WEBVTT 00:02.002 --> 00:05.422 ♪ Got those blue skies up above ♪ 00:05.505 --> 00:06.923 Meredith: My mother always used to say 00:07.007 --> 00:08.675 that you could tell the difference between an intern 00:08.758 --> 00:10.802 and a second-year resident by their sutures. 00:11.302 --> 00:14.264 Wait, ladybug, you forgot your lunch again. 00:15.724 --> 00:16.725 Made your favorite. 00:16.808 --> 00:18.435 ♪ Mm, mm ♪ 00:18.977 --> 00:21.563 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 00:21.646 --> 00:22.772 My favorite. 00:23.481 --> 00:25.316 Go back inside, Grammy. Dad's getting your breakfast. 00:25.400 --> 00:26.526 Bye, baby. Love you. 00:26.609 --> 00:29.487 ♪ Ain't got no reason to complain ♪ 00:29.612 --> 00:30.989 ♪ No, no, no ♪ 00:31.072 --> 00:32.532 One of the more common mistakes an intern makes 00:32.615 --> 00:34.576 is tying their sutures too tightly, 00:35.160 --> 00:36.453 which causes tension. 00:36.536 --> 00:38.329 ♪ ...at all that's going down ♪ 00:38.413 --> 00:41.166 -Wow. -Right? It's my first. 00:41.249 --> 00:43.084 -Car? -Place. 00:43.168 --> 00:44.252 I installed a Wi-Fi hotspot 00:44.335 --> 00:45.670 -and a camper stove. -Ah. 00:45.754 --> 00:47.714 -And, no, you can't borrow it. -[ Watch beeps ] 00:47.797 --> 00:51.134 Meredith: The more tension, the longer it takes the wound to heal. 00:51.217 --> 00:56.056 It decreases blood flow, increases scar formation, 00:56.139 --> 00:57.515 and even necroses the skin. 00:57.599 --> 00:59.392 -What are you doing? -I worked till 4:00 a.m. 00:59.476 --> 01:00.852 Thought I'd put on fresh underwear. 01:00.935 --> 01:03.772 Please do not tell me that you are living here. 01:03.855 --> 01:06.566 I'm not. It's just a safe space 01:06.649 --> 01:09.319 to put my stuff till I find a permanent place. 01:09.402 --> 01:11.112 Oh, my God. 01:11.196 --> 01:12.238 Please don't say anything to my mom. 01:12.322 --> 01:13.281 I don't even talk to your mom! 01:13.364 --> 01:16.034 Ah, this whole sister hate thing may work in my favor. 01:16.117 --> 01:18.578 Okay, just come stay at Meredith's for a few days. 01:18.661 --> 01:20.163 If you're gonna survive internship here, 01:20.246 --> 01:21.748 you're gonna need a night or two of good sleep. 01:21.831 --> 01:23.917 -Nope. -You at least need to do laundry. 01:24.000 --> 01:25.543 You're offering to wash my underwear? 01:26.503 --> 01:28.963 We agreed. No special favors. 01:29.047 --> 01:32.258 Meredith: So even though they may have technically closed the wound... 01:32.342 --> 01:33.426 Lucas: Hey. 01:34.385 --> 01:36.846 ...they may have opened the door to even more problems. 01:36.930 --> 01:38.515 -♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ -We're late. 01:38.598 --> 01:40.225 ♪ Oh, it's a good, good day ♪ 01:40.308 --> 01:42.185 Whoa, whoa! Slow down! 01:42.268 --> 01:43.853 My God. We almost just died. 01:43.937 --> 01:45.980 Have you seen these e-mails 01:46.064 --> 01:49.609 about Nick Marsh's plans for the residency program? 01:49.692 --> 01:51.486 It's weird. The Residency Director 01:51.569 --> 01:53.196 is e-mailing about the residents. 01:53.279 --> 01:55.031 He wants to push pre-rounds by an hour, 01:55.115 --> 01:57.826 set up a mixer with the nursing staff, 01:57.909 --> 01:59.744 and wants to bring in a yoga instructor. 01:59.828 --> 02:01.704 -Oh! When? -When will they work? 02:01.788 --> 02:03.873 I mean, he's doing exactly what I thought he would, 02:03.957 --> 02:06.543 but I just thought he would, I don't know, 02:07.001 --> 02:10.171 stop by my office or send me an e-mail or call me. 02:10.255 --> 02:13.842 Sounds like this is not entirely about the way he does his job. 02:13.925 --> 02:15.260 The job that you offered him. 02:15.343 --> 02:17.554 -I have no idea what you're talking about. -[ All chuckle ] 02:17.637 --> 02:20.807 So, I suppose I will see you ladies tonight. 02:23.852 --> 02:25.812 Did you forget? Zola's presentation 02:25.895 --> 02:27.355 for the Pacific Northwest Scholars. 02:27.814 --> 02:30.441 Her paper is a finalist for their merit program. 02:30.525 --> 02:31.693 What's the paper about? 02:31.776 --> 02:34.654 Her hero. Dr. Ellis Grey. 02:34.737 --> 02:36.030 -Twist. -I don't care. 02:36.114 --> 02:38.700 I'll show up for anything that celebrates Zola. 02:38.783 --> 02:40.618 -I'll see you tonight. -See you. 02:41.161 --> 02:43.663 Woman: [ Over intercom ] Nurse Krueger to the O.R. Nurse Krueger to the O.R. 02:43.746 --> 02:45.790 Hello. Listen up. 02:46.207 --> 02:48.251 Dr. Schmitt is your chief resident. 02:48.334 --> 02:49.502 [ Quietly ] He's our only senior resident. 02:49.586 --> 02:51.337 He's gonna be handing out your assignments 02:51.421 --> 02:53.131 while I'm doing a kidney transplant. 02:53.214 --> 02:55.008 Who can name the top three causes 02:55.091 --> 02:56.676 of end-stage renal disease? 02:56.759 --> 02:59.304 Hypertension, diabetes, glomerulonephritis. 02:59.721 --> 03:01.014 He didn't raise his hand. 03:01.097 --> 03:02.557 Yeah, I don't care about any of that. 03:02.640 --> 03:04.058 -Am I correct? -Yeah, you are. 03:04.142 --> 03:06.477 -Do I get to scrub in? -No, uh, you cannot. 03:06.561 --> 03:08.104 Okay. Have fun, Schmitt. 03:08.855 --> 03:10.273 ♪ 03:10.356 --> 03:12.859 I haven't slept in two days. 03:12.942 --> 03:16.029 I am answering pages from six different services, 03:16.112 --> 03:19.365 and I had a cupcake for breakfast, so no one complain. 03:19.449 --> 03:22.702 Adams, you're with Dr. Pierce. Kwan's with Ndugu. 03:22.785 --> 03:25.997 Yasuda, report to Owen Hunt. 03:26.080 --> 03:29.250 And, uh, Millin and Griffith, surgical consult in the pit. 03:29.334 --> 03:31.211 Uh, two of us for one consult? 03:31.294 --> 03:34.631 Two interns make a whole doctor. 03:35.340 --> 03:37.634 Now, don't embarrass me or kill anyone 03:37.717 --> 03:41.262 or drop anything inside a patient. 03:41.346 --> 03:43.181 ♪ 03:43.264 --> 03:45.225 This is the moment you go. 03:45.308 --> 03:47.477 ♪ 03:47.560 --> 03:49.229 Come on. 03:49.312 --> 03:53.691 ♪ 03:53.775 --> 03:55.068 Dr. Kwan. 03:55.151 --> 03:56.694 -Yeah. -Tell me what you see. 03:56.778 --> 03:57.904 [ Exhales sharply ] 03:57.987 --> 03:59.781 -Pericardial effusion? -That's right, 03:59.864 --> 04:01.407 which is compressing this patient's heart. 04:01.491 --> 04:02.700 What would be your recommendation? 04:02.784 --> 04:04.911 Hi! Remember Mr. Veras? He's back, 04:04.994 --> 04:06.621 and his trach is infected. Can you take a look? 04:06.704 --> 04:09.415 Also, a new patient in 523 needs an echo 04:09.499 --> 04:11.125 and admissions orders for observation. 04:11.209 --> 04:13.044 Are you talking to me or-- 04:13.127 --> 04:14.170 Always assume I'm not. 04:15.255 --> 04:16.673 I have a VATS lobectomy in an hour. 04:16.756 --> 04:18.049 I pushed that to this afternoon. 04:18.132 --> 04:20.343 Maggie, I already rescheduled that patient twice. 04:20.426 --> 04:21.386 I double-checked his labs. 04:21.469 --> 04:23.096 A few hours will not change his status. 04:23.972 --> 04:26.057 Okay, uh, yeah, I will get it all done. 04:26.140 --> 04:27.475 Thank you. I will check in with you 04:27.558 --> 04:29.477 after my valve replacement. 04:29.560 --> 04:31.729 We're doing a valve replacement? What type of valve? 04:31.813 --> 04:33.731 TAVR. But you are on scut. 04:33.815 --> 04:36.025 -No special favors, right? -Uh-- 04:36.109 --> 04:37.151 Uh... 04:37.235 --> 04:38.903 All I did was put in a chest tube. 04:38.987 --> 04:40.488 Was there an attending in the room? 04:40.571 --> 04:42.615 It's the E.R., Teddy. There's about three attendings 04:42.699 --> 04:44.909 in this area at all times. Was one specifically watching you? 04:44.993 --> 04:46.828 One specifically had been barking at me 24/7, 04:46.911 --> 04:48.830 so, yeah, I assumed she was still here. 04:49.539 --> 04:51.291 -Do you need something? -Mika Yasuda, 04:51.374 --> 04:53.209 reporting for Dr. Hunt's service. 04:54.460 --> 04:55.586 I'm his intern today. 04:56.754 --> 04:58.381 [ Laughs ] 04:58.464 --> 05:00.425 You know, you might want to find a new service. 05:00.508 --> 05:02.885 Yeah, Dr. Hunt used to be chief of trauma, 05:02.969 --> 05:04.721 and then he lost his mind, so now I'm chief of trauma. 05:04.804 --> 05:07.015 Yeah, also, she's my lovely wife and mother of my children. 05:07.098 --> 05:08.558 Her favorite color is blue. 05:08.641 --> 05:09.767 Did she really need to know that? 05:09.851 --> 05:11.728 Yes. To humanize you! 05:11.811 --> 05:14.564 According to the Washington Medical Commission, 05:14.647 --> 05:16.649 if he attempts to do anything on his own, 05:16.733 --> 05:19.527 he will be reported and lose his medical license. 05:19.610 --> 05:20.695 Understood? 05:21.821 --> 05:22.989 Oh, so I'm supposed to... 05:23.072 --> 05:25.158 Call an additional attending for the following: 05:25.241 --> 05:26.909 intubations, chest tubes, 05:26.993 --> 05:30.038 surgical consults, I&Ds, NG tubes, 05:30.121 --> 05:33.041 -lap repairs, washouts... -[ Man vomiting ] 05:33.124 --> 05:35.251 Pretty sure this isn't surgical. 05:35.335 --> 05:37.128 Well, don't give up hope yet. 05:37.211 --> 05:39.756 So, when did the, uh-- the vomiting start? 05:39.839 --> 05:41.007 I can't remember. 05:41.090 --> 05:42.884 Any alcohol last night? Drugs? 05:42.967 --> 05:45.386 We shared a few drinks while playing "Barn Finders" 05:45.470 --> 05:47.180 -at a friend's apartment. -Oh. 05:48.264 --> 05:49.265 It's a video game. 05:49.349 --> 05:50.767 -You play? -Sometimes. 05:50.850 --> 05:52.018 Not at all. 05:52.101 --> 05:53.978 Yeah, we got back at like 3:00 a.m., 05:54.062 --> 05:56.189 and, uh, we split some leftover fried rice 05:56.272 --> 05:58.399 I had in my fridge. It's from that place 05:58.483 --> 05:59.817 across the street from the student union. 05:59.901 --> 06:02.236 We are never ordering from there again. 06:02.320 --> 06:04.530 [ Vomiting ] 06:04.614 --> 06:05.990 Any blood in your vomit? 06:06.074 --> 06:07.450 -I-I don't know. -Here. 06:08.201 --> 06:11.496 Okay, well, we'll get you both started on some IV fluids, 06:11.579 --> 06:12.705 and then we'll give you another run-- 06:12.789 --> 06:15.083 -[ Gasping ] -Okay, just-- Just stay calm. 06:15.583 --> 06:17.877 Okay? Take a deep breath for me if you can. 06:17.960 --> 06:19.045 Uh, Dr. Griffith, 06:19.128 --> 06:21.047 -we need some oxygen here, please. -On it. 06:21.130 --> 06:22.423 Okay. 06:22.965 --> 06:24.384 What's happening to him?! 06:25.802 --> 06:26.803 [ Grunting ] 06:26.886 --> 06:28.471 Uh, hold on. Hold on. 06:28.554 --> 06:30.640 [ Groaning ] 06:30.723 --> 06:32.266 -What the hell is this? -I don't know. 06:32.350 --> 06:34.143 Well, find somebody who does! 06:34.560 --> 06:37.897 [ Groaning ] 06:37.980 --> 06:43.277 ♪ 06:49.200 --> 06:51.702 Okay. [ Grunts ] 06:51.786 --> 06:53.746 Hi! 06:53.830 --> 06:55.790 Hi, Pru! Luna, say hi! 06:55.873 --> 06:58.459 Okay, healthy snacks, check. 06:58.543 --> 07:00.670 Uh, sanitizer, check. 07:00.753 --> 07:02.296 This is my kind of mom group. 07:02.380 --> 07:06.592 No endless brunches, no power walking in full makeup 07:06.676 --> 07:08.845 and earrings and tight leggings. 07:08.928 --> 07:12.098 Alright, waters, uh, baby wipes, yes, 07:12.181 --> 07:14.016 and, uh, sunscreen. 07:14.100 --> 07:15.560 You are organized. 07:15.643 --> 07:17.103 Not my first rodeo. 07:17.186 --> 07:20.273 Thank you so much for calling. All I do is work 07:20.356 --> 07:22.775 and watch Link bring home half the women in Seattle, 07:22.859 --> 07:25.695 which, you know, I'm not one to judge a choice, but it-- 07:25.778 --> 07:27.572 Uh-huh. Okay. Look, if we hurry, 07:27.655 --> 07:30.366 the girls can go down the slide while it's still in the shade. 07:30.450 --> 07:32.034 Oh. Uh, are we late? 07:32.118 --> 07:34.620 Yes. Let's power-walk. 07:34.704 --> 07:36.164 [ Sighing ] Okay. 07:36.247 --> 07:40.126 [Indistinct announcement over intercom] 07:42.545 --> 07:43.838 Did you page both of us? 07:43.921 --> 07:46.257 Uh, I paged Chief Grey. I paged Dr. Webber. 07:46.340 --> 07:48.718 Did you happen to talk to each other before doing that? 07:49.927 --> 07:52.513 Uh, never mind. Never mind. Uh, what do you got? 07:52.597 --> 07:55.308 Um, 19-year-old male with abdominal pain, vomiting, and chills. 07:55.391 --> 07:56.851 He recently was experiencing chest pain, 07:56.934 --> 07:59.312 shortness of breath, and a rash on his abdomen and chest. 08:00.396 --> 08:01.522 Meredith: Okay. 08:03.983 --> 08:05.067 What about him? 08:05.151 --> 08:07.320 College roommate. They ate the same thing 08:07.403 --> 08:09.489 four hours before both presenting with 08:09.572 --> 08:10.615 food poisoning symptoms, 08:10.698 --> 08:13.201 but he hasn't developed a rash or shortness of breath. 08:13.910 --> 08:16.496 It's on his legs and his arms, also. 08:17.705 --> 08:19.999 Let's get blood cultures, get a chest X-ray. 08:20.082 --> 08:23.461 Put him on high-flow oxygen. Admit him to the ICU. 08:23.544 --> 08:26.422 Call internal medicine and page us when you're done. 08:27.089 --> 08:28.299 One of us. 08:28.382 --> 08:31.135 ♪ 08:31.219 --> 08:33.304 Excuse me. Hi. 08:33.387 --> 08:34.805 Do I need all that stuff, too? 08:36.015 --> 08:38.768 So, your intake form says that you're experiencing 08:38.851 --> 08:40.311 abdominal discomfort, Mr. Peters? 08:40.394 --> 08:41.479 Harold, please. 08:41.562 --> 08:43.481 But I may know what the discomfort is from-- 08:43.564 --> 08:46.359 There you are! This hospital's a maze. 08:46.442 --> 08:47.985 Sharon, I told you to wait in the car. 08:48.069 --> 08:50.112 And I told you I thought that was a stupid idea. 08:50.196 --> 08:51.489 I still can't find my phone. 08:51.572 --> 08:53.366 What if the kids call and need something? 08:53.449 --> 08:55.743 You won't be able to help if you're on an operating table. 08:55.826 --> 08:57.245 -What's wrong with him? -I'm fine. 08:57.328 --> 08:59.121 -Probably an ulcer or something. -He says that 08:59.205 --> 09:00.581 every time we're supposed to go to my mother's. 09:00.665 --> 09:01.624 Your abdomen is distended, 09:01.707 --> 09:03.167 so I'm gonna have to do an ultrasound 09:03.251 --> 09:05.503 to figure out how to proceed, okay? 09:05.586 --> 09:07.004 I have three minutes. 09:07.088 --> 09:08.422 And I'm not sure I'm gonna survive them. 09:09.090 --> 09:11.884 Do I need to remind you why I'm here, Dr. Hunt? 09:11.968 --> 09:13.803 Well, it's been about 10 minutes since the last time, 09:13.886 --> 09:15.263 so, sure, knock yourself out. 09:15.346 --> 09:17.807 - Are you all doctors? -Teddy, this is just an ultrasound. 09:17.890 --> 09:19.850 So then it should go quick. Hi, I'm Dr. Altman. 09:19.934 --> 09:22.186 -Yes, we are all doctors. -And you're all necessary? 09:22.270 --> 09:23.938 No. You know what? Why don't you just do this yourself? 09:24.021 --> 09:25.356 Well, if I were to do everything myself, 09:25.439 --> 09:28.484 then no one would learn. Would they? 09:29.193 --> 09:30.861 We're a teaching hospital. 09:30.945 --> 09:32.530 We should have gone to Seattle Pres. 09:32.613 --> 09:34.365 Levi: Oh, geez. 09:35.157 --> 09:36.117 I'll be right back. 09:39.161 --> 09:40.538 Mika: Dr. Schmitt. 09:40.621 --> 09:42.540 I was supposed to remove the drains 09:42.623 --> 09:44.750 from Dr. Ndugu's patient an hour ago. 09:44.834 --> 09:46.836 I have to go round on Webber's post-ops, 09:46.919 --> 09:49.213 and the nurses keep texting me angry emojis. 09:49.297 --> 09:50.756 I can't work for Dr. Hunt because it means 09:50.840 --> 09:52.008 you're also working for Dr. Altman, 09:52.091 --> 09:54.093 which means you're working for velociraptors. 09:54.176 --> 09:56.262 They're vicious, can snap in an instant, 09:56.345 --> 09:57.597 but there is a mind-game component 09:57.680 --> 09:59.473 going on between those two that is so deep, 09:59.557 --> 10:00.891 it might destroy all of civilization. 10:01.475 --> 10:04.687 Short, succinct, clear sentences. 10:04.770 --> 10:07.481 -What? -I don't have time to pee, 10:07.565 --> 10:09.817 and you just said so many words. 10:09.900 --> 10:11.861 Can I be on your service instead of Dr. Hunt's? 10:11.944 --> 10:12.862 No. 10:12.945 --> 10:14.905 Now get back in there and do your job. 10:15.990 --> 10:18.868 [Indistinct announcement over intercom] 10:18.951 --> 10:21.829 -Thank you. -Hey. I just asked Winston 10:21.912 --> 10:24.957 if he could help on an anterior approach for a spinal fusion, 10:25.041 --> 10:26.292 and he said to check with you? 10:26.375 --> 10:27.960 He's monitoring a few patients for me, 10:28.044 --> 10:29.795 and I may need an assist on a TAVR. 10:29.879 --> 10:31.422 Well, I can assist on the TAVR. 10:32.590 --> 10:33.758 Out. 10:38.929 --> 10:40.431 Is everything okay with Winston? 10:40.514 --> 10:42.767 He seemed a little-- Was he doing his scissors talk? 10:43.392 --> 10:44.894 I don't know what you mean. 10:44.977 --> 10:47.897 When Winston gets irritated, he talks like scissors-- 10:47.980 --> 10:50.232 Like, every word, it sounds like snip, snip, snip. 10:50.316 --> 10:52.234 He wants to yell, but he holds back, 10:52.318 --> 10:55.029 so he just cuts the air with his words. 10:55.112 --> 10:56.030 I thought he was mad at me. 10:56.113 --> 10:58.616 No, he's mad at me. [ Sighs ] 10:58.699 --> 11:01.285 I pushed his surgery because I'm a perfectionist 11:01.369 --> 11:03.788 and I want perfection for my patients. 11:03.871 --> 11:06.666 And there's no such thing as perfection in interns, 11:06.749 --> 11:08.626 and there are still no senior residents, 11:08.709 --> 11:10.503 so I ask perfect Winston. 11:10.586 --> 11:12.755 Yeah, well, I still need someone to help on my spinal fusion, 11:12.838 --> 11:14.298 so you need to work on all that. 11:18.511 --> 11:19.679 [ Sighs ] 11:19.762 --> 11:21.514 We do have one senior resident. 11:22.390 --> 11:23.557 Dr. Schmitt. 11:24.642 --> 11:25.726 Page him. 11:26.435 --> 11:28.437 And don't eavesdrop on my conversations. 11:29.105 --> 11:31.691 [ Monitors beeping rapidly ] 11:31.774 --> 11:34.235 -What happened? -He became completely unresponsive, 11:34.318 --> 11:36.696 -and his pressure tanked. -The rash is now everywhere. 11:36.779 --> 11:40.866 Let's start him on pressors. Push sux, etomidate. 11:40.950 --> 11:42.576 Get me an intubation tray. 11:43.411 --> 11:46.122 [ Monitors continue beeping rapidly ] 11:46.205 --> 11:48.332 Two of you, come around here. Stand behind me. 11:48.416 --> 11:50.918 Watch exactly what I'm doing. You want to make sure 11:51.001 --> 11:53.671 you have full visualization of the vocal cords. 11:53.754 --> 11:58.300 ♪ 11:59.051 --> 12:02.012 Griffith, come around and listen for breath sounds. 12:02.096 --> 12:07.601 ♪ 12:07.685 --> 12:10.104 -Bilateral breath sounds. -Okay, great job. 12:10.187 --> 12:11.522 Thank you. 12:14.775 --> 12:15.985 Uh, Chief Grey? 12:19.363 --> 12:21.657 What the hell is wrong with this kid? 12:31.083 --> 12:32.710 ♪ Well, your touch holds me captive ♪ 12:32.793 --> 12:35.379 Hey, I need you to come back to work now. 12:35.463 --> 12:36.672 I make more money here. 12:36.756 --> 12:38.382 You do not. 12:38.466 --> 12:42.219 Uh, as a resident, I made around 55K a year, before taxes, 12:42.303 --> 12:44.930 when I regularly worked 80-hour weeks, 12:45.014 --> 12:46.265 and weekends and holidays. 12:46.348 --> 12:48.309 The math sucks, Levi. Not to mention 12:48.392 --> 12:50.394 I didn't love the stress that came with it. 12:50.478 --> 12:53.272 If I make a mistake here, nobody dies. 12:53.355 --> 12:55.816 Taryn, you are a surgeon. 12:55.900 --> 12:57.151 I was a surgeon. 12:57.234 --> 12:59.695 Now I'm a bartender 12:59.779 --> 13:01.697 and you're on the vagina squad. 13:01.781 --> 13:04.533 Was! I was on the vagina squad. 13:04.617 --> 13:07.161 Now I am chief resident, general surgery. 13:07.244 --> 13:09.079 Only because I'm not coming back. 13:09.163 --> 13:10.831 Disagree. 13:10.915 --> 13:12.166 So come back and prove me wrong. 13:13.083 --> 13:14.335 No. 13:16.712 --> 13:18.798 -Grey wants you back. -Did she say that? 13:19.965 --> 13:21.217 [ Chuckles ] 13:21.300 --> 13:22.760 Meredith is straight, 13:22.843 --> 13:24.887 and I have enough self-esteem now to know 13:24.970 --> 13:27.848 to only fall for women who might love me back. 13:27.932 --> 13:30.392 So, thanks, but no thanks. 13:30.476 --> 13:32.019 Wow. 13:32.102 --> 13:33.687 Bartending really is good for you, huh? 13:33.771 --> 13:35.231 -Right? -[ Sighs ] 13:35.314 --> 13:37.024 [ Fake sobbing ] Please come back anyway. 13:37.107 --> 13:38.734 -No! -Oh! 13:38.818 --> 13:39.944 [ Cellphone chimes ] 13:40.027 --> 13:41.737 Ugh! 13:41.821 --> 13:43.572 I'm coming, Dr. Pierce. 13:43.656 --> 13:44.698 Bye. 13:49.370 --> 13:51.831 Meredith: Initially presented like textbook food poisoning, 13:51.914 --> 13:54.166 and then evolved into septic shock within hours. 13:54.250 --> 13:55.835 Do we have the source of infection? 13:55.918 --> 13:56.961 Uh, no. Not yet. 13:57.044 --> 13:59.964 His chest X-ray shows bilateral pleural effusions, 14:00.047 --> 14:01.757 and he's exhibiting signs of DIC. 14:01.841 --> 14:04.844 The rash is non-blanching. It could be petechiae. 14:04.927 --> 14:07.137 I initially thought it was Steven Johnson Syndrome, 14:07.221 --> 14:08.848 but the rash doesn't peel with pressure. 14:08.931 --> 14:10.850 Any case reports of Bacillus cereus 14:10.933 --> 14:13.185 -and sepsis after eating rice? -It's not Bacillus cereus. 14:13.269 --> 14:14.603 It's not food poisoning at all. 14:16.105 --> 14:19.191 Have any of you ever seen a patient bleed from every orifice 14:19.275 --> 14:20.568 after eating bad leftover rice? 14:20.651 --> 14:22.403 -Well, then solve it. -What? 14:22.486 --> 14:24.405 You and Millin and the rest of the interns, 14:24.488 --> 14:26.866 hit the research and figure it out. 14:26.949 --> 14:28.033 Before it's too late. 14:33.330 --> 14:34.373 Hello, Altman. 14:34.456 --> 14:37.710 Well, I'm glad you and Hunt decided to come back. 14:37.793 --> 14:41.088 I imagine it's hard with everything he has to go through right now. 14:41.171 --> 14:43.674 Let me guess. Owen thinks that I'm drinking too much, 14:43.757 --> 14:45.676 so he asked you to intervene. 14:45.759 --> 14:47.011 Thanks. I'm good. 14:47.094 --> 14:49.889 I was just asking how you were doing. 14:49.972 --> 14:53.309 Well, I have spent the last six months on my feet 14:53.392 --> 14:54.852 working locum tenens in L.A. 14:54.935 --> 14:57.313 while Owen developed an artistic penchant 14:57.396 --> 14:59.648 for building sandcastles, which was fun for the kids, 14:59.732 --> 15:02.568 but, honestly, the sandcastles were pretty basic. 15:02.651 --> 15:04.862 And since his legal team bankrupted us, 15:04.945 --> 15:07.990 Owen and I now have lengthy arguments about important topics 15:08.073 --> 15:11.535 like whether to buy name-brand or store-brand shampoo. 15:11.619 --> 15:14.580 Every time I look at his face, I am filled with such annoyance 15:14.663 --> 15:17.041 that I have to go outside and pretend to garden 15:17.124 --> 15:19.752 when, really, my kids are just seeing me rip up plants. 15:19.835 --> 15:21.420 The worst part of all of it is-- 15:21.503 --> 15:24.131 is that I still don't want to leave him 15:24.214 --> 15:25.841 because he's the father of my kids, 15:25.925 --> 15:29.136 and somewhere really deep down inside, I still love him. 15:29.219 --> 15:31.055 And wine helps me remember that, 15:31.138 --> 15:33.223 so I drink three glasses a night. 15:33.307 --> 15:35.851 But never at work. And the kids are in bed by 8:00, 15:35.935 --> 15:37.311 and I don't get behind the wheel. 15:37.394 --> 15:38.729 I mean, the riskiest thing that I may do 15:38.812 --> 15:40.648 is watch too many puppy videos at night. 15:40.731 --> 15:41.941 Is that a problem for you, sir? 15:45.903 --> 15:47.863 Always good to see you, Altman. 15:51.325 --> 15:53.243 Hey! Adams. 15:53.869 --> 15:54.870 Dr. Shepherd. 15:54.954 --> 15:57.665 I wanted to run something by you. 15:57.748 --> 15:58.832 About a patient. 15:59.500 --> 16:00.542 I'll catch up. 16:05.089 --> 16:07.716 I found you some apartments to see. 16:07.800 --> 16:09.426 Mom always said you were the best liar. 16:09.510 --> 16:11.637 That was bad lying. Wait, is that a loft? 16:11.720 --> 16:14.390 Eh, kinda. I think there's some creative license with the advertising, 16:14.473 --> 16:15.683 but it's near Meredith's. 16:15.766 --> 16:17.184 Uh, great, send it to me. 16:17.267 --> 16:20.813 You can visit, see the kids, eat for free. 16:20.896 --> 16:23.065 You won't see me cook, but Meredith's pretty good, 16:23.148 --> 16:24.775 and Maggie makes dinner on Sundays. 16:24.858 --> 16:26.318 Hey, can you not walk so close? 16:26.402 --> 16:27.486 What's wrong with you? 16:27.569 --> 16:30.114 -You're hovering. -I'm helping. 16:30.197 --> 16:32.074 The more people see us together, the easier it's gonna be 16:32.157 --> 16:33.826 for them to figure out we're related. 16:33.909 --> 16:35.452 I've already been designated the screw-up. 16:35.536 --> 16:37.246 Please don't make it worse. Bye. 16:37.621 --> 16:39.748 You know, it could be toxic shock syndrome. 16:39.832 --> 16:41.083 That would explain the rash. 16:41.166 --> 16:43.335 But there's no liver or renal dysfunction. 16:44.169 --> 16:46.130 Have you considered erythema multiforme? 16:46.213 --> 16:48.173 -No one asked you. -I asked him. 16:49.174 --> 16:51.010 What? Chief Grey told us to. 16:51.093 --> 16:52.261 I will ask everyone 16:52.344 --> 16:54.263 if it prevents my name going on a death certificate. 16:54.346 --> 16:56.473 So, who's dying? How can we help? 16:57.057 --> 17:00.269 It's a 19-year-old male, ate leftover fried rice, 17:00.352 --> 17:01.687 vomited for six hours, 17:01.770 --> 17:03.480 a generalized, purple, star-shaped rash 17:03.564 --> 17:05.816 all over his body, and is now in full-blown septic shock. 17:05.899 --> 17:07.276 Ah, he looks pretty dead already. 17:07.359 --> 17:08.318 That's from bad rice? 17:08.402 --> 17:11.113 I've never seen so much vomit, 17:11.196 --> 17:13.282 and my parents did a lot of hallucinogens. 17:13.365 --> 17:16.618 And it was like a-- like a rainbow of vomit. 17:16.702 --> 17:18.996 Like red-brown, yellow-green, bilious. 17:19.079 --> 17:20.497 -I'm done. -DRESS syndrome? 17:20.581 --> 17:22.249 No. He doesn't take any meds, 17:22.332 --> 17:24.418 and his eosinophil count is normal. 17:24.501 --> 17:25.794 -Kawasaki disease? -No. 17:25.878 --> 17:27.254 -[ Cellphone vibrates, chimes ] -[ Sighs ] 17:28.172 --> 17:30.049 Ugh. I have to go find an attending 17:30.132 --> 17:32.468 to supervise my attending so they can supervise 17:32.551 --> 17:34.428 me learning nothing. 17:34.511 --> 17:35.596 Simone: Have fun. 17:35.679 --> 17:37.514 -Rickettsial disease? -No. 17:37.598 --> 17:38.599 It's not even your case. 17:38.682 --> 17:39.975 Well, that should tell you how wrong you are. 17:41.769 --> 17:45.022 Harold, so, your ultrasound didn't show any abnormalities, 17:45.105 --> 17:48.067 so we're gonna do a CT scan to get a better look, okay? 17:48.150 --> 17:50.027 [ Quietly ] Is it possible to get some privacy? 17:50.110 --> 17:52.780 -You and I? Without-- -Oh, um, Dr. Yasuda, 17:52.863 --> 17:54.448 can you take Mrs. Peters to grab a coffee? 17:54.531 --> 17:57.451 Yeah. Mrs. Peters, if you would just follow me-- 17:57.534 --> 17:59.119 Oh! It's here. 17:59.203 --> 18:01.622 I used the app to locate my phone. It's in here. 18:01.705 --> 18:02.915 Let me call it. Sharon, please-- 18:02.998 --> 18:04.416 Ah, Harold, give me two seconds, 18:04.500 --> 18:06.001 and you can be alone all you want. 18:06.085 --> 18:07.836 -I really need you to leave. -[ Cellphone vibrating ] 18:07.920 --> 18:08.879 Sharon! 18:08.962 --> 18:10.130 Shh-shh-shh-shh. 18:10.214 --> 18:12.257 [ Cellphone vibrating ] 18:12.341 --> 18:13.592 Oh, for God's sake, are you sitting on it? 18:13.675 --> 18:16.762 It sounds like it's coming directly from yo-- 18:17.429 --> 18:18.889 -Mm. -Harold, 18:18.972 --> 18:20.557 did you stick my phone up your ass? 18:20.641 --> 18:21.642 Please say no. 18:21.725 --> 18:23.644 You're always on the damn thing! 18:23.727 --> 18:25.270 -Oh, my God. -We don't even know 18:25.354 --> 18:26.355 what your face looks like anymore 18:26.438 --> 18:28.232 'cause you're glued to social media! 18:28.315 --> 18:29.983 Unbelievable. 18:30.067 --> 18:31.568 -Ow! -Oh, my God! 18:31.652 --> 18:34.863 Page Dr. Altman so I can retrieve the [clears throat] phone. 18:34.947 --> 18:37.449 -Hang it up! -Yeah. Oh, oh, God. 18:37.533 --> 18:39.701 Okay. Okay. I-- 18:44.665 --> 18:48.585 Bailey: So, are things at least improving at Grey-Sloan? 18:49.753 --> 18:52.005 -How are you doing it? -Doing what? 18:52.089 --> 18:55.008 Not breaking things 18:55.092 --> 18:58.303 and sobbing uncontrollably and screaming in public 18:58.387 --> 18:59.805 every time you look at Pru's face 18:59.888 --> 19:01.932 and think about the world that she's growing up in? 19:05.060 --> 19:07.771 I try to remember she's already lost one parent, 19:07.855 --> 19:11.108 and if I did something to get myself arrested, 19:12.109 --> 19:15.028 no one would be there 19:15.112 --> 19:17.239 to read her "The Pout-Pout Fish" at bedtime. 19:18.657 --> 19:20.492 I mean, Ben, he just reads the words. 19:20.576 --> 19:22.578 I do it with the rhythm. 19:22.661 --> 19:25.122 [ Humming rhythmically ] 19:26.331 --> 19:29.042 Carina and I did extend our clinic hours 19:29.126 --> 19:31.044 to accommodate the patients from out of state. 19:31.128 --> 19:35.632 Oh. Are you having to pick up more hours in surgery, 19:35.716 --> 19:38.594 or has that calmed down now that the interns are back? 19:39.219 --> 19:40.387 No! 19:40.470 --> 19:42.848 -What? -I thought you wanted 19:42.931 --> 19:44.641 to be my mom friend. 19:44.725 --> 19:46.768 [ Chuckling ] I'm just making conversation. 19:46.852 --> 19:49.521 You are using me for information about the hospital. 19:49.605 --> 19:51.899 You want me to be your Deep Throat! 19:53.066 --> 19:55.319 -I prefer Delta Source... -[ Scoffs ] 19:55.402 --> 19:57.196 ...an Imperial intelligence source 19:57.279 --> 19:59.948 during the early years of the New Republic. 20:02.326 --> 20:04.077 Well, you gonna talk or not? 20:07.331 --> 20:09.416 [ Indistinct conversations ] 20:09.499 --> 20:10.876 Alright, Harold, let me know 20:10.959 --> 20:12.211 if you feel any discomfort, okay? 20:12.294 --> 20:13.629 Physical or emotional? 20:13.712 --> 20:15.005 Uh, we're gonna be fast. 20:15.088 --> 20:17.007 Okay, Yasuda, I need you to press hard 20:17.090 --> 20:18.508 on the lower left quadrant, okay? 20:18.592 --> 20:19.801 Don't forget gloves. 20:19.885 --> 20:21.845 I'm beginning to understand why you did this, Harold. 20:21.929 --> 20:24.389 -What? -Okay, ready here. 20:24.473 --> 20:26.225 Okay, here we go. Now, Harold, 20:26.642 --> 20:28.185 I'm gonna need you to bear down. 20:28.268 --> 20:30.604 No one should ever say that to another human being. 20:30.687 --> 20:31.980 And push. 20:32.064 --> 20:33.065 [ Straining ] 20:33.774 --> 20:35.484 Alright, try forceps or a balloon catheter. 20:35.567 --> 20:37.069 Push harder, Harold. 20:37.152 --> 20:40.864 [ Grunting ] 20:40.948 --> 20:42.032 Owen, if you can't grasp it, 20:42.115 --> 20:43.367 he's gonna have to go to the operating room. 20:43.450 --> 20:45.244 [ Phone clangs ] 20:45.327 --> 20:47.079 [ Sighs ] You wanna take that to his wife? 20:47.162 --> 20:48.455 Hmm? 20:52.459 --> 20:55.045 I'm the guy who killed his college roommate. 20:55.128 --> 20:57.130 They're gonna make podcasts about me. 20:57.214 --> 20:58.298 He is not dead. 20:58.382 --> 20:59.841 And I believe we can save him 20:59.925 --> 21:01.927 once we know exactly how to treat him. 21:02.010 --> 21:04.012 Can you tell me anything you know about him? 21:04.096 --> 21:07.391 Um, he's from Massachusetts. Parents are divorced, 21:07.474 --> 21:09.810 and I don't ask about it 'cause my parents are divorced 21:09.893 --> 21:11.228 and I don't like talking about it. 21:11.311 --> 21:12.854 Uh, he's a history major, 21:12.938 --> 21:15.399 loves sports documentaries, hates coffee, I mean-- 21:15.482 --> 21:17.234 Anything you know about his health. 21:17.317 --> 21:19.569 Oh. Um... 21:20.070 --> 21:21.780 He had syphilis once. 21:23.282 --> 21:25.742 [ Siren wails in distance ] 21:26.451 --> 21:29.538 [Indistinct announcement over intercom] 21:29.621 --> 21:30.831 Hello. 21:32.124 --> 21:34.251 -Hey. -Hi. 21:34.334 --> 21:36.503 How was the, uh, kidney transplant? 21:36.586 --> 21:38.505 Uh, well, it's making urine already, 21:38.588 --> 21:40.173 -so, you know, on par. -Good. 21:40.257 --> 21:42.259 -Yeah. -Good. 21:42.342 --> 21:44.428 And you're liking the, um, new position? 21:44.511 --> 21:45.846 I saw all the changes that you made. 21:45.929 --> 21:48.223 Yeah. Uh, is there an issue? 21:48.307 --> 21:49.474 Not at all. 21:49.558 --> 21:51.059 Okay, good. 21:52.269 --> 21:53.353 Where are you staying? 21:53.437 --> 21:55.022 You know, same place on Union. 21:55.105 --> 21:57.024 Oh. I like that place. 21:57.107 --> 21:58.066 Yeah, you're acting a little weird. 21:58.150 --> 22:00.652 -Excuse me. Chief Grey? -Yes. 22:00.736 --> 22:01.987 Um, it's Chase. 22:02.612 --> 22:04.323 -Oh. Okay. -Sorry. 22:04.406 --> 22:05.907 -Good luck. -Sorry. 22:06.616 --> 22:08.994 Link: His foot's cold, and I can't get a Doppler signal 22:09.077 --> 22:11.204 anywhere below the knee. We don't make a move, 22:11.288 --> 22:13.040 this leg could turn gangrenous. 22:13.123 --> 22:14.374 Any family around? 22:15.459 --> 22:18.420 His mother is on a plane as we speak. 22:19.087 --> 22:21.715 Well, if she wants to see her son alive, 22:21.798 --> 22:23.258 that leg's gotta go. 22:23.342 --> 22:24.760 You have to amputate? 22:25.844 --> 22:26.720 You do. 22:27.637 --> 22:29.931 -I'm sorry, what? -Cutting something off 22:30.015 --> 22:31.850 is way easier than reattaching it. 22:31.933 --> 22:33.268 Get him prepped and upstairs. 22:40.025 --> 22:43.445 Maggie: Advance the guide wire carefully to the aortic annulus. 22:43.528 --> 22:45.030 Levi: It's very angulated here. 22:45.113 --> 22:46.406 I don't want to injure anything. 22:46.490 --> 22:47.991 It's okay. Just go slowly. 22:48.075 --> 22:49.201 - [ Doors slide open ] -There. Good. 22:49.284 --> 22:50.952 Winston: Schmitt, why aren't you in O.R. 4? 22:51.036 --> 22:53.121 Because I am trying really hard not to injure 22:53.205 --> 22:55.665 this man's vasculature in this O.R. 22:55.749 --> 22:57.793 You prepped and studied for my VATS lobectomy. 22:57.876 --> 22:59.836 And if I remember correctly, you begged to be my assist. 22:59.920 --> 23:01.630 If you were supposed to be his assist, 23:01.713 --> 23:03.215 then why are you in here being mine? 23:03.298 --> 23:05.092 The schedule changed so much. 23:05.175 --> 23:07.010 And you are chief of cardio. 23:07.094 --> 23:10.389 And I play Dungeons & Dragons, so I follow hierarchy. 23:10.472 --> 23:13.392 And for the record, I'm very tired. 23:13.475 --> 23:15.936 Please don't say that with your hands in my patient. 23:16.019 --> 23:17.229 I thought I was helping you. 23:17.312 --> 23:18.814 By taking my assist to be yours? 23:18.897 --> 23:20.232 -Winston-- -Alright, you know what? 23:20.315 --> 23:22.401 I'll reschedule the lobectomy again. 23:30.992 --> 23:32.077 Hi. 23:33.870 --> 23:35.664 -Oh, uh, Marsh. -Yeah. 23:35.747 --> 23:39.042 What exactly is "mini Grand Rounds," 23:39.126 --> 23:40.752 and why was I invited? 23:40.836 --> 23:42.087 Uh, we did them in Minnesota. 23:42.170 --> 23:44.840 Interns take turns presenting on cases to their class. 23:44.923 --> 23:47.759 It helps their skills for rounds and future lecture capabilities. 23:47.843 --> 23:50.053 -So it's good. -Well, what am I supposed to do? 23:50.137 --> 23:52.931 Well, I thought you could be there to help me provide feedback. 23:53.014 --> 23:54.850 Look, is this gonna be a thing? 23:54.933 --> 23:57.185 Someone questions me every time I make a change to the program? 23:57.269 --> 23:59.688 Because I kinda thought that's why I was hired here. 24:02.065 --> 24:05.277 Look, um, six months ago, 24:05.360 --> 24:08.155 I was trying everything I could to save this place. 24:08.238 --> 24:10.031 My wife wasn't doing well. 24:10.115 --> 24:13.076 I blamed you for Meredith going to Minnesota. 24:13.160 --> 24:14.369 I wasn't my best self. 24:14.453 --> 24:16.830 I've already apologized to Meredith about it. 24:16.913 --> 24:20.542 And, um, well, you deserve the same. 24:21.209 --> 24:22.502 I'm sorry. 24:22.586 --> 24:25.046 I appreciate that, Dr. Webber, I do, but... 24:26.047 --> 24:27.924 it does kinda feel like there's more here. 24:28.008 --> 24:30.218 Oh, no. N-- 24:30.302 --> 24:32.345 [ Sighs ] Well, okay, yes. 24:32.429 --> 24:34.598 Um, it's none of my business, 24:34.681 --> 24:38.018 and I'm not exactly sure what happened between the two of you, 24:38.101 --> 24:40.770 but, um, she's worth taking a job for. 24:41.646 --> 24:43.398 If that's why you did it. 24:43.482 --> 24:47.736 And I'd be honored to join you for feedback. 24:48.361 --> 24:50.155 Okay. 24:50.238 --> 24:52.491 Oh, and, uh, Marsh, uh, 24:52.574 --> 24:54.242 program's yours now. 24:54.326 --> 24:57.496 [ "Are You Ready" by Kenny Sharp playing ] 24:57.579 --> 24:59.206 ♪ Ah, ah ♪ 25:04.211 --> 25:07.422 ♪ From my head to my toes from my heart to my soul ♪ 25:07.506 --> 25:08.840 ♪ Feel my pulse, yeah it's racing electric ♪ 25:08.924 --> 25:11.259 I thought you were getting to scrub in with Dr. Ndugu. 25:11.343 --> 25:12.761 [ Sighs ] His wife rescheduled it. 25:12.844 --> 25:14.304 ♪ Keep my spirit alive ♪ 25:14.387 --> 25:17.474 He's married to Dr. Pierce, and there are clearly issues. 25:17.557 --> 25:19.768 Ah, do they back-seat-drive each other's rectals? 25:20.143 --> 25:22.145 What is that a euphemism for? 25:22.229 --> 25:25.982 Nothing. I literally just experienced that with Dr. Altman and Dr. Hunt. 25:26.066 --> 25:27.484 Why is everyone married to each other? 25:27.567 --> 25:29.444 Because doctors have no lives 25:29.528 --> 25:31.154 and no time to meet normal people. 25:31.238 --> 25:33.949 -♪ Are you ready? Mm-hmm ♪ -[ Cellphone chimes ] 25:34.032 --> 25:36.117 Great. Everything sucks. 25:36.201 --> 25:37.160 ♪ Gonna have a good time ♪ 25:37.244 --> 25:40.789 ♪ Tell me, are you ready? Mm-hmm ♪ 25:40.872 --> 25:42.040 ♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪ 25:42.123 --> 25:44.000 ♪ Gonna have a good time ♪ 25:47.128 --> 25:49.548 Jules: Are you flirting with me on a sick patient's leg? 25:49.631 --> 25:52.801 Link: No. No, no, no. No, no, no. No. 25:52.884 --> 25:54.761 Crap. No. That is not me flirting. 25:54.844 --> 25:57.055 That is me being an encouraging teacher. 25:57.138 --> 25:58.723 Supportive. 25:58.807 --> 26:01.101 In an appropriate way. 26:01.184 --> 26:03.770 Uh, I didn't put a winky face next to it or anything. 26:03.853 --> 26:06.189 I-I genuinely don't want you to cut off the wrong leg. 26:09.985 --> 26:13.113 ♪ Tell me, are you ready? Tell me, are you ready? ♪ 26:13.196 --> 26:14.030 Ten blade, please. 26:14.114 --> 26:15.865 ♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪ 26:15.949 --> 26:17.033 ♪ Gonna have a good time ♪ 26:17.117 --> 26:20.704 ♪ Tell me, are you ready? Tell me, are you ready? ♪ 26:20.787 --> 26:22.122 ♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪ 26:22.205 --> 26:25.292 ♪ Gonna have a good time good time ♪ 26:25.375 --> 26:26.710 ♪ Mm-mm ♪ 26:26.793 --> 26:30.171 ♪ Mm-mm, mm-mm ♪ 26:30.255 --> 26:32.424 -[ Monitors beeping rapidly ] -[ Door opens ] 26:32.507 --> 26:35.260 What happened? He just started breathing really hard, 26:35.343 --> 26:36.720 then he made this choking sound. 26:36.803 --> 26:38.513 -Is he dead? -He's in cardiac arrest. 26:38.597 --> 26:40.432 -He needs to be intubated. -Should I get Dr. Altman? 26:40.515 --> 26:41.433 No, there's no time. 26:41.516 --> 26:43.727 -Mrs. Peters, I need you to step outside. -But Harold-- 26:43.810 --> 26:44.978 We're gonna take care of him, okay? 26:45.061 --> 26:46.521 -Wait, you're gonna do it? -Nope. 26:46.605 --> 26:47.606 I'm gonna walk you through it now. 26:47.689 --> 26:49.190 Switch with me. 26:49.983 --> 26:51.985 [ Breathing deeply ] 26:52.068 --> 26:53.612 Okay, don't over-think this, Yasuda. 26:53.695 --> 26:55.405 Make sure you have everything ready that you need. 26:55.488 --> 26:56.698 Test the tube. 26:57.240 --> 26:58.825 Tube looks good. Stylet. 27:00.452 --> 27:01.578 Okay, grab the scope. 27:02.287 --> 27:03.788 Okay. Other way. 27:03.872 --> 27:06.082 -Ah, sorry. -Visualize the cords. 27:06.166 --> 27:07.042 -Okay. -Ready? 27:07.125 --> 27:09.336 -Okay. I can see them. -Take the tube. Insert it. 27:09.419 --> 27:12.339 We don't have much time here, so one fluid motion. 27:12.422 --> 27:13.840 Trust your instincts on the angle. 27:13.923 --> 27:14.924 I got it through. 27:15.008 --> 27:17.302 [ Breathing heavily ] 27:17.385 --> 27:18.553 Cuffs up. 27:18.637 --> 27:19.596 Let's start bagging. 27:20.347 --> 27:21.556 Well? 27:22.932 --> 27:24.517 Breath sounds on both sides. 27:24.726 --> 27:26.853 -Breath sounds on both sides. -Nice work, Yasuda. 27:26.936 --> 27:28.605 Airway is secured. 27:28.688 --> 27:31.066 All we need to do now is, uh, get his circulation back. 27:31.149 --> 27:32.150 Good job. 27:32.233 --> 27:34.110 I requested a single room. 27:34.194 --> 27:38.948 Grew up an only child and have-- or had-- social anxiety. 27:39.032 --> 27:42.410 Dreaded meeting new people, large parties. 27:42.494 --> 27:44.788 Anytime I got an e-mail during orientation 27:44.871 --> 27:48.208 with the word "mixer" in the subject line, I-I panicked. 27:48.958 --> 27:51.544 Then Student Services assigned me a roommate. 27:51.628 --> 27:53.922 And I almost dropped out. 27:54.005 --> 27:55.340 Till I met Chase. 27:55.924 --> 27:57.467 I know this is gonna sound really weird, 27:57.550 --> 28:00.512 but you know those emotional support animals 28:00.595 --> 28:02.180 for people who can't handle crowded places? 28:02.263 --> 28:04.641 You're comparing him to... a dog. 28:04.724 --> 28:06.601 [ Chuckles ] He fixed all my issues! 28:06.685 --> 28:10.021 I mean, he-- he showed me how to walk up to a group of people 28:10.105 --> 28:11.481 and actually talk to them. 28:11.564 --> 28:13.066 We haven't gotten into a single fight, 28:13.149 --> 28:15.026 and we basically live on top of each other 28:15.110 --> 28:16.194 inside of a crowded dorm. 28:16.277 --> 28:20.657 I mean, we've had colds together, flu, athlete's foot, 28:20.740 --> 28:22.158 which I don't know if you've had, but-- 28:22.242 --> 28:23.451 Crowded dorm. 28:24.327 --> 28:25.954 Do you know if Chase received 28:26.037 --> 28:27.455 all of his childhood vaccinations? 28:27.539 --> 28:29.582 I don't know. Why? 28:31.584 --> 28:34.170 -I-Is he gonna be okay? -I hope so! 28:35.004 --> 28:36.965 I know this goes against everything you've been taught, 28:37.048 --> 28:38.550 but you need to cut harder. 28:38.633 --> 28:40.927 All the way through the joint, layer by layer. 28:41.928 --> 28:43.847 [ Door opens, Simone breathing heavily ] 28:43.930 --> 28:45.056 -Link: Griffith? -Simone: The food poisoning 28:45.181 --> 28:47.308 was a distractor. Chase has meningococcus. 28:47.392 --> 28:48.727 -His cultures came back? -Not finalized, 28:48.810 --> 28:50.979 but I checked his records. He was never vaccinated for it, 28:51.062 --> 28:52.897 and his gram stain is showing gram-negative diplococci. 28:52.981 --> 28:55.275 Meningococcus would explain the septic shock. 28:55.358 --> 28:57.318 -Not to mention, it's common in college-- -College dorms. 28:57.444 --> 28:59.154 Jules: There's too much blood. I-I can't control the bleeding. 28:59.237 --> 29:02.115 Oh, God. He's not clotting properly due to the DIC. 29:02.198 --> 29:03.700 Damn it. I did everything you told me to! 29:03.783 --> 29:05.702 Clamp. Elevate the leg. 29:05.785 --> 29:07.078 Turn up the tourniquet. 29:07.162 --> 29:08.204 Clamp. 29:16.671 --> 29:20.508 So residents now get free weekly lunch... 29:20.592 --> 29:22.260 -Mm-hmm. -...attending mentors, 29:22.343 --> 29:24.012 and an extra hour of sleep? 29:24.095 --> 29:25.764 -Mm-hmm. -And let me guess, 29:25.847 --> 29:28.016 there's a pinball machine in the locker room now, too? 29:28.099 --> 29:30.685 [ Laughs ] No. Oh, but I did hear a rumor 29:30.769 --> 29:33.229 about monthly passes to a yoga studio. 29:33.313 --> 29:34.731 [ Scoffs ] 29:34.814 --> 29:36.316 You think the program's gone soft. 29:36.399 --> 29:39.736 No. I think it's finally headed in the right direction. 29:39.819 --> 29:42.864 I'm angry because I tried 29:42.947 --> 29:46.034 to implement similar changes at various times 29:46.117 --> 29:48.161 and was always met with resistance. 29:48.244 --> 29:50.038 You're allowed to change your mind. 29:50.121 --> 29:51.998 If you miss it, you can come back. 29:55.710 --> 29:58.755 I started a garden at Pru's preschool. 29:58.838 --> 30:02.467 We planted daffodils and sunflowers 30:02.550 --> 30:03.885 and talked about plant life cycles 30:03.968 --> 30:06.137 and how when you plant a seed, 30:06.221 --> 30:10.058 the roots have to grow first, before anything else. 30:12.602 --> 30:16.439 I wrote a sex education program with a community clinic. 30:16.523 --> 30:21.569 I'm answering phones for a women's organization. 30:21.653 --> 30:23.154 I am planting seeds. 30:23.446 --> 30:24.739 Growing roots. 30:25.698 --> 30:28.159 I-I think I'm following, but-- 30:28.243 --> 30:29.619 I'm still not ready. 30:30.203 --> 30:31.996 -You're still not ready. -No. 30:32.622 --> 30:33.832 Okay. 30:36.751 --> 30:38.169 But, Wilson... 30:38.962 --> 30:42.382 I do count you as a mom friend. 30:43.716 --> 30:45.093 [ Chuckles ] 30:50.640 --> 30:52.517 Altman paged me. What do you got? 30:52.600 --> 30:54.227 A central line. I can't do it on my own. 30:54.310 --> 30:56.771 Alright, okay. You go ahead, Hunt. 30:56.855 --> 30:58.189 Okay. Thank you. 30:59.107 --> 31:00.775 I'm sure she loves every moment of this. 31:00.859 --> 31:03.194 You know, she considers this payback 31:03.278 --> 31:05.697 for the past six months when I wasn't able to work. 31:06.614 --> 31:08.324 I mean, I was miserable, Richard. 31:08.408 --> 31:10.660 I'm a trauma surgeon who was trained in the military. 31:10.743 --> 31:12.453 I am wired to work. 31:12.537 --> 31:14.664 So instead of sitting around drinking 31:14.747 --> 31:16.291 and looking at people with hate, 31:16.374 --> 31:19.335 I surfed to distract myself. 31:19.419 --> 31:22.422 I built sandcastles to entertain my kids. 31:22.505 --> 31:27.010 I wrote letters to Congress in support of burn pit legislation. 31:27.093 --> 31:28.511 And I maybe chose 31:28.595 --> 31:30.221 the most expensive attorney that I could find 31:30.305 --> 31:32.432 to get my career back. And you know what's hilarious? 31:32.515 --> 31:34.017 She's the one who said that we should run. 31:34.100 --> 31:36.895 And I listened 'cause she's my wife and I love her. 31:36.978 --> 31:38.104 I love her despite the fact 31:38.187 --> 31:41.107 that she highlights our credit-card bill balance 31:41.190 --> 31:43.318 and posts it on the fridge just so I don't forget 31:43.401 --> 31:44.319 that we're broke. 31:44.402 --> 31:46.112 So now, not only am I 31:46.195 --> 31:48.072 living with someone who resents me at home, 31:48.156 --> 31:51.117 she stands over me every second here at work. 31:53.578 --> 31:55.371 Line's in. 31:55.455 --> 31:56.748 Um... 31:56.831 --> 32:01.836 I-I suggest you find some physical space. 32:01.920 --> 32:04.172 Yeah. You got any ideas? 32:05.465 --> 32:10.303 Man: [ Over intercom ] Dr. Gear to the E.R., stat. Dr. Gear to the E.R., stat. 32:11.846 --> 32:14.140 I'm sorry I messed up your schedule. 32:15.516 --> 32:17.685 Today, or the past six months? 32:20.521 --> 32:23.316 I know I've leaned on you, and I-I'm sorry, 32:23.399 --> 32:26.903 but you are so talented, and I needed that in my O.R. 32:26.986 --> 32:30.365 I needed to be able to trust the person standing next to me. 32:30.448 --> 32:31.991 And we didn't have any residents. 32:32.075 --> 32:33.743 -Now we do. -We have interns. 32:33.826 --> 32:35.411 Okay. That makes it okay to treat me 32:35.495 --> 32:37.330 the way you used to treat me back when we were at Tufts? 32:37.413 --> 32:38.790 As your resident? 32:39.290 --> 32:40.708 Of course not. 32:40.792 --> 32:44.003 [ Sighs ] Why do you think I'm so talented, Maggie? 32:44.087 --> 32:46.547 Because you-- you are. [ Chuckles ] 32:46.631 --> 32:47.632 I mean, you've studied. 32:47.715 --> 32:49.801 You've practiced. You work really hard. 32:49.884 --> 32:52.553 I had a good teacher. That's why. 32:52.637 --> 32:55.556 And you can't expect everyone to be as good as you and me 32:55.640 --> 32:58.476 unless you teach them. Unless we teach them. 32:58.559 --> 33:01.270 And I can't do that if you're constantly pulling me off my cases. 33:01.354 --> 33:03.564 It's not fair to me. It's not fair to my patients. 33:03.648 --> 33:05.066 It's not fair to this next class. 33:05.149 --> 33:06.150 Okay. 33:06.901 --> 33:08.152 Okay? 33:08.653 --> 33:12.073 [ Sighs ] I really am a good teacher, aren't I? 33:12.156 --> 33:13.700 [ Laughs ] 33:14.492 --> 33:17.161 Just don't let them fall in love with you. 33:17.245 --> 33:19.539 -Because-- -[ Both laugh ] 33:19.622 --> 33:23.793 [ "Myself" by Marvin Brooks playing ] 33:27.422 --> 33:29.674 -He looks awful. -♪ Stony roads uphill ♪ 33:29.757 --> 33:31.592 Meredith: But he's alive. 33:31.676 --> 33:34.012 -And he doesn't have a leg? -From the knee down. 33:34.095 --> 33:36.806 But you can live without a leg. And he has that option now. 33:36.889 --> 33:39.100 Due to Dr. Griffith's quick thinking. 33:39.684 --> 33:41.769 The culture came back for meningococcus. 33:41.853 --> 33:44.939 His mom should be here soon, but you can go and sit with him 33:45.023 --> 33:46.983 so long as we get you gowned and gloved. 33:47.567 --> 33:49.652 -Thank you. -Okay. 33:49.736 --> 33:51.195 ♪ Can anybody hear me? ♪ 33:51.279 --> 33:52.572 ♪ Mama always said that ♪ 33:52.655 --> 33:54.407 We'll all need to be on a four-day regimen 33:54.490 --> 33:57.035 of prophylactic antibiotics due to the exposure. 33:57.118 --> 33:58.911 ♪ 'Cause you might just burn yourself ♪ 33:58.995 --> 34:01.372 -How's Millin? -I don't know. 34:01.456 --> 34:03.916 Okay, well, Chase had uncontrollable coagulopathy. 34:04.000 --> 34:06.377 Any one of you would have struggled to control that bleeding. 34:06.461 --> 34:09.130 So be there for her, because when it's you that makes the mistake-- 34:09.213 --> 34:11.382 -I won't. -You will, and when you do, 34:11.466 --> 34:14.093 those people are the only people who will understand. 34:14.177 --> 34:16.012 It's too early to go numb, Griffith. 34:16.095 --> 34:19.724 What if I'm not the comforting type? 34:19.807 --> 34:22.018 Surely there must be something that makes you feel better 34:22.101 --> 34:23.144 when you have a day like that. 34:23.227 --> 34:26.814 ♪ If this has a meanin' then I will keep breathin' ♪ 34:26.898 --> 34:27.982 I have faith in you. 34:28.066 --> 34:30.777 ♪ As long as it takes ♪ 34:30.860 --> 34:36.783 ♪ Where will I go now I don't need to know now ♪ 34:36.866 --> 34:41.245 ♪ No weight on my shoulder the wind will tell ♪ 34:41.329 --> 34:42.538 Mmm. 34:43.498 --> 34:46.084 It's the only place in the hospital that smells good. 34:46.793 --> 34:48.628 Like peppermint. 34:49.754 --> 34:52.757 -♪ 'Cause you might just burn yourself ♪ -It's eucalyptus. 34:54.258 --> 34:56.594 Stuffed animals are pretty soft, too. 34:56.677 --> 34:58.763 ♪ Oh, I ♪ 34:58.846 --> 35:02.517 ♪ The more you inspire ♪ 35:02.600 --> 35:06.020 ♪ The more you see yourself ♪ 35:07.313 --> 35:09.690 ♪ Oh, ah ♪ 35:09.774 --> 35:11.567 -[ Knock on door ] -Meredith: Come in. 35:11.651 --> 35:13.444 You paged? Yeah. I just, uh-- 35:13.528 --> 35:15.696 I wanted to go over this budget request 35:15.780 --> 35:18.116 for the, um, "Lunch & Learns." 35:18.199 --> 35:20.451 -What is a Lunch & Learn? -Well, the department 35:20.535 --> 35:23.579 provides the interns protected time for lunch once a week, 35:23.663 --> 35:26.207 and rotating attendings will lecture. 35:27.125 --> 35:29.544 You really want to talk about this right now? 35:29.627 --> 35:30.711 Do you have somewhere else to be? 35:30.795 --> 35:32.630 Why does it seem like you're mad at me? 35:33.256 --> 35:34.966 I'm not. 35:35.049 --> 35:38.678 You haven't said two words to me since you've been here. 35:38.761 --> 35:40.513 I thought, since you were here-- 35:40.596 --> 35:42.140 That's just it. Wha-- You thought what? 35:42.223 --> 35:44.559 I-I kind of need you to say it here, Meredith. 35:44.642 --> 35:46.227 You need me to say what? 35:46.310 --> 35:47.812 Great, you're both here. 35:47.895 --> 35:49.188 We're in the middle of something right now. 35:49.272 --> 35:51.190 -I can't work for Teddy. -It's been a day. 35:51.274 --> 35:54.902 It's been a week. But anyway, I talked an intern through an intubation today, 35:54.986 --> 35:56.362 and I was pretty damn good at it, 35:56.445 --> 35:58.614 so let me be a teacher for these next six months. 35:58.698 --> 36:00.283 That's how I can be helpful. 36:00.366 --> 36:02.034 I won't keep attendings away from their own services, 36:02.118 --> 36:03.744 and Schmitt won't be run into the ground. 36:03.828 --> 36:05.872 Let me work for you. I'll teach labs, 36:05.955 --> 36:08.499 skills, sutures, anything. I'm your guy to teach. 36:08.583 --> 36:10.710 Because I cannot stand in that E.R. 36:10.793 --> 36:12.128 with my wife looking over my shoulder, 36:12.211 --> 36:13.880 or only something terrible will happen. 36:13.963 --> 36:16.382 So save my marriage, Nick Marsh. Please, save me. 36:19.594 --> 36:20.845 Okay? 36:21.846 --> 36:24.182 -Oh. Sure. -Okay. Thank you. 36:24.265 --> 36:25.725 Thank you for your time. 36:25.808 --> 36:27.393 Thank you. Yeah. 36:29.187 --> 36:31.439 If you disagree with any of the changes, let me know. 36:31.522 --> 36:33.357 Nick. Nick! 36:33.441 --> 36:35.776 Look, I don't have time for all this back and forth, Meredith. 36:35.860 --> 36:37.987 And based on the way people just walk on in here, 36:38.070 --> 36:39.739 neither do you. Good night. 36:40.239 --> 36:41.949 I went numb. 36:42.033 --> 36:44.744 The program shut down, and we lost a patient. 36:44.827 --> 36:46.871 And you didn't have my back. 36:46.954 --> 36:49.582 You know how many people I've lost in my life. 36:49.665 --> 36:51.542 And when I watched you walk away, 36:51.626 --> 36:54.378 and I thought I lost you, then I went numb. 36:54.795 --> 36:56.964 That's why I didn't call you for six months. 36:58.299 --> 37:01.552 An then when I saw you in the surgical corridor, I... 37:03.846 --> 37:05.264 [ Sighs ] 37:05.348 --> 37:06.891 I could feel again. 37:08.309 --> 37:10.519 I know I'm still in love with you. 37:11.687 --> 37:14.023 -[ Sighs ] -I know my life is crazy. 37:14.106 --> 37:15.233 And I know I can't stop people 37:15.316 --> 37:17.944 from coming in the door every five minutes 37:18.027 --> 37:20.780 and interrupting absolutely everything I do. 37:24.533 --> 37:26.077 But I do know that I love you. 37:26.661 --> 37:28.871 So if that's what you need to hear, 37:28.955 --> 37:31.916 I'll say it, as many times as you need to hear it. 37:36.087 --> 37:37.838 Can I take you to dinner? 37:38.881 --> 37:40.424 Let me take you to dinner. 37:41.092 --> 37:42.260 No. 37:42.343 --> 37:43.678 No? 37:43.761 --> 37:46.973 But you can take me 37:47.056 --> 37:49.016 to Zola's presentation 37:49.100 --> 37:51.143 for the Pacific Northwest Scholars. 37:52.436 --> 37:53.562 I'm in. 37:53.646 --> 37:54.772 Okay. 37:56.399 --> 37:58.192 See you tonight. 37:58.276 --> 38:01.445 Meredith: Tension exists throughout the entire body. 38:01.529 --> 38:03.406 ♪ Ooh ♪ 38:03.489 --> 38:06.659 How it affects you depends on how you manage it. 38:08.244 --> 38:11.163 -Why? -It's a coping mechanism. 38:11.247 --> 38:12.540 There was a study out of Amsterdam 38:12.623 --> 38:14.667 that said when people touch stuffed animals, 38:14.750 --> 38:16.877 especially if they have low self-esteem, 38:16.961 --> 38:17.837 it helps relieve anxiety. 38:17.920 --> 38:19.463 I don't have low self-esteem. 38:19.547 --> 38:21.340 I intubated a patient today. 38:21.424 --> 38:22.883 Neither does Adams. 38:22.967 --> 38:26.053 He's sleeping with Dr. Shepherd, chief of neuro. 38:26.137 --> 38:27.596 -What? I-- -Well, it makes me feel better. 38:27.680 --> 38:30.016 I'm not. Why-Why-Why would you think that? 38:30.099 --> 38:32.810 Uh, I saw you two coming out of the on-call room together, 38:32.893 --> 38:34.270 whispering in the halls. 38:34.353 --> 38:36.439 Unless you have a different explanation? 38:38.566 --> 38:40.276 -[ Sighs ] -Geez. 38:40.359 --> 38:42.778 Oh, everyone owes me $12 for the stuffed animals. 38:42.862 --> 38:43.988 -Nope. -Who gives people a present... 38:44.071 --> 38:45.323 -Hey. -...then asks them to pay for it? 38:46.032 --> 38:47.199 ♪ I will walk ♪ 38:47.283 --> 38:48.409 I'm more of a cat person. 38:48.492 --> 38:49.660 Some people can self-regulate 38:49.744 --> 38:52.288 by breathing, meditation, exercise. 38:53.372 --> 38:56.042 They develop tools that help them fight the stress 38:56.125 --> 38:57.668 and reduce the pain it causes. 38:57.752 --> 38:59.920 Zola: While at the Clinic in Minnesota, 39:00.004 --> 39:03.007 Dr. Grey conducted six different clinical trials 39:03.090 --> 39:06.010 that helped lead to advances in cellular regeneration 39:06.093 --> 39:06.969 related to liver disease. 39:07.428 --> 39:09.764 She began a seventh, but she unfortunately, never completed it 39:09.847 --> 39:12.016 because she started exhibiting signs 39:12.099 --> 39:14.435 of early onset Alzheimer's disease. 39:14.518 --> 39:16.771 Early-- [ Breathes shakily ] 39:17.688 --> 39:20.816 Early onset Alzheimer's disease can be a... 39:20.900 --> 39:22.193 -[ Feedback ] -But not all people 39:22.276 --> 39:23.486 -are wired that way. -Be a... 39:23.569 --> 39:25.237 ♪ Where's the saving grace? ♪ 39:25.321 --> 39:30.076 Early onset Alzheimer's can be a genetic illness in which... 39:30.159 --> 39:32.703 Zola: [ Muffled ] Alzheimer's can be a... 39:32.787 --> 39:36.999 Um, it's genetic, which means... 39:37.083 --> 39:40.044 Meredith: Some people feel completely overwhelmed by it. 39:40.127 --> 39:42.630 -Something's wrong. -It's genetic. It means... 39:42.713 --> 39:46.425 [ Voice breaking ] It means my mom and my aunt, they'll get it, too. 39:46.509 --> 39:50.930 They'll get it. They're gonna die, and I'll have no one. 39:51.013 --> 39:53.057 My aunt and my mom are gonna die. 39:53.140 --> 39:55.601 They're gonna die. They're gonna die. 39:56.227 --> 39:58.312 And the tension freezes their bodies 39:58.396 --> 40:00.064 until they can't move at all. 40:00.147 --> 40:01.482 It's okay. 40:01.565 --> 40:03.692 [ Zola breathing shakily ] 40:11.200 --> 40:14.412 [ Closing theme music playing ]