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[ Thunder crashes ]

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Meredith: The human body
is full of energy.

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Sprinting at full speed,
it produces enough wattage

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to power anything
in your house.

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♪ Let me in on all the secrets ♪

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♪ That shattered you
to pieces, yeah ♪

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♪ How did you survive? ♪

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-♪ You came out alive ♪
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♪ So much stronger
than you know ♪

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Your cells are built
to move charged ions

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through the cellular membrane.

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-♪ You need a shoulder ♪

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♪ To lean on ♪

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♪ I'll be your bridge
over dangerous waters ♪

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[ Cellphone chimes ]

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♪ If you need somebody ♪

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And the nervous system
is a highway

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-of electrical signals...
-You better check your e-mail.

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... zapping through
your muscles and brain.

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Okay, alright, everyone,
let's try to stay inside

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during lightning flurries.

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I noticed a lot of people wandering out
during the last storm.

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We're here to treat patients,
not become them.

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Here's one more.

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Hi!

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How are you this morning?

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Uh, great.

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I wasn't asking you.

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[ Clears throat ]
Did you read this?

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Your body runs on positive
and negative charges,

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all obeying
a basic law of physics...

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♪ Call on me ♪

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[ Thunder rumbles ]

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... opposites attract.

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Going for casual
at the clinic?

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What's the point
in even going in?

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There's a massive storm
on the clinic's opening day,

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I just got Meredith's e-mail
that she's leaving,

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and, oh, right,
none of Luna's clothes

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fit her any more.

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So those are three omens,
all telling me to stay home.

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Luckily, women only need
abortions in pleasant weather.

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[ Scoffs ]
I could put up a sign:

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"Come back
when the sun's out."

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Okay, you eat.

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I'll go find some of
Scout's clothes for Luna.

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Get a plate.

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[ Thunder rumbles ]

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What are you doing here?

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I took the day off work
to help you pack.

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Where are your
plate protectors?

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I mean, I don't know
what those things are.

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But I have movers and packers
coming this weekend.

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I have said this.

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Yes, but will they treat
your things

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with as much love
and respect as I will?

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I just--
Let me do this, please.

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Fine.
[ Sighs ]

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Hey, uh, your e-mail
was good, short and sweet.

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-Efficient.
-It needed to be.

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I don't have a whole lot
of time this morning,

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so if you want to come,
I have a whipple with Nick.

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How's he taking
the news?

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Uh, we're not
talking about it.

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I'm avoiding Winston so that
we don't have to talk

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about his whole
switching specialties thing.

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So maybe you could stay home
and we could avoid

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and pack together.

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That actually sounds
amazing, but no.

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Bye.

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[ Sighs ]

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[ Thunder crashes ]

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-It's fine.
-[ Electricity crackles ]

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Oh, everything's fine.

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[ Thunder crashes ]

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Hey, sorry I'm late.
I brought sparkling cider.

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I figured this called
for a celebration.

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Or not.
Yeah, no, this is serious work.

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Forget the cider.

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You should've brought
something stronger.

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-Right.
-Wilson, we're not opening yet.

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Accreditation hasn't
come through.

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Bureaucracy.

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This red ribbon might
as well be red tape,

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and neither one of 'em
is getting cut today.

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It's a national crisis.
We scheduled patients.

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I can try to take them
upstairs, pro-bono.

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Bless you.

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Happy opening day,
everybody!

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I brought some
almond croissants to celebrate.

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Opening's postponed.

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Uh, bureaucracy?

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-How do you know?
-It always is.

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There may be
a silver lining.

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Bailey, I could use your help
with a sigmoid resection.

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And with this storm,
the ER's gonna be packed.

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-[ Thunder crashes ]
-Oh, shut up!

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[ Elevator bell dings ]

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Good morning, Lucas.

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I can tell from your face

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that you have not told
anyone the truth.

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Actually, yes, I have.

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-Hmm?
-Griffith knows.

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How about Kwan
and everyone else?

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I-- Well, I've been busy, uh,
studying for this whipple...

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-[ Elevator bell dings ]
-... so I-- It's just been this whole...

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-[ Clears throat ]
-And anyway, Dr. Shepherd,

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I'll, uh-- I'll get right
on that thing for you.

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I'll let Dr. Marsh know
he can reassign the whipple

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because you have a... thing.

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[ Elevator bell dings ]

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Stop.

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This is over.

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Follow me.

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Now.

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Geez, come on, people.

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[ Exhales deeply ]

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I'm not really
a to-the-minute guy,

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but there is something
called on time here.

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Sorry, the storm backed up
traffic from First and Columbia.

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I know, I know, but everyone
else got here except for Adams.

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Where's Adams?

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My fault, Dr. Marsh.
I'm sure you're swamped,

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but Dr. Adams has
an announcement to make.

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Okay.
Okay, make it fast.

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[ Exhales deeply ]

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Some of you have gotten
the wrong idea about me,

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so I need to clear things up.

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Uh, the truth is,
D-Dr. Shepherd is--

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her sister's my mom,
so she's my aunt.

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I'm a Shepherd.

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And yeah, that's it.

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Disturbing
on so many levels.

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Amelia: Just to be very clear,
we are not now

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and have never been
having sex with each other.

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Yeah, that would be really weird
if he's your nephew.

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Mm-hmm.

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Thank you, Dr. Adams.

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Okay, so if you're related
to half the hospital,

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do you know why
Grey is deserting us?

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She's the reason
this program is running.

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I ju-- Should we be
looking for other options?

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Okay, hold on, hold on.
Take a seat.

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Okay.
About Dr. Grey's news,

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you're scared,
that's understandable.

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And I want to answer
every question you might have.

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But right now, there are
patients about to go into

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O.R.s who are
far more concerned

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with whether
they're living or dying.

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They don't care about the career
moves of individual surgeons.

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They don't. So today we're gonna
save lives, okay?

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Griffith, Adams,
you're scrubbing in

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with me and Grey
on the whipple.

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Yasuda, Kwan, Millin,
you're in the pit

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with Altman and Schmitt.

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-Let's go.
-Okay.

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Okay, hold up, hold up,
hold up, hold up.

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Take a seat, please, sit.

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Surgical excellence,
it takes more than one person.

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This program is more
than one person.

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Youare the program.

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It ain't going anywhere.

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Okay? Let's go.

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-[ Thunder crashes ]
-God help us all.

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[ Siren wailing ]

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Mika: Here I am!
Sorry, weird meeting.

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Apparently, even more
people in this place

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are related
than I thought.

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Link:
Let's focus, Yasuda.

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Alright,
Ben Warren called ahead

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and said we're gonna need a lot
of extra hands on this one.

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-[ Thunder crashes ]
-That's cryptic. He say why?

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Jonathan Bright, 42-year-old
male, local TV reporter.

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Survived a crash
while reporting on the storm,

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and the helicopter
was struck by lightning.

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Third-degree burns,
possible spinal injury and neuro deficits.

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The bottom of the seat
fractured upon impact

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and impaled him
through the right thigh.

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We couldn't safely
extricate him from the chair

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without risking further injury.

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Is my wife here?
If I'm gonna die,

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I really want to see my wife.

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Hi Jonathan. I'm Dr. Altman.

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We are gonna work
very hard to see to it

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-that you don't die.
-Where do you want him?

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-Altman?
-Alright, Trauma three.

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-Go get us some help.
-Okay.

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-Alright, slowly, slowly.
-Ben: Nice and easy.

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[ Thunder crashes ]

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[ Wind whistling ]

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-Winston: Hey.
-[ Gasps ]

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-[ Door closes ]
-Wh-- Uh, why aren't you at work?

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I'm not on until tonight. I thought I'd
join you and lend a hand.

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Also, I think
you're avoiding me,

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so I thought
I'd ruin that plan.

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I'm not avoiding you. I...

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Um, I-I mean--
I am a little bit.

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[ Children shouting ]

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Um, also, I want to
spend time with the children

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who are moving
across country.

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I can leave, but I'd rather
stay and talk.

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Or, you know,
we don't have to talk.

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I can just, uh, help.

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I brought peanuts.

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[ Laughs ] Yeah,
help me upstairs.

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Alright.
Um, Meredith is purging,

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and she is not one
for sentimentality.

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Oh, hey, save
what you want now

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before she chucks
it all into a dumpster.

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Yeah. Hey, Zola.

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Uh, yeah?

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Zola, we're gonna go
start upstairs in the attic.

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Can you keep an eye
on those maniacs?

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And, um, stay inside.

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The odds of being struck
by lightning

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are only 1 in 15,000.

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Exactly.
Don't give it a chance.

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[ Scoffs ]

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Okay, Zola,
Bailey, and Ellis.

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Is that all of them?

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Yes, thank you,
Ms. Hobbes.

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-Thank you.
-No, it's Tessa, please.

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Wait, uh, you don't want
an inscription?

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I already have some.
We've met before, actually.

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My mother used to
take me to see you read

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at the Seattle library.

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The character of Tessa
is the reason

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I wore red sneakers
all through third grade.

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[ Laughs ] Oh.

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Uh, Dr. Griffith, please.

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Tessa Hobbes, 68,
diagnosed 12 months ago

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with chronic pancreatitis.

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All medical and endoscopic

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attempts at treatment
have been ineffective.

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Today, she will undergo
a whipple procedure

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to resect the damaged parts
of the pancreas,

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-and I'm a huge fan, too.
-Oh.

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Tessa, I do feel it necessary
to reiterate,

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this is a very risky surgery.

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Well, I have to
live through it.

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I still have a story to tell.

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It's tickling my fingers
and the back of my throat.

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I even have a title for it--
"Tessa and the Rising Sun."

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Sure you don't want
to postpone

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-the surgery and write the book?
-Oh, gosh no.

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I am so sick.

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I can't write. I sleep all day.

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I can barely think.

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Nick: We just want
to make sure

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that you're prepared
for every outcome here.

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Yeah, I'm prepared
for every outcome.

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But my readers are not.

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Every year, for over 40 years,

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I've written a Tessa book.

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My readers deserve
an end to her story.

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You and your kids
deserve an end to her story,

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so do your best
to save my life, okay?

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Richard: I hate this new board.

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Ah, Webber.
I'm getting rid of this.

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So I hear this hospital
is in need of a new chief.

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Oh, why?
Have someone in mind?

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Oh, yeah.

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Me.

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I need this.

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I need to be useful again.

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I was chief for five years.

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I-I have the experience
and the skills,

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and I will move
mountains for you.

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Who could be better?

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Someone who doesn't have
a suspended license.

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Hunt, this program
has gone through a lot.

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We're just now finding
our footing again.

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I mean, promoting you...

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Hey, you're
a great teacher, Hunt.

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Uh, if you need something to do,

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I've been asking all of
the attendings to help Schmitt.

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-Okay?
-Okay.

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We need him out of this chair

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in order to assess
his spine fully.

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Wait, he's hypotensive.
We need to put in another line.

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He may be in neurogenic shock.

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Alright, collapsed lungs
on both sides.

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He needs bilateral chest tubes.

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Okay, it's hard to see,
but it looks like

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there's a deformity
in the mid cervical

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and high thoracic spine.

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The impalement is near his femoral
fracture. We're gonna need a CT.

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-Jonathan?
-Paola.

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Yasuda, I need you
to put in an IO line.

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On it.

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I'm so sorry I went up there.

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It was awful
and gorgeous and...

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then I just
fell straight down.

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Why aren't you getting him out?

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-We're working on it.
-I'm so glad you came.

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I didn't know if you'd
make it before I...

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Wait! Wait, is he dying?

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-We need to cut him out of this thing.
-Please don't let him die.

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Hang on. Hang on.
I need everyone to let me ensure

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he's getting oxygen
into his lungs

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because without it,
he's gonna go into

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respiratory arrest before
we can even turn a saw on.

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I need a chest tube tray
and someone to page

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Dr. Owen Hunt right now!

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We are a level one trauma center
in a lightning storm.

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You will see gnarly injuries.
You do not have time to gawk.

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Well, we probably won't see anyone
struck by lightning today.

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Check your tablet, Kwan.

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The patient intake log disagrees.

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Most people who are struck by lightning
aren't actually hit.

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They're standing next
to something that is.

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Current enters wires,
pipes, the ground

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until a body,
and then boom.

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You also don't have time
for random lightning facts.

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Hey, Doctor, are you here
for us, the Smiths?

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Uh, Heather,
Logan, and Paige?

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Yeah, my wife and kids.

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Uh, they were
in our backyard,

12:26.203 --> 12:27.580
and, uh, lightning struck

12:27.663 --> 12:29.165
the basketball hoop, and--
and they got zapped.

12:29.248 --> 12:30.416
Did anyone
lose consciousness?

12:30.499 --> 12:32.460
No, but they were
very disoriented.

12:32.543 --> 12:33.919
[ Shouting ] I once got
a concussion when a volleyball

12:34.420 --> 12:35.629
hit me in the face,
and it was just like that!

12:35.713 --> 12:36.630
I think the shock did something

12:36.714 --> 12:37.798
-to her hearing.
-[ Cellphone chimes ]

12:37.882 --> 12:38.924
So now she's
even more annoying.

12:39.300 --> 12:41.427
Um, I have to, um...

12:41.510 --> 12:42.386
Go, Dr. Schmitt.

12:42.887 --> 12:43.763
-We've got this.
-Excuse me.

12:43.846 --> 12:44.722
-Uh, page me if you need me.
-Uh-huh.

12:47.099 --> 12:48.476
Uh, let's get a full set
of labs--

12:48.559 --> 12:50.978
CBC, troponins,
a comprehensive metabolic panel.

12:51.061 --> 12:53.647
Also 12-lead EKGs to check
for arrhythmias.

12:53.731 --> 12:54.774
Wait, wait, what?

12:54.857 --> 12:57.109
Um, most complications happen
within an hour of injury,

12:57.193 --> 12:58.486
but we just want
to be safe.

12:58.569 --> 13:01.489
-Okay. Alright, thank you, Doctor.
-Mm-hmm.

13:01.572 --> 13:02.698
Hey, I was gonna
say all that.

13:02.782 --> 13:04.158
Then why didn't you?

13:06.285 --> 13:07.870
[ Thunder crashes ]

13:11.457 --> 13:15.002
Antioxidants for the pancreas,
sugar for energy,

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and it's a long surgery,
so we should eat.

13:18.881 --> 13:19.965
Just one second.

13:20.591 --> 13:21.717
What's that?

13:22.927 --> 13:25.095
I made it up to organize
the whipple steps.

13:25.179 --> 13:27.556
It's anatomical designed,
so you start clockwise

13:27.640 --> 13:29.183
with 8:00
with the events--

13:29.266 --> 13:31.352
SMV, Kocher, portal dissection,
bah, bah, bah.

13:31.435 --> 13:34.188
And then counterclockwise
for anastomosis.

13:35.022 --> 13:36.482
Oh.
Tessa's like Seattle royalty.

13:36.565 --> 13:37.817
Man, I grew up
on her stories.

13:37.900 --> 13:39.985
I used to go to her
midnight book releases

13:40.069 --> 13:41.195
with my dad and grandma.

13:41.278 --> 13:45.866
Now I'm part of her story
in a tiny way, but still...

13:49.870 --> 13:52.164
You feel better now
that the secret's out?

13:53.332 --> 13:54.667
Uh...

13:55.835 --> 13:58.254
different, not better.

13:58.337 --> 14:02.049
So... Shepherd,
Shep is your nickname?

14:02.716 --> 14:04.051
Yeah, it's my middle name.

14:04.134 --> 14:06.345
-You want us to call you that?
-No. No.

14:06.428 --> 14:10.599
You know, most people go to work
to avoid their families.

14:11.308 --> 14:12.560
Heard.

14:17.147 --> 14:20.401
Uh, oof, I-I-I should check in
with Marsh.

14:20.484 --> 14:21.986
-It's almost time.
-Mm-hmm.

14:22.611 --> 14:24.154
[ Sighs ] You okay?

14:24.238 --> 14:27.283
Oh, yeah, it's just my childhood
on the operating table.

14:27.366 --> 14:28.492
No pressure or anything.

14:28.576 --> 14:29.827
[ Both laugh ]

14:29.910 --> 14:31.120
Yeah.

14:32.496 --> 14:34.248
Uh, I'll see you up there.

14:34.331 --> 14:37.459
-Alright.
-Alright.

14:44.925 --> 14:46.719
There's a small amount of fluid
in the upper left quadrant.

14:46.802 --> 14:48.721
The CT will give us
a better picture.

14:48.804 --> 14:50.973
Sats back in the 90s.
Alright, let's go over the plan.

14:51.056 --> 14:52.683
I'll hold his head to keep
the cervical spine

14:52.766 --> 14:54.435
-in a neutral position.
-Link and I will hold

14:54.518 --> 14:55.853
his legs until after
the chair's been detached

14:55.936 --> 14:58.188
to prevent any shift
in the spinal fractures.

14:58.272 --> 15:00.816
Yasuda, help Altman
steady the chest tubes.

15:00.900 --> 15:02.234
Why does it sound like
you've all done this before?

15:02.318 --> 15:03.444
-We have.
-Yep.

15:03.527 --> 15:04.987
Link: I haven't.

15:05.070 --> 15:06.864
Paola, we're gonna need you
to step outside

15:06.947 --> 15:09.825
-while we cut him out.
-Wait, just one second.

15:11.577 --> 15:13.120
I've been an ass.

15:13.829 --> 15:14.830
I love you.

15:14.914 --> 15:20.419
I gave up my dream for you,
and then I blamed you for it.

15:21.253 --> 15:22.838
And if I live through this,

15:22.922 --> 15:26.342
I will spend every day
making it up to you.

15:27.676 --> 15:30.095
Paola, I love you.
Please forgive me.

15:33.933 --> 15:36.101
Alright, yep.
We're good to go.

15:36.185 --> 15:37.895
Okay. Ready?
Let's do this.

15:37.978 --> 15:39.521
Very, very slowly.

15:39.605 --> 15:41.106
-[ Saw whirring ]
-We got you.

15:41.523 --> 15:44.318
[ Whirring ]

15:47.029 --> 15:48.739
Hey, uh, have you seen
Dr. Altman?

15:48.822 --> 15:49.823
I'm jumping in down here.

15:49.907 --> 15:51.742
Trauma 3, but she's not
handing out assignments.

15:51.825 --> 15:53.243
Who is?

15:53.994 --> 15:55.746
Oh, you've got
to be kidding me.

15:55.829 --> 15:58.290
Are you here stealing supplies?
'Cause the clinic can have them.

15:58.374 --> 15:59.750
No, I'm here to help.

15:59.833 --> 16:02.044
No, I-I said
that I don't need supplies.

16:02.127 --> 16:03.921
Well, you do if you're gonna see
the head lac in bed 6

16:04.004 --> 16:05.422
and the ankle injury in 9.

16:06.298 --> 16:08.717
Okay, uh, well,
thank you, Dr. Wilson.

16:08.801 --> 16:09.760
I really appreciate your help.

16:09.843 --> 16:11.261
Thank you,
thank you, thank you.

16:11.345 --> 16:12.596
Is that supposed
to be sincere?

16:12.680 --> 16:15.557
Yes, but for the rest of
the day, gratitude is implied.

16:17.643 --> 16:20.646
Her pancreatitis formed
a pseudoaneurysm of the GDA.

16:20.729 --> 16:22.815
See? Right there.

16:22.898 --> 16:24.191
So you're gonna have to be
very careful

16:24.274 --> 16:25.901
-with the Kocher maneuver.
-Right.

16:27.319 --> 16:28.529
You okay?

16:29.571 --> 16:30.489
Yeah.

16:30.572 --> 16:32.282
There's nothing you can do
we can't fix.

16:32.866 --> 16:35.536
Alright?
And you did the work, yeah?

16:35.619 --> 16:37.246
Yeah.
Yeah, so you did the work.

16:37.329 --> 16:39.707
You trust your instincts.
You trust your work.

16:40.791 --> 16:41.875
Okay?

16:41.959 --> 16:43.627
And, Adams,

16:44.294 --> 16:47.381
you're good enough to make
your own name. Believe me.

16:48.215 --> 16:50.217
Uh, Marsh,
can I have a word?

16:50.300 --> 16:51.593
Yes, please, come in.

16:53.554 --> 16:55.347
If this is about Meredith,
I've already informed

16:55.431 --> 16:57.266
the interns that their program
is in good hands here.

16:57.808 --> 16:58.767
No, it's not about them.

16:58.851 --> 17:02.730
Uh, to put it directly,
should I anticipate

17:02.813 --> 17:04.106
any goodbye e-mails
from you?

17:04.732 --> 17:05.899
Ah. No.

17:05.983 --> 17:08.152
Uh, well [chuckles]

17:08.736 --> 17:09.820
I don't know.

17:09.903 --> 17:11.697
I mean, to be honest,
I've been so busy

17:11.780 --> 17:13.532
with the residency and my caseload,

17:13.615 --> 17:14.616
I haven't had time
to think about it.

17:14.700 --> 17:16.702
And if I had, I wouldn't
have thought for very long

17:16.785 --> 17:18.454
because trying to think
the right way

17:18.537 --> 17:20.539
to the right answer
with Meredith is...

17:20.622 --> 17:22.207
She's not easy, I know,

17:22.291 --> 17:24.376
but there's also
no one like her.

17:25.210 --> 17:27.129
And when she leaves,
this place will feel it,

17:27.212 --> 17:29.339
so I just need
to make sure that

17:29.423 --> 17:30.841
I'm prepared
across the board.

17:30.924 --> 17:32.926
-Understood.
-Okay.

17:34.261 --> 17:35.554
Please keep me posted.

17:35.971 --> 17:37.264
[ Door opens ]

17:38.807 --> 17:39.850
[ Exhales deeply ]

17:45.022 --> 17:47.066
Simone:
Ms. Hobbes, it's time.

17:47.149 --> 17:48.734
Ready?

17:49.526 --> 17:51.111
-Sure am.
-Mm.

17:51.195 --> 17:52.404
Are you?

17:52.488 --> 17:53.530
We all are.

17:54.573 --> 17:56.408
But before I take you...

17:57.493 --> 17:58.994
Oh!

17:59.745 --> 18:01.747
This is a real
collector's item.

18:01.830 --> 18:03.457
Meant a lot to me growing up.

18:03.540 --> 18:06.126
My childhood was--
I-I grew up without a mom.

18:06.210 --> 18:07.377
And this helped me to--

18:08.504 --> 18:11.298
helped me to see Tessa's life
wasn't perfect either.

18:11.381 --> 18:12.466
Kids need messy stories.

18:12.549 --> 18:15.594
Kids need messy stories.

18:16.303 --> 18:17.387
That should be my epitaph.

18:17.471 --> 18:19.098
[ Chuckles ] Except
you're not dying today.

18:19.181 --> 18:21.350
I might. Let's be honest.

18:21.433 --> 18:22.559
I don't want to, but I might.

18:23.435 --> 18:25.020
You have another
story to tell.

18:25.104 --> 18:26.438
Dr. Griffith, don't do that.

18:26.522 --> 18:28.357
I don't do fairy tales,
never have,

18:29.316 --> 18:31.860
so let's not start now.

18:33.278 --> 18:35.739
I tell children the truth

18:36.573 --> 18:38.325
in a way that helps
them hear it.

18:38.408 --> 18:39.493
Mm-hmm.

18:40.035 --> 18:41.203
And I expect them
to do the same,

18:41.286 --> 18:42.621
even when they're
no longer children.

18:43.956 --> 18:46.583
I do have
another story to tell.

18:46.667 --> 18:48.418
I don't want to die.

18:48.502 --> 18:53.298
I have asked my surgeons
to do their very best.

18:54.591 --> 18:56.385
But I might not make it.

18:57.177 --> 18:59.012
That's the truth.

18:59.096 --> 19:01.014
So...

19:01.098 --> 19:02.891
since this might be
my last signature,

19:02.975 --> 19:04.184
let's make it a good one.

19:05.102 --> 19:06.687
They're ready for you, Tessa.

19:09.523 --> 19:10.816
Okay.

19:11.984 --> 19:13.652
[ Sighs ] Here I come.

19:15.112 --> 19:16.446
[ Sighs ]

19:17.739 --> 19:18.907
Hey.

19:19.575 --> 19:20.826
Hey.

19:20.909 --> 19:22.452
Did you tell Lucas
about the pseudoaneurysm?

19:22.536 --> 19:24.496
Mm-hmm.
He's seen the scans.

19:25.247 --> 19:27.249
I need him to appreciate
everything that could go wrong.

19:27.332 --> 19:29.084
Why? Because
he's Derek's nephew?

19:31.253 --> 19:32.921
Glad I could find out
when everyone else did.

19:33.005 --> 19:35.424
He asked me to keep
his family connection private.

19:35.507 --> 19:37.009
-I respected that.
-Great.

19:37.092 --> 19:39.011
And he knows about
the pseudoaneurysm.

19:39.094 --> 19:40.554
I wasn't gonna blindside him.

19:45.475 --> 19:48.562
I don't know what to do either.
I want to fight for us.

19:48.645 --> 19:51.815
I want to try,
but every answer feels bad.

19:51.899 --> 19:53.483
Yeah, because there isn't
a good one.

19:53.567 --> 19:54.943
If I ask you to stay,
I'm being a jerk.

19:55.027 --> 19:56.820
And if I follow you,
I'm deserting this class--

19:56.904 --> 19:58.322
your class.

19:58.405 --> 20:00.032
But I haven't asked
you to do

20:00.115 --> 20:01.366
-either one of those things.
-Yeah, exactly.

20:01.450 --> 20:03.827
You-- You haven't asked me to
do anything. Nothing.

20:03.911 --> 20:04.953
You don't consider me
part of your life.

20:05.037 --> 20:06.288
Of course you're
part of my life.

20:06.830 --> 20:07.956
You took the Boston job
without even talking--

20:08.040 --> 20:09.583
without even thinking
of talking to me.

20:10.334 --> 20:11.752
And I get it.
I do, I get it.

20:11.835 --> 20:14.338
Your family needs it,
but it sucks.

20:14.838 --> 20:16.590
It sucks, and I'm
being supportive

20:16.673 --> 20:18.050
because there is
no other answer.

20:18.133 --> 20:19.927
Well, maybe there is.
What do you want?

20:20.010 --> 20:21.678
I just--
I want to do this surgery.

20:21.762 --> 20:22.888
It's one thing we can fix.

20:22.971 --> 20:24.097
That's all I want
from you right now.

20:25.098 --> 20:26.642
[ Water running ]

20:28.894 --> 20:30.896
Yeah, she has a perforated
eardrum which explains

20:30.979 --> 20:32.272
the hearing loss.

20:32.356 --> 20:33.774
Uh, it's common in
lightning strike victims.

20:33.857 --> 20:35.317
It should heal on its own.

20:35.400 --> 20:37.152
[ Shouting ] Am I okay?!

20:37.236 --> 20:39.238
Can I keep reading?!

20:40.197 --> 20:42.032
Will he be able to walk?

20:42.115 --> 20:43.742
Uh, it's important he does.

20:44.159 --> 20:47.955
This might hurt, but it helps
prevent infections, no crutches.

20:48.038 --> 20:49.539
I just got new Jordans.

20:50.207 --> 20:52.251
It's like the lightning
wanted my sneakers.

20:52.334 --> 20:53.627
It wanted your sweat.

20:53.710 --> 20:55.545
That's why you've got burns
in your armpits

20:55.629 --> 20:56.755
and the backs of your knees,

20:56.838 --> 20:58.215
on your elbows,
and on your feet.

20:58.298 --> 20:59.591
It turned it to steam.

20:59.675 --> 21:01.677
So his feet were sweating
so much his shoes exploded?

21:01.760 --> 21:04.221
-Mom!
-Will that happen to me?!

21:04.304 --> 21:07.724
[ Shouting ] No, no, no, no.
You have something different!

21:10.894 --> 21:12.479
[ Whirring ]

21:12.562 --> 21:13.897
Jonathan, you okay?

21:13.981 --> 21:15.524
-The noise...
-We're almost there.

21:15.607 --> 21:17.734
Once he's detached,
we need to use the board

21:17.818 --> 21:20.946
to keep him flat and level. And everyone
moves at the same time, okay?

21:21.029 --> 21:23.031
Hold him tight, and we move
at the same time.

21:23.115 --> 21:26.076
Remember, any movement
of his spine could paralyze him.

21:26.159 --> 21:27.577
Let's get ready.
He's almost through.

21:27.661 --> 21:29.913
[ Whirring ]

21:29.997 --> 21:31.331
Teddy: Get in here, Julius.
Let's go.

21:31.832 --> 21:35.961
Alright, on my count--
one, two, three.

21:36.503 --> 21:38.213
-[ Jonathan screams ]
-Wait, watch the lines.

21:38.630 --> 21:39.840
Slow, slow,
keep it straight.

21:39.923 --> 21:41.842
[ Screaming ]

21:41.925 --> 21:43.302
-Get this out of here.
-Okay, nice work.

21:43.385 --> 21:46.013
-Let's get him up to CT.
-Damn it. He's lost his airway.

21:46.096 --> 21:48.307
Someone get me
an intubation tray right now!

21:49.933 --> 21:51.643
Come on, Jonathan.

21:57.107 --> 21:58.317
Alright.

21:58.400 --> 21:59.526
[ Thunder crashes ]

22:02.696 --> 22:04.740
Oh, wow! [ Gasps ]

22:04.823 --> 22:07.034
I haven't seen this in years.

22:07.117 --> 22:09.161
Remember I told you
about this?

22:09.244 --> 22:11.288
This is the Post-It note
that Meredith and Derek

22:11.371 --> 22:13.582
-wrote their vows on.
-Oh, yeah.

22:13.665 --> 22:14.916
Ugh, it's one of
my favorite stories.

22:17.127 --> 22:20.088
Ugh. I'm going to
hold on to this.

22:20.172 --> 22:22.257
No way I'm letting her
accidentally throw it away.

22:23.884 --> 22:25.302
I feel weird.

22:26.011 --> 22:29.556
It's like... I know that
I'm going to miss Meredith,

22:29.639 --> 22:32.309
and I'll probably be diving
into a pint of Rum Raisin

22:32.392 --> 22:35.937
very soon, but right now,
I'm just excited.

22:36.021 --> 22:39.733
For Meredith's next chapter
and for Zola.

22:40.233 --> 22:43.362
Yeah, well, um, as long as
we're on new chapters,

22:43.445 --> 22:45.072
I did some research.

22:45.155 --> 22:47.115
Turns out Grey-Sloan
has a fellowship

22:47.199 --> 22:48.575
for vascular surgery.

22:49.284 --> 22:51.161
And I don't want this
to turn into a fight--

22:51.244 --> 22:52.329
Me neither.
Maybe we can revisit it

22:52.412 --> 22:54.998
after Meredith has moved
and things calm down.

22:55.082 --> 22:56.166
I'm filling out
the application.

22:56.249 --> 22:58.668
Nick and Teddy gave me
references,

22:59.086 --> 23:00.587
and, actually, it looks
really promising.

23:02.130 --> 23:03.715
Okay, sure.

23:04.758 --> 23:06.301
-For now.
-For now?

23:06.385 --> 23:08.303
-What is that supposed to mean?
-It means, honestly,

23:08.387 --> 23:09.971
I think you're going
to change your mind.

23:10.055 --> 23:12.766
You've worked extremely
hard in cardio,

23:12.849 --> 23:15.477
and I know that the last
few months have been rough--

23:15.560 --> 23:17.187
Maggie, would you stop
for one second, please?

23:17.270 --> 23:19.272
We just got the program
back up and running,

23:19.356 --> 23:21.441
and it's really not an ideal
time to find a replacement.

23:21.525 --> 23:22.651
For you. It's not
an ideal time for you.

23:23.735 --> 23:25.987
What about me?
What about us?

23:28.031 --> 23:31.118
Woman over P.A.: Dr. Dahanne to the ER.
Dr. Colette Dahanne to the ER.

23:32.327 --> 23:33.495
Is he...

23:33.578 --> 23:35.122
He's on his way to surgery.

23:35.205 --> 23:37.999
We had to put in a breathing
tube, but he is stable.

23:38.083 --> 23:39.793
[ Exhales deeply ]

23:39.876 --> 23:42.879
God, that man is not capable
of letting me rest easy.

23:42.963 --> 23:45.590
He turned down being
a war correspondent for me.

23:45.674 --> 23:47.050
That was his dream.

23:49.386 --> 23:53.140
He wanted to risk his life
every day in a literal war zone,

23:54.099 --> 23:57.269
and I wanted him to not
do that because I just--

23:57.352 --> 23:58.937
I just want to be able
to breathe.

23:59.646 --> 24:02.315
And then he goes up
in a lightning storm.

24:02.858 --> 24:05.735
I don't know what I'll do
if he doesn't make it.

24:05.819 --> 24:08.947
And if he does make it,
I think I'm gonna kill him.

24:09.030 --> 24:11.408
Paola, we are gonna do
everything we can.

24:11.491 --> 24:14.619
-And we'll keep you updated.
-Okay.

24:16.371 --> 24:18.540
[ Sobs ]

24:20.000 --> 24:22.210
Okay, I'm going to start mobilizing
the ligament of Treitz.

24:22.294 --> 24:24.212
-I can take it.
-It's okay, I got it.

24:24.296 --> 24:25.297
I'm right here.

24:25.964 --> 24:27.757
Adams, why don't you
mobilize it for us?

24:27.841 --> 24:30.302
Right angle.
W-- Is he ready for that?

24:30.385 --> 24:32.762
Dissect right in between
my right angle.

24:32.846 --> 24:35.056
Don't go deeper
than what I show you, yes.

24:35.765 --> 24:38.059
And, Griffith, why do we
dissect the ligament?

24:38.143 --> 24:39.311
To give better mobility
to the duodenum.

24:39.686 --> 24:41.104
Correct. Okay.

24:42.439 --> 24:43.607
Okay, what's next?

24:43.690 --> 24:44.900
The Kocher maneuver.

24:44.983 --> 24:46.234
You keep this up,
you can do the chole.

24:46.318 --> 24:47.694
Okay, well,
when we get to that.

24:47.777 --> 24:49.404
Yes. Not yet. Obviously.

24:50.739 --> 24:51.865
Okay.

24:52.491 --> 24:53.992
[ Elevator bell dings ]

24:56.578 --> 24:59.206
Hey. Can you see if
Mr. Vizcaino's scans are--

25:00.123 --> 25:01.041
Are you shopping?

25:01.124 --> 25:02.918
Yeah. Luna's outgrown
everything.

25:03.001 --> 25:06.254
Oh, you should see her.
She is huge!

25:06.338 --> 25:07.506
Yeah. She's gigantic.

25:07.589 --> 25:10.133
Just like our backlog
of patients in the ER.

25:10.217 --> 25:11.635
I just need five minutes.

25:11.718 --> 25:13.762
Is Luna cold? No.

25:13.845 --> 25:15.847
Is she naked? No.

25:15.931 --> 25:17.724
Is she suffering? No.

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But you know who is?

25:19.184 --> 25:20.852
Ms. McGregor in bed four.

25:20.936 --> 25:23.396
-No.
-No, what?

25:23.480 --> 25:26.525
No, you're not gonna let
the tiny bit of power

25:26.608 --> 25:28.860
you've had for five minutes
go to your head.

25:28.944 --> 25:31.988
You're chief resident?
Ooh, congratulations.

25:32.072 --> 25:34.449
Guess what?
You're still a resident.

25:34.533 --> 25:38.995
And in the world of general
surgery, I'm still an attending.

25:39.079 --> 25:42.207
I can do surgeries by myself.
Can you?

25:43.875 --> 25:45.377
Didn't think so.

25:45.710 --> 25:47.879
I'm down here helping you
out of the kindness

25:47.963 --> 25:50.090
of my warm,
fuzzy little heart.

25:50.173 --> 25:51.508
-Mm.
-So you can say it.

25:53.802 --> 25:54.886
Thank you.

25:54.970 --> 25:56.930
Gratitude is implied
for the rest of the day.

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[ Sighs ]

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Woman over P.A.: Dr. Williams to Peds ICU.
Dr. Cody Williams to Peds ICU.

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Uh, I need to show you
something on a patient.

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Can you take a look?

26:10.026 --> 26:13.196
Dr. Kwan, are you asking me
for a consult?

26:13.280 --> 26:14.614
No.

26:18.201 --> 26:19.953
I already
told him it's jewelry.

26:20.036 --> 26:21.913
Thank you, Heather,
I know it's jewelry,

26:21.997 --> 26:23.790
but we just need some more
details on why it's--

26:23.873 --> 26:25.000
Well, that's bronze.

26:27.961 --> 26:30.880
It's copper now,
but the jewelry was bronze.

26:30.964 --> 26:33.800
Bronze is just copper
and tin together,

26:33.883 --> 26:36.595
and tin has a lower
burning temperature.

26:36.678 --> 26:37.971
So the tin vaporized,
and the copper

26:38.054 --> 26:39.431
embedded itself in your skin,

26:39.514 --> 26:42.392
so you just clean with
chlorhexidine and then debride.

26:44.644 --> 26:45.729
Good consult.

26:46.521 --> 26:49.399
I'll be right over there
if you get stumped again.

26:56.740 --> 26:58.408
What did the CT find?

26:58.491 --> 27:00.076
Unilateral facet
fracture at C3

27:00.160 --> 27:01.911
and a compression
fracture at T5.

27:01.995 --> 27:03.663
There's also
an epidural hematoma.

27:03.747 --> 27:06.583
I will decompress the spinal
cord and stabilize

27:07.083 --> 27:08.084
the spine as fast as I can.

27:08.168 --> 27:10.211
I saw extrav from the femoral
artery on the imaging.

27:10.295 --> 27:12.047
Alright, I'll help you
with the vascular repair,

27:12.130 --> 27:14.341
and stand by in case
there's abdominal bleeding.

27:14.424 --> 27:16.176
Dr. Shepherd, um,
can I assist you

27:16.259 --> 27:17.302
on the decompression
and fusion?

27:17.385 --> 27:19.512
Sure.
Stand over there.

27:19.596 --> 27:21.681
But I-I can't reach
the field from here.

27:21.765 --> 27:22.849
I know.

27:22.932 --> 27:24.559
Jonathan needs
an extremely delicate

27:24.643 --> 27:25.935
and complicated procedure.

27:26.019 --> 27:27.854
You're most useful
if you don't touch anything.

27:28.313 --> 27:31.107
It's been a dramatic case,
Yasuda. You're doing great.

27:31.191 --> 27:32.067
Ten blade.

27:36.279 --> 27:37.238
Adams?

27:37.781 --> 27:39.407
Uh, what'd I do?

27:39.491 --> 27:40.784
Nothing.
That's just the problem.

27:40.867 --> 27:42.118
You have to follow me.

27:42.202 --> 27:44.287
I cannot work if I cannot
visualize the field.

27:44.371 --> 27:45.872
-Okay, on it.
-Don't worry about

27:45.955 --> 27:47.415
what happened this morning.
None of that matters in here.

27:47.499 --> 27:50.710
-In here, it's perfect. Okay?
-Okay.

27:50.794 --> 27:52.003
Where are we?

27:52.671 --> 27:54.839
Uh, 10 o'clock.
Still on the Kocher maneuver.

27:54.923 --> 27:56.549
-Kocher maneuver.
-Which is what?

27:56.633 --> 27:59.427
Mobilizing the duodenum and
pancreatic head off of the IVC.

27:59.844 --> 28:01.054
Good.

28:01.805 --> 28:03.890
Okay. Focus it
where I'm dissecting.

28:05.141 --> 28:07.686
Okay.
Easy with the retractor.

28:09.979 --> 28:11.356
Okay, that's enough.
Stop.

28:11.439 --> 28:12.565
This isn't working.

28:13.316 --> 28:15.443
Griffith, step in here.
We need a fresh set of hands.

28:15.527 --> 28:17.445
-I've got it.
-Yeah, you don't have to do this.

28:17.529 --> 28:19.406
-Can you see the portal vein, Dr. Marsh?
-I can.

28:19.948 --> 28:22.117
One nick to her abdominal
aorta, and it's over.

28:22.200 --> 28:24.536
This is not a skills lab.
He's clearly tired.

28:24.619 --> 28:26.996
He keeps spacing out.
He's done for the day.

28:27.080 --> 28:29.416
You're free to observe.
Griffith, step in, please.

28:31.000 --> 28:32.585
-It's okay.
-Where am I, Griffith?

28:32.669 --> 28:34.629
Simone: You've dissected
to the left lateral border

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-of the aorta.
-Good. Let's go.

28:42.137 --> 28:44.806
You're switching specialties
to get away from me.

28:44.889 --> 28:47.434
How could I not be worried?
How are you not worried?

28:47.517 --> 28:48.560
Because that's not
what this is!

28:48.643 --> 28:50.228
You gotta come see
the lightning!

28:50.311 --> 28:51.521
-Oh, not now, sweetie.
-We'll be right down

28:51.604 --> 28:52.814
there, alright, buddy?

28:52.897 --> 28:54.274
[ Sighs ]

28:57.527 --> 28:59.070
I never tried
to dodge you.

28:59.154 --> 29:01.364
You dodged me this morning.
You came here to get away from me.

29:01.448 --> 29:02.907
I just needed some space.

29:02.991 --> 29:04.576
I just wanted to have
some control over something,

29:04.659 --> 29:06.327
even if it was just
putting junk into boxes.

29:06.411 --> 29:08.037
Maggie. Maggie. Maggie.

29:08.121 --> 29:10.206
If we keep working together,
we're not gonna make it.

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Okay?
I love cardio.

29:12.542 --> 29:16.463
But I love you more, and I'm--
I'm willing to give it up.

29:18.298 --> 29:20.175
That is the dumbest thing
I've ever heard.

29:20.258 --> 29:21.384
I thought you'd
be flattered!

29:21.468 --> 29:23.678
That you'd be willing to give up
your career goals for me?

29:23.762 --> 29:26.139
-Yes.
-No. No! No!

29:26.222 --> 29:27.766
That is the opposite
of what I want.

29:27.849 --> 29:29.434
That is the opposite
of what I would do.

29:29.517 --> 29:30.935
I would never
give up cardio.

29:31.019 --> 29:33.438
I would never, ever give up
my passion for you.

29:33.521 --> 29:35.774
Youare my passion,
Maggie!

29:35.857 --> 29:37.275
[ Sighs ]

29:37.942 --> 29:41.362
I... guess I'm not sure
that I respect that.

29:41.446 --> 29:44.115
[ Thunder crashes,
glass shatters ]

29:44.199 --> 29:45.492
[ Child screaming ]

29:45.575 --> 29:47.702
Zola: Maggie! Winston!

30:00.089 --> 30:03.927
♪ Long way from the middle ♪

30:04.010 --> 30:05.261
Sats are dropping.

30:05.804 --> 30:07.514
Tube is still connected. Vent pressures
are through the roof.

30:08.181 --> 30:10.225
There's no bleeding in
the field. What do you hear?

30:10.308 --> 30:11.851
No breath sounds
on the right side.

30:13.019 --> 30:14.604
There's no movement of air.

30:14.687 --> 30:17.106
The chest tube must be blocked.
He's got a tension pneumothorax.

30:17.190 --> 30:18.149
Scissors.

30:19.150 --> 30:20.443
Come on, come on, come on.

30:20.527 --> 30:22.487
[ Monitors beeping ]

30:23.446 --> 30:26.866
♪ Oooo, oooo, oooo, oooo ♪

30:30.245 --> 30:31.538
Okay.

30:32.038 --> 30:32.956
Oh, my God.

30:35.959 --> 30:38.044
-Okay.
-Alright, you can continue.

30:42.257 --> 30:48.096
♪ On the other side ♪

30:50.139 --> 30:53.226
♪ Oooo, oooo, oooo, oooo ♪

30:54.936 --> 30:56.020
You read her books?

30:56.104 --> 30:57.105
Hm, yeah.

30:57.188 --> 30:58.898
"Tessa and the Upside
Down Garden"

30:58.982 --> 31:00.817
was one of my favorites.

31:00.900 --> 31:02.402
Read it in one sitting.

31:02.485 --> 31:07.156
Then I went out and spent
my whole allowance on a cactus.

31:07.949 --> 31:10.410
Ah. Oh, and thanks
for your help.

31:11.077 --> 31:13.621
You know, I had forgotten how nice
it is operating with you.

31:14.205 --> 31:17.208
Was that a backhanded
compliment about my time off?

31:17.876 --> 31:19.878
You're an excellent
surgeon, Bailey.

31:19.961 --> 31:22.964
I mean, it's been a while.
I'm just stating facts.

31:23.756 --> 31:25.049
Then I accept.

31:26.676 --> 31:28.678
Y-You know, it's nice to bring
in new people,

31:28.761 --> 31:32.015
and the attendings
that Meredith hired are--

31:32.098 --> 31:35.852
are good, but there's
really no substitute

31:35.935 --> 31:37.812
for institutional knowledge.

31:37.896 --> 31:40.732
Uh, the short hand.
I mean, it's efficient.

31:40.815 --> 31:41.816
-It is--
-No.

31:41.900 --> 31:43.234
N-No?

31:43.318 --> 31:46.446
No, I will not take over as
chief now that Grey is leaving.

31:46.529 --> 31:47.947
I didn't ask you to.

31:48.531 --> 31:52.160
But no one can run
this place like you.

31:52.243 --> 31:54.203
I have a clinic to open,

31:54.287 --> 31:56.748
and flattery will
not distract me.

31:56.831 --> 31:58.166
Honestly, I resent it.

31:58.249 --> 31:59.417
-Bailey--
-No. Nope.

31:59.500 --> 32:00.752
Ba--
Ah!

32:03.296 --> 32:05.673
You tried to butter me up
with almond croissants.

32:06.299 --> 32:08.426
-Uh. [ Groans ]
-[ Cellphone rings ]

32:08.927 --> 32:10.345
[ Laughs ]

32:10.428 --> 32:11.638
Ben?

32:13.723 --> 32:14.849
Everything okay?

32:20.146 --> 32:21.356
Meredith: No leaks.

32:21.439 --> 32:24.359
Pancreatojejunostomy
is patent.

32:24.442 --> 32:25.985
Yeah, she's gonna make it.

32:26.069 --> 32:29.238
Oh. Yes.
Almost there, Tessa.

32:31.115 --> 32:32.825
Dr. Grey,
I need a moment.

32:32.909 --> 32:34.869
Okay, well, I can't
step away right now.

32:34.953 --> 32:37.246
I need you to take your hands out
of the field right away, Meredith.

32:38.581 --> 32:39.874
I got a call from Ben Warren.

32:39.958 --> 32:41.751
There's a report of a fire
at your address.

32:41.834 --> 32:44.295
I tried calling Winston and Maggie,
but they didn't answer.

32:44.379 --> 32:45.964
-[ Heart beating ]
-Station 19 is on the way.

32:46.047 --> 32:47.548
-I'll take you now.
-My kids?

32:47.632 --> 32:48.549
I've told you
everything I know.

32:49.926 --> 32:51.511
Go. Go. We got it.

32:53.763 --> 32:55.765
It's okay. Keep going.
You're in it now. Keep going.

32:55.848 --> 32:59.143
Concentrate now. Good.

33:05.400 --> 33:06.943
What are you doing?
You can't come through here.

33:07.026 --> 33:08.152
-Ben: Meredith! Meredith!
-Hey! Hey!

33:08.236 --> 33:09.946
-I live here!
-I-It's her house, man, alright.

33:10.029 --> 33:11.322
Let her through.
Alright, it's okay.

33:11.406 --> 33:12.824
E-Everything's fine.
The kids are right here.

33:12.907 --> 33:14.200
What happened?

33:14.283 --> 33:15.743
Oh, my God.

33:15.827 --> 33:17.495
-Hi.
-Mom!

33:17.578 --> 33:19.205
-What has happened?
-Uh, we were upstairs,

33:19.288 --> 33:20.415
and lightning
struck the house.

33:20.498 --> 33:21.416
We got the kids,
we came down,

33:21.499 --> 33:22.709
got outside as quickly
as we could.

33:22.792 --> 33:24.168
I need an inch and a half
line here.

33:25.670 --> 33:27.255
Dr. Grey, I'm--
I'm so sorry.

33:27.338 --> 33:29.507
I know this is hard, but you got to keep
a safe distance, alright?

33:29.590 --> 33:30.800
-[ Siren wailing ]
-Okay. Okay.

33:30.883 --> 33:33.594
We wanted to go back in and take
some boxes, but the fire.

33:33.678 --> 33:35.638
It's okay.
It's-- You're okay.

33:35.722 --> 33:37.056
That's all I care about.

33:37.140 --> 33:38.766
It's just stuff.

33:40.977 --> 33:43.688
Nick: Yeah, I'm still concerned
about the JP output.

33:43.771 --> 33:45.898
So monitor closely
and make sure to call me

33:45.982 --> 33:47.859
and transfuse
if it dips below 7.

33:49.110 --> 33:50.153
-Of course.
-Okay?

33:50.236 --> 33:51.320
Yeah.

33:51.404 --> 33:53.740
Any news on
Dr. Grey's house?

33:53.823 --> 33:56.492
All I've heard is the kids are okay,
and that's all that matters.

33:58.202 --> 34:01.205
Griffith,
you did great today.

34:01.289 --> 34:03.791
It was a rough surgery
for many reasons.

34:04.000 --> 34:06.669
You were not one of them.
Good job.

34:09.380 --> 34:12.884
[ Imie Taala's "Look At The Sky"
plays ]

34:15.762 --> 34:17.847
♪ Our love was born ♪

34:17.930 --> 34:19.766
-Will he be okay?
-The recovery will be long.

34:19.849 --> 34:22.685
His injuries are
extensive and severe,

34:22.769 --> 34:24.312
but he made it through today.

34:25.605 --> 34:28.399
Thank you.
Thank you all so much.

34:28.483 --> 34:30.109
You can go in and see him
if you want.

34:30.193 --> 34:32.445
♪ To the place where it resides ♪

34:36.199 --> 34:38.743
Shepherd will want neuro checks
every half-hour.

34:38.826 --> 34:39.869
And keep an eye on his oxygen.

34:39.952 --> 34:41.162
Copy that.

34:41.621 --> 34:42.663
♪ No matter the time ♪

34:42.747 --> 34:43.998
Dr. Altman...

34:45.124 --> 34:46.626
there are nine kids
in my family.

34:47.210 --> 34:49.170
I-I promise I have a point,
and I will talk faster.

34:49.253 --> 34:51.839
Um, my parents always
wanted a boy,

34:51.923 --> 34:53.883
and they kept having kids
until they got one.

34:53.966 --> 34:55.843
And our parents always told me
and my sisters

34:55.927 --> 34:58.596
that we could be
anything we wanted,

34:58.679 --> 35:00.723
but it was kind of hard
to ignore the subtext,

35:00.807 --> 35:02.350
you know--
girls aren't enough.

35:02.433 --> 35:05.478
And on almost every level,
I know that it's not true,

35:05.561 --> 35:08.147
but they cooked it
into me pretty good.

35:08.231 --> 35:10.817
And today you uncooked it.

35:10.900 --> 35:13.277
Watching you work today,
you changed me.

35:13.361 --> 35:15.696
You are a badass
boss lady surgeon,

35:15.780 --> 35:17.365
and I want to be you
when I grow up.

35:17.949 --> 35:19.742
-Yasuda, I'm--
-Sorry. Is it--

35:19.826 --> 35:22.495
Is it disrespectful to call you
a badass or a boss lady?

35:22.578 --> 35:26.749
No. I--
It's much appreciated.

35:31.295 --> 35:34.632
If you're gonna crack a joke
about me being more bossy

35:34.715 --> 35:36.342
than a boss lady,
I already have it in my head.

35:36.425 --> 35:39.846
Actually, I was gonna say maybe
you should apply to be chief.

35:41.848 --> 35:43.599
We kind of need
the money, so...

35:43.683 --> 35:44.976
[ Laughs ]

35:47.395 --> 35:50.481
♪ And no words to speak ♪

35:50.565 --> 35:52.900
♪ This isn't goodbye ♪

35:53.025 --> 35:55.444
♪ If you need my love ♪

35:55.528 --> 35:59.866
♪ Look to the sky ♪

36:00.867 --> 36:02.034
♪ Mm, mm ♪

36:02.118 --> 36:03.244
Let me show you
how it's done.

36:04.203 --> 36:05.538
Spare me.

36:11.043 --> 36:13.838
So, are you gonna tell me how you know
so much about lightning?

36:14.463 --> 36:15.882
Were you struck by lightning
as a child?

36:15.965 --> 36:17.175
Because that would
explain a lot.

36:17.258 --> 36:19.552
Well, I'll tell you if you
tell me how you happen to know

36:19.635 --> 36:21.846
the melting points
of precious metals.

36:22.221 --> 36:23.556
Oh, that's easy.

36:24.056 --> 36:25.641
My mom used
to make jewelry.

36:26.225 --> 36:28.561
And my brother and I would
sell it at the farmers' market

36:28.644 --> 36:31.230
as a cover while my dad
sold weed under the table.

36:31.314 --> 36:33.816
Wow.
Your parents sound...

36:34.275 --> 36:35.443
fun.

36:35.526 --> 36:36.986
Hmm.

36:37.195 --> 36:38.487
Honestly?

36:40.990 --> 36:42.408
I spent most of my childhood

36:42.491 --> 36:43.993
just wishing
they would disappear.

36:44.076 --> 36:45.578
-And did they?
-Nope.

36:45.661 --> 36:47.038
They are still here.

36:47.622 --> 36:49.081
And still high.

36:50.166 --> 36:52.126
Okay, your turn.

36:52.210 --> 36:54.045
Well, I spent a few years
in Saint Kitts,

36:54.128 --> 36:56.589
where lightning
is a fact of life.

36:56.672 --> 36:58.174
-You grew up there?
-No.

36:58.257 --> 36:59.634
I went there for...

37:00.927 --> 37:02.428
I went there
for medical school.

37:03.304 --> 37:06.599
Because I didn't get
into medical school in the U.S.

37:06.682 --> 37:10.561
But your nickname
is Blue Ribbon,

37:10.645 --> 37:12.605
-so I'm a little confused.
-[ Chuckles ]

37:12.980 --> 37:15.566
My nickname is just Blue

37:15.650 --> 37:19.570
because I was a valedictorian
in high school,

37:19.654 --> 37:23.324
all state track and field,
and a national chess champion.

37:23.407 --> 37:25.910
But then in college,
my mother got sick,

37:25.993 --> 37:27.411
my grades took a nosedive,

37:27.495 --> 37:29.622
and Saint Kitts became
my only option.

37:31.499 --> 37:33.292
And your mom, is she okay?

37:33.376 --> 37:34.585
No.

37:34.669 --> 37:36.671
She got really sick,

37:37.964 --> 37:39.006
and then she died.

37:44.136 --> 37:45.346
But on a brighter note,

37:45.429 --> 37:47.181
we'd make a hell of
a trivia team.

37:55.147 --> 37:56.315
-Hey.
-Hey.

37:56.399 --> 37:58.317
Oh, I was kind of craving

37:58.401 --> 38:00.278
that little Italian place
on the corner.

38:00.361 --> 38:02.196
Uh, yeah, no.

38:02.280 --> 38:03.489
I wouldn't eat what's
in that bag.

38:05.574 --> 38:08.202
It's not the eco-friendly
stuff that you love,

38:08.286 --> 38:10.329
but it will get you
through the week.

38:10.413 --> 38:12.373
What, you didn't like
Scout's Elsa shirt

38:12.456 --> 38:14.583
cinched at the waist
with a headband?

38:15.042 --> 38:17.211
I'm more of an Anna guy.
[ Laughs ]

38:17.795 --> 38:21.048
Thank you. I really-- I really
appreciate you helping me.

38:21.132 --> 38:22.800
Yeah, of course.

38:22.883 --> 38:23.968
[ Sighs ]

38:25.011 --> 38:27.388
[ Jeremy Lister's "One Step"
plays ]

38:27.471 --> 38:30.808
[ Chuckles ] Yeah, you know,
I just-- I--

38:30.891 --> 38:33.185
I knew that
it was a rough day

38:33.269 --> 38:34.895
because of the clinic
not opening.

38:34.979 --> 38:36.522
-Yeah.
-So, hey, why don't we, uh,

38:36.605 --> 38:37.982
-go get takeout at the Italian place?
-[ Cellphone chimes ]

38:38.065 --> 38:40.151
Meredith: There's lightning
in everyone.

38:41.068 --> 38:42.737
-[ Door opens ]
-You get a better offer?

38:42.820 --> 38:44.780
Opposite charges
finding each other.

38:45.281 --> 38:47.408
They connect.
They spark.

38:47.491 --> 38:49.660
And as long as they do,
your life goes on.

38:49.744 --> 38:51.120
Yeah, okay.
Put the scissors on the ribbon,

38:51.203 --> 38:52.246
but do-- but don't cut.

38:52.330 --> 38:54.081
-I'm--
-Gotta...

38:54.165 --> 38:56.751
Does three people make this
a grand opening?

38:56.834 --> 38:59.712
Oh, many great things
start small, Wilson.

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This clinic
will be one of them.

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-Flash or no flash?
-Just take the picture, Lincoln!

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Your cells
keep multiplying.

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Your brain keeps thinking.

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-Alright.
-Okay, I'm gonna cut.

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-Okay. Alright.
-Cut, cut, cut!

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-[ Cheering ]
-♪ When all I know is that I'm feeling ♪

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-♪ Numbed out, run down, made of stone ♪
-Right! Right!

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Oh, yes. We have earned
the good stuff.

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-Alright.
-[ Laughs ]

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♪ There is something
telling me that ♪

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-Elena Bailey?
-Oh, my mom.

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♪ All I need to do
is keep moving on ♪

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[ Sighs ] She spent her life
fighting to make sure

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I had every opportunity,
every freedom I deserved.

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She was complicated--

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our relationship
was complicated,

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but she loved me
with her entire heart.

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♪ Take it one breath
at a time ♪

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And that took courage.

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Elena Bailey lived with love
and courage.

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Now it's our turn.

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-Oh, it is.
-Yeah.

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-Alright, pull that off.
-Oh, oh, oh.

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Alright, everybody back.
Back it up. Back it up.

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Back that thing up.
Back that up.

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-Ah.
-[ Cork pops ]

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-[ Cheering ]
-♪ Take it one step at a time ♪

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There it is. There it is.
That's the good stuff.

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-There it is right there.
-Ooh, look.

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Your body wants to move,
so it moves, because it can.

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Tessa is awake.
That was amazing!

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We just assisted
on a successful whipple.

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We just assisted on a successful
whipple in our first year!

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Damn, there is no job
better than this.

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You assisted.

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I botched the portal dissection
and got benched. I failed.

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You started strong.

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Plus, Grey and Marsh
were out of sync today.

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I-It could have happened
to any of us.

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Yeah? Would Kwan have
lost focus?

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Or Millin? Hm?

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Did you?

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Lucas, you had a bad day.
It's not the end of the world.

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Stop being nice!
Tessa could have died!

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If-- If Tessa had died
and your little book

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was the last thing
she ever signed,

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would you be in here
trying to make me feel better?

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Why are you yelling at me?
I stepped in and saved your ass.

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-You should be thanking me.
-Thank you!

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Well, you're welcome!

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♪ I take it one step
at a time ♪

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I'm sorry. I can't.

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♪ Mountain in front of me ♪

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♪ Hangs over everything ♪

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I can't.

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Um... why not?

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Because I can't.

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Life is electricity.

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Positive and negative.

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Creation and destruction.

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♪ Put one foot
in front of the other ♪

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♪ One breath after another ♪

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It's too early to say
anything for sure,

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but we're
trying everything.

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Thank you.

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♪ Take it one step at a time ♪

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[ Sighs ]

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Winston found this earlier.

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♪ Take it one step at a time ♪

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Uh, it fell when
the lightning hit it.

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It was all
I managed to take.

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Destruction, sometimes
for the better,

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sometimes for the worse.

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♪ One foot in front
of the other ♪

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♪ One breath after another ♪

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♪ I still take it one step
at a time ♪

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But we're all storms inside.

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♪ Take it one step at a time ♪

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[ Meredith sighs ]
