WEBVTT 00:01.960 --> 00:04.212 ["On & On " by Jordan Max playing] 00:04.295 --> 00:07.757 [Meredith] The human body has three systems of communication... 00:07.841 --> 00:11.344 the nervous, endocrine, and immune systems. 00:19.936 --> 00:22.731 [packaging tape scraping] 00:27.694 --> 00:30.655 When any of these systems experience a malfunction, 00:30.739 --> 00:32.657 it can wreak havoc on the body. 00:42.709 --> 00:45.503 Effective communication between surgeons in the O.R. 00:45.587 --> 00:47.213 is just as essential. 00:48.673 --> 00:49.716 Guess who took the red eye? 00:50.300 --> 00:52.010 Guess who took the whole day off? 00:52.093 --> 00:53.636 [giggles] 01:01.019 --> 01:02.020 [door closes] 01:06.191 --> 01:07.817 [Meredith] When a life is at stake, 01:07.901 --> 01:10.570 there's no time or space for body language 01:10.653 --> 01:12.030 or carefully chosen words. 01:15.283 --> 01:18.161 You're saying I should crawl into a hole and hide? 01:18.244 --> 01:20.038 I'm saying changing your phone number 01:20.121 --> 01:21.831 and email address isn't the worst idea. 01:21.915 --> 01:23.500 [cell phone vibrating] 01:23.583 --> 01:25.168 [Bailey] I'm not gonna let them win. 01:25.251 --> 01:26.503 It's just a cell phone number. 01:26.586 --> 01:29.798 Just a cell phone number? It's the only one I've ever had. 01:29.881 --> 01:31.925 I've known that number longer than I've known you. 01:32.008 --> 01:33.009 I've been reading-- 01:33.927 --> 01:36.012 I've been reading up on other doctors who've been doxxed, 01:36.096 --> 01:37.555 and it only gets worse from here. 01:37.639 --> 01:40.767 Calls at all hours of the night, email inboxes flooded, 01:40.850 --> 01:42.560 people showing up at your door. 01:43.144 --> 01:44.604 You want to move. 01:46.356 --> 01:47.607 Look, we'll find an Airbnb. 01:47.690 --> 01:49.275 -It'll just be six months, tops. -Six months! 01:49.359 --> 01:50.360 -Like a vacation-- -No. 01:50.443 --> 01:52.737 No, this will blow over. 01:52.821 --> 01:56.825 They'll get bored or find someone else to be outraged about. 01:56.908 --> 01:58.576 Hmm-mm. 02:01.121 --> 02:04.082 Look, I'll have an intern babysit my phone. 02:09.087 --> 02:10.797 [Meredith] But no matter how hard we try, 02:10.880 --> 02:13.049 there's always a risk of being misunderstood. 02:13.883 --> 02:15.969 Or simply unheard. 02:19.097 --> 02:20.348 You look like crap. 02:20.431 --> 02:23.309 Yeah, I worked the closing shift at Joe's. What's your excuse? 02:23.393 --> 02:26.229 -Do we still have that thing tonight? -Yes, cake tasting at 7:00. 02:27.814 --> 02:29.899 Ah, can't wait to see what you do with floral arrangements, Adams. 02:29.983 --> 02:31.734 Remember when you fainted in the O.R.? 02:31.818 --> 02:33.653 So, this is Pierce's last day? 02:33.736 --> 02:35.196 Oh, God, I hate that. 02:35.280 --> 02:37.240 Apparently Ndugu's staying. 02:37.323 --> 02:39.784 I work at a bar. I hear things. 02:41.369 --> 02:42.495 Good for her. 02:42.579 --> 02:43.830 You don't like Ndugu? 02:44.914 --> 02:46.166 Don't like marriage. 02:46.249 --> 02:48.084 What's wrong with marriage? 02:48.168 --> 02:50.879 -It's a distraction. -From what? 02:50.962 --> 02:54.632 Meaningful career, making an impactful contribution to the world, 02:54.716 --> 02:56.301 fully-realized individual potential. 02:58.553 --> 02:59.554 Ready. 02:59.637 --> 03:01.014 Are you sure? 03:06.769 --> 03:07.854 [elevator dings] 03:09.397 --> 03:10.440 [Jo giggles] 03:10.523 --> 03:11.482 Sorry. 03:11.566 --> 03:13.943 Are you going to get off work on time tonight? 03:14.027 --> 03:15.570 Because I made us this reservation 03:15.653 --> 03:17.405 at that pizza place you keep talking about. 03:17.488 --> 03:18.698 -Pizzageddon? -Mm-hmm. 03:18.781 --> 03:19.991 It's impossible to get into. 03:20.074 --> 03:22.869 Well, I have an in with the manager. I delivered his baby. 03:23.912 --> 03:26.372 Did I forget? Is it my birthday? 03:26.456 --> 03:27.874 -Is it your birthday? -No, I just... 03:27.957 --> 03:30.376 I just... I figured that we deserved a night out. 03:30.460 --> 03:31.544 -[Link] Yeah. -[Jo] Yeah! 03:31.628 --> 03:32.921 -All right. -Okay. 03:36.132 --> 03:37.550 Those two need to get a room. 03:37.634 --> 03:39.219 What, Link and Wilson? 03:39.302 --> 03:42.055 And they basically just had sex in front of us. 03:42.138 --> 03:44.015 [scoffs] You remember what sex is, right? 03:44.098 --> 03:46.601 I'm just saying. Messy. 03:46.684 --> 03:47.727 I don't know. 03:49.020 --> 03:52.565 Hey, you remember when you and me used to be like that? 03:53.483 --> 03:54.692 Nope. 03:55.401 --> 03:56.277 [clears throat] 03:58.821 --> 04:00.865 -Do you smell margaritas? -It's me. 04:00.949 --> 04:03.201 Joe's had a two-for-one special last night. 04:03.284 --> 04:04.911 Well, maybe you should try soap next time. 04:04.994 --> 04:06.663 Oh, maybe you should try being the maid of honor 04:06.746 --> 04:08.706 for someone you have feelings for who's marrying someone else-- 04:08.790 --> 04:09.707 Oh, wait. 04:09.791 --> 04:11.251 -Mission accomplished. -We're just friends. 04:11.334 --> 04:12.585 Don't care. 04:12.669 --> 04:14.837 But can you bring leftovers from the cake tasting? 04:15.880 --> 04:17.465 -What do we got? -William Hudson, 32. 04:17.548 --> 04:19.175 GCS 14. 04:19.259 --> 04:21.719 Left upper extremity deformity and abdominal contusion. 04:21.803 --> 04:23.721 -Systolic's in the low 100s. -Trauma three. 04:23.805 --> 04:24.889 -[Lucas] Okay. What happened? -[William] Am I bleeding? 04:24.973 --> 04:28.142 He tried to mail himself to his girlfriend in Florida. 04:28.226 --> 04:30.311 -Excuse me? -Well, it's her birthday tomorrow. 04:30.395 --> 04:31.437 [Paramedic] Says he was trying to surprise her. 04:31.521 --> 04:33.731 Wait, you put yourself in a box? 04:33.815 --> 04:36.776 And the box fell from the conveyor belt while they were loading it into the plane. 04:36.859 --> 04:37.944 Yeah, maybe for the best. 04:38.027 --> 04:39.195 He could have died in the cargo hold. 04:39.279 --> 04:40.655 He could still die here. 04:40.738 --> 04:41.656 What? 04:42.490 --> 04:43.825 I'll go page Hunt. 04:44.450 --> 04:46.494 You guys still use pagers? 04:46.577 --> 04:47.787 [over PA] Dr. Binder to QS. Dr. Binder to QS. 04:47.870 --> 04:49.998 Dr. Binder to QS. Dr. Binder to QS. 04:51.624 --> 04:54.335 Excuse me, excuse me. Hi, are you doctors? 04:54.419 --> 04:57.005 Uh, yes, we are. How can we help you? 04:57.088 --> 04:58.131 We're here to speak to Dr. Margaret Pierce. 04:58.214 --> 05:00.383 -Do you have an appointment? -Viv, this was not a good idea. 05:00.466 --> 05:02.302 Can you just call Dr. Pierce? 05:02.385 --> 05:04.053 Her... her schedule is very busy. 05:04.137 --> 05:05.847 But if you... Give me your information, I can-- 05:05.930 --> 05:09.600 No, no, no, no. We just drove 400 miles in my 1994 roadie van, 05:09.684 --> 05:11.352 without air conditioning, so that my friend here 05:11.436 --> 05:14.814 can be seen for the giant tumor that is crushing her heart. 05:14.897 --> 05:17.567 So can you two baby doctors just pick up the phone 05:17.650 --> 05:18.818 and call Dr. Margaret Pierce? 05:18.901 --> 05:20.570 Because we are not leaving until you do. 05:26.534 --> 05:28.786 -You packing up? -Yeah. 05:28.870 --> 05:30.413 I'm at that point where I'm just throwing everything 05:30.496 --> 05:32.081 into a bag because I don't have time to decide 05:32.165 --> 05:33.374 whether I want to keep it or not. 05:35.585 --> 05:37.253 I know this is all happening really fast. 05:37.337 --> 05:40.298 It's actually happening a little quickly for me, too. 05:40.381 --> 05:43.843 But this is just such a huge opportunity. 05:43.926 --> 05:45.970 I guess I thought this place meant more to you 05:46.054 --> 05:47.764 than just a stepping stone for something bigger. 05:47.847 --> 05:49.307 Richard, of course it does. 05:49.390 --> 05:51.934 I mean, we just revived the residency program. 05:52.018 --> 05:53.519 -We just lost Meredith. -I know. 05:53.603 --> 05:55.855 And I told Teddy when I gave her my resignation 05:55.938 --> 05:58.024 that I would help interview new candidates over video chat. 05:58.107 --> 06:00.610 In my day, you accepted a job after your fellowship, 06:00.693 --> 06:03.154 then you worked there until you retired. 06:03.237 --> 06:05.448 They taught you that loyalty mattered. 06:05.531 --> 06:08.117 So out of loyalty, I should not pursue research 06:08.201 --> 06:10.161 that would save thousands of patients? 06:10.244 --> 06:13.039 You've already started doing that here, with Winston. 06:15.833 --> 06:19.253 I hate that you're upset, but I'm not going to apologize-- 06:19.337 --> 06:23.091 [Viv over PA] Dr. Margaret Pierce, can you please come to the nurses' station 06:23.174 --> 06:26.177 -on the first floor, please? -I guess... 06:27.512 --> 06:29.222 -Dr. Margaret Pierce... -We'll talk later. 06:29.305 --> 06:32.975 ...can you please come to first floor nurses' station... 06:33.059 --> 06:34.185 [Simone] Ma'am, you are not allowed-- 06:34.268 --> 06:36.312 Dr. Margaret Pierce, can you please 06:36.396 --> 06:38.064 -come to the nurses' station... -Please give me the phone. 06:38.147 --> 06:39.690 -Security is on their way. -...on the first floor. 06:39.774 --> 06:40.858 And the longer we do this, 06:40.942 --> 06:42.402 -the longer it will-- -Oh, my God. I'm here. 06:42.485 --> 06:44.153 First floor-- 06:44.237 --> 06:46.531 Why am I being paged on repeat by someone 06:46.614 --> 06:47.782 who doesn't even work here? 06:47.865 --> 06:49.450 -We're so sorry, Dr. Pierce. -She grabbed the phone. 06:49.534 --> 06:51.577 -And we called security. -Dr. Pierce! 06:51.661 --> 06:55.581 Big fan. This is Nola. She has mediastinal mass syndrome 06:55.665 --> 07:00.044 due to the large thymoma which has completely taken over her heart. 07:01.587 --> 07:04.465 Uh... Dr. Griffith... 07:05.591 --> 07:09.053 get them upstairs in a room, so I can do a proper consult. 07:09.137 --> 07:12.014 But do not ever come into a hospital again that way, 07:12.098 --> 07:14.225 or you'll be quickly escorted out. 07:14.308 --> 07:15.393 I thought you were leaving. 07:17.603 --> 07:19.105 I'm going to push my flight. 07:19.188 --> 07:23.109 Next time, try listening to the patients before you call security on them. 07:41.919 --> 07:43.713 [groans] 07:44.464 --> 07:46.966 -I'm sorry. I know it's uncomfortable. -Uncomfortable? 07:47.717 --> 07:49.302 Hurts like hell. 07:50.678 --> 07:53.055 Can't you give him anything for the pain? 07:53.139 --> 07:55.183 We need to complete the initial exam first. 07:55.266 --> 07:56.809 Can I just get back to playing Minecraft? 07:56.893 --> 07:58.352 What mode are you playing? 07:58.436 --> 07:59.437 Survival. 08:00.062 --> 08:01.564 Just nailed an enchanting table, 08:02.398 --> 08:04.150 and you came in and started trying to kill me. 08:04.233 --> 08:05.485 -Aw! Ahh. -Sorry. 08:05.568 --> 08:06.611 David. 08:06.694 --> 08:07.820 Hey, Daisy. 08:07.904 --> 08:09.197 Dr. Webber. 08:09.280 --> 08:11.532 Well, look who we have here. 08:11.616 --> 08:12.950 Dr. Kwan? 08:13.034 --> 08:14.327 Grayson Friedman, 13. 08:14.410 --> 08:16.996 History of ulcerative colitis, which has previously been in clinical-- 08:17.079 --> 08:18.706 He knows already. He's my doctor. 08:18.789 --> 08:20.082 Hey. Sorry. 08:20.166 --> 08:21.959 Dr. Webber diagnosed Grayson when he was eight. 08:22.043 --> 08:23.794 We've been managing his condition with meds. 08:23.878 --> 08:25.129 But this morning, the pain was so bad 08:25.213 --> 08:26.589 he collapsed on the floor in the bathroom. 08:26.672 --> 08:27.840 Do you think he needs surgery? 08:27.924 --> 08:29.258 -No. -Last time you mentioned an ostomy. 08:29.342 --> 08:30.843 No, I know what that is. 08:30.927 --> 08:33.012 It's not that bad. Don't do surgery, please. 08:33.095 --> 08:35.932 We won't do anything until we find out what's going on. 08:36.015 --> 08:37.391 We'll run some tests, 08:37.475 --> 08:38.935 and then we'll get you something for your pain. 08:39.018 --> 08:40.144 Thank you. 08:40.228 --> 08:41.938 I don't want surgery. 08:42.021 --> 08:43.397 I don't even think I need it. 08:43.481 --> 08:47.985 Order a CBC, CMP, inflammatory markers with a CT. 08:48.069 --> 08:50.363 Then put him on an IV steroid 08:50.446 --> 08:52.323 with a PRN of morphine to make him comfortable, 08:52.406 --> 08:54.116 and page me when you get the scans. 08:54.200 --> 08:55.326 Dr. Webber? 08:56.035 --> 08:58.454 Do you think that maybe we could find some time to talk? 08:58.538 --> 09:00.248 Seems like we're doing that now, Schmitt. 09:01.123 --> 09:02.959 Well, I don't have my notes with me. 09:04.126 --> 09:05.253 Right. 09:05.336 --> 09:08.839 I've been thinking about fellowships and attending positions, 09:08.923 --> 09:10.049 and I would love to pick your brain-- 09:10.132 --> 09:11.425 You haven't applied for your fellowships yet? 09:11.509 --> 09:14.345 I submitted my recommendations for most candidates months ago. 09:14.428 --> 09:18.349 I've been exploring options, and I would love your suggestions. 09:18.432 --> 09:20.226 You're a fourth-year resident, Schmitt. 09:20.309 --> 09:22.979 My suggestion would be get your act together sooner than later. 09:23.563 --> 09:24.814 [indistinct over PA] 09:24.897 --> 09:25.856 [sighs] 09:27.316 --> 09:28.818 Nola, we're really here. 09:28.901 --> 09:31.862 You're... You're really being examined by Dr. Margaret Pierce. 09:31.946 --> 09:33.406 I mean, the Dr. Margaret Pierce! 09:33.489 --> 09:34.949 Meeting you in person, it's like-- 09:35.032 --> 09:36.200 That time we met Stevie Nicks. 09:36.284 --> 09:37.743 I'm digging this more. 09:37.827 --> 09:38.828 I am flattered. 09:38.911 --> 09:40.329 Keep her elevated. 09:40.413 --> 09:43.583 If she's flat, the tumor could further compress the vasculature, 09:43.666 --> 09:45.042 which could lead to more swelling. 09:46.711 --> 09:47.837 Griffith? 09:47.920 --> 09:49.630 Nola Marquez, 42. 09:49.714 --> 09:53.175 Developed a mediastinal mass with a tissue diagnosis of a thymoma. 09:53.259 --> 09:55.011 The tumor grew alongside her heart, 09:55.094 --> 09:57.221 putting pressure on it and the vasculature, 09:57.305 --> 09:58.598 causing SVC syndrome. 09:58.681 --> 10:01.559 Symptoms include shortness of breath and mental acuity issues. 10:01.642 --> 10:03.978 -It's not that bad. -No one believes you. 10:04.061 --> 10:05.688 -Sisters? -Close. 10:05.771 --> 10:07.857 We're friends since elementary school. 10:07.940 --> 10:10.568 We met in chorus, and been rocking together ever since. 10:10.651 --> 10:12.445 -You're in a band? -We are a band. 10:12.528 --> 10:13.613 Double Helix. 10:13.696 --> 10:16.157 Ever since Nola got diagnosed, she hasn't touched her guitar. 10:16.240 --> 10:19.076 I can barely sleep, let alone perform. 10:19.827 --> 10:23.247 Viv has dragged me to every heart surgeon in the Pacific Northwest. 10:23.331 --> 10:24.790 No one will operate. 10:24.874 --> 10:26.584 They all say it's too risky. 10:26.667 --> 10:28.628 Bunch of cowards. But now we have the best. 10:28.711 --> 10:32.006 Dr. Pierce, she's-- she's not pop rock, she's Led Zeppelin. 10:32.089 --> 10:33.132 Double Helix is back. 10:33.215 --> 10:36.385 All right, well, first things first. Let's get some scans, see where we are. 10:36.469 --> 10:37.928 Griffith, Millin. 10:38.846 --> 10:41.474 She's been fasting, and we've both been visualizing. 10:41.557 --> 10:43.309 So she's ready for surgery the minute you are. 10:43.392 --> 10:44.268 [clicks tongue] 10:46.020 --> 10:47.813 [Teddy] Why didn't you show up with flowers? 10:47.897 --> 10:49.231 That's all I'm saying. 10:49.315 --> 10:52.276 It was supposed to be a grand romantic gesture. 10:52.360 --> 10:54.153 Well, I surprised you in Germany. 10:54.236 --> 10:55.529 Yeah, but you came on a plane. 10:55.613 --> 10:57.073 Yeah, like a regular human person. 10:57.990 --> 11:01.452 We need to check his upper left extremity for a fracture. 11:01.535 --> 11:03.120 Order some AP and lateral films. 11:03.204 --> 11:04.330 Okay. 11:05.623 --> 11:06.749 What's the lesson here? 11:06.832 --> 11:08.793 Romance can be fatal. 11:08.876 --> 11:10.044 Wouldn't be the first time. 11:10.127 --> 11:11.462 Or it can save lives and heal. 11:11.545 --> 11:13.339 Oh, please. You're just trying to prove me wrong 11:13.422 --> 11:15.675 because you didn't even know that Jo and Link were an item. 11:16.384 --> 11:18.344 No. No, Jo and I are-- We're just friends. 11:18.427 --> 11:19.929 Friends who have slept together. 11:20.012 --> 11:21.555 Wait, you guys slept together? 11:22.139 --> 11:23.516 -How do you know that? -You know what? 11:23.599 --> 11:25.101 Just page me when the scans come in. 11:25.184 --> 11:26.143 Yeah. 11:27.937 --> 11:29.647 How much longer do I have to be in here? 11:31.857 --> 11:33.067 Not long. 11:33.150 --> 11:36.237 Just think like you have a health bar that needs replenishing. 11:37.238 --> 11:39.156 It's a video game reference. 11:39.240 --> 11:40.241 I'm aware. 11:41.951 --> 11:44.787 How do you not know if you're doing general or subspecialty? 11:45.496 --> 11:47.331 It's a fellowship reference. 11:47.415 --> 11:51.419 Wow. You're really begging for a pile of scut, Kwan. 11:51.502 --> 11:52.837 No, I'm genuinely asking 11:52.920 --> 11:56.340 how you got into your fourth year of residency without a clear direction. 11:56.424 --> 11:57.883 Well, let's see. 11:58.718 --> 12:02.179 Maybe it was the worldwide pandemic that happened 12:02.263 --> 12:03.723 in the middle of my residency, 12:03.806 --> 12:07.268 or the program being shut down last year. 12:07.351 --> 12:08.352 Take your pick. 12:09.770 --> 12:13.649 Well, I like to track each subspecialty I'm interested in with a spreadsheet 12:13.733 --> 12:15.484 and monitor trends in each area. 12:15.568 --> 12:16.652 [Grayson] I'm hot. 12:16.736 --> 12:18.237 And it's really dark in here, guys. 12:18.946 --> 12:20.072 I really want to get out. 12:20.156 --> 12:24.618 Grayson, just... hum a song or sing. 12:24.702 --> 12:25.870 Like what? 12:25.953 --> 12:27.413 [Levi] Anything inside your head. 12:30.416 --> 12:33.878 [chanting in Hebrew] 12:39.091 --> 12:40.926 You studying for your bar mitzvah? 12:41.010 --> 12:42.553 [Grayson] Yeah. I sound terrible. 12:42.636 --> 12:44.847 I've been practicing for over 300 days in a row, 12:44.930 --> 12:45.973 and I still sound awful, right? 12:46.056 --> 12:47.433 -Yes. -Keep chanting. 12:48.017 --> 12:50.686 [Grayson continues chanting in Hebrew] 12:54.398 --> 12:55.775 It's acute severe colitis. 12:57.777 --> 12:58.986 [sighs] 13:14.585 --> 13:16.796 That smells delicious. 13:16.879 --> 13:20.132 I was thinking, after we eat we can go on a walk. 13:20.216 --> 13:21.258 I wanted to talk... 13:23.135 --> 13:24.720 Hey, what's wrong? 13:26.972 --> 13:30.184 With Mer gone and Maggie leaving, there's not going to be Sunday dinners. 13:32.436 --> 13:34.855 On Sundays, Maggie cooks, 13:34.939 --> 13:37.858 and she puts enough leftovers in my fridge to get me to Wednesday. 13:37.942 --> 13:40.611 So, maybe it's time to learn how to cook. 13:43.864 --> 13:46.951 I have a history of spiraling when people leave me, 13:47.034 --> 13:49.787 and a good old-fashioned spiral does not leave 13:49.870 --> 13:51.914 much time for cooking lessons. 13:51.997 --> 13:53.874 What does it leave time for? 13:53.958 --> 13:56.168 All kinds of fun things. 13:56.252 --> 13:59.672 Uh... pulling away from people you love, 13:59.755 --> 14:03.175 starting fights, lack of sleep, 14:03.259 --> 14:06.178 spilling your worst instincts to someone who just flew 14:06.262 --> 14:09.723 halfway across the country to cook for you. 14:09.807 --> 14:12.017 You love your sisters. 14:12.101 --> 14:14.520 This is a big change. Anybody would be sad, Amelia. 14:18.190 --> 14:19.984 How could I be sad with you here? 14:28.993 --> 14:32.913 [announcement over PA] 14:33.747 --> 14:35.833 Yasuda, I have a job for you. 14:35.916 --> 14:39.003 Oh, Dr. Bailey, thank you. At your service. 14:39.086 --> 14:41.088 Hey, I need you to hold on to this. 14:43.048 --> 14:46.510 That is my lifeline, and I'm entrusting it to you. 14:46.594 --> 14:49.221 Do not answer it unless caller ID says 14:49.305 --> 14:52.141 it's my husband, Ben Warren, or a hospital number. 14:52.224 --> 14:55.519 Got it. So Grey Sloan, your husband, or Ben Warren? 14:56.353 --> 14:57.897 My husband is Ben Warren. 14:57.980 --> 15:00.190 Do I need to entrust this to someone else? 15:00.274 --> 15:02.526 Nope. I got this. Entrust me. 15:06.405 --> 15:07.615 Hey, if you don't screw it up, 15:07.698 --> 15:10.326 maybe she'll entrust you to babysit her tablet next. 15:10.826 --> 15:12.578 [cell phone vibrating] 15:18.918 --> 15:20.377 Do I need to get surgery? 15:21.378 --> 15:23.297 We should really wait for your parents. 15:23.380 --> 15:24.882 I can't get surgery. 15:24.965 --> 15:26.884 My bar mitzvah's to be in 36 hours. 15:26.967 --> 15:28.552 [Richard] You haven't been taking your medication. 15:28.636 --> 15:29.637 What? 15:29.720 --> 15:31.889 No, I have. Every day. 15:31.972 --> 15:34.308 My parents set this annoying alarm. 15:34.391 --> 15:37.019 Grayson, I have your urine results. 15:37.102 --> 15:40.230 The labs don't lie, but sometimes, patients do. 15:44.693 --> 15:47.363 Yeah, okay, I stopped. 15:47.446 --> 15:48.948 But just for a little bit. 15:49.031 --> 15:50.282 I've been in these Hebrew classes, 15:50.366 --> 15:52.034 and the pills and infusions, they made me... 15:52.117 --> 15:54.203 they made me really tired, so tired that I... 15:54.286 --> 15:56.038 I fainted one day, and everyone saw. 15:56.121 --> 15:58.457 And then the medications, they dried my eyes out. 15:58.540 --> 16:00.292 And then the eye drops, they burned. 16:00.376 --> 16:02.252 And I got this gross-looking rash on my neck 16:02.336 --> 16:03.629 that Eloise Schurmann saw-- 16:03.712 --> 16:05.839 Do you know how worried your parents have been? 16:05.923 --> 16:06.924 Dr. Webber-- 16:07.007 --> 16:08.884 How much money they've spent on your treatment? 16:08.968 --> 16:11.345 -Now you need surgery. -No. No surgery. 16:11.428 --> 16:12.638 It doesn't even hurt that badly. 16:12.721 --> 16:14.556 Just... Just give me some steroids or infusions. 16:14.640 --> 16:16.850 The Torah portion is only 25 minutes. 16:16.934 --> 16:18.560 -I can make 25 minutes. -No, you can't. 16:18.644 --> 16:19.728 -Please. -If you don't get 16:19.812 --> 16:21.897 this surgery immediately, the inflammation in your intestine 16:21.981 --> 16:23.607 will get worse, spread further, 16:23.691 --> 16:25.609 and lead to an incredibly serious infection. 16:25.693 --> 16:28.445 You would be in excruciating pain, and you would die. 16:28.529 --> 16:30.739 -Kwan! -You know what? Dr. Kwan is right. 16:30.823 --> 16:33.701 Grayson, you're not an adult, and you're not a doctor. 16:33.784 --> 16:35.661 I'm talking to your parents, because clearly 16:35.744 --> 16:37.454 you aren't mature enough to understand how much 16:37.538 --> 16:41.667 we care about you, and how much harm you could have done to yourself. 16:49.008 --> 16:51.135 Okay, Hudson's X-rays are in. 16:51.218 --> 16:53.387 Sorry. One sec. It's Jo. 16:58.225 --> 17:00.769 It looks like a simple mildly displaced humeral fracture. 17:00.853 --> 17:04.857 Yeah, and a shattered spleen with decreasing responses to fluids. 17:04.940 --> 17:06.942 Teddy and I can take him up for an ex-lap now. 17:07.026 --> 17:09.111 And I will set and reduce the fracture when you're done. 17:09.194 --> 17:10.487 -Hmm-mmm. -[cell phone continuously chiming] 17:14.575 --> 17:16.035 I know what you're thinking. 17:16.118 --> 17:18.787 That I should tell Jo I have feelings for her. 17:18.871 --> 17:20.914 But listen, we built a home together as friends. 17:20.998 --> 17:22.082 Our kids are practically siblings. 17:22.166 --> 17:24.793 If I make a move and she doesn't feel the same way, it's over. 17:24.877 --> 17:26.336 Saying something is not a good idea. 17:26.420 --> 17:28.213 That is not at all what I was thinking. 17:28.297 --> 17:30.716 -So you think it's a good idea? -I have no opinion. 17:30.799 --> 17:33.552 Plus, the last person I talked to about their relationship was Ndugu, 17:33.635 --> 17:35.679 and his wife is moving to another state. 17:35.763 --> 17:37.056 Not to mention him and Altman. 17:37.139 --> 17:38.474 What was that, Yasuda? 17:39.558 --> 17:41.769 Do you and Altman need us to prep him for surgery? 17:41.852 --> 17:44.188 Yes. And type and cross two units of blood. 17:56.366 --> 17:57.701 And deep breath. 17:59.203 --> 18:01.330 My parents toured with the band for a minute. 18:01.413 --> 18:02.748 They were called Blessed Wolf. 18:02.831 --> 18:06.001 Well, I tried to name us after our third-grade teacher, 18:06.085 --> 18:10.422 Mrs. Hatmaker, but Nola here nixed it. 18:10.506 --> 18:13.175 Two women in a folk-rock duo called 18:13.258 --> 18:16.303 "The Hatmakers" might as well sew up their vaginas forever. 18:16.386 --> 18:18.680 Is Viv your only emergency contact? 18:18.764 --> 18:21.475 My ride or die, since day one. 18:21.558 --> 18:23.727 And you repay me by trying to die. 18:23.811 --> 18:27.022 Think about all the songs you'll be able to write about my death. 18:27.106 --> 18:28.482 You're better off. 18:28.565 --> 18:30.734 I mean, who needs a spouse when you have a bandmate? 18:31.318 --> 18:34.071 Well, we prefer the term platonic soulmate. 18:34.154 --> 18:35.447 Another excellent band name. 18:35.531 --> 18:36.865 We're going to talk to Dr. Pierce, 18:36.949 --> 18:38.659 and we'll be back to update you. 18:45.874 --> 18:46.875 Thank you. 18:48.502 --> 18:50.587 -Okay, what is your problem? -With what? 18:50.671 --> 18:52.506 You're hating on marriage to anyone who will listen, 18:52.589 --> 18:53.924 when I'm about to get married. 18:54.007 --> 18:56.260 Or I'm doing my job and connecting with our patients. 18:56.343 --> 18:58.095 Yeah, but you don't know Trey. You don't know our relationship. 18:58.178 --> 18:59.471 I know. 18:59.555 --> 19:01.598 Get married, don't get married. I don't care. 19:01.682 --> 19:02.683 But it's not a distraction. 19:02.766 --> 19:04.309 I've been singularly focused on becoming a surgeon 19:04.393 --> 19:05.477 since I was eight. 19:05.561 --> 19:08.689 Griffith, I've already said I don't care. 19:08.772 --> 19:10.274 Who are you trying to convince? 19:10.357 --> 19:12.609 Doctors? It's Nola. Something happened. 19:12.693 --> 19:14.361 We were talking and she gasped. 19:14.444 --> 19:16.738 And then... this machine started going off. 19:16.822 --> 19:18.949 -I don't know. -Grab a crash cart. 19:19.032 --> 19:20.367 How's her airway? 19:21.451 --> 19:22.786 Airway's patent and she's breathing. 19:22.870 --> 19:23.912 She has JVD. 19:23.996 --> 19:27.166 Okay, we need to get her oxygen. And page Dr. Pierce! 19:29.585 --> 19:30.460 O2. 19:36.800 --> 19:37.885 [machine beeping] 19:37.968 --> 19:38.969 What happened? 19:39.052 --> 19:39.928 [Jules] Her BP dropped. 19:40.012 --> 19:41.805 -[Simone] JVD, muffled heart sounds. -[Maggie] What does it mean? 19:41.889 --> 19:44.683 -[Simone] Cardiac tamponade. -Someone tell me what that means. 19:44.808 --> 19:50.063 [Maggie] Nola's tumor has caused fluid to accumulate around her heart. 19:50.147 --> 19:51.899 We need to relieve the pressure by draining it, 19:51.982 --> 19:54.026 by doing what's called a pericardiocentesis. 19:54.109 --> 19:56.153 18-gauge spinal needle. 19:56.612 --> 19:57.571 Griffith? 20:02.951 --> 20:04.077 Find your landmarks. 20:04.161 --> 20:08.081 Find one centimeter inferior to the left xiphocostal angle. 20:08.165 --> 20:09.166 Yep. 20:09.249 --> 20:11.335 [Maggie] Insert the needle at a 30-degree angle. 20:12.127 --> 20:16.381 Good. And slowly advance it toward the left shoulder, 20:16.465 --> 20:18.133 while aspirating. 20:19.218 --> 20:22.387 And you should start to see fluid. Good, there it is. Good. 20:22.930 --> 20:24.223 [beeping slow down] 20:24.306 --> 20:27.142 She's stable, but we don't have much time. 20:27.226 --> 20:28.352 Until what? 20:28.435 --> 20:30.145 Until the fluid builds up again. 20:30.229 --> 20:34.066 Let's get her to the CCU, and page Dr. Ndugu right now. 20:34.149 --> 20:37.819 [intense music plays] 20:39.363 --> 20:40.864 Do you hear something? 20:40.948 --> 20:42.491 Don't worry about it, William. 20:42.574 --> 20:43.909 Maybe it's Rose. 20:43.992 --> 20:46.411 -Who's Rose? -She's my girlfriend. 20:46.495 --> 20:48.372 She's so pretty and smart. 20:48.455 --> 20:50.165 Except for her teeth. 20:50.249 --> 20:51.583 Don't worry about it, William. 20:51.667 --> 20:53.043 It's not Rose. 20:53.126 --> 20:54.336 -Oh, my God. -[cell phone vibrating continuously] 20:54.419 --> 20:55.796 It's not my fault. 20:57.631 --> 21:00.425 Stop calling, asshat! You're not harassing Dr. Bailey. 21:00.509 --> 21:02.469 You are harassing me! A poor, overworked, 21:02.552 --> 21:04.721 tired intern who would really appreciate it if you could-- 21:05.389 --> 21:06.765 Hello? 21:06.848 --> 21:07.933 Hi. 21:08.016 --> 21:09.101 Sorry. 21:09.184 --> 21:11.103 I'll-- I'll tell her. 21:12.604 --> 21:14.773 That was Dr. Bailey's optometrist. 21:14.856 --> 21:16.400 Tuck's glasses are ready. 21:16.483 --> 21:17.526 Do you need me to hold the phone for a while? 21:17.609 --> 21:18.944 No, thank you. 21:19.027 --> 21:21.071 Do you need me to hold the phone for a while? 21:21.154 --> 21:22.906 [cell phone vibrating] 21:23.532 --> 21:24.866 [Levi] You in the Nether worlds now? 21:24.950 --> 21:26.076 [game sound playing] 21:26.159 --> 21:27.786 Do you play with friends, or-- 21:27.869 --> 21:31.665 Do you think Dr. Webber will still want to be my doctor after this? 21:31.748 --> 21:33.083 Of course he will. 21:33.166 --> 21:34.751 I disappointed him. 21:34.835 --> 21:38.588 Well, if it makes you feel any better, so have I. 21:40.173 --> 21:42.217 Kids at school call me a defect, 21:42.301 --> 21:44.636 because I'm always at the nurse's office taking my meds. 21:44.720 --> 21:48.432 I just want to be... normal, you know? 21:48.515 --> 21:52.352 You know, I tried for a really long time 21:52.436 --> 21:53.770 to be what I thought was normal, 21:53.854 --> 21:57.858 and then I decided to see what would happen if I stopped. 21:57.941 --> 21:59.359 What happened? 21:59.443 --> 22:02.029 I liked myself a lot more. 22:05.407 --> 22:06.450 Okay. 22:07.075 --> 22:08.118 I'm ready. 22:08.702 --> 22:09.578 Okay. 22:13.915 --> 22:15.042 You paged? 22:16.710 --> 22:18.045 I wasn't sure you'd answer it. 22:18.837 --> 22:20.589 You're still my boss till the end of the day. 22:21.256 --> 22:22.966 Pushed my flight till tomorrow. 22:24.885 --> 22:28.013 Looks like a large thymoma in the mediastinum. 22:28.096 --> 22:30.182 It's already starting to tamponade 22:30.265 --> 22:33.143 with sympathetic fluid, so I don't have a lot of time. 22:33.226 --> 22:35.103 Tumor is shaped like a heart. 22:36.146 --> 22:37.564 -You didn't notice? -No. 22:37.647 --> 22:41.693 I was more concerned with how close it was to the heart, not its shape. 22:41.777 --> 22:43.945 Have you considered doing a reconstruction of the SVC? 22:44.029 --> 22:44.946 Yes. 22:45.030 --> 22:48.784 But I'm concerned that the tumor involves the innominate artery. 22:48.867 --> 22:51.828 Okay, what if you take the entire SVC and left subclavian? 22:51.912 --> 22:53.622 You'd have to resect the sternum, 22:53.705 --> 22:57.167 the SVC, and all the pericardium, but you'd get the entire tumor. 22:57.250 --> 22:59.419 That's if she doesn't decompensate first. 22:59.503 --> 23:04.841 If I go into the wrong dissecting plane even a tiny bit, she bleeds out and dies. 23:05.634 --> 23:07.928 She'll die if she continues to have fluid buildup. 23:11.390 --> 23:14.768 What if we use a bovine pericardial patch 23:14.851 --> 23:16.478 for the reconstruction? 23:20.148 --> 23:22.943 Maybe that would allow us to have clear margins. 23:23.819 --> 23:26.363 No interns. There's no margin for error. 23:26.446 --> 23:28.949 -Just you and me. -Just you and me. 23:35.330 --> 23:36.498 [sniffles] 23:40.335 --> 23:41.420 I'm sorry. 23:41.503 --> 23:42.587 It's okay. 23:42.671 --> 23:44.256 We hardly get to see each other, 23:44.339 --> 23:46.174 and I'm sitting here crying like somebody died. 23:52.681 --> 23:55.725 Even though I'm scaring you, I'm so glad that you're here. 23:55.809 --> 23:57.894 It takes a lot for this one to scare. 24:01.022 --> 24:03.984 I've hidden parts of myself in every relationship I've ever had, 24:04.067 --> 24:05.986 except for this one. It feels so freeing. 24:06.069 --> 24:08.780 [sighs] I just can be myself, 24:09.698 --> 24:10.907 queen of spirals. 24:11.491 --> 24:13.827 You can't be the queen of something that's only, like, 24:13.910 --> 24:15.912 a tiny part of who you are. 24:18.039 --> 24:21.376 You are sweet and kind. 24:21.960 --> 24:25.172 But I also think that you are underestimating 24:25.255 --> 24:27.716 my ability to fall off the deep end. 24:28.341 --> 24:30.677 I'm not underestimating anything. 24:32.387 --> 24:37.017 The Amelia I know is a badass neurosurgeon, 24:37.100 --> 24:38.852 an amazing mom. 24:40.187 --> 24:42.189 She works hard on her sobriety. 24:43.607 --> 24:47.277 She's a loving sister, a devoted friend. 24:48.403 --> 24:50.071 The Amelia I know is inspiring. 24:51.114 --> 24:53.033 She is not the queen of spirals. 24:53.909 --> 24:55.118 She is just a queen. 25:14.679 --> 25:18.308 Dr. Bailey, Dr. Altman, Dr. Fox. 25:19.684 --> 25:22.103 All married surgeons with stellar careers. 25:30.654 --> 25:32.030 [Maggie] Careful. 25:32.113 --> 25:34.074 The tissue is very friable. 25:34.157 --> 25:35.325 I'm aware, Dr. Pierce. 25:36.910 --> 25:38.078 All right. 25:38.161 --> 25:39.412 Specimen's coming out. 25:41.373 --> 25:44.376 [heartbeat beating] 25:48.171 --> 25:51.424 [machine beeping] 25:55.679 --> 25:58.098 Her blood pressure's soaring. 26:02.352 --> 26:03.979 Why aren't you doing anything? 26:07.732 --> 26:09.192 [Maggie] Pressure is stabilized. 26:09.276 --> 26:10.902 [Winston] Pseudo tamponade effect. 26:10.986 --> 26:13.238 The heart isn't used to all that space without the tumor. 26:13.989 --> 26:16.366 Now it's alone and happy. 26:18.577 --> 26:19.828 Let's start the reconstruction. 26:19.911 --> 26:21.413 Put her on bypass. 26:25.083 --> 26:27.127 [Teddy] Dr. Hunt and I were able to perform your splenectomy 26:27.210 --> 26:28.420 without any complications. 26:28.503 --> 26:30.922 -You should heal nicely. -Same with your shoulder. 26:31.006 --> 26:33.425 You're going to need a couple of months of rehabilitation, 26:33.508 --> 26:35.969 but then you should be able to regain normal function. 26:36.052 --> 26:37.596 Great. 26:37.679 --> 26:38.847 -Thanks. -[Teddy] MM-hmm. 26:40.640 --> 26:43.685 William, this is all good news. 26:45.228 --> 26:46.688 Yeah. No, sorry. 26:48.189 --> 26:51.192 Rose heard what I did, and she dumped me. 26:51.776 --> 26:53.278 -[sighs] -You know. 26:53.361 --> 26:56.615 I fell for her the second I saw her in line for Space Mountain. 26:56.698 --> 26:58.700 Company retreat in Orlando. 26:58.783 --> 27:00.744 I thought she was the love of my life. 27:02.287 --> 27:03.455 How could I have been so wrong? 27:04.414 --> 27:06.082 Listen, me and my wife, 27:06.875 --> 27:09.336 we were friends for years before we became a couple. 27:09.419 --> 27:11.630 We met when we were army surgeons together. 27:11.713 --> 27:13.757 So just to get this right, are you judging me 27:13.840 --> 27:15.800 for meeting Rose at a theme park, 27:15.884 --> 27:17.844 or for believing in love at first sight? 27:17.927 --> 27:19.054 Neither. 27:20.221 --> 27:22.682 Listen, even though it took us years to get together, I knew... 27:22.766 --> 27:24.517 I knew from the moment that I saw her, 27:24.601 --> 27:27.562 emerging from a surgical tent in 100 degrees heat, 27:27.646 --> 27:31.566 having just repaired an aortic dissection and saving a soldier's life. 27:31.650 --> 27:34.611 -I knew I wanted her in my life. -Then what took you so long? 27:34.694 --> 27:36.863 Well, I was-- 27:36.946 --> 27:40.408 I was engaged, and then I was married for a while, 27:40.492 --> 27:43.411 and then she was married. Our timing was just never quite right. 27:43.495 --> 27:45.372 But those relationships, they came and went. 27:45.455 --> 27:47.749 And our friendship outlasted them all, 27:47.832 --> 27:50.043 even after she moved out of the country. 27:50.126 --> 27:52.253 Then one day, I-- 27:52.337 --> 27:54.130 I just realized that she was the one person 27:54.214 --> 27:55.340 that I wanted to talk to at the end of a long day, 27:55.423 --> 27:56.591 or a great day. 27:56.675 --> 27:59.302 When I was reading a book or watching a movie, I'd think, 27:59.386 --> 28:01.054 "Man, she would love this," you know? 28:01.137 --> 28:04.474 She just kept-- She would constantly pop into my mind, 28:04.557 --> 28:05.892 until finally, I just-- 28:05.975 --> 28:09.604 I got on that plane to Germany, and I... 28:09.688 --> 28:11.106 I just told her. 28:12.774 --> 28:17.696 So if you feel that way about Rose, if you know you want her in your life, 28:17.779 --> 28:18.905 you should just try again. 28:23.368 --> 28:24.452 Yeah. 28:25.745 --> 28:27.539 I don't think Rose is it. 28:28.748 --> 28:30.375 Excuse me. 28:30.458 --> 28:31.626 I got to be somewhere. 28:33.586 --> 28:36.756 I mean, I did mail myself in a box, but she's not it. 28:37.340 --> 28:38.591 Thank you for that story. 28:41.344 --> 28:43.847 Look at all of this inflammation and necrosis. 28:43.930 --> 28:46.141 I mean, this is almost the entire colon. 28:46.224 --> 28:48.393 How long had Grayson's symptoms been under control? 28:48.476 --> 28:49.894 Years. 28:49.978 --> 28:51.855 The medication protocol worked wonders. 28:51.938 --> 28:53.982 And now he's completely turned that around. 28:54.065 --> 28:56.443 Foolish to the point of stupid. 29:00.238 --> 29:03.825 Dr. Kwan, do you even remember what being 13 is like? 29:03.908 --> 29:04.993 Because I do. 29:05.702 --> 29:07.120 It was really, really hard. 29:07.203 --> 29:10.623 You think Grayson doesn't already know that he disappointed everyone around him? 29:10.707 --> 29:13.293 You think he doesn't already feel stupid? 29:13.376 --> 29:14.544 Believe me, he does. 29:14.627 --> 29:17.213 Did you even hear him when he was trying to tell us 29:17.297 --> 29:19.591 that the medications made him feel terrible, 29:19.674 --> 29:22.260 worse than it already feels to be 13? 29:22.343 --> 29:24.971 Did you listen to your patient? 29:25.054 --> 29:26.556 Of course I did. But-- 29:26.639 --> 29:30.310 Grayson has spent an entire year working his butt off 29:30.393 --> 29:32.896 on becoming a man, so maybe stop chastising him 29:32.979 --> 29:35.356 like a toddler and freaking him out that he could die. 29:36.232 --> 29:41.780 Sometimes being a good doctor, or a... parent, 29:41.863 --> 29:44.240 or even a good mentor, 29:44.324 --> 29:46.367 means listening to what the other person needs. 29:50.580 --> 29:51.831 Suction, Kwan. 29:55.668 --> 29:58.129 [Maggie] [deep inhales] All right. 30:00.757 --> 30:02.008 What is it? 30:02.592 --> 30:04.427 There's no back wall left for the reconstruction. 30:04.511 --> 30:05.762 I don't think the patch is going to work. 30:06.721 --> 30:07.639 [Maggie sighs] 30:07.722 --> 30:09.974 ["Animal" by Milck playing] 30:11.142 --> 30:14.646 [Winston] What if we access the jugulars and use reverse cryo-artery, 30:14.729 --> 30:15.980 and drain into the right atrium? 30:16.064 --> 30:18.191 Two incisions, end-to-end, on the two jugulars. 30:18.274 --> 30:19.317 Yes. 30:19.400 --> 30:20.902 You think we can pull it off? 30:20.985 --> 30:23.488 I think we're Nola's only option. 30:23.571 --> 30:25.657 All right, let's do it. Right angle. 30:26.991 --> 30:28.159 [Maggie] Vessel loop. 31:48.031 --> 31:49.657 [cheering] 32:13.014 --> 32:14.599 I'm not saying I'm going to throw it in the toilet. 32:14.682 --> 32:16.601 But if you throw it in the toilet, I would cover for you. 32:16.684 --> 32:17.852 Just shut it up. 32:17.936 --> 32:19.062 I can't. 32:19.145 --> 32:21.522 [cell phone continuously vibrating] 32:23.942 --> 32:25.068 What are you doing? 32:29.030 --> 32:30.782 [sighs] 32:30.865 --> 32:32.033 [vibrating] 32:32.116 --> 32:34.035 Oh, my God! 32:39.707 --> 32:43.544 What on Earth do you think you're doing? 32:44.671 --> 32:48.299 Respectfully, Dr. Bailey, have you considered just turning it off? 32:48.383 --> 32:50.969 Have you considered being a wife, 32:51.052 --> 32:52.804 a mother, and a high-level professional? 32:52.887 --> 32:53.972 Give me the phone. 33:00.895 --> 33:03.648 [soft sighs] Okay. 33:18.329 --> 33:19.539 No. 33:19.622 --> 33:21.541 No, no, no. 33:21.624 --> 33:23.960 No, no, no. No. No, no. 33:24.043 --> 33:25.878 -I can't. -Viv, she's okay. Viv. 33:25.962 --> 33:27.422 Viv, she's alive. 33:28.047 --> 33:29.090 She's in the ICU. 33:29.173 --> 33:31.718 We were able to successfully remove the mass. 33:31.801 --> 33:33.386 Wait, what-- What? 33:33.469 --> 33:34.679 The tumor is gone. 33:34.762 --> 33:37.515 She has a long recovery, but she's stable. 33:38.141 --> 33:39.225 [sighs] 33:42.145 --> 33:44.397 I thought she was dead. I just... 33:46.024 --> 33:47.358 Your faces, those were not 33:47.442 --> 33:49.360 "I just saved a life against all odds" faces. 33:49.444 --> 33:51.988 Yeah. We have a lot going on. 33:53.740 --> 33:54.741 Thank you. 33:55.408 --> 33:58.327 Dr. Pierce, I knew you were the person. Thank you. 33:58.953 --> 34:00.163 It was teamwork. 34:00.246 --> 34:02.248 I could not have done it without Dr. Ndugu. 34:02.331 --> 34:04.500 Thank you, thank you. 34:04.584 --> 34:07.336 [mellow music playing] 34:17.805 --> 34:18.806 How long? 34:21.851 --> 34:24.020 How long do I have the ostomy for? 34:24.103 --> 34:25.772 Well, a few months. 34:27.523 --> 34:30.860 Your... Your parents went to get something to eat, 34:31.736 --> 34:33.946 but they've been with you the whole time. 34:35.948 --> 34:38.576 I didn't mean to worry them or to make you mad. 34:39.410 --> 34:41.454 I just didn't think it'd be such a big deal. 34:41.996 --> 34:45.333 You know, I remember your diagnosis like it was yesterday. 34:46.626 --> 34:47.960 It was a while ago. 34:48.044 --> 34:50.546 I was in... kindergarten. 34:50.630 --> 34:54.008 And you were very worried about missing your end-of-class party. 34:54.092 --> 34:55.134 Yeah. 34:55.218 --> 34:57.845 I was worried about missing the ice cream cake. 34:57.929 --> 34:58.805 [chuckles] 34:59.388 --> 35:01.349 I've known you for a long time, son. 35:02.058 --> 35:04.435 And I look forward to seeing what's next for you. 35:05.144 --> 35:08.564 I mean, your bar mitzvah, high school graduation, 35:08.648 --> 35:09.982 college. 35:10.066 --> 35:13.027 And when you make a decision that puts your future at risk... 35:13.111 --> 35:15.822 Well, it's-- it's frustrating. 35:16.405 --> 35:17.573 But I'm not mad at you. 35:18.241 --> 35:20.868 And if it came off that way, I-- 35:20.952 --> 35:22.495 I'm sorry. 35:23.204 --> 35:24.580 I'm sorry too. 35:24.664 --> 35:25.665 Good. 35:26.165 --> 35:29.293 Now that we've got that out the way, I want you to do me a favor. 35:29.836 --> 35:31.671 Now, when you heal up from the surgery, 35:31.754 --> 35:34.298 I'm going to give you a prescription for a new medication. 35:35.049 --> 35:36.467 You want me to promise to take it? 35:36.551 --> 35:39.345 I want you to tell me if it gives you any problems, 35:39.428 --> 35:42.598 if something's off, and we'll... 35:42.682 --> 35:44.809 we'll find a solution together. 35:44.892 --> 35:46.769 -Okay. -Okay. 35:48.020 --> 35:50.106 All right, let's check that ticker. 35:52.150 --> 35:53.192 [elevator dings] 35:56.362 --> 35:57.697 -Hey. -Hey. 36:02.076 --> 36:04.120 I have to hand it to you, you really went for 36:04.203 --> 36:06.664 your two favorite things in that speech... 36:06.747 --> 36:09.417 proving me wrong and getting laid. 36:11.335 --> 36:13.754 I was just trying to make our patient feel better. 36:13.838 --> 36:15.464 -Uh-huh. -Hmm-mm. 36:17.300 --> 36:18.426 Did it work? 36:18.509 --> 36:19.844 Didn't you see Link? 36:22.013 --> 36:23.181 I meant the other thing. 36:25.600 --> 36:27.894 Your mom's watching the kids for the night. 36:34.442 --> 36:37.862 Dr. Mary Edwards Walker, first female surgeon 36:37.945 --> 36:40.823 in the United States, the second female to graduate from medical school. 36:40.907 --> 36:44.202 Married. Started a practice with her husband. 36:44.285 --> 36:47.330 Wow. You're still worried about what I think of you? 36:48.122 --> 36:50.333 The marriage isn't a distraction. 36:50.416 --> 36:51.459 It's the damn wedding. 36:52.168 --> 36:54.253 It's a pain in my ass. 36:54.337 --> 36:56.380 It's the menu, and the seating chart, 36:56.464 --> 36:59.258 and the dress shop is harassing me because they want me to come get measured. 36:59.342 --> 37:01.093 But I am here from sunrise till sundown, 37:01.177 --> 37:03.137 because I'm trying to prove I'm just as good as the rest of you. 37:03.221 --> 37:05.431 Also, bridal shops are open, like, three hours a day 37:05.514 --> 37:08.100 or something, and I can't ask Adams to measure me 37:08.184 --> 37:11.103 because we all know why, and my sister won't text me back, 37:11.187 --> 37:12.355 so I'm not going to get measured, 37:12.438 --> 37:13.898 so I'm not going to get married, so I'm not going to have a dress-- 37:13.981 --> 37:15.816 Okay, okay, okay. Lift your arms. 37:16.817 --> 37:17.818 What? 37:18.444 --> 37:19.612 Lift. 37:19.695 --> 37:20.696 What are you doing? 37:21.948 --> 37:23.866 Well, we can't let Adams near your inseam. 37:31.666 --> 37:32.833 Again. 37:33.334 --> 37:34.669 [Simone] Thank you. 37:34.752 --> 37:36.003 [Jules] You owe me a drink. 37:38.464 --> 37:43.261 Jo, you are... donuts in human form. 37:43.344 --> 37:44.679 [chuckles] 37:44.762 --> 37:46.430 Okay. No, no. All right. 37:46.514 --> 37:50.059 You are-- You are twinkle lights and yellow roses, 37:50.142 --> 37:52.812 and although I hate most of humanity, I do not hate you. 37:52.895 --> 37:55.564 That... Ooh. Um... 37:55.648 --> 37:58.276 Uh... in fact, you are the only person 37:58.359 --> 38:00.903 I want to come home to for the rest of my-- Why-- 38:00.987 --> 38:02.321 Why didn't I write a song? 38:02.405 --> 38:03.531 Should have written a song. 38:04.365 --> 38:05.574 [cell phone ringing] 38:10.579 --> 38:12.623 -Hey, Jo. I canceled the-- -[Jo cries] 38:12.707 --> 38:14.625 Whoa, whoa, whoa. What happened? 38:14.709 --> 38:17.795 It's Luna. Something's wrong. 38:17.878 --> 38:19.505 Wait, wait... what's wrong? 38:19.588 --> 38:22.925 The daycare think that-- that there's a problem with her hearing. 38:23.968 --> 38:25.720 I... I need... 38:25.803 --> 38:27.888 I need to get her checked out. 38:27.972 --> 38:29.515 I'll be right there. 38:29.598 --> 38:32.977 No, no, no. We're gonna... We're gonna come straight home, 38:33.060 --> 38:34.145 so you stay there, okay? 38:34.228 --> 38:36.188 -Okay. -Okay. 38:49.618 --> 38:52.330 [Meredith] When we don't feel heard or validated, 38:52.413 --> 38:55.624 it can be very easy to forget that we aren't actually alone. 39:00.463 --> 39:03.257 [mellow music playing] 39:13.434 --> 39:16.479 [Ben] Hey, there are my girls. [chuckles] 39:16.562 --> 39:17.646 Hey, you ready to go home? 39:19.315 --> 39:22.443 We're not going home. I got us a rental. 39:27.615 --> 39:28.616 What is this? 39:28.699 --> 39:30.201 It's a picture of Tuck in school. 39:30.284 --> 39:34.413 I know it's a picture of Tuck, but... who sent it to you? 39:35.456 --> 39:38.376 One of the numbers who's called my phone over 40 times. 39:38.459 --> 39:39.460 I know. I-- 39:39.543 --> 39:42.296 Just change the number, change the email. 39:42.380 --> 39:44.465 We're taking the kids out of school for a few days. 39:45.800 --> 39:47.009 [Meredith] And that there is a difference 39:47.093 --> 39:49.387 between being alone, and just feeling lonely. 39:49.470 --> 39:51.722 Sometimes being alone is the only way 39:51.806 --> 39:54.558 we can hear our own hearts trying to communicate 39:54.642 --> 39:56.602 what it is that we actually want... 39:56.685 --> 39:58.145 I smell cake. 39:59.188 --> 40:02.149 [Meredith] What we need, and who we love. 40:02.817 --> 40:04.485 Ahh, no fork. 40:05.861 --> 40:08.739 [Meredith] So we can move through this world with better communication 40:08.823 --> 40:11.367 when we actually have something important to say. 40:11.450 --> 40:12.451 Hey. 40:13.577 --> 40:15.204 Hell of a way to go out today. 40:16.455 --> 40:19.041 I could not have done that surgery without you. 40:19.125 --> 40:20.418 You would have figured it out. 40:20.501 --> 40:21.836 No, I wouldn't have. 40:22.962 --> 40:25.172 I wouldn't have figured out a lot of things without you. 40:25.256 --> 40:28.134 You push me to be better. You challenge me. 40:28.217 --> 40:31.637 You inspire me to never give in on a challenging case. 40:32.430 --> 40:35.975 And the way that you accessed that jugular today, it was... 40:36.559 --> 40:37.893 It was what? 40:41.689 --> 40:44.150 [music continuously playing] 41:17.766 --> 41:19.894 [Meredith] And to be crystal clear when we do. 41:31.238 --> 41:32.823 I had a great day. 41:34.074 --> 41:35.451 Me too. 41:36.535 --> 41:38.454 Don't go back to Minnesota. 41:39.246 --> 41:40.289 I'm not. 41:44.043 --> 41:47.671 The team wants me to open up a lab in London. 41:48.464 --> 41:49.465 I'd run it. 41:50.341 --> 41:52.676 Triple the size, triple the staff. 41:53.636 --> 41:58.432 I wanted to tell you earlier, but you were already so sad. 42:00.392 --> 42:01.393 You want to go? 42:02.645 --> 42:04.230 Amelia, I accepted. 42:05.022 --> 42:06.440 I am going. 42:25.876 --> 42:27.878 [slow pop music playing]