WEBVTT 00:02.877 --> 00:08.091 (Fitz and the Tantrums' "Sway" plays) 00:08.174 --> 00:10.135 ♪ All the pretty girls Lookin' sad all summer ♪ 00:10.218 --> 00:11.511 Thanks for helping, by the way. 00:11.594 --> 00:12.846 You are very welcome. 00:12.929 --> 00:14.389 I helped in other ways. 00:14.472 --> 00:15.598 ♪ Strangers in a world Full of lonely... ♪ 00:15.682 --> 00:16.933 -Beer? -LUCAS: Thanks. 00:17.017 --> 00:18.101 ♪ Find someone and take 'em... ♪ 00:18.184 --> 00:19.936 BLUE: Well, come on, eat. 00:20.020 --> 00:21.021 MIKA: Can't you just bring the beer to me? 00:21.104 --> 00:22.313 -BLUE: No. -Turn around. 00:22.397 --> 00:23.648 BLUE: Best tacos in Seattle. 00:23.732 --> 00:25.191 ♪ All the pretty boys wanna dance ♪ 00:25.275 --> 00:27.944 MEREDITH: It takes approximately 13 years of training 00:28.028 --> 00:29.487 in order to stand in an OR 00:29.571 --> 00:32.866 and cut into an actual human being without supervision. 00:32.949 --> 00:35.577 -SIMONE: Cheers! Thank you for everything! -Good work. Congratulations for... 00:35.660 --> 00:37.245 ♪ So all you summer lovers, make ya sway ♪ 00:37.328 --> 00:40.749 ♪ Been solo for so long, no co-pilot, no ♪ 00:40.832 --> 00:43.501 ♪ And all of these love songs Make you sick, I know ♪ 00:43.585 --> 00:47.255 MEREDITH: We need a college degree with a close-to-perfect GPA 00:47.338 --> 00:49.424 and an excellent score on the MCATs 00:49.507 --> 00:51.843 to be lucky enough to be accepted into a medical school. 00:51.926 --> 00:53.094 (indistinct shouting, laughter) 00:53.178 --> 00:55.764 ♪ All the pretty boys wanna dance ♪ 00:55.847 --> 00:58.600 ♪ Strangers in a world Full of lonely lovers ♪ 00:58.683 --> 01:00.310 ♪ Find someone and take 'em by the hand ♪ 01:00.393 --> 01:02.270 MEREDITH: And then, after four years of med school, 01:02.353 --> 01:04.481 we face 60 months of surgical residency. 01:04.564 --> 01:07.317 ♪ I'm in a mood, so all you summer lovers Make ya sway ♪ 01:07.400 --> 01:08.651 ♪ Make you sway ♪ 01:08.735 --> 01:10.111 Well, did you get me a donut? 01:10.195 --> 01:13.907 -No. -(sighs) 01:13.990 --> 01:16.076 ♪ All the pretty girls Lookin' sad all summer ♪ 01:16.159 --> 01:17.410 MEREDITH: We tell ourselves that the lives we touch 01:17.494 --> 01:18.787 and people we help 01:18.870 --> 01:20.914 will make all the sacrifices worthwhile. 01:20.997 --> 01:22.082 ♪ Strangers in a world Full of lonely lovers ♪ 01:22.165 --> 01:25.126 Just kidding. I got it. I got it. I got it. I got it. 01:25.210 --> 01:26.878 -(laughs) -(groans) 01:26.961 --> 01:28.838 MEREDITH: But until you've done it, 01:28.922 --> 01:30.048 there's no way to know for sure. 01:30.131 --> 01:31.257 ♪ So all you summer lovers, make ya sway ♪ 01:31.341 --> 01:32.217 ♪ Make ya sway ♪ 01:34.719 --> 01:36.096 LINK: What's all this? 01:36.179 --> 01:39.224 A high-protein breakfast for your big day. 01:39.307 --> 01:42.185 You gotta fuel up to get a home run. 01:42.268 --> 01:43.812 Oh, I'm operating on a Seahawk. 01:43.895 --> 01:45.855 -Huh? -It-- It's football. 01:45.939 --> 01:47.398 They score touchdowns and field goals-- 01:47.482 --> 01:49.651 Yeah, I will never absorb that information, 01:49.734 --> 01:51.444 so save your energy. 01:51.528 --> 01:52.654 Okay. 01:52.737 --> 01:54.155 This is... 01:54.239 --> 01:55.323 -Thank you! -(chuckles) 01:55.406 --> 01:57.492 Um, do you mind if I take it to-go, though? 01:57.575 --> 01:59.077 'Cause I-- I do want to get to the hospital early. 01:59.160 --> 02:01.079 Yeah. Are you nervous? 02:01.162 --> 02:02.372 No. 02:02.455 --> 02:04.874 I mean, yeah, there's-- there's pressure. 02:04.958 --> 02:07.669 The kid's the team's number one draft pick, 02:07.752 --> 02:08.962 and he's got his whole career ahead of him. 02:09.045 --> 02:10.463 And now the key to saving his knee 02:10.547 --> 02:12.799 and his entire NFL future is in my hands. 02:12.882 --> 02:15.718 Yeah. The most capable hands in the whole state. 02:15.802 --> 02:17.846 You're the one and only ortho surgeon 02:17.929 --> 02:20.014 to the Seattle Mariners! 02:20.849 --> 02:23.351 -That's the baseball team. -There it is! 02:23.434 --> 02:25.687 And, you know, I wish Nico wasn't traveling with them right now, 02:25.770 --> 02:27.856 because I could really use him as an assist. 02:27.939 --> 02:29.315 You don't need him. 02:29.399 --> 02:32.152 Think of all the people who can walk and play sports 02:32.235 --> 02:35.613 and enjoy their life because of your hands. 02:35.697 --> 02:38.158 That last part sounded dirty, and I recognize it. 02:38.241 --> 02:41.161 But you are a uniquely gifted surgeon. 02:41.244 --> 02:42.287 (slurps) 02:42.370 --> 02:43.663 Oh, this is disgusting. 02:43.746 --> 02:44.998 Your words. 02:45.081 --> 02:46.875 (grunts) Thank you! 02:48.960 --> 02:50.545 Thank you. 02:50.628 --> 02:52.005 Oh, hey, Altman. Altman, hold up. 02:52.088 --> 02:53.923 Um, is everything okay? 02:54.007 --> 02:56.634 I mean, I haven't heard from you since I submitted your offer 02:56.718 --> 02:58.845 for chief of surgery, which expires... 02:58.928 --> 03:00.763 at 6:00 p.m. today. 03:00.847 --> 03:02.557 Well, I still have a few hours, then. 03:02.640 --> 03:04.851 Look, since Marsh left for a few days, 03:04.934 --> 03:06.519 I'm filling in as chief of surgery 03:06.603 --> 03:09.814 and residency director, on top of chief of chiefs, 03:09.898 --> 03:13.651 which at my age is about two chiefs too many. 03:13.735 --> 03:15.737 I took a look at the offer. 03:15.820 --> 03:16.821 And? 03:18.239 --> 03:21.117 Owen has never had a kind word to say about being chief, 03:21.201 --> 03:22.952 Bailey quit, Meredith left, 03:23.036 --> 03:24.787 and you didn't exactly sell the idea 03:24.871 --> 03:26.122 when I first inquired about it. 03:26.206 --> 03:28.124 I just-- I-- I don't know if I want it anymore. 03:28.208 --> 03:29.500 It's a good offer, Altman. 03:29.584 --> 03:31.169 You need this. 03:31.252 --> 03:33.379 The hospital needs this. 03:33.463 --> 03:36.716 (siren wailing in distance) 03:36.799 --> 03:39.344 I've got till, uh, 6:00, right? 03:40.887 --> 03:44.307 -MAGGIE: Oh, look at her. -Oh, she looks so happy. 03:44.390 --> 03:45.642 MAGGIE: Oh, audio. 03:45.725 --> 03:48.394 (sour notes playing) 03:48.478 --> 03:50.313 (chuckles) 03:50.396 --> 03:51.439 She just started. 03:51.522 --> 03:52.732 I am not laughing at Zola. 03:52.815 --> 03:55.902 I am thinking about Meredith living with a beginning cellist. 03:55.985 --> 03:57.445 (both laugh) 03:57.528 --> 03:58.696 (elevator bell dings) 04:02.951 --> 04:03.952 Morning. 04:04.035 --> 04:05.787 -Hi. -Morning. 04:07.747 --> 04:09.540 (elevator bell dings) 04:13.836 --> 04:15.171 (elevator bell dings) 04:17.674 --> 04:19.384 -Whoa. -(elevator bell dings) 04:19.467 --> 04:23.263 I would rather listen to a squeaky cello than that silence. 04:23.346 --> 04:24.681 How's therapy going? 04:24.764 --> 04:27.934 Oh, every therapist in Seattle is booked solid. 04:28.017 --> 04:30.061 Our first appointment is in three weeks. 04:30.144 --> 04:33.731 So we've instituted a ceasefire until then. (clears throat) 04:33.815 --> 04:36.150 That silence was a ceasefire? 04:36.234 --> 04:39.070 Silence is better than every single word 04:39.153 --> 04:40.655 that comes out of either of our mouths. 04:40.738 --> 04:41.906 (elevator bell dings) 04:49.080 --> 04:50.540 Morning, Lincoln! 04:50.623 --> 04:51.582 Dr. Bailey. 04:51.666 --> 04:53.042 How's it going? 04:53.126 --> 04:54.252 Good. You? 04:54.335 --> 04:55.920 -I'm great. -Yeah. Hunt? 04:56.004 --> 04:57.255 Oh, yeah, same, yeah. 04:58.089 --> 05:00.008 You all want to meet the Tank. 05:00.091 --> 05:01.801 Well, I may have, uh, some free time. 05:01.884 --> 05:03.636 -Yeah. -I've worked on a lot of busted knees, 05:03.720 --> 05:04.762 and I love the Seahawks. 05:04.846 --> 05:06.306 -Not as much as me. -Wh-- 05:06.389 --> 05:08.057 You want to say something? Say it. 05:08.141 --> 05:09.642 LEVI: Dr. Lincoln. 05:09.726 --> 05:11.060 Do you need an assist? 05:11.144 --> 05:13.271 Oh, you're a Seahawks fan, too? 05:13.354 --> 05:14.897 Oh, well, the Tank and I went to the same high school. 05:14.981 --> 05:17.150 Listen, I-- I appreciate the offers, 05:17.233 --> 05:19.110 but the Tank doesn't need a room full of doctors 05:19.193 --> 05:22.030 making his procedure seem like a bigger deal than it is. 05:23.614 --> 05:25.241 (sighs) 05:25.325 --> 05:27.744 Now, were you surprised at all by the draft pick? 05:27.827 --> 05:29.078 Nah. Nah, not really. 05:29.162 --> 05:30.246 LINK: Good morning. 05:30.330 --> 05:31.956 Dr. Lincoln. Man of the hour. 05:32.040 --> 05:34.876 I think that's you, the Tank. 05:34.959 --> 05:38.087 Man of the year, according to our Sunday feature. 05:38.171 --> 05:39.339 Ken Bendix, Seattle Times. 05:39.422 --> 05:40.965 Oh, yeah. I heard you were coming. 05:42.550 --> 05:44.469 And how are you feeling, hmm? 05:44.552 --> 05:45.887 -Any jitters? -Come on, now. 05:45.970 --> 05:48.348 The only jitters I get is waiting for the football to be snapped. 05:48.431 --> 05:49.349 (light laughter) 05:49.432 --> 05:51.100 Then folks better watch out, because I'm coming. 05:51.184 --> 05:53.227 -Preach now. -Yeah, we're all rooting for you. 05:53.311 --> 05:55.813 Half the hospital lobbied me to be on your case. 05:55.897 --> 05:56.939 The other half is... 05:57.023 --> 05:58.274 in this room. 05:58.358 --> 06:00.651 Yasuda, you want to present? 06:00.735 --> 06:02.195 Jermaine Talbott, 22. 06:02.278 --> 06:04.739 Tear to the left ACL due to football injury. 06:04.822 --> 06:05.948 History of multiple injuries, 06:06.032 --> 06:07.283 including MCL repair 06:07.367 --> 06:08.868 and meniscal cadaver transplant. 06:08.951 --> 06:10.370 Today, he will receive 06:10.453 --> 06:13.664 a bridge-enhanced anterior cruciate ligament repair, 06:13.748 --> 06:15.708 also known as the BEAR. 06:15.792 --> 06:16.959 And why is this his best option? 06:17.043 --> 06:19.253 It uses a collagen graft soaked in the patient's blood, 06:19.337 --> 06:20.254 instead of donor tissue, 06:20.338 --> 06:21.756 which allows the body to heal itself 06:21.839 --> 06:23.883 and yields better results than traditional ACL repairs. 06:23.966 --> 06:25.635 Excellent. You're scrubbing in. 06:25.718 --> 06:30.014 Okay, yeah, but how else is the BEAR important to my career? 06:30.640 --> 06:32.600 -It's less invasive. -Because it heals faster. 06:32.683 --> 06:34.977 True, but not the answer he's looking for. 06:35.061 --> 06:37.063 It will allow him to ambulate and return to play sooner. 06:37.146 --> 06:40.650 -Also yes, but no. Come on, guys. -I know someone's got this. 06:40.733 --> 06:42.777 The Baylor Bears. Played as a true freshman. 06:42.860 --> 06:45.238 Led the team in sacks and tackles all four years. 06:45.321 --> 06:47.490 Congratulations, Kwan. You're scrubbing in, too. 06:47.573 --> 06:49.617 The three of you will report to Dr. Schmitt, 06:49.700 --> 06:52.745 who I believe is, conveniently, right outside. 06:55.498 --> 06:56.958 (laughs) 06:57.041 --> 06:58.668 It's every person for themselves now. 06:58.751 --> 07:00.253 I am not losing another surgery. 07:00.336 --> 07:01.796 We don't have to compete over everything. 07:01.879 --> 07:03.131 First person to do an actual procedure 07:03.214 --> 07:04.632 gets the bedroom to the left of the stairs. 07:04.715 --> 07:07.009 -What? I already drew that room. What? -And I'm appealing the draw. 07:10.138 --> 07:11.722 Help! Please! 07:11.806 --> 07:13.516 -I'm on it! -Mine! Paws off! 07:13.599 --> 07:15.810 Hi, I'm Dr. Adams. Can you tell us what happened? 07:15.893 --> 07:17.687 I failed, Doc. I couldn't do it. 07:17.770 --> 07:18.688 You couldn't do what? 07:18.771 --> 07:21.232 -The Pho-Nomenal Challenge. -What is that? 07:21.315 --> 07:23.234 The Pho-Nomenal Challenge is three pounds of meat, 07:23.317 --> 07:25.194 three pounds of noodles, three liters of broth. 07:25.278 --> 07:27.488 If you finish in an hour and a half, you win $250. 07:27.572 --> 07:28.698 Did you just come from there? 07:28.781 --> 07:30.741 No, I tried it five days ago, 07:30.825 --> 07:33.035 and I have not been able to take a crap since. 07:33.744 --> 07:34.912 Please help me. 07:34.996 --> 07:37.415 (groaning) 07:37.498 --> 07:39.208 -(interns sigh) -Oh, God. 07:53.556 --> 07:55.475 (groaning) 07:55.558 --> 07:56.809 LEVI: What do you got? 07:56.893 --> 07:59.604 A 23-year-old male, five days without a bowel movement 07:59.687 --> 08:01.147 after participating in an eating contest. 08:01.230 --> 08:02.106 Eating challenge. 08:02.190 --> 08:05.151 Severe abdominal pain, bloating, difficulty sitting. 08:05.234 --> 08:07.028 Hey, I'm Dr. Schmitt. 08:07.111 --> 08:09.697 Have you tried increasing your water intake, 08:09.780 --> 08:11.157 eating adequate sources of fiber? 08:11.240 --> 08:13.201 Exercise helps, reducing stress. 08:13.284 --> 08:14.660 How am I supposed to reduce stress 08:14.744 --> 08:16.871 when my entire body is full of pho? 08:17.580 --> 08:18.915 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 08:18.998 --> 08:20.625 I'm just-- I'm very uncomfortable. 08:20.708 --> 08:23.544 Excuse me. Um... Can I borrow one of you? 08:23.628 --> 08:24.545 -Me! -Is it surgical? 08:24.629 --> 08:25.922 (sighs) Go, Millin. 08:26.005 --> 08:27.298 (groaning continues) 08:27.381 --> 08:29.842 Get a KUB and then do a digital rectal exam. 08:29.926 --> 08:31.093 Wait, I'm sorry. Digital? 08:31.177 --> 08:32.386 Yeah, a finger. It helps us-- 08:32.470 --> 08:34.597 Okay, d-- Never mind. 08:34.680 --> 08:35.765 After ruling everything out, 08:35.848 --> 08:37.850 you can try a stool softener or an enema. 08:37.934 --> 08:40.770 If none of that works, then we can consider doing a procedure. 08:42.688 --> 08:44.649 Ow! God! 08:44.732 --> 08:46.484 -Still want that room? -(groaning intensifies) 08:47.443 --> 08:49.737 -(sighs) -JARED: Oh! God! 08:52.156 --> 08:54.575 Lupe. Lupe, I'm on the phone, amor, okay? 08:54.659 --> 08:55.868 LUPE: Okay. 08:56.536 --> 08:57.912 Uh, Sierra Deleon? 08:57.995 --> 08:59.121 She can cover? 08:59.205 --> 09:01.040 Great. Thank you. 09:01.874 --> 09:03.042 (sighing) Okay, sorry. 09:03.125 --> 09:05.002 I needed to make sure my shift was covered. 09:05.086 --> 09:08.339 Um, I'm pregnant with my third, and I'm spotting. 09:08.422 --> 09:10.007 -(clanking) -Uh, here, sweetie. Come here. 09:10.091 --> 09:12.426 Yeah. It's a plane. You can play here. 09:12.510 --> 09:13.678 Okay, so how long have you been spotting? 09:13.761 --> 09:14.637 A few days. 09:14.720 --> 09:16.138 At first, I didn't think too much of it, 09:16.222 --> 09:18.432 but now I'm starting to get a bit stressed. 09:18.516 --> 09:19.433 -Oh! -SIERRA: Lupe. 09:19.517 --> 09:20.851 -(chuckles awkwardly) -Okay. 09:20.935 --> 09:22.061 Sorry about that. 09:22.144 --> 09:23.229 (whispers) Here, go sit down. Go sit down. 09:23.312 --> 09:24.647 Go sit. 09:24.730 --> 09:26.899 Have you experienced any clotting or noticed 09:26.983 --> 09:28.526 an increase in the amount of blood? 09:28.609 --> 09:30.361 Maybe. 09:30.444 --> 09:31.487 I'm not really sure. 09:31.571 --> 09:33.489 Lupe's dad drives cross-country rigs, 09:33.573 --> 09:35.491 which means I'm lucky if I get out the front door 09:35.575 --> 09:36.492 with deodorant on. 09:36.576 --> 09:37.910 Alright, I'm going to page OB. 09:37.994 --> 09:39.453 We're gonna get you an ultrasound 09:39.537 --> 09:41.163 to see if we can find the cause of the bleeding. 09:41.247 --> 09:42.665 Okay. 09:42.748 --> 09:44.834 Alright, I'll see you in a bit. 09:44.917 --> 09:46.627 -Eeh! -(cellphone camera clicks) 09:46.711 --> 09:48.796 -(both laugh) -Thanks. 09:48.879 --> 09:50.548 Oh, now, I'm texting this to my husband. 09:50.631 --> 09:51.632 He's gonna be jealous. 09:51.716 --> 09:52.717 He's a Tank fan? 09:52.800 --> 09:55.219 Ah, saw you play at Royer High 09:55.303 --> 09:56.345 before you were even the Tank. 09:56.429 --> 09:57.972 He predicted you were gonna be a star. 09:58.055 --> 09:59.807 -Oh, okay. -So I guess he's gonna be jealous 09:59.890 --> 10:01.392 -and smug. -Mm. 10:01.475 --> 10:04.270 I was on a nighttime ER rotation in the Caribbean 10:04.353 --> 10:07.398 when you had that pick six to win the Rose Bowl. 10:07.481 --> 10:09.108 First time I tore my meniscus. 10:09.191 --> 10:12.320 But we won the championship, so... worth it. (chuckles) 10:12.403 --> 10:13.863 Storm took out the hospital Wi-Fi, 10:13.946 --> 10:15.531 and I had the only hot spot. 10:15.615 --> 10:18.075 Everyone, patients, doctors, 10:18.159 --> 10:19.827 they all had opinions on how to treat you. 10:19.910 --> 10:21.412 -Oh. -One of their own. 10:21.495 --> 10:23.331 And now you're my patient. 10:23.414 --> 10:25.249 Mm, that's an interesting angle. 10:25.333 --> 10:26.542 Do you have a few minutes? 10:26.626 --> 10:27.793 Could I ask you some questions? 10:27.877 --> 10:28.753 Uh... 10:28.836 --> 10:30.087 -Bring it on. -(cellphone chimes) 10:30.171 --> 10:31.172 KEN: How about we step outside? 10:31.255 --> 10:32.798 Eh... hold on. 10:32.882 --> 10:33.924 Oh, daycare. 10:34.008 --> 10:35.217 Oh. 10:35.301 --> 10:36.844 I'd better see what that is. 10:36.927 --> 10:38.387 Um, thank you for the photo, Tank. 10:38.471 --> 10:40.306 -No problem. -(giggling) 10:40.389 --> 10:41.766 JERMAINE: Bye. 10:41.849 --> 10:42.933 (breathes deeply) 10:43.017 --> 10:44.727 WOMAN (over P.A.): Dr. Azzi to Oncology. 10:44.810 --> 10:47.688 Dr. Yasmin Azzi to Oncology. 10:47.772 --> 10:48.648 This one? 10:48.731 --> 10:51.067 You know, I had a couple ACL repairs in college. 10:51.150 --> 10:52.151 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. 10:52.234 --> 10:53.903 Busted my knee ice skating. 10:53.986 --> 10:55.780 -Used to be pretty competitive. -Used to? 10:55.863 --> 10:57.448 Your recovery didn't go well or something? 10:57.531 --> 10:59.659 -No, no, it went great. -But you couldn't skate? 10:59.742 --> 11:01.661 Oh, I didn't have time. I got into med school. 11:01.744 --> 11:02.787 Then it's on and popping. 11:02.870 --> 11:04.413 Ayyy! I feel that. 11:04.497 --> 11:07.249 I know you do, now. (laughs) 11:08.209 --> 11:10.294 OWEN: Hey, the kids okay? I just got paged. 11:10.378 --> 11:11.295 Yeah, me, too. 11:11.379 --> 11:13.047 They probably threw blocks at each other again 11:13.130 --> 11:16.217 and file some sort of injury report or something. 11:16.300 --> 11:18.469 Huh. Hey, there is another plus about being chief. 11:18.552 --> 11:19.970 They usually bring that paperwork to you. 11:20.846 --> 11:21.722 Okay. 11:21.806 --> 11:23.974 And you get a part-time administrative assistant, 11:24.058 --> 11:26.477 which is essential for such an important job. 11:26.560 --> 11:28.062 Richard told you that if I took the job, 11:28.145 --> 11:29.897 that you'd be chief of trauma again, didn't he? 11:29.980 --> 11:30.981 No. 11:31.774 --> 11:32.692 Oh, my God. 11:32.775 --> 11:34.819 He briefly floated it. 11:34.902 --> 11:36.278 Once again, it's all about you. 11:36.362 --> 11:37.446 No, it's about us. 11:37.530 --> 11:39.949 Yeah, when it's convenient for you. 11:42.451 --> 11:43.536 (children laughing) 11:45.579 --> 11:46.789 Were all the parents paged? 11:46.872 --> 11:48.874 Just the parents involved in the bite. 11:48.958 --> 11:50.418 Your kid bit my kid. 11:50.501 --> 11:52.044 -OWEN: Which? -Allison. Bit Pru. 11:52.128 --> 11:53.629 That seems like a one-parent job. 11:53.713 --> 11:55.548 Let's make this one about you. 11:55.631 --> 11:57.883 (children chattering) 11:57.967 --> 11:59.593 (sighs) 11:59.677 --> 12:01.887 We are so sorry. 12:04.515 --> 12:08.519 Okay, Sierra, you're about 11 weeks along. 12:08.602 --> 12:09.895 -Hit the nail on the head. -(ultrasound thumping) 12:09.979 --> 12:13.149 There is a strong fetal heart beat, 12:13.232 --> 12:15.109 and your cervix was closed on exam, 12:15.192 --> 12:16.318 so everything looks good. 12:16.402 --> 12:18.571 Your pregnancy is right on track. 12:18.654 --> 12:23.409 You just need to rest and avoid strenuous activity. 12:23.492 --> 12:25.327 Her BMP came back. She's dehydrated. 12:25.411 --> 12:27.872 So just make sure she gets some fluids before you discharge. 12:27.955 --> 12:28.831 Yeah, absolutely. 12:29.582 --> 12:32.460 Okay, so we'll get you that IV, and you'll be out of here in no time. 12:32.543 --> 12:34.044 Oh. Great. 12:34.128 --> 12:36.088 -(cellphone rings) -LUPE: Mommy, the phone. 12:36.172 --> 12:37.923 Thank you. 12:38.007 --> 12:40.301 Hey. What? She can't come in? 12:40.384 --> 12:42.052 But she told me she was gonna come in at 10:00. 12:42.136 --> 12:43.721 -Excuse me. -No. I'll-- I'll call her. 12:43.804 --> 12:44.680 I'll call her. 12:44.764 --> 12:46.140 Is everything all right? 12:46.223 --> 12:47.224 Not really. 12:48.726 --> 12:50.269 Yes. 12:50.352 --> 12:51.437 Everything's okay. 12:51.520 --> 12:52.772 LUPE: Thank you. 12:52.855 --> 12:54.440 Well, I'll get you those IV fluids, 12:54.523 --> 12:57.359 -and, um, you just sit tight. -SIERRA: Okay. 12:57.443 --> 12:59.361 WOMAN (over P.A.): Dr. Kurtz to Oncology. 12:59.445 --> 13:02.114 Dr. Fritz to oncology. 13:02.198 --> 13:04.450 I didn't know colleges had ice skating teams. 13:04.533 --> 13:05.951 Of course you didn't. 13:06.035 --> 13:07.953 Because we were hitting the ice at 5:00 a.m., 13:08.037 --> 13:09.872 and the football team was still getting their beauty sleep. 13:09.955 --> 13:11.248 (chuckles) 13:11.332 --> 13:13.626 I had to stay focused so I could go pro. 13:13.709 --> 13:15.211 But now I gotta kick it up a notch. 13:15.294 --> 13:16.462 For the team? 13:16.545 --> 13:17.463 For my family. 13:17.546 --> 13:20.299 Playing ball is what will let me bring them over from Port-au-Prince. 13:20.382 --> 13:22.343 -Haiti? -My real hometown. 13:22.426 --> 13:23.761 Yeah. 13:23.844 --> 13:26.222 A scout saw me play when I was in the sixth grade. 13:26.305 --> 13:29.475 He asked my uncle, would he let me train in Seattle? 13:29.558 --> 13:31.435 -Guess what he told the guy? -Hm? 13:31.519 --> 13:33.729 -(Haitian accent) "Why the hell not?" -(laughs) 13:33.813 --> 13:35.648 So I moved by myself. 13:35.731 --> 13:36.649 I was 11. 13:37.441 --> 13:39.151 I get to go home and see my mom 13:39.235 --> 13:40.986 and my little brothers every Christmas, 13:41.070 --> 13:43.280 but that's about it. (sighs) 13:43.364 --> 13:45.866 This is my chance to finally get everyone back together. 13:45.950 --> 13:48.035 So I gotta get back on that field ASAP. 13:48.118 --> 13:49.745 You want to succeed so it means something. 13:49.829 --> 13:50.704 Sit up for me. (Grunts) 13:50.788 --> 13:51.789 And deep breath. 13:51.872 --> 13:52.915 (inhales deeply) 13:52.998 --> 13:55.209 (exhales slowly) 13:56.544 --> 13:57.962 What if it doesn't work? 13:58.587 --> 14:02.758 What if he can't repair it and I'm stuck bagging groceries? 14:03.676 --> 14:05.594 What if I can't play ball again? 14:07.263 --> 14:08.681 But what if you can? 14:10.474 --> 14:11.976 (chuckles softly) 14:12.059 --> 14:15.771 (sentimental music plays) 14:19.149 --> 14:22.027 (indistinct announcement over P.A.) 14:22.111 --> 14:24.280 LUCAS: That is a lot of fecal matter. 14:24.363 --> 14:25.614 It's really good pho. 14:25.698 --> 14:26.574 (Jared groans) 14:26.657 --> 14:28.742 It's a hole-in-the-wall in the CID. You should try it. 14:29.535 --> 14:30.452 Well, since you like it so much, 14:30.536 --> 14:31.787 why don't you go in and give the enema? 14:31.871 --> 14:32.746 Are you offering the bedroom? 14:32.830 --> 14:34.039 If you throw in two weeks' groceries. 14:34.123 --> 14:35.749 No deal. I know how much you eat. 14:35.833 --> 14:36.959 Not as much as this guy. 14:37.042 --> 14:38.836 (Jared groans) 14:38.919 --> 14:41.171 Oh, you know what? Screw it. Gimme that. 14:41.255 --> 14:43.215 (groaning continues) 14:43.299 --> 14:44.592 -Okay, bye. -Mwah. Mwah. 14:44.675 --> 14:46.343 (chuckles) 14:46.427 --> 14:49.680 -Again, I am so, so sorry. -Oh, please. 14:49.763 --> 14:50.806 I spoke to her. 14:50.890 --> 14:52.433 It was a one-time thing. 14:52.516 --> 14:53.851 Allison had something to say, 14:53.934 --> 14:55.227 and she couldn't get the words out. 14:55.311 --> 14:56.812 Kids bite. It happens. 14:56.896 --> 14:57.813 Thanks. 14:57.897 --> 15:00.065 So, have you thought more about chief? 15:00.149 --> 15:02.902 Well, it's a great title and a pay bump, 15:02.985 --> 15:03.944 but is that really enough to-- 15:04.028 --> 15:05.154 -No. -No? 15:05.237 --> 15:06.280 No, it's not a pay bump. 15:06.363 --> 15:09.241 It's more like a nudge, a small tap. 15:09.325 --> 15:12.036 (chuckles) It certainly isn't enough to justify 15:12.119 --> 15:15.539 the relentless paperwork and protocols and meetings 15:15.623 --> 15:16.624 and complaints. 15:16.707 --> 15:18.709 So... many... complaints. 15:18.792 --> 15:20.920 That's why Webber doesn't have any takers. 15:22.504 --> 15:25.132 But you are in a very interesting 15:25.215 --> 15:27.051 negotiating position, Altman, 15:27.134 --> 15:28.218 -'cause they need you. -(elevator dings) 15:28.302 --> 15:31.889 And if I were you, I'd ask for the moon. 15:31.972 --> 15:33.766 And the planets. 15:33.849 --> 15:35.726 And Pluto. 15:35.809 --> 15:37.811 What exactly do you think that all looks like? 15:39.688 --> 15:41.815 -(elevator bell dings) -Well, if it were me... 15:41.899 --> 15:44.401 A full-time administrative assistant 15:44.485 --> 15:47.029 who will be the point person for any staff complaints. 15:47.112 --> 15:50.324 And this person will also attend budget meetings in my place 15:50.407 --> 15:52.576 if I am unavailable and take notes for my review. 15:52.660 --> 15:55.162 I will need an additional three weeks off 15:55.245 --> 15:58.874 and double the pay increase that you're currently offering. 15:59.458 --> 16:01.919 And a-- a stipend for research. 16:02.002 --> 16:04.838 Oh. Well, this is a lot to consider. 16:04.922 --> 16:06.840 These are my terms... sir. 16:07.549 --> 16:11.220 Um, I-- I'm gonna need some time to think this over. 16:11.303 --> 16:12.721 I'm sure you understand. 16:12.805 --> 16:13.722 Of course. 16:21.689 --> 16:23.399 (clears throat) 16:23.482 --> 16:24.858 (Maggie sighs) 16:25.901 --> 16:26.902 -Hey. -Hey. 16:26.986 --> 16:28.737 I thought you were clipping an aneurysm. 16:28.821 --> 16:30.447 Yeah, I finished. 16:30.531 --> 16:32.241 What are you working on? 16:32.324 --> 16:34.743 My case report for my partial heart transplant. 16:34.827 --> 16:37.204 -The one on the baby? -Arlo Fischer. 16:37.287 --> 16:39.957 Why would I write "socks"? 16:40.040 --> 16:42.710 I have no idea. But you know who might? 16:44.378 --> 16:46.213 I'm not breaking the ceasefire. 16:46.296 --> 16:48.215 And I need to get this done in less than three weeks. 16:48.298 --> 16:50.801 You're worried another cardio surgeon might beat you to it? 16:50.884 --> 16:52.344 (exhales sharply) 16:53.929 --> 16:55.556 I need a win. 16:55.639 --> 16:59.351 I need a victory, because I feel like I'm failing at my marriage, 16:59.435 --> 17:00.436 and I do not fail. 17:00.519 --> 17:02.062 I hate failing. 17:02.146 --> 17:05.399 Hiding from the hard parts won't make it less hard. 17:05.482 --> 17:08.444 It'll just make it last longer. 17:10.362 --> 17:11.405 Trust me. 17:14.199 --> 17:16.285 (Nadine laughing through cellphone) 17:16.368 --> 17:18.787 It's not a durag, Mommy, it's for surgery. 17:18.871 --> 17:20.789 I wore it for the last two, you remember? 17:20.873 --> 17:22.207 NADINE: You look so adorable. 17:22.291 --> 17:25.294 Now, let me meet everyone in that room. 17:25.377 --> 17:27.254 This is Dr. Kwan. 17:27.337 --> 17:28.380 Hi. 17:28.464 --> 17:29.590 And this is Dr. Griffith. 17:29.673 --> 17:30.591 Very nice to meet you. 17:30.674 --> 17:32.718 -Where's Dr. Lincoln? -He's already in the OR. 17:32.801 --> 17:34.261 We're about to take Jermaine there now. 17:34.344 --> 17:35.220 Both of you look at me. 17:35.304 --> 17:38.807 My son has broken records with his talent. 17:38.891 --> 17:41.143 -Yes, ma'am. -And noses. 17:41.226 --> 17:42.227 Yes, ma'am. 17:42.311 --> 17:43.437 You know where he got that strength? 17:43.520 --> 17:44.396 His mama. 17:44.480 --> 17:46.190 Take care of my baby. 17:48.025 --> 17:49.359 -(sighs) -NADINE: I love you. 17:49.443 --> 17:50.319 Eyes forward. 17:50.402 --> 17:51.737 You hear me? 17:51.820 --> 17:53.405 Eyes forward. 17:53.489 --> 17:54.490 Eyes forward. 17:55.574 --> 17:56.784 (in French) We'll talk later. 17:56.867 --> 17:59.536 We'll talk later, honey, I love you. 17:59.620 --> 18:00.496 (blows kiss) 18:00.579 --> 18:03.082 (exhales deeply) 18:03.165 --> 18:04.500 (clicks tongue) 18:04.583 --> 18:05.834 -I'm ready. -Mm-hmm. 18:05.918 --> 18:06.835 (wheel locks clank) 18:06.919 --> 18:12.925 (suspenseful music plays) 18:18.222 --> 18:21.016 Hey. I just wanted to wish you good luck. 18:21.100 --> 18:22.601 Not that you need it. 18:22.684 --> 18:24.436 I'll take it. 18:24.520 --> 18:26.855 After everything Jermaine's sacrificed to play, 18:26.939 --> 18:28.440 he doesn't deserve to be riding the bench. 18:29.608 --> 18:32.694 (sighs) I just gotta stay sharp. 18:32.778 --> 18:34.446 It's been a while since I've been in the pressure cooker, 18:34.530 --> 18:36.031 -you know? -Well... 18:36.115 --> 18:37.533 you've never folded before. 18:38.117 --> 18:39.743 You're not gonna start now. 18:39.827 --> 18:41.703 I know it. 18:44.581 --> 18:46.375 (door closes) 18:46.458 --> 18:48.669 (sighs deeply) 18:53.382 --> 18:54.758 Oh. Thank you. 18:54.842 --> 18:58.220 So, uh, I have considered your offer. 18:58.303 --> 19:00.305 -Ready to shake on it? -You know, 19:00.389 --> 19:04.601 Grey-Sloan is a place where-- 19:04.685 --> 19:07.646 where legacies are built, history is written. 19:07.729 --> 19:12.151 Working here, for me, I mean, evokes a feeling of... duty. 19:12.234 --> 19:14.486 It's an honor to serve. 19:14.570 --> 19:19.199 And often, service requires sacrifice. 19:19.283 --> 19:20.993 It's a little weird to put it that way, 19:21.076 --> 19:22.703 especially to someone who actually served, but-- 19:22.786 --> 19:24.037 Uh, I'm-- I'm not done yet. 19:24.121 --> 19:25.622 -Oh. -Thank you. 19:25.706 --> 19:29.960 When I see these doctors, these patients, 19:30.043 --> 19:31.587 it brings me joy. 19:31.670 --> 19:32.880 It makes me happy, 19:32.963 --> 19:35.424 um, fulfilled. 19:35.507 --> 19:36.800 (chuckles nervously) Oh. 19:36.884 --> 19:39.511 And thinking about all of this, 19:39.595 --> 19:42.472 well, Altman, I've decided to take the job myself. 19:42.556 --> 19:45.434 (chuckles) I-- I love being here. 19:45.517 --> 19:47.144 I even love the building itself. 19:47.227 --> 19:48.729 And, um, I'm-- I'm happy 19:48.812 --> 19:51.148 with the money that's already on the table. 19:51.231 --> 19:52.149 It's not about that for me. 19:53.358 --> 19:54.318 So, um... 19:55.027 --> 19:56.403 thank you for your time, Dr. Altman. 19:58.947 --> 19:59.865 (clears throat) 20:00.949 --> 20:03.160 Fine. We can lose the stipend. 20:03.243 --> 20:04.328 (sighs) 20:04.411 --> 20:06.079 Oh. Okay. 20:06.163 --> 20:10.584 We will... lose the... stipend. 20:10.667 --> 20:14.338 (monitor beeping, air hissing) 20:14.421 --> 20:15.422 Excuse me. 20:18.550 --> 20:20.385 -(softly) Excuse me. -Hey. 20:20.469 --> 20:22.262 Hey. What'd I miss? 20:22.346 --> 20:24.097 They sutured the ACL and are making the tunnels. 20:24.181 --> 20:25.641 They're about to prepare the implant for placement. 20:27.517 --> 20:28.602 He wasn't asking me, was he? 20:28.685 --> 20:30.312 -Very much not. -(Winston sighs) 20:30.395 --> 20:32.147 Man, I hope this goes well. 20:32.231 --> 20:34.066 The Tank has suffered enough setbacks. 20:34.733 --> 20:36.151 Are, uh, things better at home? 20:36.777 --> 20:38.237 You know, all due-- all due respect, 20:38.320 --> 20:40.280 the last time we talked, you gave me some advice 20:40.364 --> 20:43.283 that kinda blew up in my face. 20:43.367 --> 20:45.160 Maggie's been staying with Amelia. 20:45.244 --> 20:47.746 Wh-- Oh. Um... 20:47.829 --> 20:48.914 I'm sorry. 20:48.997 --> 20:50.499 It's-- It's my fault. 20:50.582 --> 20:54.503 I should have thought twice before I took advice from you. 20:54.586 --> 20:56.255 What's that supposed to mean? 20:57.005 --> 20:58.548 I mean, how are things with Teddy? 20:59.174 --> 21:01.009 -Fair point. (sighs) -Yeah. 21:01.093 --> 21:02.427 LINK: The tunnels are made. 21:02.511 --> 21:04.930 He's ready for the scaffold. (exhales sharply) 21:05.013 --> 21:08.642 As amazing as I am, the Tank weighs close to 320 pounds, 21:08.725 --> 21:11.186 and he can run 40 yards in less than five seconds, 21:11.270 --> 21:12.396 which means he can take down a quarterback 21:12.479 --> 21:15.190 with roughly 1,700 pounds of force. 21:15.274 --> 21:16.608 Never mind what that's doing to his brain. 21:16.692 --> 21:18.026 That's a whole other conversation. 21:18.110 --> 21:20.779 But it takes a toll on the knees. 21:20.862 --> 21:22.447 SIMONE: How long can he sustain that? 21:23.156 --> 21:25.993 LINK: Oh, on average, these defensive players get about six years. 21:26.076 --> 21:28.453 So it's only one year longer than residency and he's done? 21:28.537 --> 21:30.122 Let's hope he's better than average. 21:31.915 --> 21:33.625 WOMAN (over P.A.): Third floor nurses' station. 21:33.709 --> 21:36.378 O.T. Morell to the third floor nurses' station. 21:46.305 --> 21:47.180 Is everything okay? 21:48.807 --> 21:49.975 Sorry. 21:50.058 --> 21:51.435 Lupe threw my things on the floor 21:51.518 --> 21:53.312 and I-- I haven't picked them up yet. 21:53.395 --> 21:55.814 Well, your IV is almost done. 21:55.897 --> 21:57.899 Are you experiencing any pain in your abdomen? 22:00.193 --> 22:01.111 Sierra? 22:02.946 --> 22:04.614 I can't help but notice you seem-- 22:04.698 --> 22:06.074 I just have a lot on my mind. 22:06.742 --> 22:08.285 Sorry, I-- I know you're busy. 22:08.368 --> 22:09.619 Hey, don't apologize. 22:12.998 --> 22:15.876 I know what it feels like to be overwhelmed, 22:15.959 --> 22:17.878 and I only have myself to take care of. 22:18.628 --> 22:20.088 If there's something on your mind, 22:20.172 --> 22:21.965 you can talk to me about it if you want. 22:24.009 --> 22:25.427 The condom broke. 22:26.845 --> 22:30.766 My husband and I use condoms because I hate the way 22:30.849 --> 22:32.559 birth control pills make me feel. 22:33.143 --> 22:34.186 And it broke. 22:34.269 --> 22:36.521 I wasn't trying to get pregnant. 22:37.481 --> 22:39.441 Especially after my other two. 22:39.524 --> 22:42.944 And, don't get me wrong, I love the hell out of them. 22:43.028 --> 22:43.945 I do. 22:45.405 --> 22:47.157 But I'm scared it's gonna come back. 22:47.240 --> 22:48.909 What's going to come back, Sierra? 22:50.160 --> 22:52.537 After I gave birth to my two kids, 22:52.621 --> 22:57.292 I just felt this huge wave rushing towards me. 22:57.918 --> 23:00.045 I would look at them, 23:00.128 --> 23:01.463 and I know I love them, 23:01.546 --> 23:05.425 but I was so exhausted and so defeated. 23:05.509 --> 23:06.510 Depressed? 23:06.593 --> 23:08.553 It was really dark. 23:09.346 --> 23:11.765 I was really dark. 23:11.848 --> 23:13.558 Both times. 23:14.351 --> 23:15.644 Both babies. 23:17.187 --> 23:19.481 And the doctor called it postpartum depression, 23:19.564 --> 23:21.566 and he prescribed me a few medications, 23:21.650 --> 23:24.027 talk therapy, but nothing worked. 23:25.153 --> 23:27.948 And it lasted for months and months. 23:28.031 --> 23:30.617 So when I saw that I was spotting, I felt... 23:32.619 --> 23:34.663 like I could breathe. 23:34.746 --> 23:36.915 Sierra, did you... 23:38.625 --> 23:39.918 do anything 23:40.001 --> 23:42.587 to try and terminate this pregnancy? 23:42.671 --> 23:43.922 -No. -Okay. 23:45.215 --> 23:47.634 But when I thought I was having a miscarriage, 23:48.385 --> 23:51.555 I wasn't so terrified about having to go through that again. 23:53.306 --> 23:57.227 I wasn't so terrified that I wouldn't be here for my babies. 23:57.310 --> 24:02.149 (somber music playing) 24:02.232 --> 24:04.901 (breathes shakily) 24:04.985 --> 24:06.820 How much is an abortion? 24:06.903 --> 24:09.322 Our reproductive clinic provides counseling 24:09.406 --> 24:11.658 and abortion services on a sliding scale. 24:11.741 --> 24:13.994 Would you like me to call someone from down there? 24:15.078 --> 24:16.663 Okay. 24:16.746 --> 24:18.582 (breathes deeply) 24:19.791 --> 24:21.126 BLUE: That's the smallest incision I've seen 24:21.209 --> 24:23.044 for a procedure so complex. 24:23.128 --> 24:26.006 When I was training, they used to flay open the entire joint 24:26.089 --> 24:28.133 and staple it back together Frankenstein-style. 24:28.216 --> 24:29.384 -SIMONE: Mm. -These days... 24:29.468 --> 24:30.510 art. 24:30.594 --> 24:31.845 (chuckles) 24:31.928 --> 24:34.181 (cheers and applause) 24:34.264 --> 24:39.936 (mellow music plays) 24:44.107 --> 24:45.901 Alright, okay. Well done, everybody. 24:45.984 --> 24:47.652 Now let's bandage up the Tank's knee 24:47.736 --> 24:49.571 and roll him back to recovery and let him rest. 24:49.654 --> 24:51.323 No gawkers in the hallways 24:51.406 --> 24:52.908 waiting around awkwardly for autographs. 24:52.991 --> 24:56.077 And absolutely no selfies. 24:58.497 --> 25:00.207 (sighs) 25:00.290 --> 25:01.458 What are you doing? 25:01.541 --> 25:02.626 Can't rush the rectum. 25:02.709 --> 25:04.878 Wh-- Uh, you're a surgeon. 25:04.961 --> 25:06.254 We are surgeons. 25:06.338 --> 25:07.422 Yeah, and general surgery's 25:07.506 --> 25:09.549 all about poop in the pipes, Skywalker. 25:09.633 --> 25:11.885 (sighs) Curtains or shades? 25:11.968 --> 25:13.303 My room gets a lot of light. 25:13.386 --> 25:15.847 Eh, it's not your room until you have success. 25:15.931 --> 25:17.891 (toilet flushes) 25:17.974 --> 25:19.476 (toilet flushes again) 25:19.559 --> 25:20.435 -Yes! -(door opens) 25:20.519 --> 25:22.437 -(Jared sighs) -MIKA: Jared, how are you feeling? 25:22.521 --> 25:24.397 I feel like I just lost ten pounds. 25:24.481 --> 25:25.941 Pho-tastic! 25:26.024 --> 25:27.275 It's another dish on the menu. 25:27.359 --> 25:30.028 I want to say thank you so much for your help. 25:30.111 --> 25:31.279 Now I can go back. 25:31.363 --> 25:32.822 Uh, um, I'm sorry? 25:32.906 --> 25:35.158 To the restaurant. I need to win that $250. 25:35.242 --> 25:36.535 Uh, sir, I really think 25:36.618 --> 25:38.286 -you should let your digestive system-- -Am I free to go? 25:38.370 --> 25:40.080 Yeah, you are free to go. 25:40.163 --> 25:43.250 Uh, yeah, you just have to sign some forms at the... desk. 25:43.333 --> 25:44.626 MIKA: Good luck! 25:45.335 --> 25:46.378 (sighs) 25:48.296 --> 25:50.382 (singsong voice) Curtains it is. 25:51.967 --> 25:53.510 Oh, wait. Stop scrolling. 25:53.593 --> 25:54.511 His mom's phone number. 25:54.594 --> 25:56.721 You think Dr. Lincoln will let me call Nadine, 25:56.805 --> 25:58.139 let her know Jermaine's out of surgery? 25:58.223 --> 26:01.142 Nadine? What, are we on a first-name basis with his mom? 26:01.226 --> 26:03.687 Yeah, it's called listening to your patient. 26:03.770 --> 26:05.272 You know, compassion, 26:05.355 --> 26:07.148 bedside manner, that kind of thing. 26:07.232 --> 26:08.984 Okay, so you're saying I don't have any of that? 26:09.067 --> 26:10.277 Oh, you said it, not me. 26:10.360 --> 26:11.528 (alarm beeping rapidly) 26:11.611 --> 26:12.946 BLUE: Sats dropped to the 70s. 26:13.029 --> 26:14.614 Heart rate in the 140s. 26:14.698 --> 26:16.575 So in terms of physical therapy-- 26:16.658 --> 26:17.617 Dr. Lincoln! 26:18.827 --> 26:21.037 -What's going on? -His vitals just started plummeting. 26:21.121 --> 26:23.123 BP is now below 90/70. 26:23.206 --> 26:24.583 -LINK: Damn it. -He was fine two minutes ago. 26:24.666 --> 26:25.875 Alright, start him on pressors. 26:25.959 --> 26:27.711 We need to re-intubate him. Now! 26:27.794 --> 26:29.504 -Get Ndugu and get me an intubation tray. -Yeah. 26:29.588 --> 26:34.926 (tense music playing) 26:38.597 --> 26:40.890 -I don't see anything. -His D-dimer's elevated, 26:40.974 --> 26:43.059 his sats are failing, he has right heart strain. 26:43.143 --> 26:44.436 -There's a clot. -LINK: Then where is it? 26:44.519 --> 26:46.229 -Dr. Lincoln. -I'm sorry, I'm just-- 26:49.149 --> 26:50.609 Kwan, get him away from there. 26:51.818 --> 26:52.736 Found it. 26:52.819 --> 26:55.530 Large saddle PE at the bifurcation of his pulmonary artery. 26:55.614 --> 26:56.906 He needs an emergent embolectomy. 26:56.990 --> 26:58.908 Alright, he needs a heparin infusion immediately. 26:58.992 --> 27:00.243 Alright, let's get to the IR suite right now. 27:00.327 --> 27:01.369 Let's move. 27:02.996 --> 27:04.539 (tense music fades) 27:04.623 --> 27:07.167 Half your assistant's salary is gonna come off your side. 27:07.250 --> 27:08.418 Now, I can't double your pay, 27:08.501 --> 27:12.589 but I am ready to offer you 25% above your initial offer. 27:12.672 --> 27:13.548 Which is insulting. 27:13.632 --> 27:15.717 Seventy-five percent over, and you pay for the assistant. 27:16.551 --> 27:18.178 You know, when I look at these halls-- 27:18.261 --> 27:19.137 Oh, please. 27:19.220 --> 27:21.056 Tell me about how you served again. 27:22.307 --> 27:24.392 Dr. Webber. Dr. Altman. 27:24.476 --> 27:25.935 Uh, Shepherd? 27:26.019 --> 27:27.020 I hope I'm not too late. 27:27.103 --> 27:29.314 I would like to be considered for the position. 27:30.815 --> 27:31.775 Chief of surgery. 27:32.859 --> 27:34.569 You have got to be kidding me. 27:37.489 --> 27:40.408 JO: At 11 weeks, we can do an in-office procedure 27:40.492 --> 27:42.035 to terminate the pregnancy. 27:42.118 --> 27:43.370 Do you use a knife? 27:43.453 --> 27:45.997 No. We use suction. No blades. 27:46.081 --> 27:47.624 Will you put me to sleep? 27:47.707 --> 27:49.959 Because I have to pick up Manny, and I have to cook them dinner. 27:50.043 --> 27:51.378 No, you'll be awake. 27:51.461 --> 27:53.463 We can even have a volunteer take Lupe 27:53.546 --> 27:54.923 for ice cream during the procedure. 27:57.425 --> 27:58.343 Will it hurt? 27:58.426 --> 28:00.762 You'll feel discomfort at times, 28:00.845 --> 28:03.014 but we use an anesthetic to numb the area. 28:05.433 --> 28:07.977 (breathes deeply) 28:10.855 --> 28:12.065 I love my kids. 28:12.941 --> 28:14.943 I want to stay alive for them. 28:17.153 --> 28:18.738 I want to be okay for them. 28:19.322 --> 28:21.116 I can't do this again. 28:23.743 --> 28:25.203 Okay. 28:25.286 --> 28:26.496 Do you want to assist? 28:29.082 --> 28:30.083 I'll see you in a bit. 28:34.754 --> 28:36.214 (exhales deeply) 28:36.297 --> 28:37.966 SIMONE: He's young, the surgery went perfectly. 28:38.049 --> 28:40.343 I don't understand how a clot this size formed this quickly. 28:40.427 --> 28:42.137 -It shouldn't. -But it can. 28:42.971 --> 28:44.264 You're saying I should have seen this coming? 28:44.347 --> 28:45.890 I'm saying there's nothing you could have done 28:45.974 --> 28:47.350 to prevent this from happening. 28:47.434 --> 28:49.227 -(alarm beeping) -BLUE: Is that a V-Fib? 28:49.310 --> 28:51.146 Get me a crash cart. I'm pulling the wire. 28:51.229 --> 28:52.772 (tense music playing) 28:52.856 --> 28:54.023 Paddles. 28:55.024 --> 28:56.609 Charge to 150. 28:56.693 --> 28:58.027 (defibrillator whirring) 28:58.111 --> 29:00.280 -Clear. -(thump) 29:00.363 --> 29:01.406 (alarm continues) 29:01.489 --> 29:03.199 Push another epi. Charge to 200. 29:03.283 --> 29:04.868 -Clear. -(thump) 29:04.951 --> 29:06.035 Again. 29:06.119 --> 29:08.037 Come on, Tank. Come on. 29:08.121 --> 29:10.081 -Clear! -(thump) 29:10.165 --> 29:12.834 (alarm continues) 29:12.917 --> 29:15.086 (tense music continues) 29:15.170 --> 29:16.087 Come on. 29:16.171 --> 29:17.922 Eyes forward, Jermaine. 29:18.006 --> 29:18.882 Eyes forward. 29:21.050 --> 29:23.303 SIERRA: Yes, I love you, too. 29:23.386 --> 29:25.096 If you have to leave, it's okay. 29:25.180 --> 29:26.055 I'll be fine. 29:26.139 --> 29:27.766 He wants to stay on. 29:27.849 --> 29:29.142 Is it okay if I'm on the phone? 29:29.225 --> 29:31.352 Of course. Yes. 29:31.436 --> 29:33.021 Okay, are you ready? 29:33.104 --> 29:34.397 Okay. 29:34.481 --> 29:38.318 I'm going to use my hands to do a bimanual exam 29:38.401 --> 29:41.446 to determine the shape and location of your cervix. 29:41.529 --> 29:44.032 Okay. I wish you were here, too. 29:44.115 --> 29:46.117 Now we're going to insert the speculum, 29:46.201 --> 29:47.786 just like a routine pap smear. 29:47.869 --> 29:49.078 Okay. 29:49.162 --> 29:53.458 And we will hold it still with this instrument. 29:53.541 --> 29:54.417 Okay. 29:54.501 --> 29:56.127 Alright. 29:56.836 --> 29:59.255 Now, Sierra, you may feel some discomfort 29:59.339 --> 30:01.508 as we administer two shots to numb the area. 30:02.091 --> 30:03.051 Okay, ready? 30:03.134 --> 30:05.011 (inhales sharply) 30:05.094 --> 30:06.304 JO: You're doing great. 30:06.387 --> 30:08.264 -(groans softly) -JO: Okay. 30:08.348 --> 30:10.975 Millin, we'll wait a few minutes for the paracervical block 30:11.059 --> 30:13.102 to take effect before we dilate the cervix. 30:13.186 --> 30:14.145 How are you doing, Sierra? 30:14.229 --> 30:15.730 -I'm okay. -JO: Okay. 30:15.814 --> 30:17.398 Yes, I'm still here. 30:17.482 --> 30:18.817 No, no, no. I'm fine. 30:18.900 --> 30:20.693 Okay, let's follow along via ultrasound. 30:23.029 --> 30:24.531 It's just an ultrasound. 30:24.614 --> 30:26.282 It doesn't hurt. 30:26.366 --> 30:27.283 Gel's just cold. 30:27.367 --> 30:29.494 We'll measure the length of her uterus 30:29.577 --> 30:31.204 before we dilate the cervix. 30:31.287 --> 30:32.789 Okay, Sierra, you ready? 30:33.873 --> 30:35.667 Okay, Dr. Millin, what do you see? 30:35.750 --> 30:37.168 The uterus is 10 centimeters. 30:37.252 --> 30:38.419 Okay, great. 30:38.503 --> 30:40.505 We're going to dilate the cervix. 30:40.588 --> 30:42.006 Here we go. 30:43.007 --> 30:45.176 Okay. 30:45.260 --> 30:48.096 Doing great, Sierra. 30:48.179 --> 30:49.097 Okay, last one. 30:50.223 --> 30:51.516 Okay. 30:51.599 --> 30:55.103 Now, Sierra, I'm going to use this catheter 30:55.186 --> 30:57.063 along the walls of your uterus. 30:57.146 --> 30:58.273 Okay, are you ready? 30:58.356 --> 31:00.024 -Yes. -JO: Okay, here we go. 31:01.276 --> 31:02.610 Doing great. 31:02.694 --> 31:06.531 And, okay, removing the catheter. 31:06.614 --> 31:09.909 Dr. Millin will use ultrasound to verify completion. 31:13.329 --> 31:14.289 Uterus is clear. 31:14.372 --> 31:15.748 JO: Okay. 31:15.832 --> 31:18.167 Removing the forceps. 31:18.960 --> 31:22.046 And removing the speculum. 31:22.130 --> 31:23.381 That's it? 31:23.464 --> 31:24.799 JO: And that's it. 31:24.883 --> 31:26.551 (exhales deeply) It's over. 31:26.634 --> 31:29.387 Yes, I'm okay. 31:30.555 --> 31:31.723 I'm okay. 31:34.350 --> 31:35.351 (breathes deeply) 31:36.477 --> 31:42.483 (suspenseful music plays) 32:11.304 --> 32:12.263 LINK: Charge again. 32:12.347 --> 32:14.432 -WINSTON: Link. -LINK: Charge again! 32:14.515 --> 32:16.142 We've been doing this for two hours, man. 32:16.225 --> 32:17.435 He's gone. 32:17.518 --> 32:19.270 (alarm beeping) 32:19.354 --> 32:25.068 (somber music playing) 32:25.151 --> 32:26.152 (defibrillator thuds) 32:26.235 --> 32:27.612 (sighs) 32:30.365 --> 32:31.449 WINSTON: Time of death... 32:32.533 --> 32:33.993 15:45. 32:36.079 --> 32:37.538 (Link sighs) 32:37.622 --> 32:39.624 Okay. 32:39.707 --> 32:40.917 I'll walk out first. 32:41.000 --> 32:42.627 Maybe I can stall the press. 32:42.710 --> 32:43.836 No. No. 32:45.254 --> 32:46.881 All they see is a football player. 32:46.965 --> 32:48.383 Stats and dollar signs. 32:48.466 --> 32:51.219 He was just a kid doing what he loved. 32:51.302 --> 32:52.387 Now he's gone. 32:55.765 --> 32:57.141 That's on me. 32:57.225 --> 33:03.231 (somber music playing) 33:07.110 --> 33:08.569 (sniffles) 33:08.653 --> 33:14.659 (somber music playing) 33:20.456 --> 33:21.874 -LUPE: Mommy. -SIERRA: Oh. 33:22.750 --> 33:24.544 -Hey! -(laughs) 33:24.627 --> 33:25.837 You got that? 33:25.920 --> 33:27.755 -Yeah. -Okay, so, you, um, 33:27.839 --> 33:29.382 you may experience some cramping 33:29.465 --> 33:31.467 and some spotting over the next few days. 33:31.551 --> 33:32.927 It's totally normal. 33:33.011 --> 33:35.638 If you feel uncomfortable, ibuprofen will help. 33:35.722 --> 33:36.597 Okay. 33:36.681 --> 33:39.600 Uh, if you feel any dizziness or experience heavy bleeding, 33:39.684 --> 33:41.269 please call us. 33:41.352 --> 33:42.437 Thank you both. 33:42.520 --> 33:44.022 You're an incredible mom. 33:45.398 --> 33:46.566 Come on. Let's go. 33:47.984 --> 33:49.402 -Hey. -(chuckles) 33:49.485 --> 33:51.529 WOMAN (over P.A.): Dr. Wagner in Radiology. 33:51.612 --> 33:53.031 (sighs) 33:53.114 --> 33:54.532 Great work today, Millin. 33:54.615 --> 33:57.535 A lot of interns can regurgitate a textbook, 33:57.618 --> 33:59.579 but not many can talk to a patient like you. 33:59.662 --> 34:01.456 (chuckles) 34:01.539 --> 34:02.582 What? 34:04.625 --> 34:08.129 I-- I've just never had someone compliment my work before. 34:10.214 --> 34:13.718 It's safe to say I-- I grew up a little left of normal. 34:13.801 --> 34:16.345 My parents taught me to clear energy fields 34:16.429 --> 34:18.264 and roll a joint at 10. 34:18.347 --> 34:19.557 That kind of reputation 34:19.640 --> 34:22.268 didn't exactly pave the way for success. 34:22.852 --> 34:25.438 Well, coming from someone who didn't have 34:25.521 --> 34:27.940 the most conventional upbringing either, 34:28.024 --> 34:29.901 you saved that woman's life today. 34:30.526 --> 34:32.111 You could've walked away, but you didn't. 34:32.820 --> 34:34.947 You stayed and listened, 34:35.031 --> 34:36.616 and Sierra is better off for it. 34:36.699 --> 34:38.659 (cellphone chimes) 34:39.535 --> 34:41.120 Excuse me. 34:46.626 --> 34:47.710 ...and not to mention, I've just come off 34:47.794 --> 34:49.879 an award-winning research project on Parkinson's, 34:49.962 --> 34:51.714 which will boost the profile of this hospital 34:51.798 --> 34:52.715 if I'm the new chief. 34:52.799 --> 34:56.052 Are you asking for anything specific in the offer? 34:56.135 --> 34:58.096 Well, I would need twice the existing rate 34:58.179 --> 35:00.848 and full flexibility to travel to visiting labs. 35:01.933 --> 35:04.393 Also, I found out what they're paying at Seattle Pres. 35:04.477 --> 35:06.562 You should be a little embarrassed. 35:10.358 --> 35:11.234 (paper unfolding) 35:13.528 --> 35:14.904 Why do you have to visit other labs 35:14.987 --> 35:16.447 when we have a lab right here for you? 35:16.531 --> 35:17.532 I don't need to go anywhere. 35:19.200 --> 35:20.118 (Sighs) 35:24.705 --> 35:25.915 I'm sorry, Dr. Shepherd. 35:25.998 --> 35:28.543 I'm unable to consider your application. 35:28.626 --> 35:30.878 I've already offered the job to Dr. Altman. 35:30.962 --> 35:31.921 (sighs) 35:32.004 --> 35:34.340 Seventy-five percent above your existing rate, 35:34.423 --> 35:36.759 a full-time administrative assistant, and a stipend. 35:36.843 --> 35:38.010 A small stipend. 35:38.094 --> 35:38.970 Deal. 35:47.937 --> 35:49.313 (door closes) 35:49.397 --> 35:50.356 You're welcome. 35:51.107 --> 35:53.109 -What? -Bailey sent me in here. 35:53.192 --> 35:54.277 I didn't want to be chief. 35:56.737 --> 35:58.030 -(chuckles) -(door opens) 35:58.114 --> 35:59.907 (Wrabel's "On The Way Down" plays) 35:59.991 --> 36:00.908 (door closes) 36:05.788 --> 36:09.917 ♪ Slow motion colliding ♪ 36:10.001 --> 36:13.838 ♪ Come hold all that's mine ♪ 36:13.921 --> 36:16.757 ♪ I'm tongue tied, tongue tied ♪ 36:16.841 --> 36:17.717 (door opens) 36:21.846 --> 36:24.307 ♪ Cards out on the table ♪ 36:24.390 --> 36:25.266 You okay? 36:25.850 --> 36:28.561 ♪ I need something stable ♪ 36:28.644 --> 36:30.605 I told Dr. Lincoln I would call Nadine. 36:30.688 --> 36:31.647 ♪ Right now ♪ 36:31.731 --> 36:34.984 ♪ Right now ♪ 36:35.067 --> 36:36.777 It should be us. We met her. 36:36.861 --> 36:37.737 We owe her that. 36:38.779 --> 36:40.198 But I don't know what to say. 36:41.115 --> 36:43.284 I've been on the other end of that call. 36:43.367 --> 36:45.036 It's sickening. 36:45.119 --> 36:48.456 It's impossible, and there is no right way. 36:48.539 --> 36:50.291 There are no right words. 36:51.834 --> 36:52.877 Will you do it with me? 36:54.128 --> 36:56.297 ♪ Took the long road and I got lost ♪ 36:56.380 --> 36:57.423 Yeah. 36:58.257 --> 37:02.053 ♪ Off the deep end, I'm treading water ♪ 37:02.136 --> 37:04.222 ♪ Throw a line out ♪ 37:04.305 --> 37:10.019 ♪ I am on the way down ♪ 37:10.102 --> 37:12.313 ♪ You know me better than I know myself ♪ 37:12.396 --> 37:14.148 (cell phone videochat chimes) 37:14.232 --> 37:15.233 ♪ Take the darkness ♪ 37:15.316 --> 37:16.234 NADINE: Hello? 37:16.317 --> 37:17.193 ♪ And heal me from it ♪ 37:17.276 --> 37:19.946 Mrs... Nadine. 37:20.029 --> 37:23.366 ♪ I am on the way down ♪ 37:23.449 --> 37:25.201 Ma'am... 37:25.284 --> 37:27.036 there was a complication with Jermaine's surgery. 37:27.119 --> 37:29.121 No. No, please. My baby. 37:29.205 --> 37:31.040 Please. My baby. 37:31.123 --> 37:33.209 Please! No! 37:33.292 --> 37:34.669 Please! No! 37:34.752 --> 37:37.713 No! No! (sobbing) 37:43.678 --> 37:45.304 ♪ Feet, don't fail me now ♪ 37:45.388 --> 37:47.890 I heard about Jermaine Talbott. (sighs) 37:47.974 --> 37:50.393 ♪ Please don't let me drown ♪ 37:50.476 --> 37:51.811 I'm sorry. 37:51.894 --> 37:54.522 ♪ Keep me dry, keep me dry ♪ 37:54.605 --> 37:55.564 Thanks. 37:55.648 --> 37:57.858 ♪ Keep me dry ♪ 37:57.942 --> 38:00.444 Um, I started the paper. 38:00.528 --> 38:02.363 I can send you the introduction, 38:02.446 --> 38:03.531 if you want. 38:03.614 --> 38:06.075 -I just lost a patient. -I'm sorry. 38:06.158 --> 38:07.910 I thought it would be a good distraction. 38:07.994 --> 38:09.620 -No. -Okay. 38:09.704 --> 38:12.039 No. That's what you do. 38:12.123 --> 38:15.751 You bury yourself in work to avoid your feelings. 38:16.711 --> 38:18.754 Says the man who is switching specialties 38:18.838 --> 38:20.589 to avoid his wife. (scoffs) 38:22.550 --> 38:25.428 Who is making this a bigger deal than it needs to be. 38:26.971 --> 38:30.516 People die, Maggie. Young people. 38:30.599 --> 38:32.560 Strong people. People who deserve better. 38:32.643 --> 38:34.270 And you want to throw away our marriage 38:34.353 --> 38:35.980 because I applied for a transfer. 38:36.063 --> 38:39.108 And you want to throw away your ability to save lives. 38:40.151 --> 38:43.029 ♪ Shine a light out ♪ 38:43.112 --> 38:45.323 Didn't make much of a difference today, so... 38:45.406 --> 38:47.325 But you tried. 38:47.408 --> 38:49.660 And not everyone can be resuscitated, 38:49.744 --> 38:52.163 -but you have to try. -You're right. 38:52.246 --> 38:54.290 -♪ Shine a light out ♪ -♪ Shine a light ♪ 38:54.373 --> 38:56.167 Not everyone can be resuscitated. 38:56.250 --> 38:58.669 ♪ Shine a light out ♪ 38:58.753 --> 39:00.129 ♪ I'm on the way down ♪ 39:00.212 --> 39:02.214 -♪ Shine a light out ♪ -♪ Let me ♪ 39:02.298 --> 39:03.883 ♪ Shine a light out ♪ 39:03.966 --> 39:04.842 (elevator bell dings) 39:04.925 --> 39:07.553 -♪ Shine a light out ♪ -♪ Shine a light ♪ 39:10.139 --> 39:13.976 ♪ Took the long road and I got lost ♪ 39:14.060 --> 39:18.064 ♪ Off the deep end, I'm treading water ♪ 39:18.147 --> 39:20.066 ♪ Throw a line out ♪ 39:20.149 --> 39:21.567 ♪ I am on the way down ♪ 39:21.650 --> 39:23.361 So, I had this patient today, 39:23.444 --> 39:25.696 and, I mean, the lengths that some people will go to-- 39:25.780 --> 39:29.950 ♪ You know me better than I know myself ♪ 39:30.034 --> 39:34.205 ♪ Take the darkness and heal me from it ♪ 39:34.288 --> 39:36.165 ♪ Shine a light out ♪ 39:36.248 --> 39:41.837 ♪ I am on the way down ♪ 39:41.921 --> 39:44.048 ♪ Shine a light out ♪ 39:44.131 --> 39:45.841 ♪ I am on the way down ♪ 39:45.925 --> 39:47.009 What do you say to sushi? 39:47.093 --> 39:48.260 I'm pretty sure we can afford it. 39:48.344 --> 39:50.763 -Hey! -Wait, you don't know? 39:50.846 --> 39:52.932 -What? -The press are having a field day. 39:53.015 --> 39:54.975 They're saying that Link killed Jermaine Talbott. 39:55.059 --> 39:56.977 -Oh, my God. -Yeah. 39:58.312 --> 39:59.855 And I'm chief. 40:02.191 --> 40:03.275 Okay. 40:05.277 --> 40:06.904 (reporters clamoring, camera shutters clicking) 40:06.987 --> 40:08.447 MAN: What happened to Jermaine Talbott? 40:09.615 --> 40:12.034 WOMAN: Was Dr. Lincoln responsible for the death of Jermaine Talbott? 40:12.118 --> 40:13.327 MAN: Where's Dr. Link? 40:13.411 --> 40:14.453 No comment. 40:14.537 --> 40:16.372 (tense music playing) 40:16.455 --> 40:19.917 (reporters clamoring) 40:20.000 --> 40:22.002 No comment. 40:22.086 --> 40:27.091 (tense music fades) 40:27.174 --> 40:29.051 (sighs) Twenty-two years old. 40:30.177 --> 40:31.720 He had his entire life ahead of him. 40:31.804 --> 40:34.682 Now, he'll never have children. 40:35.599 --> 40:38.727 He'll never fall in love. 40:39.937 --> 40:40.813 Grow old. 40:42.106 --> 40:43.649 (breathes sharply) Because of me. 40:43.732 --> 40:45.151 (Obai's "The River" plays) 40:45.234 --> 40:46.402 Hey. Look at me. 40:47.319 --> 40:49.697 -(sighs) -You did everything right. 40:49.780 --> 40:52.616 It was a clot. It can happen to anyone. 40:54.160 --> 40:55.035 Come here. 40:55.119 --> 40:58.038 ♪ Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm ♪ 40:58.122 --> 41:00.583 ♪ There's a time to break ♪ 41:00.666 --> 41:03.419 ♪ And there's a time to grow ♪ 41:04.378 --> 41:05.379 -I-- -(scoffs) Oh. 41:05.463 --> 41:06.589 ♪ There's a time to break ♪ 41:06.672 --> 41:09.300 -Oh. -Okay, you're-- you're drunk 41:09.383 --> 41:11.302 -and you're sad, and-- -I'm sorry. 41:11.385 --> 41:12.803 I'm... (scoffs) 41:12.887 --> 41:13.762 -It's okay. -I'm so sorry. 41:13.846 --> 41:14.722 -No, it's okay. -I'm gonna go upstairs. 41:14.805 --> 41:16.682 No, no, no. It's okay. It's okay. 41:19.185 --> 41:22.188 MEREDITH: Sometimes, the things we fight hardest to achieve 41:22.271 --> 41:24.023 end up costing us the most. 41:24.815 --> 41:27.067 But it doesn't mean the effort was a waste. 41:27.151 --> 41:28.652 (exhales deeply) 41:28.736 --> 41:31.614 ♪ We will find our way ♪ 41:31.697 --> 41:34.742 MEREDITH: Every experience can teach us something 41:34.825 --> 41:37.203 if we choose to receive the lesson. 41:38.787 --> 41:41.874 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah ♪ 41:41.957 --> 41:42.833 TREY: Simone? 41:45.377 --> 41:46.337 ♪ Ah ♪ 41:46.420 --> 41:47.296 SIMONE: Trey? 41:47.379 --> 41:48.881 ♪ Ah, ah ♪ 41:48.964 --> 41:50.216 What are you doing here? 41:50.299 --> 41:51.217 MIKA: He said he knew you. 41:51.300 --> 41:52.760 Don't worry, I searched your Insta photos 41:52.843 --> 41:54.053 to confirm before letting him in. 41:54.136 --> 41:55.387 -Plus, he brought snacks. -(door closes) 41:55.471 --> 41:56.931 ♪ ...on my own ♪ 41:58.390 --> 41:59.266 (both chuckle) 41:59.350 --> 42:03.354 ♪ And we don't have to be alone ♪ 42:05.564 --> 42:06.857 I should've come a long time ago. 42:06.941 --> 42:08.651 ♪ ...down the river ♪ 42:08.734 --> 42:09.985 Now, who's this? 42:10.069 --> 42:11.195 He's my roommate. 42:11.278 --> 42:12.947 ♪ ...down the river ♪ 42:13.030 --> 42:16.408 MEREDITH: But what we learn may completely surprise us. 42:16.492 --> 42:19.328 ♪ Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm ♪ 42:25.876 --> 42:29.880 (closing theme playing)