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[Meredith] The Apgar test.

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The Whipple procedure.

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The DeBakey clamp.

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So many of the tools we use
in our hospitals every day

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are named after the people
who invented them.

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♪ Knockin' at your door ♪

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Even diseases used to be named after

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the people who discovered them.

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♪ The world outside is waiting for ya ♪

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But a medical board in the 1970s
discontinued that practice...

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♪ But you never know nothing
if you never did ♪

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...claiming that
no one could "own" a sickness.

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♪ Woah ♪

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♪ What, me worry? ♪

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♪♪

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♪ House is burning down ♪

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As altruistic as the profession is,
doctors are human.

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♪♪

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♪ I ain't even trippin',
I ain't trippin' ♪

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[Kai] Game Day.

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You ready?

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[Amelia] I was ready the first time.

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[Meredith] If we do something that could
change the face of medicine,

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we want our name on it.

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♪ What, me worry? ♪

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♪ Burn, baby ♪

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♪ We can burn it all down,
a millions pounds, baby ♪

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♪ Join the KLF and sail us up the Congo ♪

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Hey.

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[Maggie] Hey, Amelia said
you'd already gone.

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I went for a hike.

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That's... different.

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Yeah, well, you know, the silence,

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the fresh air, it clears my head.

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I need to clear my head.

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Before the big groundbreaking surgery

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that none of us can watch?

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It's fine. You go make history.

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I'll get the kids to school.

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Well, someday you'll make history,

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and I'll watch your kids
and we'll be even.

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[Ellis] Unusable. Completely unusable.

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Zola's watching the Whipple tape.

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[gasps] Again?

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Change of plans. Suction here.

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-Hi.
-Retract that, please.

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-Clamp.
-[Zola] She was great, wasn't she?

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-She was.
-Not as good as you.

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You better go get ready for school.

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-[chuckles]
-[cellphone vibrating]

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-Hi.
-[Nick] Hi.

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So it looks like I'm not gonna be able to
make it down to Seattle for your big day.

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-I'm sorry.
-Did I invite you?

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True. I'd probably just be
a big distraction.

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You know, these eyes looking down at you

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from the OR gallery as
you try to focus on Hamilton.

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-I understand.
-A little full of ourselves, aren't we?

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Not unlike my patient.

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No, I'm headed in to see a patient
with end-stage liver disease.

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Primary sclerosing cholangitis.

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He's been waiting on a liver
and he was starting to give up,

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but then, plot twist,

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storm dumps eight inches up
in Bemidji last night,

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teenager hits a patch of black ice and...

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well, that's not
the fun part of the story,

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but my guy's getting a new liver.

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Mm, bittersweet congratulations.

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Yeah, Arthur's a sweet kid.

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Good luck today. Send me pictures?

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O-Of the surgery. Doc pics.

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Doctor pictures. You know what I mean.

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-I'll see ya.
-Bye.

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[elevator bell dings]

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Morning.

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Oh, you changed your hair.

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I did. [sighs]

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It was obviously a mistake,

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so I pulled myself together
and fixed the mistake.

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Oh, well, this looks nice, too.

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[chuckles]

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-Long night?
-Placenta previa,

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which wound up a C-section at 4:45 a.m.

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Mother and baby are doing great.
The OB resident is fully wiped.

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You've been working
a lot of nights lately.

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-A lot of babies come at night.
-Yeah, of course.

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It's just -- You're not
avoiding me, are you?

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[chuckling] No! Are you avoiding me?

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Not at all.

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-Okay.
-Great.

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Okay, I'm gonna go and order

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the greasiest egg sandwich
they have at Joe's

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and then go nap at home
and then come get Luna.

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-I'll get Luna.
-Oh, okay.

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Great. Thanks.

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-[chuckles] Okay.
-Sounds good.

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Everything's good.

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Yeah, I understand,
and I am absolutely flattered,

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and I-I'll let you know.

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Okay.

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Huh? They finally restocked
on the unsweetened almond milk

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after I gave them
a little nudge yesterday.

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[chuckles] You're the only one who cares.

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Now walk with me.

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Everything okay, Chief?

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A med school friend just called.

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I haven't spoken to him in months,

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but he works with NASA, at the
Aerospace Medicine Fellowship.

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They do research --

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On innovative devices designed
to identify and combat

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spacial disorientation
and vestibular abnormalities?

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[chuckling] Of course you would know that.

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I-I just read a paper about
how they've received funding

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to start new oxygen-delivery
systems on aircrafts.

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-In aircrafts.
-Yes!

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Yeah, it's a program
that combines the two things

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I've dreamt about my entire life --

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-medicine and space.
-[breathes sharply]

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And at the worst possible time in my life,

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I've been asked to run
their clinical training.

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W-Wait. Hold on, wait.
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

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Chief -- Chief Bailey, you --
you just got an offer to go to space.

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[laughs]

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I mean, just when I thought you
couldn't get any more amazing,

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you go and break the stratosphere?

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I did do that, didn't I?

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[Indistinct conversations,
telephone rings in distance]

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Pre-op labs, EKG, CXR, all clear.

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Abdominal incision is healing nicely
without signs of infection.

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Pre-op MRI scans are done

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-and ready to upload to the robot.
-[sighs]

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Cell vials are all within
the temperature range.

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Watching the team come together
to realize my remarkable vision,

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I'm humbled by how far we've come since--

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What are you doing? What-- What is this?

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-Oh, it's for my book.
-What book?

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How do you think history books
are written?

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Someone makes a record for posterity.

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We will. Myself,
Dr. Shepherd, Dr. Bartley--

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we will publish in medical journals.

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And congratulations, you will be
in there as Patient X.

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Is there a bigger room available
to accommodate all these egos?

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Despite how you have treated me
and the entire team,

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I'm still here, as I was 11 days ago
when your arrogance and dishonesty

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nearly sank the entire project.

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Let's make sure they're ready upstairs.

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♪♪

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-[video game sound effects]
-[controller buttons clicking]

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[door opens]

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[footsteps descending]

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[controller buttons clicking]

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Oh, your-- your-- your mother let me in.

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I thought that you and I could talk.

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[beeping]

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[controller buttons clicking]

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-[sighs]
-[grunts]

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[controller thumps]

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♪♪

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Every time I close my eyes,
I see blood pouring out of Devon's body

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while hearing his voice inside my head.

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I don't mean to be rude, Dr. Webber,
but talking about it doesn't help me.

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This game helps me.

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[video game sounds resume]

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♪♪

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[Owen] Listen, no.

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[Eric] It's okay.
If we can just get it done,

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-it-- it'll be over quickly.
-No.

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Look, your muscles will atrophy
if you don't mobilize them.

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I can do this on my own.
I need to start my gym routine.

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I've had PT much more strenuous than this.

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You know what? I can take it from here.
Wound check. Thanks so much, Eric.

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I need someone else.

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You've had three different
physical therapists in 10 days.

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There's a rumor you made one cry.

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Link, all day, I see people
go past that door,

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patients that I could be helping.

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All night, I hear rigs pulling up outside.

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It's torture.

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I haven't even graduated to the treadmill.

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You know how you graduate
to the treadmill?

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-You put in the hours.
-I'm trying to, I just--

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No, you either cancel your sessions
or you yell at the people leading them.

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A solid support system is a
major factor in patient outcome,

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especially in long rehabs.

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Is Teddy coming by soon, or...

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I'm not sure.

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[sighs] Okay.

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Alright, Hunt, in the chair now.

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[grunts] Let's go.

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[siren wailing in distance]

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[video game sound effects]

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I had my own Devon.

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[sighs]

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So I know exactly what you're feeling.

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My patient was Chuck Higgins--
cannery worker.

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We met when my wife Adele made me go on

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a food-and-blanket drive
for homeless people

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that he organized.

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Guy with a big heart,
terrible card player,

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-great taste in music.
-[man grunts]

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One day, he came in
for a bowel obstruction.

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He didn't like hospitals.

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I remember the fear in his eyes
when he was told that he needed surgery.

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But when I told him that I would do it,
the fear went away.

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He told me how comforting it was
to see me,

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someone who looked like him,
in a white coat.

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Three hours later,
there was a horrible error

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in communications in the OR,
and as a young attending,

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I was too inexperienced
and timid to speak up and...

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And you killed him like I killed Devon.

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We all kill people.

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Schmitt, we don't always
kill people we feel close to,

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like you felt with Devon,
like I felt with Chuck.

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It makes the loss unbearably worse.

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And it's not even his death
that haunts me.

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It's the relief in that man's eyes
when he saw that I was his surgeon,

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the trust that he put in me.

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That's what stays with me, even today.

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He thought I would take care of him...
and I didn't.

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[volume increases]

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[sound effects continue]

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♪♪

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[sighs] Order for Wilson?

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-Yep, let me check.
-Okay.

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♪ I keep waiting, waiting, waiting ♪

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Hey.

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♪ I keep waiting, waiting, oh ♪

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I haven't had a day off in 35 days,
and I was on all night.

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My kids are with
my mother-in-law and I'm just--

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I'm going through some-- some stuff.

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You want company?

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No judging?

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As long as it goes both ways.

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We're day-drinking.

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♪ Always working on some bigger plan ♪

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♪ But living life by rote ♪

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Alright, first step--

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we are ditching the hospital gown.

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I don't understand.

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Well, the gown makes you feel
like you belong in bed.

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As professional as I am,

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I don't need to see anything
falling out of this gown.

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Put these on. They're mine.

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-These don't look clean.
-They're clean enough.

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I'm not sure we're the same size, okay?

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Listen, isn't there somebody in Seattle
who has a broken bone or a twisted ankle?

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Okay, I don't know what's
going on with you and Teddy.

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It's none of my business,
but I just repaired

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your tibial plateau fracture beautifully,

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and I refuse to see my hard work
go to waste.

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So put on the clothes.

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I'm not sure gym clothes
are gonna help, okay?

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People I've worked with for years,
they see me in this chair now,

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and they just walk right by.
They've written me off as a surgeon.

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Alright, you want to get stronger,

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you got to change the way
you are thinking.

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Starting now, you are no longer
a patient in a hospital gown.

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You are a world-class athlete
on the injured reserve list.

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You are rehabbing, okay?

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So stop pitying yourself--
get back on the field.

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[siren wails in distance]

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[woman over PA]
Dr. Park to Labor and Delivery.

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Duda, Arthur.

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Hello.

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How we feeling? Any nausea, fever,
chills in the last 24 hours?

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Nope.
Haven't even thrown up in a couple days.

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Oh, hey, that's great.

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Yeah, I'm thinking about using
that as my new pick-up line.

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[laughs] Okay, well,
sense of humor's still there.

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That's good-- check.

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Uh, new SLAM magazine.

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Nice article on the Wolves in there.

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I don't know if, uh--
if Edwards and KAT can stay healthy,

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we might have a good chance of
making the playoffs this year.

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What do you think about going
to a game sometime?

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[scoffs] I'm down.

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-Okay, good.
-Can we not?

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It's hard enough without the false hope.

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His numbers have been terrible.

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Mom, it's just fun to think about, okay?

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-[sighs]
-Look, hey, hey, hey.

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I know that the wait has been hell,
but I'm still here.

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I'm still in this. Okay?

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[Scott] I mean, look, do you blame her?

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This is, what, Day 137
on the transplant list?

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Of course you would know
the exact number, geez.

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You'd be surprised.

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Yesterday, did I know it was Day 136?

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I didn't.

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But today's different.

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I mean, you always remember
the day you get your new liver.

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♪♪

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-What?
-Dr. Marsh.

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Wait, what?

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Arthur, you are getting a new liver today.

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I'm off with the team to pick it up.

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In the meantime, you get plenty of rest.
No food, no water.

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Happy Day 137.

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[chuckles]

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137?

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[laughs]

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[both chuckling]

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[cellphone chimes]

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H-Hey, have you heard from him?

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Oh, come on, you know
how stubborn Richard can be.

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Okay, he just can't take off
as he pleases.

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So I'm down yet another surgeon

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right when I was offered
the opportunity of--

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Oh, you have got to be kidding me.

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Bailey, it's a pleasure to see you.

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As a member of the Fox Foundation,

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I have to say, your residents
seem mopey, overworked.

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Are you concerned about, uh, burnout?

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We're only getting simple procedures,

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which feels like punishment
for something we didn't do,

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and Levi's just gone.

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And now Dr. Webber isn't even showing up,

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so we're not sure what
we're supposed to be doing.

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I mean, Dr. Webber still is
our residency director, right?

13:10.206 --> 13:12.416
You know, I was residency
director for a hot second once.

13:12.500 --> 13:13.501
Loved the parking space.

13:13.584 --> 13:15.586
The work? Meh. [chuckles]

13:15.669 --> 13:18.214
Is he here to give me
another heart attack?

13:18.297 --> 13:20.925
-Uh, he's on my team.
-He's...

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And what role exactly do you have
on this groundbreaking VIP project?

13:26.347 --> 13:28.349
Ah, see, if we told you,
we'd have to kill you.

13:28.432 --> 13:30.601
Oh, wait, that's your resident's job.

13:30.684 --> 13:32.937
-[breathes sharply]
-Oh, too soon.

13:33.020 --> 13:34.939
What?

13:35.022 --> 13:36.774
-Mm.
-[chuckling] What?

13:38.567 --> 13:39.610
Why don't you all come with me?

13:43.531 --> 13:44.782
Bye-bye.

13:44.865 --> 13:45.783
♪♪

13:45.866 --> 13:46.867
[door opens]

13:46.951 --> 13:49.161
Hi, David. Full disclosure,
I had nothing to do with this.

13:49.370 --> 13:50.287
[door closes]

13:53.123 --> 13:55.543
[sighs] You are taking a giant risk

13:56.001 --> 13:58.921
by volunteering to be the patient here,
and we can't thank you enough for that.

13:59.004 --> 14:02.550
-Mm.
-But you are in my hospital,

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and in my hospital, we teach.

14:07.638 --> 14:08.681
What are you saying?

14:08.764 --> 14:12.142
I'm saying let's throw our egos aside,

14:12.226 --> 14:15.020
and let's open up this historic surgery

14:15.104 --> 14:17.189
to every attending,
every resident in the hospital.

14:17.273 --> 14:19.942
And you're already filming it,
so why not share it with the world?

14:20.025 --> 14:21.569
Why not teach the world?

14:21.652 --> 14:25.239
♪♪

14:26.198 --> 14:27.366
Okay.

14:28.617 --> 14:29.702
Thank you.

14:29.785 --> 14:34.290
♪♪

14:34.582 --> 14:35.708
[garbage can lid thumps lightly]

14:35.791 --> 14:37.793
Our patient is Dr. David Hamilton,

14:37.877 --> 14:40.588
62-year-old male diagnosed
with Parkinson's disease

14:40.671 --> 14:41.672
eight years ago.

14:41.755 --> 14:43.841
He's currently on levodopa and carbidopa

14:43.924 --> 14:46.969
and is here for a pioneering
cell therapy surgery.

14:47.052 --> 14:49.513
[crowd murmuring]

14:55.394 --> 14:58.856
I haven't been to a bar since I got Luna.

14:58.939 --> 15:02.192
I mean, I-I-I love her so much, but--

15:02.276 --> 15:04.820
-She's boring.
-She only likes two songs,

15:04.904 --> 15:06.363
and she doesn't want to read
any other book

15:06.447 --> 15:07.990
except "Where's My Belly Button?"

15:08.073 --> 15:11.535
And then-- And then the diapers
and sleep regression.

15:11.619 --> 15:14.079
The rage I have for sleep regression...

15:14.163 --> 15:15.581
Just wait till she starts walking

15:15.664 --> 15:17.917
and you wake up to her playing
pots and pans at 3:00 a.m.

15:18.000 --> 15:20.586
No! No, no, no, no, no.

15:20.669 --> 15:21.795
-Let's make a deal.
-Okay.

15:21.879 --> 15:23.923
No more saying
"I love my children, but..."

15:24.006 --> 15:27.343
We can love our kids
and still need a five-minute break

15:27.426 --> 15:28.761
-and a drink.
-Yes!

15:28.844 --> 15:29.887
Love this deal.

15:29.970 --> 15:32.598
Almost as much as I love
the ratio of this vodka to OJ.

15:32.681 --> 15:35.017
I just-- I couldn't go home
to Allison and Leo this morning.

15:35.100 --> 15:37.102
I couldn't walk in the door and hug them

15:37.186 --> 15:39.897
and tell them everything
is okay another time.

15:39.980 --> 15:41.899
I just-- I'm...

15:41.982 --> 15:44.193
I'm exhausted from it.

15:44.276 --> 15:47.446
I am exhausted from lying,

15:47.529 --> 15:50.658
I mean, but they're children,
and we have to lie to children

15:50.741 --> 15:53.661
because they can't know
all of the horrible thoughts

15:53.744 --> 15:55.996
that are going on inside our heads.

15:56.080 --> 15:57.206
Are you okay?

15:57.289 --> 15:58.832
No.

15:58.916 --> 16:02.795
I'm-- I'm gonna get another drink,
and I'm gonna play darts,

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'cause throwing sharp objects at something
sounds really good.

16:05.881 --> 16:07.424
[laughs]

16:07.508 --> 16:08.634
[grunts]

16:08.717 --> 16:09.885
Too much pressure.

16:09.969 --> 16:11.345
10 more seconds.

16:11.428 --> 16:12.972
It hurts because you've been
in a bed for almost two weeks.

16:13.055 --> 16:16.266
It hurts because I was in a car
that somersaulted down a ravine.

16:16.350 --> 16:17.977
[chuckles]

16:18.143 --> 16:19.186
-[breathes sharply]
-[groans lightly]

16:19.269 --> 16:22.773
Hypothetical-- you're with someone,
and they know you completely,

16:22.856 --> 16:25.359
despite everything
and everyone you've done.

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And it's great until suddenly,

16:27.736 --> 16:28.904
they don't even want to be
in the same room as you.

16:28.988 --> 16:30.656
-I really don't want to talk about Teddy.
-No, neither do I.

16:30.739 --> 16:33.909
Wait, I thought you and Amelia were done.

16:33.993 --> 16:35.911
Uh... we are.

16:35.995 --> 16:37.246
Okay, I'm confused.

16:37.329 --> 16:38.789
Trust me, so am I.

16:40.416 --> 16:41.959
[woman over PA] Dr. Bowman to Cardiology.

16:42.042 --> 16:44.545
-[cellphone vibrates]
-Dr. Bowman to Cardiology.

16:44.628 --> 16:47.047
[indistinct conversations]

16:47.131 --> 16:49.466
[man] Heads up, when you get
your organ, head out the back.

16:49.550 --> 16:50.926
Grieving family just arrived--

16:51.093 --> 16:53.679
nothing worse than
having to walk that gauntlet.

16:53.762 --> 16:55.305
Got it. Thank you.

16:55.389 --> 16:57.683
[telephone rings in distance]

16:57.766 --> 17:00.561
I'm gonna take a quick walk.
Let me know when we're up, okay?

17:00.644 --> 17:02.271
-Sure.
-Okay.

17:03.605 --> 17:04.773
[sighs]

17:07.151 --> 17:09.445
[Meredith] Okay, Helm,
how do we get the cells

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that we inject into the patient's brain?

17:13.073 --> 17:14.241
From his skin?

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That is vaguely not wrong.

17:15.576 --> 17:18.871
[Amelia] We take stem cells
from a skin biopsy,

17:18.954 --> 17:21.790
and then we reprogram them
through a complex process,

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and then differentiate them
into dopamine-producing cells.

17:23.876 --> 17:25.627
[Meredith] And by injecting them
into the forebrain,

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we are hoping to improve
the dopamine levels

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that decreases in patients
with Parkinson's.

17:30.299 --> 17:32.718
[Koracick] What else? C'mon, there's
no such thing as a stupid question.

17:32.801 --> 17:35.345
Just a stupid resident who asks it.

17:37.639 --> 17:41.101
Dr. Bartley is the one who perfected
the injection technique.

17:43.270 --> 17:45.564
Would you like to say
a few words, Dr. Bartley?

17:50.986 --> 17:52.112
[Kai] Mm.

17:53.614 --> 17:57.910
In order to maximize
surface area volume ratio

17:57.993 --> 18:01.455
and avoid cell death from
lack of access to nutrients,

18:01.538 --> 18:04.750
we created an injector
that could evenly distribute

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the cells along a cylindrical track,

18:07.461 --> 18:10.756
which gives about a 30% improvement

18:10.839 --> 18:12.966
in survival of the cells.

18:13.050 --> 18:14.009
Yeah, that's all.

18:14.093 --> 18:15.594
Thank you.

18:15.677 --> 18:19.515
♪♪

18:19.598 --> 18:21.141
I chose research for a reason.

18:21.225 --> 18:23.143
Mice are more forgiving
than students. And cuter.

18:23.602 --> 18:25.813
-[Amelia] You were charming.
-[Kai] Well, and you're a horrible liar.

18:25.896 --> 18:28.023
[Meredith] Thank you, Dr. Bartley.
That was very informative.

18:28.107 --> 18:30.692
Now, please take your seats,
and we can get started.

18:30.776 --> 18:32.820
Are we sure all these people
even work here?

18:32.903 --> 18:34.029
[both laugh]

18:34.113 --> 18:35.364
Oh, boy.

18:35.447 --> 18:37.741
-Um, hey, excuse me.
-Oh, wow.

18:37.825 --> 18:39.118
-Excuse me.
-Oh, my gosh.

18:39.201 --> 18:41.078
-Excuse me.
-Hi, hi. Excuse us.

18:41.161 --> 18:42.162
-I'm with them.
-Excuse me.

18:42.246 --> 18:43.622
Excu--

18:43.705 --> 18:47.626
Oh. Okay, uh, we've set up a video feed
in the west lobby for overflow.

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I'm not asking.

18:51.672 --> 18:52.798
Thank you.

18:52.881 --> 18:54.007
-Thanks.
-Appreciate it.

18:54.091 --> 18:55.425
-Nice. Good.
-Hey. Come on, come on.

18:55.509 --> 18:56.927
Oh, excuse me.

18:57.010 --> 19:00.347
Whoa, i-- is that
a robotic micro-injector?

19:00.430 --> 19:04.309
Hmm. Looks like a Da Vinci married C-3PO.

19:04.393 --> 19:07.896
You think? It looks a little more
like Johnny 5 to me.

19:07.980 --> 19:09.022
-G-Genius.
-Mm-hmm.

19:09.106 --> 19:10.983
Yeah, the-- the little circle things

19:11.066 --> 19:13.152
-could be the eyes.
-Could be the eyes, yeah, yeah, yeah.

19:13.235 --> 19:14.736
You like robots, Dr. Pierce?

19:14.820 --> 19:16.947
I like Wall-E.

19:17.030 --> 19:19.283
[both chuckle]

19:19.366 --> 19:21.743
Uh, you know who also has robots, huh?

19:21.827 --> 19:24.037
-Hmm?
-NASA.

19:25.455 --> 19:27.040
[chuckles]

19:27.124 --> 19:29.168
[telephone rings in distance]

19:29.543 --> 19:30.752
[sighs]

19:31.378 --> 19:33.672
[sighs]

19:36.383 --> 19:37.759
Hi.

19:38.969 --> 19:40.971
My name's Dr. Nick Marsh.

19:42.055 --> 19:44.766
I'm here to recover your son's liver
for a transplant patient.

19:44.850 --> 19:46.977
[sniffles]

19:47.060 --> 19:48.395
[crying]

19:50.105 --> 19:54.109
I just wanted to come over and tell you
how sorry I am for your loss.

19:55.527 --> 19:57.237
-Thank you.
-Mm.

19:57.321 --> 19:58.572
-[sniffles]
-James.

19:59.031 --> 20:00.824
His name is James.

20:00.908 --> 20:03.118
James. Okay.

20:03.994 --> 20:05.287
I know this might sound strange,

20:05.370 --> 20:08.999
but is-- is there anything
you'd like to share about James?

20:12.085 --> 20:15.005
[voice breaking] He was always singing.

20:15.088 --> 20:18.008
His first words were sung,

20:18.091 --> 20:19.218
not spoken.

20:19.301 --> 20:20.552
[sniffles]

20:20.636 --> 20:22.221
And the voice was so...

20:22.304 --> 20:24.014
[chuckles]

20:24.097 --> 20:25.599
...powerful.

20:28.018 --> 20:29.895
You could hear him two streets over.

20:30.229 --> 20:34.483
[sighs] I, uh-- I-I always thought
he'd be a rock star,

20:34.566 --> 20:37.986
but he liked opera,
and whenever my friends were over,

20:38.070 --> 20:39.446
he would sing it so loud

20:39.529 --> 20:42.032
and I'd get so embarrassed,
and I'd tell him to shut up.

20:42.115 --> 20:43.617
[crying]

20:43.700 --> 20:46.036
It's okay. It's okay.

20:46.119 --> 20:49.623
♪♪

20:49.706 --> 20:54.002
And then when he auditioned for
the San Francisco Conservatory,

20:54.086 --> 20:58.048
uh, he asked me to drive down with him
so he could practice his aria,

20:58.131 --> 21:00.050
the "Una furtiva lagrima."

21:00.133 --> 21:01.176
[sniffles]

21:01.343 --> 21:03.220
He was so good.

21:04.221 --> 21:05.722
And I was so proud of him.

21:05.806 --> 21:07.599
Yeah. Thank you for sharing that.

21:07.683 --> 21:09.393
I really appreciate it.

21:09.476 --> 21:11.186
♪♪

21:11.895 --> 21:13.939
-[Lee] Dr. Marsh.
-Yeah.

21:14.022 --> 21:14.940
They're ready for you.

21:15.023 --> 21:17.150
Okay. I'll be right in.

21:17.234 --> 21:21.905
♪♪

21:23.240 --> 21:24.241
Thank you.

21:25.742 --> 21:28.996
I'll be thinking about James
when I operate today.

21:29.079 --> 21:31.790
♪♪

21:32.457 --> 21:33.458
[sighs]

21:38.130 --> 21:41.633
Okay, the-- the aliens attacked and--
and blew up your universe

21:41.717 --> 21:45.512
and left you nothing for the third time?

21:45.595 --> 21:47.806
Y-You don't get bored?

21:47.889 --> 21:51.018
You're stuck in this endless loop
without ever achieving anything?

21:51.101 --> 21:52.519
In the time I've sat here,

21:52.602 --> 21:55.480
you were killed by aliens
who you left behind.

21:55.564 --> 21:57.816
You found a map to their home planet,

21:57.899 --> 21:59.443
but exploded in a trap,

21:59.526 --> 22:01.862
and you didn't even inspect
the plans to build the--

22:01.945 --> 22:04.072
the space thing with the solar shields,

22:04.156 --> 22:06.742
which, quite frankly, is driving me mad.

22:06.825 --> 22:08.327
And I'm just not sure I get the point

22:08.410 --> 22:10.704
of playing something
where you die over and over.

22:10.787 --> 22:13.165
[video game sound effects]

22:13.248 --> 22:14.958
Because you learn from it.

22:15.042 --> 22:18.295
You use what you learn before each death.

22:18.378 --> 22:22.090
No matter how many times you die
or how many other people die,

22:23.383 --> 22:25.177
you always get a do-over. [sighs]

22:25.260 --> 22:28.138
♪♪

22:28.347 --> 22:30.182
[horns honk in distance]

22:30.766 --> 22:32.893
-[Link] Nice work.
-[grunts]

22:32.976 --> 22:34.519
-Give me 20 more.
-Wait, what?

22:34.603 --> 22:35.687
[chuckles] I'm kidding. We're done.

22:35.771 --> 22:36.897
[chuckles]

22:36.980 --> 22:38.732
Alright, let's get you up, slowly.

22:38.815 --> 22:39.691
Yeah. [breathes sharply]

22:39.775 --> 22:42.736
You and Altman were friends first, right?

22:42.819 --> 22:44.321
-Yeah.
-How long did it take to change?

22:44.404 --> 22:45.530
I don't know, 20 years.

22:45.614 --> 22:46.531
-[laughs]
-[chuckles]

22:46.615 --> 22:47.657
Right.

22:47.741 --> 22:48.909
Was it awkward when you, uh--

22:48.992 --> 22:50.786
[winces] Ow!

22:51.703 --> 22:52.662
-[grunts]
-What's wrong, you dizzy?

22:52.746 --> 22:55.874
Ow. A shooting pain right--
Ow! right behind the eye.

22:56.124 --> 22:57.709
-Alright, let's lay you back down.
-[grunts] Yeah.

22:57.793 --> 22:59.669
Oh, it feels better when I lay flat.

22:59.753 --> 23:00.837
-Okay.
-[grunts]

23:00.921 --> 23:03.340
-Significant swelling around the incision.
-Oh, damn it.

23:03.423 --> 23:04.758
Alright, alright,
we're going to CT right now.

23:04.841 --> 23:06.301
[grunts]

23:06.385 --> 23:10.806
♪♪

23:10.889 --> 23:12.891
[Koracick] I-It's something
she-- she does.

23:12.974 --> 23:14.726
Supposedly, superhero pose--

23:14.810 --> 23:17.145
[Kai] Lowers cortisol,
increases testosterone.

23:17.229 --> 23:18.688
Less stress, more confidence.

23:18.855 --> 23:19.940
I read the study.

23:20.023 --> 23:21.650
Right. Good for you.

23:21.733 --> 23:24.945
-Personally, a long shower does it for me.
-[door opens]

23:25.028 --> 23:29.366
Oh, and here comes the guest of honor.

23:29.449 --> 23:31.243
[Amelia] David, how are you feeling?

23:31.326 --> 23:33.578
Like a bit player in a drama suddenly.

23:33.662 --> 23:35.580
[Koracick] Well, you can just relax.

23:35.664 --> 23:37.833
You got the finest neurosurgeon
in the country right here,

23:37.916 --> 23:39.793
and I've got Shepherd helping out.

23:39.876 --> 23:40.836
I'm gonna go scrub.

23:40.919 --> 23:42.879
Try not to drive
the patient away till I'm back.

23:42.963 --> 23:45.090
We have issues. He won't get far.

23:45.173 --> 23:48.593
♪♪

23:48.677 --> 23:52.389
[Meredith] First we position the patient
and secure his head in the base frame.

23:52.472 --> 23:57.561
♪♪

23:57.644 --> 24:00.313
♪ I've been playing
with the weight of the world ♪

24:00.397 --> 24:04.276
♪ Inside my head ♪

24:04.359 --> 24:07.571
♪ Praying for a change,
I lay awake all night again ♪

24:07.654 --> 24:09.364
[Scott] Okay.

24:09.448 --> 24:11.283
Ready for cold perfusion.

24:11.366 --> 24:14.578
So, we always start dissecting the organ
under normal circulation,

24:14.661 --> 24:17.080
and then we inspect the organ
before the cardiac team comes in

24:17.164 --> 24:19.374
and takes the heart and lungs.

24:19.458 --> 24:22.461
♪ Feel like I'm falling short ♪

24:22.544 --> 24:28.300
♪ Electrified, I'm just
a light dimming in the dark ♪

24:28.425 --> 24:30.010
♪ I'm an anomaly to myself ♪

24:30.093 --> 24:33.263
Pink, plump, and perfect size.
Ready to go.

24:33.388 --> 24:38.685
♪ Feel like I'm falling short ♪

24:39.895 --> 24:42.481
♪ Feel like I'm falling ♪

24:42.564 --> 24:44.274
[Meredith] We then perform a CT scan,

24:44.357 --> 24:46.401
and the robot uses the images to give us

24:46.485 --> 24:48.653
an interactive 3-D roadmap of the brain.

24:48.737 --> 24:50.322
♪ Falling ♪

24:50.405 --> 24:52.908
♪ Falling ♪

24:52.991 --> 24:55.410
♪ Feel like I'm falling ♪

24:55.494 --> 24:56.995
♪ Falling ♪

24:57.078 --> 24:58.997
♪ Falling ♪

24:59.080 --> 25:00.332
♪ Short ♪

25:00.415 --> 25:03.251
♪ I've been looking for an answer
I don't know where to turn ♪

25:03.335 --> 25:06.213
[sighs]

25:06.296 --> 25:09.049
We apply a local anesthetic
and make an incision

25:09.132 --> 25:10.634
and prepare to drill the burr holes.

25:10.884 --> 25:13.887
[Koracick] I like to think of it
as creating 2/3 of a bowling ball.

25:14.513 --> 25:16.765
That is not at all what it's like.

25:16.848 --> 25:17.933
♪ Short ♪

25:18.016 --> 25:19.643
[whirring]

25:19.726 --> 25:22.812
♪ Supernova in my soul ♪

25:22.896 --> 25:25.357
[man] Finished removing the heart
and lung. Liver's all yours.

25:25.440 --> 25:28.026
[Meredith] Dr. Shepherd
will direct the robotic arm

25:28.109 --> 25:31.363
to bring the metal cannula into place...

25:31.446 --> 25:34.699
4 millimeters shy of our target,

25:34.783 --> 25:37.035
while I will adjust the coordinates.

25:37.118 --> 25:39.538
♪ Burning bright, burning slow ♪

25:39.621 --> 25:42.749
♪ It isn't every day I feel so low ♪

25:42.832 --> 25:45.710
♪ Supernova in my soul ♪

25:45.794 --> 25:48.922
♪ Falling, falling ♪

25:49.005 --> 25:52.175
Dr. Bartley will remove
the cells from the cooler

25:52.259 --> 25:53.677
and place them under a microscope

25:53.760 --> 25:56.096
while we wait to confirm viability.

25:56.179 --> 25:58.014
[Amelia] Which is torture.

25:58.265 --> 26:04.271
♪ Feel like
I'm falling, falling, falling ♪

26:04.604 --> 26:10.610
♪ Feel like
I'm falling, falling, falling ♪

26:10.777 --> 26:12.445
[Nick] IVC dissection complete.

26:12.696 --> 26:14.447
[Lee] Portal vein and GDA are divided.

26:14.531 --> 26:16.241
Good. [sighs]

26:16.324 --> 26:19.119
[echoing] ♪ I've been playing
with the weight of the world ♪

26:19.202 --> 26:21.288
[microscope clicking]

26:21.663 --> 26:23.039
Okay, here we go.

26:23.123 --> 26:25.375
We gently lift.

26:25.458 --> 26:26.668
Okay.

26:26.751 --> 26:29.296
[sighs] Thank you, James. Good.

26:29.379 --> 26:31.756
♪ Burning bright, burning slow ♪

26:31.965 --> 26:34.884
♪ Supernova in my soul ♪

26:34.968 --> 26:36.886
♪ Burning out, burning low ♪

26:36.970 --> 26:38.471
[Kai] Cell viability confirmed.

26:38.555 --> 26:41.516
[applause]

26:41.600 --> 26:44.811
♪ Burning bright, burning slow ♪

26:44.894 --> 26:47.689
♪ It isn't every day I feel so low ♪

26:47.772 --> 26:49.190
[sighs]

26:49.274 --> 26:50.400
Thank you.

26:51.109 --> 26:55.238
♪ Feel like
I'm falling, falling, falling ♪

26:55.322 --> 26:58.116
We're gonna load the syringe
into the micro injector.

26:58.199 --> 26:59.284
[Amelia] How are we doing, David?

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Can you hear my voice?

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♪ Falling ♪

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♪ Feel like, feel like
I'm falling, falling ♪

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[Nurse Linda] They're paging Dr. Shepherd
to OR 2 immediately.

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Patient with a CSF leak.

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[Koracick] Please. Someone with
training wheels can handle that.

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It's not like Shepherd's
sitting around doing Sudoku.

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[Nurse Linda] The patient is Dr. Hunt.

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♪♪

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[Kai] Shepherd,
syringes are locked and loaded.

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[Amelia] Owen is my patient.

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He could be suffering a complication

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from a procedure
that I've already done on him.

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Are you seriously considering
leaving this room?

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Tom knows the procedure as well as I do.

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-Amelia.
-[Koracick] Fact.

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Meredith, it's Owen.

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[Meredith] No. It cannot be you.

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If you were to walk out of here right now,
we will lose the FDA approval,

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the funding will stop,

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and this whole thing
would've been for nothing.

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[Koracick] What? Y-You want me
to miss this epic surgery?

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The genius who provided you
with the 3-D hydrogel brains?

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The needle is locked on target
and motorized injector is ready.

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Would it help if I said please?

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Fine. But you owe me way more than one.

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I want to be paged the second you finish.

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I want to be credited
the second you publish on this.

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♪♪

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[sighs]

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Proceed, Dr. Bartley.

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Locking the differential on the injector.

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[breathes sharply]

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[Meredith] We're set
for two microliters per minute.

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♪♪

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Injecting the cells.

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[whirring]

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♪♪

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[Jo] How's Owen doing?

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Don't know.

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Okay. Yeah, we don't have
to... talk about it.

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-I think I'm done.
-Yeah, probably for the best.

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You don't want to... kill anybody.

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[sighs]

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Done with my marriage.

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♪♪

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♪ Take a little sunshine ♪

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You and Owen
went through a terrifying experience--

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the-- the accident and then
Farouk's heart transplant.

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-I think if--
-No, that's not it.

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It's... [sighs]

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Owen's done something
that I can't even begin to--

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I mean, it's not like he killed people.

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Mm.

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But let's just pretend it's that bad.

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And I am tired, and I am angry,

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and I don't know how long
I can keep this thing inside.

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♪♪

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I slept with Link. And I-I may love him,

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because when you have sex
with your best friend

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and the intimacy and generosity

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and orgasms are... earth shattering,

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it is very, very hard to go back.

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♪♪

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But he [sighs]-- he doesn't love me
because he's too busy loving someone

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who doesn't love him back.

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Maybe this is what happens
when I don't go to a bar

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for a really long time.

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[cellphone vibrating]

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♪♪

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Hello?

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Okay, Owen, Teddy is on her way.

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You called her?

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Typically, I inform a patient's family
of an emergent surgery.

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-I'm a softie like that.
-Thanks.

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Okay. Hopefully, we're looking
at a simple dural patch

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to repair the CSF leak, won't take long.

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And look, I know I might not be
your first choice of neurosurgeons,

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-maybe not even your, uh, 10th.
-It's fine.

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Hunt, don't make me cry
before I open you up.

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I sob with my whole body.

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All of your cerebrospinal fluid
would be gone

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-before I get myself--
-Tom.

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Alright, see you on the other side.

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[sighs]

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♪♪

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[Bailey]
You're extremely talented, Wright.

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Alright, but it's creepy, huh?

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[chuckling] Look, look,
it's a drawing of masked beings

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letting a giant robot
drill metal tubes into a man's head,

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injecting him with an unknown substance.

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Well, Meredith's groundbreaking surgery

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looks like the next installment
of the Alien franchise.

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You like Alien, too?

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Well, get out if you don't.

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[laughs] It's a sci-fi classic

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and one of the best
horror movies ever made.

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Thank you. They truly perfected
the jump scare.

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Yeah. The-- The-- Ah. Okay.

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[both laugh]

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Five years ago, this surgery would've
seemed like science fiction.

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[sighs] Makes you think about what's next.

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Space. Right, Chief?

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Who's going to space?

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-No one.
-[laughs]

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[suction hissing]

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[Nick] Hit it.

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["Una furtiva lagrima" plays]

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Patient's name?

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[Lee] Arthur Kyat, 21.
End-stage liver disease,

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secondary to Primary
Sclerosing Cholangitis.

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Patient's getting orthotopic
liver transplant today.

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Good.

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Donor's name?

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Donor's name?

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James. His name is James.

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You know, I've stood next
to a hundred different doctors

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waiting in line to retrieve organs,

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and that's what it is to a lot of them--

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an organ that will help
save their patient,

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but it's not just an organ, is it?

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It was somebody's life,
somebody's brother, somebody's child.

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It's the greatest gift
a human being can give

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to another human being.

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And if you want to be
a great transplant surgeon,

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can't forget that.

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You cannot forget the person
who gave the gifts.

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Okay?

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We're ready. Scalpel, please.

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["Una furtiva lagrima" continues]

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♪♪

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[Amelia] Setting the robot
for trajectory number three.

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♪ M'ama! ♪

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♪♪

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Okay.

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-[exhales deeply]
-[Meredith] You okay?

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Yeah, I just-- I need a minute.

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[sighs]

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♪♪

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Have you heard anything about Owen yet?

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No.

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You could check on this later.

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'Cause while someone you care
about is in another room

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getting surgery right now,

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someone I care about has
his brain open in this room.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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[sighs]

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Ready for the third injection
for this side of the brain.

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Here we go.

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♪♪

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[sirens wail in distance]

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[woman over PA] Dr. Kassulke to the ER.

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-Dr. Kurt Kassulke to the ER.
-[monitor beeping steadily]

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[beeping continues]

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[sighs] You're here.

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People do crazy things
when they're triggered,

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or in a mental-health crisis, and...

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When my phone rang today and it was Tom...

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I remembered that I made decisions
when I was triggered.

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And those decisions didn't take you

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or our family into consideration.

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I remembered how much
you'd forgiven me for.

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But... [sighs]

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I don't-- I don't know.

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I don't know if I can forgive
you for this, Owen.

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But I know that we have to--

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we have to talk. We have to try.

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I'm not triggered, and I'm not
in a mental-health crisis.

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I stand by what I did and how I did it.

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♪♪

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But I love you, Teddy.

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♪♪

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I love you, and I'm glad you want to talk.

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♪♪

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♪ I'll wait for you on 7th Avenue ♪

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♪ We'll leave behind ♪

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[Nick] So, assuming normal recovery,

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he should be walking around
in a few weeks.

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And then at a Wolves game
with me in a month or so.

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♪ All of the things we knew ♪

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[chuckles] Hey.

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♪ Your turn, your move ♪

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♪ I followed all the clues ♪

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-Thank you.
-Hmm.

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[sniffles]

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♪ I saved a seat for you ♪

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♪ I saved a seat for you ♪

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I don't know how to thank them.

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♪♪

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♪ I saved a seat for you ♪

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How do I thank the people
who lost their son today?

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[sniffles]

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♪ And we're the only sound ♪

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♪ No one will find us now ♪

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[sighs]

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♪ I get lost with you ♪

35:50.064 --> 35:52.024
♪ I get lost with you ♪

35:52.108 --> 35:53.901
♪ I get lost with you ♪

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All day long, I've been racking my brain

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trying to figure out
who in their right mind

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would have left that surgery
the way you were prepared to.

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♪♪

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♪ The secrets that we keep ♪

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And then it dawned on me--

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you are someone who loves
her people so hard and so much

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that the second they're in trouble,
everything else just... falls away.

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♪ And messed up everything ♪

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Guilty... as charged.

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I've never met anyone like that.

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It's...

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Infuriating?

36:37.403 --> 36:38.696
[chuckles] Well...

36:38.779 --> 36:41.908
[clicks tongue] I was gonna say inspiring.

36:41.991 --> 36:43.868
But yours works, too.

36:43.951 --> 36:46.078
♪ I get lost with you ♪

36:47.580 --> 36:48.915
I can't believe we did it.

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♪ I get lost with you ♪

36:50.291 --> 36:51.626
♪ I get lost with you ♪

36:51.709 --> 36:52.960
Believe it.

36:53.044 --> 36:56.172
♪ No one will find us now ♪

36:56.255 --> 36:58.132
♪ I get lost with you ♪

36:58.216 --> 37:00.176
♪ I get lost with you ♪

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♪ I get lost with you ♪

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-Oh, my God, Link!
-Oh, crap!

37:04.889 --> 37:05.890
You scared the hell out of me!

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What are you doing in here?

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Sorry, your water pressure's
so much better,

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and I thought you were out,
so I decided to take a shower.

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-Yeah, I can...
-[sighs]

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I can see that.

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♪ I'll wait for you on 7th Avenue ♪

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♪ We'll leave behind
all of the things we knew ♪

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♪ All of the things we knew ♪

37:32.458 --> 37:34.919
♪ So when the lights go down ♪

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[breathes sharply]

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Sorry.

37:37.964 --> 37:40.424
♪ And we're the only sound ♪

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Me, too.

37:41.717 --> 37:43.803
♪ No one will find us now ♪

37:43.886 --> 37:46.055
♪ I get lost with you ♪

37:46.138 --> 37:48.224
[scoffs] How are we gonna do this?

37:48.516 --> 37:50.226
♪ I get lost with you ♪

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I don't know.

37:52.144 --> 37:53.145
♪ I get lost with you ♪

37:53.229 --> 37:55.439
-You want me to move out?
-No!

37:56.565 --> 38:00.236
♪ No one will find us now ♪

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Maybe.

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♪ I get lost with you ♪

38:04.407 --> 38:06.909
♪ I get lost with you ♪

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Some people don't like
open-world role-playing games

38:10.204 --> 38:12.331
because there's too many choices,

38:12.415 --> 38:14.959
but the beauty of the game design

38:15.042 --> 38:19.547
is that... you get to create
your own character.

38:19.630 --> 38:22.425
You get to be whoever you want to be.

38:22.591 --> 38:26.470
You level up, um,
abilities to be anyone you want to be,

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and if you fail, you get to try again
in a completely different way.

38:31.183 --> 38:36.272
Y-You can go somewhere else
or take a different path.

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Possibilities are endless.

38:38.482 --> 38:41.277
That beauty's in medicine, too.

38:41.360 --> 38:43.279
-No, well, th-- think about it.
-[sighs]

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When you have foundational knowledge
and skill set,

38:47.908 --> 38:49.827
the possibilities are endless.

38:49.910 --> 38:53.205
You can choose your specialty
or a form of research,

38:53.289 --> 38:54.415
whether you want to teach--

38:54.498 --> 38:57.543
multiple paths exist to save lives.

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Schmitt, you belong on one of them.

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Come back.

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You and I can find our way together--

39:07.470 --> 39:09.180
a new way.

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I appreciate you coming here, Dr. Webber,

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trying to salvage my career, rescue me.

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But you're too late.

39:22.735 --> 39:23.944
I've already bled out.

39:25.029 --> 39:26.739
There's nothing left to save.

39:26.822 --> 39:30.201
♪♪

39:30.284 --> 39:34.413
I'm gonna, um, lay down.
You can play if you want.

39:35.623 --> 39:38.000
[Meredith] When people hear our names,

39:38.084 --> 39:39.377
what will they remember?

39:39.460 --> 39:41.379
♪ Would you meet me in the middle... ♪

39:41.462 --> 39:42.671
[sighs]

39:42.755 --> 39:44.256
♪ ...if I gave you all my time? ♪

39:44.340 --> 39:46.008
What did we leave behind?

39:46.092 --> 39:48.010
♪♪

39:48.094 --> 39:50.846
♪ We could try to make it simple ♪

39:50.930 --> 39:52.139
[siren wails in distance]

39:52.223 --> 39:53.265
♪ But we'd probably lose our minds ♪

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So?

39:55.434 --> 39:56.852
When does it start?

39:56.936 --> 39:58.354
Uh, when does what start?

39:58.437 --> 40:00.064
The flight surgeon training.

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-[scoffs]
-You got to get board certified

40:01.690 --> 40:02.983
in aerospace medicine first, right?

40:03.067 --> 40:04.235
[sighs]

40:04.318 --> 40:06.779
Please tell me you said yes
to your friend.

40:06.862 --> 40:08.864
Of course I did not.

40:08.948 --> 40:11.367
Oh, Chief Bailey, he called you!

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-[sighs]
-You can't say no.

40:12.993 --> 40:13.994
What if...

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W-What if-- hear me out.

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What if you're the Chosen One,
the only one in the galaxy

40:20.626 --> 40:22.920
who can take the job
and restore it to order?

40:23.003 --> 40:24.922
I prefer to think of myself as Rey.

40:25.005 --> 40:28.050
And Rey is the Chosen One,

40:28.134 --> 40:29.969
after Luke's fall.

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-Disagree.
-Okay, that was--

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-hey, that was a faulty prophecy.
-Mm.

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[laughs]

40:35.975 --> 40:38.769
But, Chief, you said it yourself.

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It's a dream of yours to work for NASA.

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I'm not in a place to be making
decisions based on dreams.

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♪ Oh, there's nothing left to lose ♪

40:48.446 --> 40:50.781
You have no idea.

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Only bright spot around here
lately has been you.

40:54.910 --> 40:57.580
♪ And I passed out on your lawn ♪

40:57.663 --> 40:58.914
[horn honks]

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[stammers] I'm... sor--

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Oh, whoa.

41:03.252 --> 41:05.713
I must've misread the situation.

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Uh... good night, Doc-- Chief Bailey.
Goodnight, Chief Bailey.

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[Meredith] Did we blaze trails?

41:11.927 --> 41:14.054
Did we guide a new generation?

41:14.138 --> 41:16.182
Did we bestow all the wisdom we could?

41:16.265 --> 41:17.892
♪ And I, I don't think I want to ♪

41:17.975 --> 41:19.935
Have we paved a legacy?

41:20.019 --> 41:20.853
♪♪

41:20.936 --> 41:23.689
♪ And I ♪

41:23.772 --> 41:25.608
[laughs]

41:25.691 --> 41:28.152
-Oh, my Lord.
-Hi! Surprise.

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Feel like I'm still dreaming here.

41:30.488 --> 41:31.864
[laughs]

41:31.947 --> 41:33.616
-How are you?
-I'm good. How are you?

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-Good.
-Good.

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I just thought I would come and give you
the surgery update in person.

41:38.078 --> 41:39.663
You pulled it off, didn't you?

41:39.788 --> 41:41.749
[sighs] We did.

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I never had a doubt in my mind.

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There was just one small hiccup, though.

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Oh, yeah? What's that?

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That the only person
I wanted to celebrate with

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-lives 1,500 miles away.
-[clicks tongue]

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-Oh, what a jerk. Seriously.
-[laughs]

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[Meredith] Maybe instead of wanting
to be known for what we've done...

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But wait.

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Y-You were dreaming about me?

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-No! I--
-You said you were.

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No, I knew I shouldn't have told you that.

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-Come in.
-Okay.

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[door creaks open]

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...let's be known for who we are.

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♪♪

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♪♪