WEBVTT 00:03.503 --> 00:06.256 [Jackson] You all know her as a fierce businesswoman, 00:06.339 --> 00:08.091 as an extraordinary surgeon. 00:08.174 --> 00:13.221 But Catherine Fox was so much more than that. 00:13.930 --> 00:16.099 For starters, she was my mom. 00:17.100 --> 00:18.393 There was no better mom. 00:19.352 --> 00:22.022 I mean that in some of the most surprising ways. 00:22.105 --> 00:25.525 I mean, she would make my Halloween costume every year from scratch 00:25.608 --> 00:28.028 at an old sewing machine her grandmother gave her. 00:28.903 --> 00:31.364 When I'd fall and scrape my knee, she would blow on it 00:31.448 --> 00:33.575 when she cleaned it out and tell me she was doing magic. 00:34.325 --> 00:35.994 Blowing the pain away. 00:36.077 --> 00:37.620 And she said it with such conviction, 00:37.704 --> 00:40.457 that I think I was, like, 13 before I started to question it. 00:40.540 --> 00:41.374 [Catherine laughs] 00:41.458 --> 00:43.501 [Meredith] Before the advent of surgery, 00:43.585 --> 00:46.337 many illnesses were treated with phlebotomy, 00:46.421 --> 00:47.839 also known as bloodletting. 00:47.922 --> 00:49.215 There's just no one like her. 00:49.299 --> 00:50.884 No one pushier. 00:51.259 --> 00:53.511 -No one nosier. -[soft chuckle] 00:53.595 --> 00:55.722 And absolutely no one more loving. 00:56.264 --> 00:59.059 Also, no one in the world who would force me to eulogize them 00:59.142 --> 01:01.144 while they are very much still alive. 01:01.227 --> 01:02.520 [laughter] 01:02.604 --> 01:03.980 I love you so much, Mom. 01:04.606 --> 01:05.815 I hope you live forever. 01:06.691 --> 01:09.277 Baby! That was just wonderful. 01:10.695 --> 01:12.280 All right, April, you're up next. 01:12.363 --> 01:13.364 -Mom. -[April] Wait, really? 01:13.448 --> 01:14.783 It's a foolish waste to wait till 01:14.866 --> 01:16.659 somebody's dead to say all the nice things. 01:16.743 --> 01:19.412 I want mine now, and I won't be apologetic about it. 01:19.496 --> 01:20.997 Don't you think it's a little morose? 01:21.081 --> 01:23.374 It's only morose if you make it morose. 01:23.458 --> 01:25.085 All right, well, I am here on official business. 01:25.168 --> 01:26.920 So, I'm gonna go track down Jamar Blake. 01:27.003 --> 01:30.006 -See you later. -All right, go save the program. 01:30.090 --> 01:31.633 Use all your charms. 01:31.716 --> 01:33.468 And make sure you smile with those eyes. 01:33.551 --> 01:34.552 [chuckling] 01:34.636 --> 01:36.221 Those eyes have magic. 01:37.055 --> 01:38.223 Okay, you ready? 01:38.306 --> 01:39.974 No, April, stay. 01:40.058 --> 01:41.976 -I want my speech. -Uh... 01:42.060 --> 01:45.105 Bloodletting is the withdrawal of blood from a patient 01:45.188 --> 01:48.233 to prevent or cure illness and disease. 01:49.609 --> 01:51.694 It was one of the most common medical practices 01:51.778 --> 01:53.947 performed by surgeons from ancient Greece 01:54.030 --> 01:55.657 until the late nineteenth century. 01:55.740 --> 01:57.450 [Travis] Why don't more people donate blood? 01:57.534 --> 01:58.535 [Ben] Excellent question. 01:58.618 --> 02:01.621 Do they not know it could be their family, their friends? 02:01.704 --> 02:03.039 Well, have you donated this month? 02:03.873 --> 02:06.543 I'm a gay man, Ben. They don't want my dirty gay blood. 02:06.626 --> 02:09.045 Yep. It's a leftover from HIV 02:09.129 --> 02:11.381 -and all the fear-- -I know what it's left over from. 02:11.464 --> 02:13.007 But science has advanced. 02:13.091 --> 02:14.968 We can test for HIV now. 02:15.051 --> 02:17.262 And yet, the guideline still remains. 02:17.345 --> 02:19.097 Which is lazy and gross. 02:19.180 --> 02:20.974 -Yeah, it is. -It's also stupid. 02:21.057 --> 02:23.476 Because no one rallies like the gay men rally. 02:24.144 --> 02:26.312 And the blood shortage would be over in a week 02:26.396 --> 02:27.480 if they changed the law. 02:28.731 --> 02:30.692 We'd have dance parties at the blood-a-thon. 02:30.775 --> 02:32.152 [laughing] I know you would. 02:32.235 --> 02:34.237 The practice has largely been abandoned 02:34.320 --> 02:37.699 because we now know, in the overwhelming majority of cases, 02:37.782 --> 02:40.743 the use of bloodletting is harmful to patients. 02:40.827 --> 02:45.665 And yet, we did it as a standard medical practice for over 2,000 years. 02:46.624 --> 02:49.919 It wasn't a blip in the history of medicine, it was an era. 02:50.003 --> 02:53.047 This liver, it's just gonna continue to lose-- 02:53.131 --> 02:54.549 we need at least six more units here. 02:54.632 --> 02:55.508 It's coming. 02:55.592 --> 02:56.593 Okay... 02:57.510 --> 02:58.845 Dr. Grey... 03:00.013 --> 03:00.930 Where's the blood? 03:01.014 --> 03:02.056 There was an accident. 03:02.140 --> 03:04.058 What? Wait, go back down to the pit. 03:04.142 --> 03:07.061 You tell Owen Hunt that I said my O.R. is in line in front of his. 03:07.145 --> 03:08.855 I don't care what trauma he has-- 03:08.938 --> 03:10.773 Dr. Grey, there was an accident with the blood. 03:10.857 --> 03:12.108 -What? -What does that mean? 03:12.192 --> 03:14.277 The transport vehicle spun out in the rain. 03:15.111 --> 03:17.363 The blood is in a puddle all over Henderson Avenue. 03:17.447 --> 03:18.948 ♪♪ 03:19.032 --> 03:20.700 So we gotta get her to the ICU, right? 03:20.783 --> 03:22.869 I mean, we can't leave her open. She's losing fluids. 03:22.952 --> 03:25.121 We can't keep giving her saline. It's just diluting her. 03:25.205 --> 03:27.957 -You wanna move her? -Yes, we have more control in the ICU. 03:28.041 --> 03:30.752 So, let's just pack her and do the best we can to bridge it 03:30.835 --> 03:32.837 -until some blood arrives. -Okay. 03:32.921 --> 03:35.006 If anyone out there has not given blood yet, 03:35.089 --> 03:36.341 now would be a good time. 03:36.424 --> 03:38.343 ♪ How to save a life ♪ 03:38.426 --> 03:40.094 That's one of us down there. 03:40.178 --> 03:41.596 Where's your loyalty? 03:42.055 --> 03:43.765 [Richard] This is your arena. 03:44.515 --> 03:46.684 How well you play, that's up to you. 03:46.768 --> 03:50.772 [thunder rumbles, rain pattering] 03:52.482 --> 03:54.609 [voice breaking] I have a blood shortage, 03:54.692 --> 03:59.280 and there are dozens of bags of blood spilled on the street! 03:59.364 --> 04:01.115 I have a physician shortage. 04:01.199 --> 04:04.911 And then you-- you two... I had one thing solved. 04:04.994 --> 04:06.913 And then you just... 04:06.996 --> 04:08.873 spilled it in the street. 04:08.957 --> 04:12.085 Meanwhile, the accreditation council is here. 04:12.710 --> 04:14.504 And who the hell is covering the pit? 04:16.756 --> 04:18.883 Kepner, I need you to cover the pit. 04:18.967 --> 04:21.135 Hi. I don't work here. I came for coffee. 04:21.219 --> 04:24.514 Take it to go. What, you want cream, sugar? 04:24.597 --> 04:25.848 Hey, guys. [soft chuckle] 04:25.932 --> 04:27.392 Everything okay? 04:27.475 --> 04:28.810 It is now... 04:28.893 --> 04:31.854 that you are covering the pit. 04:33.690 --> 04:36.234 Okay, you... Yup. All right. 04:36.317 --> 04:37.277 -Okay. -Okay. 04:37.360 --> 04:38.236 Thank you. 04:38.319 --> 04:39.487 Mm-hmm. 04:42.407 --> 04:46.244 And don't sign him up for baseball just because I played baseball. 04:46.327 --> 04:47.870 What if he likes baseball? 04:47.954 --> 04:49.539 Just let him be him. 04:50.206 --> 04:52.625 Okay. What else? 04:52.709 --> 04:56.337 You will be the most excellent mother. 04:58.131 --> 04:59.632 How you feeling, Simon? 04:59.716 --> 05:01.968 Like there's too many doctors in here 05:02.051 --> 05:04.762 for a dying man in a physician shortage. 05:04.846 --> 05:06.723 Except there's also a blood shortage. 05:06.806 --> 05:08.349 All of our surgeries got cancelled. 05:08.433 --> 05:11.644 Everyone loves you, baby. You just have to deal with-- Ohh! 05:11.728 --> 05:12.854 -Baby? -Kristen? 05:14.439 --> 05:16.482 -You think it's Braxton Hicks again? -Uh... 05:16.566 --> 05:18.609 -No. These are worse. -Can I? 05:18.985 --> 05:19.819 -Uh-huh. -I'll page OB. 05:19.902 --> 05:21.738 Dr. Wilson. Call Dr. Wilson. 05:22.322 --> 05:23.239 Maybe they're real? 05:24.032 --> 05:25.742 Oh, please God, let these be real. 05:26.409 --> 05:27.994 [groaning] 05:28.077 --> 05:29.996 [sighs] 05:30.079 --> 05:33.875 [sirens wail, horn blares] 05:33.958 --> 05:36.377 [brakes screech] 05:36.461 --> 05:39.464 [distant siren wails] 05:39.547 --> 05:41.049 Kepner? What are you doing here? 05:41.132 --> 05:42.508 Long story. What do we got? 05:42.592 --> 05:44.552 37 units of blood. 05:44.635 --> 05:46.012 So they got you workin' the pit, huh? 05:46.095 --> 05:47.472 A few hours, I hope. 05:47.555 --> 05:49.015 Honestly, I don't know what's going on. 05:49.098 --> 05:51.476 Your wife started yelling at me, and I'm like Pavlov's dog. 05:51.559 --> 05:53.770 Bailey yelled, and I snapped to attention. 05:53.853 --> 05:55.897 Blood shortage is what's going on. 05:55.980 --> 05:57.732 Yeah, there's a nationwide blood shortage 05:57.815 --> 05:59.776 since they closed the mobile clinics in the pandemic. 05:59.859 --> 06:01.569 I'm just saying, right now, today, 06:01.652 --> 06:03.780 Grey-Sloan is experiencing an acute blood shortage. 06:03.863 --> 06:05.698 And all the blood that was supposed to replenish the stores 06:05.782 --> 06:06.699 was in an accident. 06:06.783 --> 06:07.825 Well, any injured drivers? 06:07.909 --> 06:09.744 -Yeah, we sent them to Seattle Pres. -Why? 06:09.827 --> 06:11.662 Because you don't have the blood to treat them. 06:11.746 --> 06:13.498 Well, you just brought me 37 units. It's not enough. 06:13.581 --> 06:16.084 Look, Kepner, I know you don't really work here, 06:16.167 --> 06:17.585 but you're gonna have to close trauma. 06:17.668 --> 06:20.588 ♪♪ 06:20.671 --> 06:23.299 [sighs] Bailey's definitely gonna yell about that. 06:27.178 --> 06:30.223 And the Fox Foundation is so committed to revitalizing 06:30.306 --> 06:32.642 the residency program, that we're doubling our funding 06:32.725 --> 06:35.686 for both the resident wellness program and the skills lab. 06:35.770 --> 06:38.439 And we're recruiting specialized personnel to assure its success. 06:38.523 --> 06:39.524 Coming through. 06:39.607 --> 06:43.069 [woman on P.A.] Dr. Zemel to the O.R. Dr. Lita Zemel to the O.R. 06:44.362 --> 06:47.532 Ms. Blake, any chance you wanna share what it is you're thinking here? 06:48.116 --> 06:50.910 Meredith Grey is leaving Grey-Sloan. 06:51.911 --> 06:54.664 She's... indicated that after, uh, 06:54.747 --> 06:56.749 we get back on our feet, she has a desire-- 06:56.833 --> 06:58.543 No. A plan. 06:58.626 --> 06:59.669 Yes. 06:59.752 --> 07:02.630 She said she... does have plans to leave. 07:02.713 --> 07:06.175 And I only know that because I overheard it from a resident. 07:06.676 --> 07:09.887 So what I was thinking while you were talking, 07:09.971 --> 07:12.557 is that what else is being kept hidden from me. 07:12.974 --> 07:15.810 What I was thinking is that this man, 07:15.893 --> 07:19.772 he wears a suit well and talks a real good game. 07:19.856 --> 07:22.400 But what else is he not saying? 07:22.483 --> 07:25.445 [indistinct P.A. announcement] 07:25.528 --> 07:26.988 These burn-pit victims... 07:27.071 --> 07:28.990 some of them were just kids when they signed up. 07:29.073 --> 07:31.284 Now they're dying in their twenties with lungs so scarred, 07:31.367 --> 07:32.618 they don't even look like lungs. 07:32.702 --> 07:34.328 Come on, Bailey, just let us go. 07:34.412 --> 07:35.788 -I can't! -He will go to jail. 07:35.872 --> 07:38.249 [sighs] Not my problem. Not my doing. 07:38.332 --> 07:39.667 What if this was Ben? 07:40.626 --> 07:41.919 Ben would never . 07:42.003 --> 07:42.962 Are you sure? 07:43.045 --> 07:45.298 Ben isn't much of a rule-follower, as I recall. 07:45.381 --> 07:49.635 He may not be a rule-follower, but he is not a lawbreaker. 07:49.719 --> 07:52.680 Do you really believe that these soldiers should be left alone to die 07:52.763 --> 07:54.807 a slow and brutally painful death? 07:54.891 --> 07:56.976 They're bankrupting their families along the way. 07:57.059 --> 07:58.769 You work to change the law, 07:58.853 --> 08:00.396 you do not break the law. 08:00.480 --> 08:02.857 We are working to change the laws, Bailey. 08:02.940 --> 08:04.233 Bailey... 08:04.567 --> 08:06.194 We have been on the frontlines. 08:07.361 --> 08:11.073 We know what these soldiers have survived and what they sacrificed. 08:11.157 --> 08:13.993 Their lungs are full of scar tissue 08:14.076 --> 08:16.537 caused by short-sighted decisions 08:16.621 --> 08:18.664 made by our US military. 08:18.748 --> 08:21.709 I had to fight for them. 08:22.585 --> 08:23.711 I had to. 08:23.794 --> 08:26.422 ♪♪ 08:27.423 --> 08:31.344 [distant siren wails] 08:31.427 --> 08:32.470 ♪♪ 08:32.553 --> 08:34.597 [woman on P.A.] Dr. Dugan to Labor & Delivery. 08:34.680 --> 08:36.724 Dr. Paulette Dugan to Labor & Delivery. 08:36.807 --> 08:37.767 Hi! 08:37.850 --> 08:39.477 I read your article. 08:39.560 --> 08:42.063 -You are such a rock star! -Thank you. 08:42.146 --> 08:43.356 I saw you were covering the pit. 08:43.439 --> 08:45.107 I wanted to see if you needed an extra hand. 08:45.191 --> 08:48.027 Yeah, well, I probably would have if we hadn't closed to trauma. 08:48.110 --> 08:49.362 Owen must be losing his mind. 08:50.363 --> 08:51.739 Do-- do you have an update on Catherine? 08:51.822 --> 08:54.659 I'm scheduled to talk to her oncologist later today. 08:54.742 --> 08:57.662 Well, keep me company. Tell me how you are. 08:58.746 --> 09:00.248 -Oh. -I'm so sorry. 09:00.331 --> 09:01.749 Oh, no! Wha-- 09:01.832 --> 09:02.833 [sniffles] 09:02.917 --> 09:04.919 [laughs] This keeps happening. 09:05.002 --> 09:06.254 I'm going through a break-up and... 09:07.630 --> 09:09.507 I just cannot seem to shove it down. 09:09.590 --> 09:11.175 You fell in love. 09:11.259 --> 09:12.552 No. 09:12.635 --> 09:15.763 No. Because I have fallen in love so many times in my life, 09:15.846 --> 09:18.432 and it feels like a rollercoaster. 09:18.516 --> 09:21.102 It feels thrilling and consuming, 09:21.185 --> 09:24.564 and sickening and desperate, and this did not feel like that. 09:24.647 --> 09:28.192 This-- I think I felt... seen. 09:28.276 --> 09:31.612 I felt known, and I didn't fall in love. 09:31.696 --> 09:34.615 I kinda slid into it. 09:35.658 --> 09:38.119 Like two puzzle pieces that just kinda fit. 09:38.202 --> 09:39.495 So what happened? 09:40.496 --> 09:42.331 They don't want what I want. 09:44.417 --> 09:46.002 And they-- they don't want what I have. 09:48.379 --> 09:49.589 They don't want kids. 09:50.631 --> 09:53.217 -[sniffles] -Are you sure it's over? 09:54.594 --> 09:56.095 It feels pretty over. 09:56.596 --> 09:57.722 I've been where you are. 09:57.805 --> 09:58.806 [sniffles] 09:59.807 --> 10:01.017 I never say never. 10:01.100 --> 10:02.476 [breathes deeply] 10:02.560 --> 10:03.561 Well... 10:04.854 --> 10:06.606 sometimes love comes back around. 10:06.689 --> 10:07.690 [soft chuckle] 10:10.401 --> 10:11.944 Okay, we got FFP here. 10:12.028 --> 10:14.280 It's not blood, but it should help with her coagulopathy. 10:14.363 --> 10:16.741 -We can use plasma expanders, too-- -Yeah. 10:16.824 --> 10:19.452 Why did we do this? We knew there was a blood shortage. 10:19.535 --> 10:20.620 Why did we do this today? 10:20.703 --> 10:24.415 [Meredith] We did it because the tumor is wrapped around the vasculature 10:24.498 --> 10:26.292 of her intestines and her liver. 10:26.375 --> 10:28.336 If we did not take it out, 10:28.419 --> 10:31.881 she could die from obstruction or catastrophic GI bleeding. 10:32.506 --> 10:33.799 Do you understand? 10:33.883 --> 10:35.801 ♪♪ 10:35.885 --> 10:37.553 -You did what? -[Meredith] Took the tumor out. 10:37.637 --> 10:38.638 Why the hell would you do that? 10:38.721 --> 10:41.557 I expressly told you no. 10:41.641 --> 10:45.186 You expressly told me you did not want to participate. 10:45.269 --> 10:46.979 I am the chief of general. 10:47.063 --> 10:49.398 I made a call to do the surgery today. 10:49.482 --> 10:51.567 Yeah, right, because no one's opinion matters but yours. 10:51.651 --> 10:54.236 -Dr. Webber, this is really-- -And always, 10:54.320 --> 10:56.489 it's all about Meredith Grey and what she wants. 10:56.572 --> 10:58.866 With no thought to the consequences it may have. 10:58.949 --> 11:02.411 The consequences are that this woman would have died. 11:02.495 --> 11:06.415 And you may have just killed the residency program along with her. 11:06.499 --> 11:08.542 Which is what you wanted all along, right? 11:08.626 --> 11:12.088 To ensure that this place would go up in flames as you walked out. 11:12.171 --> 11:13.839 To burn it down behind you. 11:13.923 --> 11:14.965 Do you have any idea what you've done? 11:15.049 --> 11:16.592 I have to investigate what's going on here. 11:16.676 --> 11:17.927 Congratulations, Meredith. 11:18.844 --> 11:20.554 Ellis would finally be proud of you. 11:20.638 --> 11:23.474 ♪♪ 11:30.356 --> 11:32.024 Listen to me, Meredith. 11:32.108 --> 11:35.695 Anyone can fall in love and be blindly happy. 11:35.778 --> 11:38.989 But not everyone can pick up a scalpel and save a life... 11:40.741 --> 11:43.119 The tumor had to come out. 11:43.744 --> 11:44.995 It is killing her. 11:45.579 --> 11:48.541 It had to come out, and you know it did. 11:50.084 --> 11:51.085 Understood. 11:53.671 --> 11:56.382 [Jo] And the pain feels like cramps? 11:56.465 --> 11:59.885 Uh, it's... uh, it's bad. I don't know. It-- it feels like pain. 11:59.969 --> 12:00.970 [pained chuckle] 12:01.053 --> 12:04.140 Okay. But the pain is coming and going like contractions? 12:04.223 --> 12:05.725 Yes. Sort of. 12:06.308 --> 12:08.561 I don't know. It's not completely going away. 12:09.478 --> 12:13.399 Okay, I need to take you to the O.B. floor, do a proper exam, 12:13.482 --> 12:15.192 and to check on the baby. 12:15.276 --> 12:16.485 You think there's something wrong with the baby? 12:16.569 --> 12:18.863 -Kristen, try not to panic. -I do, though. 12:18.946 --> 12:20.072 Aah! 12:20.156 --> 12:22.783 I do panic, and trying not to panic doesn't usually work. 12:22.867 --> 12:24.660 Hey, look at me. Look at me. 12:24.744 --> 12:26.996 Breathe. In. Out. 12:27.079 --> 12:29.749 I love you. Go with Dr. Wilson. 12:29.832 --> 12:31.292 I don't want to leave you, though. [screams] 12:31.375 --> 12:33.210 Oh, my God. We need a gurney in here! 12:33.294 --> 12:34.378 -[Levi] I got it! -Okay. 12:34.462 --> 12:36.046 Oh, my God, what's happening? 12:36.130 --> 12:38.674 Um, it could be placental abruption, but we need to go now. 12:38.758 --> 12:40.050 Are we gonna take out the baby? 12:40.134 --> 12:41.844 It looks like it. 12:41.927 --> 12:43.345 Okay, page Carina DeLuca! 12:43.429 --> 12:44.638 She's in surgery. I saw her, she just went in. 12:44.722 --> 12:46.515 Okay, I need to stop the bleeding and deliver the baby 12:46.599 --> 12:47.475 -so I need hands. -I'll come. I'll help. 12:47.558 --> 12:49.518 Schmitt, we need blood stat. What is your--? 12:49.602 --> 12:50.478 -B Negative. -Okay, go! 12:51.187 --> 12:52.688 Simon, stay alive. 12:52.772 --> 12:54.398 Stay alive so you can meet him. 12:54.482 --> 12:56.734 Tell Dr. Lincoln to keep him alive! 13:05.159 --> 13:06.577 Excuse me, excuse me. 13:06.660 --> 13:09.079 [screaming] 13:09.163 --> 13:11.916 Okay, I called ahead. We have two units of B neg on the way to O.R. four. 13:11.999 --> 13:13.876 -We need at least four! -I know. 13:13.959 --> 13:16.587 -We got Kristen, Schmitt. Go solve this. -How! 13:16.712 --> 13:19.089 Think on your feet, Schmitt. That's the job. 13:19.173 --> 13:20.674 Okay, Kristen, we're almost there. 13:23.469 --> 13:25.763 Okay. Okay. Watch out, watch out. 13:25.846 --> 13:27.348 Oh! Ah. 13:27.431 --> 13:31.018 A placental abruption. How bad is that? 13:31.769 --> 13:35.439 Well, honestly, it can be very bad, but she's in the best of hands here. 13:35.523 --> 13:37.817 -And the baby? -They will do everything they can 13:37.900 --> 13:38.984 to keep them both safe. 13:39.068 --> 13:41.070 -Okay. -Schmitt, what, what? 13:41.529 --> 13:42.905 Blood. Blood. 13:42.988 --> 13:44.073 [panting] 13:44.156 --> 13:45.157 Take it. 13:45.741 --> 13:47.076 No, we-- we need this blood. 13:47.159 --> 13:48.369 They both have the same blood type. 13:48.452 --> 13:50.830 -They're both B Negative. -Take it. Take it to my wife. 13:50.913 --> 13:54.250 -No, we need some of this blood. -No! Take it all to my wife. Save my wife. 13:55.793 --> 13:58.212 -What? -All right. Yeah, yeah. 13:58.295 --> 13:59.255 -Thank you, thank you, thank you. -Hey. 13:59.338 --> 14:00.756 -Excuse me, I'm sorry. -Hey, Schmitt! 14:01.757 --> 14:03.175 Kristen's having an abruption. 14:04.051 --> 14:05.302 Simon, if she had an abruption, 14:05.386 --> 14:07.638 that means they're delivering the baby. It will only take a few minutes. 14:07.721 --> 14:10.057 Take me off this machine. Give all my blood to my wife. 14:10.140 --> 14:12.393 Save my wife. Save my child. 14:12.977 --> 14:14.144 I'm a dead man. 14:15.271 --> 14:17.940 If you unplug that machine, I'm gone. 14:18.649 --> 14:19.817 Save them. 14:21.110 --> 14:22.111 Please. 14:22.194 --> 14:25.197 ♪♪ 14:29.410 --> 14:31.245 [Richard] Ashes to ashes. 14:31.328 --> 14:32.329 You grew up. 14:32.955 --> 14:34.415 It's awful being a grown-up. 14:35.082 --> 14:36.333 [Ellis] I wish I could go back. 14:38.127 --> 14:39.670 I'd do everything so differently. 14:41.171 --> 14:42.631 She told me not to come here. 14:43.549 --> 14:44.383 Ellis. 14:45.050 --> 14:47.511 You know, she wasn't completely lucid all the time, 14:47.595 --> 14:50.097 but one time I distinctly remember her telling me. 14:50.180 --> 14:51.390 [Ellis] It's just blood. 14:51.473 --> 14:52.391 "Do not go there." 14:52.474 --> 14:53.642 Why? 14:53.726 --> 14:56.687 She didn't believe Richard Webber had what it took to teach me. 14:56.770 --> 14:57.980 -[Richard] That's the job. -That's the job. 14:58.063 --> 15:00.107 [voice breaking] To be what she expected me to be. 15:00.190 --> 15:02.776 [Ellis] I raised you to be an extraordinary human being. 15:02.860 --> 15:04.445 You're no more than ordinary. 15:04.528 --> 15:05.487 What happened to you? 15:05.571 --> 15:06.655 And you didn't listen to her. 15:06.739 --> 15:08.866 This may be surprising to you, Dr. Marsh, 15:08.949 --> 15:10.701 but I do not love being told what to do. 15:11.869 --> 15:14.538 I also think she didn't want me to find out about her dirty laundry. 15:14.622 --> 15:18.125 You know, Meredith, what Richard said... 15:18.208 --> 15:19.960 Is not true. 15:21.879 --> 15:24.423 We could've waited to do the surgery on Cora. 15:25.049 --> 15:26.759 You pushed for us to do it today. 15:26.842 --> 15:28.969 So you think I'm sabotaging the program, too? 15:29.053 --> 15:30.804 -No. -Do you think I'm arrogant? 15:30.888 --> 15:32.097 No. The opposite. 15:32.181 --> 15:33.307 I-I-I think... 15:33.390 --> 15:36.185 if anything, you're feeling insecure about leaving, so... 15:38.312 --> 15:40.147 Crash cart, she's coding. 15:40.230 --> 15:44.443 ♪♪ 15:52.368 --> 15:55.621 -Dr. Bailey, I have been calling-- -I'm aware. I, uh... 15:56.622 --> 15:58.749 We had an unexpected... 15:59.625 --> 16:01.335 It's been... a bit of a day. 16:01.418 --> 16:04.880 Well, are you aware that your E.R. has closed to trauma? 16:06.090 --> 16:07.883 I was not aware. 16:07.967 --> 16:09.843 But I'm not surprised. 16:09.927 --> 16:11.178 [sighs] Dr. Bailey... 16:11.261 --> 16:14.598 Uh, Ms. Blake, we need a few minutes here, please. 16:18.477 --> 16:20.479 I will wait in your office. 16:21.021 --> 16:23.148 Better yet, we're having a blood drive. 16:23.232 --> 16:25.776 I invite you to donate while you wait. 16:31.156 --> 16:33.951 [soft sob] The world is broken. 16:35.327 --> 16:40.165 The world is broken in a thousand different ways that I cannot fix! 16:44.670 --> 16:47.715 I have to call the police because if I don't, 16:47.798 --> 16:50.509 I could go to jail, too, and that's not happening. 16:50.592 --> 16:52.469 -Bailey-- -I have to call the police, 16:52.553 --> 16:58.350 but I have to manage a life-threatening blood shortage first. 16:59.852 --> 17:01.937 And that could take me a few hours. 17:03.147 --> 17:05.024 In the meantime, I'll accept... 17:05.816 --> 17:07.651 your resignations and I... 17:13.949 --> 17:15.617 I wish you both the best of luck. 17:15.701 --> 17:17.536 [footsteps depart] 17:20.539 --> 17:23.167 ♪♪ 17:23.250 --> 17:24.501 [sighs] 17:29.715 --> 17:30.924 Okay, you get the kids. 17:31.008 --> 17:33.761 I'll run home and I'll pack what I can. 17:33.844 --> 17:34.845 No, no. We don't have time. 17:34.928 --> 17:36.096 Bailey might be buying us more time, 17:36.180 --> 17:37.973 but we don't even know if John's called the police or not. 17:38.057 --> 17:39.600 We have to go, and we have to go right now. 17:39.683 --> 17:41.852 Okay. I'll get Amelia. 17:41.935 --> 17:43.145 Get the kids, okay? Let's go. 17:43.228 --> 17:45.064 ♪♪ 17:53.864 --> 17:55.908 ♪♪ 17:59.453 --> 18:01.955 ♪♪ 18:09.463 --> 18:12.132 [rain patters] 18:12.216 --> 18:13.801 [door opens] 18:14.885 --> 18:18.180 I heard there was a preemptive memorial? 18:18.263 --> 18:20.390 Oh, it was really beautiful. 18:20.474 --> 18:23.811 It made me want to do something bigger, like a dinner or something. 18:24.394 --> 18:27.439 Well, if it's one thing my wife does well, it's take compliments. 18:27.523 --> 18:29.900 -[soft laughter] -In that case, I have bad news. 18:29.983 --> 18:31.902 I just spoke with your oncologist, 18:31.985 --> 18:35.614 and there is no need for a preemptive memorial 18:35.697 --> 18:40.744 because your tumor is responding to the chemo trial. 18:41.245 --> 18:43.622 So, Catherine, for the moment, 18:43.705 --> 18:47.084 you are living with cancer rather than dying from it. 18:49.586 --> 18:52.297 To hell with it, I will still give that dinner party. 18:52.381 --> 18:53.382 Ohh! [soft laughter] 18:53.465 --> 18:55.467 Dr. Shepherd, get your speech ready. 18:55.551 --> 18:57.845 We have a lot to celebrate. 18:57.928 --> 18:59.304 [cellphone rings] 18:59.388 --> 19:01.181 Oh, baby, did you hear that? 19:01.265 --> 19:02.474 Did you hear that? 19:03.475 --> 19:05.102 Do you have to turn it off now? 19:05.644 --> 19:08.397 No. The surgeon can continue to work. 19:08.480 --> 19:11.775 But without fresh blood products, there's a much higher chance 19:11.859 --> 19:13.777 of you bleeding or clotting. 19:13.861 --> 19:15.737 But there's a chance. 19:16.989 --> 19:19.074 There's a chance I'll meet him? 19:21.493 --> 19:22.703 There's a chance. 19:25.581 --> 19:26.748 Simon... 19:27.833 --> 19:31.211 It has been a tremendous privilege to be your doctor. 19:31.295 --> 19:35.007 It's been a gift to witness your love story. 19:35.757 --> 19:38.760 I never imagined the great love of my life. 19:39.553 --> 19:43.140 I always pictured my child, but never my wife. 19:43.223 --> 19:48.312 And then, I met Kristen, and she changed me. 19:48.395 --> 19:51.440 She noticed every little thing about me. 19:51.940 --> 19:53.650 My fear... 19:53.734 --> 19:55.527 my shame... 19:55.611 --> 19:56.945 my doubt. 19:57.529 --> 20:00.073 She pulled all the secrets out of me, 20:00.157 --> 20:02.075 and she held them to the light. 20:03.535 --> 20:05.078 She loved me. 20:07.748 --> 20:09.374 And little by little, 20:10.959 --> 20:12.920 she showed me how to love myself. 20:15.797 --> 20:17.174 And if that... 20:17.799 --> 20:20.052 is not a life well-lived... 20:22.554 --> 20:24.181 I don't know what is. 20:28.393 --> 20:29.561 Tell her that... 20:30.938 --> 20:32.189 will you? 20:32.272 --> 20:34.816 ♪♪ 20:38.737 --> 20:40.239 [sighs] 20:41.323 --> 20:43.659 ♪♪ 20:46.954 --> 20:49.456 ♪♪ 20:52.918 --> 20:54.670 [flatline] 20:54.753 --> 20:56.588 Let's push another amp of Epi. 20:56.672 --> 20:58.048 No, it's been too long. 20:58.131 --> 20:59.299 [distorted] It's been too long. 20:59.383 --> 21:00.801 She's not oxygenating. 21:00.884 --> 21:02.594 You've been running the same code for half an hour. 21:02.678 --> 21:04.513 -She's in total organ failure. -She's in DIC. 21:05.097 --> 21:06.265 Get me blood! 21:06.348 --> 21:08.016 Come on, Cora! 21:08.100 --> 21:10.394 Come on, Cora! Sally needs you! 21:10.477 --> 21:12.688 Do you understand? I can't live without you. 21:12.771 --> 21:13.939 Stay awake! 21:14.022 --> 21:16.233 Cora! Come on, don't leave us. 21:17.526 --> 21:18.860 You stay awake! 21:18.944 --> 21:20.153 Cora! 21:20.237 --> 21:21.530 Come on, please! 21:21.613 --> 21:24.241 Hold on, okay? I love you. [sniffles] 21:24.324 --> 21:25.492 Meredith. 21:27.411 --> 21:28.412 Please don't die. 21:28.495 --> 21:29.413 Get out of here, Meredith. 21:29.496 --> 21:30.497 [flatline] 21:30.580 --> 21:34.167 ♪ Tell you the story of who I am ♪ 21:34.251 --> 21:35.877 Okay, here is he. Take him. 21:35.961 --> 21:37.129 [baby crying] 21:37.212 --> 21:39.339 Her BP is tanking. We need more blood. 21:39.423 --> 21:41.466 That's the last bag of B Negative. 21:41.550 --> 21:42.843 Call for some crash blood. 21:42.926 --> 21:45.012 That's the last bag, Dr. Pierce. 21:45.095 --> 21:46.096 [monitor beeps rapidly] 21:46.179 --> 21:48.640 Okay, I have to clamp her uterine arteries. 21:48.724 --> 21:49.808 I have to take the uterus. 21:49.891 --> 21:51.143 Dr. Pierce, can you suction so I can see better? 21:51.226 --> 21:52.227 You got it. 21:53.812 --> 21:56.023 -[Winston] Dr. Wilson. -Not now. 21:56.106 --> 21:57.524 I have blood. B Negative. We have one bag. 21:57.607 --> 21:58.734 Hang it! 21:58.817 --> 22:00.027 Okay. 22:00.110 --> 22:02.946 Help me isolate the utero-ovarian ligament. 22:04.740 --> 22:06.408 I need to take the baby to Simon. 22:07.200 --> 22:08.577 Not yet. 22:08.660 --> 22:10.537 Push that unit as fast as you can. 22:16.335 --> 22:17.419 Okay, now the clamp. 22:17.502 --> 22:19.880 ♪ I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules ♪ 22:19.963 --> 22:21.548 Get more pressers if we have to. 22:21.631 --> 22:23.091 [baby cries] 22:23.175 --> 22:24.926 ♪ But I broke them all for you ♪ 22:25.010 --> 22:26.011 [man] Okay, he's ready. 22:26.094 --> 22:29.014 Okay, you can take him. Be careful. 22:30.182 --> 22:33.518 [doctor] I got control of the vessels. Now let's clamp the cardinal ligaments. 22:33.602 --> 22:38.982 ♪ You made me feel like a million bucks ♪ 22:39.066 --> 22:40.609 ♪ You do ♪ 22:41.985 --> 22:44.071 ♪ I was made for you ♪ 22:44.154 --> 22:45.572 Is he here? 22:45.655 --> 22:46.656 Not yet. 22:46.740 --> 22:49.951 ♪♪ 23:00.212 --> 23:01.963 [flatline] 23:04.549 --> 23:06.218 Meredith, that's it. 23:06.301 --> 23:08.720 ♪ Ohh ♪ 23:09.221 --> 23:11.223 ♪♪ 23:12.766 --> 23:13.850 Derek... 23:14.476 --> 23:15.685 You go. 23:15.769 --> 23:16.728 We'll be fine. 23:19.231 --> 23:20.774 [profound sigh] 23:20.857 --> 23:25.028 [flatline continues] 23:25.112 --> 23:26.988 Time of death, 5:18. 23:30.409 --> 23:35.580 ♪ You see the smile that's on my mouth ♪ 23:35.664 --> 23:40.752 ♪ It's hiding the words that won't come out ♪ 23:40.836 --> 23:46.633 ♪ And all of my friends who think I'm blessed ♪ 23:46.716 --> 23:49.886 ♪ They don't know my head's a mess ♪ 23:49.970 --> 23:51.096 [Link] Simon. 23:51.930 --> 23:54.307 Simon. Simon, he's here. 23:55.392 --> 23:56.685 Simon. 23:56.768 --> 23:57.978 [baby coos] 23:58.061 --> 24:04.860 ♪ And they don't know what I've been through like you do ♪ 24:04.943 --> 24:09.156 ♪ No, I was made for you ♪ 24:11.491 --> 24:13.660 Hello, forever. 24:13.743 --> 24:18.206 ♪ All of these lines across my face ♪ 24:18.290 --> 24:23.795 ♪ They tell you the story of who I am ♪ 24:23.879 --> 24:28.884 ♪ So many stories of where I've been ♪ 24:28.967 --> 24:33.889 ♪ And how I got to where I am ♪ 24:33.972 --> 24:34.973 [flatline] 24:35.307 --> 24:40.604 ♪ But these stories don't mean anything ♪ 24:40.687 --> 24:45.442 ♪ When you've got no one to tell them to ♪ 24:45.525 --> 24:47.527 ♪ It's true ♪ 24:47.611 --> 24:49.237 [flatline continues] 24:49.321 --> 24:52.699 ♪ I was made for you ♪ 24:55.118 --> 24:59.247 ♪ Oh, yeah, well, it's true ♪ 24:59.331 --> 25:03.210 ♪ I was made for you ♪ 25:11.635 --> 25:12.636 Teddy-- 25:14.554 --> 25:15.555 Hey, guys. 25:15.639 --> 25:18.099 [Amelia] I don't think these two are allowed in here. 25:18.183 --> 25:19.684 -[Teddy] No they're not. -Thank you. 25:19.768 --> 25:20.977 You want to tell me what's going on? 25:21.061 --> 25:22.020 -No. -We can't. 25:22.604 --> 25:24.648 Seriously? You guys are scaring me. Where are you going? 25:24.731 --> 25:26.733 [sighs] Amelia, please don't ask questions. 25:26.816 --> 25:28.568 Have you met me? I'm asking questions. 25:28.652 --> 25:30.403 Where are we going, Papa? 25:30.487 --> 25:32.739 [sighs] We're going on a trip, sweetheart. 25:32.822 --> 25:34.950 Is it-- is it your mom? Is it Megan? 25:35.033 --> 25:36.701 Everybody's fine. We just-- we need to go. 25:36.785 --> 25:38.537 The program is being assessed today! 25:38.620 --> 25:40.455 Amelia, please, let us go. 25:40.956 --> 25:42.499 -Let's go. -Come on, baby. Come on. 25:42.999 --> 25:46.836 But I can't lose you. Whatever is going on here, I cannot lose you. 25:47.462 --> 25:48.922 [voice breaking] Please just tell me where you are going. 25:49.005 --> 25:51.424 Amelia, we will call soon, I promise. Okay? 25:51.508 --> 25:52.884 Come on, let's go, guys. Let's go. 25:52.968 --> 25:54.553 Run, run, run. We gotta go. We're in a rush. 25:54.636 --> 25:55.929 Great job, great job. 25:56.346 --> 25:59.724 ♪ It's not a love, it's not a love, it's not a love song ♪ 25:59.808 --> 26:04.396 ♪ It's not a love, it's not a love, it's not a love song ♪ 26:04.479 --> 26:06.147 [sighs] 26:06.231 --> 26:07.399 ♪♪ 26:07.482 --> 26:11.194 ♪ And now the loops are reminiscing ♪ 26:11.278 --> 26:12.654 ♪ Recurring dreams of minor chords ♪ 26:12.737 --> 26:13.738 Sally... 26:14.823 --> 26:16.032 I'm Dr. Grey. 26:16.324 --> 26:17.951 ♪ Metered time ♪ 26:18.034 --> 26:20.870 ♪ Muted chimes find the beat ♪ 26:20.954 --> 26:24.124 Sally, this doctor wants to talk to you. 26:25.000 --> 26:27.877 ♪ And in the pulse, there lies conviction ♪ 26:27.961 --> 26:30.338 I'm Dr. Grey, I was your niece's surgeon today. 26:30.422 --> 26:32.257 I'm so sorry. 26:33.675 --> 26:36.720 Cora went into organ failure and did not make it. 26:37.137 --> 26:38.930 We did everything we could. 26:41.933 --> 26:43.018 Who? 26:44.269 --> 26:46.062 Cora, your niece. 26:48.690 --> 26:49.691 Who? 26:50.900 --> 26:52.611 -Who? -This is your family. 26:53.194 --> 26:54.613 I used to be a doctor, I think. 26:54.696 --> 26:56.573 You are a doctor, Mom. You're a surgeon. 26:56.656 --> 26:58.241 [Ellis] The carousel never stops turning. 26:58.325 --> 26:59.367 I can't get off. 27:05.081 --> 27:06.833 [Levi] We put out the call on social media. 27:08.793 --> 27:12.631 I hate this hateful, stupid rule. 27:12.714 --> 27:15.050 And I think I might sue the FDA to get it changed. 27:17.010 --> 27:19.638 In the meantime, we called our friends. 27:19.721 --> 27:21.890 Our sexless friends. 27:21.973 --> 27:23.183 [Nico] We're doing our part. 27:26.019 --> 27:31.733 I will fight this hateful, stupid rule with you, Schmitt. 27:33.193 --> 27:34.569 Yes, Queen. 27:34.653 --> 27:36.071 [chuckles] 27:37.072 --> 27:39.616 ♪♪ 27:39.699 --> 27:41.910 [coos] 27:43.495 --> 27:44.788 [chuckles] 27:47.874 --> 27:50.418 [sniffles, crying] 27:50.502 --> 27:53.254 ♪♪ 27:55.507 --> 27:57.425 Ohh, your daddy loved you. 27:57.509 --> 27:59.594 ♪ And it's not a love, it's a not a love ♪ 27:59.678 --> 28:01.179 ♪ It's not a love, it's not a love song ♪ 28:01.262 --> 28:03.014 He loved you beyond the beyond. 28:03.098 --> 28:07.894 ♪ It's not a love, it's not a love, it's not a love song ♪ 28:07.977 --> 28:11.940 ♪ It's not a love, it's not a love, it's not a love song ♪ 28:12.023 --> 28:13.441 ♪♪ 28:13.525 --> 28:15.026 [crying continues] 28:15.110 --> 28:17.612 ♪ It's not a love, it's not a love ♪ 28:17.696 --> 28:21.032 ♪ It's not a love, it's not a love song ♪ 28:21.116 --> 28:25.453 ♪ It's not a love, it's not a love, it's not a love song ♪ 28:25.537 --> 28:29.499 ♪ It's not a love, it's not a love, it's not a love song ♪ 28:29.582 --> 28:31.793 [thunder rumbles] 28:35.547 --> 28:37.340 [Amelia] Whew! 28:39.300 --> 28:40.427 Oh, my gosh. 28:40.510 --> 28:41.761 Oh. 28:41.845 --> 28:43.888 Hey, do you know what's going on with Owen and Teddy? 28:44.848 --> 28:45.849 They okay? 28:45.932 --> 28:47.517 [sighs] Yeah. 28:48.768 --> 28:50.311 Maybe. I--I don't know. 28:50.937 --> 28:53.440 Physically, they seem okay. 28:59.446 --> 29:00.613 Link, I'm sorry. 29:03.450 --> 29:04.576 I broke your heart. 29:05.952 --> 29:07.579 And you felt blindsided. 29:09.289 --> 29:13.418 And I had forgotten exactly how badly that hurts. 29:15.295 --> 29:16.838 If I had remembered... 29:18.465 --> 29:20.925 I would've handled things a little differently. 29:22.802 --> 29:23.887 I'm sorry. 29:32.854 --> 29:34.272 I never would've had a kid. 29:36.566 --> 29:39.027 I'm too... cynical. 29:39.110 --> 29:40.612 And the world is too dark. 29:42.071 --> 29:43.323 But you gave me Scout. 29:45.241 --> 29:47.118 My heart cracked open 29:47.202 --> 29:49.746 and my world got a little lighter. 29:52.499 --> 29:53.625 You gave me a son. 29:56.211 --> 29:57.504 And I get to be his dad. 29:59.506 --> 30:01.341 So... I don't hate you. 30:02.592 --> 30:03.593 I love you. 30:04.719 --> 30:05.720 Just-- 30:06.304 --> 30:08.056 not in the painful way anymore. 30:14.103 --> 30:15.355 [soft sigh] 30:17.148 --> 30:17.982 Oh. 30:19.025 --> 30:22.153 I heard about what happened to your blood. 30:22.612 --> 30:23.947 It's unimaginable. 30:24.864 --> 30:30.245 But the residents have organized a blood drive on their social media. 30:30.328 --> 30:35.583 So... having some success, even despite the rain. 30:35.667 --> 30:37.001 That generation. 30:37.085 --> 30:38.837 They just might save us all. 30:38.920 --> 30:40.171 They just might. 30:42.340 --> 30:43.925 You should... 30:44.634 --> 30:46.636 also know that my... 30:47.303 --> 30:48.763 head of trauma 30:48.847 --> 30:51.766 and my co-chief of cardio 30:51.850 --> 30:53.434 have tendered their resignation. 30:53.518 --> 30:56.354 But I will have candidates lined up. 30:56.437 --> 30:58.314 -[clears throat] -Dr. Grey... 30:58.398 --> 31:01.025 Yeah, so, she is also leaving. 31:02.026 --> 31:04.737 She gave her notice, and she'll be hard to replace. 31:04.821 --> 31:05.864 But we... 31:05.947 --> 31:06.948 [chuckles] 31:07.031 --> 31:09.284 -We will persevere, okay? -Well, Dr. Grey, 31:09.367 --> 31:13.329 she performed an unnecessary, very bloody 31:13.413 --> 31:14.789 operation today. 31:14.873 --> 31:16.416 She went against the orders 31:16.499 --> 31:19.085 of the Fox Foundation's chief medical officer. 31:19.168 --> 31:23.506 So while your residents are scrambling to donate and gather blood, 31:23.590 --> 31:25.300 Dr. Grey is wasting it. 31:25.383 --> 31:26.843 Like I said, she's leaving. 31:27.760 --> 31:29.679 Okay, Dr. Bailey, your program 31:29.762 --> 31:31.389 has been under investigation 31:31.472 --> 31:34.100 due to anonymous complaints about the Webber method. 31:34.183 --> 31:35.101 Right. 31:35.184 --> 31:37.478 Now, Dr. Webber tried to reinvent the wheel, 31:37.562 --> 31:39.939 which you objected to initially 31:40.023 --> 31:41.941 -and shut down ultimately. -Yes. 31:42.025 --> 31:43.484 I've seen this from time to time 31:43.568 --> 31:45.528 in programs where people have just been 31:45.612 --> 31:47.822 working together for too long. 31:48.448 --> 31:49.991 They start to feel like family, 31:50.074 --> 31:53.411 and sometimes it's a dysfunctional family. 31:53.494 --> 31:57.415 A family where it's just unclear as to who is in charge. 31:58.291 --> 32:01.836 Richard Webber doesn't respect your authority over him, 32:01.920 --> 32:05.048 Dr. Grey doesn't respect his authority over her, 32:05.131 --> 32:08.051 and rules get broken and it just gets messy. 32:08.134 --> 32:10.511 And it's even messier when students are involved. 32:10.595 --> 32:11.763 But our residents-- 32:11.846 --> 32:14.098 They were excited by the Webber method. 32:14.182 --> 32:18.186 Dr. Bailey, I'm sorry. I am sorry, but I am going to have to pull-- 32:18.269 --> 32:19.270 Wait, wait, hold--! 32:19.354 --> 32:21.272 -Your general surgery residency... -No, do not do this. 32:21.356 --> 32:22.482 -...accreditation. -Do not-- 32:23.358 --> 32:25.860 Your residents will be orphaned, 32:25.944 --> 32:27.570 but I promise you, 32:27.654 --> 32:29.489 we will do our very best to see that 32:29.572 --> 32:32.283 they land on their feet somewhere else. 32:32.367 --> 32:33.993 While you... 32:34.369 --> 32:36.245 turn this program around. 32:36.329 --> 32:38.373 Recalibrate. Rebuild. 32:38.957 --> 32:41.042 Just... start over. 32:42.168 --> 32:44.420 ♪♪ 33:10.697 --> 33:13.074 [Bailey] I have five rules. Memorize them. 33:13.157 --> 33:14.951 Rule number one: Don't bother sucking up. 33:15.034 --> 33:16.703 I already hate ya. That's not gonna change. 33:16.786 --> 33:18.496 ♪ ...heart in tow? ♪ 33:18.579 --> 33:19.789 ♪ What do you do... ♪ 33:19.872 --> 33:22.375 [Richard] The seven years you spend here as a surgical resident 33:22.458 --> 33:23.668 will be the best and worst of your life. 33:24.210 --> 33:25.795 [Bailey] Work. Save some lives. 33:26.212 --> 33:28.548 [George] Who here feels like they have no idea what they're doing? 33:28.631 --> 33:30.967 ♪ Where does the good go? ♪ 33:31.175 --> 33:33.928 ♪ Where does the good go? ♪ 33:34.012 --> 33:36.014 ♪ Look me in the eye ♪ 33:36.097 --> 33:39.225 ♪ And tell me you don't find me attractive ♪ 33:39.308 --> 33:43.229 ♪ Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go ♪ 33:43.312 --> 33:44.731 [Meredith] You practice on cadavers. 33:46.190 --> 33:47.358 You observe. 33:48.359 --> 33:51.320 And you think you know what you're gonna feel like standing over that table. 33:51.404 --> 33:54.157 But, that was such a high... 34:35.573 --> 34:38.159 [Meredith] For decades, many doctors were convinced 34:38.242 --> 34:40.995 that bloodletting was harming more than it helped. 34:41.746 --> 34:44.665 [Winston] I never said "I love you" to anyone before I said it to you. 34:47.376 --> 34:49.212 My parents weren't big on those words. 34:51.380 --> 34:54.092 When I heard them in movies, they always sounded like... 34:54.467 --> 34:56.010 lies to me. 34:57.095 --> 34:58.096 Like frosting. 34:59.222 --> 35:00.848 If frosting made a sound. 35:01.933 --> 35:03.351 I didn't say "I love you" lightly. 35:04.685 --> 35:06.854 And I didn't propose to you lightly. 35:06.938 --> 35:09.982 It takes more time for me to open all the way up. 35:12.485 --> 35:13.736 It takes time for me, too. 35:15.613 --> 35:18.741 I love my sisters, and they are my sisters. 35:18.825 --> 35:19.826 I know. 35:20.159 --> 35:22.453 But I grew up an only child. 35:22.537 --> 35:25.748 I used to whisper my secrets to myself in the dark. 35:26.415 --> 35:29.794 It takes a lot for me to tell my secrets to anyone else. 35:29.877 --> 35:31.879 ♪♪ 35:31.963 --> 35:33.131 [sighs] 35:33.214 --> 35:35.800 I don't think we got married too early. 35:35.883 --> 35:39.679 I just think we need to keep learning each other. 35:39.762 --> 35:42.431 We have to protect this love, Maggie, 35:42.515 --> 35:44.308 because love like this doesn't along all the time. 35:46.686 --> 35:47.895 It doesn't always stay. 35:47.979 --> 35:49.939 ♪ ...you would be ♪ 35:50.022 --> 35:56.070 ♪ Real happy and healthy, strong and calm ♪ 35:56.154 --> 35:58.447 ♪ Where does the good go? ♪ 35:58.531 --> 36:01.784 ♪ Where does the good go? ♪ 36:01.868 --> 36:05.079 [Meredith] But just as many were convinced that it was the only cure. 36:05.163 --> 36:07.373 ♪ Where does the good go? ♪ 36:12.753 --> 36:15.047 ♪ Where does the good go? ♪ 36:15.256 --> 36:17.717 ♪ Where does the good go? ♪ 36:26.851 --> 36:29.270 I have the best idea. 36:30.521 --> 36:31.772 Yeah? 36:32.648 --> 36:34.817 Hey. What's up, little guy? 36:34.901 --> 36:39.906 You and Scout come over, and we watch Encanto for the 57th time. 36:39.989 --> 36:42.325 Because you're my best friend. 36:42.408 --> 36:45.203 And my favorite person, and... 36:45.286 --> 36:47.163 everything is so screwed up in this world 36:47.246 --> 36:49.457 that I need-- I need us not to be. 36:49.540 --> 36:53.127 [Meredith] Doctors, like most human beings, are risk-averse. 36:53.211 --> 36:55.087 I can accept that invitation. 36:55.171 --> 36:56.255 But... 36:57.298 --> 36:59.133 I'm singing along to Encanto. 36:59.217 --> 37:01.010 [laughing] Shut up! 37:01.093 --> 37:02.428 Top of my lungs. 37:03.429 --> 37:05.139 Every single word. 37:05.223 --> 37:06.265 No! 37:07.391 --> 37:08.392 Right, Scout? 37:08.476 --> 37:10.436 We prefer the safety of what we know 37:10.519 --> 37:12.521 over the thrill of new innovations. 37:12.605 --> 37:14.607 What do you mean they're traveling? Are they retiring? 37:14.690 --> 37:16.108 No, they're taking a sabbatical. 37:16.192 --> 37:17.985 I think they're gonna see the great pyramids. 37:18.069 --> 37:21.530 Well, Richard Webber is the residency program, and it just got shut down. 37:21.614 --> 37:22.823 So, then who will be rebuild it? 37:22.907 --> 37:25.368 I think that they're hoping that I'll run the foundation 37:25.451 --> 37:27.620 and you and Bailey will salvage the program. 37:27.703 --> 37:29.163 I've already given my notice. 37:29.247 --> 37:31.582 -And I'm asking you to take it back. -No. 37:31.666 --> 37:32.959 Look, I'm not asking you to stay forever. 37:33.042 --> 37:34.043 I'm asking you to stay for now. 37:34.126 --> 37:35.878 You can leave and I can't? 37:35.962 --> 37:38.631 Because my name's not Meredith Grey, and I didn't... 37:39.090 --> 37:41.592 Look, that article that you just published was noisy. 37:41.676 --> 37:44.595 Okay? And if you leave now, then we're sunk. 37:44.679 --> 37:47.348 It's your fame, your reputation. That's how we rebuild. 37:47.431 --> 37:49.141 I don't owe you that, 37:49.225 --> 37:51.310 and I resent you for asking it of me. 37:51.394 --> 37:53.938 Do you want this place to just crumble, completely, Mer? 37:54.021 --> 37:55.856 All right, it can't not exist. 37:55.940 --> 37:56.983 It's your name on the building. 37:57.066 --> 37:59.026 -That's Lexie's name. -Exactly. 37:59.110 --> 38:00.403 It's a standing tribute to everything 38:00.486 --> 38:02.280 and everyone who's ever trained here. 38:02.363 --> 38:04.490 But I mean, if I lose you and Richard at the same time, 38:04.573 --> 38:07.076 that sends a signal to the world that there's nothing here worth saving. 38:07.827 --> 38:08.828 Dr. Grey. 38:09.829 --> 38:10.830 Hi. 38:10.913 --> 38:12.206 What's this? 38:12.290 --> 38:14.959 Keys... to the chief's office. 38:15.042 --> 38:16.377 You broke it, you bought it. 38:17.336 --> 38:20.172 I have to protect... 38:20.256 --> 38:22.842 my health and my sanity first. 38:22.925 --> 38:25.136 So... I quit. 38:25.886 --> 38:26.721 I'm done. 38:26.804 --> 38:28.055 No notice. 38:28.139 --> 38:30.641 Pru and I have cookies to make. 38:30.725 --> 38:33.811 -Cookies! -[chuckles] Yes. Baby girl! 38:33.894 --> 38:35.146 You heard me right. 38:35.563 --> 38:37.773 Cookies. Yeah. 38:37.857 --> 38:41.068 Surgeons and doctors, as a general rule, 38:41.152 --> 38:45.072 like to know for sure that we are right before we make a move. 38:47.199 --> 38:49.702 Well, now you really can't leave. 38:52.079 --> 38:53.497 -Jackson. -I'm offering you 20% more 38:53.581 --> 38:54.790 than whatever they'll give you in Minnesota, okay? 38:54.874 --> 38:56.500 And the title of chief of surgery. 38:56.584 --> 38:58.836 Bailey is upset. She will be back. 38:58.919 --> 39:00.921 Interim chief of surgery, then. 39:02.798 --> 39:03.966 Hey, Meredith. 39:07.219 --> 39:09.680 Uh... okay, everyone's weird today. 39:09.764 --> 39:11.807 Um... so she's out. 39:11.891 --> 39:13.684 Your mother gave her all the cake. 39:13.768 --> 39:14.852 You ready to go? 39:15.436 --> 39:17.605 You look like you need some time to think it over. 39:18.189 --> 39:19.357 Talk tomorrow? 39:20.566 --> 39:21.817 -Yeah. -Okay. 39:23.444 --> 39:24.862 Hell of a day. 39:24.945 --> 39:26.113 Hell of a day. 39:26.197 --> 39:30.826 And so for us, change requires incontrovertible truth... 39:31.744 --> 39:34.288 which is not always easy to come by. 39:36.665 --> 39:38.167 Your mom really does have nine lives. 39:38.250 --> 39:40.002 [chuckles] More like 49. 39:40.086 --> 39:44.090 ♪♪ 39:47.343 --> 39:48.552 [sighs] 39:48.636 --> 39:52.431 ♪ We'll do it all ♪ 39:52.515 --> 39:53.557 ♪♪ 39:53.641 --> 39:55.267 ♪ Everything ♪ 39:55.351 --> 39:57.895 It has been theorized that surgery itself 39:57.978 --> 40:00.189 is just an era that will pass. 40:02.566 --> 40:03.818 [keys jingling] 40:07.113 --> 40:10.491 ♪ We don't need ♪ 40:10.574 --> 40:11.659 I can't sleep. 40:15.329 --> 40:16.664 I can't sleep. 40:16.747 --> 40:19.208 ♪ Or anyone ♪ 40:19.291 --> 40:21.961 ♪♪ 40:22.044 --> 40:24.380 ♪ If I lay here ♪ 40:24.463 --> 40:26.173 ♪♪ 40:26.257 --> 40:29.885 ♪ If I just lay here ♪ 40:31.220 --> 40:38.102 ♪ Would you lie with me and just forget the world? ♪ 40:39.770 --> 40:42.106 [Meredith] But that's a long way away. 40:43.023 --> 40:44.275 And in the meantime... 40:45.359 --> 40:48.070 there are eras within eras. 40:49.530 --> 40:52.575 He's very dreamy, but he's not the sun. 40:52.658 --> 40:53.909 You are. 40:54.493 --> 40:56.829 We discover new science, 40:56.912 --> 41:00.124 we posit, prove new theories. 41:02.877 --> 41:04.545 [sighs] 41:06.213 --> 41:07.256 You should go. 41:10.342 --> 41:11.510 I should go where? 41:11.594 --> 41:13.721 You should go back to Minnesota. 41:13.804 --> 41:16.348 It's where your life is. My life is here. 41:16.432 --> 41:17.433 I see. 41:17.558 --> 41:20.519 I do not think you intentionally sabotaged this program. 41:20.603 --> 41:22.980 -That's not what I was saying. -What were you saying? 41:24.064 --> 41:26.358 That I unintentionally sabotaged the program? 41:26.442 --> 41:27.443 No. 41:27.526 --> 41:30.821 That I'm so unconscious that I have no idea what drives me? 41:30.905 --> 41:32.698 Or were you saying I don't know what I want? 41:34.450 --> 41:37.995 I don't know what I want to the degree that I risked a woman's life, 41:38.078 --> 41:39.288 that I ended it? 41:39.371 --> 41:40.206 No. 41:40.539 --> 41:43.834 I'm saying you spent your entire adult life in one place, 41:43.918 --> 41:46.253 and that makes it hard to leave. It does. 41:46.337 --> 41:49.590 And sometimes, we all don't know what's driving us. 41:49.673 --> 41:50.758 Okay? 41:50.841 --> 41:53.427 Sometimes I feel 18, sometimes I feel 8. 41:54.053 --> 41:55.638 We all have unpacked issues. 41:55.721 --> 41:57.264 We all have trauma. 41:57.348 --> 41:59.934 And from what I understand, you have more than your fair share. 42:00.017 --> 42:02.436 I'm saying it's hard to leave, Meredith. 42:02.520 --> 42:03.979 It's hard. It's hard to leave. 42:04.063 --> 42:06.774 It is. And what we did today, that made me harder. 42:06.941 --> 42:09.568 I don't think those two things are entirely unrelated. 42:09.652 --> 42:12.488 But if you saw all of that, tell me why you didn't stop me. 42:12.571 --> 42:14.156 Tell me why you didn't say something. 42:14.240 --> 42:15.741 I saw what I saw, 42:15.824 --> 42:17.576 and I have enough humility and enough respect 42:17.660 --> 42:19.745 to allow for the possibility that I was wrong. 42:20.621 --> 42:22.164 Because you are Meredith Grey 42:22.248 --> 42:23.999 and you do not like being told what to do. 42:31.382 --> 42:33.008 You really just should go. 42:34.468 --> 42:36.345 Just go. Just go back to Minnesota. 42:36.428 --> 42:38.931 I have a lot of work to do here. 42:40.015 --> 42:43.018 And then we bang our heads against the wall, trying to convince ourselves 42:43.102 --> 42:45.688 to actually change our practices in line with what we know. 43:34.737 --> 43:35.946 Because the end of an era... 43:36.030 --> 43:37.031 Nick! 43:37.531 --> 43:38.699 Nick! 43:38.782 --> 43:40.409 ...is easier said than done. 43:40.492 --> 43:43.454 ♪ Just forget the world ♪ 43:53.547 --> 43:56.467 ♪♪