WEBVTT 00:02.210 --> 00:04.379 Meredith: Researchers and patient safety experts 00:04.671 --> 00:07.257 are still trying to answer this important question: 00:07.340 --> 00:10.468 How many people die every year from medical mistakes? 00:11.428 --> 00:12.387 ♪ My bones, my bones ♪ 00:12.470 --> 00:14.514 Mistakes include misdiagnoses, 00:14.597 --> 00:16.349 hospital-acquired infections, 00:16.433 --> 00:19.352 medication errors, patient falls, 00:19.436 --> 00:21.646 and discharging patients too early. 00:21.730 --> 00:22.731 Happy Halloween. 00:22.814 --> 00:25.150 ♪ I don't know if I'll ever come down ♪ 00:25.233 --> 00:26.317 Ugh. 00:26.401 --> 00:28.528 ♪ Because my body can't hold you ♪ 00:28.611 --> 00:30.447 As terrifying as it can be for patients 00:30.530 --> 00:32.741 to think they might die from a medical error, 00:32.824 --> 00:34.909 it's also terrifying for doctors. 00:34.993 --> 00:37.037 Oh, Schmitt, Ms. Rose needs an N.G. tube. 00:37.120 --> 00:39.289 I already put that in. She pulled it out. 00:39.372 --> 00:41.499 That is the third time she... 00:41.583 --> 00:44.502 I will reinsert it and bridle it this time. 00:44.586 --> 00:47.922 Mm-hmm. Um, you also need to get the family's consent 00:48.006 --> 00:49.466 for the PEG tube in 1204. 00:49.549 --> 00:51.509 -Uh, consent, right. -[ Cellphone chimes ] 00:51.593 --> 00:53.303 -Uh, is that it? -Is that it? 00:53.386 --> 00:54.763 Schmitt. 00:55.180 --> 00:57.390 [ Laughing ] Come on. Princess Leia? 00:57.474 --> 00:59.267 Also Senator and General. 00:59.684 --> 01:00.727 Pru is on her way 01:00.810 --> 01:03.021 to go trick-or-treating around the hospital. 01:03.104 --> 01:04.564 She's gonna be an Ewok. 01:04.647 --> 01:06.066 It's her third costume of the day. 01:06.149 --> 01:08.276 -It's cute, right? -It's so cute. 01:08.359 --> 01:10.862 ♪ Things that you do ♪ 01:10.945 --> 01:12.781 -Yes. -Oh, no. That's, um... 01:12.864 --> 01:14.783 Yes. Ah, better. 01:14.866 --> 01:16.534 [ Laughs ] Hey, and don't forget 01:16.618 --> 01:18.703 Webber's pumpkin-carving contest, Dr. Schmitt. 01:18.787 --> 01:20.038 I wasn't invited to that. 01:20.121 --> 01:21.372 ♪ I'm praying for a sign ♪ 01:21.456 --> 01:23.416 Even if our mistakes are innocent, 01:23.500 --> 01:26.127 they become etched onto our souls like tombstones. 01:26.211 --> 01:29.047 And if you never do anything to process these memories, 01:29.130 --> 01:31.674 they will come back to haunt you when you least expect it. 01:31.758 --> 01:32.842 What are y'all watching? 01:32.926 --> 01:34.135 Oh, "First Year Scrub Room Freak Out." 01:34.260 --> 01:36.513 Someone posted it this morning. It's all over the place. 01:36.596 --> 01:38.014 -Oh! -Ohhh! 01:38.098 --> 01:40.225 Now Bamm-Bamm's throwing stuff. 01:41.643 --> 01:42.936 "The Flintstones." 01:43.019 --> 01:44.521 What is she doing with that box of-- 01:44.604 --> 01:45.605 Ah! 01:45.688 --> 01:46.898 [ Laughs ] Out the window. Nice. 01:46.981 --> 01:48.191 Well, maybe she lost a patient? 01:48.274 --> 01:50.610 -Well, she lost something. -Her privacy. 01:51.736 --> 01:53.071 Richard: Focus. 01:53.530 --> 01:55.198 Creativity. 01:55.281 --> 01:56.991 Surgical dexterity. 01:57.075 --> 01:59.953 All qualities an amazing surgeon must master 02:00.036 --> 02:02.080 to be a success in the O.R. 02:02.664 --> 02:04.999 Welcome to the Grey-Sloan Memorial 02:05.083 --> 02:06.584 Pumpkin Carving Contest. 02:06.668 --> 02:08.753 -I already hate this. -Do we get a prize? 02:08.837 --> 02:11.297 Pumpkin carving is an excellent way 02:11.381 --> 02:13.883 to practice delicacy and precision. 02:13.967 --> 02:16.010 The more elaborate the vision, the better. 02:16.094 --> 02:17.303 [ Cellphone chimes ] 02:17.387 --> 02:20.849 Uh, Dr. Pierce needs an intern in the pit. 02:22.100 --> 02:23.351 Griffith, you go. 02:23.434 --> 02:24.811 We'll save you one. 02:24.894 --> 02:28.481 All right, who's ready to choose a gourd? 02:30.775 --> 02:32.277 Woman over P.A.: Dr. Wagner to radiology. 02:32.360 --> 02:35.363 Oh, hey, uh, Mr. Jancy's chest X-rays looked clear, 02:35.446 --> 02:36.489 so I just discharged him. 02:36.573 --> 02:38.575 I think he wanted to get home for trick-or-treating. 02:38.658 --> 02:41.828 I see you're scheduled for vascular procedures tomorrow. 02:41.911 --> 02:44.581 Yeah, Dr. Param is still out on paternity leave, 02:44.664 --> 02:46.833 so I just offered to help out. 02:46.916 --> 02:48.751 -Is that a problem? -No. 02:48.835 --> 02:51.171 -No, I just... -Hey. 02:51.254 --> 02:52.297 -Hey. -I'm headed out. 02:52.380 --> 02:53.965 I'm gonna take the kids trick-or-treating. 02:54.048 --> 02:56.426 Do not bring them candy from the lounge. They have enough. 02:56.509 --> 02:58.928 How am I supposed to maintain my favorite-auntie status? 02:59.012 --> 03:01.639 Okay. Boom. We got 'em. Bodies. 03:01.723 --> 03:03.183 -You got 'em? -Yeah, we got 'em. 03:03.266 --> 03:04.225 -Winston: Bodies? -Yes. 03:04.309 --> 03:05.435 Freshly deceased, releases signed, 03:05.518 --> 03:07.270 ready to get hooked up to the machines and everything. 03:07.353 --> 03:08.479 Okay, so we're doing this tonight? 03:08.563 --> 03:10.773 Yes. Fresh tissue decomposes quickly. We have to. 03:10.857 --> 03:12.692 Okay, so you go find the interns. 03:12.775 --> 03:13.943 -Okay. -I will find Owen. 03:14.027 --> 03:14.944 Hey, can one of you stay and help? 03:15.028 --> 03:17.530 I find this conversation disturbing. 03:17.614 --> 03:18.823 -Nick: Are you in? -Yeah. 03:18.907 --> 03:20.575 -Let's go. -Okay. 03:21.826 --> 03:24.287 Woman over P.A.: Dr. Andorka to the NICU. 03:24.370 --> 03:27.373 Dr. Mary Andorka to the NICU. 03:27.457 --> 03:29.667 [ Clears throat ] Ta-da! 03:29.751 --> 03:31.127 -Hey. -[ Laughs ] 03:31.211 --> 03:32.712 Ooh. We get anything good? 03:32.795 --> 03:36.466 No, oh, we are all waiting until after dinner, Uncle Link. 03:37.217 --> 03:39.469 What are you doing for your cancerversary tonight? 03:39.552 --> 03:43.890 I was thinking... you, me, dinner, foot rub... 03:43.973 --> 03:45.725 [ Laughs ] Okay. 03:45.808 --> 03:47.060 Or just dinner. 03:48.811 --> 03:50.146 Or... nothing? 03:50.230 --> 03:52.607 They asked me to take an extra shift. I'm sorry. 03:52.690 --> 03:54.484 -Yeah. -No problem. 03:54.567 --> 03:56.027 No, really, don't feel bad. 03:56.110 --> 03:59.864 These are the exact moments for... Tinder. 03:59.948 --> 04:03.576 Tinder? On Halloween? What's your costume? 04:03.660 --> 04:04.869 Businessman? 04:04.953 --> 04:07.747 -Sexy doctor. -Ha! Okay. 04:08.456 --> 04:10.708 Oh, perfect for this sexy nurse, huh? 04:10.792 --> 04:12.126 That's sexist. 04:12.210 --> 04:14.170 We could start a sexy practice. 04:14.254 --> 04:15.421 -What is wrong with you? -[ Chuckles ] 04:15.505 --> 04:17.882 Oh. Oh, there's a lot of them. 04:17.966 --> 04:20.385 -No. -[ Laughs ] 04:20.468 --> 04:21.678 Bye. 04:23.721 --> 04:24.681 How far out? 04:24.764 --> 04:26.391 -Any minute. -[ Cellphone chimes ] 04:26.474 --> 04:29.227 Please say that Webber sent me more than one intern 04:29.310 --> 04:30.395 for Halloween night. 04:30.478 --> 04:31.729 -[ Siren wailing ] -I'm actually with Dr. Pierce. 04:33.147 --> 04:35.358 You remember how this night is for cardio. 04:35.441 --> 04:38.403 A lot of jump scares, a lot of heart attacks. 04:42.740 --> 04:43.950 What do we got? 04:44.033 --> 04:45.576 16-year-old male, fall from 30 feet 04:45.660 --> 04:47.495 with blunt trauma to chest, negative LOC, 04:47.578 --> 04:49.622 possible left upper extremity fractures. 04:49.706 --> 04:51.708 Hypotensive. Tachy in the 130s. 04:51.791 --> 04:54.294 -Sats 92%. -Do we know what happened? 04:54.377 --> 04:56.379 He and his buddy took a flying leap off a roof 04:56.462 --> 04:58.214 trying to land in a swimming pool. 04:58.298 --> 04:59.966 This one missed. Friend's in the other rig. 05:00.049 --> 05:01.050 All right, take him to trauma one. 05:03.720 --> 05:04.721 What do we got? 05:04.804 --> 05:06.139 16-year-old male, fall from height, 05:06.222 --> 05:08.516 no loss of consciousness. He landed in water. 05:08.599 --> 05:10.685 No visible injuries, heart rate's 130. 05:10.768 --> 05:12.937 Jarah? We flew! 05:13.062 --> 05:14.272 We flew, man. 05:14.355 --> 05:15.732 They both took LSD. 05:15.815 --> 05:17.025 All right, trauma one. 05:17.108 --> 05:19.861 Why do they always think that they can fly? 05:21.529 --> 05:23.489 ♪ Confidence drippin' ♪ 05:23.573 --> 05:24.782 ♪ Game never slippin' ♪ 05:24.866 --> 05:28.536 ♪ On my vibe till we started talking ♪ 05:28.619 --> 05:29.829 ♪ Cartoon trippin' ♪ 05:29.912 --> 05:32.040 ♪ Cargo pants rippin' ♪ 05:32.123 --> 05:33.416 ♪ Oh, my God ♪ 05:33.499 --> 05:34.876 ♪ So embarrassing ♪ 05:34.959 --> 05:38.046 ♪ Everybody else thinks I play it real cool ♪ 05:38.129 --> 05:40.631 ♪ Walk into the party like I own the room ♪ 05:40.715 --> 05:42.175 Oh, nice job, Adams. 05:42.258 --> 05:43.301 Classic. 05:43.384 --> 05:46.012 ♪ Everybody else thinks I play it real smooth ♪ 05:46.095 --> 05:47.638 They ate too much. 05:47.722 --> 05:49.432 [ Exhales sharply ] 05:49.515 --> 05:51.434 -What? -I'm scared of pumpkins. 05:51.517 --> 05:53.561 The smell, the texture, everything. 05:54.020 --> 05:56.397 Pumpkin spice? Bread? 05:56.898 --> 05:58.024 Candles? 05:58.107 --> 06:00.109 What did I ever do to you? 06:00.193 --> 06:02.737 [ Cellphones vibrating and chiming ] 06:02.820 --> 06:04.614 It's Dr. Marsh. Trauma alert. 06:04.697 --> 06:05.782 It just says "Sim Lab." 06:05.865 --> 06:07.283 There's a trauma in the sim lab? 06:08.785 --> 06:10.953 [ Sighs ] You'd better go. 06:11.037 --> 06:14.707 ♪ Rather be uncool next to you ♪ 06:14.791 --> 06:16.834 ♪ Tonight ♪ 06:19.253 --> 06:20.797 It shouldn't take you five minutes 06:20.880 --> 06:22.840 to respond to a trauma page. 06:23.966 --> 06:25.259 Where's the trauma? 06:25.343 --> 06:28.388 Ever since we moved towards more minimally invasive techniques 06:28.471 --> 06:29.555 in nonsurgical management, 06:29.639 --> 06:31.724 interns have had less and less opportunity 06:31.808 --> 06:33.434 to train on open traumas. 06:33.518 --> 06:37.021 Right, that's blunt trauma, penetrating trauma, open wounds. 06:37.105 --> 06:38.398 Every hospital may not see them every day, 06:38.481 --> 06:39.649 but you still need to learn them. 06:39.732 --> 06:41.651 And you will. Starting tonight. 06:42.527 --> 06:45.238 Every year, Dr. Hunt runs a trauma training session, 06:45.321 --> 06:47.490 usually in the parking lot with dummies. 06:47.573 --> 06:48.741 This year... 06:52.620 --> 06:54.414 Fresh tissue cadaver. 06:54.497 --> 06:56.124 Real body, fake blood. 06:56.207 --> 06:58.126 -You're welcome. -Happy Halloween. 06:58.209 --> 07:01.212 Owen: Okay, 32-year-old male, stab wound to the left chest, 07:01.295 --> 07:05.716 B.P. is 90/40, tachy in the 120s, sats in the high 80s. 07:05.800 --> 07:07.427 Oh, w-what are we supposed to do? 07:10.721 --> 07:11.806 Save him. 07:11.889 --> 07:13.558 -Come on. -Uh, okay. 07:13.641 --> 07:15.226 -Sorry. -That's mine. 07:15.309 --> 07:16.227 -Ow! -Sorry, sorry. 07:27.822 --> 07:30.283 He has a hemothorax. Prep for a chest tube. 07:30.366 --> 07:33.494 [ Man gasping ] 07:33.578 --> 07:34.912 Dr. Pierce. 07:36.372 --> 07:37.874 Flail chest. Tell me why. 07:37.957 --> 07:40.042 Because he has five broken and displaced ribs, 07:40.126 --> 07:41.627 which disrupted the stability of the chest wall. 07:41.711 --> 07:44.255 After we stabilize him, we have to get him to C.T. 07:45.173 --> 07:46.966 Jarah! Oh, God, that's my son! 07:47.049 --> 07:48.009 What happened to him? 07:48.092 --> 07:51.095 Mr. Al-Hasan, I'm Dr. Pierce. This is Dr. Griffith. 07:51.179 --> 07:52.972 Your son has had a serious fall 07:53.055 --> 07:55.099 and sustained severe injures to his chest. 07:55.183 --> 07:58.436 He went to a friend's house to study and watch a scary movie. 07:58.519 --> 08:00.188 The EMTs said they found evidence 08:00.271 --> 08:01.397 that they may have taken LSD. 08:01.481 --> 08:03.024 No. That's-- That's not possible. 08:03.107 --> 08:04.942 Jarah and River, they're A.P. students. 08:05.026 --> 08:07.195 They're lab partners. They don't do drugs. 08:07.278 --> 08:08.988 [ Coughing and gasping ] 08:09.071 --> 08:10.448 -Oh, God! -[ Alarm beeping ] 08:10.531 --> 08:12.033 Jarah! Please, do something! 08:12.116 --> 08:14.494 His sats are dropping. I need an intubation tray! 08:14.577 --> 08:16.996 Get that chest tube ready! Get him out of here. 08:17.580 --> 08:19.332 Sir, if you could just come with me. 08:19.415 --> 08:20.583 We'll keep you updated. 08:23.961 --> 08:25.171 Deep breaths. 08:26.005 --> 08:27.048 Good. 08:27.131 --> 08:28.925 -Did they take Jarah? -They did. 08:29.926 --> 08:31.761 That's why we jumped off the roof. 08:31.844 --> 08:32.845 The bats were looking for us. 08:32.929 --> 08:35.181 The paramedics took him for medical treatment. 08:35.264 --> 08:36.599 He's my best friend. 08:36.682 --> 08:38.184 I couldn't let the bats take him. 08:38.267 --> 08:40.520 River, you are extremely lucky. 08:40.603 --> 08:42.313 You only hit water. 08:42.396 --> 08:44.106 He's severely injured. 08:44.190 --> 08:45.483 I told him it was safe. 08:45.566 --> 08:47.235 Well, you're a teenager. 08:47.318 --> 08:49.278 Your prefrontal cortex isn't fully formed. 08:49.362 --> 08:52.198 And you combine that with LSD, and nothing is safe. 08:52.281 --> 08:54.158 Someone's gonna come take your blood. 08:54.617 --> 08:56.327 Don't move, okay? 08:57.537 --> 08:59.038 Okay, we need access to give him blood. 08:59.121 --> 09:00.373 Okay, let's prep for an I.J. 09:00.456 --> 09:01.541 No, that's where he's cannulated! 09:01.624 --> 09:04.001 -He needs a femoral line. -Consider an airway secure. 09:04.085 --> 09:05.211 Femoral line has been placed. 09:05.294 --> 09:06.796 -Move on. -What about the entry wound? 09:06.879 --> 09:08.130 B.P.'s 60/40 now. 09:08.214 --> 09:10.383 Beep. Beep. Beep! Beep! Beep! Beep! 09:10.466 --> 09:11.634 -Come on! -Lucas: Got it. 09:11.717 --> 09:14.220 Fully intact fresh tissue cadavers are rare. 09:14.303 --> 09:17.348 Be mindful. They can cost up to $10,000. 09:17.431 --> 09:18.933 -That's more than my house! -You live in a van. 09:19.016 --> 09:20.309 -Exactly! -Okay, what's his name? 09:20.393 --> 09:22.061 -He's a cadaver. -He's a patient! 09:22.144 --> 09:23.312 Knowing their names humanizes them. 09:23.396 --> 09:24.689 Oh, my God, just call him Chris. 09:24.772 --> 09:26.774 Whoever uses the best critical-thinking skills 09:26.857 --> 09:29.944 on Chris will scrub in with me on an ax-fem bypass tomorrow. 09:30.027 --> 09:31.529 BP's 60/40 still. 09:31.612 --> 09:34.031 Scalpel. Scalpel. I'm gonna do an emergency thoracotomy! 09:34.115 --> 09:35.366 Not if I do it first! 09:35.449 --> 09:37.451 No, no! 09:37.994 --> 09:39.287 Ah. 09:39.370 --> 09:40.454 [ Doorbell rings ] 09:40.538 --> 09:41.872 -Nick: Boo! -[ Laughter ] 09:41.956 --> 09:43.040 -Hi, Nick. -Oh, okay. 09:43.124 --> 09:44.625 -That's funny. -All right. 09:44.709 --> 09:46.085 Okay, everyone pee. 09:46.168 --> 09:48.129 But I'm really looking at you, Ellis. 09:48.212 --> 09:49.213 Zola: I'm gonna go get my bag. 09:49.297 --> 09:50.298 Okay. 09:51.882 --> 09:52.883 What? 09:52.967 --> 09:54.427 You need to work on your scare game. 09:54.510 --> 09:56.053 What, you don't-- you don't think I'm scary? 09:56.137 --> 09:57.555 I-- You know, it's not about me. 09:57.638 --> 09:58.723 Well, maybe it's the sheet. 09:58.806 --> 10:00.516 I'm a lot scarier without the sheet. 10:00.600 --> 10:01.809 Mm-hmm. 10:03.019 --> 10:05.104 Okay, you're sure you don't mind if we go? 10:05.187 --> 10:08.357 Bailey and Ellis will crash from all that sugar in minutes. 10:08.441 --> 10:11.277 You guys just drop Zola off at her slumber party 10:11.360 --> 10:12.987 and then go have a night. 10:13.070 --> 10:14.447 -Yeah. -Are you okay? 10:14.572 --> 10:15.698 I mean, we can stay. 10:15.781 --> 10:17.617 No, she just hasn't spent the night out, you know, 10:17.700 --> 10:19.493 since the episodes started, so... 10:19.577 --> 10:20.536 -Okay. -Yeah. 10:20.620 --> 10:21.746 I mean, she seems like she wants to go. 10:21.829 --> 10:23.205 All her friends will be there, 10:23.289 --> 10:25.666 and you will be a phone call away. 10:26.208 --> 10:27.543 -Exactly. -I'm ready. 10:27.627 --> 10:29.170 Okay, great. Do you have your phone? 10:29.253 --> 10:30.463 -Mm-hmm. -Okay, let's go. 10:30.546 --> 10:32.131 Let's go. 10:32.214 --> 10:34.258 -See ya. -Okay. Bye! 10:34.342 --> 10:37.011 Woman over P.A.: Dr. Williams to labor and delivery. 10:37.094 --> 10:38.763 Hey! [ Gasps ] 10:38.846 --> 10:40.014 Baby girl! 10:40.097 --> 10:41.515 Are you ready to be an Ewok? 10:41.599 --> 10:43.309 -Yeah! -Yeah, let's go get changed. 10:43.392 --> 10:44.810 Miranda, she-- she's really tired. 10:44.894 --> 10:46.312 Oh, we won't be out late. 10:46.395 --> 10:48.689 I heard Nurse Stacy 10:48.773 --> 10:51.984 has a bowl full of real goblin guts! 10:52.068 --> 10:53.736 Uhh! 10:53.819 --> 10:55.112 -No, it's just cold spaghetti. -Oh. 10:55.196 --> 10:56.697 You sure you can't stay for a bit? 10:56.781 --> 10:59.659 It's a busy night, you know, but I-I'll see you at home. 11:00.326 --> 11:02.161 Okay. Hey, be safe. 11:02.244 --> 11:03.579 Yeah. 11:04.497 --> 11:08.042 All right, let's go get some candy! 11:08.125 --> 11:10.086 -Yeah! -[ Laughing ] Yes. 11:10.169 --> 11:13.631 [ Indistinct conversations ] 11:13.714 --> 11:15.633 All right, beds 1, 2, and 5 11:15.716 --> 11:17.009 are all kids with abdominal pain. 11:17.093 --> 11:19.887 The interns should be done pumpkin carving by now. 11:19.970 --> 11:21.931 They moved to trauma training. 11:22.014 --> 11:23.349 What about the real traumas? 11:23.432 --> 11:25.559 It was a time-sensitive exercise. Go. 11:26.894 --> 11:29.897 Oh, e-excuse me, my son, River. Someone brought him in. 11:29.980 --> 11:31.649 Oh, uh, yes, um, follow me. 11:31.732 --> 11:32.983 Is River hurt? 11:33.067 --> 11:34.568 S-Someone said that they jumped off my roof? 11:34.652 --> 11:37.321 Well, apparently they were aiming for the pool, 11:37.405 --> 11:40.991 but you should know that River and his friend were both-- 11:42.284 --> 11:43.703 Where the hell is my son? 11:46.330 --> 11:47.498 [ Sighs ] 11:47.581 --> 11:49.291 Hey, Lucinda, it's Link. 11:49.375 --> 11:50.710 I'll see you over at Joe's bar in a few. 11:50.793 --> 11:52.920 Jo: This way, Isla. Just sit right here. 11:53.003 --> 11:54.588 -Oh! -Do you need a hand? 11:55.464 --> 11:57.800 Just find my jerk of a husband. 11:57.883 --> 11:59.510 River: Look, I'm just like the bat. 11:59.593 --> 12:01.011 I can do it. I can do it. 12:01.095 --> 12:04.014 Oh, hey, hey, buddy, that-- that's not a good place to be. 12:04.098 --> 12:05.015 Watch me fly. 12:05.099 --> 12:06.559 No. No, no. No, no, no, no, no! 12:06.642 --> 12:08.144 -Whoo! -No! 12:08.644 --> 12:10.771 -Damn it. -[ Groans ] 12:10.855 --> 12:12.022 Jo, are you okay? 12:12.106 --> 12:13.065 -Yeah. -Are you all right? 12:13.149 --> 12:14.692 Hey! We need some help out here! Get a gurney! 12:14.775 --> 12:16.026 [ Groans ] 12:18.988 --> 12:22.825 I am fine. My patient barely made it to the elevator 12:22.908 --> 12:24.034 before giving birth, 12:24.118 --> 12:27.079 but mom and baby boy are doing good. 12:27.163 --> 12:28.789 Are you wearing cologne? 12:29.749 --> 12:30.791 Aftershave. 12:31.584 --> 12:32.877 And that's what you're worried about? 12:32.960 --> 12:34.962 You're a surgeon who might have a broken wrist. 12:35.045 --> 12:36.505 I will get an X-ray. 12:36.589 --> 12:37.882 Please just-- just go take care 12:37.965 --> 12:40.050 of the tripping teen with the shattered leg. 12:44.096 --> 12:45.181 [ Sighs ] 12:47.516 --> 12:50.644 A.P. lateral left wrist for Jo Wilson. Thanks. 12:52.021 --> 12:54.982 Hey, excuse me, a-are you one of the doctors 12:55.065 --> 12:57.026 who's working on River Epley? 12:57.109 --> 12:59.737 Can-- Can you just tell me if he's gonna be okay? 12:59.820 --> 13:01.113 Sir, just go back to the waiting room. 13:01.197 --> 13:03.032 No one is telling me anything. 13:03.115 --> 13:04.950 All right, we'll give you an update as soon as we can. 13:07.953 --> 13:10.039 Negative LOC, alert but disoriented, 13:10.122 --> 13:12.708 head lac, films show a tibial fracture. 13:12.792 --> 13:14.043 Oh, and he's on LSD. 13:14.126 --> 13:15.336 That tracks. 13:15.419 --> 13:16.796 Did you enjoy the flight, River? 13:16.879 --> 13:17.880 Uhh... 13:17.963 --> 13:19.006 You know, half a foot further, 13:19.089 --> 13:20.716 he could have killed Jo and Jo's patient. 13:20.800 --> 13:21.926 And Jo's patient's baby. 13:22.009 --> 13:24.136 Who has a baby? What baby? 13:24.220 --> 13:25.387 Yeah, you're not gonna be feeling so good 13:25.471 --> 13:26.388 once those drugs wear off. 13:26.472 --> 13:28.349 -Was it worth it? -You okay? 13:28.432 --> 13:30.976 Is the baby okay? Who has a baby? 13:31.060 --> 13:32.895 Look, I don't know if he's still tripping 13:32.978 --> 13:34.772 or he's got a brain injury from the fall. 13:34.855 --> 13:36.106 You mean the jump? 13:36.607 --> 13:38.526 Good signal. Blood flow's intact. 13:38.609 --> 13:40.736 Okay, great. Let's bring him up to C.T. 13:40.820 --> 13:43.364 Oh, crap. I got to cancel a date. 13:43.447 --> 13:44.740 How long ago were you supposed to meet her? 13:44.824 --> 13:47.034 -Forty-five minutes. -Oh, she already hates you. 13:47.117 --> 13:48.744 Let's go. 13:50.579 --> 13:52.248 -Okay. -Got to get-- get in... 13:52.331 --> 13:53.457 Ugh, just open it. 13:53.541 --> 13:55.709 -And trick-or-treat! -Trick-or-treat. 13:55.793 --> 14:00.548 Ah... Ah, we'll go to dermatology. 14:00.631 --> 14:02.091 Yes. 14:02.716 --> 14:05.177 Owen: Okay, Chris is losing a lot of blood! 14:05.261 --> 14:06.846 -Retractor! -I'm not your scrub nurse. 14:06.929 --> 14:09.056 If we want a chance at actually seeing the bleeder... 14:09.139 --> 14:10.766 -Here! -Thank you. 14:10.850 --> 14:11.892 Geez! 14:11.976 --> 14:15.271 Oh, man. This is fun. 14:15.354 --> 14:17.106 What, watching interns fail? 14:17.189 --> 14:20.693 It's just kind of nice to step off the cardiothoracic floor 14:20.776 --> 14:22.570 and not check in with the chief. 14:22.653 --> 14:24.113 Your wife? 14:24.196 --> 14:26.156 Listen, Ndugu, this is a safe space. 14:26.240 --> 14:28.242 I could not work for Teddy for more than one day. 14:28.325 --> 14:30.202 -Okay, hold this. Hold this. -Go, go. 14:30.286 --> 14:31.704 I mean, I'm not a resident, you know? 14:31.787 --> 14:33.080 I-I paid my dues at Tufts. 14:33.163 --> 14:35.541 I paid a lot of those dues while working under Maggie. 14:35.624 --> 14:37.501 And for the past six months, 14:37.585 --> 14:39.211 it feels like I'm right there again. 14:39.295 --> 14:42.631 Except now she's not just my smart, beautiful attending, 14:42.715 --> 14:43.716 she's my wife. 14:44.592 --> 14:46.302 My wife who not only has comments 14:46.385 --> 14:49.597 on my surgical technique, but every aspect of my life. 14:50.389 --> 14:52.474 Y-Yesterday she told me that I put something 14:52.558 --> 14:53.601 in the microwave wrong. 14:53.684 --> 14:55.019 W-Was it metal? 14:55.102 --> 14:56.228 It was water. 14:56.312 --> 14:59.523 Yeah, I heated up a mug of water for 45 seconds. 14:59.607 --> 15:01.025 She told me it should be 44 seconds, 15:01.108 --> 15:03.944 because at 44 seconds you don't have to move your finger over. 15:04.028 --> 15:04.904 Right. 15:04.987 --> 15:07.031 Yeah, so, one second doesn't make a difference heatwise. 15:07.114 --> 15:10.326 So 44 seconds is, in fact, more efficient. 15:10.409 --> 15:11.702 -Hmm. -Yeah. 15:11.785 --> 15:13.078 This is happening at my home, all right. 15:13.162 --> 15:15.080 -Yeah. Wow. -Mm-hmm. 15:15.164 --> 15:16.498 -Mika: I let you go in. -Just don't-- 15:16.582 --> 15:19.168 Hey, want to go boss them around? 15:19.251 --> 15:21.378 Yes. 15:21.837 --> 15:23.631 Okay, Chris is getting more hypotensive. 15:23.714 --> 15:24.715 Come on, let's go. 15:24.798 --> 15:27.009 There! Lac in the lower left lobe! 15:27.092 --> 15:28.802 -Um, lobectomy? -Looks like he's coding. 15:28.886 --> 15:30.346 No, he's not. We found the bleed. 15:30.429 --> 15:31.764 Okay, do we use a-a patch? 15:31.847 --> 15:33.682 On his lung? Uh, I mean, is that a thing? 15:33.766 --> 15:35.476 -No! -Owen: Your patient is coding! 15:35.559 --> 15:37.269 Winston: He's flat-lining. Do something! 15:37.353 --> 15:38.812 Get in there! Soak up the blood? 15:38.896 --> 15:41.690 -I told you... -[ Indistinct arguing ] 15:41.774 --> 15:43.484 Beeeeeeeep! 15:43.567 --> 15:44.693 What? No, no, no, no, no, no, no. 15:44.777 --> 15:46.111 Starting cardiac massage, okay? 15:46.195 --> 15:47.780 [ Panting ] 15:49.657 --> 15:50.783 Owen: Mnh-mnh. 15:52.076 --> 15:54.370 Time of death-- 23:45. 15:55.412 --> 15:56.622 We're sorry, Chris. 15:58.207 --> 16:00.125 [ Flatline ] 16:00.960 --> 16:02.169 [ Sighs ] 16:02.252 --> 16:04.171 Oh, uh, Dr. Lawson was looking for you. 16:04.254 --> 16:06.423 -No. -No... what? 16:06.507 --> 16:09.009 I can't insert another line or tube 16:09.093 --> 16:11.553 into any more attendings' patients. 16:11.637 --> 16:14.848 I-I-I physically can't. No one can. 16:14.932 --> 16:17.142 Uh, Dr. Altman and Dr. Pierce both-- 16:17.226 --> 16:18.644 Find someone else! 16:18.727 --> 16:21.188 I have been called into two surgical consults, 16:21.271 --> 16:24.274 three wound checks, and a chest tube removal, 16:24.358 --> 16:26.485 all in the last 15 minutes 16:26.568 --> 16:29.196 because the interns are constantly at lunch 16:29.279 --> 16:32.241 or-- or sex ed or pumpkin carving 16:32.324 --> 16:33.659 or in the lab with Hunt. 16:33.742 --> 16:36.412 And who does all the work, Stacy? 16:36.495 --> 16:37.705 Me! 16:37.788 --> 16:40.040 So, if you could put a little bit more effort 16:40.124 --> 16:41.709 into finding someone else-- 16:41.792 --> 16:42.960 Dr. Schmitt. 16:46.463 --> 16:48.048 You better come with me. 16:52.970 --> 16:54.388 Yeah, I mean, look, we already knew 16:54.471 --> 16:57.391 Griffith had the most clinical experience and it shows, 16:57.474 --> 16:59.852 but Kwan's suturing techniques, they're precise, they're quick. 16:59.935 --> 17:02.271 It's-- It's almost comparable to a second year. 17:02.354 --> 17:03.605 How's Adams? 17:03.689 --> 17:05.524 [ Chuckles ] Uh, Adams? 17:05.607 --> 17:08.277 Yeah, I mean, is he the next Catherine Fox Award winner? 17:08.360 --> 17:10.654 No, he's not. But he's got time. 17:10.738 --> 17:12.740 You really want to know about the interns, 17:12.823 --> 17:14.283 or are you just distracting yourself 17:14.366 --> 17:16.744 so you don't have to text Zola at her slumber party? 17:16.827 --> 17:19.163 -Can't both things be true? -I guess. 17:22.458 --> 17:23.751 -It's very nice. -Yeah. 17:23.834 --> 17:25.169 Yeah, it is nice. It is. 17:25.252 --> 17:27.004 I mean, I was happy to just go to your new place. 17:27.087 --> 17:29.590 Aw, no, no, it's all open boxes, and there's not furniture, 17:29.673 --> 17:31.216 no bathtub, it smells like new paint, 17:31.300 --> 17:34.011 and I wanted you to have something special for tonight. 17:36.096 --> 17:37.014 What do you say? 17:37.097 --> 17:39.683 Uh, very expensive but totally worth-it room service? 17:39.767 --> 17:40.893 What do you think? 17:44.104 --> 17:45.397 Where you going? 17:45.481 --> 17:47.191 I'm going to take a bath. 17:47.274 --> 17:49.026 -You coming or not? -[ Chuckles ] 17:54.031 --> 17:55.199 Griffith. 17:57.534 --> 17:59.411 Jarah? W-Where is he? Is-- Is he... 17:59.495 --> 18:01.497 [ Sighs ] All right, he's losing 18:01.580 --> 18:03.082 too much blood through his chest tube, 18:03.165 --> 18:05.667 so we are taking him to the O.R. right now. 18:05.751 --> 18:08.128 I'll send Dr. Griffith down with some updates soon. 18:08.212 --> 18:10.380 He should be arrested. 18:10.464 --> 18:12.007 His kid gave my kid drugs, 18:12.091 --> 18:14.093 and now-- and now he's got a broken leg 18:14.176 --> 18:15.010 and God knows what else. 18:15.094 --> 18:17.012 My kid? They were at your house. 18:17.137 --> 18:18.847 Jarah doesn't know the first thing about drugs! 18:18.931 --> 18:20.015 And River does? 18:20.099 --> 18:22.142 -Jarah brought a backpack. -Yeah, for books! 18:22.226 --> 18:23.393 Okay, guys, let's just take some deep breaths 18:23.477 --> 18:24.478 and maybe go to separate rooms right now, okay? 18:24.561 --> 18:26.146 Were you even home? Were you even watching them? 18:26.230 --> 18:27.481 -They're 16! -Hey. 18:27.564 --> 18:28.482 My son would never do something like this! 18:28.565 --> 18:29.483 Get security. 18:29.566 --> 18:31.068 Your son brought drugs into my house! 18:31.151 --> 18:32.027 Your son gave my son drugs! 18:32.111 --> 18:33.737 -Where'd he get them? -Guys, hey! Hey! 18:33.821 --> 18:35.114 He's on his death bed right now! 18:35.197 --> 18:36.657 Hey! My name is Dr. Miranda Bailey! 18:36.740 --> 18:39.493 And d-despite how I look, I do work here. 18:39.576 --> 18:43.622 I'm also a mother, and, look, parenting is hard. 18:43.705 --> 18:46.542 Teenagers are hard. And parenting a teenager? 18:47.417 --> 18:51.672 I mean, one minute they're little babies in Ewok costumes 18:51.755 --> 18:53.048 and you can control them, 18:53.132 --> 18:55.008 and-- and the next minute they-- 18:55.092 --> 18:57.845 they have impulses and access and phones 18:57.928 --> 19:01.265 and they're doing all the things that we worked so damn hard 19:01.348 --> 19:02.891 to keep them from ever doing. 19:02.975 --> 19:04.852 Look, last week, I took my son's phone 19:04.935 --> 19:07.229 when he wasn't looking me in the eye. 19:07.980 --> 19:11.233 And he finally admitted that there are emojis 19:11.316 --> 19:15.737 that the dealers use now to tell kids where to get drugs. 19:15.821 --> 19:19.241 So, look, it doesn't matter whose fault it is. 19:19.324 --> 19:22.661 It only matters that we keep our kids alive. 19:22.744 --> 19:24.580 We cannot turn on each other. 19:24.663 --> 19:27.749 'Cause we-- look, we-- we need all the help we can get. 19:29.835 --> 19:31.253 Thank you. 19:31.336 --> 19:33.005 You good? 19:34.089 --> 19:35.591 [ Voice breaking ] Please save my son. 19:36.341 --> 19:38.552 Would you... please? 19:39.428 --> 19:40.804 Please just save my son. 19:41.638 --> 19:43.098 I can't lose him. 19:49.188 --> 19:50.772 [ Sobs ] 19:57.362 --> 19:58.739 Who put in this stitch? 19:58.822 --> 19:59.740 I did. 19:59.823 --> 20:00.866 You left an air knot. 20:01.366 --> 20:03.493 You also didn't take the time to do a proper assessment. 20:03.577 --> 20:05.162 You all just zoomed in on the obvious injury. 20:05.245 --> 20:07.164 It's kind of hard to ignore a knife in the chest. 20:07.247 --> 20:09.041 In the real world, you would be on your way 20:09.124 --> 20:10.042 to inform the family. 20:10.125 --> 20:11.126 It would be done. No do-overs. 20:11.210 --> 20:12.753 But this is trauma training. Ndugu? 20:12.836 --> 20:14.213 -Mika: Huh? -Blue: What? 20:15.214 --> 20:17.382 Is there someone walking around Seattle today 20:17.466 --> 20:19.968 stabbing hot guys in the chest? 20:20.052 --> 20:22.429 Yasuda, it's a training exercise. 20:23.263 --> 20:25.307 -Oh. -Wow, that's dark. 20:25.390 --> 20:27.726 Wait, you stabbed them? 20:27.809 --> 20:30.729 This is-- This is what happens? You stab them? 20:30.812 --> 20:32.397 Both of my parents and my uncle, 20:32.481 --> 20:33.857 who lives with us when he's not in jail, 20:33.941 --> 20:35.943 decided that they wanted to donate their bodies to science. 20:36.026 --> 20:38.070 And, yes, they were high when they came up with this idea, 20:38.153 --> 20:41.615 but it was a beautiful and-- and generous idea, 20:41.698 --> 20:43.992 so I got all the paperwork together 20:44.076 --> 20:45.118 and I filed it for them. 20:45.202 --> 20:47.287 And my family, who is not known 20:47.371 --> 20:50.249 for ever doing anything beautiful or generous, 20:50.332 --> 20:53.627 is planning to give this very generous gift in death, 20:53.710 --> 20:56.213 and-- and if I had known that you would just stab them 20:56.296 --> 20:57.673 in the chest, I would never-- 20:57.756 --> 20:59.716 Millin, we are not monsters, we are doctors. 21:00.133 --> 21:01.927 Penetrating injuries were simulated 21:02.010 --> 21:03.512 using ultrasound guidance. 21:03.595 --> 21:06.265 That came after release forms were signed. 21:06.348 --> 21:08.225 Prayers were said. 21:08.308 --> 21:10.811 Moments of silence were given. 21:10.894 --> 21:12.729 There is no more generous gift 21:12.813 --> 21:15.691 than someone donating their body to doctors 21:15.774 --> 21:16.817 so that lives can be saved. 21:16.900 --> 21:18.235 Understood? 21:22.614 --> 21:23.740 Ndugu? 21:27.035 --> 21:28.203 What's happening? 21:28.287 --> 21:29.621 Round two. Let's go. 21:29.705 --> 21:30.831 Oh, my... 21:30.914 --> 21:32.541 Can someone get me some gauze? 21:32.624 --> 21:33.875 Kwan: Okay, let's, uh... 21:36.295 --> 21:38.005 Maggie: All right, suction, please. 21:38.088 --> 21:38.964 [ Suctioning ] 21:39.047 --> 21:40.799 Third rib punctured right through the lung. 21:40.882 --> 21:43.051 [ Cellphone chimes ] 21:43.176 --> 21:44.803 Dr. Griffith, it's yours. 21:44.886 --> 21:46.263 I'll check it later. Thank you. 21:47.180 --> 21:48.223 [ Chimes ] 21:48.307 --> 21:50.058 -Still yours. -[ Chimes ] 21:50.142 --> 21:52.185 Do you have somewhere else to be, Griffith? 21:52.811 --> 21:54.354 -[ Monitor alarm ] -Damn it. 21:54.438 --> 21:56.148 The pulmonary artery is lacerated. 21:56.231 --> 21:58.400 -I need exposure! -[ Chimes ] 21:58.483 --> 22:00.152 Someone silence that damn phone! 22:00.235 --> 22:02.738 -Dr. Pierce, I'm sorry. -I don't need you to be sorry. 22:02.821 --> 22:04.781 I need your finger. Right here. 22:05.490 --> 22:07.367 I am holding the pulmonary artery 22:07.451 --> 22:08.785 of a 16-year-old in my hand, 22:08.869 --> 22:10.120 and I can feel the blood pumping out. 22:10.203 --> 22:12.414 So whatever's going on with you, I need you to put is aside. 22:12.497 --> 22:14.958 This kid made a stupid call. It's gonna ruin his life. 22:15.042 --> 22:17.169 But it doesn't have to end his life if we can help it. 22:17.252 --> 22:18.462 I'm here, Dr. Pierce. 22:18.545 --> 22:19.838 All right, right angle. 22:19.921 --> 22:22.007 [ Alarm continues ] 22:22.090 --> 22:23.675 Hang two more units. 22:26.094 --> 22:27.721 [ Sighs ] 22:29.056 --> 22:31.767 Chevron incision on the top, Pfannenstiel on the bottom. 22:31.850 --> 22:34.936 Uh, i-is the one on the right a Lanz? 22:35.020 --> 22:36.980 Yes. Are-- Are we done now? 22:37.064 --> 22:38.523 Um... 22:38.607 --> 22:40.025 This one. 22:40.567 --> 22:41.735 Just for fun. 22:41.818 --> 22:43.653 Respectfully, Dr. Webber, I-- 22:43.904 --> 22:45.781 I-I don't have time for this. 22:45.864 --> 22:47.449 You know, Catherine and I 22:47.532 --> 22:49.159 visited several museums on our trip. 22:49.242 --> 22:52.913 I mean, we saw thousands of paintings and-- and sculptures, 22:52.996 --> 22:55.415 classics and modern works. 22:55.499 --> 23:00.045 And thinking of the techniques and the choice of colors was-- 23:00.128 --> 23:02.255 you know, that was restorative for me. 23:02.339 --> 23:03.548 And necessary. 23:03.632 --> 23:05.467 Could you just say the thing I need to hear? 23:05.550 --> 23:07.094 You need to take a break, Schmitt. 23:07.177 --> 23:09.137 I mean, leave the hospital. Take a walk. 23:09.221 --> 23:11.598 Because if you continue to scream at nurses, 23:11.681 --> 23:14.017 your chief resident job will be short-lived. 23:14.559 --> 23:18.980 If I take a break, things won't get done and patients will die. 23:19.064 --> 23:20.774 And if I lose someone 23:20.857 --> 23:24.611 that I could have saved-- again-- I... 23:27.114 --> 23:29.491 I don't think that I could come back from that. 23:31.243 --> 23:33.286 I need to go back to work. 23:46.466 --> 23:47.926 Stay still, River. 23:48.009 --> 23:49.761 Do you remember being a teen? 23:49.845 --> 23:51.346 -[ Sighs ] -Do I have to? 23:52.180 --> 23:55.016 I remember older guys buying beer and cigarettes. 23:55.100 --> 23:56.268 I remember a joint being passed around. 23:56.351 --> 24:00.939 I do not remember LSD in high school. 24:01.022 --> 24:03.483 Did the whole world change without me knowing? 24:03.567 --> 24:04.651 Yes. 24:06.945 --> 24:09.448 Did something change between you and Jo? 24:09.531 --> 24:10.782 Why? 24:10.866 --> 24:12.451 -Well... -River: Jarah? 24:12.534 --> 24:13.577 Where's Jarah? 24:13.660 --> 24:14.786 River... 24:14.870 --> 24:16.746 Jarah's being treated for his injuries. 24:16.830 --> 24:18.665 As soon as we know something, we'll let you know, okay? 24:18.748 --> 24:22.461 [ Crying ] Did I kill him? I'm sorry. 24:22.544 --> 24:24.129 I'm so sorry. 24:24.212 --> 24:25.714 I'm so stupid. 24:26.381 --> 24:27.924 He was supposed to play on the finals 24:28.008 --> 24:29.134 with his soccer team next week. 24:29.217 --> 24:30.594 And take his ACT. 24:31.136 --> 24:32.721 Is he gonna be okay? 24:33.597 --> 24:36.016 Hey, River, you-- you need to try to calm down, okay? 24:36.141 --> 24:37.559 [ Gasps ] 24:37.642 --> 24:39.561 Is my dad here? I really want my dad. 24:39.644 --> 24:41.021 We need him to stay still. 24:41.104 --> 24:42.814 Otherwise, we're not gonna get an accurate scan. 24:42.898 --> 24:43.940 Yeah, I'm on it. 24:45.192 --> 24:47.068 [ Breathing heavily ] 24:47.152 --> 24:49.863 Please. I need my dad. 24:49.946 --> 24:51.698 Hey. Hey, River. 24:52.491 --> 24:55.368 Hey, buddy, listen, we're gonna get your dad, okay? 24:55.452 --> 24:58.371 But we need you to stay still so we can run this scan, okay? 24:58.455 --> 24:59.873 I don't think I can. 24:59.956 --> 25:01.333 N-No, you can. 25:01.416 --> 25:03.084 You can, all right? Hey, listen... 25:04.961 --> 25:08.298 I got you, buddy. Okay? I'm right here. 25:14.346 --> 25:16.973 Okay, I found the laceration. Uh, forceps? On sutures. 25:17.057 --> 25:18.266 No, we sutured last time. 25:18.350 --> 25:20.268 Clamping the pulmonary hilum to control the bleeding. 25:20.352 --> 25:21.394 It's like watching children 25:21.478 --> 25:23.146 stick their fingers into electrical sockets. 25:23.647 --> 25:25.941 Patient's still hypotensive. Why? 25:26.024 --> 25:26.900 'Cause he's bleeding from 25:26.983 --> 25:28.318 a four-centimeter laceration to his lung. 25:28.401 --> 25:30.695 But would that make him that hypotensive? 25:30.779 --> 25:31.988 Look, we already failed. 25:32.072 --> 25:33.532 We just got to work harder, push through, 25:33.615 --> 25:35.116 a-and open up our minds before we lose him. 25:35.200 --> 25:36.785 Did you dad teach you to side coach like that 25:36.868 --> 25:38.119 so you'd take the winning shot every time? 25:38.203 --> 25:40.705 Never had a dad, but thank you for bringing my personal pain 25:40.789 --> 25:42.415 into this training exercise. 25:42.499 --> 25:43.917 Wait, wait wait. Found it! 25:44.000 --> 25:45.210 Pinprick hole in the pericardium. 25:46.294 --> 25:47.712 We need to do a pericardial window. 25:47.796 --> 25:48.880 Metz. 25:48.964 --> 25:50.048 No, you screwed up the repair last time. 25:50.131 --> 25:52.842 Can someone just do it before the patient dies?! 25:53.802 --> 25:55.053 Kwan, how fast can you do it? 25:55.136 --> 25:56.054 Already on it. 25:56.137 --> 25:57.305 Okay. 26:06.231 --> 26:07.816 You suffered a minor concussion, 26:07.899 --> 26:09.859 and we'd like to observe you overnight. 26:10.318 --> 26:13.154 Dr. Lincoln will operate on your leg fracture tomorrow. 26:14.197 --> 26:15.657 ♪ Time was a friend ♪ 26:16.032 --> 26:17.617 Your friend made it through the surgery. 26:17.701 --> 26:20.203 Oh, thank God. Thank you, God. 26:20.287 --> 26:21.413 Can I see him? 26:21.496 --> 26:25.125 Not for a while. No, his injuries are extensive. 26:25.208 --> 26:27.002 He has a long road to recovery ahead of him. 26:28.461 --> 26:29.838 His dad's gonna be so mad. 26:30.589 --> 26:32.048 He's not gonna let us be friends anymore. 26:32.132 --> 26:33.675 His dad is here. 26:34.259 --> 26:37.053 His dad loves him just like I love you. 26:37.137 --> 26:38.722 It's okay. 26:38.805 --> 26:41.683 You both are all right, and we will, uh-- 26:41.766 --> 26:43.351 we'll find a way through this, okay? 26:45.604 --> 26:50.609 ♪ It's the strangest feeling to watch your hope leaving ♪ 26:51.776 --> 26:53.945 ♪ And not even put up a fight ♪ 26:54.029 --> 26:57.073 What happened? I've seen your work. 26:57.157 --> 27:00.201 I know that you are the intern to watch. 27:00.285 --> 27:03.663 I also know that you were asked to leave your last program. 27:03.747 --> 27:06.541 I was on the, uh-- the intern selection committee. 27:06.625 --> 27:08.710 -Dr. Pierce, I-- -What I'm saying is, 27:08.793 --> 27:11.004 I know that the stakes are really high for you here, 27:11.087 --> 27:14.758 and I know that you wouldn't get that distracted or preoccupied 27:14.841 --> 27:17.010 unless something happened. 27:17.093 --> 27:20.847 ♪ I'll run to the flames ♪ 27:20.930 --> 27:23.308 I w-- I was a model resident all the time, 27:23.391 --> 27:24.809 even when... 27:26.436 --> 27:28.980 I made a point on a case and was told I was wrong, 27:29.064 --> 27:31.024 and then a White colleague made that same point, 27:31.107 --> 27:32.692 and that White colleague got to scrub in. 27:32.776 --> 27:36.571 Or how I was the only one denied requested rotations, 27:36.655 --> 27:39.449 or how I had to endure a certain faculty member 27:39.532 --> 27:41.493 regularly making hostile comments 27:41.576 --> 27:42.410 about patients of color. 27:42.494 --> 27:44.329 Or how, when I finally raised concern 27:44.412 --> 27:47.374 about how a Black patient was being treated, 27:47.457 --> 27:51.503 I was told maybe I would be happier at a different program. 27:51.586 --> 27:53.838 -Apparently I was perceived as-- -Aggressive? 27:53.922 --> 27:56.424 Aggressive, angry, all the things, yeah. 27:56.508 --> 27:59.803 So, after you were asked to leave, did you contest it? 27:59.928 --> 28:01.513 Did you file an official complaint? 28:01.596 --> 28:04.057 -I didn't get the chance. -Why not? 28:04.182 --> 28:08.019 Because after they told me to leave, I did get angry. 28:08.103 --> 28:10.397 And I was sleep deprived and I... 28:14.150 --> 28:15.235 ...kind of broke. 28:16.027 --> 28:18.238 I acted inappropriately, 28:18.321 --> 28:19.698 and I just found out this morning 28:19.781 --> 28:21.032 that security footage of it got leaked, 28:21.116 --> 28:23.201 so I've been trying to get it taken down all day, 28:23.284 --> 28:25.453 which is why my phone has been going off. 28:29.124 --> 28:30.250 I'm so-- 28:37.924 --> 28:41.761 ♪ Well, once a year there's a hellish night ♪ 28:41.845 --> 28:45.014 ♪ Full of ghosts and ghouls and fright ♪ 28:45.098 --> 28:46.015 ♪ Claws that grab... ♪ 28:46.099 --> 28:47.267 Taryn: Dr. Webber. 28:47.684 --> 28:49.853 Should you be drinking while on shift? 28:49.936 --> 28:52.021 Oh, I'm not here for a drink. 28:52.105 --> 28:54.107 -Mm. -Mm. 28:54.190 --> 28:55.400 Is that the aorta? 28:55.483 --> 28:58.111 Yeah, I-- I did that. 28:58.194 --> 29:00.113 Look. It beats. 29:00.196 --> 29:01.906 [ Both chuckle ] 29:03.032 --> 29:06.244 Helm, you-- y-you don't belong here. 29:06.327 --> 29:08.496 -800. -Excuse me? 29:08.580 --> 29:09.956 $800. That's how much cash 29:10.039 --> 29:11.833 I will be walking out of here with tonight. 29:11.916 --> 29:13.501 And I won't be stuck with severed tendons 29:13.585 --> 29:16.588 or kids vomiting or chemical burns from cheap makeup. 29:17.630 --> 29:20.383 I know Levi is drowning. I live with him. 29:20.467 --> 29:21.968 But when the program closed, 29:22.051 --> 29:23.678 no one found me a residency in another department. 29:23.762 --> 29:25.972 I walked out and... nothing. 29:26.848 --> 29:28.224 I appreciate you coming here, Dr. Webber, 29:28.308 --> 29:29.642 but it's gonna take a lot more than that 29:29.768 --> 29:30.852 to convince me to come back. 29:30.935 --> 29:32.729 And not just money. 29:32.812 --> 29:34.856 But money would help. 29:34.939 --> 29:36.149 We do need you. 29:36.232 --> 29:38.067 So do all these people. 29:38.151 --> 29:40.028 Happy Halloween, Dr. Webber. 29:40.111 --> 29:43.656 ♪ The break-dancers break their spines ♪ 29:43.740 --> 29:45.033 ♪ And the DJs... ♪ 29:45.617 --> 29:46.826 [ Sighs ] 29:48.995 --> 29:51.581 Maybe she's having too much fun to text. 29:51.664 --> 29:53.625 -I hope so. -Yeah. 29:54.250 --> 29:57.337 How-- How'd your meeting with the principal go the other day? 29:58.087 --> 30:01.216 Oh, he wants her to skip two grades. 30:01.299 --> 30:03.092 -Mm. -Which Maggie did and hated. 30:03.176 --> 30:05.011 And the prep school by the marina, how was that? 30:05.094 --> 30:08.807 Well, they focus on kids who are excelling academically. 30:08.890 --> 30:10.517 - Right. -And she is so much more. 30:10.600 --> 30:14.020 She's empathetic, imaginative, intensely curious. 30:14.103 --> 30:16.481 Yeah, she needs a whole-human approach. 30:16.564 --> 30:18.274 I don't want to cause her more anxiety. 30:18.358 --> 30:21.110 Mm. You know, when I was 12, my dad left us. 30:21.194 --> 30:23.196 -I told you that, yes? -Mm-hmm. 30:23.279 --> 30:25.615 Up to that point, my-- my parents, 30:25.698 --> 30:27.492 our neighborhood, had been my whole world, 30:27.575 --> 30:30.119 and it felt like the whole world fell apart 30:30.203 --> 30:31.913 [snaps fingers] just like that. 30:33.248 --> 30:35.875 But then one day my mom came home with this ancient R.V. 30:35.959 --> 30:37.418 she bought off one of her coworkers. 30:37.502 --> 30:40.839 And, uh, it was huge and beige and it smelled weird, 30:40.922 --> 30:42.048 and, uh-- but over that spring break 30:42.131 --> 30:44.133 we drove it all the way down to the Grand Canyon. 30:44.217 --> 30:47.136 And up until then, I'd never been outside of Minnesota. 30:48.680 --> 30:51.224 And it made me realize there was this really big, 30:51.307 --> 30:53.434 this really beautiful world where no one knew, 30:53.518 --> 30:56.980 and no one cared that I was a kid whose dad left him. 30:58.231 --> 30:59.983 And I never would have learned that 31:00.066 --> 31:02.360 if it weren't for my mom showing it to me. 31:03.528 --> 31:04.737 [ Cellphone vibrating ] 31:04.821 --> 31:06.406 Oh, look out. 31:06.489 --> 31:07.949 [ Gasps ] Oh. 31:08.366 --> 31:10.159 -Zola. -[ Crying ] Mom. 31:10.243 --> 31:11.369 -Hi. -Mom. 31:11.452 --> 31:12.871 What happened? 31:12.954 --> 31:13.997 I'm sorry. 31:14.080 --> 31:15.498 It's okay. It's okay. 31:15.582 --> 31:17.667 -I can't breathe. -Take a deep breath. 31:17.750 --> 31:19.752 -Okay. -I will come and pick you up. 31:19.836 --> 31:21.838 Okay. Don't get off the phone. 31:21.921 --> 31:23.756 Okay, I will stay on the phone with you. 31:23.840 --> 31:25.300 -Okay. -Okay, I'll drive. 31:25.383 --> 31:27.719 I'm sorry. [Crying] 31:32.557 --> 31:34.225 [ Sighs ] 31:35.143 --> 31:37.270 I used to love Halloween, but tonight was enough 31:37.353 --> 31:39.272 to make me dread letting my kids grow up. 31:40.106 --> 31:41.524 Same. 31:41.900 --> 31:44.736 Only, you know, it's not just Halloween. 31:44.819 --> 31:48.031 Like, the whole world is stupid and cruel. 31:48.114 --> 31:49.532 Those kids, those are good kids. 31:49.616 --> 31:50.825 -Mm. -Smart kids. 31:50.909 --> 31:53.786 But one bad night, one stupid impulse... 31:57.332 --> 31:58.791 It never stops. 31:59.417 --> 32:00.793 Hm? 32:00.877 --> 32:03.296 It's not just teenagers. 32:03.379 --> 32:07.634 One stupid impulse can ruin your life at any stage of the game. 32:11.179 --> 32:12.597 [ Sighs ] 32:14.057 --> 32:16.643 I'm kind of crazy about Jo. 32:16.726 --> 32:19.020 Yeah, I ki-- I kinda caught on to that. 32:19.103 --> 32:20.647 Okay. [ Laughs ] 32:21.731 --> 32:23.232 She was my best friend. 32:23.316 --> 32:24.651 -Right? -Oh. 32:24.734 --> 32:25.985 Like, it wasn't an option, 32:26.069 --> 32:27.320 and then, suddenly, it was. 32:27.403 --> 32:30.657 And I was hung up on Amelia. 32:30.740 --> 32:34.786 And I was confused, and I was scared, 32:34.869 --> 32:37.413 and, like, I didn't want to ruin the friendship, 32:37.497 --> 32:40.625 so I... I blew it. 32:40.708 --> 32:42.043 I missed my moment, and now-- 32:42.126 --> 32:44.671 -It's-- It's for the best. -I'm sorry, what? 32:44.754 --> 32:47.256 Just keep sleeping with other women till those feelings pass. 32:47.340 --> 32:50.385 Wh-- Wait, you're-- you're serious? 32:50.468 --> 32:52.929 Yeah. Yeah, I'm serious. 32:53.012 --> 32:54.931 Owen and I were best friends. 32:55.014 --> 32:56.349 I mean, I-I would have been the person 32:56.432 --> 32:57.517 that he would have called for advice 32:57.600 --> 32:59.018 when he ruined his life, and now we're married, 32:59.102 --> 33:01.396 so when he ruins his life, he also ruins mine. 33:01.479 --> 33:03.356 And there's nothing like ruining each other's lives 33:03.439 --> 33:04.691 to ruin a friendship. 33:06.693 --> 33:07.860 Have a good night. 33:10.989 --> 33:13.574 Owen: B.P.'s steady, strong heart rate, 33:13.658 --> 33:15.743 -responsive to stimuli. -He's a cadaver. 33:15.827 --> 33:17.578 Do you want your good news, or not? 33:18.496 --> 33:19.872 Your patient is stable. 33:19.956 --> 33:23.334 So, who will be scrubbing in with Dr. Ndugu? 33:24.168 --> 33:25.586 I did a pericardial window. 33:25.670 --> 33:27.005 Yeah, and I did the chest tube. 33:27.088 --> 33:30.383 After I gave you appropriate visual field with my retraction. 33:30.466 --> 33:34.178 What about you, Adams? You saw the hole in the heart. 33:34.262 --> 33:36.639 ♪ Running for the sunrise ♪ 33:36.723 --> 33:38.182 Right, but I only saw it 33:38.266 --> 33:40.727 because Millin was such a beast with the suction. 33:40.810 --> 33:43.813 Which Kwan was constantly reminding her about 33:43.896 --> 33:45.898 after Yasuda widened the incision. 33:45.982 --> 33:48.901 So, without any of that, I wouldn't have had a clear view. 33:48.985 --> 33:50.945 You used all the hands around you. 33:51.946 --> 33:53.865 Congratulations, you will be scrubbing in 33:53.948 --> 33:55.658 on an ax-fem bypass. 33:56.200 --> 33:59.078 Uh... can't we all do it? 33:59.162 --> 34:02.123 ♪ Swan dives through the planet ♪ 34:02.206 --> 34:04.709 ♪ Run circles like we planned it ♪ 34:05.126 --> 34:07.503 Sure. Yeah, yeah. 34:08.337 --> 34:10.882 I'll e-mail you the case details in a few hours. 34:10.965 --> 34:12.550 Go get some sleep, all right? 34:16.179 --> 34:17.388 ♪ All this ♪ 34:17.472 --> 34:18.639 All right, I'm gonna do a lap 34:18.765 --> 34:20.683 around the CCU for Maggie before we take off. 34:20.767 --> 34:22.101 Sure. 34:22.185 --> 34:25.354 Hey, do you still, uh, love her? 34:25.438 --> 34:26.939 -My wife? -Yeah. 34:27.023 --> 34:28.441 Yeah, of course. 34:28.524 --> 34:30.151 ♪ ...in me ♪ 34:30.234 --> 34:32.904 Don't reach the point where the resentment takes over. 34:32.987 --> 34:36.532 ♪ Beautiful and growing ♪ 34:37.241 --> 34:41.370 ♪ Future history ♪ 34:41.454 --> 34:43.289 Oh, ooh. 34:43.372 --> 34:46.042 [ Laughs ] 34:46.125 --> 34:48.795 Are you trying to rip the whole sink off the wall? 34:48.878 --> 34:51.464 I don't know what I was doing. 34:51.547 --> 34:52.757 Oh, no. 34:52.840 --> 34:54.967 Okay. All right, all right. 34:55.051 --> 34:58.096 Look, I get it. I get it. 34:58.179 --> 35:00.973 We are held to a different standard. 35:01.057 --> 35:04.644 Right? We are expected to always be on exemplary behavior. 35:04.727 --> 35:06.479 And you had a bad day. 35:06.896 --> 35:08.189 After many bad days. 35:08.272 --> 35:12.026 Now my bad day lives on the Internet forever. 35:12.110 --> 35:14.654 Oh, please. Tomorrow it will be somebody else's meltdown. 35:14.737 --> 35:18.199 Look, this is a great program. 35:18.282 --> 35:21.119 And you deserve a great program because you're a great doctor. 35:21.202 --> 35:22.620 We see you. 35:22.703 --> 35:24.956 You don't have to let that haunt you anymore. 35:25.665 --> 35:28.167 Excuse me. Hi. 35:28.584 --> 35:31.462 Um, my son would like to apologize 35:31.546 --> 35:33.131 to his friend's father. Is that okay? 35:33.214 --> 35:36.509 Of course. We just-- we can't let you inside. 35:36.592 --> 35:37.802 I'll help you. 35:37.885 --> 35:40.930 ♪ ...plant seeds ♪ 35:41.013 --> 35:45.059 ♪ All things in me ♪ 35:46.310 --> 35:50.857 ♪ Beautiful and growing ♪ 35:51.691 --> 35:52.733 I'm so sorry. 35:52.817 --> 35:54.652 I-I didn't mean for any of this to happen. 35:54.735 --> 35:55.987 I know you didn't. 35:56.070 --> 35:57.280 And I appreciate you saying that. 35:57.363 --> 35:58.322 I'm glad you're okay. 35:59.407 --> 36:01.117 ♪ ...history ♪ 36:05.997 --> 36:08.791 This is my last patient, then I'll sleep. 36:09.375 --> 36:10.918 We failed you, Schmitt. 36:11.377 --> 36:13.629 You're carrying the workload for your whole class. 36:13.713 --> 36:15.506 A class this program failed. 36:17.175 --> 36:21.053 We failed your class and we are serving these new interns, 36:21.137 --> 36:22.471 but we failed you again. 36:22.555 --> 36:25.057 And no amount of me telling you to rest is gonna fix that. 36:25.141 --> 36:27.101 Dr. Webber, I'm chief resident. 36:27.185 --> 36:29.020 I was expecting a heavier workload, so... 36:29.103 --> 36:30.479 This is a new program, Schmitt. 36:30.563 --> 36:32.523 We're still working out the kinks. 36:33.357 --> 36:35.318 And we have to own it when we get it wrong. 36:36.194 --> 36:37.695 We got this wrong. 36:38.654 --> 36:41.991 Starting now, I'm going to ask all attendings 36:42.074 --> 36:45.578 to pick up the slack left by our senior residents. 36:45.661 --> 36:48.539 And I'm first. Give me half of the patients on your shift. 36:48.623 --> 36:49.749 Dr. Webber-- 36:49.832 --> 36:51.959 Watching that program fail once was enough for me. 36:52.043 --> 36:53.336 I'm not about to do it again. 36:53.419 --> 36:55.922 I mean, technically, this is my last patient. 36:56.005 --> 36:58.382 Just give me the tablet, Schmitt. 37:02.678 --> 37:04.013 Now, get out of here. 37:06.974 --> 37:08.184 [ Clears throat ] 37:13.940 --> 37:14.815 -Hey. -Mm. 37:14.899 --> 37:17.109 -Oh, hey. -[ Both laugh ] 37:18.611 --> 37:22.240 I-I checked on all of our patients, and, um, changed. 37:22.323 --> 37:24.450 Then I packed my bag and then I sat down. 37:25.243 --> 37:28.579 Yeah, I could sleep for like three days straight. 37:28.663 --> 37:30.373 Yeah. 37:30.456 --> 37:32.083 -Shall we? -Yes. 37:33.542 --> 37:35.211 But, um... 37:37.004 --> 37:38.256 What's wrong? 37:40.049 --> 37:42.343 Well, I've been doing more vascular procedures 37:42.426 --> 37:45.388 because I'm considering changing specialties. 37:48.474 --> 37:52.186 I love you, Maggie. And I love being married to you. 37:53.145 --> 37:55.189 But if I want it to stay that way, 37:55.273 --> 37:57.108 I think I need to leave cardio. 38:01.487 --> 38:03.447 [ Speaks indistinctly ] 38:04.490 --> 38:05.616 Doesn't even hurt. 38:06.367 --> 38:08.286 Oh, wait, of course, it hurts, 38:08.369 --> 38:10.037 but it's nothing compared 38:10.121 --> 38:11.747 to my three patients in labor right now. 38:11.831 --> 38:14.000 Rest, ice, compression, elevation. 38:14.083 --> 38:15.710 Please! Dr. Lincoln, 38:15.793 --> 38:18.796 tell me how to take care of a sprained wrist. 38:19.338 --> 38:21.299 Oh, I, um-- I have something for you. 38:23.467 --> 38:25.511 I already threw out everything with raisins. 38:25.594 --> 38:27.013 -[ Chuckles ] -It's just the good stuff. 38:27.096 --> 38:28.931 Happy cancerversary. 38:30.308 --> 38:31.517 This... 38:32.143 --> 38:33.311 Thank you. 38:33.394 --> 38:35.980 Thank you for worrying about me. 38:39.233 --> 38:40.693 -I'll see you at home? -Yeah! 38:40.776 --> 38:42.570 Yeah, save me a sour gummy. 38:46.657 --> 38:48.284 [ Sighs ] 39:03.132 --> 39:04.842 [ Inhales sharply ] Mm. 39:06.427 --> 39:07.720 Hey. 39:10.973 --> 39:11.974 What? 39:13.142 --> 39:15.019 Do you remember that year in Baghdad 39:15.102 --> 39:18.064 we had that nine-month stretch where we missed 39:18.147 --> 39:21.025 Valentine's Day, Easter, the Fourth of July? 39:21.108 --> 39:23.611 Mm-hmm. I remember you complaining 39:24.153 --> 39:26.864 that you missed those holidays more that Christmas. 39:26.947 --> 39:28.449 Yeah. I did. 39:28.532 --> 39:32.328 And then on Halloween you gave me an Easter egg hunt. 39:32.411 --> 39:33.913 Red, white, and blue plastic eggs. 39:33.996 --> 39:34.872 Yeah. 39:34.955 --> 39:37.083 With Valentine's conversation hearts. 39:37.166 --> 39:39.543 -Mm-hmm. -All the holidays in one. 39:39.627 --> 39:41.420 Mm-hmm. 39:41.504 --> 39:43.381 I mean, how did you get all that stuff? 39:43.464 --> 39:45.257 I don't know, but I remember it being hard. 39:45.341 --> 39:46.675 [ Chuckles ] 39:47.718 --> 39:49.553 [ Chuckles ] 39:49.637 --> 39:51.263 That was my favorite Halloween. 39:57.937 --> 39:58.896 [ Snores ] 39:58.979 --> 40:01.774 Meredith: It's never easy to face our demons. 40:02.274 --> 40:04.902 Huh? What? What... 40:04.985 --> 40:08.030 [ Door opens, closes ] 40:10.116 --> 40:11.617 There it is. 40:11.700 --> 40:13.160 Okay, so we got your suit. 40:13.244 --> 40:15.454 [ Gasps ] All your candy. 40:16.122 --> 40:17.415 And then we're gonna... 40:18.499 --> 40:21.085 Most of us would prefer to focus on the light. 40:21.168 --> 40:23.003 ♪ The final stay ♪ 40:23.087 --> 40:25.381 But when we own our shadows, 40:26.590 --> 40:28.467 when we name our secrets, 40:29.093 --> 40:30.886 when we claim all of who we are... 40:30.970 --> 40:32.138 That's you? 40:32.221 --> 40:34.098 -Yes. -You're Bamm-Bamm. 40:34.181 --> 40:37.017 I could think of better names, but yes. 40:37.101 --> 40:39.687 I would have taken the whole sink off the wall. 40:39.770 --> 40:41.021 I bet you you couldn't. 40:41.105 --> 40:42.773 I would have busted that window. 40:42.857 --> 40:44.358 Or ripped the whole shelf down. 40:44.442 --> 40:47.361 Oh, I did. The video cuts out that part. 40:47.445 --> 40:48.612 Jules: Nice. 40:48.696 --> 40:50.156 Does anyone want to grab breakfast? 40:50.239 --> 40:52.366 -Ooh. -Like, together? 40:52.450 --> 40:55.578 No, the four of us at a booth and you at the counter. 40:55.661 --> 40:57.288 Ha ha, funny. 41:03.502 --> 41:06.672 ♪ You never fail to blossom ♪ 41:06.755 --> 41:08.090 ...it sets us free. 41:09.091 --> 41:11.051 When we lean into what scares us... 41:11.135 --> 41:12.261 I'm sorry. 41:12.344 --> 41:13.637 Oh. For what? 41:13.721 --> 41:16.098 That you and Nick had to come pick me up. 41:16.182 --> 41:18.058 And it's so late. 41:18.142 --> 41:21.353 Zola, I'll pick you up anytime from anywhere. 41:21.437 --> 41:22.938 Always. 41:23.022 --> 41:25.524 ♪ Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah ♪ 41:25.608 --> 41:27.818 Why don't you tell me what happened? 41:27.902 --> 41:31.947 Layla and Hannah and everyone were just... 41:32.781 --> 41:34.033 I don't know. 41:34.992 --> 41:36.243 Were you feeling left out? 41:37.828 --> 41:39.163 It was okay. 41:40.206 --> 41:43.876 We got into our sleeping bags. I just laid there. 41:43.959 --> 41:48.005 I was thinking about you, Aunt Maggie, Alzheimer's, 41:48.088 --> 41:50.382 and I couldn't sleep. 41:50.466 --> 41:52.134 And I couldn't breathe. 41:52.218 --> 41:54.345 Why is this happening to me? 41:54.428 --> 41:55.888 When is it gonna get better? 41:55.971 --> 41:59.058 It will get better. It will. 41:59.141 --> 42:01.393 We just need to find you the right school, 42:01.477 --> 42:02.603 the right teachers. 42:02.686 --> 42:05.940 Even if we have to look a little further than Seattle, okay? 42:08.150 --> 42:09.818 Come here. Give me a hug. 42:11.153 --> 42:12.279 It's okay. 42:12.947 --> 42:14.406 ...light comes in. 42:14.490 --> 42:16.951 ♪ You never fail to blossom ♪ 42:24.291 --> 42:26.794 [closing theme music playing]