WEBVTT 00:03.586 --> 00:04.629 (Cara laughing) Oh, my God! 00:04.713 --> 00:06.256 LUCAS: No, hey, no, no, no, stop. 00:06.339 --> 00:07.882 -Stop. -Oh, my God! 00:07.966 --> 00:11.052 MEREDITH: One of the more harrowing parts of complex heart surgeries 00:11.136 --> 00:15.682 is the moment we wean the patient off the cardiopulmonary bypass machine. 00:16.057 --> 00:17.600 Oh, Lucas! 00:19.060 --> 00:21.354 We start slowly warming the patient. 00:21.438 --> 00:23.023 -You're up early. -Couldn't sleep. 00:24.858 --> 00:27.152 As the patient's temperature rises, 00:27.819 --> 00:31.239 we check to make sure all of the air has been removed from the heart. 00:32.032 --> 00:33.283 Good morning. 00:33.658 --> 00:35.535 -Hey. -Good morning. 00:36.745 --> 00:37.787 Coffee for the road? 00:38.997 --> 00:41.374 -Bring it back tonight. -Thank you. 00:43.960 --> 00:45.420 Anybody want a weed whacker? 00:45.503 --> 00:47.964 The house on the corner is giving away a bunch of stuff for free. 00:48.048 --> 00:50.550 I'm going to be late, but I'll see you tonight. 00:53.553 --> 00:55.055 -Bye! -Bye. 00:56.139 --> 00:57.098 She took my mug! 00:57.182 --> 00:58.933 Apparently she'll bring it back tonight. 00:59.017 --> 01:01.770 Found some good bridesmaid dress options, if you're looking. 01:01.853 --> 01:03.271 Those dresses belong in a museum. 01:03.354 --> 01:04.689 They're free, and go away. 01:04.773 --> 01:05.607 (chuckles) 01:05.690 --> 01:09.027 Do you think that I could officiate? 'Cause I've always wanted to do that. 01:09.110 --> 01:10.737 I barely know you. 01:11.154 --> 01:13.073 Oh, I'm sorry. Are you going to do it? 01:13.156 --> 01:14.991 Terry and I still have a lot to figure out. 01:15.075 --> 01:16.493 Yes, I'm in the mix. 01:16.618 --> 01:18.953 Once the aortic cross clamp is removed, 01:19.037 --> 01:22.207 all eyes are on the heart for that moment of truth. 01:22.290 --> 01:23.917 Will it start to beat? 01:25.543 --> 01:27.337 Hey, can I borrow a shirt? 01:27.420 --> 01:29.047 I need to bring some more clothes over here. 01:29.631 --> 01:30.465 Help yourself. 01:30.548 --> 01:31.800 Thank you. 01:31.883 --> 01:33.802 You know, I'm going to go make breakfast. 01:34.219 --> 01:37.597 Meant to tell you, we are out of the good granola. 01:37.680 --> 01:38.765 Really? I just bought some. 01:38.848 --> 01:41.351 I know. I've been on a yogurt kick. I'll get some more. 01:41.643 --> 01:42.560 (cellphone chimes) 01:42.644 --> 01:44.771 Is that Kai? Will you tell them I said hi? 01:44.854 --> 01:45.855 When are they coming back here? 01:45.939 --> 01:47.315 I've got this documentary I want to show them. 01:47.398 --> 01:49.025 Can we talk about this a little later? 01:49.109 --> 01:50.610 They're about to go into a meeting, so I just gotta... 01:50.693 --> 01:52.237 No, of course, of course. To be continued. 01:58.243 --> 02:02.664 I'm sorry. I didn't know anyone was here doing this. 02:02.747 --> 02:03.998 Morning, baby. 02:04.082 --> 02:05.083 Meet Taya. 02:05.166 --> 02:09.796 Taya is Seattle's most highly regarded Reiki practitioner. 02:09.879 --> 02:11.840 Reiki? Of course. 02:11.923 --> 02:14.634 Reiki. You know, it's an energy healing technique. 02:14.717 --> 02:19.722 It clears the mind, promotes relaxation and improves focus. 02:19.806 --> 02:23.268 I thought I'd give it a try before my surgery today. You want to go next? 02:23.351 --> 02:25.854 No, thank you. I was just looking for my raincoat. 02:25.937 --> 02:28.064 It's in the hall closet. 02:33.486 --> 02:36.072 It's not like my workload has just evaporated. 02:36.156 --> 02:37.574 My paperwork has doubled with the clinic. 02:37.657 --> 02:41.411 Well, please complain more about data entry to a chief resident. 02:41.494 --> 02:43.997 You want to make it a contest? Because I work two jobs. 02:44.080 --> 02:46.791 I moonlight in general. Plus, I'm a mom. That's, like, four jobs. 02:46.875 --> 02:48.126 Well, I feel like I have seven. 02:48.209 --> 02:51.796 I'm having recurring dreams about intern rotation assignments 02:51.880 --> 02:54.674 when I should be dreaming about... hot nurse. 02:54.757 --> 02:58.386 -Hot nurse. Hot Carlos. -What? What? 02:58.469 --> 02:59.929 -Oh, wait. Quick, hide me. -Oh, my God. 03:00.013 --> 03:01.139 What is happening right now? 03:01.222 --> 03:05.143 Carlos and I had an interaction 03:05.226 --> 03:07.270 at the intern house party. 03:07.353 --> 03:12.150 -A quality interaction? -Very high quality. Yes. 03:12.233 --> 03:15.028 And afterwards, he gave me his number. 03:15.361 --> 03:16.487 So what's the problem? 03:17.238 --> 03:19.032 -He thinks I'm cool. -So? 03:19.115 --> 03:20.200 Look at me! 03:20.742 --> 03:22.952 Okay, well, just take off the bike helmet. 03:27.999 --> 03:29.667 -I'll tell you when he's gone. -Gosh. 03:30.376 --> 03:31.252 (door opens) 03:31.336 --> 03:33.630 Hey, have you assigned someone to supervise me today? 03:33.713 --> 03:35.131 Right. I knew I was forgetting something. 03:35.215 --> 03:38.259 I've got to look at microscopes and then a compliance meeting, whatever that is. 03:38.343 --> 03:41.012 So somewhere between that and the hundred other things I have to do, 03:41.095 --> 03:42.722 I will get you a supervisor. 03:42.805 --> 03:44.098 -Do that first. -Owen, I-- 03:44.182 --> 03:45.308 I called the medical commission. 03:46.768 --> 03:47.602 And said what? 03:47.685 --> 03:49.687 I asked them for an appeal, and they granted me one. 03:49.771 --> 03:50.939 They're sending a preceptor. 03:51.022 --> 03:52.273 He will assess me, and if I pass, 03:52.357 --> 03:54.567 they will temporarily reinstate my license. 03:54.651 --> 03:56.736 You just decided that? You didn't even talk to me about it? 03:56.819 --> 03:58.696 You and I are broken. You know it, I know it, 03:58.780 --> 04:00.615 I'm pretty sure the entire hospital knows it. 04:01.199 --> 04:04.285 If I can practice medicine again, maybe we can stop resenting each other. 04:05.286 --> 04:06.579 All right. When are they coming to assess you? 04:06.663 --> 04:08.331 Today. He's downstairs right now. 04:08.414 --> 04:11.042 So, about the supervisor... 04:11.376 --> 04:14.879 Porter's with Ndugu. Millin's with Dr. Webber. 04:14.963 --> 04:17.840 Griffith and Yasuda, you're with Shepherd 04:17.924 --> 04:19.884 and Matthew's on scut. 04:19.968 --> 04:24.639 As a gentle reminder, I will be in the O.R. today with the Dr. Fox, 04:24.722 --> 04:27.809 so do not page me, call me, or attempt to find me. 04:27.892 --> 04:29.269 What if our patient is dying? 04:29.352 --> 04:33.064 Take that attitude and channel it into saving them. 04:35.191 --> 04:36.484 Move. 04:37.360 --> 04:38.945 LINK: I've come to return my interns. 04:39.028 --> 04:40.863 Pretty sure there's a no return policy. 04:40.947 --> 04:42.282 All my surgeries have been canceled. 04:42.365 --> 04:44.409 Only thing they'd be learning is how to be the viper of Seattle. 04:44.492 --> 04:47.036 Well, I see that as a possible teaching opportunity. 04:47.745 --> 04:49.831 -Where do you want us? -Look, just give me a second. 04:50.248 --> 04:51.958 Dr. Schmidt, we're late. 04:52.041 --> 04:53.334 I'm so sorry, Dr. Fox. 04:53.418 --> 04:55.420 I just need to reassign these interns. 04:55.753 --> 04:57.380 Who wants to come fix a penis? 04:58.256 --> 04:59.340 -Totally. -I'm in. 04:59.424 --> 05:02.135 Consider them reassigned. Let's go, fellas. Let's go. 05:05.346 --> 05:09.392 Natalia Asaki, 32, post-op day two from right craniotomy 05:09.475 --> 05:11.644 for a resection of a metastatic lesion 05:11.728 --> 05:14.105 from the primary esophageal carcinoma. 05:14.188 --> 05:17.692 Well, your incision is healing well, Natalia. No sign of infection. 05:17.775 --> 05:19.819 Will I be able to travel soon? 05:19.902 --> 05:22.572 Honey, you just had brain surgery. 05:22.655 --> 05:23.906 Let's not rush anything, okay? 05:23.990 --> 05:28.870 Our friends chipped in to give us a divorce honeymoon. 05:29.829 --> 05:32.874 We want to go to Europe to see that sunsets. 05:32.957 --> 05:35.668 Sunset is Natalia's favorite time of the day. 05:35.752 --> 05:39.756 It's the magical hour when the sky becomes a painting. 05:39.839 --> 05:42.508 My wife and I took a spectacular trip recently, 05:42.592 --> 05:45.136 and yes, it really does feed the soul. 05:45.762 --> 05:48.806 See? Our trip is doctor recommended. 05:48.890 --> 05:49.974 (chuckles) 05:50.058 --> 05:52.769 When can we book our plane ticket, Dr. Webber? 05:52.852 --> 05:56.689 Well, we need to get a PET scan first, and then we'll re-stage the cancer, 05:56.773 --> 05:57.774 and we'll go from there. 05:58.816 --> 05:59.734 Thank you. 06:01.152 --> 06:02.695 Venice first. 06:02.779 --> 06:04.781 If there's gelato, I'll follow you anywhere. 06:04.864 --> 06:05.865 Yes. 06:06.324 --> 06:07.241 (laughs) 06:09.285 --> 06:12.121 SIMONE: Barbara Collins, 45, presents with double vision and headaches. 06:12.205 --> 06:15.041 A CT revealed a tumor in the center region of the brain. 06:15.124 --> 06:18.419 Today we will do a transventricular endoscopic approach to resect it. 06:18.503 --> 06:20.421 And once removed, we'll send it to pathology 06:20.505 --> 06:23.758 to determine if the mass is benign or cancerous. 06:23.841 --> 06:27.136 And there it is, our baby sister finally has cancer. 06:27.220 --> 06:28.429 Took you along enough. 06:28.513 --> 06:31.557 Dr. Shepherd, meet my sisters, Didi and Paula. 06:31.641 --> 06:35.269 They flew in from Boston last night to offer their support. 06:35.353 --> 06:37.438 We never miss a cancer diagnosis. 06:37.522 --> 06:41.359 We don't know for sure that it is cancer. I'll need to obtain tissue first. 06:41.442 --> 06:44.862 -She has it. We've all had it. -I had breast cancer. 06:44.946 --> 06:48.032 Carol had skin cancer, and Paula had butt cancer. 06:48.116 --> 06:49.992 We all get it, and then we make the best of it. 06:50.076 --> 06:53.162 That's right. Yeah, Barbara, you can finally come to cancer camp! 06:53.246 --> 06:55.498 We go every year with our chemo girls, 06:55.581 --> 06:56.749 but this one never could because 06:56.833 --> 06:58.126 -no cancer! -No cancer! 06:58.209 --> 07:02.004 Oh, I forgot. I brought champagne! 07:03.214 --> 07:05.425 Our mother was fertile for 40 years, 07:05.508 --> 07:08.136 and she finally gave up sex when Barbara was born. 07:08.219 --> 07:11.848 -Is your other sister on her way? -Carol? No, she's... 07:13.015 --> 07:16.477 -Oh, no. -Ladies, meet Carol. 07:16.936 --> 07:19.313 She died 15 years ago. 07:19.397 --> 07:22.066 Well, she kicked the cancer, but then she fell off a ladder. 07:22.150 --> 07:25.778 -(chuckles) She was always the clumsy one. -Your sister is in that box? 07:25.862 --> 07:28.322 -Yeah. -We take her everywhere. 07:28.406 --> 07:31.075 -She loved meeting new people. -Yeah. 07:31.993 --> 07:33.828 Nice... nice to meet you. 07:35.997 --> 07:37.039 See, that's nice. 07:37.123 --> 07:38.249 Good for you. 07:38.875 --> 07:39.709 -(clears throat) -Yeah. 07:50.636 --> 07:51.929 Bailey. Hey. 07:52.013 --> 07:54.932 Look, I want to apologize for Owen and I fighting 07:55.016 --> 07:57.351 in front of you and Ben at dinner. (clears throat) 07:57.435 --> 07:58.811 Cappuccino? 08:00.605 --> 08:01.772 Fine. 08:02.857 --> 08:07.487 Honestly, your pie was the first thing that Owen and I agreed on in months. 08:07.570 --> 08:08.905 I mean, the best pie ever. 08:08.988 --> 08:10.448 The most tender crust, 08:10.531 --> 08:13.117 and the filling was sweet, but not too sweet. 08:13.201 --> 08:14.911 I mean, what is your secret? 08:14.994 --> 08:16.579 You know, you're my boss now. 08:16.662 --> 08:18.080 You don't have to butter me up. 08:18.164 --> 08:20.500 No, I dreamt about your pie. Truly. 08:20.583 --> 08:24.170 You can just ask for what you want, Dr. Altman. 08:24.253 --> 08:28.508 Owen is being evaluated by the medical commission today, 08:28.591 --> 08:30.635 and he's trying really hard to fix this. 08:30.718 --> 08:32.512 And if anything goes wrong, 08:32.595 --> 08:34.805 he can't be reevaluated for another six months. 08:34.889 --> 08:36.390 I'm still waiting for the question. 08:36.474 --> 08:37.934 Would you supervise him, please? 08:38.017 --> 08:39.769 -No. -What happened to I'm your boss 08:39.852 --> 08:41.062 and I can ask for what I want? 08:41.145 --> 08:44.649 Doesn't mean I have to say yes, I'm busy. And I'm rooting for him. 08:46.651 --> 08:47.568 Okay. 08:47.652 --> 08:48.903 (exhales deeply) 08:52.990 --> 08:55.493 Link, what are you doing right now? 08:56.410 --> 08:59.205 Gerald Liên, age 60. 08:59.288 --> 09:02.250 History of increasingly painful curved erections that led 09:02.333 --> 09:05.002 to a diagnosis of Peyronie's disease. 09:05.253 --> 09:09.423 Okay, so who can tell me the pathophysiology of this disease? 09:09.507 --> 09:12.510 It's an inflammatory condition that can cause a bend in the penis, 09:12.593 --> 09:14.345 and it's thought to be caused from repeated injuries 09:14.428 --> 09:17.056 due to athletics, accidents, or sex. 09:17.139 --> 09:20.142 Correct. Okay. Let's go meet Gerald. 09:20.768 --> 09:24.438 Gerald, so nice to see you again. 09:24.814 --> 09:28.859 This is Dr. Schmidt, Dr. Kwan, and Dr. Adams. 09:28.943 --> 09:30.611 They're going to be assisting me today. 09:30.778 --> 09:34.907 Gerald first came to me about six months ago when his symptoms first started, 09:34.991 --> 09:38.035 and we weren't able to help him surgically because we needed to wait 09:38.119 --> 09:41.372 until the progression stabilized and there was no further curvature. 09:41.455 --> 09:42.999 You had to wait six months? 09:44.292 --> 09:45.251 Sorry. 09:45.334 --> 09:47.253 GERALD: Please, just fix it. You can fix it, right? 09:47.336 --> 09:48.796 So I can stop avoiding my wife? 09:48.879 --> 09:51.757 Today, Dr. Fox will resect the plaques that are built up 09:51.841 --> 09:54.802 and then place a xenograft to repair the damage. 09:55.052 --> 09:59.056 Gerald, are you sure there isn't anyone you want to call and let them know 09:59.140 --> 10:00.600 you're having surgery today? 10:00.683 --> 10:03.477 My wife and our friends think I'm at a conference right now. 10:03.561 --> 10:06.105 In about three hours, I'm going to pull a muscle, 10:06.188 --> 10:08.316 which will require me to be in bed for a couple of days. 10:08.399 --> 10:10.818 Understood. All right, Schmidt, Kwan, Adams, 10:10.901 --> 10:15.615 Let's go and study his penal ultrasound, and I will see you in the O.R. 10:15.698 --> 10:16.699 Thank you, Dr. Fox. 10:18.909 --> 10:22.330 I'll need her latest scans so we can go over my approach and positioning. 10:22.413 --> 10:24.915 Excuse me, Dr. Shepherd. Didi and I were wondering if you could 10:24.999 --> 10:26.584 tell us where we could get some coffee. 10:26.667 --> 10:28.461 There's a cafeteria downstairs. 10:28.544 --> 10:30.880 Or Dr. Yasuda could grab some from the lounge. 10:30.963 --> 10:32.256 That would be great. 10:32.340 --> 10:35.384 -Sure. Two coffees coming right up. -Actually, three. 10:35.468 --> 10:39.221 And Carol takes hers with cream and sugar. She always had a sweet tooth. 10:40.598 --> 10:41.641 Okay, sure. 10:41.724 --> 10:43.017 Thank you, Dr. Yasuda. 10:45.061 --> 10:46.771 How do I get coffee for a dead person? 10:46.854 --> 10:48.689 Same way you get coffee for a living person. 10:48.773 --> 10:50.274 Pour it in a cup. 10:50.650 --> 10:53.152 You worried she'll get mad at you if you screw up her order? 10:53.235 --> 10:54.904 -Okay. -Yeah. 10:58.115 --> 11:02.161 It looks like a boomerang. How does he pee? 11:02.244 --> 11:03.371 Sideways? 11:03.454 --> 11:06.957 As you can see, the ultrasound shows the build up of fibrous plaques, 11:07.041 --> 11:10.920 and these plaques can contain calcifications or completely ossify. 11:11.003 --> 11:12.713 -Which means-- -The tissue can turn to bone. 11:12.797 --> 11:16.300 Correct. It's worth noting this is not an ortho case. 11:17.134 --> 11:18.427 It's very complex. 11:18.511 --> 11:23.391 So be sure to carefully review the ultrasound studies. 11:23.474 --> 11:26.936 Be extremely prepared, then get him up to pre-op. 11:30.231 --> 11:31.107 (door closes) 11:31.190 --> 11:36.862 -So he's got bone... -In his boner? 11:36.946 --> 11:38.114 Nope. 11:38.197 --> 11:39.615 (snorts) 11:39.699 --> 11:42.743 Penile surgery can be bloody and messy. 11:42.827 --> 11:45.496 And if anything goes wrong, this man's erectile function 11:45.579 --> 11:46.831 will be permanently impaired. 11:46.914 --> 11:49.917 So let's hear 'em, all of 'em, right now. 11:51.293 --> 11:53.087 Get your jokes out now. 11:53.170 --> 11:55.506 Not one more after you step foot outside that door. 11:55.923 --> 11:58.134 Captain Hook, Gargo-gherk, and Bendy Straw. (stifled laugh) 12:00.845 --> 12:02.138 Get back to work. 12:05.057 --> 12:06.892 -(both snickering) -(sighs) 12:07.435 --> 12:09.270 Today, I'll be assessing your clinical skills, 12:09.353 --> 12:11.522 bedside manner and diagnostic knowledge. 12:11.605 --> 12:14.859 I want you to pretend I'm not here. Do everything like you normally would. 12:14.942 --> 12:16.026 Okay. 12:16.110 --> 12:19.655 Mr. Williams, I am Dr. Hunt. I am here to take a look at that cut. 12:19.739 --> 12:20.573 Can you tell me how it happened? 12:20.656 --> 12:21.949 -What's he doing here? -Oh, sorry. 12:22.032 --> 12:24.326 I should have introduced myself. I'm Dr. Lincoln. 12:24.410 --> 12:25.911 You killed the Tank. 12:26.412 --> 12:27.413 I don't want him touching me. 12:27.496 --> 12:30.791 Dr. Link is an excellent surgeon, but he is just here to observe today. 12:30.875 --> 12:32.042 Observe what? 12:33.127 --> 12:36.464 Well, I am in a probationary period, not because of any malpractice 12:36.547 --> 12:39.216 or anything, more of bureaucratic stuff, I assure you. 12:39.300 --> 12:41.135 I'm a fully board certified trauma surgeon, 12:41.218 --> 12:44.180 more than capable of sewing up a small head laceration. 12:44.263 --> 12:47.183 -So when you're ready-- -I'll wait for another doctor. 12:47.266 --> 12:49.351 -Not you. -Mr. Williams, 12:49.435 --> 12:52.271 I really need to close that up before it becomes infected, so... 12:52.354 --> 12:53.606 I'll take my chances. 12:56.108 --> 12:56.942 Alright. 12:57.193 --> 12:58.819 JULES: So, the PET scan won't take long. 12:58.903 --> 13:00.863 You can go back to planning your trip once we're finished. 13:00.946 --> 13:06.202 Our first stop is the island where Monet painted San Giorgio Maggiore at Dusk. 13:06.285 --> 13:07.411 (chuckles) 13:07.495 --> 13:09.955 He's one of my favorite painters. 13:10.414 --> 13:12.583 Do you have a favorite place in Europe, Dr. Millin? 13:12.666 --> 13:13.918 I have never been, 13:14.001 --> 13:15.628 but I've always wanted to go to Paris someday. 13:17.129 --> 13:19.673 She has the case of the "somedays." 13:19.757 --> 13:20.925 The what? 13:21.008 --> 13:23.511 Natalia always says that there are seven days in a week 13:23.594 --> 13:25.846 and someday isn't one of them. 13:25.930 --> 13:29.016 When you live in "someday," you'll waste today. 13:29.099 --> 13:31.685 I had a real bad case until I met her. She knocked it out of me. 13:31.769 --> 13:36.398 The last time he used the word "someday," I made him sleep in the guest room. 13:36.482 --> 13:39.568 Also known as the porch. She made me sleep on the porch. 13:39.652 --> 13:42.279 -(laughter) -(coughing) 13:42.363 --> 13:44.198 Gosh, she's bleeding. Natalia! 13:45.074 --> 13:47.868 I need suction and a crash cart! And page Dr. Webber! Now! 13:47.952 --> 13:49.662 It's okay. Hey, hang in there. 13:49.745 --> 13:51.163 Into this. Can you breathe? 13:58.087 --> 14:00.756 You know, Peyronie's disease is actually really common? 14:00.840 --> 14:02.633 Affects one in eleven men. 14:03.008 --> 14:04.510 Worried you got a kink in the hose? 14:05.219 --> 14:08.681 If you bring that hyena home again tonight, I am sleeping in my van. 14:08.764 --> 14:11.100 -How is that a threat? -LUCAS: Her name is Cara. 14:11.684 --> 14:13.853 Yeah. Cara from Internal Medicine. 14:13.936 --> 14:15.646 Does she wear her stethoscope in bed? 14:15.729 --> 14:17.106 What does that even mean? 14:17.189 --> 14:18.941 BLUE: Is she why you're worried you have Peyronie's disease? 14:19.024 --> 14:20.943 -You're worried about Peyronie's? -No. 14:21.026 --> 14:22.361 I don't trust anyone who doesn't cut. 14:22.444 --> 14:24.655 You know, maybe I'm not interested in trusting her. 14:24.738 --> 14:26.740 MIKA: The people need sleep. 14:28.742 --> 14:31.453 MONICA: Are you kidding me? I have to get out of here! 14:31.954 --> 14:34.123 -I understand... -Seems like it's going well. 14:34.206 --> 14:36.333 That woman is yelling in his face. 14:36.417 --> 14:39.712 Well, it's not you for once. This is me trying to be encouraging. 14:39.795 --> 14:41.964 -MONICA: It's a UTI. -OWEN: You're probably right. 14:42.047 --> 14:43.507 But I need to do a full work up 14:43.591 --> 14:45.509 just to make sure that nothing else is going on. 14:45.593 --> 14:48.262 It burns when I pee and I have to go all the time. 14:48.345 --> 14:49.680 It's textbook UTI. 14:49.763 --> 14:51.849 Just give me the antibiotics and I'll free up a bed. 14:51.932 --> 14:54.852 We can't. I need to take your vitals and take a urine sample. 14:54.935 --> 14:55.853 And how long will that take? 14:55.936 --> 14:57.521 That depends on how busy the labs are. 14:57.605 --> 14:59.356 But I promise we will get you out of here as soon as we can. 14:59.440 --> 15:02.276 Okay, I'm already missing the study group for my logic class, 15:02.359 --> 15:04.361 and then I have an Econ paper due at 5:00 PM. 15:04.445 --> 15:07.156 And my restaurant shift starts at seven. I don't have time for this. 15:07.239 --> 15:10.117 I'll just use my friend's leftover antibiotics. 15:10.200 --> 15:11.869 No, no, no. I wouldn't recommend that! 15:13.954 --> 15:15.331 (sighs) 15:15.414 --> 15:16.457 Okay, what's next? 15:18.125 --> 15:22.296 LEVI: I just need to send off your type and screen and then we'll be ready to go. 15:22.379 --> 15:24.089 -Okay. -Okay. 15:24.173 --> 15:26.634 Can I ask you something now that it's just you and me? 15:26.717 --> 15:27.593 Of course. 15:27.676 --> 15:30.429 If things don't go smoothly in there, could it be permanent? 15:30.512 --> 15:33.557 There's always the possibility of tissue damage, 15:33.641 --> 15:36.060 nerve damage, or more severe erectile dysfunction, 15:36.143 --> 15:38.771 but that only happens in 20% of the cases. 15:38.854 --> 15:41.231 And Dr. Fox is excellent. 15:43.025 --> 15:46.278 My wife's name is Gloria, but I call her Glow because she... 15:46.862 --> 15:48.405 just glows. 15:48.656 --> 15:51.325 She was a history professor before she retired. 15:51.408 --> 15:55.996 She loves big concerts, dive restaurants, and the ocean. 15:56.080 --> 15:58.874 And I didn't tell her because I didn't want her to feel sorry 15:58.958 --> 16:01.168 for me or look at me differently. 16:01.251 --> 16:03.337 So what if I'm in that 20%? 16:03.420 --> 16:04.797 How long have you been married? 16:04.880 --> 16:06.006 Thirty-seven years. 16:06.090 --> 16:08.550 I don't think that your condition will be permanent, 16:08.634 --> 16:11.178 but your marriage sounds like it is. 16:12.429 --> 16:13.305 Alright. 16:13.430 --> 16:15.766 I'll be back in a few minutes to take you to pre-op. 16:19.395 --> 16:20.229 Right there. 16:20.312 --> 16:23.440 Natalia's esophageal tumor has eroded into the aorta 16:23.524 --> 16:25.818 and the posterior mediastinum, tumors everywhere. 16:26.694 --> 16:28.487 So her heart's bleeding out? 16:29.113 --> 16:30.698 Essentially, yeah. 16:30.781 --> 16:32.032 Can you resect it? 16:32.116 --> 16:33.659 I wouldn't know where to begin. 16:33.742 --> 16:34.952 (door opens) 16:35.035 --> 16:36.412 You paged me? 16:36.495 --> 16:37.913 I need a second opinion. 16:39.081 --> 16:40.124 (sighs) 16:40.207 --> 16:41.959 Large esophageal mass, 16:42.042 --> 16:46.088 which has eroded into the aorta pericardium. 16:48.132 --> 16:49.133 Sorry. 16:49.216 --> 16:51.844 You don't think a descending stent graph will work? 16:51.927 --> 16:54.471 -That won't help her. -So, what do we do now? 16:55.681 --> 16:56.598 Nothing. 16:56.682 --> 17:00.811 Best thing we can do for Natalia is give her pain medication 17:01.812 --> 17:03.355 and help her go peacefully. 17:06.608 --> 17:08.777 NATALIA: How much time do I have? 17:08.861 --> 17:10.112 MAGGIE: It depends. 17:10.195 --> 17:16.076 It could be anywhere from a few days to a few hours. 17:18.537 --> 17:20.414 I'm so sorry, Natalia. 17:21.123 --> 17:22.875 RICHARD: We'll make sure you're comfortable. 17:22.958 --> 17:24.001 Whatever you need. 17:25.002 --> 17:26.336 Thank you. 17:27.004 --> 17:30.049 When Elliot gets back, we can walk him through this. 17:30.132 --> 17:32.468 We know that these conversations can be difficult. 17:32.551 --> 17:37.014 No, just let us plan our trip. 17:37.097 --> 17:40.476 Natalia, your husband needs to be prepared. 17:40.559 --> 17:42.436 He needs to say goodbye. 17:42.519 --> 17:46.356 No, he doesn't. He doesn't need that. 17:47.399 --> 17:49.902 We cannot handle that. 17:52.571 --> 17:53.947 Please. 17:55.365 --> 17:58.660 Let us plan our trip. 18:13.050 --> 18:15.302 I talked to Nurse Staci and I got the full download. 18:15.385 --> 18:18.764 -The full download? -Yeah, Carlos. Okay: dogs, not cats. 18:18.847 --> 18:21.433 Star Trek, not Star Wars. That's good, right? 18:21.517 --> 18:24.853 And then... Oh, he went to Costa Rica last year just to see the sloths. 18:24.937 --> 18:26.355 Isn't that so cute? 18:26.438 --> 18:29.900 This is stalking. I really don't want to be implicated in a stalking case. 18:29.983 --> 18:31.693 You and Nico broke up over a year ago. 18:31.777 --> 18:32.861 I have surgery. 18:32.945 --> 18:36.323 Oh, my God. Will you just talk to him? It's not a big deal. 18:36.406 --> 18:37.783 I am not you. 18:37.866 --> 18:40.661 Why is it that every time someone like me feels insecure, 18:40.744 --> 18:43.080 a very good looking, charming person is like, 18:43.163 --> 18:46.542 "Just do it! It's not a big deal! It's fun! It'll be easy!" 18:47.668 --> 18:49.169 And he hates vampire shows. 18:49.253 --> 18:51.922 -(groans) -I know you're scared of vampires! 18:52.798 --> 18:54.216 So, you got kids? 18:54.299 --> 18:55.134 Yes. 18:56.718 --> 18:57.594 Okay, what have we got? 18:57.678 --> 19:00.264 Edgar Reyes, 38. MVC, unrestrained driver 19:00.347 --> 19:03.308 with blunt trauma to the chest. Got diminished breath sounds bilaterally, 19:03.392 --> 19:06.019 satting at 80%. BP is 95/40 19:06.103 --> 19:07.813 Intubated and needle decompressions done in the field. 19:07.896 --> 19:11.525 You ready? On my count. One, two, three, let's go. 19:11.608 --> 19:14.903 Okay, let's bring in the X-ray. His sats are dropping. 19:14.987 --> 19:18.240 I'm seeing extensive subcutaneous emphysema. 19:18.574 --> 19:19.992 Plate's already in. 19:20.075 --> 19:21.243 All right, here we go. 19:22.494 --> 19:24.413 Damn it. Deviated trachea. 19:24.496 --> 19:27.708 I can't make out if there's a hemothorax with all the air in the tissue. 19:28.876 --> 19:30.961 Okay. There's no oxygen getting to his lungs. 19:31.086 --> 19:33.130 His systolic's falling. We should call for bronchoscopy. 19:33.213 --> 19:35.215 He'll be dead by then, especially because he has a ruptured airway. 19:35.299 --> 19:37.301 Give me a ten-blade, gloves and betadine. 19:37.384 --> 19:38.427 What the hell are you doing? 19:38.510 --> 19:41.555 He might have a tracheal injury. We need to do something before he codes. 19:41.972 --> 19:44.266 So wait for the bronchoscopy so you don't go in blind. 19:44.474 --> 19:46.935 We don't have time for me to check all those boxes. 19:47.019 --> 19:49.229 Okay? Somebody page Dr. Ndugu! 19:52.107 --> 19:55.819 CATHERINE: Who can tell me why I am injecting the penis 19:55.903 --> 19:59.865 with papaverine to induce an erection? 20:00.574 --> 20:01.617 Hello? 20:03.493 --> 20:05.579 -LEVI: The penis must be erect-- -LUCAS: In order to place 20:05.662 --> 20:06.955 the correct anatomic markings. 20:07.039 --> 20:08.957 Correct. 15-blade. 20:09.041 --> 20:13.420 Dr. Kwan, should I make the incision on the long or short side of the curvature? 20:15.464 --> 20:16.548 LUCAS: Short side. 20:16.632 --> 20:18.884 Correct. Here we go. 20:21.011 --> 20:23.430 -Nice blood flow. LEVI: Suction, Kwan. 20:23.513 --> 20:24.681 (chuckles) 20:25.432 --> 20:27.184 -Kwan. -Blue? 20:27.267 --> 20:28.852 -Kwan. -Blue-- 20:29.228 --> 20:31.146 I would have bet my money on the other one. 20:31.230 --> 20:32.231 Crap. 20:32.314 --> 20:36.443 Eyes on the field, Schmidt. Someone get that intern off my O.R. floor. 20:36.526 --> 20:37.945 Adams, get him out of here. 20:38.028 --> 20:39.154 If I leave, can I come back? 20:39.238 --> 20:40.280 Now! 20:42.032 --> 20:43.075 (sighs) 20:47.663 --> 20:50.332 So there's a chance I won't remember anything when I wake up? 20:50.415 --> 20:54.002 There's a chance, but I'm very, very good at my job. 20:54.086 --> 20:55.879 DIDI: Don't worry, honey. You'll be fine. 20:55.963 --> 20:58.757 The doctor's told Paula she'd never be able to eat spicy food. 20:58.840 --> 21:01.093 And I eat hot sauce on my eggs every day. 21:01.176 --> 21:04.554 And remember when they forgot to give Didi her nipple? (chuckles) 21:04.638 --> 21:06.473 Who needs two nipples? 21:06.556 --> 21:07.849 -It all works out. -You know what? 21:07.933 --> 21:09.810 We really need to get her into the operating room. 21:09.893 --> 21:12.813 Her pulse is thready, but I will update you as soon as I can. 21:13.438 --> 21:14.523 Be waiting for you. 21:14.606 --> 21:16.066 Yeah, all three of us. 21:16.149 --> 21:18.318 -What's wrong with my pulse? -Nothing. 21:18.402 --> 21:21.697 It's perfect. Sometimes we need our space. 21:21.780 --> 21:24.866 You're right. You are very good at your job. 21:25.200 --> 21:28.078 WOMAN (over P.A.): Pathology, extension 2479. 21:28.161 --> 21:30.580 Pathology, extension 2479. 21:37.921 --> 21:40.340 Mr. Asaki, is everything all right? 21:42.551 --> 21:44.303 Natalia sent me to get hot chocolate. 21:45.304 --> 21:48.473 She only does that when she knows that things are going to get worse. 21:48.724 --> 21:50.225 It's her tell. 21:54.104 --> 21:56.898 Coughing up blood is not a sign of recovery, is it? 21:56.982 --> 22:02.321 There are always unforeseen complications with any kind of cancer. 22:03.322 --> 22:04.865 Is she dying? 22:05.574 --> 22:09.119 This is really a conversation you should be having with your wife. 22:13.165 --> 22:15.584 Do we at least have a month? 22:17.544 --> 22:18.879 A week? 22:20.339 --> 22:22.507 (exhales slowly) 22:23.300 --> 22:24.634 Do I have today? 22:30.640 --> 22:31.641 (sniffles) 22:32.100 --> 22:35.145 I just need a minute. I don't want her to see me like this. 22:36.521 --> 22:38.190 I don't want to cause her any more pain. 22:50.243 --> 22:52.245 LINK: Oxygen saturation still dropping, Hunt. 22:52.329 --> 22:54.331 -It's at 62%. -OWEN: Tubes in. 22:54.414 --> 22:55.624 Ambu bag. 22:55.707 --> 22:56.792 We had to do the clam shell 22:56.875 --> 22:59.461 to get a better visualization of the tracheal repair. 22:59.544 --> 23:01.338 Okay, sats are rising. 23:02.089 --> 23:04.758 Wow. Okay, patient is hemodynamically unstable. 23:04.841 --> 23:07.761 He needs an exploration and a definitive tracheal repair. 23:07.844 --> 23:09.429 -Alright. -Okay, let's go. 23:24.277 --> 23:27.406 WOMAN (over P.A.): Dr. Erica Newton to Trauma 2. 23:27.489 --> 23:29.658 Dr. Newton to Trauma 2. 23:36.706 --> 23:37.833 (exhales sharply) 23:40.710 --> 23:42.712 Dr. Millin, are you alright? 23:44.673 --> 23:49.594 We're Natalia's doctors, and she is dying and we are standing here doing nothing. 23:49.678 --> 23:51.555 You gave her pain meds. That's not nothing. 23:51.638 --> 23:53.306 She trusted us. 23:53.557 --> 23:56.977 We should be doing everything we can think of to fix her heart. 23:57.060 --> 23:59.980 Isn't that what you want if it were you or your wife? 24:01.148 --> 24:04.317 I wanted to become a surgeon because we heal people. 24:04.609 --> 24:06.945 You don't just prescribe them medicine and wait to see if it works. 24:07.028 --> 24:08.405 You wheel them to the O.R., 24:08.488 --> 24:11.032 and then you open them up and then you fix them. 24:12.742 --> 24:13.743 That's our job. 24:14.202 --> 24:16.997 And right now, we are failing. We are failing Natalia, 24:17.080 --> 24:20.083 we are failing Elliot, and I don't know what to do with that. 24:22.794 --> 24:27.132 The worst part of this job is the powerlessness you feel 24:27.215 --> 24:28.675 when you know there's nothing you can do. 24:28.758 --> 24:31.511 Yes, you can take her back to the O.R. 24:32.137 --> 24:35.056 But all we would be doing is killing her faster. 24:37.684 --> 24:40.562 The best surgeons, the best... 24:41.771 --> 24:44.191 learn how to live with the worst part of this job. 25:01.041 --> 25:02.125 Ready? 25:02.209 --> 25:03.084 AMELIA: Ready. 25:03.668 --> 25:05.587 -Wait. If I die-- -Barbara-- 25:05.670 --> 25:08.548 If Carol can die from putting up Super Bowl decorations, 25:08.632 --> 25:10.258 I can die from brain surgery. 25:10.634 --> 25:14.471 If I die, do not let them carry me in a box. 25:14.554 --> 25:17.349 I don't care. Let them throw me out the car window. 25:26.358 --> 25:27.943 Dr. Scott to Radiology. 25:29.319 --> 25:30.654 (sighs) 25:34.282 --> 25:35.992 Where's your preceptor? 25:36.535 --> 25:38.286 Gone. Said he had what he needed. 25:39.287 --> 25:44.543 Yeah, was that before or after you did an intra cavitary intubation in the ER? 25:44.876 --> 25:46.670 (sighs) 25:46.753 --> 25:48.213 You know what, Bailey, 25:48.713 --> 25:50.173 I thrive on order and protocol. 25:50.257 --> 25:52.425 I am a soldier. The chain of command is in my bones, 25:52.509 --> 25:55.345 but I also know when to break the rules to save the patient. 25:55.428 --> 25:58.223 My license wasn't suspended because of my inability to practice medicine. 25:58.306 --> 26:01.393 It was suspended because I fundamentally disagreed with the law, 26:01.476 --> 26:03.895 because I did what I felt was right. 26:03.979 --> 26:06.064 I want to get my license back, and of course, 26:06.147 --> 26:07.357 I want to fix things with Teddy, 26:07.440 --> 26:08.817 but if I had done anything different today, 26:08.900 --> 26:10.110 that patient would be dead. 26:10.193 --> 26:11.194 I did what I thought was right. 26:11.278 --> 26:12.946 I don't know how to do this job any other way. 26:13.029 --> 26:16.074 Hey, none of those words you just said 26:16.157 --> 26:18.868 is a thing that your wife or any of us don't know. 26:18.952 --> 26:23.582 Have you tried apologizing for all of the things that you got wrong 26:23.665 --> 26:27.377 instead of constantly defending the things you got right? 26:32.382 --> 26:34.509 -Dr. Andorka to the NICU. -(door opens) 26:34.593 --> 26:37.596 Dr. Mary Andorka to the NICU. 26:39.264 --> 26:41.558 Is he in a lot of pain? 26:41.850 --> 26:43.935 I'm sorry, and you are? 26:44.019 --> 26:46.521 Gloria, Glow. Gerald's wife. 26:46.855 --> 26:48.982 I wasn't aware that he had called you. 26:49.065 --> 26:51.735 He didn't. He has no idea I am here. 26:52.402 --> 26:54.362 I've known all along. 26:54.446 --> 26:57.782 He doesn't seem to remember that I handle all of our insurance payments. 26:57.866 --> 26:59.117 You never said anything to him? 26:59.200 --> 27:01.536 I thought I should wait until he was ready to tell me. 27:01.620 --> 27:05.415 And then months went by, and he didn't. And I respect that. 27:06.207 --> 27:09.544 I respect his pride enough to pretend. 27:09.753 --> 27:12.297 Well, the surgery turned out beautifully. 27:12.380 --> 27:13.798 -Thank you. -(chuckles) 27:13.882 --> 27:15.967 You don't want to stay to see him? 27:16.051 --> 27:18.136 I just needed to know that he was going to be okay. 27:19.387 --> 27:21.181 I'll wait for his call. 27:37.280 --> 27:38.281 Natalia, 27:40.200 --> 27:42.786 your pain may increase over the next few hours. 27:42.869 --> 27:45.497 and we'll adjust your medication to help. 27:46.039 --> 27:47.415 Thank you. 28:01.638 --> 28:04.808 Can we go to that restaurant in Venice? 28:04.974 --> 28:06.559 With the mussels and pie? 28:07.477 --> 28:09.229 -That's our first stop. -Yeah. 28:09.312 --> 28:13.233 We sit outside, right at dusk, so we can see-- 28:13.316 --> 28:14.859 The sunset. 28:15.276 --> 28:18.238 We can walk all along the canals. 28:18.321 --> 28:21.324 The pigeons might get us, but who cares, right? 28:21.866 --> 28:22.826 Yeah. 28:27.288 --> 28:31.626 And someone will take our picture right by that tower. 28:33.378 --> 28:36.005 The wind will be blowing your hair around, 28:37.006 --> 28:39.259 and you'll keep asking for another one. 28:39.884 --> 28:41.636 Then we'll go to Florence. 28:42.303 --> 28:44.013 We'll go to Lake Como. 28:45.265 --> 28:47.267 We'll keep going until we run out of money. 28:49.644 --> 28:52.272 We'll see the sunsets every day. 28:53.982 --> 28:55.775 We'll see the sunsets every day. 30:43.508 --> 30:45.718 (slurping) 30:48.221 --> 30:50.098 Okay. Spit it out. 30:50.181 --> 30:51.891 Say whatever you want to say. Come on. 30:58.815 --> 31:00.191 Fine. 31:00.441 --> 31:04.821 I fainted when I saw a penis bleeding like a fire hydrant. 31:05.113 --> 31:06.364 We found it. 31:06.447 --> 31:10.785 We found the one thing that makes Dr. Benson Kwan squeamish. 31:10.869 --> 31:11.995 Are you happy? 31:13.329 --> 31:16.332 You know, I lost out on a surgery today because you passed out. 31:16.416 --> 31:18.918 Then I had to drag your sorry ass in here. Heavier than it looks, by the way, 31:19.002 --> 31:22.171 and babysit you. The way I see it, you owe me. 31:23.423 --> 31:26.676 Fine. I will do your progress notes for a week. 31:28.803 --> 31:30.388 Two weeks. 31:31.264 --> 31:32.307 What? 31:33.308 --> 31:38.187 Nothing. Just sizing up the competition and liking my odds. 31:38.980 --> 31:40.315 Shut up. 31:41.900 --> 31:43.610 (slurping) 31:48.865 --> 31:50.033 Did you get all the tumor out? 31:50.116 --> 31:52.827 I did, and the pathology report came back. 31:52.911 --> 31:55.997 It was a colloid cyst. Your tumor is benign. 31:56.706 --> 31:57.749 Say it again. 31:57.832 --> 31:59.626 Barbara doesn't have cancer. 32:01.920 --> 32:03.046 (sighs) 32:04.339 --> 32:07.675 Don't worry. You'll get it. You still got time. 32:07.926 --> 32:09.928 Yeah, you'll probably get breast cancer like me, 32:10.011 --> 32:12.388 and then you can do a tummy tuck when they do the mastectomy. 32:12.472 --> 32:14.098 I don't want cancer! 32:16.559 --> 32:19.854 No matter what you say, or how positively you say it, 32:19.938 --> 32:21.773 having cancer is not fun! 32:22.649 --> 32:26.152 Didi, you were exhausted all the time. And I know you hated losing your hair. 32:26.235 --> 32:27.403 You love your hair. 32:27.695 --> 32:29.989 And, Paula, I hated watching you throw up all the time 32:30.073 --> 32:33.534 and then boast about how skinny you are. I hate everything about cancer. 32:33.618 --> 32:35.703 I don't want it. I've never wanted it. 32:35.787 --> 32:38.665 And you need to stop making me feel guilty for being healthy. 32:39.624 --> 32:41.834 I love you both so much. 32:41.918 --> 32:46.714 I love that you somehow turned the most horrible disease 32:46.798 --> 32:49.634 that could happen to us into something positive. 32:51.177 --> 32:52.845 But I still don't want it. 32:57.684 --> 33:00.144 And you have to stop carrying our dead sister around in a box. 33:00.228 --> 33:01.980 That is very weird. 33:02.772 --> 33:03.606 It is. 33:04.857 --> 33:05.858 (sighs) 33:05.942 --> 33:07.902 We stay positive because... 33:09.278 --> 33:12.198 the truth is, it's the only way we can deal with it, right? 33:12.699 --> 33:15.159 But you're right. Cancer sucks. 33:15.243 --> 33:16.786 I hate cancer, too. 33:16.869 --> 33:20.164 And while we're telling the truth, there's something else you need to know. 33:21.332 --> 33:22.375 That's not Carol. 33:22.792 --> 33:24.794 I left her in Reno in 2007. 33:24.877 --> 33:28.006 We've been carrying around cat litter for 15 years. 33:31.009 --> 33:33.469 (laughing) 33:35.179 --> 33:37.181 No, stop it. 33:37.890 --> 33:39.308 Cat litter! 33:39.392 --> 33:41.477 Stop. Stop it! 33:47.358 --> 33:48.526 I heard what happened. 33:49.110 --> 33:50.194 I'm sorry. 33:51.112 --> 33:51.988 (clears throat) 33:52.238 --> 33:55.324 I am sorry that I made decisions that affected your life, 33:55.408 --> 33:59.412 my life, and the life of our kids. I'm sorry that we had to flee to LA. 33:59.954 --> 34:04.792 I'm sorry that I couldn't bring myself to face it or even talk about it with you. 34:04.876 --> 34:07.462 All the while, you supported our family. 34:08.129 --> 34:10.173 I'm sorry that my surfing partner was attractive. 34:10.256 --> 34:13.176 You were right. I distracted myself with her attention 34:13.259 --> 34:15.678 and then I pretended like I wasn't doing that. I am sorry. 34:18.389 --> 34:19.807 I'm sorry for everything. 34:21.642 --> 34:23.144 Wait, stop. Hey... 34:24.896 --> 34:26.272 It's my turn. 34:27.315 --> 34:29.817 I'm also sorry. I'm... 34:30.318 --> 34:33.696 I'm sorry that I wasn't as supportive as I could have been 34:33.780 --> 34:36.324 when you were struggling with the possibility of losing your career. 34:36.407 --> 34:40.495 I'm sorry that instead of talking to you, I chose to drink. 34:40.578 --> 34:43.414 I'm sorry that instead of accepting that we are all 34:43.498 --> 34:45.416 less than perfect, I chose to lash out. 34:45.500 --> 34:50.171 And I'm sorry because I know that nothing you have ever done was meant to hurt me 34:50.505 --> 34:55.009 or the kids or you or our somewhat chaotic life. 34:55.093 --> 34:58.137 You did it because you believed it was right. And I love you. 34:59.138 --> 35:01.474 I always have and I always will. 35:03.351 --> 35:05.520 Also, Dr. Patel called. 35:05.603 --> 35:06.854 (scoffs) 35:06.938 --> 35:09.065 And... you passed. 35:10.233 --> 35:12.902 And I would really love it if you would return 35:12.985 --> 35:15.404 to chief of trauma, effective immediately. 35:15.655 --> 35:16.572 (sighs) 35:18.366 --> 35:19.617 Congratulations. 35:20.118 --> 35:23.371 I would kiss you, but I'm chief, and people can see through the window. 35:26.040 --> 35:26.874 (Mika laughing) 35:26.958 --> 35:30.670 Did you never examine penises in the Caribbean? 35:30.753 --> 35:32.588 What about your urology rotation? 35:32.672 --> 35:35.007 Once again, it's not about the penis. 35:35.091 --> 35:39.428 I didn't expect that amount of blood in the field, and forgot to eat breakfast. 35:39.512 --> 35:42.056 I saw you eat a bagel and a sandwich. 35:44.392 --> 35:45.810 I don't want to talk about it. 35:46.144 --> 35:47.395 Natalia died. 35:51.774 --> 35:52.650 I'm sorry. 35:54.527 --> 35:55.987 Yeah, me too. 35:57.822 --> 35:58.865 Let's go. 35:59.907 --> 36:01.909 Both of you. Come on. 36:12.128 --> 36:13.588 -Did you hear about Kwan? -No. 36:13.671 --> 36:14.881 He passed out in surgery-- 36:14.964 --> 36:16.924 I meant, "No, I don't want to talk about this." 36:18.217 --> 36:19.218 Alright. 36:19.302 --> 36:22.555 -Do you have a problem with me? -No, no. Just-- 36:23.014 --> 36:26.684 Had a long day. Really tired. Didn't get any sleep last night. 36:27.852 --> 36:28.936 You sure that's it? 36:30.354 --> 36:31.814 (cellphone vibrating) 36:34.525 --> 36:35.985 Your fiancé's calling. 36:38.112 --> 36:40.781 Hey, perfect timing. Just got off my shift. 36:41.782 --> 36:43.034 You ready? 36:43.492 --> 36:44.660 Yeah. 36:46.287 --> 36:47.747 I'll see you at home. 36:51.667 --> 36:52.835 Sorry. 36:52.919 --> 36:54.378 What did you say? 36:57.882 --> 36:58.716 Sorry! Sorry. 36:58.799 --> 37:02.553 I had to follow up on the solo penile plication grafting I did today. 37:02.637 --> 37:05.181 You didn't need to include the word solo in that. 37:05.264 --> 37:09.018 Dr. Fox let me place the graft, and it was flawless. 37:09.477 --> 37:10.686 That's great. 37:10.770 --> 37:14.732 No, it is great. I'm not Glasses anymore. 37:14.815 --> 37:18.194 Somebody passed out in the O.R. today and it wasn't me. 37:18.277 --> 37:19.403 It was Kwan. We all heard. 37:20.404 --> 37:25.284 I am a successful chief resident and I deserve to claim it. 37:26.118 --> 37:27.578 Right now. 37:27.662 --> 37:29.288 Why are you telling me this? 37:31.457 --> 37:33.960 What unit is Carlos on? 37:34.418 --> 37:35.461 Okay, thanks. 37:39.799 --> 37:40.841 Carlos. 37:42.718 --> 37:45.513 -Hey. -Would you want to grab a drink with me? 37:46.013 --> 37:46.889 I'd love that. 37:47.515 --> 37:49.308 Okay, let's go. (chuckles) 37:49.433 --> 37:52.103 I'm on a double shift. 37:52.728 --> 37:54.313 -Right. -Tomorrow works? 37:56.232 --> 37:59.360 All right, then. Tomorrow. 38:08.953 --> 38:12.081 (both chuckle) 38:12.957 --> 38:14.375 How'd the surgery go? 38:15.251 --> 38:20.548 I had an intern pass out on the O.R. floor when I cut into a penis. 38:20.631 --> 38:22.675 (both laugh) 38:22.758 --> 38:25.094 Lord have mercy. 38:26.095 --> 38:29.348 (chuckles, sighs) 38:31.434 --> 38:33.060 What is it, baby? 38:34.020 --> 38:38.274 When we went to Kyoto, we met a Reiki healer 38:38.357 --> 38:41.152 who talked about using Reiki for pain management. 38:41.235 --> 38:42.737 I remember. 38:45.948 --> 38:47.074 Catherine, 38:49.452 --> 38:51.787 I know something's wrong, 38:53.122 --> 38:55.374 and I know you're trying to protect me, 38:56.959 --> 38:59.962 But whatever it is, I'm ready to hear it. 39:04.675 --> 39:05.634 (sighs) 39:17.104 --> 39:20.024 My cancer is progressing. 39:21.650 --> 39:23.277 (sighs) 39:26.989 --> 39:28.574 MEREDITH: Acceptance letters, 39:29.533 --> 39:33.371 medical scans, the next morning's news... 39:33.871 --> 39:37.875 We all have moments in which we want to hide from the results. 39:38.834 --> 39:39.794 AMELIA: Hey. 39:42.254 --> 39:43.130 Hey. 39:44.382 --> 39:46.717 Can I stay at your place one more night? 39:46.801 --> 39:50.513 -Wait, you're heading back home? -I'm going to check into a hotel. 39:51.389 --> 39:52.681 You are? 39:52.848 --> 39:56.727 Yeah. Yeah, I feel like I've worn out my welcome. 39:58.354 --> 40:00.189 Now you think you've worn out your welcome? 40:00.272 --> 40:02.441 You've been stealing my clothes and eating my food for years. 40:02.525 --> 40:04.693 At least at my apartment we both had bathrooms. 40:04.777 --> 40:05.736 That was different. 40:05.820 --> 40:07.822 You're Meredith's sister-in-law. I was your sister. 40:07.905 --> 40:09.490 You didn't have a choice. 40:11.992 --> 40:17.665 Hey, just because Meredith moved, nothing has changed between us. 40:18.916 --> 40:22.503 We are still there for each other. Okay? 40:23.421 --> 40:24.505 Okay. 40:26.966 --> 40:28.259 But get your own cereal. 40:30.010 --> 40:33.472 Yours will still taste better. I can't explain it. 40:35.891 --> 40:38.102 Come on. Let's go home. 40:53.409 --> 40:56.787 MEREDITH: But instead of closing your eyes and delaying the inevitable... 40:56.871 --> 41:00.291 (laughter) 41:00.875 --> 41:02.334 What is happening? 41:02.501 --> 41:03.335 Oh, no. 41:03.419 --> 41:04.920 -You know you want to. -I really, really don't. 41:05.004 --> 41:07.131 -You do. -Oh, come on! 41:07.840 --> 41:08.674 Fine. 41:08.757 --> 41:11.469 Yes! You're next. 41:14.305 --> 41:16.265 Nope, not my color. 41:16.348 --> 41:18.309 Do they all smell? 41:18.392 --> 41:20.102 -Like dead people. -And cabbage. 41:20.561 --> 41:23.189 -Absolutely. Okay. Thank you. -Okay. 41:24.231 --> 41:25.065 All right. 41:25.149 --> 41:26.692 ...find someone to hold your hand... 41:26.775 --> 41:27.610 MIKA: You look... 41:27.693 --> 41:28.736 (both laugh) 41:28.819 --> 41:29.820 Bad! 41:30.029 --> 41:31.614 Okay, let's alcohol now. 41:31.697 --> 41:33.824 -Cheers. -Cheers. 41:34.033 --> 41:35.242 Actually, may I? 41:35.326 --> 41:37.077 Are we going to be invited to your wedding? 41:37.161 --> 41:38.287 Better be. 41:38.370 --> 41:41.332 -As I said, we're figuring things! -Are you kidding me? 41:41.415 --> 41:42.917 -Come on! -I'm kidding. 41:43.000 --> 41:45.586 You're obviously invited. We'll get back to you. 41:45.669 --> 41:46.921 ...and face it with you. 41:47.004 --> 41:48.047 (laughter)