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[Cold War Kids'
"Dirt In My Eyes" plays]

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[car horns honk]

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♪ Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh ♪

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[siren wails in distance]

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[Meredith] Surgeons are put through
rigorous tests just to get in the game.

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We endure decades
of anxiety-provoking acronyms.

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SAT. MCAT. USMLE. ABSITE.

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[Bailey sighs]

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And if we pass that gauntlet...

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♪ We were not meant to be ♪

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...we are rewarded with the need
to log 850 surgeries

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and take an eight-hour
multiple-choice and oral exam.

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There's almost no time
to take in the victory...

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or even a nap.

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[laughing] I didn't really peg you
for the private jet and limo type.

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[Meredith chuckles]

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Don't worry. I will never send you
a private jet or a limousine.

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-Okay.
-Catherine Fox sent both.

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But thank you for doing this here.

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Well, you found me the perfect recipient,
so I should be thanking you.

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And I've never been in a stretch limo,
so it's a win/win.

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-Is that it?
-Hey, Dr. Miranda Bailey.

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-Meet Dr. Nick Marsh.
-Hi.

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I'm not a hugger, but I'm gonna hug you.
May I hug you?

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-Yeah. Sure.
-Thank you. We need this.

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-Grey Sloan needs this. Thank you.
-[Cellphone vibrates]

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They're ready to do the ICU conversion.

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Oh, and are the residents
prepped and ready?

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-They are ready, but not prepped.
-Good. I like an element of surprise.

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♪ You just keep on kicking
dirt in my eyes ♪

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Why are we standing out here?
That's a live organ.

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-Let's move!
-Right.

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♪ ...lies ♪

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♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh,
ooh-ooh ♪

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[Sighs] Ow!

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Mom! What... What are you doing here?
What is this?

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Your mail. It's been piling up.

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[sighs]

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You need to come in
for the residency review today.

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Yeah, I got the email. I'm busy.

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So you're just good that our program
is being slaughtered on social media?

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-What are you talking about?
-"#GSM sucks its residents dry."

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"#GSM should be #ashamed."

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"#GSM is abusive and will murder you."

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Ow.

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You may not have seen them,
but I'm pretty sure

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the Medical Accreditation Council did.

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Oh my, God.

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Levi, I know you've been hurting.

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But I've worked too hard.

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I've worked too hard to let them come in
and just shut down our program.

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So please, if you have
any fight in you, any at all,

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get up and come to work!
Just for one day.

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If not for yourself, then for me. Please.

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[footsteps departing]

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[door opens, closes]

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No... Mom!
[echoing]

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Now, I can't tell you what to say
to the Accreditation Council,

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but they will be assessing the attendings
as well as the residents.

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So if they do question you,
keep your answers short and sweet,

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focused on the success of the program.

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[Link] Do we know what questions
they're going to ask?

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It's a complaint-driven site visit,
so they'll want to check case logs,

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observe our residents,
review our curriculum,

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and verify that we are all staying
on top of our certifications.

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-Do we know who complained?
-No. And we're not allowed to ask.

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[Winston] How are we supposed to show
our teaching skills with the residents

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on grand rounds today
with Grey and Marsh?

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Grand rounds today is a miracle.

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[chuckling] Groundbreaking medicine,
visiting surgeons,

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extraordinary teaching opportunities.
That's what makes Grey Sloan, Grey Sloan.

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And what happens if they're not
as impressed with us as you are?

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[Owen] The program goes on probation
and potentially could even be shut down.

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And that record would be
visible to the public.

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So we could lose our residents
and our patients.

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-Yes.
-No.

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Because we are going
to show them who we really are,

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one of the top five teaching hospitals
in the country

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with a world-renowned surgical program.

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So, go fill in your departments
and your fellow attendings.

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Now, go impress somebody!

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♪♪

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[door opens]

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[Bailey sighs]
Ay-ay-ay-ay.

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Uh, no. You are scheduled
to be first interviewed.

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-Uh, well, that's not going to work.
-And why not?

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My physician assessment
is in half an hour.

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-You're doing that today?
-Inconvenient timing,

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but I'm not in control of the schedule.

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[Meredith] I think you're all gonna
see something you haven't seen before.

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[crowd murmuring]

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-Hi.
-Hi.

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So, this is Mason Taylor.

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He was declared brain dead
after being struck by a drunk driver.

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-We're just procuring organs?
-How is this a grand round?

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Do you two have questions?

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-Um...
-Um...

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Yeah. Uh, if he's the donor,
then what's in the cooler?

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I'm sorry. Did I not mention that
Mr. Taylor will also be the recipient?

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We're giving him a kidney.

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We're donating a kidney
to a brain dead recipient?

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Did the kidney donor family
consent to this?

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[monitor beeping]

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The kidney donor is a pig.
Farm raised, genetically modified.

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[gasps]
We're doing a xenotransplant?

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You're putting a pig kidney
into a human man?

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-That's right.
-A brain dead human man?

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That's right.

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-Perez?
-I'm just so confused.

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[all chuckle]

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[Bailey breathes sharply]
Um...

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how do I explain to the team reviewing
our residency that you are unavailable?

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Just tell them the truth.

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I am the director
of the residency program,

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I requested this assessment myself.

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That speaks highly of the standards
to which we hold ourselves

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and the residency council
will appreciate that.

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-Will they?
-I hope so.

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You can hope
or you can postpone the assessment.

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I see your worry and I understand it.

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But we have flown a world-class surgeon
and a neuroscientist here

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according to their scheduling.

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I went out of my way
to find someone who doesn't like me

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and won't be biased, which wasn't easy
to do because I'm pretty popular.

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Let's just take a deep breath, Bailey.

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-[Richard breathes deeply]
-You are my residency director.

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Our program is being assessed

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as to whether or not it should
be allowed to continue.

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-Now, what if you don't pass?
-[Hamilton] Richard Webber.

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David. Thank you for coming.

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He's your evaluator?

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I wanted someone as unbiased as they come.

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Plus, I'm an expert at judging people,
I can spot a tremor from a mile away.

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He doesn't have any tremors.

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[Kai] We're also looking for
any intellectual tremors, if you will.

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Less obvious than the physical,
but equally significant.

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He doesn't have any of those either.

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Dr. Bartley is as good a neuroscientist

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as you will find
in these contiguous United States.

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And together,
we will be the judge of that.

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Chief Bailey. Jamarah Blake,
Medical Accreditation Council.

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-Yes.
-Yikes. Busy day.

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-Shall we?
-Shall we?

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♪♪

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[Bailey chuckles nervously]
Mnh.

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Hey, Richard.
I just wanted wish you luck.

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-How did you know?
-I said nothing.

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I grew up
with an extremely withholding mother,

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I can squeeze information
out of "good morning."

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-Thank you, but I don't need any luck.
-Just a time machine.

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[telephone rings in distance]

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Cool. Way to poke holes
in his trust in me.

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Well, he doesn't have to trust you,
he has to trust himself.

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And I have been helping him do that
in his weakest moments for years.

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-Mm-hmm.
-He has to pass this test.

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I am not saying don't be truthful,

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I'm just saying he's important
to this hospital, and to me.

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[Tiggs da Author's "New Day" plays]

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I'll show you the skills labs,
simulators, residents' lounge,

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as well as our lecture hall
where we hold didactics and grand rounds.

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When do you have us scheduled to speak
with the residents directly?

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I was hoping to start with Dr. Schmitt.

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They are, uh, actually observing
a groundbreaking medical innovation today.

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Okay. Everyone say thank you, Mason.

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♪ So tell me ♪

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Mason here wanted to donate his organs,

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but UNOS ruled it out due
to his history of cancer.

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So instead, his wife consented
to donating his whole body to research.

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Listen, 17 people die each and every day
waiting for a kidney transplant.

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If this works, we could say goodbye to
long transplant lists in just a few years.

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-So...
-[all] Thank you, Mason.

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Good.

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What does this one do?
Whoa! Okay, I got it.

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♪ "If you love me, give me mula" ♪

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[device beeping]

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♪ Man, I had nothing,
so it shocked my head ♪

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[Mabel] Is this the first time
anyone's done this?

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Yep. Who can tell me why we're
working on a dead man?

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-[Jordan] First, do no harm.
-Exactly.

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We can't experiment with a xenotransplant
on anyone who has anything to lose.

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And why are we attaching
the kidney to the groin?

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So that you can see the kidney
while you're assessing its performance.

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We'll actually see the kidney darken
if rejection happens.

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[Taryn] Also, the groin
is close to the bladder

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which provides a good blood supply
through the iliac artery.

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Wow. Correct.

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I don't care what Dr. Grey says about you,
you're a pretty sharp group.

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♪ The sound got me cruisin' ♪

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You have one minute to make that side
look like that side.

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-I'm not a toddler.
-Again, we'll be the judge of that.

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And go.

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♪ You wanna rock, rock,
rock your mind ♪

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♪ You wanna slide, slide,
I'll slide to your side ♪

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It's impressive that you're still bringing
in innovative cases when you've lost,

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let me see... seven physicians recently?

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We've had a lot of retirees this year.

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Ah. So, did Dr. Hayes,
chief of peds, retire?

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Actually, he moved back to Ireland.

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I was told it was a family matter.

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-Yeah.
-Huh.

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We have urine! He peed!

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[all cheering]

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-We've got urine!
-[laughing] Oh, my God!

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-Dr. Bailey, we have urine.
-Yes! So we heard!

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Dr. Grey, this is the team
from the accreditation council.

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It's nice to meet you.
It's a big deal.

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So obviously, the residents
are very excited.

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The residents are always enthusiastic
when they work with Dr. Grey.

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I would imagine.

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And it seems like
a rare opportunity these days.

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-You're a busy woman, Dr. Grey.
-I am.

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I actually have a liver biopsy to get to.
It's a pleasure to meet both of you.

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-I'll see you soon.
-Nice to meet you.

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-Mm. So, Dr. Bailey, who's next?
-Yes. [chuckles]

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[siren wails, horns honk in distance]

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[Levi] What about this one? "When #GSM
residents #suffer, patients suffer."

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When was the last time you knew me
to do anything right on a computer?

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Mom, you can't just criticize my workplace
and with so many unnecessary hashtags.

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-So now it's your workplace again?
-Mom!

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I do not need you to fight my battles.

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Sweetheart, you walked out of your job,
you broke up with your boyfriend,

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you sit down here all day
and all night playing video games.

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You don't go outside.
You need help, Levi.

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How does it help me for you
to trash talk my training program?

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You never should have been
in that operating room by yourself.

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They never should have put you
in a situation

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where you could singlehandedly
kill a man.

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Every surgeon eventually loses someone
on the table.

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Keyword being "eventually."
Not before you're prepared.

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-You're never prepared!
-Not before you're trained!

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-They experimented on you!
-That is how medicine evolves, Mom!

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That is how teaching techniques evolve.
They experiment.

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I am the one who failed the Webber Method,
not the other way around!

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-You are still a student.
-[sighs] Mom!

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You were holding a scalpel
without a teacher in the room.

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And you don't have to think
that that's wrong, but I do!

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I do! And I have the right to warn others!

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Mom!

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Oh, my God, Mom! Oh, my God! Mom.

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Mom! Hey!

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Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

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[line ringing]

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[Levi breathing heavily]

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[woman]
9-1-1, what's your emergency?

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Hi, yes. My mom,
she fell down a flight of stairs.

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And she's unconscious, unresponsive.
And her respiratory rate's around 24.

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-What's the address?
-357 Northside Drive.

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She also has shortening
and internal rotation of the left leg.

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Which means a possible
femoral neck fracture.

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Just hurry up, please!

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Mom? I'm so sorry. It's gonna be okay.

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I'm sorry, just stay with me.

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Purple. Green.

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Uh, yellow. Orange.

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Uh... red-- I mean, blue. I-I missed one.

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-Uh, may I try it again?
-On a good day, I miss three.

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Our brains don't
like incongruent information.

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That's why this test is a good indicator
of attention capacity

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and processing speed.
And you actually did quite well.

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We have decades of muscle memory
in our brains,

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and this damn Stroop test
is asking us to ignore it.

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Of course, as surgeons, we have
to process a lot of information

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-in a short amount of time as we operate.
-I know this.

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And I know that there's a difference
between slowing down a bit

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-and being a danger in the OR.
-I appreciate that.

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Aging as a surgeon
is a special kind of humiliation.

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We watch doctors with half our
experience whipping through procedures

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with their agile hands and nimble brains.

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Then part of our job is to find
and recruit the next you.

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Which can be a fun challenge,

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but can also be a real ego-buster
while you're waiting for them to determine

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your footsteps are worth following.

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It sounds as if you're speaking
from experience.

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Well, uh... I....

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I... I imagine it would be hard.

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I knew it.

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I knew it!

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I said it from the first time
you brought her to Minnesota.

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You're trying to poach Meredith Grey.

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A-plus on the reasoning skills section.

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♪♪

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Yes, I did my residency at Tufts,
where I became an attending.

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Tufts is one of the nation's
most renowned institutions.

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-What brought you back to Grey Sloan?
-Also a renowned institution.

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Well, yes. That, and my former teacher
is one of the chiefs of cardio here.

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And I've always wanted
to work with her again.

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There's no one like her.

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-Dr. Pierce?
-Yes.

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Also your wife.

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Do you make a habit of dating your
students, or was your husband the first?

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Excuse me?

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Was your relationship on record at Tufts?

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No, we didn't... Wait.

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I'm sorry, I don't see how this
is relevant to our residency program.

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There have been some reports that there is
a history of inappropriate sexual conduct

14:17.314 --> 14:19.441
here at Grey Sloan,
so we have to be thorough.

14:19.525 --> 14:22.695
I can assure you that our relationship
is in no way inappropriate.

14:22.778 --> 14:24.071
[Maggie]
Are we done here?

14:24.154 --> 14:27.491
Did you know Dr. Pierce
was a child prodigy?

14:27.575 --> 14:28.826
♪♪

14:30.369 --> 14:33.998
Dr. Hunt, your mobility looks good.
I heard about your accident.

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We have an excellent PT department.

14:36.333 --> 14:38.294
So when do you think you'll
be able to operate again?

14:38.377 --> 14:40.796
-Soon.
-Soon. A few more sessions of PT.

14:40.880 --> 14:41.881
Okay, great.

14:41.964 --> 14:44.633
Uh, Dr. Hunt's experience
as a military surgeon

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has been a huge asset
to our Level One Trauma Center.

14:48.387 --> 14:50.848
And, uh, he's been overseeing a study...

14:50.931 --> 14:55.144
On burn pit illnesses in military
veterans. Yes, I read about that.

14:55.227 --> 14:59.148
Now, a few of the patients involved
with the study died recently.

14:59.231 --> 15:02.359
-You're still able to move forward?
-There were... there were...

15:02.443 --> 15:05.154
There were some deaths.
There were several deaths.

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That's because burn pits kill people.

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I thought we were here to talk
about the residency program.

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♪♪

15:14.371 --> 15:16.749
It's a great program.

15:16.832 --> 15:20.044
I left a job with the Seattle Mariners
to work at Grey Sloan.

15:20.127 --> 15:24.089
[chuckles] That was a big change.
Turned my life upside down.

15:24.173 --> 15:26.967
I used to live life on a road.
Free and easy.

15:27.051 --> 15:31.805
Now I have a baby,
and a completely shattered heart,

15:31.889 --> 15:35.100
and an apartment with no furniture.

15:35.184 --> 15:37.019
I'm sorry, what was the question?

15:37.102 --> 15:40.439
♪♪

15:42.232 --> 15:45.736
Okay, get the biopsy,
call me when the results come in.

15:45.819 --> 15:47.404
I want to see those cells myself.

15:47.488 --> 15:49.114
[indistinct PA announcement]

15:51.825 --> 15:53.118
[telephone rings in distance]

15:54.328 --> 15:57.081
-Excuse me, are you Dr. Marsh?
-Yes.

15:57.164 --> 15:58.832
We spoke on the phone.
I'm Jan Taylor.

15:58.916 --> 16:01.752
I came straight from the airport.
My husband Mason...

16:01.835 --> 16:05.339
-Yes. I'm very sorry for your loss.
-I need to see him.

16:05.422 --> 16:07.383
Is he still... can I see him?

16:07.466 --> 16:10.427
Unfortunately, no. I'm sorry.
We can't risk exposure.

16:10.511 --> 16:12.888
-No, I don't accept that. He's my husband.
-Whoa.

16:12.972 --> 16:15.099
-No, no, no, I need to see my husband!
-It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.

16:15.182 --> 16:19.103
Jan, listen to me. You can see him.
You can absolutely see him.

16:19.186 --> 16:21.563
Um, you can say goodbye.
Just not right now.

16:21.647 --> 16:25.275
No, please. Please, let me see him.
Let me see him.

16:25.359 --> 16:26.485
-Jan...
-He's my husband.

16:26.568 --> 16:29.697
Listen, Jan. Listen, listen.
Listen to me, okay?

16:29.780 --> 16:31.198
[exhales sharply]

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Remember what we're doing here, okay?
What you consented to.

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If this works,
it could save thousands of lives.

16:36.996 --> 16:38.622
-[crying, sniffling]
-Thousands.

16:38.706 --> 16:40.082
And I know you've lost everything,

16:40.165 --> 16:41.625
and I can't imagine
what you're feeling right now,

16:41.709 --> 16:44.211
but if you go barging into the room,
it is done. It is over.

16:44.294 --> 16:48.882
He beat cancer! He beat cancer, and he
gets himself killed crossing the street!

16:48.966 --> 16:51.927
-I understand.
-[sobbing] Oh, my God! Oh, my God.

16:52.011 --> 16:54.346
Oh, my God!

16:54.888 --> 16:55.931
-[sobbing]
-It's all right.

16:56.015 --> 16:57.850
♪♪

16:58.934 --> 16:59.977
-Oh, my God!
-Mm.

17:01.854 --> 17:04.565
♪♪

17:04.648 --> 17:07.151
-I'm sorry.
-Oh, my God!

17:07.860 --> 17:08.902
[Jan sniffles]

17:09.028 --> 17:10.070
[crying]

17:10.821 --> 17:11.822
[sighs]

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♪♪

17:14.158 --> 17:15.951
Oh, no.

17:16.035 --> 17:19.621
No, no, no. Okay. Okay, ABCs.

17:19.705 --> 17:23.042
A: airway. Not obstructed,

17:23.125 --> 17:26.837
but definitely having trouble
with B: breathing.

17:26.920 --> 17:28.547
[breathing quickly]

17:28.630 --> 17:30.924
♪♪

17:31.008 --> 17:32.801
Increased resonance on the right side.

17:32.885 --> 17:33.927
[breathing quickly]

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Jugular venous distention.

17:38.432 --> 17:41.226
Oh, my God. Her trachea's deviated.

17:41.310 --> 17:44.063
Mom, you have a tension pneumothorax.

17:44.146 --> 17:47.441
I need help! Where is the ambulance?
Where are they?

17:49.026 --> 17:50.152
Oh, God.

17:51.528 --> 17:55.616
Hey, Mom, it's okay. They're on their way.
I'm right here. Okay?

17:58.243 --> 18:00.662
Exactly what is the point of this one?

18:00.746 --> 18:02.956
This tests your ability
to ignore distraction

18:03.040 --> 18:04.958
while maintaining neuromuscular control.

18:05.042 --> 18:07.336
Just remember you're controlling
the cursor with your movement.

18:07.419 --> 18:10.589
I'm trying, but you just told me
you're stealing my top surgeon.

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No stealing about it. The offer nearly
broke the clinic's budget.

18:14.051 --> 18:17.137
You had the nerve to mention it
while I'm in the middle of my assessment.

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I didn't mention it, you inferred.

18:19.848 --> 18:23.477
Our residency program is being evaluated
on its teaching ability.

18:23.560 --> 18:27.940
If they find out that our top teacher
is considering leaving...

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[stammering]
You know what?

18:31.944 --> 18:34.613
Respectfully, you're gonna have
to start this over again.

18:34.696 --> 18:37.533
Are you mad that I told you
or are you mad that she may accept?

18:37.616 --> 18:41.245
It's an incredible opportunity for her,
Richard, and she's a Grey.

18:42.412 --> 18:44.248
She is bigger than just one hospital.

18:44.331 --> 18:45.541
[cellphone vibrates]

18:45.624 --> 18:46.750
[Richard sighs]

18:49.086 --> 18:50.796
-Schmitt, I'm in the middle of...
-It's my mom.

18:50.879 --> 18:52.131
Oh, God, Mom, stay with me.

18:52.214 --> 18:53.715
She fell down the stairs.

18:54.550 --> 18:56.218
Ambulance is taking forever to get here.

19:02.307 --> 19:03.934
-Schmitt, talk to me. Did you find...
-I found a knife!

19:04.017 --> 19:07.729
-Can you sterilize it with something?
-Um, yes, I have alcohol wipes.

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[breathing heavily]

19:11.900 --> 19:14.069
♪♪

19:14.153 --> 19:15.404
Schmitt?

19:16.196 --> 19:17.739
[shuddered breathing]

19:17.823 --> 19:21.910
Um, Dr. Webber, I don't-- I don't think
that I can stab my mom with a knife.

19:21.994 --> 19:25.622
It is not a knife, it is a makeshift
scalpel, and you are not stabbing her.

19:25.706 --> 19:29.084
She is a patient who needs a thoracostomy.
I've seen you do dozens of them.

19:29.168 --> 19:30.419
Okay. Okay.

19:30.502 --> 19:31.879
Um....

19:31.962 --> 19:34.214
[breathing quickly]
Okay.

19:36.300 --> 19:38.135
I'm sorry, Mom. Um...

19:38.218 --> 19:39.386
♪♪

19:39.469 --> 19:41.388
[Levi grunts]
All right.

19:41.471 --> 19:45.434
Um... all I have are-- are some little
scissors to get into the chest wall.

19:45.517 --> 19:47.060
Okay, that'll do.

19:48.187 --> 19:49.229
[Levi grunts, Myrna exhales]

19:49.646 --> 19:51.106
All right, I'm in.

19:51.190 --> 19:53.901
Okay. She's breathing better now.

19:53.984 --> 19:55.569
-Nice job, Schmitt.
-Oh, my God.

19:55.652 --> 19:57.196
-Oh, no. Oh, my God.
-What is it?

19:57.279 --> 20:00.032
Uh, it's a hemopneumothorax,
not just a tension pneumo!

20:00.115 --> 20:01.533
Schmitt, I need you to stay calm.

20:01.617 --> 20:03.368
[knock on door upstairs]

20:03.452 --> 20:05.662
-[man] Seattle Fire Department.
-Thank God! I'm down here!

20:05.746 --> 20:06.663
[door opens]

20:06.747 --> 20:08.332
♪♪

20:09.917 --> 20:15.214
Ah, Dr. Wilson, these are members
of the Medical Accreditation Council.

20:15.422 --> 20:17.090
-See here.
-Oh. Uh, well...

20:17.174 --> 20:23.722
Well, there is no better residency program
and no better chief than Dr. Bailey.

20:23.805 --> 20:25.724
Then why did you leave?

20:25.807 --> 20:27.893
My husband left me,
and then I had a nervous breakdown.

20:27.976 --> 20:30.145
Not in that order.
And then there was a pandemic.

20:30.229 --> 20:31.355
So, I just needed a change.

20:32.439 --> 20:36.109
Okay, did Dr. Bailey try
to dissuade you from this decision?

20:37.819 --> 20:38.820
Um...

20:39.738 --> 20:41.406
She absolutely did.

20:41.490 --> 20:44.076
You did five years of surgical residency,

20:44.159 --> 20:46.662
a fellowship with Dr. Bailey,

20:46.745 --> 20:49.206
uh, two years as
a general surgery attending?

20:49.289 --> 20:50.290
That's right.

20:50.374 --> 20:52.918
And just threw it all away
to start over again?

20:53.001 --> 20:54.127
[telephone rings in distance]

20:54.753 --> 20:58.215
I use my surgical training
in my current residency all the time.

20:58.298 --> 21:01.802
It's where I learned to think on my feet,
make tough choices under pressure,

21:01.885 --> 21:03.762
pivot when circumstances change.

21:03.845 --> 21:07.391
And respectfully,
there is an arrogance and a superiority

21:07.474 --> 21:10.060
that surgeons have
when discussing obstetrics.

21:10.143 --> 21:12.604
I feel that reflected in this line
of questioning and I resent it.

21:12.688 --> 21:16.650
But in summation,
there is no better residency program

21:16.733 --> 21:19.820
and there is no better chief
than Dr. Bailey.

21:19.903 --> 21:22.698
Excuse me, I have a mom
at seven centimeters.

21:22.781 --> 21:23.949
[both sigh]

21:25.075 --> 21:29.413
Okay. Uh... next on my list
is Dr. Richard Webber.

21:29.496 --> 21:30.497
♪♪

21:30.580 --> 21:31.957
Yes, um...

21:33.417 --> 21:38.630
Why don't, uh, uh, you two
take your break, and I will go get him.

21:40.090 --> 21:41.174
Did they start a line?

21:41.258 --> 21:43.010
Oh, my God, oh, my God, Mom.

21:43.093 --> 21:45.470
-They put her on O2?
-Yeah.

21:45.554 --> 21:46.763
Did they bandage the wound?

21:46.847 --> 21:48.640
Yes, sir. ETA's about 10 minutes.

21:48.724 --> 21:50.934
Could you call cardio and ortho,
have a chest tube tray set up

21:51.018 --> 21:52.227
and portable X-ray.

21:52.311 --> 21:53.979
-Yeah, I got it, Schmitt.
-Thank you, sir.

21:54.563 --> 21:58.400
Hey, ugh, it is not going well.
Please tell me you passed...

21:58.483 --> 22:00.944
Levi Schmitt's mom took
a bad fall down the stairs.

22:01.028 --> 22:05.073
Hemopneumothorax, possible hip fracture.
He's on his way here with her now.

22:05.157 --> 22:08.577
Why do I get the sense you're
not telling me the whole story?

22:10.620 --> 22:12.122
Has Meredith spoken to you yet?

22:12.205 --> 22:15.042
♪♪

22:22.549 --> 22:25.010
-Hey.
-Blood pressure...

22:25.093 --> 22:26.636
[whistles]
...plummeting.

22:26.720 --> 22:27.763
Oh.

22:28.847 --> 22:31.266
His blood flow is not strong enough
to perfuse the kidney,

22:31.350 --> 22:33.477
so he's not making urine anymore.

22:34.561 --> 22:36.730
I sent the residents out
for labs and coffee,

22:36.813 --> 22:39.524
but really I sent them away
so I wouldn't scream at anyone.

22:39.608 --> 22:42.361
-Did you try a bolus?
-Multiple. Plus atropine,

22:42.444 --> 22:44.404
and I've maxed out on dopamine.

22:45.989 --> 22:49.159
-Epi?
-Maybe. I don't know.

22:49.242 --> 22:51.536
I don't know. I just, I need this to work.

22:51.620 --> 22:53.705
[breathes sharply]

22:53.789 --> 22:55.165
His wife's waiting to see him.

22:55.248 --> 22:57.918
And among other things, it would be
really nice to give her some good news.

22:58.001 --> 23:00.420
[sighs]

23:04.216 --> 23:05.258
[breathes deeply]

23:06.551 --> 23:10.806
The worst part about this job is telling
families that their person didn't make it.

23:10.889 --> 23:15.727
And you have that on some level
in every single case.

23:15.811 --> 23:21.108
[soft chuckle]
Yeah. Unless this works.

23:21.650 --> 23:26.071
If this works, maybe in a few years...
I don't know.

23:26.154 --> 23:28.865
I don't know, I don't know...

23:28.949 --> 23:30.283
[clicks tongue]

23:31.576 --> 23:33.745
I think it's why you shake in your sleep.

23:33.829 --> 23:35.580
[chuckles]

23:35.664 --> 23:38.333
-I do?
-Just a little bit.

23:38.417 --> 23:41.920
Then I put a hand on you and it stops.

23:42.003 --> 23:44.256
No one's ever told me that before.

23:45.298 --> 23:46.716
[chuckles]

23:48.844 --> 23:52.556
-[Meredith] Hey.
-You let me hug you.

23:53.390 --> 23:57.102
You're taking that job in Minnesota.
You couldn't even tell me yourself?

23:57.185 --> 23:58.478
You couldn't give me that much respect?

23:58.562 --> 23:59.855
[scoffs]

23:59.980 --> 24:01.606
No, I haven't even made a decision yet.

24:01.690 --> 24:06.445
This program raised you. I raised you!
Taught you all that you know.

24:06.528 --> 24:09.281
Then made all the concessions you needed

24:09.364 --> 24:12.617
so you could split your time
between here and David Hamilton.

24:12.701 --> 24:16.413
And then, even with all that,
you'd be so selfish

24:16.496 --> 24:19.499
as to leave in the middle
of a historic physician shortage

24:19.583 --> 24:23.837
with the residency program hanging on
by a thread?

24:23.920 --> 24:24.963
[coughing]

24:25.630 --> 24:28.592
-Mandy.
-Yeah, no.

24:28.675 --> 24:30.802
You're that girl, huh?
[sniffles]

24:31.261 --> 24:34.222
That same... [sighs] ...little girl

24:34.306 --> 24:38.852
that's following her handsome attending
all around the hospital.

24:38.935 --> 24:42.147
Right? Breaking all the rules.
Having sex in cars.

24:42.230 --> 24:43.732
No one and nobody else matters.

24:43.815 --> 24:47.736
It doesn't matter that he's your boss,
not that he's already married!

24:47.819 --> 24:50.030
No, enough, enough! Now!

24:50.113 --> 24:54.075
-Okay, let's take a minute here, okay?
-Stop. I already know where you stand.

24:54.159 --> 24:58.663
You stop! Don't you speak to him that way.

24:59.539 --> 25:01.917
Why are you speaking to me this way?

25:02.000 --> 25:03.335
[clears throat]

25:03.418 --> 25:05.420
He's here doing us a favor.

25:07.964 --> 25:10.342
-Bailey!
-I got her.

25:10.425 --> 25:11.676
-Sit down.
-Yeah.

25:11.760 --> 25:13.887
-Let's page cardio.
-Okay.

25:16.139 --> 25:17.265
-Bailey?
-Huh?

25:17.349 --> 25:19.684
♪♪

25:24.105 --> 25:25.732
[monitor beeping, respirator hissing]

25:26.566 --> 25:28.652
I need Bailey to be okay.

25:29.736 --> 25:31.363
She got in your head.

25:32.155 --> 25:34.157
She's been in my head
since I was an intern.

25:34.241 --> 25:38.161
I've never seen her go off
on me like this before. Not on anyone.

25:38.245 --> 25:39.454
Mm-hmm.

25:39.538 --> 25:41.248
Now she's got you re-thinking Minnesota.

25:41.331 --> 25:44.000
Yeah, well, she had a heart attack
when she heard about it.

25:44.084 --> 25:46.836
-That looked more like panic to me.
-I hope you're right.

25:46.920 --> 25:48.713
Because I need her to be okay.

25:48.797 --> 25:52.926
Because I do love her,
I do not like her very much right now.

25:53.009 --> 25:56.638
-But I do love her.
-I know.

26:01.184 --> 26:03.937
So your husband was married
when you first met him?

26:04.020 --> 26:05.772
I don't really remember that part
of the story.

26:05.855 --> 26:08.024
It was a lot more complicated than that.

26:08.108 --> 26:10.193
But she just told the truth
about how she sees me.

26:10.277 --> 26:12.445
She put a finger on what I couldn't.

26:12.529 --> 26:15.448
You can't stay at the place
you did your residency forever

26:15.532 --> 26:17.242
because that's how people see you.

26:17.325 --> 26:21.997
They see you for who you were,
not as the person you've become.

26:22.080 --> 26:23.415
-Dr. Marsh.
-Yeah.

26:23.498 --> 26:24.874
Mason's catheter, it's full.

26:30.130 --> 26:34.009
EKG looks good.
No ST or T-wave changes.

26:34.092 --> 26:36.219
Your rapid troponin is negative.

26:36.303 --> 26:41.057
So this was not a cardiac event, but
Bailey you're obviously very stressed out.

26:41.141 --> 26:44.644
-You need to slow down.
-I'll slow down tomorrow.

26:44.728 --> 26:47.564
Today, I have a residency program to save.

26:47.647 --> 26:49.733
Why is this all falling on you?
Where is Richard?

26:49.816 --> 26:52.986
-Having an unnecessary assessment.
-What?

26:53.069 --> 26:55.196
Oh. Is this how today is gonna go?

26:55.280 --> 26:58.116
People accidentally telling people things
they should have already known.

26:58.199 --> 26:59.701
Whoa, whoa, whoa!
But, Bailey, Bailey!

26:59.784 --> 27:01.578
-What?
-Calm down.

27:01.661 --> 27:03.079
Come on. Deep breaths.

27:03.163 --> 27:04.205
[sighs]

27:05.832 --> 27:07.208
Ah.

27:09.044 --> 27:12.380
You are marching steadily
toward another MI.

27:14.090 --> 27:17.927
-You need to...
-Do less. I know.

27:18.011 --> 27:20.180
But that's not an option.

27:20.263 --> 27:23.600
[voice breaking] This program
is falling apart on my watch.

27:24.893 --> 27:27.062
I know, I'm stretched too thin,

27:27.145 --> 27:31.650
and then we took thin even thinner with
the addition of a toddler to our family.

27:31.816 --> 27:32.859
[breathes sharply]

27:33.360 --> 27:35.737
And then I heard Meredith
might be leaving,

27:35.820 --> 27:39.991
and I lost it on her,
which may or may not have been fair.

27:40.075 --> 27:41.534
Wait. Meredith what?

27:42.535 --> 27:44.204
Oh, you've got to be kidding.

27:44.329 --> 27:45.664
[siren wails in distance]

27:45.747 --> 27:48.750
[sighs]
Hey. How's it going?

27:49.751 --> 27:51.211
I can't tell you how he's doing
on the test.

27:51.294 --> 27:52.337
Mm.

27:53.046 --> 27:58.551
But do you think he maybe has dementia?
Or a drinking problem?

27:58.635 --> 28:01.930
No. Very much no. Why?

28:02.013 --> 28:03.682
Because he walked out of his assessment.

28:03.765 --> 28:07.394
He took a phone call and he left
without a word of explanation.

28:07.477 --> 28:10.772
Which was disrespectful at best,
also showed a lack of judgment,

28:10.855 --> 28:12.065
which is not a great sign.

28:12.148 --> 28:14.734
I've done a lot of things
that lacked judgment.

28:14.818 --> 28:15.819
[obvious chuckle]

28:16.986 --> 28:19.989
Hi. Seriously?

28:20.990 --> 28:23.284
I'm not allowed to laugh
at funny things anymore?

28:23.368 --> 28:25.954
-What did I say that was so funny?
-Hi. I'm Kai Bartley.

28:26.037 --> 28:28.540
-You must be Scout's dad.
-Link.

28:28.623 --> 28:32.043
Atticus Lincoln. Wait, you've met Scout?

28:33.169 --> 28:35.171
-Your name is Atticus?
-Don't.

28:35.255 --> 28:37.006
Excuse me, don't protect me.

28:37.090 --> 28:39.634
I'm not protecting you,
I'm protecting myself

28:39.718 --> 28:41.594
from having to watch another one
of your hissy fits.

28:41.678 --> 28:44.556
-My hissy fits?
-Dr. Webber, why are you...

28:44.639 --> 28:45.682
-Uh...
-[siren wailing]

28:46.808 --> 28:48.643
♪♪

28:48.727 --> 28:49.728
[brakes squeal]

28:49.811 --> 28:52.021
♪♪

28:52.105 --> 28:53.773
-Schmitt?
-Fifty-seven years old.

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Status post fall down a flight of stairs
sustaining a tension hemopneumothorax

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with a flail chest
and likely a femoral neck fracture.

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-Pneumo relieved by home thoracostomy--
-Okay. Trauma One's ready.

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-Move, move, move.
-We were just in a fight.

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Then she slipped and fell down the stairs,
and I feel like it's all my fault.

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No, Schmitt, no. You saved her life.

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Now, let Altman and Link
finish what you started.

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Dr. Webber, I want to go with my mom.

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You absolutely cannot go.

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Richard, you need
to finish what you started.

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Dr. Webber, I can't just wait
and do nothing.

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-Can I finish?
-I'd recommend it.

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My mom wrote those things.

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She wrote that this program breaks people
because I was broken.

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And then we got into a fight and she fell,

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and now she might die just like Devon did,
and all of it is my fault.

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All of it. It's all my fault.

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[crying]
It's all my fault!

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It's all my fault! It's...

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It's all my fault!

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It's all my fault!

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♪♪

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[sobbing]
It's all my fault!

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♪♪

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[siren wails in distance]

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[horn honks in distance]

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[distorted thump echoes]

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[siren wailing in distance]

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[horn honks in distance]

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[Brandi Carlile's
"When You're Wrong" plays]

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You said five rules.
That was only four.

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♪♪

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♪ Don't go borrowing trouble ♪

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♪ That's what you used to say ♪

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♪ But we don't keep in touch
the way we used to nowadays ♪

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♪ Your eyes are not as bright ♪

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♪ As I remember them to be ♪

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♪ The light inside's grown dim ♪

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♪ And that's hard for me to see ♪

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[sighs]
Richard Webber, general surgeon,

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Fox Foundation chief medical officer,
and residency director at Grey Sloan.

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♪ The white stripe
running through your bangs ♪

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♪ A long, twisted spire ♪

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Levi Schmitt, fourth-year resident.

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Grey Sloan has been a training ground
for hundreds of successful surgeons.

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♪ I understand why you stay ♪

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♪♪

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♪ You may be... ♪

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I started as a sub-I under Dr. Webber.

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♪ But, tomorrow, you're a ghost ♪

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My first day wasn't exactly stellar.

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Meredith Grey.

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Miranda Bailey.

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Hell, I trained here myself.

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When I was a resident,
I thought saving a life

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was the highest calling to aspire to.

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Then I started teaching.

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♪ Someone strong enough
to love you when you're wrong ♪

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My... my glasses fell into a patient.

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But I learned, and I got better.

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Because Dr. Webber didn't give up on me.

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There's something uniquely fulfilling

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about training
future generations of surgeons.

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He taught me how to do lap choles,

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and the importance of a square knot.

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You see them show up wide-eyed.

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You nurture and nudge them.

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You watch them achieve and stumble
and grow and soar.

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He also taught me how to persevere...

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and learn from my mistakes.

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I know that this review is supposed
to determine whether he's

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a competent surgeon or effective teacher.

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I'm sure the methodology
behind it is well-tested.

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I asked for an evaluation to see if it
was time for me to put down my scalpel.

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Years ago, I took an oath,
do no harm, and I stand by it.

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♪♪

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I don't want to retire.

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I love being a surgeon.

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And I love teaching.

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You all know what you're doing.
Just don't kill anybody.

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Done!

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But I also know that Richard Webber
helped me save my mom's life today.

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♪♪

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♪ You'll be wrong if you were thinking ♪

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[sharp breath]
Or I hope so.

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♪ Like dewdrops in the dawn ♪

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I hope that we saved her life.

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But even more, I believe
in the power of medicine

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and science.

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I don't even want to think about
what could've happened without him.

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So if I need to step down in order
for future generations

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to keep training here...

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♪ When you're wrong ♪

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♪ Someone strong enough to love you ♪

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...then I will.

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♪ ...wrong ♪

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♪♪

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[beeps]

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♪ When you're wrong ♪

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♪♪

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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

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♪ When you're wrong ♪

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[power thumps off]

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♪♪

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♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

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♪ Oooh, oooh ♪

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♪ Oooh, ooh, oooh ♪

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♪ Oooh ♪

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♪ Oooooooh! ♪

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♪♪

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[deep breath echoes]

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I appreciate you letting me finish.

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And for taking the statement from Schmitt.

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-It certainly can't hurt.
-[Kai] It's also not necessary.

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You passed. Flying colors.

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Congrats, Webber.

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Mrs. Schmitt's head CT was negative.
Teddy and Link are almost done.

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She's gonna make it.

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Thank you. I...

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Thank you.

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Don't thank me.
You're the one who passed.

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He passed? You passed!

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-[laughs]
-Oh.

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[breathes sharply]

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Not everyone gets another chance
in the OR.

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♪♪

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Take advantage.

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♪♪

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I'm sorry about earlier.

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-I was worried about him.
-It's okay. I get it.

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He's your David.

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Mm.

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♪♪

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[sighs, sniffles]

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Hi. Uh, so I can show you more things.

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-Um, our plant room...
-Actually, Dr. Bailey, we've seen enough.

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Okay.

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Please.

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We have reviewed hundreds
of these residency programs.

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And we can usually tell pretty quickly
when they're not working,

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and that's even
when the doctors and residents

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-are very well prepped for my visit.
-I see.

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And based on my visit today,
I can unequivocally say

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that when it comes to resident well-being,
Grey Sloan's surgical department is...

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well, one of the best that I've seen.

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Despite long hours and hard work,

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the residents seem genuinely excited
about their work.

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And your attendings,
they care enough to be nervous

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about these meetings,
which is a good sign.

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The sense of community,
the sense of family...

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is completely palpable.

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And Dr. Webber...

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Well, he's impressive.

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-He is.
-Mm.

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What I saw in person today was almost
enough to override what I see on paper.

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But not quite.

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As caring as all of you are,
you simply do not have enough surgeons

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to maintain an effective teaching program.

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Dr. Bailey, it...

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it hurts me to say this,

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but I am going to have to place

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Grey Sloan's residency program
on probation, effective immediately.

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We will provide a list of specific
improvements that need to be made,

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and we'll be back
for another review in a few weeks.

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A few weeks?

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We always give hospitals time
to rectify matters

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before we shut down
their residency programs.

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[Felix Rauber's "Après Minuit
(feat. Schlindwein)" plays]

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Good luck, Dr. Bailey.

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[Meredith] Researchers studied why
some people performed better on tests.

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♪♪

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They found that it's not necessarily
related to intelligence.

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Some people become anxious during exams...

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and divert mental energy toward anxiety

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instead of expending it
on finding the right answers.

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[Indistinct conversations]

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Others have a better grasp
of how tests work.

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♪ I'm standing at the riverside ♪

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They use process of elimination

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and other techniques
to help them make better choices.

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♪ I'm longing for the other side ♪

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♪ Where does the river flow? ♪

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Some people study harder.

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They start early, make flashcards...

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♪ Where does the water lead? ♪

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...rely on repetition to retrieve answers
when they need them.

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♪ The place inside of me ♪

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♪ Where I will never be alone again ♪

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-You were right. Bailey's okay.
-Okay, good.

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I spoke to Maggie.

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She didn't know
about the offer either, so...

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-Can I bring her in?
-Um, one second.

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-Maybe this will cheer you up.
-Wow!

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Yes, wow. 500 cc's.

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Epi, it worked. Thank you, Mason.

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Look at you, changing the face
of transplant medicine.

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Look at us.

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-You needed that win.
-I did.

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♪ Where does the water lead? ♪

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-Bring her in. Yeah.
-Okay.

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♪ Me and my sorrows ♪

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Ready?

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♪ The place inside of me ♪

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It's okay.

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[sighs]

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[breathing shakily]

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-Oh, my love.
-Okay.

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[sniffles]

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Did... did it work?
The organ thing, did... did it work?

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It worked. It was a minor miracle.

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But Mason here, he made it happen.

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♪ Floating away ♪

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Please.

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♪ Along with the sea ♪

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♪ I find my way home ♪

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♪ Après minuit ♪

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You hear that, babe?

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♪♪

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You made it happen.

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[sniffles] It's okay.

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♪♪

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[voice breaking]
I'm gonna be okay.

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♪♪

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[sniffles]

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[crying]

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♪ I'm drifting down the riverside ♪

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♪♪

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[crying continues]

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♪ I'm drifting down the riverside ♪

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[exhales sharply]

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♪ No weight, no gravity ♪

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I am...

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♪ Like a child in a mother's womb ♪

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I'm ready to...
I'm just ready to start over.

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I'm definitely ready.

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♪ Me to the other side ♪

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I'm gonna take that offer.

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-Really?
-Yes, really.

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♪ Where I'll never be alone again ♪

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[Meredith] Tests don't always
measure how much you know.

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♪♪

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They measure how well you take tests.

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♪♪

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[distorted echoes]

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♪♪

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And tests certainly don't
measure your worth.

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♪♪

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But knowing that doesn't make it
hurt less when you don't succeed.

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♪♪