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(BEADIE's "Roll With The Good Times"
plays)

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♪ Baby, you know how I roll ♪

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♪ Go and get the gas tank full... ♪

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MEREDITH: Transplant surgeons
typically transport donor organs

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by carefully packing them on ice

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and racing as fast as they can
to the recipient.

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♪ Maybe we should
Go and make some fun, fun ♪

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MEREDITH: The organ can only survive
a certain amount of time

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until it's placed into its new body.

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-Oh!
-Oh.

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MEREDITH: At best, the heart and lungs
only have four to six hours.

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-Link! (sighs)
-Jules?

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-Hey. Uh...
-Hey.

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Yeah. I said I would call
and I meant to.

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Oh, it's okay.
No, I'm not here for you.

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I actually just-- I work here now.

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Don't suppose you can
point me to the scrubs?

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Actually, never mind,
I recognize her from the interviews. Bye!

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Hi. Hi. I'm Jules Millin.

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Mika Yasuda.

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Think I accidentally slept
with an attending already.

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You work fast.

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But recently,
scientists have developed machines

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that can improve these odds.

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Oh! I really needed coffee.

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♪ You look so fine
Coming my way ♪

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MEREDITH: Essentially, certain organs
can now travel in a box

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that continuously
perfuses them with nutrients,

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preserving their viability.

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Hey. I'm Lucas Adams.

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Or Luke. Just don't call me Skywalker.
(chuckles)

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♪ Bum rum rum rum rum ♪

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♪ Bum rum rum rum rum ♪

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First day! Who's nervous?

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Who's a ten but he won't shut up?

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-What's that?
-Nothing.

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What'd she say?

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(man chuckles)

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What's so funny?

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-Nothing.
-LUCAS: Come on.

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(sighs) Just... sizing up the competition
and liking my odds.

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(chuckles) Because I said hello?

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Don't worry, Skywalker.

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Jules here already slept
with an attending.

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Wow.

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You didn't say it was a secret.

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MEREDITH: This innovation
has allowed us to increase

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the number of organs
available for transplantation.

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♪ Boom-clap, tick-tack
Spin it all around then jump back ♪

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♪ One-two, nine-ten
If you wanna groove just climb in ♪

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♪ One-two, nine-ten
If you wanna groove just climb in ♪

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♪ Climb in ♪

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♪ Just roll with the good times, yeah
Roll, roll with the good times, yeah ♪

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-Hey, Dr. Griffith.
-(shoes squeak)

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Slow down.
You're creating a safety hazard.

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I'm sorry. Late. Tornado.

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The tornado was yesterday.

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Yes, sir.

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All right.

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Uh, the door.

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♪ Bum rum rum rum rum... ♪

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MEREDITH: And for over
a hundred thousand people in this country

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who are currently waiting for an organ...

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It's a chance at a new life.

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(music fades out)

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(clicks)

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Congratulations.

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You all made it. You're here.

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I know this O.R. looks like

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a high tech fever dream
but it's all real.

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And very expensive, so don't touch that.

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Scanner costs just as much as my house.

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I see and appreciate your awe.

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But all of this high-tech equipment
is useless

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without highly skilled surgeons
to operate it.

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It's useless without you.

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You will use it to save lives.

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You will use it to end them.

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Because that's the game we're in.

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When we have a bad day, we end a life.

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You knew that
and you went to med school anyway

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and that makes you brave.

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We didn't pick you for your grades.

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We picked you for your fight.

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We're all getting
a second chance here today.

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We're--

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Griffith. Thanks for joining us.

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I'm not sure interrupting
my opening speech

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is a great way to start off.

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Do you want to explain yourself?

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The tornado created
a family situation, Chief Grey.

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I assure you it won't happen again.

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Let's allow some extra time
in the morning, Griffith.

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If you want to succeed here,
learn to expect the unexpected.

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-That goes for all of you.
-Hmm.

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-(Meredith speaking indistinctly)
-Bailey! (gasps) Are you back?

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-MAN: Hey!
-Do I look like I'm back?

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No.

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No, I heard about the new class,
the new O.R.

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Couldn't resist coming to see for myself.

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No, I think we all had the same idea.

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BAILEY: Okay, I see baby surgeons.

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I see an attending surgeon.

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Where are the senior residents?

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We are still working
on recruiting senior residents.

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Our prior class is all happy
in their new residencies.

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-(screaming)
-Push! Push! Push!

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Okay, Dr. Schmitt,
don't forget to brace the head.

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-Fix your face, Schmitt.
-Okay

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Okay, Rhadha, one more big push.

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And let's go.

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-One...
-(Rhadha screaming)

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Okay. Oh...

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(sighs)

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-I--
-No.

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I'm sorry. I have to.

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You promised! I vouched for you!

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I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!

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Uh...

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Schmitt!

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You were gallivanting around the world

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while your wife threw a mountain of money

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at new surgical equipment,

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then you opened up the residency program

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six months before you should have.

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You made a residency class
from the bottom of the barrel.

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The rejects?

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Yeah, that smacks of desperation
I will not cosign.

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They are an excellent group, Bailey.

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They are a carefully cultivated group.

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We got hundreds of applications

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and we combed through them
to find the gems.

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This class, they may not have gotten
straight A's like you,

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But they have stories and they have heart.

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They have empathy.

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And when you're trying to build
a solid surgeon,

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that counts for a lot.

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And I would highly recommend
gallivanting around the world.

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It changes your thinking.
It opens up your mind.

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You're telling me I'm close-minded?

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I did no such thing.

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Dr. Webber, I promised Jo Wilson

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that if she got me a spot in OB-GYN,

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I would see the residency
through no matter

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when the surgery program
opened back up.

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So presently, I'm risking not only my job,

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but also my friendship.

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That being said,

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I hate it. I hate it so much.

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You need senior surgical residents.

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I might go so far as to say
you need a chief resident.

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And if you make me him,

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I will be mean. I will be bossy.

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And if I'm ever tempted to go soft,

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I will picture a return to OB
and I will get stronger.

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Stronger like a vagina,

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which I have been forced to learn,

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can stretch to 200 times its natural size

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and lift a 30-pound weight
just by flexing.

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I'll be the vagina...

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of the program, if you let me.

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Or, um...

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you might, um, prefer
the term "backbone". Sir.

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I wish you all the best of luck.

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You'll need to speak
to Chief Grey, Schmitt.

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And I would suggest
you modify the speech there.

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(clears throat)

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Yesterday's tornado came out of nowhere

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and blew a bus off a cliff.

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The bus flipped over and landed
after a 20-foot drop,

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and because many of the passengers
were not wearing seatbelts,

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we have an inordinate number of patients

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who may have experienced
catastrophic brain injury.

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How do we declare brain death?

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Dr. Kwan?

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Numerous criteria must be met
before a determination of brain death

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including at least two clinical exams

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and a confirmatory test
such as a brain scan.

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-Correct.
-How many are there?

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We raise our hands and we wait
to be called on, Dr. Adams.

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It may seem infantilizing,

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but it maintains a necessary pecking order

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that helps keep people alive.

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Dr. Adams?

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How many are potentially brain dead?

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-Fourteen.
-Whoa.

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How many are donors?

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Dr. Griffith.

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How many of those 14
are potential organ donors?

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-Nine.
-Whoa.

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Organpalooza. (chuckles)

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I can't overstate
how inappropriate that is.

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I have a dark sense of humor.

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You don't get to talk
for the rest of the day.

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-Well, I just--
-I mean it.

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Every one of those organs

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came from a person
who was living their life yesterday.

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A person with family and friends
who are devastated today

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-and praying for a miracle.
-I'm so sorry.

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Don't be sorry. Just don't talk.

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We'll ask the families
to move to the waiting room

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while we run confirmatory tests.

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We have already alerted
the OPO for potential donors.

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We have transplant surgeons on standby
from all over the country

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to make sure that not one precious

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life-giving organs goes to waste.

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(monitors beeping)

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(gloomy music playing)

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This just got super real.

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AMELIA:
No blood flow on the transcranial doppler.

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Adams.

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His mother is in the waiting area.

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You want me to tell her
that her son is brain dead?

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You will take time and care.

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You will be kind, you will be gentle.

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And you will be clear.
That goes for all of you.

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♪ It's not what you know
No, no ♪

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♪ So young, it's what you have ♪

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No spontaneous respiratory effort,

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hypercarbia, and no ocular reflexes.

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She's gone.

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Griffith, her husband
was also in the accident.

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He's a post-op surgical patient.

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♪ The waiting weighs ♪

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♪ Believe me ♪

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♪ It wasn't mine, and now it's yours ♪

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No cough reflex. Kwan--

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On it.

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♪ The age is new
It grows with you, maybe ♪

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♪ Growing always has its pains, baby ♪

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♪ No hidden meaning, no trick to reveal ♪

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♪ And that's the deal ♪

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♪ And I say... ♪

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Her eyes are tracking.

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She has some brain activity,
she’s not brain-dead.

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She is not dead.

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-Oh, thank God.
-AMELIA: Mm-hmm.

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-♪ You're not alone ♪
-(breathes sharply)

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Hey. I rounded on your post-ops

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and Mrs. Shaugnessy
says her incision hurts

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but there’s no sign of infection
so I just upped her morphine for today.

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-Okay.
-And Mr. Mulligan asked me to...

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thank you again--
Why are you pacing?

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Oh, because I think
we have a match for Howard.

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And I love Howard.

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And, you know, I’m bursting to tell him
but it’s not official yet.

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And I also don’t want it to seem like

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I'm rooting for somebody's death,
because I'm not.

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-Dr. Pierce?
-Yes?

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I recognized you
from the article you wrote

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about racial disparities
in outcomes after bypass surgery.

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Well, it wasn’t a great picture.

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Okay.

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I’m saying that I recognized you
even though that photo

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looks nothing like you
because I am a huge fan

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of that paper. I read it three times.

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You are brilliant.

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And I’m Dr. Jules Millin.
I'm a first year surgical--

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Dr. Millin, are you just fangirling
or did you come to tell her something?

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Oh, sorry. Yes.

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Um, I was told to tell you
that we got a call from UNOS.

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We have a heart for Howard?

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Is Howard Mr. Jones?

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Yes!

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Yay! Yay! Yay!

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-Winston, will you--
-Yeah, I'll start the paperwork.

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(sighs) Oh, my God.

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Dr. Pierce, can I please join you?

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I just had to tell a family
the worst news of their life

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and I could really use
some of the opposite.

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Ms. Milton? I'm Doctor Yasuda.

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Your daughter Marina

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is showing distinct signs
of brain activity.

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Her eyes are fixating
on stationary objects.

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But...

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But I saw everyone.

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I saw all the other parents.

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You’re saying there’s a chance
she might live?

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She might live through this?

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We’re continuing to make
adjustments to her ventilator

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and her medications and hoping
the brain swelling comes down.

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And yes.
There’s a chance she might live.

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I'm...

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I'm too afraid to hope.

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(dramatic music playing)

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Okay.

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I get that.

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How about if I hope for you?

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I have seven sisters and one of them
is around Marina’s age, so...

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I will hope for Marina the way
I would hope for my own sister.

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Um...

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I’ll keep you posted.

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(sobbing)

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Don’t mind him, he’s a cry baby.

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I am.

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It’s okay. I’m emotional, too.

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You’ve waited so long for this, Howard.

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I honestly didn't think
this day would come.

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Dr. Millin, why don't you check

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Howard’s blood pressure while we’re here.

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What is it? Bring Your Kid to Work Day?

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Our surgical residency program
just opened back up today,

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so we finally have interns again.

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You look 12. Are you 12?

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Uh, no, sir.

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We’re just old, babe.

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We’re so old that
the young adults look like children.

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And now you’ll get
to grow even older together.

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(bawling)

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Oh, no. He just stopped.

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Sorry.

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Yay! They're here!
The black scrubs are here!

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Who are the black scrubs for?

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Uh, for me, for OB.

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The female body has
become a war zone in this country

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and pink is a peacetime color.

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Got it. So it’s a statement.

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-No, it’s more a state of mind.
-Yeah.

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-Need some help?
-I'm good. You?

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Actually, yeah, I do.

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Um...

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Do you remember that girl
from Saturday night?

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Um... The blonde?

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No, that was Thursday.

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Oh. Um...

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Oh! Oh, yeah!
The one that kinda looks like

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the Snow White
to your Prince Charming?

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-Yeah.
-She had a...

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Disney princessy kind of name?

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-Jules.
-Yes.

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Yeah. Turns out she works here now.

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(elevator dings)

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Doing what?

14:12.518 --> 14:13.435
Surgical intern.

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Oh, my God!

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(laughter)

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I’m... I'm fired, right?

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I should just pack my things?

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You didn’t know when you brought her
into our home

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that she was an incoming resident?

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There were drinks. The bar was loud.

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She might have said it
and I might have nodded like I heard it--

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With your old man ears?

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That hurts.

14:33.372 --> 14:34.540
Okay, so what am I supposed to do?

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Get ahead of it.

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Talk to the chief.

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WOMAN ON P.A.: Dr. Coen to PEDs ICU.
Dr. Coen, report to PEDs ICU, please.

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Oh, hey, man.

14:44.133 --> 14:45.217
-Hey.
-Hey.

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-How you doin'?
-Good.

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Good, good, good.

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WINSTON: Hell of a day, man.

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NICK: Yeah, yeah.

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WINSTON:
It's been a while since I've seen you.

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NICK: Yeah.

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What do we do now?

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Dr. Ndugu, may I join you?

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I would love to see what’s involved
with procuring an organ for transplant.

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I guess that’s fine. Yeah.

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What, me too?

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Okay. Yeah.

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You know,
I’ve never seen a line like this.

15:18.167 --> 15:19.209
Yeah, it's pretty crazy.

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I’ve never heard of eight donors
in one hospital on one day.

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Freak storm, yeah.

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Terrible day.

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Forty lives.

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You said what?

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It’s the worst math.
It’s transplant surgeon math.

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We do it to comfort ourselves.

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Eight deaths, save up to 40 lives.

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And that’s not including
skin and corneas.

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So yes, it’s a horrible day
but it’s also a beautiful day

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and it all coexists.

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That is a little comforting.

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(chuckles)

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So how’s everything been here
since the shut down?

15:52.409 --> 15:53.661
Honestly, man, it’s been awful.

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I mean, a teaching hospital
with no residents?

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You know who ends up with all the scut?

15:57.998 --> 15:59.458
The junior attending.

15:59.541 --> 16:01.460
You know who ends up holding the clamps?

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The junior attending.

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And you know
when it starts to feel like hell?

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When the woman you love is your boss.

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So it's been rough.

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I honestly just think I was asking
how Meredith’s been.

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Oh.

16:15.099 --> 16:16.058
Oh, yeah. Okay.

16:16.141 --> 16:18.519
Um... Good. She's a good chief.

16:19.103 --> 16:21.188
So she made that job official, did she?

16:21.271 --> 16:24.108
Her title is interim chief
but, you know, six months in,

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it feels pretty official.

16:25.943 --> 16:27.486
-Got it.
-Yeah.

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I do... I understand but my patient
has been waiting longer

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and her cardiac and liver function
are deteriorating fast.

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Also the donor is in this hospital.

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Yes, I will hold.

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-Um, I need you alone.
-Link was here first.

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Oh, uh...

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I... I just...

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I slept with an intern.

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But I didn’t know she was an intern.
It was before.

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It was not today.

17:03.731 --> 17:06.400
It was... Wow, this is awkward. Um...

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I am in no position to judge you on this.

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I do recommend
you stay away from elevators

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for the foreseeable future.

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Go to HR.

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They have paperwork
for this kind of thing.

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Thank you.

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Good luck.

17:22.791 --> 17:23.751
Nick’s here.

17:23.834 --> 17:24.752
He’s here.

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Nick Marsh?

17:27.254 --> 17:29.465
Don’t try to be calm
and don’t try to be chiefly.

17:29.548 --> 17:30.549
The man you love is here

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waiting for an organ
in the surgical corridor.

17:32.718 --> 17:33.719
Of course, he is.

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Half the transplant surgeons
in the country are here.

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Well, then go talk to him, Meredith.

17:37.181 --> 17:38.557
I’m on the phone with UNOS.

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There’s a triple organ match
for Sarah Martinez.

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They’re saying
someone in line ahead of her.

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Meredith?

17:43.562 --> 17:47.107
You have been sad for six months.

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Even Zola has noticed.

17:48.734 --> 17:50.486
Last week, she asked me
for Nick’s phone number

17:50.569 --> 17:52.362
so that she could call him
and explain to him

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why you never went to Minnesota,

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and that maybe he would understand

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and come and visit.

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And now he’s here.

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And you love him.

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Don’t be an idiot.

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You never told me that story.

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Yes, I'm here.

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Yes. Thank you so much.

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-Thank you.
-SCHMITT: Dr. Grey--

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-Um, sorry to interrupt.
-MEREDITH: Yes?

18:10.631 --> 18:13.759
Uh, I have carefully considered
and I feel...

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-You hate OB?
-More than I hate war.

18:16.178 --> 18:17.304
You'd make a good chief resident.

18:18.472 --> 18:19.556
Seriously?

18:27.773 --> 18:28.607
Hi.

18:28.941 --> 18:29.900
Hello.

18:33.487 --> 18:36.698
Dr. Adams. Did you bring the patient down,
Liam Collins?

18:36.782 --> 18:37.699
Yes, Chief.

18:37.783 --> 18:39.409
They’re prepping him now.

18:42.955 --> 18:44.456
-Dr. Marsh.
-Mm-hmm.

18:44.540 --> 18:46.542
-I just got off the phone with UNOS.
-Uh-huh.

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I have a triple organ transplant match

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for my patient Sarah Martinez.

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It’s the first day
of the new residency program

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and I can’t really disappear
into an O.R. for 25 hours.

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So if you'd be willing
to take point on this?

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And I could find someone to transport
your organ back to Minnesota.

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(sighs)

19:04.977 --> 19:06.145
(chuckles)

19:06.228 --> 19:08.897
A triple organ transplant?
That's what we're talking about?

19:08.981 --> 19:10.274
Those are super rare, yeah?

19:13.277 --> 19:15.237
NICK: Oh... Um...

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Do you feel comfortable
taking the liver back to Minnesota?

19:17.948 --> 19:18.907
It's for Chen, it's his patient.

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He’s doing the transplant.

19:20.117 --> 19:21.326
No problem.

19:21.952 --> 19:24.538
Okay. I will scrub in.

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Great.

19:26.039 --> 19:26.957
This is...

19:28.041 --> 19:29.251
-very helpful.
-Good.

19:29.334 --> 19:32.171
Shall we go meet Sarah Martinez
and her family

19:32.254 --> 19:33.380
and deliver the good news?

19:33.463 --> 19:34.965
-Let's do it.
-Okay.

19:35.048 --> 19:36.550
-Dr. Ndugu?
-Dr. Grey.

19:40.262 --> 19:41.930
That is not how I thought that would go.

19:42.014 --> 19:42.931
No.

19:43.682 --> 19:46.685
Who has patient number 35467?
Liam Collins?

19:46.768 --> 19:49.021
That's me.
Or, um, I just sent him to pre-op.

19:49.104 --> 19:50.230
Why didn’t you talk to his family?

19:50.314 --> 19:51.315
-I did.
-You didn't.

19:51.398 --> 19:53.984
His mom is in the ICU
screaming at Dr. Shepherd.

19:54.067 --> 19:55.235
What? No, I...

19:55.319 --> 19:57.362
Okay, I know definitely spoke
to somebody's mother.

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Congratulations on your first day...

19:59.781 --> 20:01.909
-I...
-...and also your last.

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Gotta be some sort of record, right?

20:05.245 --> 20:06.205
Okay.

20:10.375 --> 20:11.710
I really am so sorry.

20:11.793 --> 20:14.087
I don't know how this happened,
but I will--

20:14.171 --> 20:17.090
You will what?
What can possibly do to fix this?

20:17.174 --> 20:19.426
Mrs. Collins,
I know that you have suffered

20:19.509 --> 20:21.720
the worst loss of your life today.

20:21.803 --> 20:24.681
And my intern made a terrible mistake

20:24.765 --> 20:26.350
by speaking to the wrong parent.

20:26.433 --> 20:29.186
But I did do the final round
of tests on your son.

20:29.269 --> 20:31.104
I did declare him brain-dead.

20:31.188 --> 20:32.898
How am I supposed to trust you?

20:32.981 --> 20:36.026
I wasn’t given a chance
to say goodbye to my child.

20:36.109 --> 20:37.736
How am I supposed to trust your tests

20:37.819 --> 20:38.695
when you and your staff

20:38.779 --> 20:40.906
are capable of making
this kind of mistake?

20:43.200 --> 20:45.661
Oh... My sweetheart.

20:45.744 --> 20:47.955
(sobs) Oh, my sweet love.

20:48.038 --> 20:49.248
Ma’am, I am so sorry.

20:49.331 --> 20:50.540
Mrs. Collins,

20:50.624 --> 20:53.210
uh, would you like me
to run the last test again?

20:53.293 --> 20:56.088
I would like you
to run all the tests again.

20:58.173 --> 21:00.467
This is Dr. Grey’s triple organ match.

21:01.551 --> 21:04.179
Then you had better
go talk to Dr. Grey.

21:07.641 --> 21:09.351
Go with him, please,

21:09.434 --> 21:11.061
and make sure
he doesn't screw this up, too.

21:15.649 --> 21:17.025
(sighs)

21:17.109 --> 21:18.235
Group hug!

21:18.318 --> 21:19.611
(laughter)

21:19.695 --> 21:20.904
Everyone joins.

21:22.531 --> 21:25.325
Everyone join!
I don't know who you are,

21:25.701 --> 21:26.952
but those are the rules of group hug.

21:27.035 --> 21:29.204
Davis, you're embarrassing yourself.

21:29.288 --> 21:30.372
I can live with that!

21:30.455 --> 21:32.666
It's all three three organs?
She's getting all three of them?

21:32.749 --> 21:34.293
-Today?
-Yes. Yeah, well, if you don't

21:34.376 --> 21:35.836
crush her surgeons first.

21:38.255 --> 21:39.923
Oh...

21:41.800 --> 21:44.136
Say it again.
I want to make sure I understand.

21:44.219 --> 21:45.679
I spoke with the wrong family.

21:45.762 --> 21:47.848
So Liam’s mom almost didn’t get
a chance to say goodbye.

21:47.931 --> 21:49.308
And so she’s upset.

21:49.391 --> 21:52.227
I'm sure "upset" doesn't begin to cover

21:52.311 --> 21:53.687
how that woman feels right now.

21:53.770 --> 21:55.480
Okay, is she saying goodbye to him now?

21:55.564 --> 21:57.065
-No.
-No?

21:58.400 --> 21:59.401
I need more, Adams.

21:59.484 --> 22:02.154
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry.

22:02.237 --> 22:03.905
Save the shame for after your shift.

22:03.989 --> 22:05.782
Your shame spiral is about you,
and right now,

22:05.866 --> 22:07.659
we need it to be
all about our patients.

22:07.743 --> 22:08.577
You understand?

22:08.660 --> 22:09.578
Griffith?

22:09.661 --> 22:12.122
The mom asked Dr. Shepherd
to run all of the tests again.

22:12.205 --> 22:13.081
Is she doing that?

22:13.165 --> 22:15.208
It felt like if she didn't,
then the organs would not be donated.

22:15.292 --> 22:17.044
Okay. What's the patient's status?

22:17.127 --> 22:18.253
He's brain-dead.

22:18.337 --> 22:19.379
Yes, I understand that,

22:19.463 --> 22:20.422
but were his vitals stable?

22:21.465 --> 22:23.258
Do you understand why he's asking that?

22:23.342 --> 22:26.053
He's asking you that
because if the patient codes,

22:26.136 --> 22:27.846
if the patient's heart stops

22:27.929 --> 22:30.140
before Dr. Shepherd's finished
running the tests,

22:30.223 --> 22:32.517
then you get to be the one
who goes in and tells that family

22:32.601 --> 22:35.020
their one-in-a-million match
just got wasted

22:35.103 --> 22:36.271
because of your error.

22:36.855 --> 22:38.482
Stop looking at me like that.

22:38.565 --> 22:39.608
Go help Dr. Shepherd.

22:46.156 --> 22:47.491
(gags)

22:51.620 --> 22:54.164
Mrs. Collins
has her family doctor here now

22:54.247 --> 22:56.083
and she wants him to sign off
on the tests.

22:56.166 --> 22:58.502
She does not trust us
as far as she can kick us

22:58.585 --> 23:01.671
and I cannot say I blame her.
Dr. Griffith.

23:01.755 --> 23:02.923
I'll go get him.

23:04.716 --> 23:06.176
They had the same name.

23:06.259 --> 23:08.136
Mrs. Collins. Her first name is Jane.

23:08.220 --> 23:11.098
And I said, "Are you Jane?"
and the other lady, she said yes.

23:11.181 --> 23:13.350
And... I guess
they had the same name.

23:13.433 --> 23:14.726
You used the first name.

23:14.810 --> 23:16.395
Well, I was trying to be more personal

23:16.478 --> 23:18.563
because I was about to tell her
her son was brain-dead.

23:18.647 --> 23:21.566
Yeah, but you can see now
why we don’t do that.

23:22.067 --> 23:23.151
LUCAS: Yes.

23:24.528 --> 23:25.654
Meanwhile...

23:26.029 --> 23:26.988
who did you talk to?

23:27.072 --> 23:28.865
Is there someone named Jane
walking around now

23:28.949 --> 23:30.742
who thinks that her child is brain-dead...

23:30.826 --> 23:31.701
-No.
-...and he isn't?

23:31.785 --> 23:32.828
No. I checked.

23:32.911 --> 23:36.957
Her name is Jane Miller
and her son is brain-dead, too.

23:37.040 --> 23:39.376
Mrs. Collins, Dr. Shepherd sent me.

23:39.459 --> 23:41.837
This is our family doctor, Dr. Shagrin.

23:41.920 --> 23:43.630
Dr. Shagrin, I’m Dr. Griffith.

23:43.713 --> 23:44.798
We're hoping we could get your opinion.

23:44.881 --> 23:46.800
I know time is of the essence.

23:47.926 --> 23:48.844
Lead the way.

23:57.561 --> 23:58.770
(upbeat music playing)

23:58.854 --> 23:59.855
(elevator dings)

23:59.938 --> 24:00.856
Sorry! Coming through!

24:00.939 --> 24:02.023
Thank you so much.

24:02.107 --> 24:03.733
Oh, yield, please! On your right.

24:03.817 --> 24:05.610
Excuse us. Just gonna...

24:05.694 --> 24:08.405
Thank you so much. And... corner!

24:08.488 --> 24:09.448
Coming in hot!

24:09.531 --> 24:10.907
Old guy, sorry. Don't got time.

24:12.284 --> 24:14.035
Ooh, gotta part the sea, y'all. Thank you!

24:14.119 --> 24:15.871
Oh, sorry.
Excuse us on the right, or the left.

24:15.954 --> 24:17.497
Excuse... Dr. Shepherd.

24:17.581 --> 24:21.251
♪ Like you mean it, mean it ♪

24:21.334 --> 24:23.503
♪ Lasso ♪

24:23.587 --> 24:26.590
♪ Drag me all over town ♪

24:26.673 --> 24:29.926
♪ Yeah, you really drag me down ♪

24:30.010 --> 24:33.096
-♪ And I feel it, feel it ♪
-(elevator dings)

24:34.973 --> 24:37.392
-Crap. Wrong floor!
-♪ I want it all ♪

24:38.560 --> 24:39.936
♪ I want it all ♪

24:41.271 --> 24:43.482
♪ I want it, want it, want it ♪

24:53.617 --> 24:54.618
Mrs. Collins...

24:56.161 --> 24:59.873
I'm so deeply sorry for your loss.
But Dr. Shagrin has confirmed--

24:59.956 --> 25:01.791
(sobs)

25:16.806 --> 25:17.933
Mrs. Collins...

25:18.975 --> 25:21.436
my name is Dr. Benson Kwan and...

25:22.562 --> 25:25.315
I lost my brother in an accident
when he was only 16.

25:26.691 --> 25:29.402
It was devastating
and my life was never the same

25:29.486 --> 25:34.074
and there is nothing anyone can say
that can take your pain away.

25:34.157 --> 25:36.952
But the lives my brother saved
when he donated his organs?

25:38.787 --> 25:39.829
I think about them.

25:40.747 --> 25:43.458
I still think about the little girl
who got his heart

25:44.125 --> 25:45.752
and the teenage boy
who got his kidney

25:45.835 --> 25:47.420
and the grandmother who got his liver.

25:48.630 --> 25:52.759
Because those people give his death
some little bit of meaning.

25:54.135 --> 25:55.637
I cling to that.

25:55.720 --> 25:58.306
I cling to it after all these years.

25:58.390 --> 26:01.393
(sentimental music playing)

26:06.439 --> 26:08.692
Tell Dr. Shepherd I consent.

26:19.536 --> 26:22.080
Thank you. Your brother just saved
a whole bunch more lives.

26:22.163 --> 26:24.416
Never had a brother
but you’re welcome.

26:24.499 --> 26:26.293
I want in on the triple organ transplant.

26:33.675 --> 26:34.759
What does your gut say?

26:35.510 --> 26:36.469
My gut?

26:36.553 --> 26:39.389
Uh, my gut says
she’s getting her organs today.

26:39.472 --> 26:40.932
-Yeah?
-Mm-hmm.

26:41.016 --> 26:43.727
Well, I don’t know.
Sometimes my gut is wrong.

26:45.437 --> 26:47.606
I shouldn't have told you
to go back to Minnesota.

26:47.689 --> 26:49.316
I called after you,

26:49.399 --> 26:50.317
but you didn’t hear me--

26:50.400 --> 26:51.693
Oh, I heard you.

26:53.361 --> 26:54.904
-You did?
-Yeah, I heard you.

26:54.988 --> 26:56.239
Yeah, but...

26:58.241 --> 26:59.200
I was hurt.

26:59.951 --> 27:02.871
I was. I wanted you to do more
than call out my name.

27:02.954 --> 27:04.289
I wanted you to put in some effort.

27:04.372 --> 27:05.707
It was a bad day.

27:05.790 --> 27:07.250
(chuckles)

27:07.334 --> 27:08.543
It’s been six months.

27:08.627 --> 27:10.629
It's been a very difficult six months.

27:10.712 --> 27:11.671
Mm-hmm.

27:12.047 --> 27:15.675
And you know how I'm so stubborn.
And so proud.

27:15.759 --> 27:16.593
Same.

27:16.676 --> 27:17.802
(footsteps approaching)

27:17.886 --> 27:19.596
-Uh... You got approval?
-I got approval.

27:19.679 --> 27:21.431
-Excuse you?
-We both got approval.

27:21.514 --> 27:22.390
-Yeah.
-MEREDITH: Okay, well you both

27:22.474 --> 27:23.350
can be in the surgery.

27:23.433 --> 27:25.644
Whoa, whoa, whoa,
I thought I was the lead surgeon.

27:25.727 --> 27:28.104
-You are. Yes.
-Okay.

27:28.188 --> 27:29.898
You can both be in the surgery.

27:31.191 --> 27:32.525
-Okay, let's go.
-Let's go.

27:33.693 --> 27:36.363
I read that they can
turn your body into a pod

27:36.446 --> 27:38.657
and plant you as fertilizer for a tree

27:38.740 --> 27:39.783
and that’s what I want.

27:39.866 --> 27:41.534
-What?
-Mom, don’t be morose.

27:41.618 --> 27:43.328
It’s not morose. It’s what I want.

27:43.828 --> 27:46.039
I want to be a tree
that you and the kids

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and all the grandkids can picnic under.

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(pants)

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I want to make oxygen
and fight global warming.

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I don’t want to become pollution.

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and that’s what a casket is

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and that’s what cremation is.

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It's land pollution
and it's air pollution.

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If I die today,

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or when I die whenever,

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just remember, sweetheart,

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I want to be a tree.

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I want to watch over our family.

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Forever.

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You ready?

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I'm ready.

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It's a no.

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*You said it's a no?

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Dr. Millin, would you like
to close the chest?

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-What?
-The heart has hematomas everywhere.

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It's not usable for transplant.

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I can close, Dr. Pierce.

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Nonsense. She knows how to do
a running subcuticular stitch.

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I’m sure she's practiced
on a thousand oranges.

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Human flesh is a little bit firmer.

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You're gonna have
to pull a little harder.

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Oh, what about Howard?

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You’ll explain to Howard
and his husband

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that Howard will remain
on the transplant list,

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but today was not his day.

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But his husband couldn’t stop crying.

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I know, it sucks.

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But we rake the good
with the bad here, Dr. Millin.

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Schmitt. Keep an eye.

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Oh, okay.

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Um, 4-oh monocryl, please.

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You say "please" to Bokhee!

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I did!

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Right here. There.

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They just keep getting younger.

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Right?

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Adams.

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What are you doing?

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I screwed up.
I just want to make sure she's okay.

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You want to scrub in?

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For real? 'Cause I'm pretty sure
I'm getting fired later.

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(chuckles)

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Well, if they haven't fired you yet,
you still get a shot.

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Look, here's the deal.

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We all have bad days.
We all make mistakes.

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You just gotta learn from them.
You learn from them, you're good.

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Right? What you learn today?

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(scoffs) Um...

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Raise my hand before talking,

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save the shame for the end of the day,

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use full names
when speaking with next of kin.

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Yes. Okay.

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That's good.

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Come on.

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End your day better than it started.

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Okay? Let's go.

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Come on, let's go!

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Okay, so this is gonna be
a long, arduous surgery.

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Let’s pace ourselves.

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And say a prayer now
if you’re the praying kind.

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The donor is Liam Collins.

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He loved rugby and he loved science.

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The recipient is Sarah Martinez.

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She loves nature
and she's about to be a grandmother.

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It’s a beautiful day to save lives.

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It’s a beautiful day to save lives.

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Derek was a god to him.

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-I know.
-Scalpel.

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And Lucas was Derek’s favorite nephew

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and I do love him
so I hate to keep saying this

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but I don’t think he has what it takes.

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I know you don’t.

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He’s a mess.

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He doesn’t follow instructions.

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He has to do everything his own way.

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Did you hire him
because he reminds you of Derek?

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No.

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Not Derek.

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He is a mess.

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-He does need to do things his own way.
-Mm-hmm.

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But he also has a stroke
of the family genius

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but he’s a bit of a black sheep.

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You don’t see it, do you?

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Is that why he drives me crazy?

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He’s me?

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Yes, he’s you. He's got the spark.

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He’s got the drive.

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He just needs a chance.

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I had to be watched
very closely at that age.

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Great. Are you volunteering?
Because I accept.

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No, I was not--

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Too late, I already accepted.

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(male singer humming)

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♪ Call me a fool for thinking
Maybe I could get over ♪

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♪ I could be stronger
Than the fear in my mind ♪

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♪ And she said
"Keep on getting stronger ♪

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♪ Keep on getting wiser, my dear" ♪

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♪ Don't give in to the voices ♪

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♪ Or succumb to your fears ♪

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♪ Oh, sing with me now ♪

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♪ For the change I can become ♪

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♪ Oh, sing with me now
For the change has just begun ♪

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(beeping)

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(sighs)

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-We have a heartbeat.
-Yes!

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-Whoo!
-Yes!

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♪ Oh, sing with me now
For the change I can become ♪

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♪ Oh, sing with me now
For the change has just begun ♪

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(male singer humming)

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♪ But do you see me, oh, Lord
When I look to you for an answer? ♪

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♪ I need you to tell me how to carry on ♪

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♪ And he said, "Keep on getting stronger ♪

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♪ Keep on getting wiser, my dear" ♪

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♪ Don't give in to the voices ♪

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♪ Or succumb to your fears ♪

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♪ Oh, sing with me now
For the change I can become ♪

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MAN: Weaning off ECMO.

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♪ Oh, sing with me now
For the change has just become ♪

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MAN: Vitals are stable.

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(sighs)

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(sighs)

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(male singer humming)

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Oh, hey.

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-Hey.
-Hey, how’s the first shift going?

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It’s endless. It’s exhilarating.

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It’s devastating.

35:17.698 --> 35:20.743
I told a person
that his wife was dead today

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and I told another man
that his husband wasn’t getting a heart.

35:24.205 --> 35:29.210
But I also sewed human flesh
on a living human being

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which is nothing like an orange

35:31.129 --> 35:33.214
and different from a cadaver

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and I think I’m in love
with the whole thing.

35:35.007 --> 35:36.467
That's great. That's great. Hey--

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Listen, this is a little awkward,
but do you mind signing this?

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Well, what is it?

35:42.431 --> 35:43.599
This is HR paperwork.

35:43.683 --> 35:45.017
It's just so things don’t get muddy.

35:45.101 --> 35:47.812
It just says that our relationship
pre-exists your employment here.

35:49.313 --> 35:50.189
What?

35:50.648 --> 35:51.816
What relationship?

35:54.152 --> 35:55.570
-Well...
-Oh, Link.

35:55.653 --> 35:57.905
Link, you’re a nice guy
and we had fun,

35:57.989 --> 36:01.409
but we don’t have a relationship.

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I don't...

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I don’t want a relationship.

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Okay, then why are you waiting outside

36:06.330 --> 36:08.291
the intern locker room like a stalker?

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I'm...

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Okay, you’re a nice guy, Link.
So let’s be friends! Yeah?

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Oh, my God.

36:30.688 --> 36:31.731
Oh, my God.

36:34.358 --> 36:36.652
Ms. Milton. Ms. Milton!

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Marina is awake.

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(gasped)

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You did it.

36:48.497 --> 36:49.457
You hoped.

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I hoped.

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Oh, baby.

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(sobbing)

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How’s that dark sense of humor
working out, Yasuda?

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NICK: Okay, good.

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Good, good, good.

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(sighs) Okay. Good.

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Am I a tree?

37:26.077 --> 37:27.787
I'm sorry. Are you a what now?

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Not yet, Sarah.

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Can I see my kids?

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Uh, no, Sarah, not yet.
You need to rest and recover.

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And in a couple of days...
we can talk about it.

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Okay?

37:39.173 --> 37:41.509
(Davis Naish's "Ripples" plays)

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I want to thank the donor family.

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Someone’s child died.

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I want to tell them
that I know what they lost.

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Of course, I understand, but really...

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You do need to rest.

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And then we'll talk about it more, okay?

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Okay.

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♪ Far from ready ♪

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♪ To come back ♪

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♪ No, I don't want to be
The last one chosen ♪

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Are you feeling all right, Dr. Griffith?

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♪ I don't wanna be the source
Of all your grief ♪

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My mom died.

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I’m so sorry. Um...

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Do you need a grief counselor? A pastor?

38:28.306 --> 38:29.807
She died when I was born.

38:31.017 --> 38:33.978
-Oh.
-In this hospital, so...

38:34.061 --> 38:37.148
I haven’t been here since then.

38:37.231 --> 38:38.441
Since you were born.

38:38.524 --> 38:40.318
I haven’t been here
since the birth of me

38:40.401 --> 38:42.570
killed my mother
somewhere in one of these rooms.

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That’s why I was late at my first day.

38:44.655 --> 38:46.115
It had nothing to do with the tornado.

38:46.198 --> 38:49.660
I had a panic attack and then I...

38:50.161 --> 38:52.246
saw the color of the walls. I've been...

38:54.540 --> 38:56.125
picturing this place my whole life.

38:56.917 --> 38:58.919
When I think of my mother
and the walls are beige

38:59.003 --> 39:01.047
and I get here and they're blue,
and it's just...

39:04.592 --> 39:06.385
disorienting.

39:07.803 --> 39:08.971
Disappointing.

39:10.931 --> 39:12.391
Like I got it wrong all this time.

39:14.143 --> 39:17.355
Well, they only painted the walls
blue a few years ago.

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You got it right.

39:23.736 --> 39:25.112
♪ Soon there'll be still waters ♪

39:25.196 --> 39:28.449
That makes me feel so... so much better.

39:30.409 --> 39:31.452
Thank you.

39:31.827 --> 39:33.579
-Thank you, Dr. Webber.
-Of course.

39:33.662 --> 39:36.457
I’m sorry that I was late on my first day
and I lied about why.

39:36.540 --> 39:38.000
It’s understandable, Dr. Griffith.

39:38.084 --> 39:39.126
It won’t happen again.

39:40.044 --> 39:41.921
(male singer humming)

39:42.671 --> 39:46.133
♪ Soon there'll be still waters ♪

39:50.262 --> 39:56.018
(laughs) You waited outside
the intern locker room?

39:56.102 --> 39:57.311
Uh-huh.

39:57.395 --> 40:00.398
You set me up, didn’t you?
I mean, you did this on purpose.

40:00.481 --> 40:02.358
Don’t hate me. I needed a laugh.

40:02.441 --> 40:03.651
So glad I could provide it.

40:04.902 --> 40:07.863
Keep walking, Schmitt,
we’re not on speaking terms.

40:10.449 --> 40:12.034
-Harsh.
-Yeah, well,

40:12.118 --> 40:13.619
I can be mean when I want to be.

40:14.161 --> 40:15.538
Oh, I know.

40:20.960 --> 40:22.169
Okay.

40:25.089 --> 40:26.006
(knocking on door)

40:26.090 --> 40:27.049
Come in.

40:27.508 --> 40:28.426
Hey.

40:28.926 --> 40:30.177
-Uh...
-Hey.

40:30.261 --> 40:32.763
Thank you for that.
I’ve been at this a long time,

40:32.847 --> 40:35.015
and I've never done a triple.

40:35.099 --> 40:36.267
So, thank you.

40:36.350 --> 40:37.476
How's Sarah?

40:37.560 --> 40:38.853
Well, she's not a tree.

40:40.396 --> 40:41.814
Sorry. Yeah, she's good.

40:41.897 --> 40:44.108
She's good, she's awake
and she's grateful.

40:44.191 --> 40:46.193
-That's excellent news.
-It is.

40:48.696 --> 40:50.114
Okay. I'm gonna go.

40:50.781 --> 40:51.949
Or don't.

40:53.742 --> 40:54.743
Or don't.

40:54.827 --> 40:56.704
I need a residency director.

40:57.329 --> 40:58.998
MEREDITH:
New beginnings aren't always easy.

40:59.081 --> 41:00.666
You’re the best teacher I know.

41:01.250 --> 41:04.462
And this class is a lot like
you were at their age.

41:04.545 --> 41:06.964
They either didn’t match anywhere else

41:07.047 --> 41:08.883
or got kicked out of their programs.

41:08.966 --> 41:11.510
So they're diamonds in the rough.
Is that what you're saying?

41:11.594 --> 41:14.346
Yes, and I think
that I would've never hired them

41:14.430 --> 41:16.640
if I didn’t know you
and I didn't know your story.

41:16.724 --> 41:18.184
I think you inspired this whole thing.

41:19.810 --> 41:21.228
And I need a residency director.

41:21.312 --> 41:23.981
It’s excellent pay,
and you wouldn't have to travel as much.

41:24.064 --> 41:29.153
And I would love it
if you would just at least consider it.

41:29.236 --> 41:32.281
MEREDITH: When you get a new organ,
you spend your life on medications

41:32.364 --> 41:35.034
designed to suppress your immune system

41:35.117 --> 41:36.869
so that your body won’t reject it.

41:40.080 --> 41:41.123
-Hey!
-Hey!

41:41.207 --> 41:42.124
-Hey!
-You're here!

41:42.208 --> 41:43.959
You called and we came.

41:44.043 --> 41:45.211
Hey.

41:45.294 --> 41:48.422
Right. I did call you three weeks ago.

41:48.506 --> 41:50.508
Well, I couldn’t work
three weeks ago but now I can.

41:50.591 --> 41:52.593
-Sort of
-Not sort of. I can.

41:52.676 --> 41:54.178
TEDDY: Well, he has to be supervised.

41:54.261 --> 41:55.888
You don’t have to say it like that.

41:55.971 --> 41:56.972
Well, how would you
like me to say it, Owen?

41:57.056 --> 41:58.098
You’re very tan.

41:58.182 --> 41:59.892
Well, yeah,
because he’s been surfing every day

41:59.975 --> 42:01.727
with a 24-four-year-old named Stella

42:01.810 --> 42:03.729
while we've been paying out
our entire life savings

42:03.812 --> 42:06.315
to a 1,700-dollar-an-hour attorney.

42:06.398 --> 42:09.818
Yeah, and she’s been drinking
rosé angrily all day

42:09.902 --> 42:11.987
-but you don’t see me criticizing her.
-Wow.

42:12.071 --> 42:13.906
Uh, I’m gonna go.

42:13.989 --> 42:15.658
But you will think about it?

42:15.741 --> 42:17.660
Yeah. I'll think about it.

42:19.245 --> 42:21.455
MEREDITH:
But at least you have a life to spend.

42:21.539 --> 42:22.581
Let's sit down.

42:22.665 --> 42:23.499
-Great.
-Yes.

42:23.582 --> 42:24.625
MEREDITH: And a body to medicate.

42:24.708 --> 42:29.088
So the attorney got all criminal
charges dropped.

42:29.171 --> 42:31.215
For the low, low price
of a quarter million dollars.

42:31.298 --> 42:32.591
Wow. Okay.

42:32.675 --> 42:34.134
So do you have a medical license?

42:34.218 --> 42:36.178
-Well--
-A suspended medical license.

42:36.262 --> 42:38.973
I just have to be supervised
for a little while.

42:39.056 --> 42:40.933
-How long is a little while?
-Not that long.

42:41.016 --> 42:43.018
Six months is that long, Owen.

42:43.102 --> 42:44.353
(fingers snapping rhythmically)

42:44.436 --> 42:46.105
(humming)

42:46.188 --> 42:47.439
Yeah. Six months.

42:48.524 --> 42:50.359
MEREDITH:
Second chances can feel like an insult

42:50.442 --> 42:52.820
if you can’t get over
what you lost the first time around.

42:52.903 --> 42:56.282
My eyes hurt. Everything hurts.

42:56.782 --> 42:58.492
I think my fingernails hurt.

42:58.909 --> 43:00.828
Not mine. I feel high.

43:00.911 --> 43:03.247
Saving lives is the most epic high.

43:03.330 --> 43:04.164
That’s adrenaline.

43:04.248 --> 43:05.416
Plus dopamine.

43:05.499 --> 43:07.751
I prefer to think of it as magic.

43:07.835 --> 43:09.128
♪ Listen to the morning, go ♪

43:09.211 --> 43:10.754
What do they call you, Griffith?

43:11.547 --> 43:12.506
Simone.

43:12.923 --> 43:14.675
(chuckles) What, no nickname?

43:14.758 --> 43:17.845
Like Simmy or Simsim?

43:17.928 --> 43:19.763
♪ Go, listen to the morning ♪

43:19.847 --> 43:21.682
I am truly stunned
that you still work here.

43:21.765 --> 43:23.892
Dude, one day,
you’re gonna screw up, too.

43:23.976 --> 43:26.061
And I’m gonna... (clicks tongue)
remember this.

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(clicks tongue) Doubtful.

43:27.980 --> 43:29.732
You wanna know
what they call me, Skywalker?

43:29.815 --> 43:30.733
Hmm?

43:30.816 --> 43:31.900
They call me Blue.

43:32.401 --> 43:33.694
As in the color?

43:33.777 --> 43:36.780
As in the ribbon. Because I always win.

43:36.864 --> 43:37.948
MIKA: That’s embarrassing.

43:38.032 --> 43:39.825
I’m embarrassed for you.

43:39.908 --> 43:41.160
You definitely don’t always win

43:41.243 --> 43:43.954
‘cause this is a program
for rejects and losers.

43:44.038 --> 43:45.247
Well, that's not how I identify.

43:45.331 --> 43:46.415
-Me neither.
-Me neither.

43:46.498 --> 43:47.541
Okay, fine. Me neither.

43:47.625 --> 43:48.959
It’s kinda how I identify

43:49.043 --> 43:51.503
but I intend to prove myself wrong.

43:51.587 --> 43:54.089
♪ Go listen, go, go listen ♪

43:54.173 --> 43:55.799
I still can't believe
you lied to that mother.

43:55.883 --> 43:58.093
I comforted that mother.
It was a win-win.

43:58.177 --> 43:59.595
What did you do to get in here?

43:59.678 --> 44:01.388
Oh, wouldn’t you like to know?

44:01.472 --> 44:03.474
MEREDITH: Or they can feel like a miracle.

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Like a hard fought victory.

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-♪ Rise ♪
-(sighing)

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-(cellphones chiming)
-(gasps)

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-♪ Go ♪
-Sheesh.

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(grunting)

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MEREDITH: The chance to live the life
you always wanted.

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♪ Mother Nature's trying
To teach you well ♪

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♪ Now listen to the morning ♪

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Subtitle translation by:
CHRIS SANTIAGO