WEBVTT 00:02.002 --> 00:03.586 (woman gasps) 00:03.670 --> 00:08.091 MEREDITH (VO): In 1952, Dr. Virginia Apgar pioneered a scoring system 00:08.174 --> 00:10.385 to quickly evaluate a newborn's physical health. 00:10.468 --> 00:11.636 (woman) Oh, my God! 00:11.720 --> 00:13.304 (siren wailling) 00:13.388 --> 00:16.599 MEREDITH (VO): It's given at one minute and five minutes after birth. 00:16.683 --> 00:18.768 And it assesses the baby's appearance, 00:18.852 --> 00:22.439 pulse, reflexes, muscle tone and breathing. 00:30.864 --> 00:34.200 The baby's medical team gives a score for each category, 00:34.284 --> 00:37.454 then adds them to gauge whether the baby needs immediate care. 00:38.538 --> 00:41.750 (siren wailing) 00:43.793 --> 00:47.047 Designed to fight infant mortality, the idea was simple... 00:51.634 --> 00:54.054 if we knew which babies were in trouble, could we save them? 00:59.225 --> 01:00.560 Incoming! 01:00.643 --> 01:02.228 (tires screech) 01:03.646 --> 01:05.440 Okay, we're clear. Let's get her out. 01:07.484 --> 01:10.153 -What do you got? -Tia Marwood, 29, 01:10.236 --> 01:12.781 28 weeks pregnant, auto versus pedestrian, 01:12.864 --> 01:15.408 blunt trauma to the abdomen, GCS, 14, 01:15.492 --> 01:18.286 she reported sharp abdominal pain, no vaginal bleeding. 01:18.369 --> 01:19.746 Let's get her in trauma three, let's go. 01:19.829 --> 01:21.664 Kwan and Bailey are right behind us with Addison. 01:21.748 --> 01:23.124 -Are you okay? -I'm okay. 01:23.208 --> 01:25.877 Until law enforcement confirms that there is no longer a threat, 01:25.960 --> 01:28.755 Grey Sloan is on a hospital-wide lockdown. 01:28.838 --> 01:31.216 All non-essential personnel are being dismissed. 01:31.299 --> 01:34.552 Only employees and incoming trauma patients. 01:34.636 --> 01:36.805 Hang on, hang on. All right. 01:36.888 --> 01:39.849 I was only clipped by the car. It's my shoulder. 01:39.933 --> 01:41.935 All right, Addison, we can only do it till we fully assess you-- 01:42.018 --> 01:43.228 -Okay, sorry, sorry. -ADDISON: My shoulder. 01:43.311 --> 01:44.813 Okay-- Okay, sorry. Bed five. 01:46.397 --> 01:48.274 I need an update from chief of security. 01:48.358 --> 01:49.567 -Bailey? -BAILEY: Yeah, I'm still here. 01:49.651 --> 01:51.736 Bailey... go check on Tia. 01:51.820 --> 01:52.737 Someone page X-ray. 01:52.821 --> 01:53.780 -Come on. Come on. -I'm on it. 01:53.863 --> 01:56.407 -Go. -OB-GYN has room upstairs 01:56.491 --> 01:58.493 for the rest of the clinic overflow. 01:58.576 --> 02:00.870 Once we're clear, we can start doing intake on this group here. 02:00.954 --> 02:03.373 Thank God! Proof of life. 02:03.456 --> 02:05.083 They said you were handling clinic patients, 02:05.166 --> 02:06.501 -so I called... -I'm fine. I wasn't out there. 02:06.584 --> 02:08.044 ...and you didn't answer and my mind went to a place... 02:08.128 --> 02:09.295 I'm sorry. I'm just... 02:09.379 --> 02:12.924 Hey... it's all good. Question answered. 02:13.007 --> 02:14.968 -(sighs) I've got to get back. -Yeah, of course. 02:15.051 --> 02:16.886 Yasuda, let's type and cross for blood. Call the blood bank 02:16.970 --> 02:19.430 and tell them to activate massive transfusion protocol. 02:19.514 --> 02:20.765 -On it. -OWEN: Okay. 02:20.849 --> 02:21.766 What do you see, Adams? 02:21.850 --> 02:23.935 Free fluid in the perihepatic and perisplenic areas. 02:24.018 --> 02:25.270 We need to get her to CT. 02:25.353 --> 02:27.021 Not until we receive the baby's tracing. 02:27.105 --> 02:30.608 I wish I wasn't a doctor. I wish I didn't understand how bad this is. 02:30.692 --> 02:31.860 We're doing everything we can. 02:31.943 --> 02:34.070 -Connor. -Who's Connor? 02:34.154 --> 02:35.905 Co-- Connor. It's his name. 02:35.989 --> 02:37.157 (breathing shakily) 02:37.240 --> 02:39.492 A-- After my father-in-law. 02:39.576 --> 02:42.287 Dr. Wilson, promise me that you're not gonna deliver him. 02:42.370 --> 02:44.414 It's too early, his lungs are not matured up yet, 02:44.497 --> 02:46.666 he's not ready. He needs more time. 02:46.749 --> 02:50.086 (sobbing) You and I both know he needs more time. 02:50.170 --> 02:52.881 -Please. -...activated blood is on the way. 02:52.964 --> 02:54.090 I need you to take some deep breaths. 02:54.174 --> 02:56.593 Okay, repetitive late decels, the baby is in distress. 02:56.676 --> 02:58.178 Then we need to get her upstairs right now. 02:58.261 --> 02:59.137 Yeah. 02:59.220 --> 03:01.264 Damn it. V-fib. Let's get a crash cart. 03:01.347 --> 03:03.433 -Okay, let's turn her on her left side. -Yeah. 03:03.516 --> 03:05.685 -Get ready to intubate. -OWEN: Drop some etomidate and SUX. 03:06.686 --> 03:07.896 Here's the cardiac board. 03:08.771 --> 03:11.816 Good, good. All right, I'm coming around... 03:11.900 --> 03:13.234 to do compressions. 03:13.318 --> 03:14.611 (machine beeping) 03:14.694 --> 03:16.487 Charge to 200, okay. Clear. 03:16.571 --> 03:18.114 (grunts) 03:18.198 --> 03:19.699 Okay... Alert the OR. 03:20.742 --> 03:22.452 OWEN: Again, charge to 200. 03:23.703 --> 03:24.996 -You didn't lose consciousness? -Clear. 03:25.079 --> 03:26.915 Get dizzy? Notice any vision changes? 03:26.998 --> 03:29.459 -I'm fine. -Left shoulder is dislocated. 03:29.542 --> 03:31.711 We need to reduce it under sedation and get you an MRI. 03:31.794 --> 03:34.631 I'm fine. I... I need to help Tia. 03:34.714 --> 03:37.926 She's right next to her and she's got six very capable doctors around her. 03:38.009 --> 03:39.260 Lift your arm a little bit. 03:39.344 --> 03:41.304 -(grunts) -(clattering) 03:41.387 --> 03:43.223 -Check her pulse. -What happened to you? 03:43.306 --> 03:44.766 I was grazed with a brick. 03:44.849 --> 03:48.519 The one thrown through the window? Has anyone ruled out a head injury? 03:48.603 --> 03:50.271 -Let's go. -I'm fine. 03:50.355 --> 03:52.607 People need to stop saying that. I'm coming back. 03:53.816 --> 03:55.109 Come on, come on... 03:55.193 --> 03:57.779 -(grunts) Just pop it back in. -Not without some sedatives. 03:57.862 --> 03:59.781 Just pop it back in, damn it! 03:59.864 --> 04:02.575 Griffith, stand behind her. Stabilize her shoulder. 04:04.744 --> 04:08.456 Okay. One, two... 04:08.539 --> 04:09.874 (screams) 04:10.416 --> 04:12.710 (grunts) 04:12.794 --> 04:15.046 Okay. Okay. 04:15.129 --> 04:16.756 Griffith, come with me. 04:16.839 --> 04:18.049 (sighs) 04:18.132 --> 04:19.467 (machine beeping) 04:19.550 --> 04:21.219 OWEN: And... clear. 04:22.553 --> 04:23.554 What's happening? 04:23.638 --> 04:26.432 No variability on fetal monitor, it's Category III tracing. 04:26.516 --> 04:27.558 How long? 04:28.351 --> 04:30.645 -How long? -Almost two minutes. 04:30.728 --> 04:33.147 We've tried multiple rounds of shock, epi, and bolus, 04:33.231 --> 04:34.649 she is bleeding out through her abdomen. 04:34.732 --> 04:37.735 CPR's not gonna work. Go ahead and prep the abdomen for a C-section. 04:37.819 --> 04:39.612 -Addison. -Come on and glove me. 04:39.696 --> 04:42.615 That baby is not gonna survive in the uterus any longer. 04:42.699 --> 04:44.575 We've got to get the baby out. We're not gonna let 04:44.659 --> 04:47.745 that person behind the wheel take two lives out of this family. 04:47.829 --> 04:51.040 OWEN: Okay, let's get an ex lap tray and some towels. 04:51.124 --> 04:52.500 And two units of blood. 04:52.583 --> 04:53.584 CARINA: Page the NICU. 04:53.668 --> 04:56.379 We need an incubator and a resuscitation team down here. 04:56.462 --> 04:58.923 Okay, I'll get gowned and gloved. Adams, take over. 04:59.007 --> 05:00.633 All right, get the lap pads ready. 05:01.467 --> 05:02.760 I'm so sorry 05:05.930 --> 05:07.765 Okay, we need to move faster. 05:07.849 --> 05:09.726 Come on. Come on! 05:09.809 --> 05:11.811 -OWEN: Are we ready? -10-blade. 05:14.897 --> 05:16.065 BAILEY: Stopping compression. 05:17.608 --> 05:18.735 Incision. 05:19.986 --> 05:22.864 (tense music playing) 05:33.958 --> 05:36.377 (telephone ringing) 05:36.461 --> 05:37.754 (sighs) 05:41.132 --> 05:43.760 OWEN: I'm going to extend the incision. 05:43.843 --> 05:46.179 Suction. Let's give another round of epi. 05:46.262 --> 05:47.680 Dr. Yasuda, break's over. 05:47.764 --> 05:50.391 If they don't need you in there, go do intake on bed four. 05:52.060 --> 05:54.354 I need more retraction. 05:54.437 --> 05:56.397 OWEN: Okay, there's bleeding in the liver and spleen. Lap pads. 05:56.481 --> 05:58.316 LUCAS: Isn't she already gone? Why are we packing her? 05:58.399 --> 06:00.151 'Cause we don't stop until we do everything that we can, okay? 06:00.234 --> 06:02.028 -More lap pads. -How are we doing, DeLuca? 06:02.111 --> 06:03.196 I've got him. 06:03.863 --> 06:05.448 -He's out. -Wilson, cut the cord. 06:05.531 --> 06:06.491 Yeah. 06:06.574 --> 06:08.409 Oxygen mask. And prepare for suction and intubation. 06:08.493 --> 06:10.703 Hey, baby boy, hang on for us. 06:10.787 --> 06:12.663 Okay, restarting chest compressions. 06:12.747 --> 06:14.457 OWEN: Okay, hang two units of blood and push one of epi. 06:14.540 --> 06:15.958 Come on, Tia. Come one. 06:17.377 --> 06:21.297 Come on. Tia. Come on! 06:21.381 --> 06:23.758 (machine beeping) 06:23.841 --> 06:24.759 There. 06:25.343 --> 06:26.386 Okay. 06:26.469 --> 06:28.388 -Oh, thank God. -Let's get her to the O.R. 06:28.471 --> 06:29.764 while she still has a pulse. 06:29.847 --> 06:31.557 Can somebody give me her husband's number? 06:31.641 --> 06:32.683 I'm on it. 06:32.767 --> 06:34.685 CARINA: Okay, I'm intubating the baby now. 06:34.769 --> 06:36.771 Griffith, make sure NICU knows we're coming. 06:36.854 --> 06:38.231 Yes, Dr. Montgomery. 06:42.693 --> 06:44.320 Essential personnel only. 06:44.404 --> 06:45.571 We're first responders! 06:45.655 --> 06:46.697 You guys got patients with you? 06:46.781 --> 06:50.326 My wife runs the clinic. Miranda Bailey. Our daughter is upstairs in the daycare. 06:50.410 --> 06:51.994 This entrance is closed. 06:52.578 --> 06:54.080 -Dr. Altman! -Hey, Ted... Teddy. 06:55.331 --> 06:57.667 -It's okay. They're with me. -Essential personnel only. 06:57.750 --> 06:59.210 I'm chief of surgery. They're essential. 07:01.462 --> 07:03.381 -Have you seen Carina? -She's in surgery. 07:03.464 --> 07:06.092 -Oh, my God. -She's-- She's doing surgery. She's okay. 07:06.175 --> 07:08.428 -And Bailey's okay too. -Oh, thank God! 07:08.511 --> 07:10.555 If anyone else gives you trouble, just have them page me. 07:10.638 --> 07:12.014 -All right. Thanks, Teddy. -Thank you. 07:13.975 --> 07:17.145 This process seems to take a lot longer when you're on the other side of it. 07:17.228 --> 07:18.312 Almost done. 07:19.480 --> 07:23.234 You remember when being a doctor was considered heroic? 07:23.317 --> 07:25.319 Like firefighters and teachers. 07:25.403 --> 07:29.365 Who does this? I mean, who throws bricks and runs cars into doctors? 07:30.199 --> 07:32.326 Scans are up. What do you see? 07:34.829 --> 07:37.039 No bleeding. No fractures. 07:37.123 --> 07:39.250 No traumatic brain injuries. 07:39.333 --> 07:41.627 Then can someone get me out of here so I can go back to work? 07:41.711 --> 07:44.172 AMELIA: Not so fast. You could be concussed. So you should go home. 07:44.255 --> 07:45.173 BLUE: I live alone. 07:45.256 --> 07:48.050 I go home and fall asleep, I could die and no one would know. 07:48.134 --> 07:52.263 Okay, fine. But you need to be supervised and undergo regular neuro checks. 07:52.346 --> 07:54.765 -I... I don't wanna supervise him. -I don't care. 07:54.849 --> 07:57.018 He can't do any procedures or scrub in. 07:57.101 --> 07:59.520 Only let him do notes and patient intake. 07:59.604 --> 08:02.607 And page me if he has any dizziness or headaches. 08:02.690 --> 08:05.359 BLUE: Hello. Hello? 08:08.571 --> 08:09.614 -Hey. -Hey. 08:10.698 --> 08:13.576 -Did you need something? -No, I just wanted to check in? 08:13.659 --> 08:14.702 Dr. Pierce. 08:15.995 --> 08:19.081 Well, Mr. Lingenfelser's post-op cardiac index is improving. 08:19.165 --> 08:21.292 I think we can discharge in the morning. 08:21.375 --> 08:22.668 Okay, that's good. 08:23.628 --> 08:26.047 I was actually checking on you. 08:28.841 --> 08:29.884 Is everyone okay? 08:29.967 --> 08:33.054 There's a pregnant doctor who might not be. 08:34.764 --> 08:37.266 I just... I cannot process this. 08:37.350 --> 08:39.227 So I just need to focus on my patients. 08:40.144 --> 08:42.271 Like, if I keep telling myself that everything is fine, 08:42.355 --> 08:44.190 then eventually that'll make it true, right? 08:44.273 --> 08:47.401 Yeah. The world doesn't make a whole lot of sense right now. 08:47.485 --> 08:49.111 No, it doesn't. 08:49.195 --> 08:50.863 Oh, Sound Science sent copies of the issue 08:50.947 --> 08:52.782 for the "Partial Heart Transplant Feature." 08:52.865 --> 08:54.700 So I left one for you in the lounge. 08:55.660 --> 08:56.661 What did you think? 08:58.246 --> 08:59.580 You didn't read it? 08:59.664 --> 09:01.374 I got paged as soon as I started it. 09:01.999 --> 09:03.876 But I'm sure you did great. 09:06.754 --> 09:07.672 Winston... 09:08.714 --> 09:09.590 Yeah. 09:11.717 --> 09:12.843 Thanks for checking in. 09:17.223 --> 09:20.309 M as in "Mary", I as in "Igloo", L as in "Larry--" 09:20.393 --> 09:22.728 Yes, Ms. Anderson, I have paged Dr. Millin. 09:22.812 --> 09:24.480 But Dr. Yasuda should have done your intake. 09:24.564 --> 09:25.606 -Where did she-- -JULES: Max. 09:25.690 --> 09:27.650 -Jules. -What are you doing here? 09:27.733 --> 09:29.068 Being paranoid. 09:29.151 --> 09:31.237 Norma needs a knee replacement. 09:31.320 --> 09:33.030 Maxine thinks she's a doctor. 09:33.114 --> 09:35.658 Ms. Douglas, your knee is very swollen. 09:35.741 --> 09:37.618 You see? I told you. 09:37.702 --> 09:41.247 -We heard some doctors got hit by a car. -Was that you? 09:41.330 --> 09:45.042 No, no. I'm okay. But thanks for your concern. 09:45.126 --> 09:47.044 Ms. Douglas, have you had a fall recently? 09:47.128 --> 09:49.046 -No. -Any history of gout? 09:49.130 --> 09:51.424 Rheumatoid arthritis? Osteoarthritis? 09:51.882 --> 09:54.635 Okay. Dr. Millin, page ortho for her knee. 09:54.719 --> 09:58.764 Wait, she won't tell you, but I will. It burns when she pees. 09:58.848 --> 09:59.807 Norma. 09:59.890 --> 10:03.060 Max, you have to say something. You remember what happened last time? 10:03.144 --> 10:04.687 It could be another UTI. 10:04.770 --> 10:07.732 I'll get you a cup for urinalysis. Anything else? 10:08.357 --> 10:09.692 Orange spice tea? 10:09.775 --> 10:11.235 You know the one I like. 10:11.319 --> 10:12.528 I'll see what I can do. 10:15.531 --> 10:16.782 Your grandma's a piece of work. 10:16.866 --> 10:18.868 Oh, Max isn't my grandma. She's my roommate. 10:20.286 --> 10:21.746 BRANDON: How severe are her injuries? 10:21.829 --> 10:23.998 We won't know until we get her into the O.R., 10:24.081 --> 10:25.791 but your wife has lost a lot of blood. 10:25.875 --> 10:28.294 BRANDON: Dr. Bailey, I have been married to a doctor for five years. 10:28.377 --> 10:30.046 I know when you're hedging. 10:30.129 --> 10:31.672 Please, just tell me what's going on. 10:32.298 --> 10:35.593 Okay, Tia went into cardiac arrest in the trauma bay, 10:35.676 --> 10:38.929 which forced us to have to perform an emergency C-section. 10:39.013 --> 10:41.891 We have a team resuscitating the baby as we speak. 10:41.974 --> 10:43.768 The baby? Is our baby-- 10:43.851 --> 10:45.895 Yes. Your baby. Your son. 10:45.978 --> 10:49.190 I will be on the first flight. Do whatever you have to do to save him. 10:50.024 --> 10:50.941 Please. 10:51.025 --> 10:52.526 -You have my word. -BRANDON: Thank you. 10:53.736 --> 10:57.239 Okay. Tell reception to keep an eye out for Mr. Marwood. 10:57.865 --> 10:59.033 And then scrub in. 10:59.116 --> 11:00.284 Yeah, will do. 11:14.590 --> 11:15.591 I'm okay. 11:21.263 --> 11:24.684 ADDISON: Umbilical lines are in. First hurdle is cleared. 11:25.476 --> 11:27.687 -What's that? -Getting him here alive. 11:30.022 --> 11:32.274 O2 is dropping. Heart rate's in the 60s, falling fast. 11:32.358 --> 11:33.275 Ambu. 11:33.359 --> 11:34.485 (machine beeping) 11:41.575 --> 11:45.204 Your breathing is equal on both sides. I'm gonna start chest compressions. 11:45.287 --> 11:47.039 Okay, little man, 11:47.123 --> 11:48.457 when your mama gets out of surgery, 11:48.541 --> 11:50.751 she's gonna wanna see you on the other side 11:50.835 --> 11:53.879 She's been through way too much for you to give up now. 11:53.963 --> 11:56.924 Okay? So I'm not letting you give up. 11:57.007 --> 11:58.259 Not today. 12:01.637 --> 12:02.680 Sats are improving. 12:03.389 --> 12:04.390 He's back. 12:04.473 --> 12:05.891 Oh, thank God. 12:06.767 --> 12:08.602 -You feeling okay over there? -Yeah. 12:08.686 --> 12:12.815 I think I just held my breath that entire time. That was-- 12:12.898 --> 12:15.651 -Scary? -Abject terror is more like it. 12:16.777 --> 12:18.195 Welcome to the NICU. 12:29.248 --> 12:31.083 What's the best approach for dural sutures? 12:31.876 --> 12:33.961 Do you know the best approach for dural suturing? 12:34.044 --> 12:35.296 (flashlight clicks) 12:36.005 --> 12:38.424 Oh, no, you're fine. And it's continuous sutures. 12:41.177 --> 12:45.181 I got a question for you. Why do you live with a 90-year-old? 12:45.264 --> 12:49.018 Maxine is 81, and I was friends with her grandson in med school. 12:49.101 --> 12:51.687 She offered to sublet me her extra room 12:51.771 --> 12:53.939 for a third of what I would pay anywhere else. 12:54.023 --> 12:56.484 She also makes amazing matzo ball soup. 12:56.567 --> 12:59.236 And I don't have to worry about being quiet when I come home late 12:59.320 --> 13:01.739 because she takes her hearing aids out at night. It's a win-win. 13:02.907 --> 13:03.866 Hi. 13:03.949 --> 13:05.576 So her knee is okay? 13:05.659 --> 13:07.828 According to the X-ray, there's no sign of a fracture. 13:07.912 --> 13:09.663 -Told ya. -However, there is 13:09.747 --> 13:11.081 a lot of fluid build-up. 13:11.165 --> 13:14.043 I'd like to take a sample to rule out septic arthritis. 13:14.126 --> 13:15.085 Can I take a look? 13:15.169 --> 13:17.254 You can look at anything you want. 13:17.338 --> 13:18.714 Hey. Easy, Norma. 13:18.798 --> 13:21.842 For God's sake, Norma, Jules tells me all the time. 13:21.926 --> 13:23.469 We can't talk like that anymore. 13:23.552 --> 13:25.221 Have you seen him? 13:26.222 --> 13:28.390 What do you think, doc? These popsicle sticks 13:28.474 --> 13:30.184 got me all the way to the State Championship 13:30.267 --> 13:31.936 back in my majorette days. 13:32.019 --> 13:34.438 (laughs) Norma's worse than me. 13:35.815 --> 13:38.234 Okay. You ready to learn how to aspirate a knee? 13:38.317 --> 13:39.443 Absolutely. 13:40.152 --> 13:42.196 I'll do it. Concussions to the back. 13:45.991 --> 13:47.910 Okay. We're gonna tap the knee now. 13:49.411 --> 13:50.746 I'd like to tap that. 13:50.830 --> 13:52.957 (chuckles) 13:55.125 --> 13:56.252 Oh, my God. 13:56.335 --> 13:57.419 Okay. 13:57.503 --> 14:00.506 -Chief Altman, can I walk with you? -If you can walk fast. 14:01.257 --> 14:04.385 How are you holding up today? Today must be a crazy day to be chief. 14:04.468 --> 14:07.680 I've got Seattle PD and hospital security briefing me every minute, 14:07.763 --> 14:09.932 planning for every possible threat. 14:10.015 --> 14:12.017 You know, I'm really good in a crisis, 14:12.101 --> 14:15.646 but no matter how many times you've been in literal warfare, it never gets easier. 14:15.729 --> 14:17.690 Also, I haven't eaten in hours. 14:17.773 --> 14:20.776 And if one more person mentions "risk assessment" or "liability," 14:20.860 --> 14:23.153 I might just walk out of here and never come back. 14:23.237 --> 14:25.781 Though I'm kind of feeling better. Thanks for asking. 14:25.865 --> 14:29.285 Yeah, I was actually going to ask your advice about something. 14:29.368 --> 14:31.954 So, the Sound Science article came out today, 14:32.037 --> 14:33.455 about the partial heart transplant... 14:33.539 --> 14:36.625 Congratulations. I'm looking forward to reading it once things calm down. 14:36.709 --> 14:38.752 Maybe skip the part where they quoted me saying that 14:38.836 --> 14:41.213 I assembled a team of highly-skilled assistants, 14:41.297 --> 14:44.300 including my husband, Dr. Winston Ndugu. 14:44.383 --> 14:45.634 Did you say that? 14:45.718 --> 14:48.721 (sighs) I also said that he's a highly skilled surgeon 14:48.804 --> 14:51.640 and that it was a 50-50 effort, but they didn't put that. 14:51.724 --> 14:54.602 So now it looks like you're taking all the credit and insulting your husband. 14:54.685 --> 14:57.062 -Exactly. -How can I help you out with this? 14:57.146 --> 15:00.941 Can the hospital ask for a correction? Please. 15:02.359 --> 15:04.403 I wouldn't ask if this wasn't urgent. 15:04.486 --> 15:06.530 Okay, I will put a call in to the PR department 15:06.614 --> 15:07.781 once I get through today 15:07.865 --> 15:11.076 but, Pierce, you really should talk to your husband. 15:11.160 --> 15:14.038 Owen and I didn't talk for months, and it nearly broke us. 15:14.121 --> 15:17.416 Do not wait for the hospital to issue a statement. 15:19.335 --> 15:21.795 Okay, let's get started. Sorry, I'm late. 15:22.963 --> 15:24.006 (sighs) 15:25.633 --> 15:26.675 Excuse me. 15:28.719 --> 15:30.220 (chuckles) 15:30.304 --> 15:32.389 All that chaos outside, and look at her. 15:32.473 --> 15:35.309 Not a care in the world, just putting ears on a potato. (chuckles) 15:38.854 --> 15:40.773 (sighs) Really shifts your perspective, doesn't it? 15:47.905 --> 15:49.239 LINK: How's she doing? 15:49.990 --> 15:51.200 Well, it's Addison. 15:51.867 --> 15:54.870 She isn't listening to anyone, including her own body, 15:54.954 --> 15:56.580 as long as she can take care of a patient. 15:56.664 --> 15:58.540 But I know she's in pain because she's biting her lip, 15:58.624 --> 15:59.792 which is something that she does 15:59.875 --> 16:01.293 when she's trying to distract herself from something. 16:01.377 --> 16:03.379 I know she means a lot to you. 16:03.462 --> 16:04.964 A lot doesn't describe it. 16:05.047 --> 16:07.508 I think the universe felt badly 16:07.591 --> 16:10.552 when I got stuck with my three biological sisters, 16:10.636 --> 16:15.182 so (chuckles) it eventually gave me Addison, and Meredith, and Maggie. 16:16.433 --> 16:17.768 (mobile dings and vibrate) 16:19.478 --> 16:20.729 They need me in the ICU. 16:21.814 --> 16:22.773 Go. 16:22.856 --> 16:26.110 (sighs) I can stay. I'll observe her range of motion, 16:26.193 --> 16:28.946 and keep an eye out for the lip bite. 16:29.029 --> 16:31.615 She still needs that follow-up X-ray, MRI, 16:31.699 --> 16:33.826 and another neurovascular exam. 16:33.909 --> 16:36.370 Amelia... I've got her. 16:40.249 --> 16:41.959 (sighs) 16:47.923 --> 16:52.302 (breathing shakily) 16:56.473 --> 16:57.641 Dr. Yasuda? 17:01.186 --> 17:02.646 Yasuda, are you okay? 17:03.814 --> 17:04.982 (shaking)I don't think I am. 17:07.026 --> 17:08.986 -OWEN: Decompensating. -JO: Her spleen's shattered. 17:09.069 --> 17:10.738 Multiple lacerations to the liver as well. 17:10.821 --> 17:13.198 BAILEY: Let's prep for a splenectomy and give her cryo. 17:13.282 --> 17:16.952 You know, she was our very first applicant for the fellowship? 17:17.036 --> 17:19.371 I remember. In the interview, you told her we were concerned 17:19.455 --> 17:21.832 her pregnancy could make the timing challenging 17:21.915 --> 17:23.625 because she was coming all the way from Tennessee. 17:23.709 --> 17:25.252 Then she said, "I'm about to become a mother, 17:25.335 --> 17:26.754 what could be more challenging than that?" 17:26.837 --> 17:28.380 No one could've seen this coming, Bailey. 17:28.464 --> 17:31.759 Coming here wasn't a requirement of her program. 17:31.842 --> 17:33.969 But she came anyway, while pregnant. 17:34.053 --> 17:36.680 Because she wanted to help other pregnant women. 17:36.764 --> 17:38.724 And today she became a mother. 17:38.807 --> 17:40.851 That's our patient. That's who we're saving. 17:40.934 --> 17:42.186 (machine beeping) 17:42.269 --> 17:43.353 She's coding. 17:44.104 --> 17:45.355 Come on, Tia. 17:49.860 --> 17:51.445 (machine continues beeping) 17:51.528 --> 17:53.947 -Hang more FFP. -Moving the spleen. 17:54.948 --> 17:56.450 (mobile phone ringing) 17:56.533 --> 17:58.702 Dr. Bailey, it's yours. It's Tia's husband. 17:58.786 --> 18:02.206 Okay. We'll call him when we can. She's still bleeding everywhere. 18:02.289 --> 18:04.666 Her body can't clot or oxygenate. 18:04.750 --> 18:06.919 Liver's still oozing. I just need a little more time to control these bleeders. 18:07.002 --> 18:08.712 -Dr. Bailey? -Silence it. 18:08.796 --> 18:09.963 -I'm on it. -How are we, Knox? 18:10.047 --> 18:13.258 She's severely acidotic. Base deficit is minus ten. I'm giving TXA. 18:13.342 --> 18:14.259 There's blood in her NGT. 18:14.343 --> 18:16.053 Her temperature's dropping fast, Dr. Hunt. 18:16.136 --> 18:17.930 She didn't give up downstairs, I'm not giving up in here. 18:18.013 --> 18:20.099 If we continue operating, she won't make it out of this O.R. 18:20.182 --> 18:23.477 Look, she's acidotic, hypothermic and coagulopathic. 18:23.560 --> 18:26.271 Let's take her to the ICU and give her a break. 18:28.232 --> 18:30.734 Fine, let's pack her. Give me as much lap pads as we have. 18:30.818 --> 18:32.194 Let's go, let's go, let's go. 18:40.536 --> 18:41.954 Are you okay? 18:42.037 --> 18:44.039 I-- I have a patient in six centimeters, so I... 18:44.123 --> 18:45.833 -You have to go. -I have to go. 18:48.377 --> 18:49.586 Thank you for coming. 18:53.549 --> 18:54.591 Hey, Cathy... 18:54.675 --> 18:55.676 (door closes) 18:55.759 --> 18:56.802 (deep sigh) 18:56.885 --> 18:59.930 (breathing heavily) 19:10.107 --> 19:13.777 The cold will help ground you in the present. 19:13.861 --> 19:14.862 Break the shock. 19:14.945 --> 19:17.156 (breathing heavily) 19:18.490 --> 19:23.412 Why don't you take a look around this room and name five objects that you see? 19:24.538 --> 19:26.331 -Bedpan. -That's one. 19:26.957 --> 19:29.084 -Stool. -Two. 19:29.960 --> 19:31.003 Lab coat. 19:31.086 --> 19:32.087 Three. 19:34.047 --> 19:36.842 I'm mortified. I just froze. 19:36.925 --> 19:38.594 Surgeons can't freeze. 19:38.677 --> 19:39.845 You weren't at an O.R. 19:39.928 --> 19:43.348 No, I can't get Tia out of my head, just lying there, and I... 19:43.432 --> 19:45.559 I just keep thinking that it could have been any of us. 19:45.642 --> 19:46.685 It could have been me. 19:47.227 --> 19:48.645 I'm a monster for saying it, but-- 19:48.729 --> 19:49.605 You're not. 19:50.981 --> 19:54.526 And do not apologize for your reaction to a traumatic event. 19:55.485 --> 19:57.070 Today was not normal. 19:58.155 --> 20:00.157 -It was violent. -Yeah. 20:00.616 --> 20:02.534 The clinic was attacked. You were attacked. 20:02.618 --> 20:03.535 You didn't sign up for that. 20:03.619 --> 20:06.371 And that is not what this job is supposed to be. 20:10.000 --> 20:14.004 So look, take whatever time you need, whatever space. 20:14.546 --> 20:16.215 It's what makes you human. 20:19.092 --> 20:22.554 -(melancholy music playing) -(breathing heavily) 20:24.306 --> 20:26.642 -What's 64 divided by eight? -Eight. 20:26.725 --> 20:27.976 I wasn't asking you. 20:28.060 --> 20:29.561 Don't you have other patients to bother? 20:29.645 --> 20:33.065 Oh, Norma and Maxine's prelim test results are in. 20:37.110 --> 20:38.946 We have your initial results. 20:39.029 --> 20:40.948 Max, would you like to come with me? 20:41.031 --> 20:44.993 Non-sense. Whatever you have to say to one of us, you could say to both of us. 20:45.077 --> 20:47.579 -Are you comfortable with this? -Oh, you know me. 20:47.663 --> 20:50.624 I haven't cared about propriety since 1986. 20:54.336 --> 20:55.295 You have gonorrhea. 20:57.005 --> 20:59.716 Both of you, if that wasn't clear. 20:59.800 --> 21:02.886 Yours settled in your knee. It's called gonococcal arthritis. 21:03.637 --> 21:06.890 Gonorrhea is contracted by having sexual intercourse-- 21:06.974 --> 21:08.308 We know how you get it. 21:09.059 --> 21:11.853 We have to ask you to call all of your sexual partners. 21:11.937 --> 21:12.854 Now? 21:13.438 --> 21:17.818 It's advisable to get anyone who has been exposed treated 21:17.901 --> 21:19.611 regardless of their test results. 21:20.737 --> 21:22.823 You didn't tell me you were sleeping with someone. 21:22.906 --> 21:24.866 You didn't tell me, either. 21:24.950 --> 21:30.038 I wanted to, but it's not exactly the conversation for the mahjong table. 21:30.122 --> 21:31.832 (mobile phone ringing) 21:31.915 --> 21:33.959 -Hi, this is Happy Hal. -Hi, this is Happy Hal. 21:34.042 --> 21:35.294 -I'm sorry I missed ya. -I'm sorry I missed ya. 21:35.377 --> 21:37.546 -I'm out on the town, doing my thing. -I'm out on the town, doing my thing. 21:37.629 --> 21:39.631 -Please leave your name and number... -Please leave your name and number... 21:39.715 --> 21:41.591 -...and I'll get back to you. -...and I'll get back to you. 21:41.675 --> 21:43.176 Well, this is awkward. 21:49.725 --> 21:51.268 -(sighs) -I thought we might find you here. 21:51.685 --> 21:53.312 Carina's delivering a baby. 21:53.395 --> 21:55.230 She operated on the doctor who got hit. 21:55.314 --> 21:57.983 She delivered that doctor's baby, and now she's delivering another baby, 21:58.066 --> 21:59.067 and she's a miracle worker. 21:59.484 --> 22:02.988 I don't stop to think about it enough, but my wife is a bringer of life. 22:03.071 --> 22:04.823 I'm sorry, I just needed to hear her voice. 22:04.906 --> 22:07.576 I get it, I get it. It's a scary day. 22:08.410 --> 22:09.953 Guess this is what it feels like. 22:10.037 --> 22:12.998 -What do you mean? -To be married to us. 22:13.081 --> 22:15.083 When you and I found out that something had happened at the clinic, 22:15.167 --> 22:16.501 we both ran here. 22:16.585 --> 22:19.546 We had to know that they were okay. We had to... 22:19.629 --> 22:20.630 (groans) 22:20.714 --> 22:22.341 We had to see it. 22:22.424 --> 22:25.093 Yeah. My stomach literally went upside down. 22:25.469 --> 22:28.513 Like I felt it turn. Like I actually might need surgery. 22:28.597 --> 22:31.058 We do that to them on a daily basis. 22:31.141 --> 22:33.852 God, it feels awful. We're awful people. 22:33.935 --> 22:35.312 (scoffs) 22:35.395 --> 22:37.606 But they knew what they were getting into though, right? 22:37.689 --> 22:41.193 Carina did. Bailey married you when you were still a doctor. 22:41.735 --> 22:44.613 Hey, vitals look good. He looks stable for now. 22:45.906 --> 22:46.948 (sighs) 22:48.492 --> 22:49.868 Griffith, you need a break? 22:49.951 --> 22:52.871 I mean, I'm kinda the one who got hit by a car over here. 22:52.954 --> 22:54.539 Sorry, I just... 22:55.624 --> 22:57.584 I was in here when I was born. 22:57.667 --> 22:59.878 -In the NICU? -In this NICU. 22:59.961 --> 23:02.881 My mom was somewhere on another floor, fighting for her life. 23:03.507 --> 23:06.927 And I'm just... amazed. 23:07.677 --> 23:08.637 Amazed by what? 23:08.720 --> 23:12.224 Someone like you did this for me. Someone like you saved my life. 23:13.517 --> 23:16.311 He's bradycardic. Start chest compressions and keep 'em coming. 23:20.440 --> 23:21.983 No breath sounds. The Ambu. 23:22.067 --> 23:23.527 Sats are dropping. Do we need an X-ray? 23:23.610 --> 23:24.986 There's no time for that. Give me your pen light. 23:25.070 --> 23:27.531 -What? Why? -Ask questions later, Griffith. 23:27.614 --> 23:28.990 Okay. And turn that light off. Now. 23:34.538 --> 23:37.916 See how this side lights up and this side doesn't? 23:37.999 --> 23:40.669 He's got a pneumothorax. I need a 22-gauge needle and a syringe. 23:40.752 --> 23:41.711 Hurry, please. 23:41.795 --> 23:43.130 (machine beeping) 23:50.387 --> 23:51.555 Okay. 23:52.389 --> 23:53.473 Ten cc's of air. 24:00.939 --> 24:02.149 And I have breath sounds. 24:02.607 --> 24:05.694 Heart rate's coming up. Sats are normalizing. Are you okay? 24:06.069 --> 24:08.572 I'm fine. Can we get an oscillator and prep for a chest tube? 24:08.655 --> 24:10.532 And give him another dose of surfactant. 24:13.076 --> 24:14.202 Okay. 24:16.663 --> 24:20.000 No, I got this, Wilson. You go check up on your other patients. 24:20.083 --> 24:22.294 Are you sure? Because I know that she just-- 24:22.377 --> 24:23.253 I'm sure. 24:24.796 --> 24:26.047 Okay. 24:36.558 --> 24:39.561 (sighs) 24:45.400 --> 24:48.695 (melancholy music playing) 24:53.241 --> 24:55.952 Hi, you've reached Brandon Marwood. Please leave a message. 24:58.538 --> 25:02.959 Mr. Marwood, it's Dr. Bailey from Grey Sloan. 25:03.043 --> 25:06.546 I know you're on a plane right now, but I have an update. 25:06.630 --> 25:10.258 Tia has been transferred to the ICU. 25:10.967 --> 25:15.931 We're gonna let her rest for a few hours, and then take her back to the O.R. 25:16.014 --> 25:19.309 and finish repairing her injuries. 25:20.101 --> 25:21.686 (sighs) 25:22.479 --> 25:24.147 We'll be right here waiting for you. 25:25.482 --> 25:26.691 I won't leave her side. 25:36.201 --> 25:40.330 So, she's your Tuesday night "standing canasta game?" 25:40.413 --> 25:43.792 And she's your, "Well, I'll just go take a nap in the community room?" 25:43.875 --> 25:46.962 -Ladies, please. -You said you didn't even like blondes! 25:47.045 --> 25:49.631 -She's not a natural blonde. -I am so! 25:49.714 --> 25:52.259 Okay, Max, calm down, calm down. Norma, you calm down too. 25:52.342 --> 25:55.929 Hal, if you could just sit by Dr. Kwan. 25:56.012 --> 25:57.722 Sir, your results should be back soon, 25:57.806 --> 26:01.601 but we'd like to give you the shot anyway because you're likely the source. 26:01.685 --> 26:05.021 That's impossible. I am healthy as a horse. 26:05.105 --> 26:07.649 The most common STD symptoms are often no symptoms at all. 26:07.732 --> 26:09.067 -Oh, my God. -You'll need to contact 26:09.150 --> 26:10.193 your sexual partners. 26:10.277 --> 26:12.320 -All of 'em? -Yes. 26:12.404 --> 26:13.280 Hal? 26:14.030 --> 26:15.740 Oh, jeez. 26:18.368 --> 26:21.663 Hazel Rothman. Judy Booth. 26:21.746 --> 26:24.291 Oh, yeah, Martha from water aerobics. 26:24.374 --> 26:25.750 Not Martha. 26:25.834 --> 26:27.586 She's 98. 26:27.669 --> 26:29.504 -You're an ageist! -And you're a liar! 26:29.588 --> 26:30.672 -You're a filthy liar! -You son of a bitch! 26:30.755 --> 26:33.883 -And you're not even that good in bed. -This is officially an outbreak. 26:33.967 --> 26:35.927 Contact the housing manager and let them know 26:36.011 --> 26:39.347 that the residents are spreading gonorrhea and need tests. 26:39.431 --> 26:40.807 And condoms. 26:40.890 --> 26:42.517 But Millin lives there. Can't she just leave a note 26:42.601 --> 26:44.269 -on the social halls or something? -I don't care. 26:44.352 --> 26:47.147 Just somebody let them know. Sooner rather than later. 26:48.023 --> 26:49.274 It's remarkable. 26:50.859 --> 26:54.112 The resilience. The will to live. 26:54.195 --> 26:56.656 Yeah. It never ceases to amaze me. 27:01.578 --> 27:04.205 -Tia? -Stable. For now. 27:04.873 --> 27:07.584 And Dr. Lincoln is waiting for you. 27:07.667 --> 27:09.127 Yeah, tell him I'll be there soon. 27:09.210 --> 27:10.420 Yeah, so he said you'd say that, 27:10.503 --> 27:13.423 and that I should say, if you wanna operate again, 27:13.506 --> 27:15.800 soon should be now. 27:15.884 --> 27:18.637 And then he said that if I couldn't get you to come out, 27:18.720 --> 27:20.680 he'd make me pay for it. 27:21.598 --> 27:22.766 -Personally. -Oh, my God. 27:22.849 --> 27:24.392 I'm coming. Just... 27:25.518 --> 27:28.480 Page me if anything changes. Immediately. 27:35.195 --> 27:37.405 Mind if I stay with Connor? 27:38.615 --> 27:42.744 I heard Tia tell Dr. Wilson they were gonna name him Connor. 27:44.412 --> 27:45.538 Hi, Connor. 27:46.956 --> 27:51.086 (mellow music playing) 27:53.338 --> 27:58.134 (heavy breathing) 27:58.218 --> 27:59.219 What do you need, Yasuda? 27:59.302 --> 28:01.763 Sorry I disappeared. Did I miss anything? 28:01.846 --> 28:03.306 (scoffs) 28:03.390 --> 28:06.601 Right. Could I sit with her for a minute? 28:06.685 --> 28:08.978 Let you take a break, grab some coffee? 28:09.062 --> 28:09.979 No. 28:11.606 --> 28:12.941 Okay, then I'm-- 28:13.024 --> 28:15.902 No, she's hypertensive and slightly tachy. 28:15.985 --> 28:17.946 She's still bleeding from her abdomen. 28:19.614 --> 28:21.366 Oh, look at her wound VAC. 28:21.449 --> 28:23.493 Okay, call the O.R., get a team up here. 28:23.576 --> 28:24.452 Get over here. 28:24.536 --> 28:26.246 Shouldn't we be taking her back to the O.R.? 28:26.329 --> 28:27.455 No time. 28:29.040 --> 28:32.419 Yasuda, if I'm going to open this woman up, I need your hands. 28:32.502 --> 28:35.505 -We're opening her up here? -We need to move. Right now! 28:35.588 --> 28:38.341 (intense music playing) 28:38.842 --> 28:41.386 You'll have to wear the sling for about four weeks, 28:41.469 --> 28:44.013 but keep your elbow, wrist, and hand moving, it'll help. 28:44.723 --> 28:48.476 And don't ignore the PT exercises no matter how exhausted you get. 28:52.230 --> 28:55.483 Honestly, it... it wouldn't be a terrible idea 28:55.567 --> 28:58.027 to take a break from the road for a couple of weeks. 29:03.283 --> 29:04.242 ADDISON: Thank you. 29:08.246 --> 29:09.706 It's me. 29:12.667 --> 29:14.002 Talk to me. 29:15.003 --> 29:16.254 You know the irony 29:17.714 --> 29:18.965 of all of this? 29:19.048 --> 29:24.095 These people are targeting me for the abortion care that I provide 29:24.179 --> 29:28.600 when that is actually the least common procedure 29:28.683 --> 29:30.226 I'm doing in the PRT. 29:31.102 --> 29:33.730 I am mostly providing wellness checks, 29:34.147 --> 29:38.693 prenatal care, annual pelvic exams, Pap smears. 29:38.777 --> 29:42.280 Since so many clinics have closed in the last several months, 29:42.363 --> 29:44.616 I'm the only option they have. 29:45.825 --> 29:46.951 It's exhausting. 29:52.123 --> 29:53.708 It's a disaster. 29:56.252 --> 29:57.962 I can't take a break. 29:58.838 --> 30:01.508 If I take a break, I mean, who's gonna do the work? 30:01.591 --> 30:03.051 When he suggested that you take a break, 30:03.134 --> 30:05.053 I thought you were going to throw the tablet at him. 30:05.136 --> 30:06.262 Oh, I almost did. 30:06.346 --> 30:08.223 (laughters) 30:08.306 --> 30:10.642 -What happened? -Wound VAC was soaked with blood. 30:10.725 --> 30:12.477 She's still bleeding up. I found it. 30:12.560 --> 30:13.895 It's the liver. 30:13.978 --> 30:15.939 -What do you want to do? -Pringle maneuver. 30:16.022 --> 30:17.982 -Bedside? -Atraumatic clamps, please. 30:18.066 --> 30:20.693 Yasuda, put your hand where my hand is. 30:20.777 --> 30:24.697 You're gonna hold the bleeding here while Wilson clamps the blood flow to the liver. 30:24.781 --> 30:27.158 And then I will try and control the bleeding. 30:27.242 --> 30:28.618 -Come on, come on, follow my hand. -Okay. 30:28.701 --> 30:29.744 Yeah. Here, I'll help. 30:30.370 --> 30:31.871 -All the way. All the way. -Like that? 30:31.955 --> 30:34.123 -Exactly like that. Okay, go, Wilson. -Okay. 30:34.207 --> 30:36.167 Hepatoduodenal ligament is clamped. 30:36.292 --> 30:39.420 Okay, good. Achromic liver suture. Great. 30:40.922 --> 30:41.965 Alright, I'm going deep. 30:43.550 --> 30:44.884 I see it. 30:47.554 --> 30:49.305 Okay, pressure's climbing. 30:51.182 --> 30:52.225 Okay, scissors. 30:53.101 --> 30:54.519 (tense music playing) 30:57.105 --> 30:59.357 BAILEY: Okay, let's pack her and get a new wound VAC. 31:00.066 --> 31:02.777 Not yet, Tia. Too many people need you. 31:09.826 --> 31:12.203 No sexual activity for a week. 31:12.287 --> 31:14.747 We want to give the antibiotics time to do their job. 31:15.081 --> 31:16.666 You already told me, dear. 31:17.250 --> 31:20.837 And I heard it when you told Norma and Hal. 31:21.462 --> 31:24.173 Just making sure. I can't have a sick roomie. 31:24.257 --> 31:26.676 Who else is gonna make me the world's best French toast 31:26.759 --> 31:27.969 when I work the night shift? 31:28.052 --> 31:30.889 It's all about a drop of vanilla. 31:30.972 --> 31:33.641 And I'm sorry that Hal turned out to be such a jerk. 31:33.725 --> 31:37.103 Me too. Guys can be pigs. Gay ones too. 31:37.186 --> 31:38.354 (chuckles) 31:38.980 --> 31:42.108 Women can be... (chuckles) 31:42.191 --> 31:45.361 At first, they tell us not to have sex at all, 31:45.445 --> 31:48.197 and that we're sluts if we enjoy it. 31:48.281 --> 31:53.119 And then they tell us if we get pregnant, we must carry the baby no matter what. 31:53.202 --> 31:57.165 And once we're mothers, whether by force or by choice, 31:57.248 --> 31:59.125 they judge us for that too, 31:59.208 --> 32:02.128 because there's certainly no way to be a perfect mother. 32:03.546 --> 32:08.635 So, as women, we get judged and attacked for every single decision we ever make. 32:08.718 --> 32:13.348 You want to know the upside of this misogyny, this patriarchy? 32:13.431 --> 32:17.477 Women become invisible around the age of 60, 32:17.560 --> 32:20.396 and then you can do whatever the hell you like, 32:20.480 --> 32:25.485 including having a lot of great sex because no one cares. 32:26.235 --> 32:30.573 And now, I have an antibiotic. And no regrets. 32:30.657 --> 32:34.494 Except perhaps for waiting so long to live my best life. 32:35.787 --> 32:37.246 See you at home, dear. 32:51.344 --> 32:52.637 Winston, I... 32:55.932 --> 33:00.687 They cherry-picked my quotes, took everything out of context. 33:00.770 --> 33:03.439 But I'm making them change it and Teddy will help. 33:03.940 --> 33:05.066 But you said it, so... 33:05.149 --> 33:08.069 I also said that you were one of the most brilliant surgeons 33:08.152 --> 33:10.738 I have ever worked with and that we were equal partners. 33:10.822 --> 33:12.573 We came up with that procedure together. 33:13.157 --> 33:17.036 I didn't even get a mention. Just one of the assistants. 33:17.120 --> 33:18.705 Journalists always wanna characterize me 33:18.788 --> 33:20.790 as some kind of wunderkind in a league of my own. 33:20.873 --> 33:22.750 It is just clickbait. That's it. 33:22.834 --> 33:24.252 So it's the journalist's fault. 33:24.335 --> 33:27.922 -Winston, I-- -Take some responsibility. For once! 33:30.967 --> 33:34.095 I can't control what other people write about me. 33:37.140 --> 33:39.934 When did we stop giving each other the benefit of the doubt? 33:43.062 --> 33:45.189 I think it's when you said you don't respect me. 33:46.691 --> 33:49.152 And this article really drives that home. 33:56.409 --> 33:57.702 I wanna fix this. 33:59.037 --> 34:02.165 Tell me what to do to fix this. I wanna fix us. 34:02.248 --> 34:03.666 Maggie, there's no fix. 34:04.292 --> 34:07.920 There's just... There's feelings. Like... 34:08.004 --> 34:10.006 My God, say you're sorry. 34:10.840 --> 34:13.926 Say you got some things wrong. Say you didn't mean to hurt me. 34:14.010 --> 34:15.636 Say you understand how I feel. 34:15.720 --> 34:18.056 Say you love me and mean it. 34:18.639 --> 34:21.142 Say you respect me and mean it. 34:22.060 --> 34:24.729 I respect you, Winston. 34:26.147 --> 34:27.440 I don't believe you. 34:28.775 --> 34:32.111 (melancholy music playing) 34:40.661 --> 34:43.372 Hey. They caught the driver. 34:44.540 --> 34:46.334 They lifted the hospital lockdown, 34:46.417 --> 34:49.295 and if you wanna keep the clinic closed for a couple days, 34:49.378 --> 34:50.713 everyone would understand. 34:51.756 --> 34:53.591 It'll be open tomorrow morning. 34:54.217 --> 34:58.096 Dr. Bailey? This is Brandon Marwood, Tia's husband. 35:02.141 --> 35:03.226 Is she... 35:03.976 --> 35:05.311 Is she gonna live? 35:05.394 --> 35:07.605 -Well, she's stable. For now. -She is? 35:07.688 --> 35:11.567 We are giving her fluid and putting her on sedation breaks 35:11.651 --> 35:13.402 to monitor her brain function. 35:13.486 --> 35:16.405 After all that she's been through, there's no guarantees, 35:16.489 --> 35:18.866 but we are hopeful that she will wake up. 35:18.950 --> 35:23.704 If Tia has shown us anything today, it's she's strong and determined. 35:24.539 --> 35:25.790 She always has been. 35:26.207 --> 35:28.000 Wanna go in, sit with her? 35:28.626 --> 35:29.669 -Yeah. -Okay. 35:41.764 --> 35:44.600 MEREDITH (VO): Tests and algorithms don't tell the whole story. 35:44.684 --> 35:46.435 They're snapshots in time. 36:01.033 --> 36:04.203 There's not a roadmap for every uncertainty we meet. 36:16.632 --> 36:20.011 With some things, we just have to wait and see. 36:33.858 --> 36:36.277 -Tia will wake up. -I hope so. 36:36.861 --> 36:39.572 And that baby is gonna come out of the NICU. 36:39.655 --> 36:40.823 I hope that too. 36:40.907 --> 36:43.618 Well, you don't have to hope because I have enough hope for the both of us. 36:43.701 --> 36:46.454 Well, you need anything? Money, food? 36:46.537 --> 36:47.455 What? 36:47.538 --> 36:49.457 I'm not going off to college. 36:51.584 --> 36:52.752 Thank you for coming. 36:55.296 --> 36:58.007 Time to sweep up the glass and get back to work. 36:58.090 --> 37:00.176 Please be safe out there. 37:03.930 --> 37:05.640 (engine starting) 37:15.149 --> 37:16.984 MEREDITH (VO): We have to reach down inside ourselves 37:17.068 --> 37:19.362 and find that last piece of strength... 37:36.796 --> 37:38.047 (moan softly) 37:38.130 --> 37:39.340 (gasps) 37:39.423 --> 37:40.800 (cries) 37:40.883 --> 37:45.012 Tia. Tia, Tia, Tia. I'm right here, baby. I'm right here. Can you hear me? 37:45.096 --> 37:48.140 Is he... is he... is he okay? 37:48.224 --> 37:50.726 No, Connor's okay. He's okay, baby. 37:51.644 --> 37:54.021 You've... seen him? 37:54.105 --> 37:55.064 I saw him. 37:55.648 --> 37:57.400 He is so beautiful, baby. 37:57.483 --> 37:59.318 -(sobbing) -He's so beautiful. 37:59.402 --> 38:02.822 (crying) 38:22.675 --> 38:24.093 (sighs) 38:25.594 --> 38:27.763 You don't have to hold it in anymore. 38:31.934 --> 38:32.893 I'm right here. 38:36.063 --> 38:39.066 (sobbing) 38:44.405 --> 38:45.364 (elevator dings) 38:51.746 --> 38:54.123 MAREDITH (VO): ...as impossible as it can be to find. 38:55.333 --> 38:57.626 We have to rise to meet the occasion. 38:58.753 --> 39:00.713 Someone wanted to meet you. 39:02.340 --> 39:04.008 (gasps) 39:04.091 --> 39:06.093 (sobbing, laughing) 39:06.844 --> 39:08.179 Hi, Connor. 39:09.013 --> 39:11.057 Hi, my sweet love. 40:03.401 --> 40:05.653 MAREDITH (VO): We have to rise to keep going.