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Meredith: In the 1800s,

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one of the more common reasons

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women visited the doctor
was "hysteria."

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Granny, I don't know where
your nice shoes are,

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but aren't you staying home?

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Can't you just wear
your slippers?

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Well, what about
next weekend?

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Kai: I'm in Miami for
a National Conference on Neuroscience.

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Miami is a six-hour flight
from Seattle.

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I could get on the redeye
Friday night.

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We'd have
all of Saturday,

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and then I could fly back Sunday
in time to pick up Scout.

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-Is that insane?
-A little.

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I wish I could get on a plane
to Minnesota right now.

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I'm not in Minnesota.

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You're not?
Where are you?

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A now-defunct diagnosis...

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♪ Walkin' on water
down the devil's road ♪

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..."hysteria" was used
to describe

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a wide array of symptoms --
chest pain, anxiety...

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I wish I could kiss you
right now, but I'm at work.

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...a swollen abdomen...

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-Hi.
-...mood swings.

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Hi.

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They tried a variety
of treatments for hysteria,

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ranging from rest
to psychosomatic therapy.

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Please can I watch
your bowel resection?

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You stay home from school,
you keep up with your work.

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That was our deal.

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I will never need to know
anything about

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the French Revolution,
ever.

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If you only know
about medicine,

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what will you talk
to your patients about?

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You talk to your patients
about European history?

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But true relief for these women
didn't exist...

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I have to catch up
with Maggie and Nick.

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Go to my office.
I'll see you soon, okay?

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...until physicians tried using

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what they called
pelvic massage.

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-Hey.
-Zola's skipping school again today.

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Well, she had another
panic attack,

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so what was
I supposed to do?

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The cure was called
a "hysterical paroxysm"...

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Wow.
What are you doing here?

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None of your business.
I'm a private citizen.

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...which today has come
to be known as an orgasm.

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Uh, yeah, I may have, uh, given
her and Dr. Wilson permission

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to use the interns
for a special project.

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You gave away our surgical
interns for the entire day?

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Well, I mean, the project's
important, and...

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do you really want
to tell Bailey no?

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Modern medicine continues
to recognize

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the stress-reducing benefits
of the female orgasm.

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But doctors no longer
perform the cure.

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Sign these.

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What are they?

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Release forms.

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-For what?
-Okay, new rule --

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No questions before 8:00 a.m.

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-Well, we just want to know what we--
-Save it for 8:01.

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I'll be in the pit
if you desperately need me

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and there is absolutely
no one else

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in your general vicinity
who can help.

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-Okay, but where --
-People, it's very simple-- no questions.

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You just didn't tell us
where we're going.

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-You're with Dr. Bailey.
-Who's Dr. Bailey?

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Wow, blasphemy.

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I am Dr. Bailey.

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[ Sighs ]

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What are you waiting for?
Let's go.

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I'm so sorry.

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I-I thought I met
all the attendings.

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I'm Mika Yasuda.

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No need to apologize.
I don't work here.

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Dr. Bailey was chief of surgery
until about six months ago.

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I left to spend time
with my family.

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That's nice.

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It was, and then
the Supreme Court went

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and stripped women
of our reproductive rights.

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Dr. Wilson has been helping me
with a sex-ed curriculum

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to teach teenagers
about their bodies

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because we now live
in a country

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where the only way
to guarantee

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you don't have to carry
an unwanted pregnancy

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is to not get pregnant.

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And
statistically speaking,

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teens need some big help
with that.

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So we are making
sex-education videos

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to put up on social media.

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We want to go viral --

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you know, like that cat
that plays the piano.

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Oh, come on, people,
get with it.

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Dr. Bailey,
we're surgical interns.

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We have progress notes
and nurses paging us,

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and we're behind
on discharge summaries.

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I don't even have time
to look at my phone.

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I've got
like 600 unread texts.

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Nurses love me.
You won't be bothered today.

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And in exchange
for your cooperation,

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you get the benefit
of working

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with yet another
world-class surgeon.

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[ Interns gasp ]

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Bailey: Dr. Montgomery.

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[ Sighs ]

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♪♪

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Oh, don't look so miserable.

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You're getting paid
to talk about sex today.

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Sex is fun, and I need you
to look like it.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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♪♪

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Okay.

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Addie, you really pulled out
all the stops on this one.

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And I am
so grateful.

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Well, I spend
every waking moment

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obsessing about the state of
women's health in this country,

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so this was an easy yes.

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Yeah. How much fallout are you
experiencing in California?

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Last week,
I had five patients

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asking for prophylactic
tubal ligations

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before they go
to college,

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because they're afraid of getting pregnant
in hostile states.

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18-year-olds wanting to get
their tubes tied.

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I mean,
it's the actual apocalypse.

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18? I didn't even want kids
until I was 30.

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Hi.
I'm Jo Wilson.

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We actually met during
your grand rounds

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on uterine transplants.

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And Dr. Schmitt is a g--
is a good friend of mine.

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Unless you didn't like him.
Then I hate him.

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Dr. Wilson,
I've heard great things.

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Uh...

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-Would you excuse me just a minute?
-Mm-hmm. Sure.

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I cannot believe it.
Shep--

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Dr. Montgomery.

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It's a -- an -- an honor
to be working with you.

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I'm -- I'm a huge fan of --
of -- of fertility

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and -- and your work in it,
specifically.

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Hi.
I'm Dr. Montgomery.

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Simone Griffith. Dr. Griffith.
Dr. -- Dr. Simone Griffith.

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Sorry, I'm starstruck.

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♪♪

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What do you mean,
I don't have any interns?

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They're off on some
special assignment.

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Well, what, did they enlist?
Bring them back, Owen.

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I have a full pit,
one surgical resident,

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and you, who's worse
than useless to me.

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You know what?
Talk to someone who cares.

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-Oh, excuse me, Dr. Altman.
-What?

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Well, as much as I respect
the purpose

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and intention
of Dr. Bailey's project,

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I could really use some more
hands-on experience in the pit.

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I'll do H&Ps, run labs, suture,
drain abscesses.

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I'll do anything
you need.

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Mm. You happy now?
Don't answer that.

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You're never happy.

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I'm a very happy person.
He's just bitter and broken.

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Let's go.

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Bailey: These are your scripts.
Stick to them.

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STDs, menstrual cycle,
anatomy,

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and you're all
on contraception.

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Uh, Dr. Webber,
there's plenty to go around.

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-Would you like to pick a topic?
-Richard?

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Uh, when I was 15,
I was handed a sack of flour

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to care
and treat like a baby.

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Do you have that?

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I'll be in my office.

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Alright, uh, any questions,
comments, concerns?

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Um, yeah.

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This is very important and all,
but I am not your guy.

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-Never had sex before?
-[ Intern snorts ]

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This is your assignment today,
so you are our guy.

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I think what Dr. Kwan
is trying to say is, uh,

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we're not
exactly qualified for this.

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-Yeah.
-Okay, do you understand

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that hundreds of thousands
of teenagers

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will become pregnant
this year?

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And now a lot of
those children

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will be forced
to carry their babies to term,

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or worse, give themselves
back-alley illegal abortions,

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get septic, and die.

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So if you all want to go hold
a retractor, go ahead.

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The rest of us will be here
saving lives.

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Hmm.

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Oh, s-so, we just talk
into the camera?

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Bailey: Not quite.
Come on in.

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I've organized volunteers
at my son's high school.

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Actual nightmare.

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No.

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Can't teach
without students.

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Hi.
Hi, everybody.

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-Hi.
-There we go.

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♪♪

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Excuse me, young man.

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Where's labor and delivery?

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-Are you looking for someone?
-Yes, my daughter.

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Her name is Denise.
Have you seen her?

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No. Um...

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She's having my grandbaby today.
I brought sustenance.

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Hey, Adams!
Come here.

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Um, this is, uh...

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Joyce -- Joyce Ward.

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Can you help her
find her daughter?

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-She's in labor.
-Can't an orderly do that?

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You want to go back
to sex class?

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Please follow me, ma'am.

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Nick: Hey. Yeah?

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Uh, is it true that you, uh,
gave away the surgical interns?

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Yeah, it's just for one day,
though.

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How much of the day?

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'Cause I need them to round
on Maggie's patients.

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Otherwise, I'll need to round
on her patients,

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-as well as my own patients.
-Right.

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What are they even doing?

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Uh, sex videos to prevent
teen pregnancy.

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Sex videos?

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Uh, no.
Uh, sex-education videos.

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Oh, okay, well, that --

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that's an important word
in that sentence.

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It is.

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Okay, I guess
I'll start rounds, then.

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-Okay.
-Okay.

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Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Seip, 4617.

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Dr. Jen Seip, 4617.

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Hey.
What you doing down here?

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Uh, just going
to the bathroom.

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Y-You're going
to the bathroom?

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You walked across
a pedestrian bridge,

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you took an elevator
down three flights,

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when there's a bathroom
in your mom's office?

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That's what that door is?

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What's up?

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Okay, fine, I was looking for
a gallery to watch surgery.

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-Ah.
-Please don't tell my mom.

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I can't do more
history homework. I can't.

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Yeah, well, I never really liked
history either.

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All the battles
you have to memorize,

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the old dudes
with the wigs.

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Who thought
that looked good?

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Okay, well, I don't have to be
in surgery for a few hours.

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You want to see
something cool?

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Okay, let's go.

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Simone: Track your menstrual cycle
with pen and paper, no apps.

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If you get an abortion,
hostile states might be able

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to use your phone as evidence
against you in criminal court.

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If your period is late,
take a pregnancy test.

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Um, medical abortions
are still, uh,

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legal and available
in many states.

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But, um, uh --

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But you have to know
that you're pregnant early

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if you want to use it.

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Take one birth control pill
by mouth

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every day at the same time.

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Or you can get an IUD
or an implant.

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IUD goes into the uterus.
An implant goes into your arm.

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Both are 99% effective
at preventing pregnancy.

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Morning-after pill.
[ Clears throat ]

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Uh, if the first layer
of contraception fails,

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take this as soon as possible
to, um, prevent pregnancy.

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Oh, look, see, that girl over
there is paying attention.

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Oh, wait, no,
I just didn't see her phone.

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"Get young people,"
you said.

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"They'll be good at this,"
you said.

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♪♪

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[ Door opens ]

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I know. I am sorry.

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I forgot.
I've got too much going on.

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Well, I will do it tonight
when I can't sleep.

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[ Breathing shakily ]

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Look, can we talk
about this later, please?

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Okay. Bye. I love you.

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-[ Door closes ]
-Hey.

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Are you okay?

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Do you remember
when the state fair was?

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Was it three weeks ago?

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Oh, I'm sorry, I don't.
I don't live here.

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Doesn't matter.

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Either way, it's late.

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What's late?

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Oh.

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Okay, well, um,
your period can be late

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for all sorts of reasons.

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But if you want, I can take you
for a blood test,

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just to be sure.

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Are you a doctor?

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Yes, I am a doctor.

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And you won't tell
my parents?

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No, this is between
you and me.

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♪♪

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I -- Okay, I get it.

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Did you tell the coordinator

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that the patient's
a rare HLA match?

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Okay, well, call them back
and send the latest labs.

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Thank you.

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Okay, what you want to do
is you take the left grasper

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and pass the peg
to the right grasper.

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Huh.

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Did I do it wrong?

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No, you did it,
uh, seamlessly.

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You sure your mom's
never shown you this before?

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-No, I swear.
-No?

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Okay, well,
I'm not gonna tell you

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how long it took
for me to nail that.

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Did you always know
you wanted to be a doctor?

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Me? [ Exhales sharply ]
Wow.

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Uh, no.
Gosh, no.

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Um, at first
I wanted to be the Flash.

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I thought he was underrated
but cool.

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Then I thought I was gonna
play professional baseball.

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That did not work out.

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And, uh, then I decided I was
gonna be a science teacher.

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And then what happened?

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Well, um --
Well, my mom died.

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You know, I forgot one.

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At one point, I was gonna be
an astronaut.

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You liked space?

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Uh, no,
I liked the ice cream.

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[ Laughs ] What?

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Where is your enthusiasm,

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your -- your passion
for science?

12:42.428 --> 12:43.679
We're losing them.

12:43.763 --> 12:44.638
We're reading all the facts
you gave us.

12:44.722 --> 12:46.140
You've turned it
into ASMR.

12:46.223 --> 12:47.850
You need to modulate
your voices.

12:47.933 --> 12:49.059
You know, connect!

12:49.143 --> 12:51.729
If I wanted someone to just read
facts from a sheet of paper,

12:51.812 --> 12:52.938
I could have
done that myself.

12:53.022 --> 12:54.899
Respectfully, we are not
the problem.

12:54.982 --> 12:57.151
These are boring factoids
that you could look up online.

12:57.234 --> 12:59.653
We need to teach these kids something
they want to learn about,

12:59.737 --> 13:01.739
engage their
sexual curiosity.

13:01.822 --> 13:04.575
No. Dr. Wilson wrote
a thorough curriculum.

13:04.658 --> 13:06.035
Just stick
with the script.

13:06.118 --> 13:08.162
Be better.
[ Sighs ]

13:08.245 --> 13:09.747
Aah!
[ Groaning ]

13:09.872 --> 13:11.749
Hey, hey, can you tell us
what hurts?

13:12.166 --> 13:13.375
She's tachy.

13:13.459 --> 13:15.920
And she feels warm.
Uh, get me a gurney right now.

13:16.378 --> 13:17.630
Dr. Wilson...

13:17.713 --> 13:18.839
[ Groans ]

13:21.759 --> 13:25.429
-Nick: Wow.
-It's basically like a video game.

13:26.388 --> 13:27.765
10 years of training,

13:27.848 --> 13:29.767
and I could have just been
playing a video game.

13:29.850 --> 13:31.352
I don't think they made this
back then.

13:31.435 --> 13:34.814
-[ Laughing ] Wow! Ouch. Okay.
-[ Laughs ]

13:35.397 --> 13:36.899
Mind if I use
one of these tables?

13:36.982 --> 13:38.859
Oh, hey. I didn't --
I didn't know you were here.

13:38.943 --> 13:40.945
Oh, I came up last minute
to see Amelia.

13:41.028 --> 13:42.780
Thought I'd do some
data analysis

13:42.863 --> 13:43.948
until she's finished
with work.

13:44.031 --> 13:45.241
How's the, uh --
How's the trial?

13:45.324 --> 13:47.076
We are hoping to start
the next phase

13:47.159 --> 13:48.661
in the next
couple of months

13:48.744 --> 13:51.622
if David doesn't fire
this latest research director.

13:51.705 --> 13:53.123
Yes.

13:53.207 --> 13:54.834
Meredith Grey is not easy
to replace.

13:54.917 --> 13:58.212
No. No, she's not.
She's not.

13:58.295 --> 13:59.588
-How's the new gig?
-I like it.

13:59.672 --> 14:00.881
I think
I'm pretty good at it.

14:00.965 --> 14:02.967
Uh, Zola,
what do you think?

14:03.050 --> 14:05.469
-Mom says you take big swings.
-[ Laughs ]

14:05.553 --> 14:06.971
♪♪

14:07.054 --> 14:08.597
Did you do that
just now?

14:09.014 --> 14:11.559
Mm-hmm.
Is it okay?

14:12.935 --> 14:14.979
That's a cognitive puzzle.

14:15.062 --> 14:17.106
Most adults can't do it
that fast.

14:17.773 --> 14:19.650
Hmm.

14:19.733 --> 14:22.319
You know, I have six
other grandchildren.

14:22.403 --> 14:24.029
But Denise is my baby.

14:24.113 --> 14:25.656
She needs me with her.

14:26.198 --> 14:28.409
Uh, excuse me.
We're looking for Denise Ward.

14:28.492 --> 14:29.910
This is her mother.

14:29.994 --> 14:32.329
Griffith --
Denise Griffith.

14:32.413 --> 14:33.622
She took
her husband's name.

14:33.706 --> 14:35.124
I'm not an O.B. nurse.

14:35.457 --> 14:37.293
And you have a tablet
in your armpit.

14:37.376 --> 14:39.128
Just...

14:41.130 --> 14:43.340
Are you sure
Denise came here?

14:43.424 --> 14:44.967
Uh, maybe she went to
Seattle Pres.

14:45.050 --> 14:47.303
No, no, she said
Seattle Grace.

14:49.096 --> 14:50.556
Uh, okay, got it.

14:50.639 --> 14:52.975
Just give me a minute
to find your daughter's chart.

14:53.058 --> 14:55.895
You know, if they have a boy,
they're gonna name him Calvin.

14:55.978 --> 14:58.731
I don't love it,
but I'm staying out of it.

14:58.814 --> 15:02.276
I hope it's a girl,
'cause if they have a girl,

15:02.359 --> 15:04.111
they're gonna
name her Simone.

15:04.570 --> 15:05.654
Isn't that beautiful?

15:06.530 --> 15:08.115
Simone.

15:08.198 --> 15:09.742
♪♪

15:09.825 --> 15:12.244
Bailey: Did we get ahold
of her parents?

15:12.328 --> 15:13.913
Jo: Mom's on the way.

15:13.996 --> 15:15.915
She also said it could
just be bad cramps,

15:15.998 --> 15:19.084
because Diamond has
"extremely traumatic periods."

15:19.627 --> 15:21.045
"Traumatic"
or "dramatic"?

15:21.128 --> 15:22.880
[ Laughs ]
It's unclear.

15:23.631 --> 15:25.215
Diamond,
are you on your period?

15:25.299 --> 15:26.759
Did my mom
tell you that?

15:26.842 --> 15:29.386
She tells everyone when
I'm on my freaking period.

15:29.470 --> 15:30.888
I get a bad grade
on a math quiz,

15:31.013 --> 15:32.806
she tells my teacher
I'm on my period.

15:32.890 --> 15:34.600
Like, we bleed.
Why does it matter?

15:35.142 --> 15:39.063
I'm the virgin who likes anime,
who passed out

15:39.146 --> 15:40.731
during sex-ed class.

15:41.815 --> 15:42.733
Wow!

15:43.192 --> 15:46.028
That's a giant cyst
on the left side.

15:46.153 --> 15:48.364
Look, it's -- it's displaced
her entire abdomen.

15:48.739 --> 15:50.115
And look, whirlpool sign
on the right.

15:50.199 --> 15:53.535
The vasculature is twisted,
suggesting ovarian torsion.

15:53.619 --> 15:54.828
She'll need surgery
right away.

15:54.912 --> 15:56.080
Bailey: Well, then let's go.

15:56.163 --> 15:58.499
Book an O.R.
and call her parents.

15:58.582 --> 16:00.376
Dr. DeLuca is still
in her hysterectomy.

16:00.459 --> 16:02.252
I have never done one of these
on my own.

16:02.336 --> 16:03.879
Well, good thing we know
someone who has.

16:04.254 --> 16:07.508
Find Dr. Montgomery.
She's gonna need privileges.

16:07.591 --> 16:08.676
So are you.

16:10.386 --> 16:13.430
Simone: Double up
to protect against STDs.

16:13.681 --> 16:16.600
The pill and a condom,
an IUD and a condom,

16:16.684 --> 16:20.896
but never use two condoms
at the same time.

16:20.980 --> 16:23.232
-They'll break, and you...
-[ Cellphone vibrates ]

16:23.315 --> 16:25.442
Ooh! --
could get pregnant.

16:26.026 --> 16:28.821
-What are you doing?
-Just got paged to the pit. Bye!

16:30.364 --> 16:32.366
You don't want me
demonstrating condoms.

16:32.449 --> 16:34.201
-I mostly have sex with women.
-Mm.

16:34.618 --> 16:36.620
Uh, and I don't want to.

16:36.745 --> 16:38.122
Why did you even go
to medical school

16:38.205 --> 16:39.873
-if you don't want to help people?
-Do want to help people.

16:39.957 --> 16:42.084
When they're under anesthesia
and can't ask me questions.

16:42.167 --> 16:44.044
-Are you a Capricorn?
-That's not a real thing.

16:44.128 --> 16:47.256
Okay, no,
that is for the condoms.

16:58.308 --> 17:00.144
Who wants to know
where the clitoris is?

17:00.227 --> 17:02.563
♪♪

17:02.646 --> 17:05.607
The vaginal opening
is right around here.

17:05.691 --> 17:07.735
And then you go up, up, up,

17:07.818 --> 17:11.447
and this point at the very top
is the clitoris.

17:11.530 --> 17:14.283
Now, it's a bundle of
extremely sensitive nerves.

17:14.366 --> 17:17.953
So, if you touch it too hard,
you will cause pain.

17:18.037 --> 17:21.623
You want to approach gently
with a flat hand.

17:21.707 --> 17:23.959
Gently, no poking.

17:24.043 --> 17:25.586
It's not a button.

17:25.669 --> 17:27.046
Yeah, and for those of you
with vaginas,

17:27.504 --> 17:30.632
getting to know this part
of your body on your own

17:30.966 --> 17:32.718
is the easiest way
to avoid getting pregnant.

17:32.801 --> 17:34.887
Have you ever tried to...

17:34.970 --> 17:36.138
really hold on,

17:36.221 --> 17:38.515
like you're riding
on a roller coaster,

17:38.599 --> 17:40.893
and you're not allowed to scream
until you get off the ride?

17:40.976 --> 17:42.186
-[ Laughter ]
-That is the pull-out method.

17:42.603 --> 17:43.937
It is truly an excellent way

17:44.021 --> 17:45.731
to accidentally
get someone pregnant.

17:45.814 --> 17:47.608
-Dr. Millin?
-Thank you, Doctor.

17:47.691 --> 17:48.984
♪ It's amazing, we made it ♪

17:49.068 --> 17:50.360
-Dr. Kwan?
-Thank you, Doctor.

17:50.444 --> 17:52.863
Now, hold it at the tip
of an erect penis.

17:52.946 --> 17:54.865
That part's
very important.

17:54.948 --> 17:57.117
And then
you roll it down...

17:57.201 --> 17:58.118
[ Snaps ]

17:58.202 --> 18:00.746
[ Laughter ]

18:00.871 --> 18:02.331
You out of practice?

18:02.414 --> 18:04.458
Never had to put a condom on
anything as small as a banana.

18:05.042 --> 18:06.877
You get a condom,
you get a condom,

18:06.960 --> 18:08.462
you get a condom,
you get a condom!

18:08.545 --> 18:11.757
Everybody gets a condom!

18:11.840 --> 18:12.841
Whoo!

18:12.925 --> 18:14.134
Any more questions?

18:14.218 --> 18:15.469
♪ Whoo ♪

18:16.011 --> 18:17.471
[ Elevator bell dings ]

18:18.138 --> 18:20.015
Ah, Schmitt.

18:20.099 --> 18:21.433
Just the person
I was looking for.

18:21.517 --> 18:23.227
Oh, Dr. Montgomery,
please don't make me

18:23.310 --> 18:24.728
teach sex ed
to high schoolers.

18:24.812 --> 18:27.106
I hated high school.
I-I can't go back. I can't.

18:27.189 --> 18:28.273
This isn't about sex ed.

18:28.732 --> 18:30.776
Oh, well, in that case, hi.
How are you?

18:30.859 --> 18:33.237
I have a patient. Lucia Casalino.

18:33.320 --> 18:35.197
She's waiting on
a pregnancy test.

18:35.280 --> 18:36.907
I have got to run into
an emergent ovarian torsion.

18:36.990 --> 18:39.201
Can you keep an eye out for
the results and deliver them?

18:39.284 --> 18:40.577
Of course.

18:40.661 --> 18:42.079
And, Schmitt,
she's scared.

18:42.162 --> 18:43.497
Oh, I can relate to a scared
high schooler.

18:43.914 --> 18:47.292
One of our students collapsed.
She has an ovarian torsion.

18:47.376 --> 18:48.836
I want to get her in the O.R.
right away.

18:48.919 --> 18:49.962
May I have privileges?

18:50.129 --> 18:51.547
Uh,
I-I didn't catch that.

18:51.672 --> 18:53.006
Could you say that again,
louder?

18:53.090 --> 18:55.634
I am requesting privileges,
please.

18:55.717 --> 18:57.511
-Do you have a résumé with you?
-For real?

18:57.594 --> 19:00.139
Standard operating procedures.
Any references?

19:00.222 --> 19:02.724
-Are you done?
-Privileges granted.

19:02.808 --> 19:04.017
What about the sex ed?

19:04.226 --> 19:05.894
Oh, she needs
experienced hands,

19:05.978 --> 19:07.604
but if you want to check
on the interns...

19:07.688 --> 19:09.439
No, thank you.

19:09.898 --> 19:11.400
Dr. Teller,
extension 2219.

19:11.650 --> 19:13.110
Joyce: Denise!

19:13.861 --> 19:15.279
Where's my grandbaby?

19:15.612 --> 19:19.449
Granny, uh, it's me --
Simone, your granddaughter.

19:19.533 --> 19:21.243
Denise isn't here.
Remember?

19:21.326 --> 19:22.703
That's not funny,
Denise.

19:22.786 --> 19:24.204
I'm not Denise, Granny.
I'm Simone.

19:24.288 --> 19:25.455
No, no, no, no.

19:25.539 --> 19:27.583
Mom died. Remember?
I'm sorry.

19:27.666 --> 19:29.334
I'm so sorry.

19:29.751 --> 19:32.004
♪♪

19:32.504 --> 19:34.631
I want to go home.
Okay.

19:34.715 --> 19:35.966
Well, I'm working right now,
but we can call Dad.

19:36.049 --> 19:37.593
-He'll be --
-No. Get away from me.

19:37.676 --> 19:39.219
I don't want you.
I want my daughter.

19:39.803 --> 19:42.014
-Granny, come on.
-I said no.

19:42.097 --> 19:43.182
Mrs. Ward, it's okay.

19:43.265 --> 19:44.474
-Get away from me.
-Granny, come on.

19:44.558 --> 19:45.976
Somebody help!
It's me.

19:46.059 --> 19:47.936
Hi.
Can I help?

19:48.353 --> 19:50.189
It's okay, it's okay.
I got this, okay?

19:50.272 --> 19:53.066
Ma'am, can I help you?
What do you need?

19:53.150 --> 19:55.194
Should we take
some deep breaths?

19:55.277 --> 19:58.447
[ Inhales deeply,
exhales slowly ]

19:58.530 --> 19:59.698
[ Inhales deeply ]

19:59.781 --> 20:01.533
Deep breaths.
There we go.

20:01.950 --> 20:05.120
♪♪

20:06.663 --> 20:08.916
How can I help you?

20:08.999 --> 20:13.128
[ Voice breaking ] Can you
help me find my daughter?

20:13.212 --> 20:16.215
I would love to help you
find your daughter.

20:16.590 --> 20:19.426
♪♪

20:24.431 --> 20:26.183
-Amelia: Did he page you too?
-Yeah.

20:27.643 --> 20:29.519
What's going on?

20:29.603 --> 20:31.063
Why isn't Zola
doing her homework?

20:31.438 --> 20:32.898
Well, we got --
we got sidetracked.

20:32.981 --> 20:34.149
And you called us
because...?

20:34.233 --> 20:35.442
Well,
Meredith's in surgery,

20:35.525 --> 20:37.527
and I needed someone else
to see this.

20:37.986 --> 20:39.696
-Look at this.
-Is she doing neurocognitive puzzles?

20:39.780 --> 20:41.782
No, she's not doing them,
she's killing them, one after the next.

20:41.865 --> 20:43.492
I have never seen anything
like it. Watch.

20:43.575 --> 20:44.993
♪♪

20:45.077 --> 20:46.703
-Did she just...?
-Yeah.

20:46.787 --> 20:48.830
I couldn't even understand
the instructions that fast.

20:48.914 --> 20:49.998
Look at her. She's so relaxed,
like it's nothing.

20:50.165 --> 20:51.166
-like it's nothing.
-Yeah.

20:51.250 --> 20:52.751
-I mean, what do we do with this?
-What is this?

20:52.834 --> 20:53.961
"Guinness Book
of World Records"?

20:54.044 --> 20:55.128
You skip high school,
go straight to college?

20:55.212 --> 20:56.588
What am
I looking at here?

20:56.672 --> 20:58.924
Feel like I'm watching
the U.S. Open.

20:59.549 --> 21:02.010
Uh, hey, could I steal you
for a half-hour?

21:02.094 --> 21:03.262
It's for a sex-ed thing.

21:03.387 --> 21:04.930
Uh, yeah,
we talked about this.

21:05.013 --> 21:06.139
I'm your superior.
I --

21:06.223 --> 21:07.766
No, it's for
a literal sex-ed thing.

21:07.849 --> 21:10.060
I need help with
a literal sex video, Link.

21:10.143 --> 21:12.437
Wow.
Still very not-okay.

21:12.521 --> 21:14.690
And, you know, I'd prefer
if you call me Dr. Lincoln.

21:14.773 --> 21:15.941
Everyone calls you Link.

21:16.024 --> 21:17.776
Everyone except you,
moving forward.

21:17.859 --> 21:18.986
Okay,
can you just do it?

21:19.361 --> 21:20.946
I mean, we are flying by
the seat of our pants up there.

21:21.363 --> 21:22.572
No. No, I don't want
to lose my job today.

21:22.656 --> 21:24.408
-It's teaching.
-Or harassment.

21:24.491 --> 21:25.534
And I don't want to
tempt fate.

21:25.617 --> 21:27.119
Which one of us
is being harassed?

21:27.202 --> 21:28.704
I don't think it matters.
Find an actual couple.

21:30.706 --> 21:32.916
Ah, Dr. Ndugu,
could you and Dr. Pierce

21:33.000 --> 21:34.543
please demonstrate
sexual consent

21:34.626 --> 21:36.128
for a roomful
of teenagers?

21:36.211 --> 21:38.171
[ Chuckles ] I...

21:38.672 --> 21:39.715
No.

21:41.383 --> 21:45.429
Consensual sex requires no
verbal persuasion or convincing.

21:45.512 --> 21:48.640
If you have to beg for it
or force it, it is not consent,

21:48.724 --> 21:50.600
and you're
doing it wrong.

21:50.684 --> 21:52.394
So...

21:53.103 --> 21:54.896
let's learn
how to do it right.

21:54.980 --> 21:58.358
There are 11 erogenous zones
on the female body --

21:58.442 --> 22:00.027
the ear, the neck,
the armpit --

22:00.110 --> 22:01.820
Wait, what,
the armpits?

22:01.903 --> 22:03.196
Yes.
You wouldn't know that,

22:03.280 --> 22:05.198
because like most men,
you go straight for the...

22:05.282 --> 22:06.491
[ Laughter ]

22:07.326 --> 22:09.119
But the nipples
on many women

22:09.453 --> 22:11.538
can be as sensitive
as the clitoris,

22:11.621 --> 22:13.206
so going
straight for them

22:13.290 --> 22:14.666
without any foreplay
to the erogenous zones,

22:14.750 --> 22:16.877
can be painful
and overstimulating.

22:16.960 --> 22:20.047
The other erogenous zones
can be the stomach,

22:20.130 --> 22:23.050
the inner thighs, the feet,
the back of the knees...

22:23.133 --> 22:26.762
Have you ever had someone lick
the back of your knees before?

22:27.387 --> 22:28.847
Wouldn't you like
to know?

22:28.930 --> 22:30.182
...the more obvious
erogenous zones.

22:30.265 --> 22:32.809
The external
vaginal region...

22:32.893 --> 22:35.187
Addison: Wilson,
tell me what you see.

22:35.270 --> 22:38.482
You are draining the cyst to get
access to the torsed ovary.

22:38.565 --> 22:40.525
And I've created a barrier to
prevent spillage

22:41.026 --> 22:43.028
from the cyst's contents
into the abdomen,

22:43.111 --> 22:45.155
in case of malignancy.

22:45.238 --> 22:47.532
Torsion's a rare complication
of cysts,

22:47.616 --> 22:49.076
and I used to caution
my patients

22:49.159 --> 22:51.078
from imagining
the worst-case scenario,

22:51.161 --> 22:53.163
but now, after the stripping
of Roe v. Wade,

22:53.246 --> 22:55.665
everything feels like
the worst-case scenario.

22:55.749 --> 22:56.875
Amen to that.

22:56.958 --> 22:58.919
I have
constant rage inside.

22:59.002 --> 23:00.712
Yeah, I've thought about going
to one of those places

23:00.796 --> 23:02.839
where you pay money
to destroy things.

23:02.923 --> 23:04.299
Doesn't help.

23:04.383 --> 23:05.717
I also have rage.

23:05.801 --> 23:07.719
I moved to O.B. for joy.

23:07.803 --> 23:10.138
I wanted joy, and now I'm gonna
watch teenage girls die

23:10.222 --> 23:13.141
from sticking coat hangers
up inside of themselves.

23:13.225 --> 23:14.851
I mean, what if it's like
the '70s all over again,

23:14.935 --> 23:16.895
and there
are septic wards?

23:16.978 --> 23:18.605
Someone should
make a video

23:18.688 --> 23:20.148
about how dangerous
a coat hanger is.

23:20.482 --> 23:22.150
-That's an excellent idea.
-[ Alarm beeping ]

23:22.484 --> 23:23.610
There's bleeding here. I don't
know where it's coming from.

23:23.693 --> 23:24.736
Lap pad.

23:25.112 --> 23:28.990
♪♪

23:29.699 --> 23:30.826
Let's extend
the incision.

23:30.909 --> 23:33.286
That exponentially increases
her risk for complications.

23:33.662 --> 23:36.415
She's 17 years old. What if she
wants to have a baby someday?

23:36.498 --> 23:38.542
If the other ovary is torsed
and it doesn't re-perfuse,

23:38.625 --> 23:39.584
this may be all she has.

23:39.668 --> 23:40.836
So, come on, let's go.

23:40.919 --> 23:42.379
-Okay.
-Now.

23:42.462 --> 23:44.673
♪♪

23:45.590 --> 23:46.758
[ Knock on door,
door opens ]

23:46.842 --> 23:48.969
Lucia?
I'm Dr. Schmitt.

23:49.052 --> 23:51.763
Dr. Montgomery
is in surgery.

23:52.097 --> 23:53.473
Do you have my results?

23:54.683 --> 23:57.227
It's positive.
You're pregnant.

23:57.310 --> 24:00.147
[ Gasps ]
We did it one time.

24:02.023 --> 24:05.610
Did you not think that you could
get pregnant the first time?

24:05.694 --> 24:07.737
I-I'm not stupid.

24:07.821 --> 24:12.242
I just didn't think I would
get pregnant the first time.

24:12.325 --> 24:14.327
Do you think that you might want
to keep the pregnancy?

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-No!
-I'm sorry. I-I have to ask.

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I can't have a baby.

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I'm a stupid
high schooler

24:19.166 --> 24:20.917
who hasn't fed her fish
since Tuesday.

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All I have to do
is put in a pinch of flakes,

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and I still
haven't done it.

24:24.463 --> 24:26.756
A kid needs food every day --
real food.

24:26.840 --> 24:29.050
I would be the mother
who forgets to feed her baby,

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and I would get arrested
or something.

24:31.219 --> 24:33.680
Oh, my God, I don't want
to be pregnant senior year.

24:33.805 --> 24:35.265
Do you know how mean
kids are?

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I do.

24:37.058 --> 24:39.394
I think my parents
might actually murder me.

24:39.478 --> 24:41.438
[ Sobs ]
Hey.

24:41.521 --> 24:44.399
They don't have to know
if you don't want them to.

24:44.483 --> 24:47.152
As long as the embryo measures
under 10 weeks,

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you can have
a medical abortion.

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We'll give you pills so that
you can manage it at home.

24:52.073 --> 24:54.784
They say it's like a --
like a really bad period.

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Yes, please,
get me the pills.

24:58.622 --> 25:00.415
Can we please
just get this over with?

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I'll get the ultrasound.

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[ Sighs ]

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[ Door opens, closes ]

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[ Siren wails in distance ]

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She's calmed down now.
She's with Adams.

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Thank you.

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How long?

25:21.561 --> 25:23.021
Uh, two years.

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Gotten a lot worse
the last six months.

25:29.027 --> 25:30.487
My mother
had Alzheimer's.

25:30.570 --> 25:32.739
When I was an intern,
she got brought in here

25:32.822 --> 25:34.074
with diverticulitis.

25:34.157 --> 25:35.283
She kept
running out of her room

25:35.367 --> 25:37.577
thinking she was late
for surgery.

25:41.248 --> 25:42.666
[ Sniffles ]

25:42.749 --> 25:44.751
My grandma keeps thinking
I'm my mom.

25:45.418 --> 25:47.420
You must look
a lot like her.

25:47.504 --> 25:49.673
Look alike
in some photos.

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She died when I...
was born.

25:53.969 --> 25:55.929
I'm sorry.

25:58.014 --> 25:59.724
Now you have to keep
telling your grandmother

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-over and over that her --
-Ooh, I -- I can't do this.

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I can't watch this.
I, um...

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I-I put every effort I could
into matching across the country

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so I wouldn't
have to watch this,

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and that went to hell,
and now I'm here.

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I'm stuck in that house,
and...

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I love her.
She's my grandmother.

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She raised me.
She's why I made it this far.

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It might be helpful if you don't
tell her that her daughter died.

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I know it's not easy,
but living in her reality

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is the most humane option.

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I don't think
I have it in me.

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Nobody does.
You'll find it.

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♪♪

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Is it okay if I stay out here
a little longer? I just...

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Of course.

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I really feel your pain,
Griffith.

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My door is always open.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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What's going on?
Is Zola okay?

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Oh, yeah, she's okay.
She's in there with Amelia.

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Okay. I thought she may have had
another panic attack.

27:11.838 --> 27:14.507
No, no. But she did find
some of Kai's puzzles

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that they use for
neurological evaluations.

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The puzzles mainly focus
on visual-spatial skills.

27:19.679 --> 27:22.766
Yeah, I'm familiar with them.
What -- What's going on?

27:22.849 --> 27:24.976
Meredith, she's aced
every single one

27:25.060 --> 27:27.145
at a level far higher
than most of the adults I see.

27:27.228 --> 27:28.980
I'm aware
that she's smart.

27:29.064 --> 27:31.358
My question is, why is she being
evaluated without my consent?

27:32.359 --> 27:34.319
Right, well, it --
Yeah, it was an accident.

27:34.402 --> 27:36.112
Zola discovered the test
when she and I

27:36.196 --> 27:38.156
were in there practicing
on the simulators.

27:38.531 --> 27:39.908
She's supposed to be
in my office doing homework.

27:39.991 --> 27:41.951
Mer, based on Kai's time
with her,

27:42.035 --> 27:44.579
Zola is
extremely gifted,

27:44.663 --> 27:46.081
which could explain
the panic attacks.

27:46.164 --> 27:48.124
When giftedness
is undiagnosed,

27:48.208 --> 27:49.959
it can contribute
to behavioral issues --

27:50.043 --> 27:52.712
anxiety, a feeling
of being untethered,

27:52.796 --> 27:55.256
a feeling
that you don't belong.

27:55.382 --> 27:58.009
Because you don't. Her brain
does not function like other kids her age.

27:58.093 --> 27:59.427
She needs challenges
that they don't.

27:59.511 --> 28:01.846
She needs to be around peers
who can relate to her

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and the way she thinks.

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I'm gonna go see my kid.

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Penetration is not necessary
for mutual pleasure.

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For starters, most women,
or people with vaginas,

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can't achieve orgasm
through penetration.

28:21.241 --> 28:22.992
-Yes?
-How come that's not in porn?

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Because porn is to actual
human sex

28:26.413 --> 28:29.499
as the "Fast & Furious"
is to actual human driving.

28:29.582 --> 28:32.210
That is to say,
it bears no resemblance.

28:32.293 --> 28:33.837
If you are having sex
with your partner,

28:33.920 --> 28:35.797
and you are trying
to make it look like porn,

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your partner is experiencing
little to no pleasure.

28:39.467 --> 28:41.177
I would disagree.

28:41.261 --> 28:43.221
Well, you would disagree because
the girls you are with

28:43.304 --> 28:45.306
are also making it look
and sound like porn.

28:45.390 --> 28:47.183
But that is just an act.

28:47.267 --> 28:50.061
A real man wants to give a woman
a real orgasm.

28:50.145 --> 28:52.731
So you want to be a real man
or some candy-ass actor

28:52.814 --> 28:54.399
for whom a woman has
to pretend to enjoy sex?

28:54.482 --> 28:56.317
[ Laughter ]

28:56.401 --> 28:58.027
Guess they were right.

28:58.111 --> 29:00.405
This is
definitely going viral.

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Oh, not yet.
Need music.

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And dancing.

29:04.993 --> 29:05.869
[ Laughter ]

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Hot dog!
Boston again.

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-[ Laughs ]
-Mrs. Ward, you're killing me.

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Well, I guess you're lucky
that you're handsome, huh?

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Where are you from?

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Uh, Connecticut,
but my dad's from Barbados.

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-Ah.
-[ Pager vibrating, door opens ]

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Denise!

29:24.512 --> 29:25.889
Honey, you okay?

29:27.432 --> 29:28.683
Hi, Mom.

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Did you have the baby
already?

29:31.519 --> 29:33.438
♪♪

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It's a girl.

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A girl?

29:35.815 --> 29:37.150
Simone.

29:37.233 --> 29:40.445
♪ Let the seasons change ♪

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-Simone.
-♪ Well, they will anyway ♪

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-Can I see her?
-Not yet.

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The doctors
are cleaning her up.

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Oh.

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You want to sit with us
while you wait?

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-[ Pager vibrating ]
-Dr. Adams, your pager is going off.

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Let -- Let me play
a couple hands.

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♪ It's not yours anymore ♪

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Don't go easy on her,
Mrs. Ward.

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♪♪

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-♪ If the wilderness between us ♪
-Oh, you cleaned him up.

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-Yeah.
-♪ Remains ♪

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Jo: There was quite a bit of
damage to Diamond's ovaries,

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but we were able
to salvage them,

30:10.725 --> 30:13.436
hoping to preserve
her fertility as best we can.

30:13.520 --> 30:14.979
So she's gonna be okay?

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She will, yes.

30:16.439 --> 30:18.900
I told her she just had
bad menstrual cramps

30:18.983 --> 30:20.109
and that it runs
in the family.

30:20.193 --> 30:21.611
I gave her
a hot water bottle.

30:21.694 --> 30:23.738
I never even took her
to see the gynecologist.

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Oh, this isn't your fault.

30:24.989 --> 30:27.033
No, unless someone specifically
educates you

30:27.116 --> 30:30.411
on what to look for,
it's hard to know what's normal

30:30.537 --> 30:33.248
and what's an indication
of an underlying problem.

30:33.414 --> 30:35.291
I'm just so grateful she was
with you when this happened.

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♪♪

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♪ We'll find a reason
to stay ♪

30:40.755 --> 30:44.843
♪ Ohh ohh ohh ♪

30:45.093 --> 30:47.053
♪ We'll find a reason
to stay ♪

30:47.136 --> 30:48.054
Ready?

30:48.137 --> 30:52.642
♪ Ohh ohh ohh ohh ♪

30:52.725 --> 30:54.519
♪ I know by the look
in your eye ♪

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First, you'll take mifepristone.
It's just one pill.

30:57.689 --> 30:58.940
It'll stop the pregnancy
from growing.

30:59.315 --> 31:02.694
Then, after 24 hours,
you'll take misoprostol.

31:02.777 --> 31:04.320
It's four pills.

31:04.404 --> 31:06.781
Put all four pills under
your tongue for 30 minutes.

31:06.865 --> 31:08.491
And then after 30 minutes,

31:08.575 --> 31:10.410
swallow whatever is left
of the pills with water.

31:10.493 --> 31:12.203
And then a few hours
after you take the misoprostol,

31:12.287 --> 31:14.956
you'll experience
some cramping and bleeding,

31:15.039 --> 31:16.165
like a very heavy period.

31:16.249 --> 31:18.710
Then you'll pass the pregnancy,
and the pain will stop.

31:18.793 --> 31:20.295
How do I know
if something's wrong?

31:20.378 --> 31:22.547
It's extremely rare
to have complications

31:22.630 --> 31:25.425
with a medical abortion,
but if something feels off --

31:25.508 --> 31:28.636
fever, no bleeding,
too much bleeding --

31:28.845 --> 31:30.263
then I want you
to call me.

31:30.346 --> 31:31.931
You'll be here?

31:32.015 --> 31:35.101
Yes, I will be here
for the next few days.

31:35.184 --> 31:36.936
So you call me,
day or night.

31:37.020 --> 31:40.315
♪ Ohh ohh ♪

31:41.566 --> 31:42.775
Can I take it now?

31:43.151 --> 31:45.320
Levi: You can take it
whenever you're ready.

31:45.862 --> 31:50.158
♪ There's a silver line
on the edge of this town ♪

31:53.953 --> 31:56.247
Jo: We're making reels.
Just dance and point!

31:56.331 --> 31:58.583
Bailey: We need energy, people.
It's for the kids.

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♪♪

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♪ Preach ♪

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♪ Mmm, teach me, baby, teach,
ah ah-ah ♪

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♪ So, preach it, baby ♪

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-What are we pointing at?
-Oh, the facts.

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-We'll put them on the screen later.
-If you say so.

32:16.935 --> 32:20.647
♪ Soul loving,
do the soul loving ♪

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♪ Preach it, baby ♪

32:23.900 --> 32:27.320
♪ Whoa, whoa, whoa,
baby, preach ♪

32:27.445 --> 32:32.492
♪ Mm, teach me, baby, teach,
oh oh-oh ♪

32:32.575 --> 32:35.078
Richard:
But why little videos?

32:35.203 --> 32:38.039
Because I can't get Tuck to look
up from his phone long enough

32:38.122 --> 32:39.874
to have
an actual conversation.

32:40.166 --> 32:42.460
And we have to speak
their language

32:42.543 --> 32:44.045
if we want them
to learn.

32:44.170 --> 32:46.547
Are you sure we're not gonna
get sued over these?

32:46.631 --> 32:49.217
If someone wants to take me
to court

32:49.300 --> 32:51.636
for educating people
about their own bodies,

32:52.053 --> 32:54.263
they better be prepared
for a big fight.

32:54.347 --> 32:56.349
So, when do you think
we'll see you again?

32:58.726 --> 33:00.812
How does tomorrow sound?

33:00.937 --> 33:03.231
Oh, you ready
to come back to work?

33:03.314 --> 33:04.440
Ohh.

33:05.400 --> 33:08.903
Look, I just can't sit idly by
while my daughter

33:08.987 --> 33:10.655
doesn't have the same rights
as her brothers.

33:10.738 --> 33:12.991
This is
a humanitarian crisis.

33:13.658 --> 33:17.453
I would like to reopen
the clinic

33:17.537 --> 33:19.914
and dedicate it
to reproductive health.

33:19.998 --> 33:21.708
I-I would run it
20 hours a week,

33:21.791 --> 33:25.545
and the rest of the time,
I will be an attending,

33:25.628 --> 33:27.422
teaching the next generation
of surgeons

33:27.505 --> 33:29.382
who we are depending on

33:29.465 --> 33:32.010
to be in this fight
for the long haul.

33:32.093 --> 33:35.513
Mm. Well, Meredith's still
interim chief.

33:35.596 --> 33:36.889
She's just
waiting on you to --

33:36.973 --> 33:38.766
No,
I-I don't want chief.

33:38.850 --> 33:40.268
I'm telling you
what I want.

33:40.351 --> 33:43.229
I want to teach and cut
40 hours a week,

33:43.646 --> 33:46.566
and then go home to my family
without the added stress.

33:48.234 --> 33:49.694
That's my best
and final offer.

33:50.361 --> 33:52.071
Take it or leave it.

33:52.155 --> 33:56.242
♪♪

33:56.325 --> 33:57.410
Sold!

33:58.453 --> 34:00.163
Welcome back,
Dr. Bailey.

34:00.246 --> 34:02.373
♪♪

34:02.457 --> 34:04.375
[ Siren wails in distance ]

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Hi.

34:10.506 --> 34:13.342
Thank you for staying
with my grandmother today.

34:13.426 --> 34:15.678
Ah, she's incredible.

34:15.845 --> 34:16.971
Doesn't remember
her address,

34:17.055 --> 34:18.389
but still seems to be
an ace at cards.

34:18.473 --> 34:20.058
Yeah, it's always
been her thing.

34:20.725 --> 34:22.935
Growing up, all the kids
played Scrabble and Monopoly.

34:23.019 --> 34:25.271
I played Bid Whist
with Grandma's book club.

34:29.776 --> 34:31.152
You sure you're okay?

34:31.235 --> 34:32.487
Yeah, fine.

34:32.570 --> 34:35.615
You're not gonna tell everyone,
right?

34:35.865 --> 34:37.158
Is it a secret?

34:37.241 --> 34:39.160
I don't want
anyone's pity.

34:39.243 --> 34:40.912
I don't want to be
the broken-home girl.

34:41.037 --> 34:42.705
It's bad enough
the chief knows.

34:42.872 --> 34:44.040
I think people are just
trying to help.

34:44.165 --> 34:45.583
I know
you're a Shepherd.

34:45.917 --> 34:47.001
What?

34:48.503 --> 34:50.379
-How --
-Something was weird with you

34:50.463 --> 34:52.882
and Dr. Montgomery this morning,
so I looked you up.

34:54.217 --> 34:55.760
She's your Auntie Addie.

34:56.719 --> 34:58.513
-You tell anyone?
-Not yet.

34:59.806 --> 35:01.808
I'll keep your secret
if you keep mine.

35:01.891 --> 35:03.309
Okay.

35:03.392 --> 35:04.727
Okay.

35:05.603 --> 35:09.357
♪♪

35:15.530 --> 35:17.073
♪ My skin is pale,
it hurts to breathe ♪

35:17.156 --> 35:18.116
Hey.

35:18.199 --> 35:20.159
Kai and I
are about to head out.

35:20.243 --> 35:22.870
♪ Ceiling ♪

35:22.954 --> 35:24.288
You okay?

35:25.331 --> 35:29.001
They used to make me do these
puzzles all the time as a kid.

35:29.085 --> 35:31.796
They'd stand over my shoulder
with a stopwatch,

35:32.088 --> 35:34.090
take notes on a clipboard.

35:34.173 --> 35:36.175
I spent years
of my childhood thinking

35:36.259 --> 35:37.844
that there was something
horribly wrong with me.

35:38.219 --> 35:39.512
My mind would race.

35:39.595 --> 35:42.181
I-I-I couldn't speak in front
of the class.

35:42.265 --> 35:45.309
I sobbed at every
social interaction.

35:45.393 --> 35:48.020
I...panicked.

35:48.104 --> 35:49.897
♪ You don't even notice me ♪

35:49.981 --> 35:51.983
And now you're living it
all again with Zola.

35:52.483 --> 35:54.610
No, not reliving it.

35:55.027 --> 35:56.696
I completely missed it.

35:56.779 --> 35:58.990
I love Zola so much.
How did I miss it?

35:59.282 --> 36:01.450
It's hard to see ourselves
in others,

36:01.534 --> 36:03.369
especially when
it's a side of us

36:03.452 --> 36:05.538
that we feel like
we've left behind.

36:05.621 --> 36:06.789
[ Exhales sharply ]

36:06.914 --> 36:07.999
And then when somebody
points it out,

36:08.124 --> 36:09.667
it's suddenly
all that you can see.

36:11.294 --> 36:14.505
Mine is downstairs in the pit
doing sutures right now.

36:14.589 --> 36:16.132
I know
that extreme intelligence

36:16.215 --> 36:17.800
does not mean that there's
something wrong with you,

36:17.884 --> 36:21.345
but my gift [chuckles] certainly
gave me some struggles.

36:22.847 --> 36:24.098
What helped?

36:25.349 --> 36:27.935
A kind child psychiatrist

36:28.019 --> 36:30.188
who gave me tools
that helped along the way.

36:30.271 --> 36:33.024
Zola will get
her tools.

36:33.107 --> 36:35.026
♪ Hide it ♪

36:36.027 --> 36:37.486
We'll make sure of it.

36:37.570 --> 36:39.822
♪ So I will love you
from the outside ♪

36:39.906 --> 36:41.616
♪ When your friends
are telling you ♪

36:41.699 --> 36:44.285
♪ That I am different
and I won't fit in ♪

36:44.702 --> 36:46.078
Have you got any plans
for dinner?

36:47.288 --> 36:48.539
Well, you should
come on over.

36:48.623 --> 36:49.957
I mean,
Catherine's home.

36:50.041 --> 36:51.626
You know she makes
way too much food.

36:51.709 --> 36:54.795
I don't know. I really should
keep working.

36:55.213 --> 36:57.423
Addie, you're gonna
run yourself ragged

36:57.506 --> 36:59.800
trying to solve the world's
problems every waking hour.

36:59.884 --> 37:02.929
You know, it's a marathon,
not a sprint.

37:03.012 --> 37:04.805
I mean,
you know me, Richard.

37:05.723 --> 37:06.807
And what they've done,

37:06.891 --> 37:10.561
what they're continuing
to do,

37:10.895 --> 37:12.146
it just...

37:13.564 --> 37:14.899
I just feel...

37:15.691 --> 37:17.026
Erased?

37:17.109 --> 37:18.819
♪ On the inside, with you ♪

37:18.903 --> 37:20.363
Yes.

37:21.447 --> 37:23.157
Erased.
I feel...

37:23.407 --> 37:25.326
♪ I know I don't belong here ♪

37:25.409 --> 37:26.827
...erased.

37:26.911 --> 37:28.079
I do know.

37:28.496 --> 37:31.832
And I also know that
even if you spend every day

37:31.916 --> 37:33.376
fighting the good fight,

37:33.501 --> 37:35.544
I mean, you have to live,
I mean, you have to eat.

37:35.628 --> 37:37.171
So come on over.

37:37.255 --> 37:39.590
Catch up with old friends,
get some rest.

37:39.674 --> 37:41.968
And wake up and do it
all over again tomorrow.

37:42.343 --> 37:44.262
♪ I know I don't belong here ♪

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Okay.

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So, how long are you gonna
stay mad at me?

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A day, a week?
What do you think?

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Let me know.

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-I haven't decided yet.
-Okay.

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[ Chuckles ]

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I mean, I'm lost with Zola
right now.

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And it just doesn't help
that all the people I love

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go behind my back
and break all of my rules.

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I mean,
she's a great kid.

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-She is.
-And she's brilliant.

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I mean, there's a lot
to figure out here.

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But, uh, we got a big piece
of the puzzle.

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I mean, it's got to feel
pretty good, doesn't it?

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Yeah, it does.

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Ah!
Did I get a smile?

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See? You can't stay mad at me
even when you try.

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♪♪

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Meredith: When done properly
and consensually,

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sex can be medicine.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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♪ Fear has had its reign ♪

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Okay.

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Yeah.

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We know it reduces stress and
strengthens the immune system.

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♪ It kept coming in waves ♪

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♪ Till we were paralyzed ♪

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It even rejuvenates
your brain activity.

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You know what I find
super sexy?

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Me.

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I was
gonna say "surprises,"

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but, yeah, you.

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♪ The downs were different ♪

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♪ Is the chapter finally done ♪

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♪ Or is it still
being written? ♪

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♪ Say goodbye
to the long crash ♪

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But sex without connection
can leave you feeling empty.

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So [clears throat]
I, um --

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I learned about
the erogenous zones today.

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♪ Brace yourself
for the whiplash ♪

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Did you know that there are
spots on your feet that, um...

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Should I...stop?

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It's just a foot rub,
right?

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Friendship, laughter,
simple human touch...

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♪ Ohh ohh ♪

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-Done.
-Aah!

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Again! [ Laughs ]

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You're good at this.

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I'm good
at a lot of things.

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...these are
stress relievers, too.

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♪ A bad impression ♪

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Because truly,
it's about connection.

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♪♪

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♪ For a new direction ♪

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♪ And say goodbye
to the long crash ♪

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When you're physically close
to another person...

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♪ Better days are coming fast ♪

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Mmm.

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It's just this once.

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Agreed.

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It's not
happening again.

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♪ Fade the dark age
to deep black ♪

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No feelings.

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I don't even like you.

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I'm not for everyone.

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...the nervous system
responds...

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♪♪

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♪ Brace yourself
for the whiplash ♪

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...the body is flooded
with feel-good hormones...

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♪♪

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♪♪

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[ Gasps ]

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♪♪

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♪ We're so close ♪

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♪ To the breakthrough ♪

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♪ We're so close ♪

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♪ We're so close ♪

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♪ We're so close ♪

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♪ To the breakthrough ♪

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You should have taken sex ed
much sooner.

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♪ We're so close ♪

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♪ We're so close ♪

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Head upstairs.

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♪ We're so-o-o close ♪

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♪ To the breakthrough ♪

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♪ Oh oh-oh-oh ♪

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♪♪

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♪ Say goodbye
to the long crash ♪

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♪ Oh oh-oh-oh ♪

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...and everything else
just fades away.

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♪ Brace yourself
for the whiplash ♪

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♪ Oh oh-oh-oh ♪

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♪♪

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♪♪

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♪♪