WEBVTT 00:06.381 --> 00:08.049 [Meredith] Our bodies play host 00:08.133 --> 00:10.969 to trillions of bacteria and other microbes. 00:11.052 --> 00:13.972 They live on our skin, in our guts, up our noses. 00:14.055 --> 00:16.016 Alright, the kids are cleaning their rooms. 00:16.099 --> 00:17.225 [snaps fingers] What's next? 00:17.308 --> 00:19.602 Uh, appetizers, salad? Anything. 00:19.686 --> 00:21.229 I should've taken this whole day off. 00:21.312 --> 00:24.190 Microbes are found in almost every part of the body. 00:24.274 --> 00:25.900 It doesn't need to be perfect. It's just dinner. 00:25.984 --> 00:28.236 It's a dinner party to welcome Nick. 00:28.319 --> 00:31.197 You know what? I don't remember getting a welcome dinner party. 00:31.281 --> 00:32.574 You arrived during a pandemic. 00:32.657 --> 00:35.285 Plus, Nick is very important to Meredith, and I want to get to know him. 00:35.368 --> 00:36.828 -[cellphone chimes] -Mm-hmm. You want to grill him. 00:36.911 --> 00:37.954 That's what you wanna do. 00:38.246 --> 00:39.456 Hospital? 00:39.539 --> 00:41.207 [sighs] Hotel. 00:41.291 --> 00:44.085 Wendell's room service is on the way. 00:44.169 --> 00:45.670 How's he doing? 00:45.754 --> 00:47.881 Apparently living it up. On my dime. 00:47.964 --> 00:49.674 At least we got our couch back. 00:49.758 --> 00:52.218 So when's he supposed to hear about that job in Boston? 00:52.302 --> 00:53.595 Well, he says any day now. 00:53.678 --> 00:55.013 [beeping] 00:55.096 --> 00:56.306 Oh, do you want me to slice these? 00:56.389 --> 00:57.891 No, Amelia's gonna make guacamole. 00:57.974 --> 00:59.184 Where is Amelia? 00:59.267 --> 01:01.478 Microbes help us produce vitamins 01:01.561 --> 01:03.897 and stimulate our immune system. 01:04.522 --> 01:06.649 Wow. [breathes deeply] 01:06.733 --> 01:08.485 That was... 01:08.568 --> 01:10.779 Better than forcing me to go sight-seeing? 01:10.862 --> 01:12.572 Ah. I don't know. 01:12.655 --> 01:16.701 The view from the Space Needle is pretty spectacular. 01:16.785 --> 01:18.495 Hmm. More spectacular than this? 01:18.578 --> 01:21.498 -You can see Mount Rainier... -[sighs] 01:21.581 --> 01:25.710 ...Puget Sound, Meredith's house-- 01:25.794 --> 01:28.338 ♪ Turn it out, give 'em what they came for ♪ 01:28.421 --> 01:29.756 We're late. We g-- we gotta go. 01:29.839 --> 01:32.592 -Maggie is gonna freak out. We gotta go. -Hey. Hey. 01:32.675 --> 01:34.594 ♪ Just tell me the place and time ♪ 01:34.677 --> 01:35.720 You sure? 01:35.804 --> 01:38.181 They break down food and perform many other functions 01:38.264 --> 01:39.808 that we need to survive. 01:39.891 --> 01:41.267 Nope. 01:41.643 --> 01:43.770 ♪ Now shake it, shake it, watch me move ♪ 01:43.853 --> 01:45.021 [telephone rings in distance, indistinct conversations] 01:45.105 --> 01:46.523 -Hey. -Hey. 01:46.606 --> 01:47.816 I thought you had a transplant. 01:47.899 --> 01:50.360 No, I'm all done. Ms. Olick is in the ICU. 01:50.443 --> 01:51.736 I'm gonna drop by my place 01:51.820 --> 01:53.071 -and then I'm gonna head to yours. -Okay. 01:53.154 --> 01:54.531 I just have one more patient and then I'll see you there. 01:54.614 --> 01:55.657 -Okay. -Okay. 01:55.740 --> 01:57.325 -What? -No, it's nice. 01:57.408 --> 01:59.536 Just living in the same city. I like it. It's nice. 01:59.619 --> 02:01.746 Well, hopefully you feel the same way after tonight. 02:01.830 --> 02:03.498 [chuckles] If you're trying to scare me off, 02:03.581 --> 02:05.166 it's gonna take a lot more than your sisters and your kids. 02:05.250 --> 02:08.086 Promise me you won't get home and decide to skip the party. 02:08.169 --> 02:09.462 And miss the awkward small talk? 02:09.546 --> 02:11.172 -Never. See ya. -[laughs] 02:11.381 --> 02:12.549 You're still here? 02:12.632 --> 02:14.634 -Don't tell me the party is canceled. -Wow. 02:14.717 --> 02:17.220 I got all the senior residents working, a babysitter. 02:17.303 --> 02:18.930 I got my party shoes in the car. 02:19.013 --> 02:20.140 Do not ruin this for me. 02:20.223 --> 02:22.308 Bailey, the party is not canceled. 02:22.392 --> 02:23.893 -I will see you there. -Good. 02:23.977 --> 02:24.853 Look at my face. 02:25.353 --> 02:26.646 I need fun. 02:26.729 --> 02:27.647 Me too. 02:28.690 --> 02:31.776 Ay, yi, yi, yi. 02:31.860 --> 02:34.946 ABG looks good. Patient's less acidotic. 02:35.155 --> 02:36.698 You want me to run another one in an hour? 02:36.781 --> 02:38.449 No, no. You should go home. 02:38.533 --> 02:40.535 I don't want your hours to become a problem 02:40.618 --> 02:41.911 for the Medical Accreditation Council, hmm? 02:42.036 --> 02:44.706 -Mm. -Why aren't you in party clothes? 02:44.789 --> 02:46.583 [breathes sharply] You have chemo. 02:46.666 --> 02:48.042 Yes, I have chemo. 02:48.126 --> 02:50.336 You have a party. A dinner party. 02:50.420 --> 02:52.714 Look, I promised if you did this trial 02:52.797 --> 02:54.799 that I would stand by your side for every step. 02:54.883 --> 02:57.218 Baby, you went with me to my first infusion. 02:57.760 --> 02:59.762 I'll be fine by myself. 02:59.846 --> 03:02.015 I'm not breaking my promise. 03:10.857 --> 03:11.900 [door opens] 03:13.651 --> 03:14.986 We're here! 03:15.069 --> 03:16.988 -Everyone, this is Kai. -[door closes] 03:17.071 --> 03:18.531 Hi! Nice to meet you. 03:18.615 --> 03:21.159 I'm Maggie. I'm Amelia's sister. 03:21.242 --> 03:22.994 -This is Winston, my husband. -[Winston] Hey. 03:23.077 --> 03:24.162 -Ooh! -Ooh! 03:24.245 --> 03:25.413 Sorry! 03:25.496 --> 03:27.832 And this is Zola, Bailey, and Ellis. 03:27.916 --> 03:28.958 -Hi! -Hi! 03:29.042 --> 03:29.959 Sorry we're late. 03:30.043 --> 03:31.419 -It was my fault. -[Maggie] Oh. 03:32.045 --> 03:34.088 -[mouths word] -[Winston] Hi. Nice to meet you. 03:34.172 --> 03:35.506 Uh, put-- put us to work. Uh, how can we help? 03:35.590 --> 03:36.591 Did you bring the ice? 03:36.674 --> 03:37.842 Ah. [chuckles] 03:37.926 --> 03:39.427 -Alright, I'll go pick that up. -Thank you. 03:39.510 --> 03:41.304 Yeah. What else can we help with? 03:41.387 --> 03:42.305 -Oh. -[Zola] Hey, that's mine. 03:42.388 --> 03:43.848 -No, it's not. -Yes, it is. 03:43.932 --> 03:45.058 -It's not. -Can you keep them 03:45.141 --> 03:46.017 from breaking each other? 03:46.184 --> 03:49.938 Hey, guys! Why don't we take this party outside? 03:50.021 --> 03:51.356 -Yes! -Yeah! 03:51.522 --> 03:53.024 You play soccer? 03:53.107 --> 03:54.192 I was hoping that you do. 03:54.275 --> 03:55.944 [doorbell rings] 03:56.027 --> 03:57.528 [indistinct conversation] 03:57.612 --> 03:58.488 Come on. 04:00.698 --> 04:02.408 -[chuckles] Hey. -Aww. 04:02.492 --> 04:04.202 Is that how we greet our guests? 04:04.285 --> 04:05.411 I thought it was Mama. 04:05.495 --> 04:06.579 -Aww. -I'm sorry. 04:06.663 --> 04:07.872 -Come in. Come on in. -Okay. Yep. 04:07.997 --> 04:10.041 -Um, Meredith isn't here yet, obviously. -Okay. Yeah. 04:10.124 --> 04:12.585 And you are on time to the minute. 04:12.669 --> 04:14.379 Yeah, it's a transplant surgeon thing. 04:14.462 --> 04:15.630 If I'm late, organs die, so... 04:15.713 --> 04:16.965 -Yeah. -Here you go. 04:17.048 --> 04:18.007 Oh, thank you so much. Welcome. 04:18.091 --> 04:20.009 Yeah, well, I wanted to bring flowers, but Meredith said 04:20.093 --> 04:21.761 that only stresses out the host, because then they're 04:21.844 --> 04:23.763 forced to find a vase and put water in it, so... 04:23.846 --> 04:24.847 Listen, wine is always welcome. 04:24.931 --> 04:26.391 -Okay. Good. -[chuckles] 04:26.474 --> 04:28.893 So, uh, Winston is out getting ice, 04:28.977 --> 04:30.270 -and I'm a little behind on the food. -Oh, okay. 04:30.353 --> 04:31.813 -So, uh, make yourself at home, and I-- -Yeah, okay. 04:31.896 --> 04:33.856 -[doorbell rings] -Oh. 04:33.940 --> 04:35.942 [breathes deeply] 04:37.026 --> 04:38.569 -Hey! -Hey! 04:38.653 --> 04:40.822 It's customary to be at least 15 minutes late! 04:40.905 --> 04:42.282 -We could wait outside, or-- -No, no, no. 04:42.365 --> 04:43.491 Come in, come in. [chuckles] 04:43.574 --> 04:44.742 -Hey! -Hi. 04:44.826 --> 04:45.994 Uh-- should I open these? 04:46.077 --> 04:46.995 -I'll take the two of them. -Oh, of course. 04:47.078 --> 04:48.579 -No! No, he can't. -No, no, no. 04:48.663 --> 04:50.206 It's alright. It's alright. Um, who's not on call? 04:50.290 --> 04:51.624 -Me. -[laughter] 04:51.708 --> 04:52.709 -Alright. Mm-hmm. -Come on in. 04:53.584 --> 04:55.044 [siren wails] 04:55.128 --> 04:56.838 Well, good night, Dr. Grey. Have fun at your party. 04:56.921 --> 04:58.006 -[air brakes hiss] -It's just a dinner. 04:58.089 --> 04:59.090 Well, it's not work. 04:59.173 --> 05:00.717 -[chuckles] Fair point. -[ambulance doors open] 05:00.800 --> 05:02.802 Plus, it gives the residents a chance to step up and help. 05:02.885 --> 05:04.304 I remember having that attitude. 05:04.387 --> 05:05.596 [groaning] 05:05.680 --> 05:07.807 Alice Tom. 72. Massive facial trauma 05:07.890 --> 05:09.475 and complaining of right arm and abdominal pain 05:09.559 --> 05:10.685 after an assault at a bus stop. 05:10.768 --> 05:11.769 Oh, my God. 05:11.853 --> 05:13.855 Tachy in the 120s, BP 140 over 90. 05:13.938 --> 05:15.273 She received 4 of morphine en route. 05:15.356 --> 05:16.941 -Okay, let's get her inside. -What happened? 05:17.025 --> 05:18.943 Bus driver said the attacker was using racial slurs 05:19.027 --> 05:20.278 and yelling at her to go back to where she's from. 05:20.361 --> 05:21.612 Oh, my God. Okay. 05:21.696 --> 05:23.489 -We've got you, Alice. -[Alice groaning] 05:36.586 --> 05:39.839 Oh, UCSF's starting trials on a new treatment. 05:39.922 --> 05:41.799 Maybe we should look into it, huh? 05:41.883 --> 05:43.343 Maybe. [sighs] 05:43.426 --> 05:45.720 Does your oncologist come to all your appointments? 05:45.803 --> 05:47.221 This is my husband. 05:47.305 --> 05:50.433 He's not my oncologist, but he is a doctor. 05:50.516 --> 05:52.894 One who cares very much about your health. 05:53.728 --> 05:55.772 -Mm. -Hmm. 05:55.855 --> 05:57.607 Chondrosarcoma. 05:57.690 --> 05:59.817 Synovial sarcoma. 05:59.901 --> 06:01.277 Hmm, that's tough. 06:01.361 --> 06:03.029 We like to say it's persistent. 06:03.112 --> 06:05.239 You. You like to say it's persistent. 06:05.323 --> 06:07.450 He's being exceedingly optimistic. 06:07.533 --> 06:08.576 For me. 06:08.659 --> 06:09.869 How much longer? 06:09.952 --> 06:11.037 I'm 35 weeks and... 06:11.120 --> 06:12.622 Not that she's counting. 06:12.705 --> 06:13.956 No, of course I'm counting. 06:14.040 --> 06:15.625 You have to be able to meet him. 06:15.708 --> 06:17.543 [Richard] Oh, nanotechnology's come a long way. 06:17.627 --> 06:19.003 Maybe we should look into that. 06:19.087 --> 06:21.172 -Maybe. -Mm. 06:21.255 --> 06:23.383 So, have you two picked out a name yet? 06:23.466 --> 06:25.301 [woman speaking indistinctly on PA] 06:25.551 --> 06:27.095 Please tell me everything. 06:27.178 --> 06:28.679 I need a distraction. 06:29.555 --> 06:32.058 [Alice groaning] 06:32.141 --> 06:34.102 [Michelle] Sorry. I know it hurts. 06:34.185 --> 06:35.812 Push another 2 of morphine. 06:35.895 --> 06:37.730 [groaning continues] 06:39.482 --> 06:42.276 She has a comminuted mid-shaft humerus fracture 06:42.360 --> 06:43.653 with a wound over the fracture site. 06:47.323 --> 06:48.825 It was a hate crime, wasn't it? 06:48.908 --> 06:50.159 It appears that way. 06:50.243 --> 06:51.953 [groaning continues] 06:52.036 --> 06:53.496 [Meredith] We can get another ortho surgeon-- 06:53.579 --> 06:55.748 No, no, no, no. I'm here. I'm-- I'll do it. 06:56.666 --> 06:58.668 I'd like a maxillofacial scan. 06:59.669 --> 07:02.130 I am seeing some fluid in the upper left quadrant. 07:02.213 --> 07:04.632 Let's order a CT to rule out any other injuries. 07:04.715 --> 07:05.675 I'll call CT. 07:06.342 --> 07:08.386 Okay, I'll clean out this fracture wound 07:08.469 --> 07:09.554 as soon as you're done with your evaluation. 07:09.637 --> 07:10.972 Let's get her started on antibiotics 07:11.055 --> 07:12.974 and just page me as soon as you're done. Please. 07:13.057 --> 07:14.851 -[groaning continues] -Okay. 07:23.568 --> 07:25.361 Right. Okay. 07:25.445 --> 07:26.446 Oh, may I? 07:26.529 --> 07:27.905 No, you are the guest of honor. 07:27.989 --> 07:29.407 ...who has impressive knife skills. 07:29.490 --> 07:31.242 -Please. I got it. -[mouths word] 07:31.325 --> 07:32.618 What? Oh. Hey! I can help. 07:32.702 --> 07:33.870 Oh, uh... 07:34.412 --> 07:35.663 It's a salad. [chuckles] 07:35.746 --> 07:37.457 Right. [chuckles] 07:37.540 --> 07:40.168 So, uh, how long you been at the clinic? 07:40.251 --> 07:42.003 -[knife chopping] -[chuckles] 07:42.086 --> 07:43.921 Um, about 16 years. 07:44.005 --> 07:45.840 I did my residency in D.C. before that. 07:45.923 --> 07:49.051 -You didn't like the East Coast? -No, I got a fellowship back home, 07:49.135 --> 07:51.012 and, well, to be honest, 07:51.095 --> 07:53.139 my uh, sister couldn't stay sober long enough 07:53.222 --> 07:54.849 -to remember she had a toddler. -[door opens] 07:54.932 --> 07:56.601 -So, two birds, one stone, I guess. -[door closes] 07:56.684 --> 07:58.019 -[scoffs] -That's probably the wrong analogy, 07:58.102 --> 07:58.978 but you get the picture. 07:59.061 --> 08:00.646 -Yeah. -You got kids? 08:00.730 --> 08:02.064 Oh, yeah, yeah. Toddlers. 08:02.148 --> 08:03.065 Hey, I got ice. 08:03.149 --> 08:04.275 -Nick, hey. -Hey. 08:04.358 --> 08:05.359 -Welcome. -Backyard cooler. 08:05.443 --> 08:06.777 Alright. 08:06.861 --> 08:08.279 Hey, where does Mer keep the games? 08:08.362 --> 08:10.156 Games? It's a dinner party. 08:10.239 --> 08:11.991 Well, I mean-- is dinner ready? 08:12.783 --> 08:15.119 [doorbell rings] 08:15.203 --> 08:16.370 [chuckles] 08:16.454 --> 08:17.580 [children laughing] 08:17.663 --> 08:19.123 Hi. How are you? 08:19.207 --> 08:20.708 -[fussing] -What's wrong? 08:20.791 --> 08:22.919 Oh, geopolitics are a mess, 08:23.002 --> 08:24.712 global warming's getting worse-- 08:24.795 --> 08:25.796 You meant him. 08:25.880 --> 08:26.839 -Yeah. -Yeah. 08:26.923 --> 08:28.049 I think he wants Amelia. 08:28.132 --> 08:29.675 -Oh, it's okay, buddy. -[strained] Here we go! 08:29.759 --> 08:31.511 -Hey. -Ahh. 08:31.594 --> 08:32.512 It's okay. 08:32.595 --> 08:33.930 Hey, it's okay. 08:34.013 --> 08:35.765 -Hello. -Hi. 08:35.848 --> 08:38.142 Food's in the kitchen, drinks are out back. 08:38.226 --> 08:39.143 -Come on. Come with me. -[sighs] 08:39.227 --> 08:40.102 Go, I got him. 08:41.687 --> 08:44.565 [children laughing, speaking indistinctly] 08:44.649 --> 08:46.317 [door creaks] 08:49.153 --> 08:52.031 Why didn't you say that? Hold on. What does that mean? 08:52.114 --> 08:53.407 [indistinct conversations] 08:53.491 --> 08:54.951 Well, good evening, Chief Bailey. 08:55.034 --> 08:56.327 Can I take your coat? 08:56.410 --> 08:57.328 How about a drink? 08:57.411 --> 08:59.163 -[sighs] -Oh, Bailey! 08:59.247 --> 09:00.331 Want to play Boggle? 09:00.414 --> 09:01.749 [chuckling] I very much do not. 09:01.832 --> 09:03.292 Come on, it's so much fun. 09:03.376 --> 09:05.211 You made me the ambassador of fun, remember? 09:05.294 --> 09:06.504 Yeah, I never understood that. 09:07.463 --> 09:10.299 Uh, Grey couldn't bother to make it to her own party? 09:10.383 --> 09:11.634 Or set out a few crackers? 09:12.301 --> 09:13.302 Chief. 09:13.427 --> 09:14.595 Marsh. 09:14.679 --> 09:17.098 Yeah, Meredith is running a bit late, but, uh-- 09:17.181 --> 09:18.766 can I get you a drink, glass of wine? 09:18.849 --> 09:20.560 Bourbon. Neat. And generous. 09:20.643 --> 09:22.728 -Okay, I approve. -[doorbell rings] 09:22.812 --> 09:23.896 This way. 09:23.980 --> 09:24.855 Mm. 09:24.981 --> 09:26.899 No, no. I'm not playing Boggle with you. 09:26.983 --> 09:28.234 [sighs] 09:29.110 --> 09:30.403 I've been texting you for like 10 minutes. 09:30.486 --> 09:31.362 What the hell are you doing here? 09:31.445 --> 09:32.321 Having dinner? 09:32.405 --> 09:34.282 [inhales deeply] My lenders are after me. 09:34.365 --> 09:35.449 I couldn't stay at the hotel. 09:36.242 --> 09:38.119 -Wendell. -Maggie, you look so nice! 09:38.202 --> 09:39.579 H-Here you go. 09:39.662 --> 09:41.080 Do you happen to have room for one more? 09:49.463 --> 09:53.092 -[breathes deeply] -[whispering] I am so sorry. 09:53.175 --> 09:54.844 I never thought he would just show up here. 09:54.927 --> 09:56.304 Did you tell him we were having a party? 09:56.387 --> 09:57.805 No, I told him I was going to a party. 09:57.888 --> 09:59.473 That guy's a walking sales pitch. 09:59.557 --> 10:00.891 I wonder what he's selling them now. 10:00.975 --> 10:02.977 Maggie, please. I will-- I'll ask him to go. 10:03.060 --> 10:04.186 No, no, I'm not asking for that. 10:04.270 --> 10:05.730 No, I-I-I want to. 10:05.813 --> 10:06.981 I just-- I need a minute to figure out 10:07.064 --> 10:09.358 how he doesn't make a big scene about this. 10:09.442 --> 10:10.818 -[timer beeping] -Hey. 10:10.943 --> 10:12.361 Um, are you okay? 10:12.862 --> 10:13.863 Fine. Yeah. 10:13.946 --> 10:15.489 I'm not just talking about tonight, Winston. 10:15.573 --> 10:17.491 -I am worried about you. -[beeping continues] 10:17.575 --> 10:18.951 About us. 10:19.910 --> 10:21.203 I know. 10:21.287 --> 10:22.705 Sorry, the t-timer's still going. 10:22.788 --> 10:23.831 -Yeah. -Yeah. 10:23.914 --> 10:26.208 [beeping continues] 10:26.292 --> 10:27.585 [sighs] 10:27.835 --> 10:29.253 [grill sizzling] 10:31.380 --> 10:32.715 You into music? 10:33.132 --> 10:34.425 Do I like music? 10:34.508 --> 10:36.260 Yeah, I like music. 10:36.344 --> 10:38.804 Uh, unless you're asking me to join your garage band. 10:38.888 --> 10:41.265 Then-- Then, no. No, I-I don't. 10:41.349 --> 10:42.850 Got it. 10:42.933 --> 10:46.312 What's your opinion on contact sports? 10:46.395 --> 10:47.521 [laughs] 10:47.605 --> 10:51.150 Uh, hard pass for kids, and I'm-- I'm more of a running/cycling guy. 10:51.233 --> 10:53.235 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. 10:53.319 --> 10:54.570 Mountain bike? 10:54.654 --> 10:56.822 Not a lot of mountains in Minnesota. 10:57.156 --> 10:59.492 Ah, right. 10:59.575 --> 11:02.244 This back burner's been finicky for over a year. 11:02.328 --> 11:04.038 When Meredith was in the hospital with COVID, 11:04.121 --> 11:06.290 it was me, Amelia, and four kids living here. 11:06.374 --> 11:09.919 -So... I grilled a lot. -Right. 11:10.920 --> 11:12.880 So you and Amelia are-- are Scout's parents? 11:12.963 --> 11:14.173 Yep. 11:16.050 --> 11:17.385 You're probably friends with Kai. 11:17.468 --> 11:19.512 [chuckling] Friends? I-I mean, not really. 11:19.595 --> 11:20.763 But, impressed, yes. 11:20.846 --> 11:22.390 Their-- Their work has brought in 11:22.473 --> 11:24.475 some pretty amazing grants to the clinic. 11:24.558 --> 11:27.019 There's a reason they work with David Hamilton. 11:28.270 --> 11:29.730 So you're saying my ex traded up. 11:29.814 --> 11:31.357 [chuckles] It's hard to say. 11:31.649 --> 11:33.067 I haven't known you that long. 11:34.652 --> 11:36.445 I'm gonna need more beer. 11:36.529 --> 11:37.947 [chuckles] 11:43.369 --> 11:44.328 [sighs] 11:44.412 --> 11:46.163 [keys clicking] 11:46.247 --> 11:47.331 [cellphone chimes] 11:48.916 --> 11:51.460 -[crying] -I know. 11:51.836 --> 11:53.295 Hey, we should, uh, have a playdate soon. 11:53.379 --> 11:54.797 -Yeah. -Your kids play with Scout? 11:54.880 --> 11:55.965 Yeah, Amelia. 11:56.048 --> 11:57.091 I'd say that she's their favorite aunt, 11:57.174 --> 11:58.384 but my sister would be mad, so... 11:58.509 --> 11:59.927 -Aunt? -Unofficial. 12:00.094 --> 12:02.471 Mm, yeah, she was there the day I got Leo. 12:02.555 --> 12:04.265 And she drove Teddy to the hospital 12:04.348 --> 12:05.266 when we had Allison, so... 12:05.349 --> 12:06.392 That's right. 12:06.475 --> 12:07.601 Aunt, okay. 12:07.685 --> 12:08.644 -[crying continues] -Okay. He's overtired. 12:08.728 --> 12:10.020 Or overstimulated. 12:10.104 --> 12:11.522 I'm gonna-- I'm gonna try and put him down. 12:11.605 --> 12:14.191 Ellis wants more sparkling cider, and my drawing app froze. 12:14.275 --> 12:15.943 Oh, here. Let me try to restart it. 12:16.026 --> 12:17.153 Would you mind? 12:18.946 --> 12:21.323 Oh, s-sure. Yeah. 12:21.407 --> 12:22.825 -Bailey. -Bailey. 12:24.452 --> 12:26.328 [dog barking in distance] 12:28.080 --> 12:29.540 [crunching] 12:29.623 --> 12:30.833 Mm. 12:32.293 --> 12:34.462 Maggie couldn't have made this spinach dip. 12:34.545 --> 12:36.130 She's a Boston girl. 12:36.213 --> 12:37.339 She knows better than to put garlic salt instead of-- 12:37.423 --> 12:38.299 Look, how bad is it? 12:38.382 --> 12:39.925 Well, you know, Nana Ante only used sea salt, 12:40.009 --> 12:41.552 so the situation's fairly dire, 12:41.635 --> 12:43.053 -but we won't be too loud about it. -[door opens] 12:43.137 --> 12:44.013 -The lenders, Wendell. -[door closes] 12:44.096 --> 12:45.806 When you say that they're after you, 12:45.890 --> 12:47.016 does that mean physically, or-- 12:47.099 --> 12:48.225 [Nick] Oh, hey, man. Can you tell Maggie 12:48.309 --> 12:49.602 the veggies have another five minutes? 12:49.685 --> 12:50.811 -Oh, yeah. -Yeah. Hi. 12:50.895 --> 12:52.313 -Wendell Ndugu. -Hi. 12:52.396 --> 12:53.522 I'm Winston's brother. 12:53.606 --> 12:54.648 Ah. Nick Marsh. 12:54.732 --> 12:55.775 Everyone here related, or...? 12:55.858 --> 12:56.817 Uh, Wendell's just visiting. 12:56.901 --> 12:57.985 -Got it. -Well, for now. 12:58.068 --> 12:59.320 Seattle's not so bad. 12:59.403 --> 13:00.613 Might be nice to be around family. 13:00.696 --> 13:02.323 -Sure. -Come on, you love Boston. 13:02.406 --> 13:04.200 -You love Boston. -No one loves Boston. 13:04.283 --> 13:05.534 -That's a fact. It's true. -[laughter] 13:05.618 --> 13:06.702 It's very true. 13:07.828 --> 13:09.163 [dog barking in distance] 13:09.246 --> 13:10.456 [lowered voice] That can't be good. 13:10.581 --> 13:11.999 [Winston] [lowered voice] No, I think it's just small talk. 13:12.082 --> 13:14.293 What if Nick is a con man like Wendell? 13:14.376 --> 13:16.295 Because con men only talk to each other? 13:16.378 --> 13:18.047 Because the only person who has charmed me 13:18.130 --> 13:20.508 as much as your brother is Nick Marsh. 13:21.091 --> 13:22.176 What about me? 13:22.426 --> 13:23.928 [Wendell] I haven't. Yeah, we're-- we're ahead of the curve. 13:24.011 --> 13:25.679 -[Nick] Okay. -And these... 13:25.763 --> 13:27.640 [siren wails in distance] 13:27.723 --> 13:28.849 [officer] There's the husband, right there. 13:28.933 --> 13:30.851 Perfect. Thank you so much. 13:30.935 --> 13:32.645 [woman speaking indistinctly on PA] 13:32.728 --> 13:34.313 Mr. Tom. Excuse me. 13:34.396 --> 13:36.232 Hey. Hi, I'm Meredith Grey. 13:36.315 --> 13:37.942 -Uh-huh. -And this is Dr. Schmitt. 13:38.025 --> 13:40.319 We are part of the medical team working on your wife. 13:40.402 --> 13:42.071 How is she? Will she be okay? 13:42.571 --> 13:45.282 Uh, she has a-- she suffered a pretty serious attack, sir. 13:45.366 --> 13:46.992 She's in surgery right now. 13:47.076 --> 13:49.870 She has a broken arm and some facial fractures, 13:49.954 --> 13:52.623 which our plastics and orthopedic teams are working on. 13:53.624 --> 13:54.667 Okay. 13:54.750 --> 13:57.294 She also suffered an injury to her spleen, 13:57.378 --> 13:59.922 which at this point, opening up her abdomen 14:00.005 --> 14:01.340 could do more harm than good. 14:01.423 --> 14:03.968 And the blood flow to her organs is stable. 14:04.051 --> 14:06.428 Oftentimes, these things heal themselves. 14:07.263 --> 14:09.014 We have a family dinner every week. 14:09.098 --> 14:11.141 She went to the store to buy chocolate syrup 14:11.225 --> 14:14.061 so the grandkids could have sundaes for dessert. 14:14.144 --> 14:17.106 I said I'd drive her, but she was an engineer 14:17.189 --> 14:18.899 for the city's Transportation Department 14:18.983 --> 14:20.609 for 30 years before she retired. 14:20.693 --> 14:23.445 [voice breaking] She insisted on taking the bus. 14:24.697 --> 14:26.365 When will I be able to see her? 14:28.450 --> 14:30.619 Very soon. And-- And I will let you know 14:30.703 --> 14:33.581 as soon as she's out of surgery, okay? 14:33.664 --> 14:36.292 Can we get you anything? Coffee or-- or more water? 14:36.375 --> 14:38.419 Uh, no, no, no. I'm fine, thank you. 14:38.502 --> 14:41.171 But is there a way I can tell Alice that I'm here? 14:41.255 --> 14:42.840 That we're all here? 14:42.923 --> 14:44.842 I want her to know that she's not alone. 14:44.925 --> 14:45.968 Of course. 14:46.051 --> 14:47.303 I would be happy to tell her that. 14:48.220 --> 14:50.264 And again, I'm-- I'm very sorry that this has happened. 14:50.347 --> 14:51.223 Yeah. 15:02.401 --> 15:04.361 -Ooh! -[Simon] Kris? 15:04.445 --> 15:06.780 Ooh, that was weird. [chuckles] 15:06.864 --> 15:08.741 I'm sure it's nothing. 15:08.824 --> 15:10.993 Oh, honestly, I hate puzzles. 15:11.076 --> 15:12.119 Why do we do them? 15:12.202 --> 15:13.829 You hate doing puzzles. 15:13.913 --> 15:15.164 You love having finished them. 15:15.247 --> 15:17.291 Mm, but at what cost, babe? 15:17.374 --> 15:18.584 -At what cost? -[chuckles] 15:18.667 --> 15:20.085 Sweetheart, you know, I was thinking-- 15:20.169 --> 15:22.713 we should create a wellness room at home. 15:22.796 --> 15:25.591 You know, with a yoga mat, a meditation stool. 15:25.674 --> 15:26.717 Lord. 15:26.800 --> 15:28.135 [Kristen] Yeah, I did that, too. 15:28.218 --> 15:30.012 It's now a very calming storage room 15:30.095 --> 15:31.889 for our golf clubs and our luggage. 15:31.972 --> 15:32.890 [laughter] 15:32.973 --> 15:33.891 Aah! 15:33.974 --> 15:34.892 What? Contractions? 15:34.975 --> 15:36.310 Should be too early for that. 15:36.393 --> 15:38.771 Maybe he's just kicking because he hates puzzles, too. 15:38.854 --> 15:40.230 Maybe we should call Dr. Wilson. 15:40.314 --> 15:42.149 W-Wilson's your OB, huh? 15:42.232 --> 15:43.734 Yeah, she's checked in on us 15:43.817 --> 15:45.527 a few times since we've been here. 15:45.611 --> 15:46.695 -[groaning] -Page her, baby. 15:46.779 --> 15:48.030 Yeah, I am-- Okay. 15:48.113 --> 15:49.531 [groaning] 15:49.615 --> 15:51.325 What if-- Ah! What if-- 15:51.408 --> 15:52.743 No, no, it's too early for that. 15:52.826 --> 15:54.286 -What if it's not? -[Richard] Nurse. Nurse. 15:54.370 --> 15:55.496 Ahh! 15:55.579 --> 15:57.206 Take some deep breaths. 15:57.289 --> 15:58.165 [groaning lightly] 16:05.714 --> 16:07.633 [monitor beeping] 16:07.716 --> 16:09.259 [suction gurgling] 16:24.566 --> 16:29.363 ♪ Who's gonna cut the rope? ♪ 16:29.446 --> 16:33.158 When I was a kid, I used to stare at my face in the mirror 16:33.242 --> 16:34.952 and wonder if I could use my mom's makeup 16:35.035 --> 16:37.496 to make me look more "American," 16:37.579 --> 16:40.374 which, of course, I understood to mean more White. 16:40.499 --> 16:42.459 You wanted to be like all the other kids. 16:42.543 --> 16:46.422 And my teachers and people I saw in movies and on TV. 16:47.673 --> 16:49.091 I wanted to feel normal. 16:49.174 --> 16:50.801 Like I belonged. 16:50.884 --> 16:52.594 ♪ Carry on ♪ 16:52.761 --> 16:54.930 Do you even think we'll ever stop being seen as foreign? 16:55.973 --> 16:58.475 Well, being wrongly blamed for COVID did not help. 16:58.559 --> 17:00.269 But also, the Watsonville Riots. 17:00.352 --> 17:01.395 [sighs] 17:01.478 --> 17:03.063 The Japanese American internment. 17:03.522 --> 17:05.149 Vincent Chin. 17:05.232 --> 17:06.525 A long history of being outsiders. 17:06.608 --> 17:07.651 How ironic. 17:08.861 --> 17:10.654 bWe are Americans. 17:10.821 --> 17:13.782 ♪ How do I drain all of this bad blood? ♪ 17:13.866 --> 17:15.617 Your face is American. 17:22.166 --> 17:24.376 [suction gurgling] 17:27.796 --> 17:29.006 ♪ I do the best I can ♪ 17:29.089 --> 17:30.215 Have her vitals been stable? 17:30.299 --> 17:32.342 Uh, yeah, she's okay for now. 17:32.676 --> 17:33.635 Okay. 17:34.428 --> 17:36.263 Do you mind if I... 17:36.346 --> 17:38.057 ♪ Balancing on the edge ♪ 17:38.140 --> 17:40.059 [Meredith] Alice, your husband is here, 17:40.142 --> 17:41.935 and your whole family is here. 17:42.227 --> 17:43.729 We're going to take care of you. 17:44.271 --> 17:45.522 You're not alone. 17:46.065 --> 17:47.983 You are not alone, Alice. 17:49.109 --> 17:50.569 I'll check back in a bit. 17:50.652 --> 17:53.238 ♪ Carry on ♪ 17:53.322 --> 17:54.740 I'm so sorry. 17:54.823 --> 17:57.201 ♪ Carry on ♪ 17:58.660 --> 18:04.666 ♪ What do you say when your chance is gone? ♪ 18:04.750 --> 18:08.128 ♪ Fair enough ♪ 18:08.212 --> 18:10.464 ♪ Fair enough ♪ 18:10.547 --> 18:12.633 I heard, and I didn't want to go home. 18:12.716 --> 18:15.803 ♪ How do I drain all of this bad blood? ♪ 18:15.886 --> 18:17.846 [crying] No one called for help. 18:17.930 --> 18:19.389 [breathes sharply] 18:19.473 --> 18:21.934 No one intervened or even took a video. 18:26.855 --> 18:28.774 it's so awful. [breathes sharply] 18:31.777 --> 18:35.781 And I just-- I wish I could help. 18:35.864 --> 18:38.117 [crying] 18:38.200 --> 18:41.703 [vocalizing] 18:48.544 --> 18:50.546 [Jo] Okay. Okay, Kristen. 18:50.629 --> 18:53.465 So, your contractions are irregular and not too strong, 18:53.549 --> 18:55.801 so it appears to be just Braxton Hicks. 18:55.968 --> 18:58.345 Doctors always say "just" Braxton Hicks 18:58.428 --> 18:59.721 as though they don't actually hurt. 18:59.805 --> 19:01.014 I know. I'm sorry. 19:01.098 --> 19:01.974 Doctors are the worst. 19:02.057 --> 19:03.350 Excuse me? 19:03.433 --> 19:05.602 Stop hovering. Mind your business. 19:05.686 --> 19:07.062 -Come over here. -Thank you. 19:07.146 --> 19:08.438 We really appreciate you taking a look. 19:08.522 --> 19:09.773 Of course. 19:09.857 --> 19:12.484 I do want to take you to OB triage, do a cervical exam, 19:12.568 --> 19:14.361 and to monitor you just for a bit in case. 19:14.444 --> 19:16.321 And we can see how the baby's doing with the contractions. 19:16.405 --> 19:19.575 No, no. I-I can't leave Simon. 19:19.658 --> 19:21.910 You'll just be upstairs, and we can page if any-- 19:21.994 --> 19:23.745 Please. I don't want to be alone. 19:23.829 --> 19:25.914 -Hey. -[Catherine] Richard, take her up. 19:26.039 --> 19:27.833 You've been cooped up here all night long. 19:27.916 --> 19:30.794 Simon will keep me company, and you and Kristen 19:30.878 --> 19:33.922 can go somewhere where there are no puzzles. 19:34.006 --> 19:35.549 -[chuckles] -Please, babe. 19:36.008 --> 19:37.384 I don't want you hurting, too. 19:38.802 --> 19:40.012 -Okay. -Okay. 19:40.679 --> 19:41.722 Come with me. 19:41.805 --> 19:44.808 -I'll be fine. I promise. -Okay. 19:44.892 --> 19:47.019 -This way. -Promise. 19:47.352 --> 19:49.771 [woman on PA] Dr. Williams to Radiology. 19:49.855 --> 19:52.191 Dr. Sandra Williams to Radiology. 19:53.275 --> 19:55.235 [insects chirping in distance] 19:57.112 --> 19:59.573 So, uh, Nick, what's your favorite place to do a transplant? 20:00.240 --> 20:04.411 Oh, um, well, I put a pig's kidney on a man's groin the other day. 20:04.494 --> 20:07.831 That was pretty fun. Uh, no. Probably San Diego. 20:07.915 --> 20:09.875 It doesn't matter when you get off work, you can always find... 20:09.958 --> 20:10.918 -Tacos. -...tacos. 20:11.293 --> 20:12.127 Yes. 20:12.211 --> 20:14.296 Uh, I did a rotation there in med school. 20:14.379 --> 20:16.506 -UC San Diego? -G.I. Department. 20:16.590 --> 20:18.383 -Under Ned Powell. -Ooh, Ned Powell. 20:18.467 --> 20:20.344 Incredible surgeon. Terrible at cards. 20:20.427 --> 20:21.762 Uh, what about, uh, board games? 20:21.845 --> 20:23.764 The people in this house are fiercely competitive. 20:23.847 --> 20:25.432 [chuckles] Depends. 20:25.515 --> 20:26.683 Alright. What about Scrabble? 20:26.767 --> 20:27.601 Sure. 20:27.684 --> 20:29.519 I mean, you know, that game isn't so much about 20:29.603 --> 20:30.938 the vocabulary as the math. 20:31.021 --> 20:33.148 Yeah, long, brainy words 20:33.232 --> 20:35.192 made up of one-point A's, T's, and R's 20:35.275 --> 20:37.402 aren't nearly as good as words like "X-ray." 20:37.486 --> 20:39.738 Yes, with the "X" on a triple letter score. 20:39.821 --> 20:40.864 Correct. 20:40.948 --> 20:41.782 Ever try cryptic crosswords? 20:41.865 --> 20:42.783 [chuckles] No. 20:42.866 --> 20:43.867 How 'bout Boggle? 20:44.034 --> 20:45.535 Uh... 20:46.453 --> 20:47.996 [imitating train engine] 20:48.080 --> 20:50.165 You know, I always wanted one of these when I was a kid. 20:50.249 --> 20:51.959 I liked the Y-shaped pieces-- 20:52.042 --> 20:53.794 the idea that you could veer off the main course 20:53.877 --> 20:55.128 but still be on track intrigued me. 20:55.212 --> 20:58.048 Huh. You know, I-I just thought trains were cool. 20:58.131 --> 20:59.466 -[door opens] -[both laugh] 20:59.549 --> 21:01.760 I'm supposed to remind you there are hiding people out there 21:01.843 --> 21:03.136 waiting for you to seek them. 21:03.220 --> 21:04.096 Oh, yes. Okay. 21:04.179 --> 21:06.014 -Scout? -Oh, he's upstairs with Amelia. 21:06.431 --> 21:08.225 Okay, good. Coming! 21:08.308 --> 21:11.395 And after ten years of studying... 21:11.478 --> 21:13.355 [door opens, knock on door] 21:13.438 --> 21:14.898 You having your own party up here? 21:14.982 --> 21:16.066 Yeah. 21:16.275 --> 21:17.693 He's almost settled. 21:17.776 --> 21:19.278 Oh. You want me to take him? 21:19.361 --> 21:21.488 -Hmm. -I could be the closer. 21:21.989 --> 21:23.323 I'm pretty boring. 21:23.407 --> 21:24.491 I got him. 21:24.616 --> 21:26.159 I really don't mind. 21:26.910 --> 21:27.995 And you have a date. 21:28.078 --> 21:29.037 Hmm. 21:29.955 --> 21:31.039 It's okay. 21:31.873 --> 21:33.375 But thank you. 21:34.167 --> 21:35.335 Mm. 21:35.419 --> 21:39.047 "...patients with inoperable plexiform neurofibromas 21:39.131 --> 21:42.009 showed durable tumor shrinkage--" 21:42.092 --> 21:43.343 Are you reading a medical journal? 21:45.470 --> 21:47.264 [breathes deeply] I can be boring, too. 21:47.889 --> 21:48.765 [breathes sharply] 21:48.849 --> 21:51.435 "How does this nomogram correlate with survival..." 21:52.644 --> 21:54.479 [laughter] 21:54.563 --> 21:55.814 Hey. Who was on the phone? 21:56.315 --> 21:58.608 No one. Uh, is dinner ready? 22:00.110 --> 22:01.403 Uh-- Wendell. 22:02.696 --> 22:04.281 Hey, uh, I-I don't think you should stay. 22:04.823 --> 22:06.658 Alright, um, I'll pack up some food for you, 22:06.742 --> 22:08.160 but then you should go back to the hotel. 22:08.243 --> 22:09.453 -Alright? -Look. 22:09.536 --> 22:10.620 The people that I owe-- 22:11.830 --> 22:13.165 they're not good people. 22:13.874 --> 22:15.500 They know you're here in Seattle? 22:16.168 --> 22:18.628 -Yes. -Wendell. 22:18.712 --> 22:20.464 But that's why I need to disappear for a while. 22:21.173 --> 22:22.883 Look, I just wanted to spend one more night 22:22.966 --> 22:24.801 -with my big brother. -Hmm. 22:24.885 --> 22:26.428 And ask for some cash. 22:26.678 --> 22:28.555 -Look, I'll pay you back in a month-- -You've gotta be kidding me. 22:28.638 --> 22:30.223 No, i-it's not a lot. J-Just enough-- 22:30.307 --> 22:32.059 These people know where you are and you came here? 22:32.142 --> 22:33.060 You came to this house? 22:33.143 --> 22:34.686 Nobody's following me, if that's what you mean. 22:34.770 --> 22:35.896 Do you know that for sure? 22:36.271 --> 22:38.023 -No, but-- -There are children here, Wendell! 22:38.106 --> 22:39.566 Winston, calm down. 22:40.692 --> 22:41.860 You're putting my family at risk. 22:41.943 --> 22:43.570 No, I'm your family. 22:48.992 --> 22:50.160 Leave tonight. 22:53.455 --> 22:54.956 Leave Seattle. Tonight. 23:00.462 --> 23:01.588 Should we... 23:02.172 --> 23:03.423 Eat. 23:11.306 --> 23:14.476 [insects chirping, dog barking in distance] 23:14.559 --> 23:16.186 [Owen] Hey, uh, here. 23:16.269 --> 23:18.355 -Oh, thanks. -I'm sure Amelia will be back soon. 23:18.438 --> 23:19.898 I'm sorry you got stuck on kid duty. 23:19.981 --> 23:21.858 [chuckling] Oh, not a problem. I'm used to it. 23:21.942 --> 23:23.693 -[chuckles] Oh, you got kids? -Uh, niblings. 23:24.403 --> 23:26.321 -Nieces and nephews. -Oh. [chuckles] 23:26.405 --> 23:27.823 So do you-- you want kids? 23:28.323 --> 23:30.700 [inhales deeply] Oh, uh-- [sighs] 23:30.784 --> 23:32.160 Uh, no. No. 23:33.328 --> 23:34.871 My career is my baby. 23:35.497 --> 23:36.748 Oh. [chuckles] 23:36.832 --> 23:38.125 Why, are you trying to unload one of yours on me? 23:38.208 --> 23:40.961 No, it's just-- you kind of sound like Amelia, 23:41.086 --> 23:43.547 before she had Scout. [breathes deeply] 23:43.630 --> 23:46.174 [footsteps departing] 23:47.426 --> 23:51.471 [Link] I finally sold the last one last week. 23:51.638 --> 23:54.516 Poor guy dropped his first ring in the Sound 23:54.599 --> 23:56.309 -while he was proposing. -Mm. 23:56.393 --> 23:57.978 I gave him a good deal. 23:58.395 --> 24:00.021 [chuckling] Why'd you buy so many? 24:00.105 --> 24:01.273 [chuckles] 24:01.356 --> 24:03.108 I-I used to ask myself that a lot. 24:03.650 --> 24:05.819 None of the answers made sense, 24:05.902 --> 24:07.779 so I just tried to move past it. 24:07.863 --> 24:09.072 How'd that work out? 24:10.282 --> 24:11.199 Um... 24:12.117 --> 24:14.202 I burned my relationship with Amelia to the ground. 24:14.286 --> 24:15.662 I trashed my friendship with Jo. 24:15.745 --> 24:17.497 So... not great. 24:17.622 --> 24:19.499 Is it 'cause you slept together? 24:19.583 --> 24:21.460 I don't regret Scout, if that's what you mean. 24:21.668 --> 24:22.794 Not Amelia. Jo. 24:23.628 --> 24:24.671 She told you? 24:25.505 --> 24:27.340 Well, we were drinking. 24:27.424 --> 24:29.593 You say things when you're drinking. 24:29.676 --> 24:31.428 Did she mention anything about feelings? 24:31.511 --> 24:33.555 'Cause, apparently, there were some feelings. 24:33.638 --> 24:34.806 There are no longer feelings? 24:34.890 --> 24:36.266 -Now there's Todd. -Oh. 24:36.349 --> 24:38.351 I-I hardly see her anymore. 24:38.518 --> 24:40.061 [sighs] I miss my friend. 24:40.562 --> 24:43.023 But, you know, I want her to be happy. 24:43.106 --> 24:44.399 And she deserves the best. 24:44.483 --> 24:46.443 Do you have feelings for her? 24:47.903 --> 24:48.904 Sometimes. 24:50.113 --> 24:52.491 Maybe, a little. I'm-- 24:53.700 --> 24:54.534 Should I tell her? 24:54.659 --> 24:56.661 That you maybe have occasional small feelings? 24:56.745 --> 24:58.246 -No. -Okay, good. 24:59.247 --> 25:00.749 [sighs] 25:01.875 --> 25:03.293 [insects chirping] 25:03.376 --> 25:05.086 [dinnerware clatters lightly] 25:05.170 --> 25:06.880 [Bailey] The food was delicious. 25:06.963 --> 25:09.883 But this seems like way more plates than people. 25:09.966 --> 25:11.801 Well, three of those are the other Bailey's. 25:11.885 --> 25:13.720 [sighs] He doesn't like his food to touch. 25:13.803 --> 25:16.681 You have cooked and cleaned, as my guest. 25:16.765 --> 25:18.892 I-- My mother would be mortified in her grave. 25:18.975 --> 25:20.810 Well, my mom's probably proud. 25:25.607 --> 25:26.858 Sorry about earlier. 25:27.609 --> 25:31.488 Winston's brother is, uh, complicated. 25:31.571 --> 25:34.658 Well, complicated people can be hard to love. 25:36.493 --> 25:40.705 Erica, my younger sister, she has an uncanny ability 25:40.789 --> 25:42.958 to break my heart and enrage me all at once. 25:43.041 --> 25:45.126 She's been doing it for two decades now, 25:45.210 --> 25:46.711 and I-I fall for it every time. 25:47.170 --> 25:48.296 You see her much? 25:48.380 --> 25:50.507 No. No, I-I don't. I really don't. 25:50.590 --> 25:53.843 But even when I do, it doesn't matter if she's sober or not. 25:53.927 --> 25:56.221 She still lies to my face without an ounce of remorse. 25:56.304 --> 25:58.265 She's a master manipulator. 25:58.473 --> 26:00.767 Despite all of it, despite all she's taken from me, 26:00.850 --> 26:04.020 I-I still struggle to say no when she asks me for something. 26:04.479 --> 26:06.606 Honestly, sometimes it's the easiest way 26:06.690 --> 26:08.483 just to avoid another heartbreak. 26:11.236 --> 26:12.320 Here. 26:28.962 --> 26:30.338 [door opens] 26:30.422 --> 26:32.257 [telephone rings in distance] 26:35.510 --> 26:36.928 [breathes deeply] 26:40.348 --> 26:41.474 Are you okay? 26:41.975 --> 26:43.101 Yeah, I'm fine. 26:46.313 --> 26:48.064 [door closes] 26:50.442 --> 26:53.862 -[sighs] -[door opens] 26:55.530 --> 26:56.531 [plastic crinkles] 26:57.449 --> 26:58.617 For your hand? 27:02.829 --> 27:04.789 Yeah. 27:09.085 --> 27:10.170 [door closes] 27:40.367 --> 27:42.786 Any of those clinical trials have success? 27:42.994 --> 27:45.205 The ones I've read are still ongoing. 27:45.330 --> 27:47.582 Before Simon's diagnosis, I always thought 27:47.666 --> 27:50.085 that cancer was this thing that you either beat or didn't. 27:50.168 --> 27:52.837 Like it was a stupid puzzle 27:52.921 --> 27:55.590 and we just needed to find all the pieces. 27:55.674 --> 27:59.386 But I didn't realize that there was a third, awful option 27:59.469 --> 28:02.764 where you don't die, but you don't get rid of it. 28:02.847 --> 28:05.016 You just live with it... 28:06.101 --> 28:09.437 waiting for it to get worse and praying that it doesn't. 28:10.563 --> 28:12.107 Yeah, I know the feeling. 28:12.232 --> 28:13.692 For a long time, I was in denial. 28:13.817 --> 28:16.236 I was sure that Simon would be the exception. 28:16.319 --> 28:21.282 That we would find a way to beat the thing that's, uh... 28:23.243 --> 28:24.202 Yeah. 28:25.286 --> 28:26.788 [breathes sharply] 28:27.122 --> 28:30.875 I think I became obsessed with us conceiving 28:31.501 --> 28:33.712 because it would mean that he couldn't die. 28:34.212 --> 28:35.672 There's no way, right? 28:35.797 --> 28:39.551 God wouldn't kill a man before his child was born. 28:42.554 --> 28:44.848 [voice breaking] I was so happy when we got pregnant. 28:46.516 --> 28:50.186 So happy that we'd finally be a family. 28:52.480 --> 28:54.816 And then I'd realized that we'd always been a family. 28:55.608 --> 28:56.484 [whispering] Me and him. 28:58.778 --> 29:04.367 And by not letting him accept and grieve the fact 29:04.451 --> 29:07.203 that he might not survive... 29:11.166 --> 29:13.376 I'd left him alone in it. 29:15.295 --> 29:17.172 And no one wants to be alone. 29:22.844 --> 29:24.596 -[monitor beeping rapidly] -[Meredith] What's happening? 29:24.679 --> 29:25.597 She's hypotensive. 29:25.680 --> 29:28.057 Her crits are dropping, and her belly's distended. 29:28.141 --> 29:29.225 And I'm seeing way more free fluid than before. 29:29.309 --> 29:30.602 Yeah, her spleen has probably ruptured. 29:30.685 --> 29:32.353 We need to get her to the OR-- stat. 29:32.437 --> 29:34.355 Let's call the OR and tell them we're bringing her down. 29:34.439 --> 29:36.608 [monitor beeping rapidly] 29:36.691 --> 29:39.152 She's in V-fib. Let's get the crash cart in here, now! 29:39.235 --> 29:41.279 [breathing sharply] 29:41.362 --> 29:42.530 Come on, come on, let's go. 29:42.614 --> 29:43.865 Take out the cut down tray. 29:43.948 --> 29:44.866 We're opening her up in here? 29:44.949 --> 29:46.117 Yes, we're opening her up in here. 29:46.201 --> 29:47.160 We're not going to let her die, Schmitt. 29:47.243 --> 29:49.579 She's not dying. Charge paddles to 120. 29:49.746 --> 29:50.872 -[paddles whine] -Clear. 29:51.456 --> 29:52.540 [thump] 29:52.707 --> 29:54.459 -[sighs] -Charge again. 29:54.542 --> 29:57.253 -Clear. -[paddles whine] 29:57.337 --> 29:58.379 [thump] 29:59.798 --> 30:00.632 [sighs] 30:04.844 --> 30:06.638 [monitor beeping rapidly] 30:06.846 --> 30:10.058 [humming] 30:10.141 --> 30:11.267 [vocalizing] 30:11.351 --> 30:13.228 [glove snap echoes] 30:13.311 --> 30:15.438 [vocalizing continues] 30:19.859 --> 30:21.152 [rustling sheet echoes] 30:21.236 --> 30:25.365 ♪ My fire is starved of oxygen ♪ 30:28.785 --> 30:33.248 ♪ A flicker in the howling wind ♪ 30:36.042 --> 30:41.089 ♪ Beware, the night is closing in ♪ 30:43.299 --> 30:45.385 ♪ And if I fall asleep... ♪ 30:45.468 --> 30:46.386 [ratcheting echoes] 30:46.469 --> 30:48.179 ♪ ...the shadows win ♪ 30:49.764 --> 30:51.808 [vocalizing] 31:05.280 --> 31:09.993 ♪ Oh, to sing and make my mother proud ♪ 31:12.912 --> 31:14.956 [vocalizing] 31:29.637 --> 31:34.434 ♪ Mm, to sing and make my mother proud ♪ 31:41.566 --> 31:46.946 ♪ In the dark, I learned to love again ♪ 31:49.365 --> 31:53.828 ♪ A sacred place it's always been ♪ 31:56.581 --> 32:02.462 ♪ Where souls depart and life begins ♪ 32:02.545 --> 32:04.505 [monitor beeping rapidly] 32:04.589 --> 32:08.760 ♪ The dark led me to light again ♪ 32:10.887 --> 32:15.683 ♪ Yeah, the dark led me to light again ♪ 32:18.478 --> 32:19.979 [Meredith speaking indistinctly] 32:20.063 --> 32:23.191 [vocalizing] 32:24.651 --> 32:26.653 [breathes deeply] She is okay. 32:28.404 --> 32:29.697 Oh. 32:31.199 --> 32:32.492 Thank you. 32:32.575 --> 32:34.577 We-- We could never thank you enough. 32:35.954 --> 32:37.372 ♪ Yeah, the dark led me to light again ♪ 32:37.455 --> 32:39.499 We still have to monitor her for the next few days, as well. 32:39.582 --> 32:42.460 -Of course. -Popo's okay! Yay! 32:47.799 --> 32:50.009 [humming] 32:50.093 --> 32:51.803 [vocalizing] 32:58.017 --> 32:59.310 Mm. 33:06.359 --> 33:08.403 [telephone rings in distance, indistinct conversations] 33:08.486 --> 33:10.571 Catherine, honey... 33:11.197 --> 33:12.615 I want you to live forever. 33:12.699 --> 33:13.574 [chuckles] 33:13.658 --> 33:16.494 And if I could do that with a surgery, you know I would. 33:16.577 --> 33:18.538 Richard, I can't listen to another study right now. 33:18.621 --> 33:20.707 -No, no-- Just-- -Baby, I can't do it. 33:20.790 --> 33:22.083 What, um-- 33:22.750 --> 33:24.919 What I'm gonna say is, uh... 33:26.879 --> 33:30.758 if you're putting yourself through this for me, then don't. 33:32.176 --> 33:36.764 If you want to stop, I'm going to support you. 33:36.848 --> 33:39.726 I don't want to stop my treatments, baby, no. 33:39.809 --> 33:42.395 It's just-- [sighs] 33:42.478 --> 33:47.108 Sometimes I feel like I just need time to think. 33:47.316 --> 33:50.069 Like I need to just be able to live in the moment 33:50.153 --> 33:54.407 without judgment or worrying about what's next, 33:54.782 --> 33:56.659 even when I'm doing this chemo. 33:57.493 --> 34:01.080 And you are so serious all the time, 34:01.748 --> 34:04.250 sometimes that makes me feel... 34:05.626 --> 34:08.004 sometimes that makes me feel worse. 34:09.172 --> 34:11.466 Because [chuckles] a-any one of us 34:11.549 --> 34:14.177 could drop dead tomorrow from a million different things. 34:14.677 --> 34:17.972 I have cancer, and that sucks. 34:18.681 --> 34:20.808 But I still want to live. 34:20.892 --> 34:22.435 I still want to laugh. 34:28.608 --> 34:32.862 I-I can come up with a good joke if you give me a minute. 34:32.945 --> 34:35.698 [laughs] 34:35.782 --> 34:38.076 -That's-- Mm. [laughs] -[chuckles] 34:38.159 --> 34:40.328 That's what I need. 34:40.411 --> 34:42.747 -That's what I need. Oh. -[chuckles] 34:42.830 --> 34:44.123 Hey. 34:44.957 --> 34:46.459 Sorry. [chuckles] 34:47.126 --> 34:49.253 -Is Scout okay? -Yeah. 34:50.379 --> 34:53.424 Sometimes he just needs some soothing reassurance. 34:53.508 --> 34:56.010 [sighs] Takes after his mom. [chuckles] 34:57.929 --> 35:01.641 Your family and friends seem like good people. 35:02.850 --> 35:04.018 They are. 35:04.143 --> 35:07.146 You'll see, once you get to know them. 35:08.856 --> 35:11.901 And I promise Scout is not always this fussy. 35:14.237 --> 35:16.114 He became real to me tonight, 35:16.989 --> 35:20.159 because I got to see what an amazing parent you are to him. 35:20.243 --> 35:23.913 And to Meredith's kids. You are so much more than just an aunt. 35:23.996 --> 35:25.248 Mm. 35:27.750 --> 35:30.211 I don't want kids, though. 35:31.087 --> 35:34.090 I have things I want to do with my life... 35:34.173 --> 35:36.676 professionally and personally. 35:37.301 --> 35:39.929 If I had kids, all of that would have to come second. 35:40.012 --> 35:41.430 I don't want to do that. 35:41.931 --> 35:44.267 Well, y-you've told me that before-- 35:44.350 --> 35:46.811 I am not going to change my mind, Amelia. 35:46.894 --> 35:48.104 Ever. 35:50.314 --> 35:51.691 W-What... 35:55.069 --> 35:56.487 What does that mean? 35:59.407 --> 36:02.201 I thought this was going really well. 36:02.285 --> 36:03.828 Yeah, I did, too. 36:04.871 --> 36:06.289 And I don't know. 36:08.875 --> 36:11.085 I just know I don't want to lead you on. 36:12.753 --> 36:18.050 Because I was once led on by someone who did not want what I did. 36:25.391 --> 36:27.727 Oh, I needed that. [sighs] 36:27.810 --> 36:28.811 [chuckles] 36:28.895 --> 36:30.229 I had fun. 36:31.230 --> 36:33.566 You know, despite what you all think, 36:34.025 --> 36:35.610 -I know fun. -[chuckles] 36:35.693 --> 36:37.278 -I will never doubt it again. -[car beeps] 36:37.361 --> 36:38.779 [chuckles] 36:40.740 --> 36:41.949 Hi. 36:42.033 --> 36:43.326 Hey. 36:43.409 --> 36:45.161 Mm. Mm. 36:45.661 --> 36:47.246 -Mm. -Mm. 36:47.788 --> 36:49.290 -Mm. -Mm. 36:49.373 --> 36:50.666 -Hey, are we-- -Mm-hmm. 36:50.750 --> 36:52.376 -Really? -Mm-hmm. 36:52.460 --> 36:53.878 -Okay. -[laughs] 36:53.961 --> 36:55.546 Alright. Okay. 36:56.631 --> 36:57.715 Come here. 36:57.798 --> 36:59.508 -[laughs] -[clattering] 36:59.592 --> 37:01.219 -[Owen] It's good. -[laughing] 37:01.302 --> 37:02.553 -Mm. -Come on, now. 37:02.637 --> 37:03.888 You people are parents. 37:04.889 --> 37:06.307 [both laugh] 37:06.390 --> 37:08.517 -Come here. Mm. -[laughs] 37:11.854 --> 37:14.398 Wendell left about 45 minutes ago. 37:14.482 --> 37:15.942 Yeah, I'm sorry I walked out. 37:16.025 --> 37:17.318 I just-- I needed a minute. 37:17.401 --> 37:18.986 And I'm sorry that he showed up here 37:19.070 --> 37:20.363 when he's in so much trouble. If I had known that he had people-- 37:20.446 --> 37:24.242 Winston, I'm not worried about Wendell or his lenders. 37:24.325 --> 37:26.994 [breathes deeply] I gave him the money to pay them back. 37:27.536 --> 37:30.248 I really wish you hadn't done that, Maggie. 37:30.331 --> 37:32.291 [sighs] I know, I know, I know. I should have asked you first. 37:32.375 --> 37:34.502 -It's not your place to pay him-- -You're right. 37:35.836 --> 37:39.340 $10,000 is a lot of money, but I had the savings 37:39.423 --> 37:41.717 and he's my family now, too, so... 37:41.801 --> 37:43.177 Maggie. Maggie. 37:44.345 --> 37:46.013 I gave him the money, too. 37:48.683 --> 37:49.725 [sighs] 37:49.809 --> 37:52.311 [Meredith] Microbes may sound like uninvited guests... 37:53.604 --> 37:55.481 ...but most live harmoniously 37:55.564 --> 37:57.525 -in and on our bodies. -[cooler opens] 37:58.484 --> 38:00.236 Oh. [chuckles] 38:00.319 --> 38:01.654 Hi. 38:03.698 --> 38:05.408 I didn't realize-- I'll go. 38:05.491 --> 38:07.868 Stay. Nice out here. 38:07.952 --> 38:09.287 It's quiet. 38:09.912 --> 38:11.205 It is. 38:12.290 --> 38:15.084 ♪ I don't mind a heavy heart ♪ 38:15.167 --> 38:16.335 You know, I read somewhere 38:16.419 --> 38:18.963 you can see the Northern Lights from Seattle. 38:19.046 --> 38:20.089 Is that true? 38:20.172 --> 38:22.466 Sometimes. Very faintly. 38:23.759 --> 38:25.261 [sighs] 38:25.344 --> 38:26.679 ♪ 'Cause it's a little bit hard, a little bit so much ♪ 38:26.762 --> 38:27.930 You know everyone was vetting you tonight. 38:28.014 --> 38:31.642 [chuckles] Yeah, I mean, I figured when Maggie was asking me 38:31.726 --> 38:34.937 if I support public television and the U.S. Postal Service. 38:35.021 --> 38:36.605 It kinda clued me in a little bit. 38:36.689 --> 38:38.941 [laughs] 38:39.025 --> 38:41.068 ♪ I'll hold you tight... ♪ 38:41.152 --> 38:42.695 I don't blame them. 38:42.778 --> 38:43.946 ♪ ...when you're feeling lonely ♪ 38:44.030 --> 38:45.114 Everybody loves Meredith. 38:45.197 --> 38:46.490 Yeah. 38:47.950 --> 38:49.785 We're gonna miss her a lot. 38:50.619 --> 38:51.954 I know. 38:52.121 --> 38:53.497 ♪ No matter what, I'll stick around ♪ 38:53.581 --> 38:55.374 Do you have any questions for me? 38:56.334 --> 39:00.463 ♪ Please know I'll be your one and only ♪ 39:00.546 --> 39:02.840 Meredith left once before. 39:04.592 --> 39:06.344 After my brother died. 39:06.886 --> 39:10.264 She just disappeared for a year. 39:10.348 --> 39:12.391 She was hundreds of miles away, 39:12.475 --> 39:14.852 and I have never felt closer to her. 39:15.770 --> 39:16.979 ♪ But you find it somewhere ♪ 39:17.063 --> 39:18.397 I knew... 39:19.482 --> 39:22.026 she left because she was drowning... 39:23.235 --> 39:24.945 in grief and pain here... 39:26.405 --> 39:28.199 same way that I was. 39:28.282 --> 39:31.035 ♪ How it changes color when you get there ♪ 39:33.079 --> 39:34.705 ♪ Cause it's a little bit hard... ♪ 39:34.789 --> 39:36.957 I think you make her happy. 39:37.041 --> 39:38.084 [chuckles] 39:38.167 --> 39:40.252 And she deserves to be happy. 39:40.336 --> 39:41.879 Others would have been broken 39:41.962 --> 39:45.257 by a fraction of what she's survived. 39:46.926 --> 39:49.678 [voice breaking] I want her life 39:49.762 --> 39:53.265 to be full of love and joy. 39:53.349 --> 39:55.559 [breathes deeply] 39:55.893 --> 39:57.937 My only ask of you... 39:58.020 --> 39:59.063 ♪ ...when times get ugly ♪ 39:59.146 --> 40:00.898 ♪ I'll never go and let you down ♪ 40:00.981 --> 40:03.025 ...is just to want that, too. 40:03.109 --> 40:05.736 ♪ No matter what, I'll stick around ♪ 40:05.820 --> 40:09.323 ♪ Please know I'll be ♪ 40:09.407 --> 40:12.201 ♪ Your one and only ♪ 40:12.284 --> 40:14.453 [door opens, closes] 40:14.537 --> 40:16.497 We need a diverse set of microbes working together 40:16.580 --> 40:18.082 to stay healthy. 40:18.582 --> 40:19.500 Hey. 40:19.583 --> 40:21.836 [gasps] Oh. 40:21.919 --> 40:23.546 You're still here. 40:23.629 --> 40:24.964 Yeah, I'm still here. 40:25.047 --> 40:26.340 [sighs] I'm sorry I'm so late. 40:26.424 --> 40:28.300 No, no, no, no, no, no. It's okay. 40:28.384 --> 40:30.469 They're an essential part of our systems. 40:30.553 --> 40:31.971 What's all this? 40:32.054 --> 40:33.764 Well, I figured you had a tough case. 40:33.848 --> 40:35.307 Probably didn't have a chance to eat, 40:35.391 --> 40:37.309 and I thought you might need some company. 40:37.393 --> 40:40.980 ♪ I'll hold you tight ♪ 40:41.063 --> 40:43.649 ♪ When you're feeling lonely ♪ 40:43.732 --> 40:46.652 ♪ Know you can cry... ♪ 40:46.735 --> 40:47.987 [breathes deeply] 40:48.070 --> 40:49.738 I love you. 40:49.822 --> 40:51.532 ♪ I'll never go and let you down ♪ 40:51.615 --> 40:52.992 I love you, too. 40:53.075 --> 40:55.953 ♪ No matter what, I'll stick around ♪ 40:56.036 --> 40:58.122 ♪ Please know I'll be ♪ 40:58.205 --> 41:00.249 It turns out, they're right where they belong. 41:00.332 --> 41:03.169 ♪ Your one and only ♪