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-(giggling)
-BAILEY: Whoa!

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Oh, no, you don't!
Where are you going, boy?

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Wh-- Aah! Fine. Oh!

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Okay. If you don't wanna
brush your teeth, in there,

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you can do it right here.

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There. Brush.

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MEREDITH: Surgeons don't like
to take "no" for an answer.

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Especially when it comes
to saving our patients.

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Come on. Let's go. Let's go.
Time to brush the yucky away.

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Oh, baby girl, work with me.

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Mama's got a big day.

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We needed to be in the car
15 minutes ago.

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♪ In the jungle ♪

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♪ The mighty jungle ♪

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♪ The lion sleeps tonight ♪

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♪ In the jungle, the quiet jungle ♪

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♪ The lion sleeps tonight ♪

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♪ Ooh-ee ♪

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MEREDITH:
If your heart stops on our table,

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we'll fight to start it again.

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We'll begin chest compressions
to resume blood flow.

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Okay. I know you said simple,
but hear me out.

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-SIMONE: Okay...
-TREY: Rock Hills Farm.

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We could do the ceremony
overlooking the bay,

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we can do the reception in the mansion.

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You hate it. You hate the bay.

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You hate me looking
at wedding venues without you.

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I actually love all those things.

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But isn't that place booked
years in advance?

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My cousin said he can hook us up.

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Second weekend in June,
but we have to decide fast...

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even though I know
you want to do your research

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to make sure this one's the one.

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-I really, really do!
-(chuckles)

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I'll send you a link.
We have ‘til next Monday to tell him.

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(Mika screams)

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-MIKA: Oh, my God! Are you kidding me?
-Wh-- What happened?

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There's no hot water!

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I went for a run and I smell
and there's no hot water!

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Is that Trey?

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-Hey, Yasuda.
-SIMONE: I'll call you later.

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-TREY: All right. I love you.
-Bye.

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MEREDITH: If that's not enough,
we'll shock you.

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If we need to, we'll do it again.
And again.

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(siren wailing)

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If that doesn't work,
we'll inject epinephrine

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and start the process all over.

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Okay. Leo's art class
switched to Fridays at 5:00.

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But that's when the departments

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are supposed to turn in
their funding requests,

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so I'm just gonna need-- Here, baby.

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I'm just gonna, um...

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I'm just gonna need to do all of that
at the nurses' station

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naked with streamers.

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Hmm?

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What is "naked with streamer"?

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You know what? I will take the kids.

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-You go save lives. Unsupervised.
-Okay.

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♪ Na-na, na-na-na-na ♪

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MEREDITH: The last thing we want
is to give up on you.

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We're your doctors.

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We're all in.

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♪ Na-na, na-na-na ♪

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Did your roof finally cave in?

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Ask Lucas.

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I've already apologized twice,
and I'm going to pay the gas bill.

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Could you pay it yesterday?

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We had to shower here.

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Like, we don't spend enough time here.

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You know there's a thing called AutoPay.

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You know there's a thing called
"not your business"?

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I wish there was a thing called
"not your roommate."

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You can always move back into the van.

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I'm not the one
who didn't pay the gas bill.

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(sighs)

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(birds chirping)

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TEDDY: Bailey.

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I made you another pie.

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It's in the lounge.
If it hasn't been eaten.

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You know I have an office.

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I just know
how difficult the budget can be,

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and I really appreciate all your support.

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Every doctor deserves
to be adequately trained.

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-No matter where they live.
-Mm.

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Oh, have you seen the article
about Addison on the PRT?

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Doesn't she look great?

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-(chuckles)
-TEDDY: Mm. Well, I mean,

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she kinda looks a little annoyed.

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No. Not Addison. The PRT!

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She's a mobile hero!

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Have you seen these comments below?

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What? Are they trolling PRT?

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I'm pretty sure they're trolling
the person behind the wheel.

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-(elevator bell dings)
-Oh.

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Hey.

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-Hi. (laughs)
-Hey.

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-Miss me?
-Uh, of course.

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Um, where's my PRT?

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(sighs) Illinois.

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I was running low on cash

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so I sold it.

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Got a great deal.

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(laughs) I flew in.

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The PRT is in hiding
until the press dies down.

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-(exhales sharply)
-How are you doing? Are you holding up?

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Is that a jab at my wardrobe or my hairdo?

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No, it's about the online trolls.

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I know what it's about. I'm fine.
I'm great. I'm here.

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-Come on. Let's get to work.
-All right. Well, this way.

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-All right.
-(sighs)

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So, let's see if we can change that out
just a little bit here.

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Turn the beds for privacy and...
Oh, here they are.

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Hi. Good morning, everyone!

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Ah. So I'm Dr. Miranda Bailey

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and I'm thrilled to welcome you
to Grey Sloan

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as our inaugural class

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of out-of-state OB-GYN
reproductive health care

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and advocacy fellows.

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You have traveled from Idaho, Arkansas,

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Texas, even Tennessee to be with us.

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And I know you'd rather be getting
this clinical experience

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in your own residency programs.

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But we are honored to offer

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this rotation in abortion care.

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Because how else
are you going to learn, right?

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You've all chosen OB-GYN as your specialty

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and now your respective states
are restricting

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how you practice that specialty.

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But we're here to make sure
you get the education that you need.

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I'm sorry. I'm Dr. Addison Montgomery.

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(laughs)

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And I've been to some of your states.
I've seen the desperation.

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I've seen the pain, seen the heartbreak.

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(clicks tongue) I've seen lives lost.

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So, anyway, who's ready to get to work?

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(laughter)

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-Come with me. This is Dr. Jo Wilson.
-WOMAN: Hey.

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How come we don't get to work directly
with Montgomery?

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We did. We made sex ed videos.

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Yeah, that was before she was a rock star.

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Did you see the Chicago Tribune story
about her?

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It's our hospital. It's not right.

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Well, neither is having to go
to another state

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to get fully trained in your specialty.

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I'm just saying. We're five feet away.

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We could join them. (sighs)

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LUCAS: Jessica Hall, 22,
idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis,

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has been waiting for a bilateral
lung transplant and is here today--

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(cellphone chimes)

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Uh...

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Uh... Sorry. Um...

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Why is she here?

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Right. Uh...

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She's here today for a single
lung transplant from a directed donor.

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Are you sure
she shouldn't stay on the list?

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Hold out for two lungs
rather than the one?

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She's been on the list
for two years without matching,

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and her condition is worsening.

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A single lung will help prevent her
from deteriorating into heart failure.

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You're just mad RJ's the match.

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My boyfriend offers to save my life
over a Sunday dinner,

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and she answers by asking
if he's finally finished his degree.

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We're both feminist studies majors.

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Men only major in that to meet women.

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(Nick chuckles)

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Go ahead, say it! (chuckles)

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-I'm a-- Yeah. Mm-hmm.
-You're sexist.

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And if he didn't major in that,

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we would have never met,
and I wouldn't be getting a lung today.

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Are you? Where is he?

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Who's late to surgery?

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Surgeons, actually. Happens all the time.

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(sighs)

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Uh, maybe not that much.

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Well, I'm sure he'll be here soon.
We're not gonna start without him.

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Well, obviously.

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Adams, let us know when he arrives.

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OWEN: When did we reorganize
our triage orders?

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and who categorized our patients this way?

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Yeah, that might have been me.

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I was running the E.R. last week

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and they weren't quite right according
to how we do it upstairs in cardio.

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Oh, did you check and see

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if it was quite right for us
down here in the trauma department?

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Okay, everyone listen up.

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Just in case there's any confusion.

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I am back as chief of trauma.

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Do you wanna know what else is back?
The way I used to do things.

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And I wanna return
to our old triage protocols

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and revert back to my old filing systems.

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Any questions, comments, concerns?

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Hey.

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Dr. Ndugu bought us lunch on Fridays.

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Will that continue?

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Huh. Well... I'd be happy to let Dr. Ndugu

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continue to buy you all lunch on Fridays.

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JO: Okay. Let's get you into a bed.

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and we can go over your medical history.

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MARCUS: Chief Bailey.

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Not chief any more, Marcus. Just doctor.

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Either way,
we've got some protesters outside.

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They're trying to block the entrance.

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There's always a few.

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-They're usually peaceful.
-Define peaceful.

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(tense music playing)

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(protesters shouting)

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(tense music playing)

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OWEN: Millin.

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-Did you page Ndugu?
-I thought you were back running trauma.

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It's a blunt trauma to the chest.

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-So I should...?
-Page cardio five minutes ago.

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Get a chest-ray on standby.

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Let CT know
that we may need to jump the line,

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and let the O.R. floor know
that we may have a new patient.

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-Right.
-Thank you.

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-(siren wails)
-Okay.

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-What do we got?
-Ryan Jenkins, 24, MVC.

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Blunt trauma to the chest and abdomen,
multiple rib fractures.

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The patient is splinting

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and his oxygen saturation's
in the low 90s.

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Just... I just...

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I... just...

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It's okay. Save your strength. Okay?
Let's get him inside. Let's go.

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MIKA: Okay. Marni Young?

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You're in the right place.

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And you're here for a...

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medical abortion.

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How many weeks are you?

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Oh, 34.

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And already very uncomfortable.

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I don't want to think about
how 40 weeks feels.

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Okay, uh, well, you know medical abortions
are done in the first ten weeks.

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And even a surgical abortion
is not gonna happen for you.

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No. No, no, no. Okay, it's for me.

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I need the abortion. Six weeks.

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-Oh, thank God.
-Oh.

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Andra's my support system.

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We're best friends. Born two days apart.

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Our moms met in Lamaze class.

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And now we're both pregnant.
Except I don't want to be.

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So here we are.

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I brought snacks and movies
and card games.

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So, we're ready.

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Great. Alright, we're just gonna do
a quick physical exam.

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And then we'll get your medication.

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Any questions?

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MAN (in distance): This clinic kills!

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PROTESTERS: This clinic kills.

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Is that gonna go on all day?

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PROTESTERS:
This clinic kills. This clinic kills.

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-(line ringing)
-TEDDY: Hey, Bailey.

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Hey, when I call you eight times in a row,
it means pick up.

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Sorry. Richard and I are trying to fix
a budget situation.

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Well, help me with my situation first.

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-Here. We have picketers.
-RICHARD: How many?

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A lot. And it's my fault.

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They're here for me.

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I don't know how they figured out
where I am.

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And I did change planes, twice.
I didn't take the PRT.

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My... my locations are off

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-on my phone.
-It is not on you, Addy.

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Look, um, security wants us
to close the clinic.

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TEDDY: How long?

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We recommend the day.

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No. That is dozens--
That's dozens of patients.

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There's a hundred people out there.

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Well then, call in reinforcements
for crowd control!

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What do you want us to do, Altman?

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Crisis protocol is on the second shelf.

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(crowd shouting in distance)

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Stay open.
Call for back-up and keep me posted.

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-Got it. Hey, keep your ringer on!
-TEDDY: Yeah.

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(sighs)

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Okay, you heard her. Call for back-up.

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Adams still hasn't uploaded the scans?

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-Uh...
-(scoffs)

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Yeah, well, give it a minute.
Maybe the system's being sluggish.

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Or he is.

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I'm sorry. I'm tired.

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-NICK: It's okay.
-(Maggie clears throat)

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How are you?

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Uh...

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Yeah, I'm good. Good. Busy. Yeah.

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Went to pick up organs in San Francisco,
Santa Antonio, and Santa Fe last week.

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So, busy.

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No plans for a trip to Boston?

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Well, you don't really plan
to pick up organs.

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-You know what I mean.
-Yes, I do.

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Have you spoken at all?

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Um, I get a text message
about her getting lost

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in the streets of Boston
about, uh... about once a week.

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Those are very complicated streets.

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(both chuckle)

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Yes.

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She's overwhelmed.

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Yeah.

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If it helps at all,
I get all my updates from Zola.

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I told her I loved her
and she pretended not to hear me.

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She's complicated.

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Yeah.

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You make her happy.

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Don't give up.

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(door opens)

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Okay, so I dropped off,
uh, Jessica's lab work

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and finished her admission orders.

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And the scans?

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I... I just uploaded them.

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Sorry. I was...
I was dealing with a house thing.

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In a few hours,

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Jessica's gonna be open
on an operating table

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with her vital organs in our hands.

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You cannot get distracted
with house things.

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-Or anything.
-I know. I'm sorry.

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(computer beeps)

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Ah, scans are in.

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Let's, uh... let's take a look, shall we?

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I'm seeing multiple displaced
rib fractures,

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and a massive hemothorax
on the right side.

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OWEN: Once I place the chest tube,
we'll rush him up to CT.

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WINSTON: Right, agree.

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And then to the O.R.,
depending on his chest tube output.

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It's a bad lung contusion,
I'm not sure how long he'll remain stable.

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Ryan Jenkins.
Our patient's already in the system.

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Like he's been here before?

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Like he's supposed to be here today.
Directed lung donor,

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OR 3, recipient's Jessica Hall.

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That's Maggie's patient.

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She's been waiting on a transplant
for almost two years.

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(weakly) Just... just... just take...

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Take... my lung. Take it.

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-Just take...
-OWEN: He's hemorrhaging!

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-(monitor alarm)
-RYAN: Take it.

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O2's dropped to 70s.

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Damn it, let's get an intubation tray.

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Hang two units of blood.

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As soon as he's tubed,
we're headed straight to the O.R.

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Here's the blood.

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(suspenseful music plays, then fades)

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Are you sure it's him?

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Can I... can I see him?

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Ryan had his driver's license on.

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RJ. He goes by RJ.

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Either way, it's him.
Dr. Hunt, our trauma surgeon,

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is prepping him for surgery now.

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He needs surgery? What kind of surgery?

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RJ suffered some injuries to his chest.

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He's lost a significant amount of blood.

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Oh, my God.

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His chest-- Is it his heart?

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It's his lungs.

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How fast was he driving?

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-Are you serious?
-No.

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Are you really asking
that question right now?

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(gasps)

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-(coughing)
-Okay.

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Jessica, Jessica.

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Okay. (inhales, exhales deeply)

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I know this is a lot to take in.

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But due to the severity of RJ's injuries,

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he's not going to be able
to donate the lung today.

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Or possibly ever.

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I don't care about that.

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-Jessica--
-Please get out.

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I can't-- I can't listen to you right now,
please get out, Mom.

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And please, please save him.
Do whatever it takes.

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I'll do everything I can.

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(gulps)

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Let's, um... let's give her a minute.

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(somber music playing)

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A vaginal ultrasound helps to determine
how far along the pregnancy is.

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You are counselling the patient,
not persuading.

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Okay? Offer the facts, answer questions.

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Give options. Okay?

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That's the mifepristone.

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It will block your body's own progesterone

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to stop the pregnancy from growing.

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After you take that,
we'll start you with the misoprostol.

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If you're not sure,
you can take some time to think about it.

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I'm sure.

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I just don't like pills.

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Okay.

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(chuckles)

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I'm two years older than my mom was
when she had me.

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She was married,

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they lived in a townhome,
and when I look back at pictures,

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she seems like a grown-up.

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But I'm not there yet.

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I'm still working through
the lasting damage she did to me.

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So maybe one day I will be mentally ready
to take that on,

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but right now... I can't.

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♪ Do you think that you're... ♪

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I can't be a mother.

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♪ ...the only one? ♪

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But I can be an aunt.

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I can and will be the most
incredible aunt to your baby.

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Do you want me to play you some music?

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I made you a playlist.

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For my abortion?

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You made me one for when I gave birth!

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♪ To find your way back home ♪

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So different!

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Okay. Cards it is.

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(chuckles)

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No. No, no, no. I'm trying to...
I'm trying to pay, not stop service.

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Hello?

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Yeah. Can I... can I just give you
my account number or--

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Adams.

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Uh...

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How long have you been standing there?

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Long enough that you should have
hung up the phone.

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Come up with a plan for how you
would adjust Jessica's treatment

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and meds in order to prevent
heart failure.

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She'll need discharge paperwork

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since she's not getting
a transplant today.

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Do you need to be writing this down?

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Uh, sure. Uh...

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She will remain on the UNOS list,

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but we'll have to send over
her pre-op labs and scans

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in order to make sure
that her status hasn't changed.

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Yeah, got it.

16:19.895 --> 16:21.188
(exhales deeply)

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Everything alright?

16:24.650 --> 16:26.026
Uh, fine. Fine.

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I'm working with Marsh and Pierce today,
and she's on my case.

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Oh, passcode.

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Do you... do you know the passcode
for the gas company account for the house?

16:36.120 --> 16:37.830
Oh, uh, Meredith and Maggie
handled the utilities.

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Did you ask Maggie?

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Could you? 'Cause she's already
kind of annoyed with me.

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No, because then I'd have to be
annoyed with you, too.

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Okay, fine.

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WOMAN (over P.A.):
Dr. Cameron to the step-down unit.

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Dr. Cameron to the step-down unit.

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All this scrubbing is drying out my hands.

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At least the water's warm.

17:06.025 --> 17:07.943
You know, my
isn't too far from the house.

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You can come and use
all the hot water you want.

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My roommate's pretty cool,
and you won't want to have sex with her.

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What?

17:13.741 --> 17:14.700
Adams.

17:16.493 --> 17:18.454
Is that what he's telling people?
We didn't sleep together.

17:21.040 --> 17:23.584
We just kissed. Maybe twice.

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Wow. I was bluffing,
but now that we're here, was it good?

17:30.674 --> 17:32.259
-The kissing?
-I'm engaged.

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-Right.
-Right.

17:33.427 --> 17:35.179
Trey's a good guy. He's stable.

17:35.888 --> 17:37.681
He's a grown-up
who pays his bills on time.

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And he makes me happy.

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The kiss was that good, huh?

17:45.189 --> 17:46.190
(door opens)

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Bed five is asking
for a birth control implant.

17:52.112 --> 17:53.405
I'm gonna show Yasuda how to do that.

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And Kwan is finishing an STD test

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in bed three,
so that will be opened up soon.

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-Okay. Let me know if you need help.
-Okay.

17:59.328 --> 18:00.829
I want to let you know

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how excellent these trainees are.

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Yeah, they should be.

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They were picked
from more than a hundred applicants.

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You know, one of them wrote that

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the one silver lining of not being able
to get this training at home

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is being able to learn
from the great Addison Montgomery.

18:17.596 --> 18:18.597
(chuckles)

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Well, it's very kind.

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No, it's true. You know it is.

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You know, we could run trainings
every month

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if you want to come back.

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I don't know.

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No. Okay, I know that you're busy
with the clinic

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and the travel from Illinois
to L.A. must be just, you know, hard,

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and of course, um, visiting your family
takes pre-- Or the... But--

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You know, we would love to have you.
(chuckles) If you could squeeze us in.

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-(glass shatters)
-(gasps)

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Oh, my God.

18:52.339 --> 18:54.800
(protesters shouting)

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ADDISON: Oh, my God.

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Everybody, down! Down, down, down.

18:58.137 --> 19:00.931
-ADDISON: Okay. You're bleeding.
-He's bleeding?

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Oh, my God.

19:06.728 --> 19:08.188
No one goes in or out of the clinic.

19:08.272 --> 19:10.440
Not until we have enough security
to safely evacuate.

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Okay. Thanks, Bailey.

19:12.651 --> 19:14.987
A brick was thrown
through the window of the clinic?

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With "Montgomery murders" written on it.

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-It hit Kwan in the head.
-How bad is it?

19:19.199 --> 19:21.660
-Have you read these manuals?
-Cover to cover.

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You know what? If I had to read
giant manuals for every crisis in Iraq,

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I wouldn't have made it out of Iraq.

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Oddly, you're supposed to read them
when you're not in a crisis.

19:29.459 --> 19:30.752
When is that exactly?

19:30.836 --> 19:31.837
Is Kwan okay?

19:31.920 --> 19:34.673
He's bleeding,
but he seems to be doing okay.

19:34.756 --> 19:38.302
What do the manual say
about a large scale protest at the clinic?

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Nothing. They were written
before Bailey took over the clinic.

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And before the Supreme Court
ruled on Dobbs.

19:43.307 --> 19:44.308
Perfect.

19:44.641 --> 19:45.642
Where are you going?

19:45.726 --> 19:48.478
To make sure no more bricks
are thrown at this hospital!

19:55.903 --> 19:56.987
You're doing it wrong.

19:57.070 --> 20:00.365
You should really hold your fingers
about 12 inches away from my face.

20:00.449 --> 20:01.783
Just follow the stupid finger.

20:01.867 --> 20:04.620
Any dizziness? Changes in your vision?

20:04.703 --> 20:07.748
I'm fine. Just put the steri strip on
so we can get back to work.

20:08.624 --> 20:11.210
(clears throat) I am so, so sorry.

20:11.293 --> 20:12.920
Pretty sure you didn't throw the brick.

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I kinda did.

20:15.214 --> 20:18.050
I posted this
this morning on the way here.

20:18.884 --> 20:20.177
I assumed it was okay.

20:20.260 --> 20:21.261
I'm in Seattle,

20:21.345 --> 20:23.180
people believe in reproductive rights,

20:23.263 --> 20:24.806
I never thought--

20:24.890 --> 20:27.100
People would use it as a road map
to Addison Montgomery?

20:27.184 --> 20:28.769
They threw a brick at us.

20:28.852 --> 20:30.145
-What do you think they'll throw next?
-Kwan.

20:30.229 --> 20:33.440
I'm sorry. I feel awful.
I'm gonna resign from my position.

20:33.523 --> 20:36.401
I mean, they're gonna fire me
once they find out about the post anyway.

20:36.485 --> 20:38.946
Just the idea that I could have endangered
the one person

20:39.029 --> 20:43.158
that's given me any hope
in these last few weeks makes me sick.

20:43.242 --> 20:45.535
But for the first time in months,

20:45.619 --> 20:47.287
today I woke up proud.

20:47.871 --> 20:49.164
Because I was joining the fight.

20:51.124 --> 20:55.379
We shouldn't have to hide who we are
in order to practice medicine.

20:55.462 --> 20:56.505
So don't resign.

20:56.588 --> 21:01.343
If you do, that means one less doctor
has made it their mission to help.

21:01.426 --> 21:02.511
And then they win.

21:05.347 --> 21:06.556
-(monitor beeping)
-Hilum's intact.

21:06.640 --> 21:07.766
Lung's shredded.

21:07.849 --> 21:10.060
(cellphones buzzing, chiming)

21:10.143 --> 21:11.520
JULES: Uh, they want everyone
in the hospital

21:11.603 --> 21:12.688
to stay away from the clinic.

21:12.771 --> 21:15.357
The ongoing protests have become violent.

21:15.440 --> 21:17.693
(sighs) You need to get back downstairs?

21:17.776 --> 21:19.778
I will as soon as I figure out
where this blood is coming from.

21:19.861 --> 21:21.280
Are you going to do
a little lobe resection?

21:21.363 --> 21:23.532
If we do that, then RJ can't be a donor.

21:23.615 --> 21:25.242
That's not the priority.
He's bleeding out.

21:25.325 --> 21:27.327
Alright. Okay. What if I use a hilar clamp

21:27.411 --> 21:30.038
to temporarily stop the bleeding
and do a wedge resection?

21:30.122 --> 21:31.999
It will preserve more lung tissue
and could allow him

21:32.082 --> 21:33.750
to donate the other lung at a later time.

21:33.834 --> 21:35.377
If you shut off the circulation
from one lung,

21:35.460 --> 21:36.461
won't his pressure tank?

21:36.545 --> 21:39.006
-Only for a few minutes.
-A few minutes could cost him his life.

21:39.089 --> 21:40.924
Or I could repair the lung by then.

21:42.134 --> 21:44.428
(sighs) Fine. We got to move fast, okay?

21:44.511 --> 21:45.929
Griffith, get ready with suction.

21:46.013 --> 21:47.139
And, Millin, take over retraction.

21:47.222 --> 21:48.557
Okay? Alright. Clamp.

21:49.725 --> 21:50.934
(exhales deeply)

21:52.102 --> 21:53.312
Do you want me to do it?

21:53.395 --> 21:54.980
No. I got it.

21:56.106 --> 21:57.399
All right. Staple and lap pads.

21:59.818 --> 22:01.528
Patients are getting restless.

22:01.611 --> 22:03.947
The woman in bed four
threw a granola bar back at me.

22:04.031 --> 22:06.658
And I found a trainee
crying in the bathroom.

22:06.742 --> 22:09.119
She's fine, but she's scared.

22:09.202 --> 22:10.287
I think everyone is.

22:10.370 --> 22:11.538
BAILEY: Oh.

22:11.621 --> 22:15.083
(protesters shouting in distance)

22:15.167 --> 22:17.336
(exhales deeply) Um...

22:17.419 --> 22:18.795
Team meeting. Right now.

22:19.212 --> 22:20.422
JO: Okay.

22:20.505 --> 22:21.506
Guys, come. Come, come.

22:25.761 --> 22:27.929
Everybody here? Okay. Um...

22:28.597 --> 22:31.850
So, this clinic is named for my mom,

22:32.559 --> 22:33.852
Elena Bailey, because...

22:35.562 --> 22:39.024
when I was, uh, seven,
I went with my mom to the grocery store,

22:39.107 --> 22:42.778
and we got in line behind a young woman

22:42.861 --> 22:45.364
and her fussy baby.

22:45.447 --> 22:47.407
Um, for whatever reason,

22:47.491 --> 22:49.826
the woman didn't have enough money
to pay her bill...

22:49.910 --> 22:52.371
so my mom did.

22:52.454 --> 22:55.582
And later, I asked my mom,
"Do you know her?"

22:55.665 --> 23:00.379
And she said, "I know her enough
to know that she's struggling.

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And when we can help someone else
going through a tough time, we should."

23:06.259 --> 23:07.719
These are tough times.

23:07.803 --> 23:10.722
And we are struggling. As doctors.

23:10.806 --> 23:15.602
As advocates for women's health
and reproductive freedom.

23:15.685 --> 23:18.647
We need to help each other.

23:18.730 --> 23:21.024
Right? We need to lift each other up.

23:22.192 --> 23:23.318
That's how we get through.

23:25.654 --> 23:28.615
Dr. Montgomery has been on the frontline,

23:28.698 --> 23:29.950
right, traveling all over the country.

23:30.033 --> 23:33.412
Do you have any advice
for our young doctors?

23:35.038 --> 23:38.041
-Excuse me? Someone? A doctor maybe?
-Yeah.

23:38.458 --> 23:39.751
I think her water just broke!

23:39.835 --> 23:42.712
Oh. Um, you heard her.
(laughing) Let's go!

23:42.796 --> 23:48.802
(mellow music playing)

23:54.683 --> 23:57.102
Oh, are those Jessica's discharge papers?

23:58.228 --> 24:01.273
(sighs)
Crap. I still need to print them. Sorry.

24:02.149 --> 24:03.024
That's okay.

24:03.108 --> 24:04.860
-(sighs)
-That's okay.

24:05.777 --> 24:06.903
Meredith left.

24:09.489 --> 24:10.490
I'm aware.

24:10.574 --> 24:13.535
And now I don't know
what I'm even doing here.

24:15.662 --> 24:17.289
-Hmm.
-I just...

24:17.372 --> 24:19.374
I keep screwing up.

24:20.709 --> 24:22.669
With patients, with papers.

24:22.752 --> 24:26.798
And I can't even pay my gas bill
and, um...

24:29.593 --> 24:31.720
I... I want to believe

24:31.803 --> 24:34.806
that I'm here on my own merit but

24:35.640 --> 24:37.767
I keep wondering
if I'm just here because of her,

24:39.019 --> 24:40.604
and not because I'm supposed to be.

24:41.313 --> 24:42.189
Right.

24:45.233 --> 24:50.155
Okay. So... we were supposed to do
a directed donation today.

24:50.238 --> 24:53.825
Our patient fasted, our donor fasted.
We were prepped and ready.

24:53.909 --> 24:56.703
It was a transplant surgeon's
dream scenario.

24:57.996 --> 25:00.540
And then RJ gets hit by a car.

25:00.624 --> 25:05.212
And in a brutal coincidence, that accident
injures the very organ we need.

25:06.922 --> 25:09.424
Yeah, is this story is supposed to be
about me somehow?

25:11.676 --> 25:12.677
I'm saying...

25:13.887 --> 25:17.682
the things you worry about are almost
never the things that really go wrong.

25:17.766 --> 25:19.267
And the things that do go wrong,

25:20.727 --> 25:21.728
you couldn't have dreamt off.

25:23.939 --> 25:27.359
Your aunt did not accept you
to this program as a sentimentality.

25:28.151 --> 25:30.654
She's too good for that. And so are you.

25:34.366 --> 25:36.451
Get Jessica her discharge papers, okay?

25:36.910 --> 25:37.911
Yeah.

25:37.994 --> 25:44.000
(dramatic music playing)

25:49.214 --> 25:50.799
(sniffles) I'm sorry. I just...

25:52.634 --> 25:54.219
I needed a breath, and I, uh...

25:56.179 --> 25:57.472
but I can't go outside, so.

25:57.556 --> 26:00.183
Oh. Um...

26:00.267 --> 26:04.521
You know, there's a woman that
stands outside the clinic every Tuesday

26:04.604 --> 26:07.983
with a sign that says,
"Please don't do this."

26:08.066 --> 26:12.487
She doesn't, you know,
yell or try to get in the way.

26:12.571 --> 26:16.616
Even her sign is polite.
And it's still upsetting.

26:16.700 --> 26:19.494
I can't even imagine
doing what you're doing out there.

26:19.578 --> 26:20.745
I got a bullet-proof vest.

26:21.329 --> 26:22.455
-A what?
-(chuckles) Yeah.

26:23.248 --> 26:27.586
Yeah. An old OB friend of mine in Texas,
uh, suggested it.

26:27.669 --> 26:28.837
I thought she was overreacting.

26:28.920 --> 26:31.673
Then I found out her usual advice

26:31.756 --> 26:33.300
is to carry a gun.

26:34.593 --> 26:36.261
Or hire a bodyguard with a gun.

26:37.345 --> 26:39.973
-Clinics are being set on fire.
-Hmm.

26:40.557 --> 26:43.852
Staff are having acid thrown in their face
on their way to work.

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With the PRT, they just...
they broke one on the windows.

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Don't worry. I had it replaced.

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I'm not worried about the window.

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They doxed me.

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All of my information is online.

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My home address, my cell phone number.

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I got over 500 calls in one night.

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Then they broke into our garage
and graffitied Jake's car.

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So now he and Henry
are staying at his sister's.

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So you know, mom of the year.

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That sounds awful.
And I am so sorry that I suggested...

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-No, don't you be-- Don't be sorry.
-...that you go out there.

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I wouldn't have done anything differently.

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I'm not going to...

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(dramatic music playing)

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I'm not gonna quit. I can't quit.

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I mean, patients need this care, you know?

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But I put my family in danger and put--
Your clinic is in danger.

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You are in danger because of me.

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And how am I gonna go tell these new OBs
that they're gonna be okay when I'm not?

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I am exhausted.

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(voice breaking) I am terrified.

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-I'm not okay.
-Oh, honey. Oh.

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-(sobbing)
-Okay, okay, okay. Okay.

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Come on. It's okay.

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It's okay.

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MARCUS: We're setting up
an incident command post with PD now.

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North parking lot.

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Copy that. Thanks, Marcus.

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Have you heard from the clinic?

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Jo's not responding to texts.
Do you need somebody to go over there?

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That is exactly what I do not
need someone to do.

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Well, have you consider closing to trauma?

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Not yet.

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I really think you should.

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The media will probably want a statement.

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-Do you want me to work on one?
-Dr. Altman, there's a situation with--

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Alright, everybody stop.
I need to be able to think

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which is impossible to do

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when everyone is coming at me
at the same time.

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So can you please quiet your voices
so I can hear the one in my head?

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Okay. Whatever helps.

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What is going on?

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Did you want the voice
in your head to answer or...

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Talk, Schmitt.

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They're clinic patients,

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but the protesters wouldn't let them in
so they came here.

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They have appointments for their
annual pap smears, glucose tests,

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cervical cancer screenings, STD panels...

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Do I just send them home?

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No.

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Do you want to help?

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(indistinct shouting)

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All right. How are we doing?

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She's fully dilated.

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Andra, it's time to push.

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Oh, my God, we're doing this.

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No, no, no, we're not.
We're not doing this.

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Andra, the baby is coming.

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Well, tell her no. This is not
how this is supposed to happen.

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I don't have my epidural,
I don't have my husband,

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I don't have Dr. Kiu...

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Her OB. It's okay,

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you have like, 20 other doctors here.

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And I'm here!

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(voice breaking) But I paid
for the upgraded delivery room,

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with the soft lighting
and the comfy chair.

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And I'm supposed to have the warm blanket
that my mom sent from Maine.

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And... and what about
the delivery playlist?

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My baby's supposed to be born
to sounds of joy.

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Instead I have a starchy sheet
and a chorus of protesters

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and all I can hear
is "Baby killer. Baby killer."

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So please do not make me push.

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(sobs)

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♪ In the jungle, the mighty jungle ♪

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♪ The lion sleeps tonight ♪

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♪ In the jungle ♪

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♪ The quiet jungle
The lion sleeps tonight ♪

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♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪

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♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪

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♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪

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♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪

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-♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪
-♪ Eee ♪

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-♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪
-♪ Eee-ee-ee-ee-ee ♪

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-♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪
-♪ Ah-weem-ah-weem-ah-weh ♪

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In the village.

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♪ In the village, the peaceful village ♪

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♪ The lion sleeps tonight ♪

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Near the village.

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♪ Near the village, the peaceful village ♪

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♪ The lion sleeps tonight ♪

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-♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪
-♪ Eee ♪

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-♪ Eee-ee-ee-ee-ee ♪
-♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪

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-♪ Eee-um-um-ah-weh ♪
-♪ Ah-weem-ah-weh, ah-weem-ah-weh ♪

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(group singing in distance)

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(chuckles)

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(mellow music playing)

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-(groans)
-Yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes.

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Andra, are you ready to push?

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Good. Push.

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Let's push.

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(screams)

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Reload staplers.

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Vitals are dropping. BP's in the 80s.

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Keep suctioning.

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Systolic's in the 70s. We gotta move.

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There are tears everywhere.

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Overload him with fluids.

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We have to work faster.

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Saying that over and over
won't make it happen.

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-2-0 prolene.
-(monitor alarm)

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What are you doing? Hold my hand.

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-You're gonna want to remember this!
-How could I forget--

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(screams)

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-Andra, stop pushing for a moment.
-CARINA: What?

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-Head's bobbing.
-Okay, you switch.

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You and Bailey apply pressure.

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-May I?
-Sure.

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Andra, I'm Dr. Montgomery.

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Do you know what you're having?

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-Girl.
-ADDISON: Good.

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She's about to be welcomed
by about a hundred women.

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And, you. Need more ice chips.

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Okay, Andra,
your baby's shoulder is stuck.

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But Dr. DeLuca and Dr. Wilson are going
to bring your knees back into your chest,

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and Dr. Bailey's going to apply pressure
to your abdomen,

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and then I'm gonna take her out.

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-You promise?
-I promise.

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All right. You ready?

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Have you ever heard the joke

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about how many doctors it takes
to deliver a baby?

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(laughter)

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All right, ready? Push.

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(groaning)

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Oh, let's go this way.

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♪ Sometimes your life feels
Like a broken roller coaster ♪

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140 over 82. Very good.

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♪ A thousand useless moving parts ♪

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♪ Sometimes you spend your nights ♪

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♪ Too scared of getting closer ♪

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♪ Hiding out in the back seat
Of your car ♪

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Alright, I've got
your discharge paperwork.

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Can I stay a little longer?

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I want to be here
when RJ wakes up from surgery.

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I wanna see him.

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♪ The clouds are in your head ♪

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Pulse in the 60s. He's about to code.

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Alright, done. Removing the clamp.

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(monitor beeping)

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Pressure is coming back up.

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Okay, Millin, what's the next step
after this clamp is removed?

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We ventilate the lung
and then wait to see if it inflates.

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OWEN: And if it doesn't, Griffith?

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It means there's still a leak,
which we'll have to repair

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and then continue to monitor
the chest tube for air leaks post-op.

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-Good.
-All right. It's off. You can ventilate.

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♪ Hold on ♪

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♪ 'Cause somebody loves you ♪

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♪ You know trouble's
Always gonna be there ♪

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♪ Don't let it bring you
To your knees, yeah ♪

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♪ Look up ♪

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(exhales deeply)

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♪ Look up ♪

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♪ Hold on ♪

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Okay, we're almost there, Andra.
Need one more push.

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(exhales deeply)

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I don't think I can do this anymore.

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You can. I know you can.

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Ready? Push.

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(groaning)

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Yes!

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(baby crying)

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(laughs) There she is!

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(chuckles)

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You're gonna see your baby.

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(baby crying)

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(sobbing)

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She's perfect.

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There you go.

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♪ Look up ♪

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Hi, baby. (laughs)

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♪ Look up ♪

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♪ There's flowers in your hair ♪

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♪ Hold on ♪

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♪ 'Cause somebody loves you ♪

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♪ You know trouble's
Always gonna be there ♪

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-♪ Don't let it bring you to your knees ♪
-(laughs)

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♪ Look up ♪

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("Metamorphosis" by MILCK playing)

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-Hey. Is it okay if she...?
-Of course.

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♪ All these changes feel like death ♪

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Can I... can I touch him?

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SIMONE: Absolutely.

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♪ Yet my heart... ♪

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Dr. Ndugu was able to stop the bleeding

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and only had to remove
minimal lung tissue.

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We'll see how he recovers,

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but RJ may still be able to be a donor.

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I don't care about that.

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He just needs to be okay.

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♪ I can see my breath ♪

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You remember our first kiss?

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Under that street lamp on 24th?

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We were arguing over some essay.

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I just leaned in and went for it.

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And when you kissed me back...

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No one had ever kissed me
like that before.

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You changed my life in an instant.

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♪ Metamorphosis ♪

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♪ Give it a little more time ♪

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♪ A little more time ♪

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♪ My wet wings, they will dry ♪

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-Thank you.
-Teddy.

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Hi.

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The clinic overflow setup looks great.
Thank you.

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You're welcome. I'm just glad

36:12.920 --> 36:15.173
we didn't have
to turn those patients away.

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Today was a tough day.

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I mean, people had questions and opinions,
and they threw them at you.

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But you never lost sight
of the most important thing,

36:24.098 --> 36:25.099
keeping everyone safe.

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You did well, Altman.

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♪ ...in the faith of letting go ♪

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Thank you.

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You were an excellent choice for chief.

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Are you complimenting yourself now, sir?

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I believe I am.

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♪ Here I go ♪

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♪ Oh, pain and growth, you feed my soul ♪

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(sighs)

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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

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Seattle PD's almost finished
dispersing the crowd.

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We should be able to exit folks
out the back soon.

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Oh! Music to my ears! (laughs)
Oh. Um...

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Get Kwan and Yasuda
to help you organize people.

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Last thing we need
is a stampede out the door.

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We heard.

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-Not that we were eavesdropping.
-Come on.

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♪ Give it a little more time ♪

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♪ A little more time ♪

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I made you a Montgomery Mix.

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Orange, cranberry, and apple juice
to keep your blood sugar up.

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I made one for you, too.

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Thank you.

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How are you feeling?

37:20.112 --> 37:22.240
A little crampy. But okay.

37:23.157 --> 37:24.158
How about you?

37:25.701 --> 37:27.495
Relieved. Tired.

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Maybe a little delirious.

37:30.373 --> 37:31.540
(chuckles)

37:31.624 --> 37:33.834
That was the hardest thing
I've ever done in my life...

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but was it ever worth it.

37:37.338 --> 37:39.257
♪ Give it a little more time ♪

37:39.340 --> 37:42.051
♪ A little more time ♪

37:43.261 --> 37:47.723
♪ I was born for this ♪

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(music fades)

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NICK: Adams.

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We should start her back
on a combination therapy

37:56.148 --> 37:58.985
with a tyrosine kinase inhibitor
and an antifibrotic agent.

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I confirmed she's been vaccinated

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against influenza
and pneumococcal infection

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and I arranged consults
for physical therapy and GI.

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For Jessica.

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I mean, this could buy her time
for a transplant, right?

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-Yes, that is exactly right.
-Yeah.

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I wish I had just said
all of that to Pierce.

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(chuckles) Yeah.

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(sighs deeply)

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You know, it took me four times

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to get through the MCATs
and get into med school? Four times.

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-Seriously?
-Yes.

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I didn't wanna sit through the test.

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The standardized questions felt like
an absurd way to measure one's ability

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to take care of people.

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I would sit there, I would fixate on that,
and at some point...

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I'd get up and I'd go.

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Well, it worked out.

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It worked out only
because someone helped me figure it out.

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Come here, sit down.

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Come on, take this.

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I'm gonna show you
how to present to Pierce

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-in the way that she needs to hear it.
-Okay.

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Ignore everything else around you
except for the case, everything.

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Fewer words, fewer details.

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Now present me the patient name first.

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You're gonna do it twice
with the chart and once from memory.

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-All right.
-Let's go.

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Uh, Jessica Hall, 22.

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MEREDITH: When it comes to saving lives,
surgeons won't go down without a fight.

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Many of us refuse to give up easily
in our own lives, too.

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(video chat ringing)

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-TREY: Hey. Are you done early?
-Hey.

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No. I'm taking a break between surgeries.

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I'm about to hit the cafeteria.
I haven't eaten since morning.

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Hey, what do you think about a donut bar
instead of a wedding cake?

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Oh, you hate it. Okay, I'll stop.

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No, no. I just--

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I think we should get married before June.

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Like April-May?

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Or like next month?

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Oh.

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Wow. Okay.

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I want to do it
while my grandma can still come.

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We could do it
in my grandma's backyard.

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It's not Rock Hills Farm,
but I think it'd mean a lot to her.

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And to me.

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Do you hate me?

39:58.479 --> 40:00.272
-(chuckles)
-No.

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I love you.

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And I'll get to be your husband
that much sooner.

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It'll be better than a huge mansion
because it will be home...

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-And we need to find... Wait, I'll stop.
-No, go ahead.

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MEREDITH:
We can be stubborn and competitive.

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We don't like to lose.

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Protesters still out there?

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Uh, just a few. PD arrested some
and pushed the rest back, so.

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Um, well, after this consult,
I'll run back up there and check on RJ.

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That was an amazing save today, Ndugu.

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I don't know if you're still considering
the vascular fellowship,

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but... (sighs)
patients would suffer if you went back

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to being a student in the O.R.

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♪ So I'm letting go ♪

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Okay. Got it.

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-Great. Hey.
-Hey.

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-Oh, God, it's been a day.
-Well...

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it suits you.

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♪ I am a wave ♪

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Thanks.

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♪ I'mma keep on rollin' ♪

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(indistinct conversations)

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Okay.

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MEREDITH: But we're also human,

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and can get discouraged.

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When that happens, we have to look
for inspiration around us...

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MIKA: Okay.

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You got this, okay?
Just tell her the truth.

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(indistinct conversations)

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Dr. Montgomery,

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I just wanted to say thank you.
My partner wanted to do a babymoon,

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but I really wanted to do this.
I'm glad that I did.

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How far along are you?

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Twenty-eight weeks.
But there's something you should know--

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Oh, um...

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Oh. Here, let me get this.

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There's something you should know
about today.

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Earlier...

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(voice echoing) Get out of the way!

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JO: Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

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(tires screeching)

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♪ Hey, hey, hey, hey ♪

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Oh, my God.

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♪ Hey, hey, hey, hey ♪

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Ge-- Get gurneys!

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MARCUS: Stay back!

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-(indistinct shouting)
-I need backup!

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BAILEY: Addison, don't move.
Don't move. Don't move.

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♪ Hey, hey, hey, hey ♪

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♪ Hey, hey ♪

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MARCUS: Stay back! Stay back!

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BAILEY: Addison?

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MEREDITH:
...and find the strength to keep going.

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♪ Mm, mm ♪

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♪ I am a wave ♪

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(music fades)

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(closing theme music playing)
