WEBVTT 00:02.085 --> 00:04.421 MEREDITH: Every disease has its unique course 00:04.504 --> 00:06.673 it takes in the body when left untreated. 00:06.756 --> 00:09.509 The process begins with exposure to a root cause 00:09.592 --> 00:11.594 that sends a ripple effect throughout the body. 00:11.678 --> 00:13.054 TREY: No, I didn't know. Okay? 00:13.138 --> 00:16.766 No, sorry, I can't do that "I don't know" story anymore. 00:16.850 --> 00:20.353 You knew exactly what was happening. You chose not to see it. 00:20.437 --> 00:22.981 I guess moving to Seattle hasn't changed how quick you are to point a finger. 00:23.064 --> 00:23.982 Excuse me? 00:24.065 --> 00:25.900 You constantly assume that I'm trying to hurt you-- 00:25.984 --> 00:28.778 No, you saw me come home from work every night in tears. 00:28.862 --> 00:31.281 You saw me almost throwing the towel on my career. 00:31.364 --> 00:34.325 You were too scared of tarnishing your sterling reputation 00:34.409 --> 00:36.286 -to speak up for me! -I was an intern. 00:36.369 --> 00:39.372 MEREDITH: The disease then progresses, ultimately resolving 00:39.456 --> 00:41.082 in one of three possible outcomes... 00:41.166 --> 00:45.086 You get better, you stay chronically ill, or you die. 00:45.170 --> 00:46.129 (indistinct arguing) 00:46.212 --> 00:49.007 They've been fighting non-stop since he arrived last night. 00:49.090 --> 00:51.217 Yeah, I heard. I almost fell asleep during rounds. 00:51.301 --> 00:52.427 Maybe we should cancel. 00:52.510 --> 00:55.722 We have an empty house. We're having a party. 00:55.805 --> 00:58.808 I don't care if he's her ex-fiance or whatever. 00:58.892 --> 01:00.935 Trey is the competition. If they're fighting, 01:01.019 --> 01:02.854 it means you're still in this. 01:02.937 --> 01:03.980 Team Skywalker. 01:04.064 --> 01:06.399 You two were half a second away from boning last night. 01:06.483 --> 01:08.276 The sexual tension was, frankly, oppressive. 01:08.902 --> 01:11.821 Yeah, well, what am I supposed to do about it? 01:11.905 --> 01:14.616 Hmm, stop sulking and tell her how you feel 01:14.699 --> 01:16.993 so I don't have to look at your sad, sad face all night. 01:17.077 --> 01:19.954 MEREDITH: Surgeons swoop in once a diagnosis is made 01:20.038 --> 01:22.123 and the patient needs reinforcements. 01:22.207 --> 01:25.502 We take decisive action in order to give them a fighting chance. 01:25.585 --> 01:27.629 Oh, I spent the first half of the day 01:27.712 --> 01:30.590 fending off requests for comment on the death of Jermaine Talbott 01:30.673 --> 01:34.094 and the other half trying to get a grasp on our budget deficits. 01:34.177 --> 01:36.846 Which are substantial, by the way. 01:36.930 --> 01:38.056 Yep, always are. 01:38.139 --> 01:42.310 Oh, I am kicking myself for inviting Bailey and Warren to dinner tonight. 01:42.393 --> 01:43.353 Makes two of us. 01:43.436 --> 01:47.065 Especially because Allison bit Pru again. 01:47.148 --> 01:48.191 What? 01:48.274 --> 01:49.567 I was told when I picked her up from daycare. 01:49.651 --> 01:50.819 Why didn't you tell me? 01:50.902 --> 01:52.570 I am. This is me telling you. 01:53.446 --> 01:56.407 So, what... Is this becoming a thing? Should we cancel dinner? 01:56.491 --> 01:58.326 You know what, don't answer that. 01:58.409 --> 02:00.328 I knew I should have picked up more wine. 02:00.411 --> 02:04.916 I think Tuck is building a fort with Pru, so we're set... 02:04.999 --> 02:07.418 unless you want to cancel and just go to bed early. 02:07.502 --> 02:10.171 -We will do no such thing. -Yeah. 02:11.089 --> 02:12.507 What's that? 02:12.590 --> 02:14.259 Well, we can't show up empty-handed. 02:14.342 --> 02:15.718 What if it sends the wrong message? 02:15.802 --> 02:17.679 What message? That we like pie? 02:17.762 --> 02:22.058 Their daughter has now bitten our daughter. Twice. It's a problem. 02:22.142 --> 02:24.936 Do you remember the last time you and I 02:25.019 --> 02:28.439 had a civilized, adult dinner without children present? 02:29.399 --> 02:32.152 -Let's get out of here while we still can. -(Bailey giggles) 02:33.903 --> 02:36.781 Mr. Simms needs neurochecks q two hours, 02:36.865 --> 02:39.534 and Natalia Saki was just admitted for pre-op, 02:39.617 --> 02:41.578 so coordinate with Webber and Pierce. 02:41.661 --> 02:45.331 Are you going to the party tonight? You look nice. 02:45.415 --> 02:48.751 In an appropriate, respectful way. 02:48.835 --> 02:50.545 Just try not to kill anyone. 02:50.628 --> 02:51.880 Yeah. 02:53.131 --> 02:55.008 So, I guess we're the only ones stuck here 02:55.091 --> 02:57.594 while everyone else gets drunk and makes poor decisions. 02:57.677 --> 02:59.554 I hate the ICU. 02:59.637 --> 03:02.807 Well, there's nothing to it. Just try not to kill anyone. 03:02.891 --> 03:05.810 Everyone has to stop saying that. 03:05.894 --> 03:08.521 Well, have fun. While you're running codes, I'll be on Pierce's service, 03:08.605 --> 03:10.648 scrubbing in on her Ivor Lewis procedure in the morning. 03:12.150 --> 03:15.028 Natalia Saki? I hate you. 03:15.111 --> 03:17.780 Don't hate the player, hate the game. 03:17.864 --> 03:20.116 Okay, now I hate both. 03:21.075 --> 03:23.244 You know, I haven't had a chance to congratulate you 03:23.328 --> 03:24.704 on your partial heart transplant. 03:24.787 --> 03:26.664 That was groundbreaking stuff. 03:26.748 --> 03:28.958 We worked hard on it. Thank you. 03:29.042 --> 03:32.003 Well, you keep this up, you'd be in line for a Catherine Fox Award. 03:32.086 --> 03:34.339 You and Winston sure do make a great team. 03:35.548 --> 03:37.258 Dr. Pierce... 03:37.342 --> 03:39.385 I just wanted to say thank you for allowing me to scrub in tomorrow. 03:39.469 --> 03:43.264 Dr. Pierce. Dr. Webber. I've studied the Ivor Lewis procedure extensively. 03:43.348 --> 03:47.977 I know that the major complications are respiratory and atrial arrhythmias 03:48.061 --> 03:50.772 which can be controlled by amiodarone. 03:50.855 --> 03:52.649 This is an eight-hour surgery. 03:52.732 --> 03:55.818 So if you're not too tired after your overnight in the ICU, 03:55.902 --> 03:58.321 you may also scrub in. 04:02.367 --> 04:03.993 Who's a player now? 04:06.246 --> 04:09.374 -Natalia, Elliot. Welcome to Seattle. -Thank you. 04:09.457 --> 04:11.751 I hope your trip from Coeur d'Alene wasn't too bad. 04:11.834 --> 04:14.879 I still have two months of it. Thanks to him. 04:14.963 --> 04:16.756 And I'm highly caffeinated right now. 04:16.839 --> 04:18.841 Well, we're glad you made it. Dr. Kwan? 04:18.925 --> 04:21.552 Natalia Saki, 32, stage two esophageal cancer 04:21.636 --> 04:24.013 status post neoadjuvant therapy, 04:24.097 --> 04:26.724 admitted for pre-op for an Ivor Lewis procedure first thing in the morning. 04:26.808 --> 04:27.767 Which is? 04:27.850 --> 04:29.852 Resecting the esophagus through an abdominal incision 04:29.936 --> 04:30.979 and a right thoracotomy, 04:31.062 --> 04:34.649 then pulling the stomach into the chest to replace the esophagus. 04:34.732 --> 04:35.650 (phone dings) 04:36.943 --> 04:38.278 (Natalia gasps) 04:38.361 --> 04:39.779 I'm sorry. 04:39.862 --> 04:42.824 Look, my painting sold. 04:42.907 --> 04:44.492 The landscape from our camping trip. 04:44.575 --> 04:46.786 -I love that one. How much? -Yeah. 04:46.869 --> 04:48.579 Five hundred. 04:52.458 --> 04:54.836 She's an art teacher at an after-school program, 04:54.919 --> 04:56.671 but she sells her own pieces on the side. 04:56.754 --> 05:01.634 I'm sorry, but the past couple months of chemo and radiation were 05:01.718 --> 05:03.594 not the most fun I've ever had. 05:03.678 --> 05:05.346 We're ready to put this chapter behind us. 05:05.430 --> 05:06.723 Well, let's get a move on. 05:06.806 --> 05:09.976 Kwan, Millin, let's start Natalia's preop work-up... 05:10.059 --> 05:12.645 blood work, EKG, chest X-ray... 05:12.729 --> 05:16.232 Um, I definitely need all that before the surgery? 05:16.316 --> 05:18.693 You do. We'll be back in a bit. 05:18.776 --> 05:21.446 ELLIOT: Babe, don't worry, we'll figure out a way to pay for it. 05:21.529 --> 05:22.655 It's okay. 05:23.614 --> 05:25.116 It's my fault? 05:25.199 --> 05:27.160 Look, I hate that they kicked you out. 05:27.243 --> 05:28.619 Promise you I hate it more! 05:28.703 --> 05:30.371 Still so competitive! 05:35.251 --> 05:37.795 (both laugh) 05:37.879 --> 05:39.213 TREY: Oh... 05:41.758 --> 05:42.842 Hey. 05:43.760 --> 05:45.261 Come here. 05:55.104 --> 05:58.024 Trey, I was broken. I felt... 05:59.776 --> 06:01.027 broken. 06:04.030 --> 06:06.657 But I am sorry I disappeared... 06:06.741 --> 06:09.035 I'm sorry. I should've chased after you. 06:09.118 --> 06:11.579 I wanted to. I should've. 06:11.662 --> 06:13.873 You kinda did. You're here. 06:13.956 --> 06:15.541 I feel like I waited too long. 06:17.794 --> 06:19.045 Did I wait too long? 06:23.883 --> 06:26.677 Can we just go to the party and try to have fun? 06:36.312 --> 06:37.563 I missed you. 06:38.606 --> 06:39.982 I missed you. 07:07.051 --> 07:07.927 (doorbell rings) 07:09.220 --> 07:11.305 Ben, Bailey. Enter at your own risk. 07:11.389 --> 07:13.391 Come on in. Look at that. 07:13.474 --> 07:15.768 Apple pie. My mother's recipe. 07:15.852 --> 07:19.730 Maybe you can think of it when you are approving budget requests for the clinic. 07:19.814 --> 07:21.607 Thank you. You shouldn't have. 07:21.691 --> 07:23.943 I heard there was some fires down in south Seattle. Have you been on those? 07:24.026 --> 07:28.030 No. We have a little girl now, so I sit the crazy stuff out. 07:28.114 --> 07:30.032 That never stopped Owen. 07:30.908 --> 07:32.201 Please excuse her. She's exhausted 07:32.285 --> 07:34.370 after one day at the job that you and I did for years. 07:35.997 --> 07:38.291 -Wine? -By wine, can you mean bourbon? 07:38.374 --> 07:40.209 Good idea. Yeah. 07:40.293 --> 07:43.004 Cheese and crackers on the coffee table. 07:43.087 --> 07:45.006 Fantastic. I'd love a bite. 07:46.090 --> 07:47.008 What? 07:48.551 --> 07:52.388 Chest X-ray is normal, coags, CBC, CMP all look good. 07:52.472 --> 07:54.015 Great. Let's start on her bowel prep-- 07:54.098 --> 07:55.224 Help! 07:55.308 --> 07:56.642 (machines' alarm blaring) 07:56.726 --> 07:59.020 JULES: I was just finishing her EKG and she just started seizing. 07:59.103 --> 08:00.104 RICHARD: Okay, let's get her on her side. 08:00.188 --> 08:02.148 Blood glucose was normal, so it can't be that. 08:02.231 --> 08:04.275 Sats are 92 on room air. I checked her airway, there's no vomit. 08:04.358 --> 08:05.776 Let's get suction in here anyway. 08:05.860 --> 08:08.779 Elliot, does she have a history of epilepsy or alcohol abuse? 08:08.863 --> 08:10.531 No. Never. What's going on? 08:10.615 --> 08:12.158 MAGGIE: We don't know, but we're going to find out. 08:12.241 --> 08:13.993 Let's load her with Keppra and lorazepam. 08:14.076 --> 08:15.912 Kwan, take Elliot out and page neuro. 08:15.995 --> 08:17.955 -RICHARD: Let's hurry. -ELLIOT: I love you, Natalia. 08:18.039 --> 08:19.081 Let's go. 08:19.165 --> 08:20.750 (elevator dings) 08:20.833 --> 08:23.461 My place is definitely a work in progress, 08:23.544 --> 08:26.464 so you have to promise not to judge me when you get here. 08:26.547 --> 08:28.007 Okay. Is there a door? 08:28.674 --> 08:30.593 -There is. -All right. A bed? 08:30.676 --> 08:34.347 -Uh-huh. No duvet cover though. -That's it. I'm canceling. 08:35.014 --> 08:37.016 -Okay. Crap. I gotta go. -(notification dings) 08:37.099 --> 08:38.559 -I'll see you tomorrow. -KAI: Okay. 08:39.435 --> 08:41.604 Oh, hey. You're still here. Awesome. 08:41.687 --> 08:43.606 Uh, would you take Scout for a bit? 08:43.689 --> 08:46.108 I was on my way with him and I just got paged 08:46.192 --> 08:47.735 for a consult on a Grand Mal seizure. 08:47.818 --> 08:50.905 I was on my way home and I got egged by a couple of angry Tanked fans. 08:50.988 --> 08:53.658 -Seriously? -Based on how tonight's going, 08:53.741 --> 08:56.452 I could use some time with my only fan. 08:56.536 --> 08:57.912 Okay, it should not take long. 08:57.995 --> 09:00.581 You have fun with Daddy, okay? Bye. 09:02.667 --> 09:05.253 WHITNEY: Can anyone help me? (groans) 09:05.336 --> 09:07.004 Please. I need help. 09:07.088 --> 09:09.840 I'm a surgeon. At least for now. Here. 09:10.758 --> 09:12.927 My stupid wife promised she'd be back from trial 09:13.010 --> 09:14.679 before I went into labor. 09:14.762 --> 09:16.180 I take it that didn't happen? 09:16.264 --> 09:19.141 -(groans) -Okay. All right, just breathe. 09:19.225 --> 09:22.144 I will page OB and... Oh, thank God. 09:22.228 --> 09:24.814 Hi! So sorry. You must be Whitney. 09:24.897 --> 09:28.276 Okay, let's get you upstairs. Thank you, Dr. Lincoln, I'll take it from here. 09:28.359 --> 09:29.694 I can't let go. 09:29.777 --> 09:31.070 I can't let go. I'm sorry, 09:31.153 --> 09:33.823 but my anxiety hovers around an eight when I'm not in labor. 09:35.700 --> 09:37.577 You'd mind if I bring a plus-one? 09:38.244 --> 09:41.163 -Fine by me. -Sure. Okay. Great. 09:41.872 --> 09:45.001 Okay. Okay. Let's do this. 09:47.003 --> 09:49.005 (upbeat music playing) 09:50.006 --> 09:51.716 Levi. 09:51.799 --> 09:53.092 Levi! 09:53.175 --> 09:54.927 -Push one of epi and atropine! -Hey! 09:56.596 --> 09:57.722 Sorry. 09:57.805 --> 10:00.891 You need to get laid. Like, badly. 10:00.975 --> 10:04.270 And you cannot get laid if you're the guy sleeping at the party. 10:04.353 --> 10:07.648 I just worked a 16-hour shift and alcohol is a depressant. 10:07.732 --> 10:11.110 You wanna know what time I got up this morning? Noon. 10:11.193 --> 10:12.445 I shouldn't even be here. 10:12.528 --> 10:15.489 Like it or not, I'm a manager now. And boundaries are important. 10:15.573 --> 10:17.450 You're where fun goes to die. 10:19.035 --> 10:20.578 Hey! You came! 10:20.661 --> 10:24.790 Nice house. Levi and I live in a studio. This place has rooms. 10:24.874 --> 10:27.877 A few weeks ago I was living in a van and I thought that was nice. 10:28.502 --> 10:30.671 -Dr. Schmitt. -Yasuda. 10:31.714 --> 10:33.215 Good booze is over here. 10:33.883 --> 10:35.885 Go find someone to talk to. Anyone. 10:45.853 --> 10:47.271 Do you mind getting us some drinks? 10:47.355 --> 10:48.397 -For you? -Yeah. 10:48.481 --> 10:49.565 Coming right up. 10:49.649 --> 10:51.150 Hey. 10:53.444 --> 10:54.403 Can we talk? 10:54.487 --> 10:58.032 I don't know if now is the best time. 10:58.115 --> 10:59.867 Look, I'm sorry about last night. 10:59.950 --> 11:03.913 Trey showing up was... unexpected. 11:03.996 --> 11:06.207 Does he know about you and I-- 11:06.290 --> 11:07.750 No, of course not. 11:09.835 --> 11:11.504 TREY: Whiskey Ginger. 11:11.587 --> 11:13.631 You remember last New Year's Eve? 11:14.590 --> 11:17.134 I might've went a little hard on the Whiskey Gingers. 11:17.218 --> 11:18.636 Might not have made it to midnight. 11:18.719 --> 11:19.720 Rookie move. 11:19.804 --> 11:22.056 She kept giving the finger to every stranger walking by, 11:22.139 --> 11:23.933 saying "Let's send last year to hell!" 11:24.016 --> 11:25.559 At least I had the right holiday. 11:25.643 --> 11:26.811 (Simone laughs) 11:30.940 --> 11:33.067 AMELIA: So, new-onset grand mal seizure? 11:33.150 --> 11:36.654 Yep. Stage II adenocarcinoma of the esophagus, 11:36.737 --> 11:40.449 had chemoradiation two months ago, scheduled for surgery tomorrow. 11:40.533 --> 11:43.703 Kwan, what are the possible causes of new-onset seizures? 11:43.786 --> 11:45.413 Meningitis, encephalitis. 11:45.496 --> 11:47.456 Alcohol withdrawal, stroke, hyponatremia, or... 11:47.540 --> 11:48.999 (machine beeping) 11:49.750 --> 11:52.753 Natalia's esophageal cancer has metastasized to her brain. 11:52.837 --> 11:56.674 Most likely a localized met in the right temporal lobe. 11:56.757 --> 11:58.050 And it's bleeding. 11:58.134 --> 11:59.593 Damn it. 11:59.677 --> 12:01.178 NATALIA: What happened? 12:01.846 --> 12:03.305 Am I okay? 12:09.812 --> 12:13.357 Natalia, your CT scan shows a possible metastasis in your brain. 12:13.441 --> 12:15.735 We'll need to excise it immediately. 12:15.818 --> 12:17.820 What about the surgery we came here for? 12:17.903 --> 12:20.489 I am so sorry that this is not the news that you wanted, 12:20.573 --> 12:23.701 but we have to do this surgery as soon as possible. 12:23.784 --> 12:25.828 I can't believe this is happening. 12:26.746 --> 12:28.372 -Could you just give us a minute? -Of course. 12:28.456 --> 12:31.041 We'll be back with the consent forms. 12:37.089 --> 12:40.176 You know, you might as well go home and get some rest. 12:40.259 --> 12:42.762 I have no place better to be. 12:42.845 --> 12:45.514 -You sure? -Yeah. Give Catherine my best. 12:51.520 --> 12:53.230 (Whitney groaning) 12:53.314 --> 12:58.110 Whitney, you're six centimeters dilated. You're having this baby. 12:58.194 --> 12:59.820 No one really tells you how much this hurts. 12:59.904 --> 13:02.740 Mother... Sorry. I'll try not to... 13:02.823 --> 13:04.033 Holy crap! 13:04.116 --> 13:05.242 He's heard worse. Trust me. 13:05.326 --> 13:07.578 Do you have any idea how lucky you are that you didn't push 13:07.661 --> 13:11.332 your son's watermelon body out of your teeny tiny vagina? 13:12.875 --> 13:15.085 I don't have a teeny tiny vagina. 13:15.169 --> 13:17.171 But if it makes you feel any better, 13:17.254 --> 13:19.590 I am so hated by the city of Seattle right now 13:19.673 --> 13:22.551 that I can't walk outside without getting literal egg on my face. 13:22.635 --> 13:24.678 -No! -Yes. I'm officially in hiding. 13:24.762 --> 13:27.640 That actually does make me feel a little better. (moans) 13:27.723 --> 13:29.266 Okay, Whitney. Just breathe. 13:29.350 --> 13:30.559 (breathing heavily) 13:32.228 --> 13:34.063 SIMONE: What? 13:34.146 --> 13:35.815 TREY: When I first heard you were living with a bunch of interns 13:35.898 --> 13:38.442 in a house with fire damage, I was kinda scared for you. 13:38.526 --> 13:40.694 (chuckles) Oh, hard same. 13:40.778 --> 13:42.279 But they seem cool. 13:43.447 --> 13:45.074 Even though they're not quite your caliber. 13:45.157 --> 13:48.035 No. Don't judge my people. 13:48.118 --> 13:49.662 They're your people now? 13:49.745 --> 13:51.872 I mean... Yeah, they kinda are. 13:51.956 --> 13:55.334 Come on. You were the top of your class in every class you've ever been. 13:55.417 --> 13:57.002 You're top-tier. 13:57.086 --> 14:00.047 (scoffs) I'm sorry, but these? These are not your people. 14:00.130 --> 14:01.674 -Trey, I swear to God-- -TREY: No, you're only mad 14:01.757 --> 14:02.633 because you know it's true. 14:02.716 --> 14:05.219 Grey Sloan isn't the program you used to be. 14:05.302 --> 14:08.347 And you don't belong here. You belong with me at the top. 14:09.223 --> 14:11.392 And if you present your case and you come back-- 14:11.475 --> 14:12.810 -Present my case? -And you stay calm and collected. 14:12.893 --> 14:15.729 -Oh, wow. -Look, we can have it all back, Simone. 14:15.813 --> 14:18.023 We can have us back. We can have our future back. 14:18.107 --> 14:20.359 These are not your people. Baby, I'm your people. 14:20.442 --> 14:23.404 I'm walking away, Trey, and I promise if you walk after me, 14:23.487 --> 14:25.322 I won't remain calm and collected. 14:25.406 --> 14:26.407 -Come on. -No! 14:26.490 --> 14:28.284 -Simone. -No! Sorry. 14:31.453 --> 14:32.830 You think this is hard? 14:32.913 --> 14:35.499 Tuck spent 45 minutes in the bathroom the other morning. 14:35.583 --> 14:37.918 Forty-five. Know what he was doing? 14:38.002 --> 14:40.296 -Do we want to know? -Shaving. 14:40.379 --> 14:43.299 Sorry. Sorry. Manscaping. 14:43.382 --> 14:45.843 His chest. He's going out for swim team. 14:45.926 --> 14:46.927 Ah... 14:47.011 --> 14:49.680 Pru might be a threenager, but at least she doesn't hog the bathroom. 14:49.763 --> 14:51.849 She's been angling for a dog. 14:51.932 --> 14:53.893 That's all we need, right? 14:53.976 --> 14:58.355 Little puppy teeth nipping at her fingers and toes. 15:00.858 --> 15:05.154 Here we are, kid-free finally, and we're still talking about kids. 15:05.237 --> 15:07.698 -Who wants to talk about adult stuff? -I do. 15:07.781 --> 15:09.992 Okay. Bailey, how's the clinic? 15:10.075 --> 15:13.579 Busy. We can hardly keep up with the demand. 15:13.662 --> 15:16.206 How's the medical license? 15:17.291 --> 15:19.460 Still suspended. But yeah, getting there. 15:19.543 --> 15:21.003 Is it? 15:21.086 --> 15:22.630 (alarm beeps) 15:22.713 --> 15:24.506 Do you want to help me in the kitchen? 15:24.590 --> 15:26.550 I can't. No license, so... 15:26.634 --> 15:28.844 I can help you with something. 15:28.928 --> 15:30.846 No, don't be silly. Teddy's got it, right? 15:30.930 --> 15:32.097 Right. 15:35.768 --> 15:38.354 So, should we go back to talking about kids? 15:38.437 --> 15:40.105 (thuds) 15:44.234 --> 15:45.736 ELLIOT: It'll be okay. 15:45.819 --> 15:46.862 -Babe? -It'll be okay. 15:46.946 --> 15:49.031 I'll start driving on the rideshare app. 15:49.114 --> 15:51.033 And if you need another surgery after that, 15:51.116 --> 15:53.869 -I'll take on more guitar students-- -Come on. Stop! 15:57.831 --> 15:59.917 Natalia, Elliot. 16:00.793 --> 16:06.423 This is the consent form identifying the risks of the procedure. 16:06.507 --> 16:08.842 They say I could die, right? 16:14.556 --> 16:15.683 If I die... 16:17.601 --> 16:18.644 (Natalia sobs) 16:18.727 --> 16:20.604 How deep in the hole are you? 16:25.442 --> 16:29.238 During the pandemic, they made us both part-time. 16:29.321 --> 16:33.450 We two got the only health insurance we could afford 16:33.534 --> 16:35.494 and we thought we're gonna be fine. 16:35.577 --> 16:37.871 But now we're buried in debt. 16:37.955 --> 16:43.002 I'm going to die and leave the love of my life poor and homeless. 16:43.085 --> 16:45.337 You two should get a divorce. 16:46.672 --> 16:47.965 It's not funny. 16:48.048 --> 16:49.800 No, that wasn't meant to be-- 16:49.883 --> 16:53.053 -Dr. Kwan, please step outside-- -No, medical divorce is a real thing. 16:53.137 --> 16:55.305 It could help Elliot not get saddled by Natalia's debt. 16:55.389 --> 16:58.058 It could help Natalia to qualify for more insurance or aid, 16:58.142 --> 16:59.476 since they won't have a joint income. 16:59.560 --> 17:01.395 And if they have assets, it could protect them. 17:01.478 --> 17:02.646 Wait... 17:04.940 --> 17:06.692 That's brilliant. 17:06.775 --> 17:07.943 What? 17:08.027 --> 17:10.821 -Babe... -No. You're my wife. 17:10.904 --> 17:13.907 Dr. Kwan, I'd like a word outside. Please. 17:14.575 --> 17:16.952 -Now! -I'm not divorcing the woman I love. 17:19.830 --> 17:20.873 (knocking on the door) 17:20.956 --> 17:23.208 I said, do not follow me! 17:24.793 --> 17:26.211 Are you okay? 17:26.795 --> 17:28.464 Do I look okay? 17:28.547 --> 17:30.174 Well, you look... 17:31.592 --> 17:33.469 You look perfect. 17:33.552 --> 17:34.595 What? 17:34.678 --> 17:37.222 To me, you kinda always look perfect. 17:40.601 --> 17:43.729 Maybe my timing isn't great, but I need to say that 17:43.812 --> 17:46.356 even when you're upset, you are... 17:47.357 --> 17:48.942 pretty damn perfect. 17:49.026 --> 17:50.778 -Lucas. -You're so smart. 17:50.861 --> 17:53.155 And when you get mad, you get smarter. 17:53.238 --> 17:54.948 Like, when you get mad 'cause you can't figure out a case, 17:55.032 --> 17:56.158 that's when you figure it out. 17:56.241 --> 17:59.912 So right now, you look like 17:59.995 --> 18:03.624 a person who's about to solve a big mystery. 18:04.249 --> 18:07.878 Like a person who's gonna figure everything out. 18:09.505 --> 18:13.509 (Sleeping At Last's "To Be Enchanted" plays) 18:54.424 --> 18:55.509 (knocking on the door) 18:55.592 --> 18:57.302 -TREY: Simone, may I come in? -No. 18:57.386 --> 19:00.806 Baby, I'm sorry for what I said. I love you. 19:00.889 --> 19:03.642 I'm sorry, I'm trying to get this right and I keep getting it wrong. 19:03.725 --> 19:05.602 Baby, please. 19:05.686 --> 19:09.356 Trey, can you just give me a minute, okay? Can we talk later? 19:09.439 --> 19:11.733 I've never loved anyone the way that I love you. 19:11.817 --> 19:13.652 I can't see my life with anyone else. 19:13.735 --> 19:16.738 I know I'm a snob. I know I'm an ass. 19:16.822 --> 19:18.574 I'll be better. 19:19.658 --> 19:21.243 'Cause you make me better. 19:21.326 --> 19:22.870 Trey, I'm... 19:23.412 --> 19:24.955 (moans) 19:25.038 --> 19:26.707 I'm tired. I just need a few minutes. 19:26.790 --> 19:29.001 -Okay. -SIMONE: I'll come find you. 19:29.793 --> 19:31.086 I love you. 19:31.712 --> 19:33.755 (music continues) 19:36.633 --> 19:38.135 Okay. So... 19:39.052 --> 19:42.181 We were engaged. We had a whole life. He knows my family. 19:42.264 --> 19:44.183 My dad loves him, my grandmother loves him-- 19:44.266 --> 19:45.726 Do you love him? 19:50.439 --> 19:54.026 Because if you love him, you should go talk to him. 19:56.111 --> 19:57.112 Are you serious? 19:57.196 --> 19:59.531 Yeah, well, if you love him, you should... 20:00.699 --> 20:02.451 You should fight for him. 20:06.079 --> 20:09.541 Now you're pushing me over to him. 20:09.625 --> 20:11.543 I'm not pushing you. 20:15.214 --> 20:18.091 I'm saying, do you love him? 20:20.594 --> 20:22.262 Yeah. I wanna go. 20:24.014 --> 20:26.975 -I'm so... -Hey, don't say you're sorry. 20:29.394 --> 20:30.729 You're good. 20:35.609 --> 20:36.610 Lucas, wait! 20:40.697 --> 20:44.743 Can you... Before you open the door, can I just make sure he's not out there? 20:54.461 --> 20:56.713 You have a good night, I'll consider your sorry. 21:07.808 --> 21:09.309 What happened in there? 21:09.393 --> 21:11.853 Do you have any idea how crushing medical debt can be for people 21:11.937 --> 21:13.855 -who aren't millionaires? -Of course I do. 21:13.939 --> 21:16.566 But before you cross a line with a patient, 21:16.650 --> 21:18.235 you have to talk to an attending first. 21:18.318 --> 21:20.070 I could have called financial services, 21:20.153 --> 21:22.906 or a social worker, or a pastor, or a therapist, 21:22.990 --> 21:26.451 or someone who is trained to have that kind of conversation. 21:26.535 --> 21:29.121 Her brain is bleeding. They don't have that kind of time to go through-- 21:29.204 --> 21:31.832 You had time to talk to me. 21:31.915 --> 21:34.501 Now, her brain is bleeding and she is fighting with her husband. 21:34.584 --> 21:37.337 And that is not an improvement and it has not saved us any time. 21:37.421 --> 21:41.008 She is my patient. You are here at my invitation. 21:41.091 --> 21:42.384 Is that understood? 21:44.594 --> 21:47.264 Okay, Dr. Kwan, the invitation is rescinded. 21:47.889 --> 21:51.852 And let's hope she signs that consent form that will allow us to save her life. 21:56.106 --> 21:59.234 (sighs) Hi. What is that one again? 21:59.318 --> 22:01.903 I don't know. Let me see. 22:03.822 --> 22:05.240 -Bourbon. -With? 22:05.324 --> 22:06.533 Bourbon. 22:06.616 --> 22:07.993 (both laugh) 22:08.076 --> 22:09.995 -I might have drank from that. -Don't care. 22:12.873 --> 22:13.999 TREY: Hey. 22:16.543 --> 22:17.753 This is Taryn. She was a surgeon 22:17.836 --> 22:20.339 but followed sanity and became a bartender. 22:20.422 --> 22:23.842 And this is Trey. He might like crabs. 22:23.925 --> 22:26.219 He's from Baltimore! 22:26.303 --> 22:27.763 I'm visiting Simone. 22:27.846 --> 22:31.433 -So... How'd you two meet? -Med school. Physiology class. 22:31.516 --> 22:34.102 I'd sit on the opposite side of the lecture hall to see her smile. 22:34.186 --> 22:37.898 (laughs) Yeah. I hooked up with a girl in my physiology class, too. 22:37.981 --> 22:41.026 -Cool. -Not my story. Not my story. 22:41.109 --> 22:43.528 You're not getting off that easy. 22:43.612 --> 22:45.947 I was home sick one day and didn't show up to class. 22:46.031 --> 22:49.034 Trey spent the entire day cooking his mom's famous soup, 22:49.117 --> 22:51.536 brought it to my apartment with notes from class. 22:51.620 --> 22:53.914 He told me he liked my smile. 22:53.997 --> 22:57.125 I told him, not really a soup person but clutch on the notes. 22:57.209 --> 22:58.752 And just like that, I was in love. 22:58.835 --> 23:01.588 Wow, Griffith. You missed a class. 23:04.174 --> 23:06.676 -You wanna get some air? -SIMONE: Yeah, sure. 23:08.178 --> 23:10.931 So you want to go see the hole in the roof? 23:11.014 --> 23:12.265 -Yes. -Yeah? 23:12.349 --> 23:13.558 -Yeah. -Okay. Come on. 23:30.242 --> 23:31.326 Is the party that bad? 23:31.410 --> 23:35.956 No, I'm just bad... at this. 23:36.039 --> 23:37.666 -At parties? -Yes. 23:37.749 --> 23:42.421 And people. I'm not even that drunk, so I'm also bad at alcohol? 23:42.504 --> 23:43.797 (both chuckle) 23:43.880 --> 23:46.383 I'm Carlos. Traveling nurse. 23:46.466 --> 23:49.094 I'm only here for a couple of months, but here's the thing... 23:49.177 --> 23:50.887 -Levi. -Here's the thing, Levi. 23:50.971 --> 23:53.432 If you leave, you won't get to hang out with me. 23:54.891 --> 23:56.726 You brought your own drinks? 23:56.810 --> 24:00.730 I work way too hard to drink whatever surgical interns can afford. 24:11.366 --> 24:14.119 Altman, did you have a chance to look at those resumes? 24:14.202 --> 24:15.495 Oh, um... 24:15.579 --> 24:16.872 No. Not yet. 24:16.955 --> 24:17.873 Which resumes? 24:17.956 --> 24:19.416 For chief of trauma. 24:19.499 --> 24:21.751 There are some excellent candidates in there. 24:22.502 --> 24:24.754 I think you mean "interim" chief of trauma. 24:24.838 --> 24:25.922 No. She doesn't. 24:28.341 --> 24:31.344 You literally just promised me my job back yesterday. 24:31.428 --> 24:33.847 I... didn't know that. 24:33.930 --> 24:37.058 It turns out hiring a decent interim chief of trauma 24:37.142 --> 24:39.311 is harder than hiring a permanent one. 24:39.394 --> 24:40.937 Seriously? 24:41.021 --> 24:44.816 Look, if I have to wait for your license, I need to consider my options. 24:44.900 --> 24:46.776 Okay. So when were you going to tell me? 24:46.860 --> 24:48.570 This is me. Telling you. 24:48.653 --> 24:51.948 Now that I think about it, the candidates weren't that great-- 24:52.032 --> 24:53.950 You know what, Owen, 24:54.034 --> 24:56.995 maybe if you had asked me how my day was, this would've come up earlier. 24:57.078 --> 24:58.038 I've been there. 24:58.830 --> 25:00.457 I don't think they were asking our opinion. 25:00.540 --> 25:03.793 Like it or not, you can barely practice medicine right now anyway. 25:03.877 --> 25:06.630 You wanna know who practices least amount of medicine, Teddy? 25:06.713 --> 25:08.048 The chief of surgery! 25:08.131 --> 25:12.344 This is a business decision. Just grow up and deal with it. 25:27.108 --> 25:29.236 My wife wants a divorce. 25:35.450 --> 25:38.828 We said "'til death do us part." 25:39.579 --> 25:43.625 I'm so sorry. I can only imagine how you're feeling right now. 25:47.254 --> 25:51.800 Everything has been always so... easy with her. 25:53.009 --> 25:55.095 I still think the biggest fight we've ever had 25:55.178 --> 25:57.097 was over refilling the water pitcher. 26:02.852 --> 26:07.232 Most of us can only dream of having a love like that. 26:09.276 --> 26:14.030 I'm just saying that if you trusted her enough to marry her, 26:14.114 --> 26:16.950 why not trust her enough to un-marry her? 26:17.951 --> 26:20.161 Don't make it mean something it doesn't. 26:20.245 --> 26:23.290 She loves you and she wants to protect you. 26:23.373 --> 26:25.834 So maybe just... 26:27.377 --> 26:28.336 let her. 26:41.975 --> 26:44.769 (door opens) 26:52.444 --> 26:54.863 I didn't know what kind of flowers to get for a divorce, 26:54.946 --> 26:57.949 but turns out you can't have them in the ICU, 26:58.033 --> 26:59.743 so fake ones it is. 27:01.536 --> 27:02.537 (sniffs) 27:02.621 --> 27:06.750 This is Aaron, one of the hospital lawyers who's nice enough to help us pro bono. 27:06.833 --> 27:09.878 Fortunately, the divorce petition's rather simple for you two. 27:09.961 --> 27:13.048 No kids, no owned property, no assets. 27:13.131 --> 27:16.885 Once you sign, I'll file a copy with the court in Idaho immediately. 27:16.968 --> 27:19.638 I just need you both to sign there. 27:20.221 --> 27:21.097 (chuckles) 27:22.098 --> 27:25.060 It feels like we're getting married again. 27:31.858 --> 27:35.779 Amor, I promise to love you until my dying breath, 27:37.447 --> 27:40.659 whether it's in a few minutes, 27:41.576 --> 27:44.663 days, or years... 27:47.165 --> 27:49.125 I promise that my love for you 27:49.209 --> 27:53.546 will only grow in divorce like it has in marriage. 27:54.839 --> 27:59.928 And I promise you to keep trying to refill the water pitcher. 28:02.389 --> 28:07.018 I am the luckiest girl in the world to be divorcing you. 28:08.311 --> 28:11.356 Natalia, as your ex-husband, 28:13.358 --> 28:14.943 I promise to be there for you. 28:15.735 --> 28:18.405 In good times and in bad. 28:19.489 --> 28:21.950 In sickness and in health. 28:22.867 --> 28:26.454 I promise to treat each day as a gift. 28:27.163 --> 28:30.166 And I promise to love you for every moment of every day 28:30.250 --> 28:31.960 for the rest of our lives together. 29:00.989 --> 29:04.033 I've witnessed several weddings in hospital rooms, 29:04.117 --> 29:07.162 but this is definitely the first divorce. 29:11.291 --> 29:15.086 Okay. I'm ready. 29:17.881 --> 29:19.048 It's okay. 29:34.272 --> 29:35.732 I changed my mind. I can't do it. 29:35.815 --> 29:37.984 Yes, you can, Whitney. You're doing great. 29:38.067 --> 29:41.571 I have a brother who's not well. Ruined my parents' lives. 29:41.654 --> 29:42.906 I'm so sorry to hear that-- 29:42.989 --> 29:45.158 I told my wife I was scared our kid would get my brother's genes. 29:45.241 --> 29:46.242 You know what she said? 29:46.910 --> 29:50.330 We don't have that in our family. And I just accepted that? 29:50.413 --> 29:51.623 (Whitney crying) 29:52.791 --> 29:55.293 You know what, Whitney? Hey, you're right. 29:55.376 --> 29:58.296 The world is a terrifying, mostly awful place. 29:58.379 --> 29:59.506 And you can't choose your kids. 29:59.589 --> 30:01.424 Tell me something to make me feel better. 30:01.508 --> 30:05.011 When I look at my son, drooling in the corner, he gives me hope. 30:05.094 --> 30:08.807 Pure, blind, probably irrational hope. 30:08.890 --> 30:13.603 He gives me a reason to put my fears aside and believe that everything might be okay. 30:14.813 --> 30:15.939 (panting) 30:18.274 --> 30:20.568 So traveling doesn't get old for you? 30:20.652 --> 30:23.196 No way. I'm a Sagittarius. 30:23.279 --> 30:26.741 I'm... Jewish. 30:28.910 --> 30:31.663 Smart, funny, and a doctor. 30:32.622 --> 30:36.167 The dying wish of Hilda Narvaez Garcia. My mother. 30:36.251 --> 30:37.961 Oh, I'm so sorry. 30:38.044 --> 30:41.881 Oh, no. She's still alive. She's just very dramatic about my love life. 30:41.965 --> 30:44.884 Does she cut out magazine articles and comment on your sock choices? 30:44.968 --> 30:46.469 Yes! Yes! 30:46.553 --> 30:48.263 Plus a whole lot more 30:48.346 --> 30:50.306 which I will not tell you 30:50.390 --> 30:52.642 because I want you to pick up my call one day. 30:56.396 --> 30:59.107 That was me asking for your number. 30:59.732 --> 31:01.901 -Oh, I-- -Maybe we could go someplace 31:01.985 --> 31:03.444 where they bring drinks to you? 31:03.528 --> 31:05.655 -Like, I know this place downtown-- -Yes! 31:09.242 --> 31:11.911 When I was Chief, at least I paid my co-workers the respect 31:11.995 --> 31:13.204 of full transparency! 31:13.288 --> 31:16.082 Oh, please. When you were Chief, the hospital almost went under! 31:16.165 --> 31:17.834 Wait. It kinda did. 31:17.917 --> 31:19.377 That was not my fault. 31:19.460 --> 31:21.963 When you're Chief, everything is your fault! 31:22.046 --> 31:25.383 That's why I can't have a Chief of Trauma with a suspended medical license. 31:25.466 --> 31:26.843 Oh, just say it again, Teddy. 31:26.926 --> 31:28.177 We having fun yet? 31:28.261 --> 31:31.431 You want to know why Allison is biting kids? 31:31.514 --> 31:34.851 Because her dad is a man-child who can't control his tantrums! 31:34.934 --> 31:38.021 Well, she's not old enough to drink, so she can't take after her mom. 31:38.104 --> 31:39.939 Okay, enough! Ugh! 31:40.023 --> 31:41.774 This won't work. 31:41.858 --> 31:43.651 Altman, you are chief now... officially. 31:43.735 --> 31:46.154 And this is just poor leadership. 31:46.946 --> 31:49.866 Whatever happened between the two of you needs to be fixed 31:49.949 --> 31:53.244 because your child is now biting other people. 31:54.329 --> 31:55.663 You said biting "happens". 31:55.747 --> 32:00.251 It does! But you two constantly biting each other with sharp words 32:00.335 --> 32:04.339 and nasty looks and rage at all times isn't helping. 32:04.422 --> 32:07.592 Pretty soon that rage of yours is going to infect the entire hospital 32:07.675 --> 32:11.638 and we'll all be biting at each other like zombies or cannibals! 32:11.721 --> 32:14.057 So for all of our sakes, get some help. 32:15.058 --> 32:16.643 Ben, get the pie. 32:17.727 --> 32:18.603 Okay. 32:22.398 --> 32:24.150 Maybe we should have people over more often. 32:25.026 --> 32:26.361 Bite me. 32:32.784 --> 32:35.703 Thanks for pissing off Pierce. I've never scrubbed in on a craniotomy. 32:35.787 --> 32:38.957 Have fun. She gave me a week's worth of progress notes to review. 32:39.040 --> 32:41.209 Just apologize. Tell her you screwed up. 32:41.292 --> 32:42.961 I don't apologize unless I'm wrong. 32:43.044 --> 32:46.756 Now can you go scrub in on that surgery that you basically stole, so I can focus? 32:54.097 --> 32:56.265 JO: Okay, Whitney, it's time to push. 32:56.349 --> 32:58.977 One, two, three. 32:59.060 --> 33:01.062 (scream) 33:01.145 --> 33:04.774 (Rose Betts' "Recovery" plays) 33:42.395 --> 33:43.980 JO: Okay, Whitney, one last push. 33:44.063 --> 33:46.315 One, two, three. 33:50.820 --> 33:52.447 (baby wailing) 34:01.039 --> 34:02.498 Hi, stranger. 34:21.059 --> 34:23.603 TREY: Simone. Look, I'm not what I said. 34:24.771 --> 34:26.314 I've come here, if that's what it takes. 34:26.397 --> 34:28.357 Your family would never forgive you. 34:28.441 --> 34:30.443 Maybe not. They're snobs. 34:30.526 --> 34:32.195 They're such snobs. 34:33.946 --> 34:37.033 I'll tell you what though. They get that I don't wanna lose you. 34:37.116 --> 34:39.327 I have to fight for you. Whatever it takes. 34:39.410 --> 34:41.996 Our program treated me like human garbage 34:42.080 --> 34:46.918 and tonight you suggested that if I had just stayed calm and collected 34:47.001 --> 34:48.544 and continued to suck it up-- 34:48.628 --> 34:50.088 No, I didn't say that. 34:50.171 --> 34:51.589 I hate the way they treated you. 34:51.672 --> 34:54.342 I just miss you. Okay? I miss you. 34:55.218 --> 34:57.970 I hate sleeping without you. Nothing's wrong with that. 35:00.098 --> 35:03.309 When I left, I was a mess and it was easier for me to leave 35:03.392 --> 35:06.729 the whole chapter behind me, but I spent so many nights... 35:08.022 --> 35:10.691 wishing you'd show up at my doorstep. 35:11.484 --> 35:12.693 Well, I've changed. 35:16.781 --> 35:17.824 Nothing... 35:20.243 --> 35:21.869 Nothing's changed. 35:28.543 --> 35:29.502 Trey... 35:29.585 --> 35:32.588 Simone Andre Griffith, I've loved you since the day I met you 35:32.672 --> 35:34.465 and every single day since. 35:35.675 --> 35:37.635 You're my favorite person. 35:37.718 --> 35:39.303 You're my North Star. 35:39.387 --> 35:41.722 You're my past and my future. 35:41.806 --> 35:44.142 Will you put your ring back on and marry me? 35:44.225 --> 35:46.185 Marry me for real this time? 35:51.107 --> 35:53.734 -Yeah? -Yes. I do. 35:53.818 --> 35:56.779 (cheering) 36:10.042 --> 36:13.087 BEN: Your pie was the best thing that happened tonight. Hands down. 36:13.171 --> 36:14.839 BAILEY: In fairness, the bar was very low. 36:18.259 --> 36:19.719 You gonna tell me what this is about, 36:19.802 --> 36:21.804 or are you gonna make me drag it out of you? 36:23.848 --> 36:25.766 The resentment. 36:25.850 --> 36:29.478 I've been sensing it on you for a while now. 36:30.313 --> 36:33.024 I can smell it on you like cheap cologne. 36:33.107 --> 36:35.193 Yeah, well, my cologne is cheap, so it may be just that. 36:35.276 --> 36:38.279 I do not want to end up like Hunt and Altman. 36:42.992 --> 36:45.870 When you went to work, we were doing so well. 36:45.953 --> 36:47.663 (car beeps) 36:47.747 --> 36:50.958 Wait, I know you're not saying you resent me going back to work. 36:51.709 --> 36:52.877 I do. 36:54.003 --> 36:57.423 I don't know what I expected, but it wasn't that. 36:57.506 --> 37:00.301 Look, I'm aware that I sound like an ass. I'm working on it. 37:00.384 --> 37:04.263 I hate myself for even saying it, but I've never done this before, Miranda. 37:04.347 --> 37:06.557 I've never parented a little girl. 37:06.641 --> 37:09.185 And Pru's lost so much in her life. I just... 37:09.268 --> 37:12.855 I'm worried that I'm not doing it right. 37:12.939 --> 37:14.941 And I miss you. 37:15.024 --> 37:19.654 Okay, I know starting up this clinic has been a big undertaking, 37:19.737 --> 37:23.032 but I am prioritizing our family. 37:23.115 --> 37:25.785 I'm limiting my hours in the OR, 37:25.868 --> 37:28.996 I'm barely taking weekend calls. I'm delegating to Wilson. 37:29.080 --> 37:32.917 But now you're saying that isn't enough? 37:37.964 --> 37:40.549 -Can we please just go home now? -God, yes. 37:47.932 --> 37:49.725 (sighs) 37:50.351 --> 37:51.602 This is sad. 37:52.520 --> 37:53.980 I can fix it. 38:01.487 --> 38:03.781 (Cash Cash' "The Feels" plays) 38:06.826 --> 38:08.619 Why? 38:08.703 --> 38:10.162 Just get up! 38:17.086 --> 38:18.254 Hey. 38:19.714 --> 38:21.090 Come on! 38:24.760 --> 38:27.596 (music continues) 38:59.420 --> 39:01.297 Brought you these. 39:01.380 --> 39:04.884 It's kinda weird breakfast, but... here. 39:06.927 --> 39:09.221 Thank you. For... 39:10.514 --> 39:11.515 everything. 39:20.900 --> 39:23.235 Kwan? Kwan. 39:23.319 --> 39:26.530 I explicitly took you off of Natalia's case. 39:26.614 --> 39:30.576 Okay, look, you want me to pretend that medical bills don't exist? 39:30.659 --> 39:33.871 That the system doesn't force people to choose between bankruptcy and death? 39:33.954 --> 39:36.040 -Dr. Kwan-- -If my mom could've divorced me, 39:36.123 --> 39:37.375 she would've done it in a heartbeat. 39:37.458 --> 39:40.127 But I opened up credit cards to pay for her care 39:40.211 --> 39:43.339 and every time I get a bill, it feels like a noose around my neck. 39:44.006 --> 39:47.385 Forgive me for not wanting to put someone else through that. 39:49.512 --> 39:50.721 Dr. Kwan... 39:58.646 --> 40:00.064 How'd it go last night? 40:01.690 --> 40:03.109 Was everything okay? 40:04.026 --> 40:06.237 Nothing is okay. Everyone is in pain. 40:06.320 --> 40:08.114 Maggie, what's going on? 40:10.199 --> 40:11.992 When you and Catherine were going through your rough patch 40:12.076 --> 40:15.704 where you couldn't speak to each other without fighting, 40:15.788 --> 40:17.957 how did you know that it was just a rough patch 40:18.040 --> 40:20.918 and it wasn't something more malignant? 40:21.836 --> 40:26.632 (sighs) Well, I think with Catherine, 40:27.383 --> 40:31.262 we always still had the love underneath it all. 40:32.263 --> 40:35.266 When that dries up, then it's time to re-evaluate. 40:35.349 --> 40:37.143 MEREDITH: Surgical intervention doesn't always work. 40:37.226 --> 40:38.727 Look, Maggie... 40:39.895 --> 40:43.691 Whatever's going on, you and Winston have so much love between you. 40:44.900 --> 40:48.362 That whatever it is, you'll work through it. 40:49.697 --> 40:51.449 I know you will. 40:52.616 --> 40:54.577 Thank you. 40:55.369 --> 40:59.498 MEREDITH: Sometimes, despite our schooling and centuries of medical advancement, 40:59.582 --> 41:01.917 the disease wins. 41:03.544 --> 41:05.796 It looks like Whitney and her wife made up. 41:05.880 --> 41:08.799 Babies don't give you much room to hold a grudge. 41:11.260 --> 41:12.636 You cut your hair. 41:12.720 --> 41:14.805 I discovered I have a lot of free time 41:14.889 --> 41:17.600 during the day when all my patients cancel on me. 41:17.683 --> 41:18.726 That's nice. 41:20.853 --> 41:23.481 I can't believe you two are still here. 41:23.564 --> 41:28.360 Yeah. Scout and I got board-certified in OB-GYN last night and delivered a baby. 41:28.444 --> 41:31.864 Nope. Not joking. How was your surgery? 41:31.947 --> 41:34.366 It was fine. It was just a long night. 41:34.450 --> 41:35.868 Yeah. 41:35.951 --> 41:40.539 I'm gonna slip out the back and try to get home this time. 41:40.623 --> 41:41.499 All right. 41:42.791 --> 41:46.545 He just held a laboring mom's hand for hours 41:46.629 --> 41:48.506 and took care of her like it was his job, 41:48.589 --> 41:52.927 all while in the midst of a major personal crisis. 41:53.010 --> 41:54.136 He's perfect. 41:54.220 --> 41:57.264 How do you just let someone like that go? 41:59.475 --> 42:01.685 I've also had a long night. 42:01.769 --> 42:04.146 He wasn't perfect for me. 42:04.230 --> 42:06.815 But maybe he's perfect for you? 42:06.899 --> 42:09.401 MEREDITH: It takes over our cells one by one... 42:09.485 --> 42:11.529 until the damage can no longer be reversed. 42:11.612 --> 42:13.030 I didn't wake you, did I? 42:13.113 --> 42:15.533 No, I was just resting my eyes. 42:17.201 --> 42:20.454 I just had the longest, strangest, saddest night. 42:20.538 --> 42:22.706 And I wanted to see your face. 42:22.790 --> 42:24.375 Here it is. 42:25.501 --> 42:29.964 Will you fly here real quick and hit the button on the coffee maker? 42:30.881 --> 42:35.135 MEREDITH: When that happens, all you can do is take the loss and move on. 42:39.265 --> 42:41.141 I'm so sorry. I didn't know... 42:41.892 --> 42:42.977 Forget it. 42:43.060 --> 42:46.146 MEREDITH: But when you can change the course of someone's disease, 42:46.230 --> 42:47.523 you can change the course of their life. 42:47.606 --> 42:49.817 You missed a hell of a party last night, Millin. 42:50.818 --> 42:52.027 (Lucas groans) 42:52.111 --> 42:54.154 Griffith's got some big news. 42:58.450 --> 43:01.620 Wow. Congratulations. 43:01.704 --> 43:04.748 You're all late for rounds and being hungover is no excuse. 43:04.832 --> 43:07.334 I need clothes off and scrubs on. 43:09.044 --> 43:11.797 -Get up! -Go fall on a lightsaber. 43:12.464 --> 43:15.384 MEREDITH: It's enough to make you want to come back the next day 43:15.467 --> 43:17.428 and do it all over again. 43:25.644 --> 43:27.646 (theme music playing)