. 14:31.787 --> 14:33.247 Nine out of ten Thanksgivings 14:33.330 --> 14:35.916 turn into impromptu interventions for my sister, 14:36.000 --> 14:38.335 which are about as fun as you can imagine. 14:38.419 --> 14:39.837 And Charlotte? 14:39.920 --> 14:42.673 Charlotte learned the idea of Friendsgiving pretty early on. 14:43.424 --> 14:45.092 She saved herself most of the drama, 14:45.175 --> 14:47.261 which is a good thing. 14:47.344 --> 14:48.470 [chuckles] 14:48.554 --> 14:51.056 She's at her roommate's in Wichita right now. 14:51.140 --> 14:54.768 She likes these big, weird, loud, happy families. 14:54.852 --> 14:57.396 It's the only time she gets to experience that. 14:58.522 --> 15:00.149 How close to the cabin are you? 15:00.232 --> 15:01.942 I'm close. 15:02.026 --> 15:03.777 Close enough I can picture the fireplace. 15:04.653 --> 15:06.906 You didn't mention there was a fireplace. 15:06.989 --> 15:08.324 Oh, I did. 15:08.407 --> 15:10.534 You just didn't want to hear it. 15:10.618 --> 15:12.369 I might be regretting that decision. 15:12.453 --> 15:15.122 [chuckles] Yeah, it's pretty special. 15:15.205 --> 15:17.958 There's this sound that comes over the frozen lake, 15:18.042 --> 15:19.543 this cracking noise. 15:20.502 --> 15:21.462 And every so often, 15:21.545 --> 15:24.006 the fire crackles right along with it. 15:24.089 --> 15:25.758 And you're sitting there under your blankets 15:25.841 --> 15:27.384 with a whiskey, 15:27.468 --> 15:29.386 watching the snow dance on the window, 15:31.096 --> 15:32.765 and everything just feels still... 15:33.974 --> 15:34.975 and right. 15:40.064 --> 15:42.691 [knock on door] 15:42.775 --> 15:45.319 Oh, that's... the room service. 15:46.487 --> 15:48.280 Stay right there. Don't move. 15:55.871 --> 15:57.164 [sighs] 15:58.248 --> 15:59.124 Hi. 16:01.001 --> 16:03.170 You said "stay where you are," so... 16:05.798 --> 16:06.757 [chuckling] You turned around? 16:06.840 --> 16:08.592 Yeah. I turned around. 16:11.512 --> 16:12.429 [breathes sharply] 16:12.513 --> 16:14.515 [sighs] Do you want to come in? 16:14.598 --> 16:15.516 Yes. 16:25.818 --> 16:27.987 We'll need to do an open appendectomy 16:28.070 --> 16:29.822 so that we can be sure to wash out 16:29.905 --> 16:31.365 as much of that infection as possible. 16:31.448 --> 16:35.077 I will be in the OR the entire time to monitor the baby. 16:35.202 --> 16:37.037 If we see any signs of trouble, 16:37.121 --> 16:39.164 we may need to do an emergency C-section. 16:39.248 --> 16:41.041 I have to consent for a hysterectomy? 16:41.125 --> 16:43.752 Unfortunately, if there is an abnormal amount of bleeding 16:43.836 --> 16:44.753 during the C-section, 16:45.129 --> 16:47.548 it's possible the safest option is to remove the uterus. 16:47.673 --> 16:49.216 -Because...? -[Richard] If we're at that point, 16:49.466 --> 16:51.385 we're making that decision to save your wife's life. 16:52.219 --> 16:54.596 Ashley... we'll see you in the OR. 16:55.139 --> 16:56.598 Sweetheart, you're gonna be fine. 16:57.391 --> 16:58.517 [breathes sharply] 16:58.600 --> 16:59.852 How many beers have you had? 17:00.811 --> 17:01.729 Two. 17:01.812 --> 17:02.938 Minus half of one I spilled. 17:03.022 --> 17:04.982 Okay. I want to ask Dr. Wilson... 17:05.065 --> 17:07.735 If you have to deliver, will you tie my tubes? 17:07.818 --> 17:08.736 What? 17:08.819 --> 17:10.988 A tubal ligation won't stop the bleeding and-- 17:11.071 --> 17:13.657 No, I'm asking you to. 17:13.741 --> 17:16.827 Please, if you don't have to remove my uterus, 17:16.910 --> 17:18.412 please at least tie my tubes. 17:18.495 --> 17:19.705 [man] Baby... 17:19.788 --> 17:21.999 If we have any more kids, I might die, 17:22.082 --> 17:23.375 and if I die, 17:23.459 --> 17:25.627 I don't know what the heck all of you will do. 17:30.716 --> 17:31.800 -[cellphone rings] -It's just around here, okay? 17:31.884 --> 17:33.260 Hold on. Um, hey. 17:33.343 --> 17:34.762 [Teddy] Hey, when you all come back up here, 17:34.845 --> 17:36.305 can you dress Allison in her pajamas, 17:36.388 --> 17:37.723 just in case she falls asleep? 17:37.806 --> 17:40.309 I mean, bedtime is gonna be all over the place tonight. 17:40.392 --> 17:41.685 -Sure. -Thanks. 17:41.769 --> 17:43.771 [indistinct conversations] 17:43.854 --> 17:45.105 Farouk's in better spirits. 17:45.189 --> 17:47.357 I'm just waiting for his latest labs. Mm. 17:47.441 --> 17:48.692 [woman on P.A.] Dr. Odell to... 17:48.776 --> 17:50.611 Dr. Odell to... 17:50.694 --> 17:52.321 Owen, are-- are you still in the hospital? 17:52.404 --> 17:55.157 Listen, Teddy, um... Noah's back. 17:55.240 --> 17:57.076 Is it bad? 17:57.159 --> 17:58.202 Yeah. 17:59.870 --> 18:01.955 I'll call you later, okay? 18:02.039 --> 18:03.165 Hey, so, um... 18:04.208 --> 18:05.292 do you like video games? 18:05.375 --> 18:06.460 -Yeah. -Okay. 18:06.543 --> 18:07.586 -You do? Okay. -[door opens] 18:09.797 --> 18:11.423 -You wanna play? -Oh, yeah. 18:11.507 --> 18:12.800 You sure? 'Cause I'm good. 18:12.883 --> 18:14.134 -We'll see about that. -[video game character] Let's play! 18:14.218 --> 18:15.761 Okay. Okay, here we go. 18:16.470 --> 18:18.764 So, if you were at home, what would you be doing? 18:20.099 --> 18:21.809 I would have gone grocery shopping, 18:21.892 --> 18:23.811 and then I would be sitting at my kitchen table 18:23.894 --> 18:27.189 -with the kids while my sisters cook. -Mm. 18:27.272 --> 18:29.191 [laughs] Maggie likes to cook, so... 18:29.274 --> 18:32.194 Got it. I like to cook. 18:32.277 --> 18:33.320 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah, I do, 18:33.403 --> 18:35.739 when I can take my time and [breathes deeply]-- 18:35.823 --> 18:36.949 and put on some music, 18:37.032 --> 18:38.992 crack a beer, cook outside on the grill. 18:39.284 --> 18:40.410 When it's not negative 10 degrees? 18:40.536 --> 18:41.703 -[laughs] -Yeah, I mean, yeah. The menu changes 18:41.787 --> 18:43.122 with the weather, that's for sure. 18:43.205 --> 18:45.624 But, I mean, to me, cooking's a bit like surgery. 18:45.707 --> 18:48.502 You have to know knife skills and how to be in the moment. 18:48.585 --> 18:49.628 I'm pretty good at both. 18:50.420 --> 18:51.338 I'm getting better at it. 18:51.421 --> 18:52.422 With your knife skills? 18:52.506 --> 18:54.049 That's good. It's about time. 18:55.217 --> 18:56.552 No, being in the moment. 18:56.635 --> 18:57.511 Right. 18:58.846 --> 19:02.266 I think it was all those months in the hospital. 19:04.518 --> 19:05.686 It's strange, isn't it? 19:06.770 --> 19:07.688 How laying in a bed, 19:07.771 --> 19:09.189 staring up at the fluorescent lights 19:09.273 --> 19:10.649 can just-- phew-- 19:10.732 --> 19:13.026 completely change your thinking. 19:13.110 --> 19:14.403 I mean, when I got out, 19:14.486 --> 19:17.281 Charlotte and surgery, they were my only priorities. 19:19.950 --> 19:22.077 -You're grateful for them. -I am. 19:23.245 --> 19:24.496 And you? 19:24.580 --> 19:25.664 What are you grateful for? 19:26.832 --> 19:28.041 I'm grateful that you're here. 19:28.167 --> 19:30.169 [chuckles] 19:31.295 --> 19:32.421 And this wine, of course. 19:32.504 --> 19:33.630 -I'm grateful for the wine. -Mm. 19:36.884 --> 19:40.137 [Link] Who's ready for Thanksgiving Bagel Bites? 19:40.220 --> 19:42.055 I thought there was a turkey. 19:42.139 --> 19:44.391 There was, but, um... 19:44.474 --> 19:45.684 I pardoned it. 19:45.767 --> 19:46.768 What does "pardon" mean? 19:46.852 --> 19:50.230 It means to forgive, to let go. 19:51.023 --> 19:53.734 Ellie, I pardon you for breaking my Buzz Lightyear. 19:53.817 --> 19:57.112 Aww, now, that's the spirit of Thanksgiving. 19:57.654 --> 19:58.614 What's an AVM? 19:58.697 --> 20:00.908 An arteriovenous malformation. 20:00.991 --> 20:01.825 What does it do? 20:01.950 --> 20:04.036 Well, it's when your arteries and veins 20:04.119 --> 20:06.914 get connected by a tangle of blood vessels, 20:07.039 --> 20:11.084 so it disrupts the normal blood flow and oxygen circulation, 20:11.168 --> 20:12.794 and it can bleed out and cause trouble. 20:13.587 --> 20:14.713 What's sex? 20:16.089 --> 20:17.257 [Zola giggles] 20:20.510 --> 20:21.762 [horns honking] 20:21.845 --> 20:23.722 [Jo] Baby is having variable decels. 20:23.805 --> 20:26.308 Okay, we'll try to go as fast as we can. Suction. 20:26.391 --> 20:27.851 [Levi] Not sure if you're aware, Dr. Webber, 20:28.060 --> 20:29.937 but I've actually performed quite a few appys 20:30.020 --> 20:31.271 -with hardly any supervision. -[suction gurgling] 20:31.438 --> 20:32.940 Oh, you're not gonna take the lead, Schmitt. 20:33.023 --> 20:34.066 Because the patient's pregnant? 20:34.149 --> 20:36.068 No, because I am a man of tradition. 20:36.151 --> 20:37.653 I don't watch surgery on Thanksgiving. 20:37.736 --> 20:38.695 I do it. 20:38.779 --> 20:39.905 Wilson, how about you? 20:40.030 --> 20:41.448 Any Thanksgiving traditions? 20:41.657 --> 20:42.908 -Not exactly. -Oh, come on. 20:43.075 --> 20:45.369 You've had to have something. Clamp. 20:45.452 --> 20:47.079 My childhood was such a trash dump, 20:47.162 --> 20:49.623 I had to write the good things on little scraps of paper 20:49.706 --> 20:51.124 to remind myself they even happened. 20:51.208 --> 20:53.293 Then I would shove them into an old takeout box 20:53.377 --> 20:56.421 and read them on Thanksgiving between sad chicken nuggets. 20:56.505 --> 20:57.464 [alarm beeping] 20:57.547 --> 20:58.966 Damn it, baby's lost variability 20:59.049 --> 21:00.217 and is having prolonged decels. 21:00.300 --> 21:02.052 Heart rate's in the 80s. He's in distress. 21:02.135 --> 21:03.345 What do you want to do? 21:04.304 --> 21:06.515 Let's get him out. Prep for a C-section right now. 21:06.598 --> 21:10.602 [beeping continues] 21:10.686 --> 21:13.230 [slurping] 21:14.731 --> 21:17.985 I hope Owen eventually shows up with some food. 21:18.068 --> 21:19.611 [indistinct conversations in distance] 21:19.695 --> 21:20.988 I thought you hated Thanksgiving. 21:22.239 --> 21:23.115 I do. [slurping] 21:24.157 --> 21:26.827 I didn't have it for 10 years and I never missed it. 21:26.910 --> 21:29.329 I don't like turkey, I hate forced togetherness... 21:29.413 --> 21:30.247 Mm. 21:30.414 --> 21:32.666 ...and the whole thing makes me miss my Dad, so... 21:33.583 --> 21:35.210 But Farouk loves the sides. 21:38.714 --> 21:40.549 I'm avoiding your mother. 21:40.632 --> 21:41.675 Because of Leo? 21:42.926 --> 21:45.262 Yeah, just-- I'm worried how she's gonna react 21:45.345 --> 21:46.471 if he comes out in a dress 21:46.555 --> 21:49.725 or in another one of his princess costumes again. 21:50.267 --> 21:52.394 Are you sure you don't want to be home to intervene? 21:52.477 --> 21:56.023 I love my son so much that I am afraid my intervening 21:56.106 --> 21:58.108 may cost my entire relationship with your mom. 21:58.191 --> 22:00.694 It doesn't matter. He's your son. 22:00.777 --> 22:03.322 You have to fight for him, despite the cost. 22:03.405 --> 22:04.698 [sighs] 22:06.658 --> 22:08.035 Or you can make Owen do it. 22:08.118 --> 22:09.036 Oh. 22:09.119 --> 22:10.996 [both laugh] 22:11.079 --> 22:14.124 [monitor beeping rapidly] 22:14.207 --> 22:15.208 [Teddy] He's in V-fib! 22:16.126 --> 22:17.002 Get a crash cart in here. 22:17.085 --> 22:18.378 Oh, my God, Farouk? Farouk?! 22:18.462 --> 22:19.921 Paddles and epi! 22:20.005 --> 22:21.465 -[Megan] Farouk?! -Page Dr. Hayes, now! 22:21.548 --> 22:23.300 Oh, my God, Teddy. [breathing quickly] 22:25.177 --> 22:27.220 -Come on. Come on. -Teddy, oh, my God! 22:27.304 --> 22:29.222 -Farouk, come on! -Oh, my God! 22:29.306 --> 22:30.432 [Teddy] Come on! 22:43.570 --> 22:45.280 [baby's crying echoes] 22:45.364 --> 22:46.907 ♪ Early in the morning ♪ 22:46.990 --> 22:49.951 ♪ I still get a little bit nervous ♪ 22:50.035 --> 22:51.244 [metallic snip echoes] 22:53.830 --> 22:56.625 ♪ Fighting my anxiety constantly ♪ 22:56.708 --> 22:58.960 ♪ I try to control it ♪ 23:00.337 --> 23:02.255 [baby's crying echoes] 23:02.339 --> 23:04.883 ♪ Even when I know it's been forever ♪ 23:04.966 --> 23:07.594 ♪ I can still feel the spin ♪ 23:10.931 --> 23:12.265 ♪ Don't know if you get it ♪ 23:12.349 --> 23:16.144 ♪ 'Cause I can't express how thankful I am ♪ 23:18.480 --> 23:19.314 [suction gurgling] 23:19.439 --> 23:21.483 ♪ That you were always with me when it hurts ♪ 23:21.566 --> 23:24.152 ♪ I know that you'd understand ♪ 23:27.072 --> 23:33.036 ♪ I don't wanna lose control ♪ 23:35.163 --> 23:36.206 We can't stop this bleeding. 23:36.289 --> 23:38.458 ♪ I don't wanna lose control ♪ 23:38.542 --> 23:40.293 Lap pad. 23:40.377 --> 23:41.336 -[Teddy] Clear! -[thump] 23:41.420 --> 23:42.379 -[flatline] -What the hell happened? 23:42.462 --> 23:43.505 He went into V-fib. 23:43.588 --> 23:45.298 His dilated cardiomyopathy's getting worse. 23:45.382 --> 23:47.634 -Charge to 200! Clear! -[paddles whine, thump] 23:47.801 --> 23:49.136 -[sobs] -[Hayes] Okay. I'll take over. 23:49.219 --> 23:50.303 ♪ Nothing I can do anymore ♪ 23:50.387 --> 23:52.180 We are not stopping. Push epi again! 23:52.264 --> 23:54.224 We are gonna get him back! Alright, let me in. 23:55.350 --> 23:56.476 -Charge to 200! -[paddles whine] 23:56.560 --> 23:57.602 -Clear! -[thump] 23:57.686 --> 23:58.895 ♪ Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest ♪ 23:58.979 --> 24:00.105 We're not gonna get his heart back. 24:00.188 --> 24:01.398 -Yes, we will. -His heart is too damaged. 24:01.481 --> 24:02.399 We are not gonna get it back. 24:02.482 --> 24:03.775 You've been running this code for half an hour. 24:04.067 --> 24:04.985 He's still in V-fib. 24:05.068 --> 24:06.653 Megan, I think our only chance is to put him on ECMO. 24:06.778 --> 24:07.737 [Teddy] I'm continuing CPR. 24:07.821 --> 24:09.156 Listen to me. You are his aunt. 24:09.239 --> 24:10.907 Megan, you are his mother. I am his doctor. 24:10.991 --> 24:13.034 I am telling you this is where we are now. 24:13.118 --> 24:14.828 ♪ Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest ♪ 24:14.911 --> 24:16.621 -Do it. -Prep him for ECMO cannulation. 24:16.705 --> 24:17.706 ♪ I don't want to lose control ♪ 24:17.789 --> 24:19.541 [Teddy] Come on. [sighs] 24:19.624 --> 24:21.126 Come on. 24:21.209 --> 24:22.919 Come on, Farouk. 24:33.680 --> 24:34.931 Oh. Is Levi coming? 24:35.098 --> 24:36.683 Oh, he's still in surgery, ma'am. Oh. 24:36.766 --> 24:38.602 I just thought you shouldn't have to sit by yourself. 24:38.685 --> 24:39.686 It's Thanksgiving. 24:39.769 --> 24:41.521 Oh, that's nice, dear. 24:41.605 --> 24:43.231 But no need to be so formal, Nico. 24:43.315 --> 24:45.108 -You've slept in my basement. -[chuckles] 24:45.192 --> 24:47.736 And with the direction this relationship is headed... 24:48.945 --> 24:51.364 Um, ma'am-- uh, sorry-- Myrna. 24:51.448 --> 24:54.659 [chuckles] Now, is this what I expected? 24:55.285 --> 24:58.538 A husband for my only son instead of a wife? 24:59.080 --> 25:00.040 No. 25:00.123 --> 25:03.251 But it is every Jewish mother's desire 25:03.335 --> 25:05.212 to have their kid be a doctor. 25:05.295 --> 25:07.797 Second best is for them to marry a doctor. 25:07.881 --> 25:09.508 And me? I get both! 25:09.591 --> 25:10.550 I'm sorry. Marry...? 25:10.634 --> 25:12.969 So, will you raise the children Jewish? 25:13.929 --> 25:16.014 -[laughs] The children? -I know it's not my decision, 25:16.097 --> 25:18.600 but my mother's name was Beverly. 25:18.767 --> 25:20.018 She went by Bev. 25:20.101 --> 25:22.854 Bev could work for either a boy or a girl. 25:22.938 --> 25:24.731 It's, uh-- what do they call that? 25:24.814 --> 25:25.899 Androgynous. 25:25.982 --> 25:27.567 Is "Bev" androgynous? 25:27.651 --> 25:29.236 I [sighs]-- I don't know. 25:29.319 --> 25:31.863 Well, it's just something for you to consider. 25:31.947 --> 25:36.034 Now... do you have any genetic markers 25:36.117 --> 25:38.078 that we need to be aware of? 25:38.286 --> 25:43.291 Because Levi's great-grandfather died of colon cancer. 25:44.668 --> 25:45.835 Yeah. 25:46.503 --> 25:47.504 Hmm. 25:51.132 --> 25:53.260 ♪ I'm in the building and I'm feeling good ♪ 25:53.343 --> 25:54.928 [Link] Oh, what do you say, Ellie? What do you say? 25:55.011 --> 25:57.305 Come on, keep going. Keep it going! Keep it going! 25:57.389 --> 25:58.974 Show those moves. Come on! 25:59.057 --> 26:00.600 Oh, yeah. Whoo! 26:00.684 --> 26:01.977 ♪ She off the Richter scale, she had me shook ♪ 26:02.060 --> 26:03.311 Alright, Ellie. What you got? 26:03.395 --> 26:05.272 ♪ Now, I don't wanna come in between ♪ 26:05.355 --> 26:06.815 You got this! You got this! 26:06.898 --> 26:08.441 [laughter] 26:08.525 --> 26:10.986 Alright, Bailey, you're up! What you got, huh? 26:11.069 --> 26:12.445 Keep moving! 26:12.529 --> 26:14.614 Alright. What do you say, Scout, huh? 26:14.698 --> 26:15.865 Gonna break it down. 26:15.949 --> 26:18.618 ♪ Do you want to dance to the music? ♪ 26:18.702 --> 26:21.705 ♪ Do you wanna rock to the beat of the drums? ♪ 26:21.788 --> 26:25.417 ♪ Singin' sweet melodies just for you and me ♪ 26:25.500 --> 26:27.794 -♪ Baby, we should cut a rug ♪ -Ahh. 26:27.877 --> 26:30.630 Alright, come on, guys. What you got? 26:30.714 --> 26:33.675 Old school? Old school? You should be teaching me! 26:33.758 --> 26:36.761 [cheers and applause] 26:37.470 --> 26:38.680 Mm. 26:39.264 --> 26:41.141 Is it weird to eat burgers on Thanksgiving? 26:41.224 --> 26:42.517 [chuckles] You like the burger? 26:42.601 --> 26:43.727 -Yeah. -Then it's not weird. 26:43.810 --> 26:45.145 If you like it, you're happy eating it, 26:45.228 --> 26:46.479 and that makes you thankful. 26:46.563 --> 26:48.523 That's what Thanksgiving's all about. Doesn't matter what you eat. 26:50.775 --> 26:52.861 Is there medicine that can help my dad? 26:53.778 --> 26:54.696 It's complicated. 26:54.779 --> 26:57.115 I know my dad hurts a lot. 26:58.658 --> 27:01.286 He can't play baseball with me anymore, 27:01.369 --> 27:05.498 doesn't cut the grass, and he breathes funny, 27:05.582 --> 27:07.292 like [voice breaking] he can't... 27:07.375 --> 27:09.669 And my mom cries a lot in her closet. 27:15.508 --> 27:18.178 Your dad's really sick, you know? 27:18.261 --> 27:19.679 And that makes it really tough, 27:19.763 --> 27:21.556 especially for you and your mom. 27:25.685 --> 27:27.771 Is my dad gonna die? 27:30.482 --> 27:31.483 Not today. 27:31.566 --> 27:33.735 [voice breaking] I don't want him to hurt anymore. 27:36.696 --> 27:38.490 [sighs] 27:42.619 --> 27:43.870 -Chest tube's in. -[breathes sharply] 27:43.953 --> 27:45.580 Noah's all bandaged up, 27:45.664 --> 27:49.167 and someone from palliative care is in speaking with him now. 27:49.250 --> 27:50.293 [breathing shakily] 27:50.377 --> 27:54.547 Oh. I can also recommend home nursing aides 27:54.631 --> 27:56.383 that can help change the dressing, 27:56.466 --> 27:58.134 -if it's too much. -Mnh. 27:58.218 --> 28:00.303 Uh, no, that's not, um... 28:01.471 --> 28:02.889 I'm okay with that. Okay. 28:02.972 --> 28:04.182 -Okay. -I just-- 28:05.934 --> 28:07.268 I should have never let him take a job. 28:08.269 --> 28:12.899 He was bagging groceries, on his feet for hours at a time, 28:12.982 --> 28:15.694 lifting things. [sighs] 28:15.777 --> 28:19.322 He was in no physical shape to work, but... the bills. 28:19.406 --> 28:21.783 [crying] 28:21.991 --> 28:22.951 He's... 28:24.035 --> 28:26.621 d-d-dying. 28:26.705 --> 28:29.416 [sobbing] Literally drowning in his own breath, 28:29.499 --> 28:30.542 and I'm falling apart in a hallway. 28:30.625 --> 28:32.001 -I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. -No. 28:32.085 --> 28:34.087 No, no, no, no. Come. Come. Come. 28:34.170 --> 28:36.214 [hyperventilating] 28:37.215 --> 28:38.550 [Bailey] Okay. 28:39.926 --> 28:42.512 -Now, fall apart. -What? 28:42.887 --> 28:46.266 Yeah. Cry. Um, scream. Punch the bed. 28:46.349 --> 28:47.600 I-I'd give you something to break, 28:47.684 --> 28:49.310 but I don't have anything on me. 28:49.394 --> 28:52.772 -Yes, your husband is dying. -[crying] 28:52.856 --> 28:56.151 Your son is gonna lose his father, and it's-- 28:56.234 --> 28:59.070 [sighs] it's unfair. 28:59.154 --> 29:02.282 It's devastating, and you deserve to feel that. 29:04.325 --> 29:05.952 -I need to go back in there. -And you will, 29:06.035 --> 29:09.748 but everyone around you gets to fall apart. 29:09.831 --> 29:11.332 Take your turn. 29:11.416 --> 29:14.002 [crying quietly] 29:17.881 --> 29:20.759 [crying intensifies] 29:22.677 --> 29:25.597 [sobbing] 29:41.154 --> 29:42.363 Thank you. 29:46.701 --> 29:47.660 [sighs] 29:53.750 --> 29:54.626 Uh... 29:56.377 --> 29:58.171 You said "were." 29:58.254 --> 29:59.839 What do you mean? 29:59.923 --> 30:02.050 You said Charlotte and surgery... 30:02.133 --> 30:03.343 Yeah? 30:03.426 --> 30:04.928 ...were your priorities. 30:05.011 --> 30:07.430 [breathes deeply] 30:07.514 --> 30:08.389 Right. 30:11.100 --> 30:12.477 I mean, priorities can change. 30:13.603 --> 30:16.940 ♪ Oooh, hoo, ooh ♪ 30:17.023 --> 30:20.693 ♪ Oooh, hoo ♪ 30:20.777 --> 30:24.072 ♪ Oooh, hoo, ooh ♪ 30:24.155 --> 30:26.199 ♪ Ooh, hoo ♪ 30:27.617 --> 30:31.871 ♪ You know I love your wounded heart ♪ 30:31.955 --> 30:35.083 ♪ With all those scars ♪ 30:35.166 --> 30:39.212 ♪ Where you were torn apart ♪ 30:39.295 --> 30:42.257 ♪ Torn apart ♪ 30:42.340 --> 30:45.718 ♪ When those shadows fall ♪ 30:45.802 --> 30:49.681 ♪ Oh, you stand so tall ♪ 30:49.764 --> 30:52.976 ♪ You rise above ♪ 30:53.059 --> 30:56.145 ♪ And you raise me up ♪ 30:56.229 --> 30:59.357 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 30:59.440 --> 31:03.278 ♪ Ooh, ooh, you elevate me ♪ 31:03.361 --> 31:05.613 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 31:07.490 --> 31:10.285 ♪ You elevate me, yeah ♪ 31:10.660 --> 31:13.830 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 31:13.913 --> 31:17.542 ♪ Ooh, ooh, you elevate me ♪ 31:17.625 --> 31:19.002 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 31:19.085 --> 31:21.004 ♪ You elevate me ♪ 31:21.087 --> 31:24.549 ♪ Ooh, you elevate me, yeah ♪ 31:24.632 --> 31:28.011 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 31:28.094 --> 31:31.598 ♪ Ooh, you elevate me, yeah ♪ 31:36.019 --> 31:38.271 Okay, so, Nurse Karen just took Danny to get some ice cream. 31:38.354 --> 31:39.272 They'll be back in a minute. 31:39.355 --> 31:41.107 [sniffles] 31:41.190 --> 31:42.317 Thanks. 31:44.193 --> 31:45.612 Listen, about... Roy. 31:45.695 --> 31:46.946 I don't want to talk about Roy. 31:47.030 --> 31:48.656 I just want to say that I'm taking up his work. 31:48.740 --> 31:50.617 I started a study. I'm gonna write all the reports. 31:50.700 --> 31:53.494 I'm gonna go to D.C. I am all in. 31:54.120 --> 31:56.497 I'm going to figure out a way to take care of everyone. 31:56.581 --> 31:58.124 [monitor beeping] 31:58.207 --> 31:59.375 [sighs] 31:59.459 --> 32:01.753 [beeping continues] 32:04.297 --> 32:05.757 How much longer? 32:07.592 --> 32:09.802 -For what? -Till this is over. 32:11.054 --> 32:14.432 I-I-I can't do it anymore. 32:15.183 --> 32:18.895 I can't put my family through this much longer. 32:18.978 --> 32:21.022 Noah, it's okay. 32:21.105 --> 32:22.398 No, it's not. 32:22.482 --> 32:24.525 I ruined my kid's Thanksgiving and... 32:24.609 --> 32:26.986 [inhales deeply] I-- 32:27.070 --> 32:28.863 I don't want to ruin Christmas. 32:30.573 --> 32:35.286 Everything hurts, and the hospital bills... 32:36.371 --> 32:37.664 [sighs] 32:40.083 --> 32:43.503 When is this gonna be over? Please. 32:44.671 --> 32:45.546 Soon. 32:48.383 --> 32:49.425 It'll be over soon. 32:57.058 --> 32:59.227 [inhales deeply, sighs] 32:59.310 --> 33:01.187 I just want to go home. 33:02.313 --> 33:03.731 Okay. 33:03.898 --> 33:08.444 ♪ Keep on falling, keep falling ♪ 33:08.528 --> 33:14.158 ♪ Keep on falling down, falling down ♪ 33:16.536 --> 33:18.579 -♪ Keep on swinging ♪ -[light whoosh echoes] 33:18.663 --> 33:21.290 ♪ Keep swinging ♪ 33:21.374 --> 33:27.255 ♪ Keep on striking out, striking out ♪ 33:30.216 --> 33:33.428 ♪ Deep down, you believe it ♪ 33:33.511 --> 33:34.887 [light thump echoes] 33:36.639 --> 33:40.393 ♪ Deep down, you can see that ♪ 33:40.476 --> 33:43.646 ♪ You got what it takes ♪ 33:43.730 --> 33:46.899 ♪ I know what you're made of ♪ 33:47.275 --> 33:52.947 ♪ Let go of the fear that haunts you now ♪ 33:53.364 --> 33:56.492 ♪ Step out from the shadows ♪ 33:56.576 --> 33:59.704 ♪ There is hope to fight for ♪ 33:59.787 --> 34:02.832 ♪ You've got what it takes ♪ 34:02.999 --> 34:07.003 ♪ You've got what it takes ♪ 34:07.128 --> 34:08.463 [Richard] Your baby boy's doing great. 34:08.546 --> 34:10.548 He's upstairs in a NICU for monitoring, 34:10.631 --> 34:12.759 and you can visit him tonight if you want. 34:13.176 --> 34:14.260 Thank you. 34:14.343 --> 34:16.262 [monitor beeping] 34:17.013 --> 34:18.222 And Ashley? 34:19.515 --> 34:20.600 During the C-section, 34:20.683 --> 34:22.852 we encountered a lot of bleeding. 34:22.935 --> 34:25.480 We had to do an emergent hysterectomy. 34:25.563 --> 34:26.814 But she's gonna be okay? 34:26.898 --> 34:29.567 It'll be a longer recovery, but, yes, she will be okay. 34:33.029 --> 34:33.946 Why didn't she tell me? 34:34.030 --> 34:35.865 If she wanted to be done with having kids... 34:35.948 --> 34:37.784 if it was too much for her, if she was in pain... 34:38.534 --> 34:40.119 why didn't she tell me? 34:40.203 --> 34:41.287 I want to take care of her. 34:43.164 --> 34:44.999 All I've ever wanted to do is take care of her. 34:47.293 --> 34:52.006 Our society doesn't give women a lot of permission 34:52.090 --> 34:57.011 to talk about what they want, to talk about what they need, 34:57.553 --> 34:58.930 to ask for help. 34:59.722 --> 35:02.225 Maybe don't wait for her to ask for help. 35:03.726 --> 35:06.354 Maybe just... help. 35:07.063 --> 35:10.149 ♪ Step out from the shadows ♪ 35:10.233 --> 35:13.277 ♪ There is hope to fight for ♪ 35:13.361 --> 35:18.199 ♪ You've got what it takes ♪ 35:19.242 --> 35:22.078 So I hear this crash, and I run into the kitchen, 35:22.161 --> 35:25.248 and Levi is covered in flour [laughing] and he says, 35:25.331 --> 35:27.166 "Mom, maybe we should buy the crust." 35:27.250 --> 35:28.334 [both laugh] 35:28.417 --> 35:30.837 Hey. You two have dinner? 35:30.920 --> 35:33.923 Uh, yeah. Your mom's noodle kugel's delicious. 35:34.006 --> 35:36.342 Well, nothing like a Thanksgiving kugel. 35:36.425 --> 35:38.010 I saved you a plate, sweetheart. 35:38.094 --> 35:39.595 You're not gonna eat with me? 35:39.679 --> 35:40.680 I'm stuffed. 35:40.763 --> 35:42.765 Plus, I made an extra pumpkin pie 35:42.849 --> 35:44.142 to take to your Aunt Mimi's. 35:44.225 --> 35:45.476 Hers is always too dry. 35:46.936 --> 35:48.604 Happy Thanksgiving, sweetheart. 35:48.688 --> 35:50.982 Come by and see me sometime, okay? 35:51.065 --> 35:52.817 You, too. Anytime. 35:52.900 --> 35:54.986 You don't have to just come with Levi. 35:55.736 --> 35:56.779 [smooches] 35:59.407 --> 36:01.409 So, what did you guys talk about? 36:01.492 --> 36:02.910 You. 36:02.994 --> 36:04.787 I now know literally everything about you. 36:04.871 --> 36:05.788 [chuckles] 36:11.627 --> 36:13.880 Mmm. That's good. 36:20.803 --> 36:22.513 -[sniffles] -[door opens] 36:23.931 --> 36:25.016 [Bailey crying] 36:25.099 --> 36:25.975 Bailey? 36:27.143 --> 36:28.311 I'm fine. 36:28.978 --> 36:31.355 [sniffles] 36:33.316 --> 36:34.442 Miranda? 36:34.525 --> 36:38.696 [crying] No. It's Pru. 36:39.739 --> 36:42.158 She's only two years old. Two! 36:43.326 --> 36:46.787 And she's already going through a grief 36:46.871 --> 36:50.875 that I didn't experience until only a year ago. 36:50.958 --> 36:53.502 It's hard to lose a parent at any age. 36:53.586 --> 36:56.130 It's a specific pain, 36:56.214 --> 36:59.467 and it sticks with you for the rest of your life. 36:59.550 --> 37:02.428 I just want to hold her 37:02.511 --> 37:05.223 and tell her everything's gonna be alright, 37:05.306 --> 37:09.393 but now I don't even know if that's gonna happen anymore. 37:09.477 --> 37:11.520 And I-I know it's selfish, 37:12.480 --> 37:16.943 [chuckling] which is why I'm crying at work, 37:17.026 --> 37:18.653 which is embarrassing. 37:20.863 --> 37:22.365 [sighs] 37:22.448 --> 37:24.033 [claps hands] Come on. 37:24.116 --> 37:26.160 Richard, I don't... 37:27.495 --> 37:28.663 Is that pecan pie? 37:29.330 --> 37:31.374 Southern home cooking. 37:31.457 --> 37:32.333 Come with me. 37:33.376 --> 37:34.460 I-- 37:35.544 --> 37:36.629 -[sighs] -[door opens] 37:36.712 --> 37:37.672 [Teddy] Okay, thank you. 37:37.755 --> 37:39.257 [receiver clicks in cradle] 37:39.340 --> 37:40.258 What happened? 37:40.341 --> 37:41.884 He coded. Heart failure. 37:41.968 --> 37:43.719 We put him on ECMO, and I just got off the phone 37:43.803 --> 37:45.304 with the heart transplant coordinator. 37:45.388 --> 37:46.973 He needs to go on the transplant list? 37:47.056 --> 37:48.641 It's the only thing left to do. 37:48.724 --> 37:49.892 [both sigh] 37:49.976 --> 37:50.893 I'm sorry. 37:53.938 --> 37:55.314 [Teddy sighs] 38:06.325 --> 38:08.119 [sighs] 38:09.704 --> 38:10.705 Kids are asleep. 38:11.789 --> 38:13.332 Is that turkey finally done? 38:13.416 --> 38:15.001 It's all carved and put away. 38:15.084 --> 38:15.960 And, Amelia... 38:16.752 --> 38:18.045 it's freakin' delicious. 38:18.129 --> 38:20.548 That might be the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me. 38:23.217 --> 38:25.094 Link, today was... 38:25.177 --> 38:26.137 [sighs] 38:28.097 --> 38:29.849 You are nothing like your parents. 38:44.322 --> 38:45.364 [sighs] 38:50.328 --> 38:52.121 -Mm. Mm. -Mm. 39:00.296 --> 39:01.839 [both breathe deeply] 39:01.922 --> 39:04.133 Link, uh... 39:06.469 --> 39:08.054 Nothing has changed for me. 39:18.939 --> 39:20.107 [Meredith] Why do we only designate 39:20.191 --> 39:22.026 one day a year to give thanks? 39:22.651 --> 39:24.028 I'm sorry about Seattle. 39:24.111 --> 39:25.738 ♪ Soft static on the TV screen ♪ 39:25.821 --> 39:28.157 I'm sorry about the cabin. 39:28.991 --> 39:30.534 You know, when this stuff clears in the morning, 39:30.910 --> 39:32.286 -we could always-- -Yes. 39:32.370 --> 39:34.622 ♪ Young people on the livestream ♪ 39:34.705 --> 39:35.581 Yeah? 39:37.375 --> 39:38.417 Yes. 39:38.501 --> 39:40.044 [Meredith] After everything we've been through, 39:40.127 --> 39:42.129 why not celebrate the good every day? 39:42.213 --> 39:43.589 -[Levi] We've been eating it all day. -[Jo] Yeah. 39:43.672 --> 39:44.799 [Meredith] Hug your loved ones. 39:44.882 --> 39:46.342 [laughter] You're gonna... 39:46.842 --> 39:48.260 [Meredith] Smile at a stranger. 39:48.344 --> 39:49.428 -♪ That watching people watch people ♪ -Oh! 39:49.553 --> 39:50.763 ♪ Is the future of our collective dream ♪ 39:50.846 --> 39:52.723 -[Meredith] Choose kindness. -Ooh. 39:52.807 --> 39:54.475 -That looks so good. -Mm, yes. 39:54.558 --> 39:55.810 [chuckles] 39:55.893 --> 39:57.520 So, um... 39:57.603 --> 39:59.313 Even if we're working, 39:59.397 --> 40:02.441 even if we're not in the mood to celebrate... 40:04.276 --> 40:08.114 and even if traditions are not your thing... 40:08.197 --> 40:09.115 [laughs] 40:09.198 --> 40:11.033 ...it's important that we're together. 40:11.117 --> 40:12.618 ♪ It's all quiet on the chain gang ♪ 40:12.868 --> 40:13.828 Do you still have your pieces of paper? 40:14.203 --> 40:16.372 -[Jo] Mm-hmm. -Okay. 40:16.455 --> 40:19.333 Uh, Schmitt, you want to take the lead? 40:19.417 --> 40:22.711 I am thankful for Nico. 40:22.795 --> 40:24.130 ♪ You tried building the Tower of Babel ♪ 40:24.338 --> 40:25.798 -I wrote "toast." -[laughter] 40:25.881 --> 40:27.883 I didn't realize we were being sentimental, 40:27.967 --> 40:29.718 but I am thankful... 40:29.802 --> 40:31.262 [pen clicks, clatters lightly] 40:31.345 --> 40:32.888 ...for Levi. 40:32.972 --> 40:36.350 -I am thankful for Luna. -[Richard chuckles] 40:36.434 --> 40:38.644 [Bailey] Oh, I didn't even see-- Hi! 40:38.727 --> 40:39.770 [laughter] 40:39.854 --> 40:40.813 ♪ It's impossible to miss ♪ 40:40.896 --> 40:42.565 Hello. Hi, honey. 40:42.648 --> 40:46.819 Well, I am thankful that, this year, 40:46.902 --> 40:49.280 we had more saves than losses, 40:50.281 --> 40:51.991 and I am thankful that... 40:52.074 --> 40:53.659 ♪ All the little people... ♪ 40:53.742 --> 40:55.494 -...well, that we're still here. -[Bailey] Mm. 40:55.578 --> 40:58.664 ♪ ...playing all their little games ♪ 40:58.747 --> 41:00.207 [Meredith] What's the worst that could happen? 41:00.332 --> 41:03.085 Well, I am thankful for Richard Webber. 41:03.169 --> 41:04.837 -[applause] -[Jo] Richard. Richard. 41:05.254 --> 41:06.297 [Bailey] Yeah. [chuckles] 41:06.380 --> 41:07.673 [Levi] Yes! 41:08.507 --> 41:09.925 -And this pie! -Can we eat? 41:10.009 --> 41:11.135 -Yes, let's dig in. -I'm starving! 41:11.218 --> 41:13.429 -Alrighty. -Yes. Yes. Oh, thank you. 41:13.512 --> 41:15.014 Wow, look at all this. Man. 41:15.097 --> 41:16.140 My mom made the kugel. 41:16.223 --> 41:17.766 Oh. Okay. 41:17.850 --> 41:19.143 -You got to have to taste it. -Made the what? 41:19.226 --> 41:20.227 The kugel, right here. 41:20.311 --> 41:21.353 Have you never had kugel? 41:21.437 --> 41:23.063 -Uh... -Oh, my... Here, eat this one. 41:23.147 --> 41:24.190 -Okay. -Yes. 41:26.609 --> 41:28.235 [Meredith] Someone might do it in return.