WEBVTT 00:01.960 --> 00:04.045 [upbeat music playing] 00:05.714 --> 00:08.466 [Meredith] As doctors, we rely heavily on data 00:08.550 --> 00:11.011 to treat our patients and minimize risk. 00:11.094 --> 00:12.762 So when there is no data, 00:12.846 --> 00:15.015 any move can be extremely scary. 00:15.098 --> 00:16.266 What are you doing here this early? 00:17.976 --> 00:19.978 Getting stood up. You? 00:21.521 --> 00:22.939 Couldn't sleep. 00:25.483 --> 00:26.651 Enjoy. 00:27.986 --> 00:30.488 [Meredith] We have to solely practice medicine on a hunch, 00:31.156 --> 00:32.782 relying on instincts and hope. 00:34.117 --> 00:36.870 Sometimes, it does not go our way. 00:37.245 --> 00:38.872 Hey, why do you drive slower than my grandma? 00:38.955 --> 00:42.292 I drive the speed limit. If you need to whine, maybe find a bus. 00:42.375 --> 00:43.793 Maybe we should leave earlier then. 00:43.877 --> 00:46.546 Maybe someone should stop staring at themselves in the mirror. 00:46.629 --> 00:47.964 Like, all the time. 00:48.048 --> 00:49.049 [Simone chuckles] 00:50.258 --> 00:51.551 Why are you hiding? 00:51.634 --> 00:52.969 I want to scrub in on one more surgery 00:53.053 --> 00:54.804 before Altman fires me for moonlighting at Joe's. 00:54.888 --> 00:56.848 She's not gonna fire you, Helm took a stand for you. 00:56.931 --> 00:59.476 I didn't ask her to. I have no idea what she said. 00:59.559 --> 01:01.936 She doesn't even know what she said, she was in a rage blackout. 01:02.020 --> 01:03.480 What makes her think she can speak for me at all? 01:03.980 --> 01:06.691 Okay. Go. Go, go, go. 01:09.277 --> 01:10.278 [elevator dings] 01:10.361 --> 01:11.780 [Meredith] Sometimes, it does. 01:12.280 --> 01:14.324 Before there was a cure for diabetes, 01:14.616 --> 01:16.659 scientists followed their instincts 01:16.743 --> 01:20.497 and gave sick children an experimental extract called insulin. 01:21.039 --> 01:23.666 As terrifying as it was, that risk 01:23.750 --> 01:25.960 -has now saved millions of lives. -[elevator dings] 01:26.795 --> 01:27.921 Ladies first. 01:30.090 --> 01:31.091 Oh, I'm good. 01:31.716 --> 01:33.718 [Meredith] But even if your hunch is strong, 01:33.802 --> 01:37.555 before taking the leap, some part of you always worries. 01:37.889 --> 01:40.058 "What if I'm about to make a huge mistake?" 01:40.141 --> 01:42.435 Okay, great. Yeah, we'll see you then. Thank you. 01:42.519 --> 01:46.106 Okay, Luna's first auditory-verbal therapy is on the books. 01:46.189 --> 01:48.191 I just have to reschedule her audiologist, 01:48.274 --> 01:50.151 find her a speech therapist, get caught up on notes, 01:50.235 --> 01:51.236 and deliver a baby. 01:51.319 --> 01:52.445 Can I help with anything? 01:52.529 --> 01:54.531 Um, you want to deliver a baby? 01:54.614 --> 01:56.241 I was kinda hoping for one of the other jobs. 01:56.324 --> 01:57.867 It's okay, I got it. Thank you. 01:59.577 --> 02:00.578 -[Owen] Hey. -[Jo] Hey. 02:00.662 --> 02:02.122 Can you do a consult in the ICU? 02:02.580 --> 02:05.166 Sure. I've got about 20 minutes before my next consult. 02:05.250 --> 02:06.459 Well, you're gonna want to reschedule that. 02:08.378 --> 02:09.921 [woman speaking over P.A.] 02:10.588 --> 02:13.216 Hey, about this morning, I got a ride into work with my roommates-- 02:13.299 --> 02:14.300 Don't care. 02:15.510 --> 02:16.719 Okay. 02:16.803 --> 02:18.680 Well, I--I thought you'd yell at me or something. 02:18.763 --> 02:22.016 Yeah, I don't care about the excuse, I care that you did not show up. 02:22.100 --> 02:23.184 Right. 02:23.268 --> 02:26.062 So, I'm about to tell you a bunch of things I need you to do today 02:26.146 --> 02:27.480 so I highly suggest you write it down. 02:28.273 --> 02:30.900 Round on my post-ops, then check with pathology 02:30.984 --> 02:33.403 to see if Mr. Kane's biopsy results are back in. 02:33.486 --> 02:36.531 After that, I need you to review tomorrow’s patients’ PT/INRs, 02:36.614 --> 02:37.949 tell me if anything looks off. 02:38.032 --> 02:39.826 And then Sarah Hawkins in bed seven, 02:39.909 --> 02:42.662 when her blood sugar stabilizes, turn off her insulin drip. 02:42.996 --> 02:44.998 -Got it. -And input these notes into the charts. 02:45.623 --> 02:47.125 Okay? And, Adams... 02:48.042 --> 02:49.460 I hardly yell. 02:51.671 --> 02:54.841 Okay, the patient in bed three can go home. 02:54.924 --> 02:57.719 Just follow up in the clinic in two weeks. 02:57.802 --> 02:58.970 Dr. Kwan! 03:00.305 --> 03:03.433 I haven’t had a chance to say thank you 03:03.516 --> 03:06.936 for stopping that patient when he came after me. 03:07.020 --> 03:08.605 Oh, no, it was nothing. 03:08.688 --> 03:11.524 It was not nothing. It was very much something, 03:11.608 --> 03:15.028 and I am grateful, so, thank you. 03:18.907 --> 03:20.408 [woman speaking over P.A.] 03:22.327 --> 03:23.328 Maxine? 03:23.703 --> 03:24.871 Oh. [chuckles] 03:24.954 --> 03:28.625 Call me Max. Maxine makes me feel like a grandmother. 03:28.708 --> 03:31.794 Which I am, of course, but no need to broadcast the fact. 03:31.878 --> 03:34.172 -Are you looking for Jules? -No. 03:34.255 --> 03:36.716 And don’t you dare call her down here. I don’t want to worry her. 03:36.799 --> 03:38.218 -Well, is everything all right? -Well, 03:38.301 --> 03:40.887 I woke up feeling a bit dizzy. 03:40.970 --> 03:45.725 I'm sure it's nothing, but at my age, better safe than sorry. 03:45.808 --> 03:47.435 Oh, let's take a look. Come with me. 03:47.518 --> 03:49.062 Don't I need to check in? 03:49.145 --> 03:51.606 Oh, no, no. You are VIP. 03:51.689 --> 03:53.566 -Come on. -[chuckling] Oh, finally! 03:53.650 --> 03:54.651 [both chuckling] 03:54.859 --> 03:55.985 Right over here. 03:57.445 --> 03:59.948 -[Bailey] I'm sorry. Sorry. -What's with the emergency meeting? 04:00.031 --> 04:01.491 We have an intern problem. 04:01.574 --> 04:03.993 Is this about Yasuda working at Joe’s? 04:04.077 --> 04:06.371 Because from what I understand, it was only a couple weeks, and it’s over. 04:06.454 --> 04:07.789 Yasuda was working at Joe's? 04:07.872 --> 04:09.165 -[Nick] Yes. -I thought Helm worked at Joe's. 04:09.249 --> 04:10.416 And Yasuda. 04:10.500 --> 04:12.293 [Bailey] Why does any surgeon work at Joe's? 04:12.377 --> 04:14.212 Because the system is broken. 04:14.712 --> 04:16.464 And according to these, they have to. 04:16.547 --> 04:17.674 What is this? 04:17.757 --> 04:20.009 [Teddy] It's the intern surveys of the program. 04:20.093 --> 04:22.595 I asked Schmitt to hand them out, and these are the results. 04:22.679 --> 04:25.598 "The lockers are from 1955." 04:25.682 --> 04:28.643 "Need low fat oat milk in the cafeteria." 04:28.726 --> 04:31.813 "More hypoallergenic pillows in the on call room." 04:31.896 --> 04:36.025 This isn't a spa, Altman. I wouldn’t put much stock in these. 04:36.109 --> 04:38.403 Yeah, I didn't. Until I read this one. 04:38.486 --> 04:39.612 Uh, here we go: 04:39.696 --> 04:43.783 "Our salary doesn't even equal the average cost of living in Seattle." 04:43.866 --> 04:45.451 Well, that can't be right. 04:45.535 --> 04:48.329 It is. They included research. 04:49.414 --> 04:52.125 The patient was in a wingsuit accident in Sun Valley, Idaho. 04:52.208 --> 04:53.418 Wingsuit? Like skydiving? 04:53.501 --> 04:54.794 More like BASE jumping. 04:54.877 --> 04:57.422 He slammed into a granite wall at high velocity. 04:57.505 --> 05:00.258 I’d question his personal choices, but people like that keep me in business. 05:00.341 --> 05:01.509 Any major head injuries? 05:01.592 --> 05:04.429 Miraculously, no. He was initially stabilized, 05:04.512 --> 05:06.681 had washouts and was splinted at Boise General, 05:06.764 --> 05:08.808 but they didn’t have the resources to do the rest. 05:08.891 --> 05:11.227 What'd he break? Femur? Tibia? Humerus? Pelvis? 05:11.311 --> 05:13.021 Yes. [clears throat] 05:17.150 --> 05:18.443 Don't worry. 05:18.860 --> 05:20.486 Feels worse than it looks. 05:36.002 --> 05:38.921 So. You and Jules, huh? 05:39.255 --> 05:41.257 She’s quite the catch. 05:41.341 --> 05:43.968 It's not like that. We're just friends. 05:44.052 --> 05:48.014 Friends with... What do they call it now, "benefits"? 05:48.097 --> 05:49.515 She told you that? 05:50.141 --> 05:53.728 You know us girls. We spill the tea. 05:53.811 --> 05:57.482 Ms. Anderson, it's good and not good to see you again. 05:57.565 --> 05:59.150 You're feeling a little woozy? 05:59.233 --> 06:01.903 It's not bad, really, but after the last go-around, 06:01.986 --> 06:03.905 -I don’t want to take any chances. -Okay. 06:03.988 --> 06:07.283 -She's a bit tachy. BP is slightly low. -[Levi] Okay, um... 06:07.825 --> 06:09.702 Here, open your mouth for me. 06:10.745 --> 06:12.497 Yeah, you’re a little dehydrated. 06:12.580 --> 06:14.499 So as long as you’re here we’ll just run a few tests, 06:14.582 --> 06:15.666 make sure nothing else is going on. 06:15.750 --> 06:17.043 Because I'm a VIP. 06:17.126 --> 06:18.252 [Levi] Exactly. [chuckles] 06:18.961 --> 06:24.258 Let's run a CBC, CMP, urinalysis, and give a bolus of IV fluids. 06:24.342 --> 06:26.386 I'll come back and check on you in a little bit. 06:26.469 --> 06:28.388 If you need anything, Dr. Kwan’s your guy. 06:28.471 --> 06:29.472 Okay. 06:31.182 --> 06:33.101 So, what else has Jules told you? 06:33.184 --> 06:34.602 Nope. I can't tell you. 06:34.685 --> 06:36.437 -But you just said-- -Sorry. 06:37.605 --> 06:38.856 What did she call it? 06:38.940 --> 06:40.274 It's girl code. 06:43.319 --> 06:45.154 Sam Sutton, 44. 06:45.238 --> 06:47.907 Wingsuit versus boulder 24 hours ago. 06:47.990 --> 06:50.159 GCS 15, no evidence of TBI. 06:50.243 --> 06:51.494 Has a left sided pneumothorax 06:51.577 --> 06:53.704 with a chest tube placed at the other hospital... 06:53.788 --> 06:56.624 Sustained multiple fractures to all four extremities, 06:56.707 --> 06:58.418 ribs, as well as stable spinal fractures. 06:58.501 --> 07:02.422 Sam, this is Dr. Lincoln. He is Chief of Orthopedic Surgery. 07:03.047 --> 07:05.299 -Do you mind if I take a look? -[Sam] Please. 07:05.383 --> 07:08.428 All right, have we ordered CT Angio on all four extremities, 07:08.511 --> 07:10.471 -check for blood flow? -Dr. Hunt did this morning. 07:10.555 --> 07:12.140 All right. Okay. 07:12.223 --> 07:13.224 [hisses] 07:13.599 --> 07:14.642 [Sam grunts] 07:15.309 --> 07:18.521 Yeah, I can wait to remove the dressings until we're in the O.R. 07:18.604 --> 07:21.357 Is it annoying if I say you're extremely lucky? 07:21.441 --> 07:24.318 Say it. He has, like, 50 times. 07:24.402 --> 07:26.988 You tried to glide through a two-meter hole in the side of a mountain. 07:27.071 --> 07:29.115 Oh, you could've been right there with me. 07:29.198 --> 07:31.534 Kwame was my co-pilot in the Air Force. 07:31.617 --> 07:32.702 And now we're wingsuit buddies. 07:32.785 --> 07:34.745 Wait, you mean a literal wingman? 07:34.829 --> 07:37.039 Except I prefer to go around the giant rocks. 07:37.123 --> 07:38.332 How's it look? 07:38.416 --> 07:40.501 You think I'll be back to BASE jumping in a month or two? 07:40.877 --> 07:43.921 -Uh... -Kidding. I know I’m lucky to be here. 07:44.005 --> 07:47.842 But I did promise my nephew I’d teach him how to ride his bike this summer. 07:47.925 --> 07:49.635 I'd like to make good on that. What do you think? 07:50.094 --> 07:53.181 Um, I’ll take a closer look at your scans and x-rays, 07:53.264 --> 07:56.309 but I gotta be straight with you, the damage is extensive. 07:56.392 --> 08:00.730 If anyone can help, Sam, Dr. Lincoln can. He is the best. 08:02.732 --> 08:05.067 I'll do everything I can. 08:10.698 --> 08:12.450 -Hey, Doc? -Yeah? 08:12.533 --> 08:13.826 Can I ask you something real quick? 08:13.910 --> 08:15.077 [Link] Of course. 08:15.828 --> 08:17.455 He's the surgeon who operated on the Tank. 08:17.997 --> 08:19.582 Should we get a second opinion? 08:19.665 --> 08:22.543 Dr. Lincoln is an exceptional surgeon with a stellar record. 08:22.627 --> 08:24.212 And the best of us can have a bad day. 08:24.921 --> 08:25.922 [Kwame] Hmm. 08:28.799 --> 08:31.427 Every time Sam's mind takes him to a dark place, 08:31.511 --> 08:33.429 it's his body that ends up saving him. 08:33.513 --> 08:35.932 Marathons, martial arts, diving off cliffs. 08:36.015 --> 08:38.559 He needs his limbs. And I need him to live. 08:38.893 --> 08:41.896 So... don't have a bad day. 08:42.897 --> 08:44.273 I will do my best. 08:44.357 --> 08:47.860 And... my best is pretty damn good. 08:54.158 --> 08:55.618 Page me when those scans are up, please. 08:55.701 --> 08:56.702 Yeah. 08:58.037 --> 09:00.831 Oh, um, Adams gave me these... 09:00.915 --> 09:03.334 these notes that you scribbled with like, wedding stuff? 09:03.417 --> 09:05.086 I spilled a little bit of kombucha on them, 09:05.169 --> 09:08.172 so if you wanna, you can text me and when you... 09:10.258 --> 09:13.386 I'm... I'm your new maid of honor now. 09:13.469 --> 09:14.637 Did he not tell you? 09:15.555 --> 09:16.556 He did not. 09:18.307 --> 09:20.059 Okay, well... 09:20.142 --> 09:21.477 Nothing to worry about. 09:21.561 --> 09:24.355 I am not going to do the blood thing. 09:24.438 --> 09:26.607 In fact, I am not going to do... 09:27.108 --> 09:28.109 anything. 09:28.192 --> 09:29.569 Unless you text me. 09:31.112 --> 09:33.322 FYI, I’m partial to cat emojis. 09:39.954 --> 09:41.872 Hey, do you think they're gonna be in there for a long time? 09:41.956 --> 09:42.999 According to the O.R. schedule, 09:43.082 --> 09:44.750 they all cleared their electives for the morning. 09:44.834 --> 09:47.795 But it only takes five minutes to fire someone, so who knows? 09:47.878 --> 09:49.672 I just can't read Marsh's handwriting-- 09:49.755 --> 09:50.881 Do you know what this says? 09:50.965 --> 09:54.176 I'm about to lose two jobs this week, I really don't feel the need to help you. 09:54.260 --> 09:56.971 How about for a liver transplant recipient on the 5th floor? 09:57.054 --> 09:59.140 -[Mika] I can't read that. -Huh. 09:59.223 --> 10:01.350 I don't remember assigning either of you to the service 10:01.434 --> 10:03.394 that takes care of patients in the hallway. 10:03.477 --> 10:07.023 Okay. Okay, but... how good are you at reading Marsh’s handwriting? 10:07.106 --> 10:09.191 Check pro-graph level and stop Protonix. 10:09.275 --> 10:10.484 [Lucas] Thanks. 10:10.985 --> 10:13.070 [woman speaking over P.A.] 10:14.113 --> 10:16.282 How many bones did he actually break? 10:16.365 --> 10:18.701 I've counted 75 so far. 10:18.784 --> 10:21.120 He's got comminuted fractures in all the long bones. 10:21.203 --> 10:23.664 Plus the rib and spinous process fractures, too. 10:23.748 --> 10:26.417 [sighs] Yeah, we don’t have to worry about those for now. They’ll heal on their own. 10:26.500 --> 10:28.711 It's incredible that his spine is still intact. 10:28.794 --> 10:30.963 [Jules] Nothing's where it's supposed to be. 10:31.047 --> 10:32.923 -It’s like... -[Link] He's a jigsaw puzzle. 10:34.342 --> 10:37.094 A broken one, obviously, but we can put him back together, 10:37.178 --> 10:38.220 one surgery at a time. 10:39.263 --> 10:41.641 Wait, you're... You're gonna do this in stages? 10:41.724 --> 10:44.935 Well, we’ll need to reconstruct his right femur first, 10:45.019 --> 10:48.356 using cadaver bone to fill in this defect here. 10:48.439 --> 10:49.940 Once that's done, we'll wash out 10:50.024 --> 10:52.276 and fix the left extremity since it's already open. 10:52.360 --> 10:56.238 Then, we’ll go in the next day and fix the left femur. 10:56.322 --> 10:57.823 And tib fib. 10:57.907 --> 11:00.201 And the right extremity in digits 11:00.284 --> 11:02.411 can wait for last since they're stable for now. 11:02.495 --> 11:05.206 Uh, why not fix all four extremities at once? 11:05.289 --> 11:08.459 I mean, isn’t there risk of sepsis from the open wounds if we wait? 11:09.669 --> 11:12.713 Well, if you... If you put him under for an extremely long period of time, 11:12.797 --> 11:15.341 you're looking at a high risk for anesthesia complications, 11:15.424 --> 11:17.468 bleeding, clots... 11:17.551 --> 11:18.719 Life over limb. 11:19.428 --> 11:20.513 Exactly. 11:21.263 --> 11:24.433 If the bone and tissue loss is too severe, 11:24.517 --> 11:25.935 we may have to amputate. 11:30.231 --> 11:32.191 No. No way. I'm not doing that. 11:32.274 --> 11:34.193 You're not doing... what? 11:34.276 --> 11:37.446 I don't want one of my legs or arms to die while waiting in line. 11:37.530 --> 11:39.615 Well, no, I'm not saying that that will happen, 11:39.699 --> 11:40.866 I'm saying it could happen. 11:40.950 --> 11:43.744 I wouldn’t be doing my job if I didn’t put all the risks on the table for you. 11:43.828 --> 11:45.996 Trust me, this is the safer option. 11:46.080 --> 11:47.289 Compared to what? 11:47.998 --> 11:48.999 Is there another option? 11:49.083 --> 11:52.044 We could do all the repairs at once. But it is a much longer surgery. 11:52.128 --> 11:56.716 Which I strongly do not recommend due to the possible complications-- 11:56.799 --> 11:59.510 But waiting also has its downsides. 12:00.094 --> 12:02.138 Muscle death from such a severe injury 12:02.221 --> 12:04.390 could lead to potentially fatal consequences 12:04.473 --> 12:07.101 or you could get sepsis from the open wounds. 12:08.060 --> 12:09.645 Those are also heavy complications. 12:09.729 --> 12:12.273 -Yes, but we would-- -I was trained to assess major risk 12:12.356 --> 12:13.524 and take them anyway. 12:14.191 --> 12:16.152 So let's do this. All or nothing. 12:27.371 --> 12:30.332 Wow, I think they’re starting Dr. Lincoln’s wingsuit surgery soon. 12:30.416 --> 12:31.667 Uh-huh. 12:32.710 --> 12:35.588 Mentioning it in case you thought maybe I could go up there for a bit. 12:35.671 --> 12:38.048 -No. -To observe? 12:38.549 --> 12:41.385 For my education. There's like 91 broken bones. 12:41.469 --> 12:43.304 It's cool. But still no. 12:45.431 --> 12:49.894 Ms. Anderson. I’m afraid your urinalysis came back positive for a UTI. 12:49.977 --> 12:52.146 But I always pee after sex! 12:52.229 --> 12:55.900 And that’s good. But you can also get a UTI from dehydration, 12:55.983 --> 12:57.151 especially as we get older. 12:57.234 --> 13:01.113 I drink all the time! Tea, mint juleps... 13:01.197 --> 13:03.324 Those are diuretics. They cause dehydration. 13:03.532 --> 13:06.076 Yeah. I know. I'm just kidding. 13:06.952 --> 13:09.705 Yeah, I admit I could be more diligent about water. 13:09.789 --> 13:13.209 Well, we’re going to put you on an oral antibiotic and some more IV fluids, okay? 13:13.292 --> 13:15.961 Dr. Kwan will be nearby if you need anything. 13:16.045 --> 13:17.171 [Blue sighs] 13:17.254 --> 13:18.881 [woman speaking over P.A.] 13:23.636 --> 13:25.012 Don't be mad at Adams. 13:25.679 --> 13:26.806 No, I'm not. 13:26.889 --> 13:28.891 I probably shouldn't have asked him. 13:29.350 --> 13:30.976 You definitely shouldn't have. 13:31.685 --> 13:35.356 I just wanted to go through it with a friend who knows me. 13:35.439 --> 13:36.524 I know you. 13:37.149 --> 13:40.027 Unless you meant a friend who's had their tongue in your mouth 13:40.110 --> 13:41.862 because I could be convinced. 13:42.488 --> 13:44.698 Okay, quick. What's your sign? 13:45.032 --> 13:46.534 -Taurus. -Oh, that tracks. 13:46.617 --> 13:48.577 -Film or TV? -[Simone] Sleep. 13:48.994 --> 13:51.372 -Fair. What's your favorite crystal? -What are you doing? 13:51.455 --> 13:52.748 Getting to know you. 13:52.832 --> 13:53.833 [Sam] How's it going? 13:54.333 --> 13:56.710 Anybody have a funny joke? A good story? 13:57.419 --> 13:59.171 It's just a little while longer. 13:59.255 --> 14:01.715 We're making sure that there's blood flow in your extremities. 14:02.967 --> 14:04.677 [Sam] Since I have a minute, listen. 14:04.760 --> 14:06.637 I’m worried about Kwame. 14:07.638 --> 14:09.431 He's my ride or die, and... 14:10.099 --> 14:11.767 my... my guy. 14:12.560 --> 14:15.980 So I'm gonna give you his wife's number, and if I die, 14:16.063 --> 14:17.857 I need you to call her. 14:18.732 --> 14:21.610 If I die, I need you to make sure that she comes to pick him up 14:21.694 --> 14:22.903 because he will be a wreck 14:22.987 --> 14:25.114 and he won't be able to drive himself safely. 14:25.197 --> 14:27.533 and he's too proud to call her himself. 14:29.076 --> 14:30.077 Can you do that for me? 14:32.288 --> 14:33.622 I'll take the number. 14:33.706 --> 14:35.749 But hopefully we won't have to use it. 14:37.585 --> 14:38.878 How's it look? 14:38.961 --> 14:42.965 CT angio shows areas of diminished blood flow all over the place. 14:43.507 --> 14:45.551 I’m still trying to wrap my head around it. 14:45.634 --> 14:47.887 We need to get him in an O.R. as soon as possible. 14:48.554 --> 14:49.555 [scoffs] 14:49.889 --> 14:51.098 I had a plan. 14:51.599 --> 14:52.600 Staged surgeries. 14:52.683 --> 14:55.144 Then you tell him we could do it all at once. 14:55.227 --> 14:58.731 -It's what he wants. -He wants to live, Hunt. 14:59.607 --> 15:02.192 Staged surgeries is how he lives! 15:02.276 --> 15:03.777 One manageable piece at a time. 15:03.861 --> 15:06.614 If he loses his limbs, if he can't jump... 15:07.990 --> 15:11.660 In the Army, I was trained to run on adrenaline, risk and terror. 15:11.744 --> 15:13.203 When I got home... 15:13.287 --> 15:16.373 War makes you alive and dead, Link. 15:16.457 --> 15:20.044 And regular life gets dull really fast when you come home from that. 15:20.794 --> 15:23.422 The thrill of being a trauma surgeon's the only thing that saved me. 15:24.256 --> 15:28.469 Sam is not a daredevil. He is a veteran coping with trauma. 15:28.552 --> 15:30.346 And even if he can never jump again, 15:30.429 --> 15:32.514 he needs the hope that there is something out there 15:32.598 --> 15:34.850 that can make him feel more alive than dead. 15:39.188 --> 15:40.898 -Get out. -What? 15:40.981 --> 15:43.651 You're not an orthopedic surgeon, so get out. 15:43.734 --> 15:46.111 Are you refusing to do the surgery? Because the longer that we wait-- 15:46.195 --> 15:49.239 No, I’m refusing to waste more time talking to you 15:49.323 --> 15:51.241 when I need to figure out how to do the damn thing. 15:51.992 --> 15:53.077 [sighs] 15:53.243 --> 15:57.456 I will call you when I need you, but respectfully, Hunt, get out. 16:02.211 --> 16:03.212 [exhales sharply] 16:12.096 --> 16:15.724 My first idea was to appeal to Catherine and the foundation. 16:15.808 --> 16:18.227 Well, resident salaries are government-funded, 16:18.310 --> 16:21.438 and they always have been, and money may be tight, 16:21.522 --> 16:24.024 but when you’re in training, you don’t need a fancy car. 16:24.566 --> 16:27.152 -I mean, you eat a lot of canned soup. -Grilled cheese. 16:27.236 --> 16:28.904 -Pasta. -Cereal. 16:28.988 --> 16:30.531 [Richard] See? I mean, we all did it. 16:30.614 --> 16:34.243 And besides, the hospital covers a residents’ malpractice insurance, 16:34.326 --> 16:38.497 they have free parking, meal stipend of up to... 16:38.580 --> 16:39.748 $15 a day. 16:39.832 --> 16:43.377 Where can you get three meals a day for $15? 16:43.460 --> 16:44.670 -Cereal. -Pasta. 16:44.753 --> 16:46.422 -Okay, neither one of you are helping. -[device beeps] 16:46.505 --> 16:49.133 Oh, shoot. I got a 911 in the ICU. Gotta go. 16:50.843 --> 16:53.762 I’ll tell you another benefit they had that we never got. 16:53.846 --> 16:58.934 The hospital pays the residents to have four weeks paid vacation a year. 16:59.018 --> 17:00.019 [scoffs] 17:01.103 --> 17:03.313 Yeah, that started when I was coming up. 17:04.148 --> 17:08.861 My great aunt died and I asked for a week to go help my mom. 17:09.445 --> 17:11.155 -And did you? -When I asked, 17:11.238 --> 17:16.493 my attending asked me if I knew why we were called residents. 17:17.494 --> 17:19.413 Because we live in the hospital. 17:19.997 --> 17:21.123 Did you go to the funeral? 17:21.206 --> 17:22.458 I did not. 17:22.541 --> 17:25.127 Hmm. Did I know the attending at that time? 17:25.210 --> 17:26.879 It was you. 17:32.926 --> 17:34.553 But the one that got away? 17:34.636 --> 17:38.265 [chuckles] That was Marshall. We met in pre-law. 17:39.058 --> 17:40.267 You were a lawyer? 17:40.350 --> 17:44.521 Oh, heavens no, but a lot of good-looking young men wanted to be. 17:45.230 --> 17:49.485 No, I... I preferred the literature classes I took on the side. 17:49.568 --> 17:51.862 So, I wound up teaching Austen and Miller. 17:53.030 --> 17:55.115 Marshall, though? 17:55.199 --> 17:57.409 He had a fire in his belly. 17:58.327 --> 18:02.623 Confident and strong and so handsome. 18:02.873 --> 18:03.874 [chuckles] 18:03.957 --> 18:06.126 I never told him how I felt, though. 18:07.252 --> 18:08.253 Why not? 18:09.588 --> 18:12.091 I was waiting... 18:12.174 --> 18:15.260 for him to come and sweep me off my feet. 18:16.095 --> 18:18.472 Too many romance novels, I suppose. 18:19.098 --> 18:21.350 Some days I still kick myself. 18:21.600 --> 18:23.352 -[woman] Coming through! -[man] Trauma two. 18:23.435 --> 18:24.770 [man] I need two units of blood. 18:24.853 --> 18:26.021 -[Max] Oh. -[woman] Check his pulse. 18:26.105 --> 18:27.397 How exciting. 18:27.940 --> 18:28.941 [man] How's his airway? 18:29.024 --> 18:31.026 Go. Go on. 18:31.485 --> 18:32.820 I'll be fine. 18:32.903 --> 18:34.029 -Are you sure? -[woman] He's bleeding out. 18:34.113 --> 18:36.615 Yes. Come back and tell me all about it. 18:36.698 --> 18:37.783 -[woman] Please move faster... -Okay, 18:37.866 --> 18:39.159 I'll come right back and check on you. 18:39.701 --> 18:41.203 [indistinct chatter] 18:44.248 --> 18:45.999 Why am I quicker to answer a page than you? 18:46.083 --> 18:47.084 [Lucas] I just saw it, what happened? 18:47.167 --> 18:48.961 You failed to follow my directions, that’s what happened. 18:49.044 --> 18:50.254 I told you to check her blood sugar 18:50.337 --> 18:51.880 so you would know when to turn off the insulin drip. 18:51.964 --> 18:53.257 Crap. I just hadn't gotten to her yet-- 18:53.340 --> 18:54.758 Yeah, I asked you to do that hours ago, 18:54.842 --> 18:57.052 and because you didn’t, she went into hypoglycemic shock. 18:57.136 --> 18:58.303 Is she okay? 18:58.387 --> 18:59.763 For now! 18:59.847 --> 19:02.724 -Dr. Marsh, I swear, I was just-- -No. I don't want excuses. 19:02.808 --> 19:04.768 I don't want 'em. I want effort, I want change. 19:04.852 --> 19:06.145 I offered to help you. 19:06.228 --> 19:08.188 I sat with you and I gave you advice on how to improve, 19:08.272 --> 19:10.691 I’ve rooted for you because I know you can. 19:11.191 --> 19:13.443 So when you continue to be distracted and late, 19:13.527 --> 19:14.528 and make careless mistakes-- 19:14.611 --> 19:16.321 -I'm trying. -Try harder! 19:20.868 --> 19:23.704 If you want me on your side, then you need to grow up. 19:23.787 --> 19:25.205 So get your meds right. 19:26.081 --> 19:27.166 My meds? 19:28.250 --> 19:31.170 You’re clearly struggling with your ADHD, so fix it. 19:31.461 --> 19:33.964 Or you risk losing your career before it’s even started. 19:44.516 --> 19:47.728 Two of my co-residents were pregnant when I came up. 19:47.811 --> 19:50.105 My chief told me if I could “kept my legs together,” 19:50.189 --> 19:52.983 I would be asked to scrub in at least five times a week. 19:54.109 --> 19:56.028 Oh, remember Davidson from vascular? 19:56.111 --> 19:57.821 -Oh... [laughs] -[laughs] 19:57.905 --> 20:01.408 He once asked if I had been a good girl that year. 20:01.491 --> 20:05.204 And if I had, I should ask Santa for some surgical skills. 20:05.287 --> 20:07.080 -No! -Gross. 20:07.164 --> 20:11.293 At my intern orientation, a senior resident played a video 20:11.376 --> 20:14.338 of the people running with the bulls in Pamplona. 20:14.421 --> 20:16.757 And even on the grainy film, 20:16.840 --> 20:20.260 you could see three people get gored by bulls. 20:20.344 --> 20:24.348 He said, "This is what your internship is gonna be. 20:24.431 --> 20:27.351 Every day, you're gonna wake up, you're gonna start to run 20:27.434 --> 20:29.061 and hope you don't anger one of the bulls." 20:29.144 --> 20:30.562 We are not bulls! 20:30.646 --> 20:33.398 These are horrible stories and they probably don’t even account for 20:33.482 --> 20:35.609 half of what we experienced. 20:35.692 --> 20:39.488 Yes, there is something to be said for-- for family and tradition, 20:39.571 --> 20:42.115 and adversity making people stronger, 20:42.199 --> 20:45.619 but if our interns are experiencing an ounce of the abuse 20:45.702 --> 20:48.330 -that we suffered, we-- -I yelled at Yasuda. 20:48.830 --> 20:51.500 Uh, she dropped a retractor, and I kicked her out of the O.R. 20:51.583 --> 20:52.668 and off my service. 20:52.751 --> 20:53.961 You had a lot going on. 20:54.044 --> 20:55.879 [groans] Doesn't make it okay. 20:55.963 --> 20:57.756 [Teddy] It doesn't, and that's why we have to do something. 20:57.839 --> 20:59.633 Um, excuse me for a minute. 21:03.095 --> 21:04.680 Hi. 21:04.763 --> 21:06.139 Hi, you okay? 21:08.058 --> 21:09.351 Hey, have you seen Dr. Marsh? 21:09.434 --> 21:10.602 No. 21:11.561 --> 21:12.896 Do I have ADHD? 21:13.563 --> 21:15.065 Yeah, I see it. 21:16.024 --> 21:19.611 I forgot to turn off an insulin drip and a patient went into hypoglycemic shock. 21:20.445 --> 21:21.989 And you still work here? 21:22.447 --> 21:24.783 Do you know how many classmates I’ve served fries to 21:24.866 --> 21:26.868 while wearing a paper hat? A lot. 21:26.952 --> 21:28.745 It wasn’t fun, but I did it. 21:28.829 --> 21:30.497 Because I was determined to be a surgeon. 21:30.580 --> 21:32.416 And now I have made it all the way here, 21:32.499 --> 21:35.127 and half the surgical chiefs are meeting about me 21:35.210 --> 21:36.628 because I took a second job to make ends meet. 21:36.712 --> 21:37.796 But you... 21:38.171 --> 21:40.465 You almost killed someone, but it doesn’t matter 21:40.549 --> 21:42.843 because you’re related to surgical legends. 21:53.228 --> 21:54.730 [knock on door] 21:56.898 --> 22:00.235 You're gonna be working on this patient until you retire. 22:01.028 --> 22:03.488 I heard, 91. 22:04.281 --> 22:08.618 Oh, 93. I just found two more hairline fractures in his pelvis. 22:08.994 --> 22:10.912 Everyone's talking about it. 22:11.330 --> 22:12.372 Great. 22:12.456 --> 22:14.875 Hunt said you're gonna repair all four limbs at once. 22:14.958 --> 22:16.626 Yeah, I really wish Hunt would shut up. 22:18.211 --> 22:21.715 I’m the one who has to plan a potentially 19-hour surgery. 22:21.798 --> 22:23.008 I’m the one who has to consider the risks 22:23.091 --> 22:25.844 of putting a patient under anesthesia for that amount of time. 22:25.927 --> 22:27.846 I have to plan for every possible catastrophe, 22:27.929 --> 22:29.306 stroke, PE, heart attack, 22:29.389 --> 22:32.017 and 50 other complications screaming through my head. 22:33.018 --> 22:37.606 And you'll be the one who would lose a patient like you lost Jermaine Talbott. 22:37.689 --> 22:41.068 And then you would've lost the Tank, and this guy with everybody watching. 22:42.027 --> 22:44.237 It's not an unlikely scenario. 22:44.821 --> 22:48.450 Okay. But in the scenario where everything goes well, 22:48.533 --> 22:49.701 what do you need? 22:51.370 --> 22:53.080 To grow an extra pair of arms? 22:53.580 --> 22:54.873 Or three. 22:56.833 --> 23:01.254 Two teams. One to help me reduce and repair the fractures in one extremity, 23:01.338 --> 23:03.382 and one to position the next extremity ahead of time 23:03.465 --> 23:05.258 and begin the wash-out process. 23:05.342 --> 23:09.471 Plus our best person to perform vascular anastomoses and rotational flaps. 23:09.554 --> 23:12.891 Not to mention, someone to help me place the osteoarticular grafts 23:12.974 --> 23:14.893 and a full anesthesia team to take care of 23:14.976 --> 23:16.770 the resuscitation process throughout the whole thing. 23:16.853 --> 23:18.188 It's at least six surgeons. 23:19.648 --> 23:20.982 Well, you got one more. 23:22.609 --> 23:24.277 I thought you had to deliver a baby. 23:24.361 --> 23:27.489 I did. Mae Ashley. Six pounds, eight ounces. 23:27.572 --> 23:28.990 She is beautiful. 23:29.074 --> 23:31.451 Okay. Who else do you need? 23:31.535 --> 23:33.787 ["Moving On" by Foreign Air plays] 24:07.028 --> 24:08.029 They're still talking? 24:08.113 --> 24:10.449 Yeah. Lincoln says it's important to plan the work-- 24:10.532 --> 24:12.576 So you can work the plan. Yeah, I’ve heard it before. 24:12.659 --> 24:14.578 I know that you're worried. 24:15.370 --> 24:19.040 And I’m guessing it’s related to that football player, Jermaine Talbott? 24:19.749 --> 24:23.628 And you're thinking whether another long surgery 24:23.712 --> 24:26.089 on a guy who’s supposedly in good shape could go south. 24:26.173 --> 24:30.010 And I’m guessing you’re wondering if Lincoln is the right guy for the job. 24:30.886 --> 24:33.472 I... You're not wrong. 24:34.222 --> 24:35.682 I know you better than you think. 24:36.391 --> 24:40.228 And if it helps, my last ortho surgery was an amputation... 24:40.729 --> 24:42.314 and I think you know 24:42.397 --> 24:44.691 that I’m really hoping I won’t have to do that again. [chuckles] 24:53.325 --> 24:55.660 You were assigned to the E.R. 24:55.744 --> 24:57.162 -I know. -You know 24:57.245 --> 24:58.997 and yet your patient was wandering the halls. 24:59.080 --> 25:00.415 I know and it won't happen again. 25:00.499 --> 25:02.209 You're lucky I owe you one. 25:02.292 --> 25:04.711 Dr. Kwan. Welcome back. 25:04.794 --> 25:06.588 Max, I'm so sorry I was gone for so long. 25:06.671 --> 25:09.466 Even though you were expressly told not to leave. 25:10.050 --> 25:13.094 Oh, don't be silly. I had a terrific time. 25:13.720 --> 25:16.473 I even ran into one of my favorite people. 25:17.724 --> 25:21.686 Benson, this is my grandson, Hugh. 25:21.770 --> 25:23.563 He's a doctor, too. 25:24.022 --> 25:27.359 Ms. Anderson, I'm Dr. Schmitt, remember? 25:27.442 --> 25:32.030 Hugh, tell them about the time that you helped save that man’s life 25:32.113 --> 25:33.240 on the airplane. 25:33.740 --> 25:35.408 When he choked on... 25:35.492 --> 25:37.160 What was it, a grape? 25:37.786 --> 25:38.870 I'll tell them. 25:40.038 --> 25:41.498 Let's put her on telemetry, 25:41.581 --> 25:44.042 get blood cultures and start her on broad-spectrum antibiotics. 25:44.125 --> 25:47.212 She’s more hypotensive and tachy, she’s definitely septic. 25:47.295 --> 25:49.464 Admit her to the ICU right now. 25:49.548 --> 25:52.801 -Is she...? -She has delirium from the UTI. 25:56.346 --> 25:58.640 So your labs are looking good. 25:58.723 --> 26:00.267 You’re ready for takeoff. 26:01.059 --> 26:03.228 To the O.R. I'm sorry. 26:03.311 --> 26:04.437 Me, too. 26:04.521 --> 26:07.941 You’re giving Kwame stiff competition in the dad joke category. 26:08.024 --> 26:09.818 Hey. My kids think I'm hilarious. 26:09.901 --> 26:11.194 -[Sam] Mm-hmm. [chuckles] -[phone rings] 26:11.278 --> 26:13.863 I'm getting paged to the ICU. It's 911. 26:13.947 --> 26:15.282 Go. I've got this. 26:17.742 --> 26:18.827 How many kids do you have? 26:18.910 --> 26:20.704 Three, and one on the way. 26:20.787 --> 26:22.247 They love their Uncle Sam. 26:22.330 --> 26:25.375 And I have pitched the name Sam every time. 26:25.458 --> 26:28.712 Maybe if I don’t make it out of this surgery, you and Kelly will finally do it. 26:28.795 --> 26:30.922 Ah, don't say that. You're gonna make it. 26:31.006 --> 26:32.173 I plan to. 26:33.300 --> 26:36.511 But I’ve been lucky enough to have a life full of adventure, 26:36.595 --> 26:38.763 and if this is where that luck ends-- 26:38.847 --> 26:41.850 Hi. Griffith, can you check to see if the O.R. is ready? 26:41.933 --> 26:42.976 And we will take him up. 26:43.059 --> 26:44.311 -[Simone] Absolutely. -[Jo] Thank you. 26:44.394 --> 26:45.437 Hi. 26:47.314 --> 26:49.608 Excuse me. Who are you? 26:49.691 --> 26:53.737 Oh, I am Dr. Wilson. I am one of your surgeons. 26:53.820 --> 26:55.113 It's nice to meet you, Sam. 26:55.196 --> 26:56.781 This may come across as forward, 26:56.865 --> 26:59.492 but I might be dying in the next 18 hours, 26:59.576 --> 27:01.202 so I’m gonna ask, are you single? 27:02.162 --> 27:04.623 Remember, I might be dying, so if you’re not, 27:04.706 --> 27:05.749 you could lie. 27:07.334 --> 27:08.418 I'm single. 27:08.501 --> 27:11.671 Great. Now I have something to live for. 27:11.755 --> 27:13.423 -[laughs] -[Sam chuckles] 27:17.802 --> 27:20.305 -[indistinct chatter] -[Mika] Excuse me. 27:20.388 --> 27:22.390 Hi. Sorry to interrupt. 27:22.474 --> 27:24.100 It's okay. You've got good timing. 27:24.184 --> 27:26.686 -We were just talking about you-- -I have made mistakes. 27:26.770 --> 27:28.355 I accept that responsibility. 27:28.438 --> 27:31.816 I accept that there will be consequences when I don’t do things right. 27:31.900 --> 27:34.235 But right now, it feels like the biggest mistake that I have made 27:34.319 --> 27:36.071 is not having enough money to work here. 27:36.154 --> 27:37.739 I wasn't born with a silver spoon. 27:37.822 --> 27:40.367 I don't have the family pedigree to fall back on. 27:40.450 --> 27:41.826 And my student loans are real 27:41.910 --> 27:43.620 and the risk of my parents losing their home, 27:43.703 --> 27:46.456 if I can't make my loan payments is also real. 27:46.539 --> 27:49.751 And what? The promise of an attending salary ten years down the line, 27:49.834 --> 27:51.461 that doesn't do anything for me right now. 27:52.087 --> 27:54.547 I think you all know that I bust my ass for this program. 27:54.631 --> 27:58.593 And I will continue to devote myself to becoming an excellent surgeon. 27:58.677 --> 28:01.930 But that devotion has to include working a second job. 28:02.013 --> 28:04.474 Well, actually, it doesn't-- 28:04.557 --> 28:05.892 I quit. 28:05.975 --> 28:07.936 You can’t fire me because I quit. 28:09.729 --> 28:10.855 You're not getting fired. 28:12.399 --> 28:13.566 You’re getting a grant. 28:14.150 --> 28:18.238 We are starting an emergency relief fund for any resident that might need it. 28:18.321 --> 28:21.866 It's not gonna pay off all of your loans, but it will help make ends meet. 28:21.950 --> 28:24.911 And we would like for you to be the first recipient. 28:24.994 --> 28:26.246 Unless you've quit. 28:28.039 --> 28:31.835 No. No, I don’t quit. I rescind my quitting. 28:33.253 --> 28:34.337 Thank you. 28:34.421 --> 28:36.589 You have no idea how much that means to me. 28:36.673 --> 28:38.007 [mellow music playing] 28:38.091 --> 28:39.759 Well, we kind of do. 28:40.468 --> 28:42.804 Sometimes we just need reminders. 28:44.305 --> 28:45.432 Yeah. 28:50.145 --> 28:52.480 I got to prep for surgery, but I got your page, what-- 28:54.149 --> 28:55.150 Max? 28:57.694 --> 28:58.778 What the hell happened? 29:03.658 --> 29:05.201 The cadaver graft's ready? 29:06.119 --> 29:07.912 Thawed and prepped. Sam is ready, too. 29:08.580 --> 29:09.581 [exhales sharply] 29:09.914 --> 29:11.583 Dr. Lincoln, 29:12.792 --> 29:14.169 are you sure this is the right plan? 29:14.252 --> 29:16.921 There are so many risks and when we operated on Jermaine Talbott-- 29:17.005 --> 29:18.506 Griffith, we all know what happened. 29:19.174 --> 29:21.551 I’m sure Dr. Lincoln’s replayed that surgery in his mind 29:21.634 --> 29:22.802 hundreds of times. 29:22.886 --> 29:25.722 That was a complication that could have happened to anyone, at any time. 29:25.805 --> 29:29.392 He doesn’t need an intern questioning his skills, professionalism or his plan. 29:29.476 --> 29:31.144 Except it's not my plan, Hunt, it's yours. 29:31.227 --> 29:33.271 -Dr. Hunt, what I meant was-- -Griffith! 29:33.354 --> 29:35.774 If you don't share my confidence in Dr. Lincoln, 29:35.857 --> 29:37.901 I suggest you keep it to yourself. 29:43.573 --> 29:46.618 -I'm sorry, I did not at all mean to-- -Don't be sorry. 29:47.118 --> 29:49.913 Jermaine’s surgery haunts me, so I can't imagine what it's done to you. 29:49.996 --> 29:51.706 The procedure went perfectly, 29:51.790 --> 29:53.875 a post-op clot was the last thing on anyone’s mind, 29:53.958 --> 29:56.127 but none of that makes it any better for him or his mom. 29:57.337 --> 29:58.713 But I need you focused. 29:59.506 --> 30:02.509 I need your head clear, I need you with this patient today. 30:02.592 --> 30:04.552 Because this is what Sam wants. 30:06.054 --> 30:07.180 And we're his best shot. 30:11.976 --> 30:14.521 Millin’s out. Bailey sent me in to cover her. 30:15.271 --> 30:18.566 Your... one last surgery? 30:18.650 --> 30:19.692 Screw that. 30:19.776 --> 30:20.944 I’m just getting started. 30:31.246 --> 30:33.248 Full house. You could have sold tickets. 30:33.998 --> 30:34.999 [Jo giggles] 30:35.250 --> 30:36.751 All right. We're ready. 30:37.585 --> 30:41.464 Okay, everyone, this is Sam Sutton. He's a veteran and a hero. 30:41.548 --> 30:44.801 And we thank him for his service by keeping him alive today. 30:45.760 --> 30:46.845 Let's do this. 30:47.470 --> 30:48.680 All or nothing. 30:55.854 --> 30:58.773 This will be a very long, complex surgery. 30:58.857 --> 31:01.067 You will get hungry, you will get tired, 31:01.150 --> 31:03.111 your feet will hurt, and when that happens, 31:03.820 --> 31:05.613 I want you to think about Sam. 31:06.531 --> 31:08.324 Because there is no margin for error. 31:09.367 --> 31:10.785 We will get through this, 31:10.869 --> 31:13.037 because we will get Sam through this. 31:17.000 --> 31:18.167 All or nothing. 31:30.305 --> 31:31.639 I'm Maxine's contact. 31:31.723 --> 31:33.391 Why didn't you call me when she got here? 31:33.474 --> 31:34.934 She said not to. 31:35.351 --> 31:36.853 She came to the emergency room 31:36.936 --> 31:39.856 and you didn’t think to notify her emergency contact? 31:39.939 --> 31:42.567 She was fine when she came in. Just dizzy. 31:42.650 --> 31:44.861 We ran tests, we started treating her infection. 31:44.944 --> 31:46.487 I got her everything she needed. 31:46.571 --> 31:47.780 Clearly. 31:49.198 --> 31:51.409 And then she apparently left her bed, and... 31:52.619 --> 31:55.455 What do you mean she “left”? Where were you? 31:55.538 --> 31:57.123 She told me I could go. 31:57.206 --> 31:59.375 She said you could go so you just took off? 31:59.459 --> 32:02.295 Is she the patient or the doctor? I mean-- 32:03.046 --> 32:06.215 And what, were you stealing another surgery or flirting with that nurse? 32:06.299 --> 32:07.425 What is this really about? 32:09.093 --> 32:12.555 This is about an 81-year-old woman who is now septic and delirious 32:12.639 --> 32:14.140 because you didn’t do your job! 32:15.975 --> 32:17.226 I've got it from here. 32:24.609 --> 32:28.655 I’m not typically one to judge, but who was the first fool that said, 32:28.738 --> 32:32.367 “Maybe if I put on a squirrel suit, I’ll make it to the other side”? 32:32.450 --> 32:33.993 Franz Reichelt. He attempted to jump 32:34.077 --> 32:35.954 from the Eiffel Tower in a wingsuit in 1912. 32:37.872 --> 32:41.334 I was really into aviation when I was a kid, so I know... 32:41.960 --> 32:43.294 weird stuff. 32:43.878 --> 32:45.880 Did Franz make his landing? 32:46.422 --> 32:48.299 Hit the ground head first. 32:50.468 --> 32:51.469 Oh. 32:51.678 --> 32:53.346 [soul music playing] 35:15.446 --> 35:17.240 -Sam? -He's out of surgery. 35:18.533 --> 35:21.077 -You did it? -Well, it's not over yet-- 35:21.160 --> 35:22.370 He did. 35:22.453 --> 35:25.039 Dr. Lincoln was able to save all of his limbs. 35:25.123 --> 35:26.707 I’m not sure there's another surgeon who could have. 35:28.209 --> 35:30.128 Sam is lucky for multiple reasons, 35:30.211 --> 35:32.213 and one of them is that he was brought here. 35:32.296 --> 35:35.466 He’s stable for now. I’ll monitor him closely, 35:35.550 --> 35:37.009 but he still has a long road ahead of him. 35:37.093 --> 35:41.180 We can’t say when, but we think with extensive PT, 35:41.931 --> 35:44.183 he will be able to walk again and use his fingers fully. 35:44.976 --> 35:46.269 He will. 35:46.352 --> 35:47.895 Sam, he's... 35:48.437 --> 35:50.481 he’s sorta the friend who defies expectations. 35:51.566 --> 35:53.860 Well, we'll get him back to his room soon so you can go see him. 35:55.153 --> 35:56.404 -Thank you. -Of course. 35:58.114 --> 35:59.907 Congratulations, Link. You pulled it off. 35:59.991 --> 36:02.451 If you ever put me in that position again in front of a patient, 36:03.202 --> 36:04.662 we'll have a problem. 36:08.249 --> 36:09.542 -And, Hunt... -Hmm? 36:10.585 --> 36:11.878 thank you for your service. 36:12.461 --> 36:13.629 [scoffs] 36:20.511 --> 36:22.054 [woman speaking over P.A.] 36:23.389 --> 36:25.766 Yasuda. Can I talk to you for a minute? 36:25.850 --> 36:26.851 [sighs] 36:27.518 --> 36:31.105 Dr. Shepherd, I am very grateful for the grant money and for not being fired. 36:31.189 --> 36:34.233 But I just finished a very long, very gnarly surgery. 36:34.317 --> 36:36.152 And I’m really not in the headspace to process 36:36.235 --> 36:37.320 whatever mistake you’re going to say I’ve made. 36:37.403 --> 36:39.113 You haven’t made a mistake. I have. 36:40.448 --> 36:41.866 I overreacted the other day, 36:41.949 --> 36:44.535 when I kicked you off my service. It had nothing to do with you. 36:44.619 --> 36:46.537 You did not deserve it. 36:46.621 --> 36:50.499 And I am a person who believes in accountability, so I apologize. 36:50.583 --> 36:52.126 I'm sorry, too. 36:52.710 --> 36:53.920 For what? 36:54.670 --> 36:55.796 Nothing. 36:56.839 --> 36:58.341 You make me nervous. I-- 36:58.716 --> 37:00.551 I meant apology accepted. 37:08.976 --> 37:10.811 [siren wailing in background] 37:14.065 --> 37:15.316 Adams. You okay? 37:17.068 --> 37:18.110 Fine. 37:27.245 --> 37:28.788 Listen, you deserved that. 37:28.871 --> 37:31.749 But I should not have called you out on your ADHD. 37:31.832 --> 37:33.125 I'm sorry about that. 37:33.793 --> 37:35.920 Yeah. That kind of threw me off. 37:37.255 --> 37:38.881 You've never had your meds adjusted? 37:38.965 --> 37:42.343 I don't have meds. I don’t have ADHD or... 37:42.426 --> 37:43.552 I... 37:44.345 --> 37:45.888 I don’t have a diagnosis. 37:45.972 --> 37:46.973 Oh. 37:47.056 --> 37:49.100 But I’ve been reading up on it and... 37:51.102 --> 37:53.521 And things are starting to come into focus a little bit? 37:55.773 --> 37:59.193 I’m your program director. I'm gonna notice some things. 38:00.319 --> 38:03.864 Lack of attention to details, hyper focus, 38:04.448 --> 38:07.034 poor organizational skills, 38:07.451 --> 38:10.705 improved performance when complicated tasks are broken down. 38:10.788 --> 38:12.957 Adams, the signs, they're all there. 38:15.710 --> 38:17.586 Or maybe it just takes one to know one. 38:19.630 --> 38:20.756 Yeah. 38:21.549 --> 38:23.009 Look, when I was diagnosed in college, 38:23.092 --> 38:25.261 I thought my chances of becoming a surgeon were over. 38:25.344 --> 38:28.222 But I went, I got the help I needed, 38:28.306 --> 38:31.142 and now it’s just something I manage like any other part of my life. 38:31.892 --> 38:33.102 I... 38:33.894 --> 38:35.980 I always thought I was just the black sheep 38:36.063 --> 38:38.357 of this program, my family... 38:39.692 --> 38:42.486 I-- I never thought that I might be neurodivergent. 38:43.446 --> 38:45.323 Yeah, but typical is just so boring. 38:45.406 --> 38:46.699 [chuckles] 38:49.869 --> 38:51.120 So, what happens now? 38:51.746 --> 38:54.123 Yeah, you go get checked out, and take it from there. 38:55.041 --> 38:56.125 Easy. 39:05.885 --> 39:07.762 Dr. Lincoln. I was just coming to check on his-- 39:07.845 --> 39:10.473 His H&H and electrolytes are holding steady. 39:10.556 --> 39:14.977 But... I'm gonna stay by his side, just in case. 39:15.061 --> 39:18.356 Understood. That's a relief. 39:18.898 --> 39:20.524 Excellent work today, Griffith. 39:22.568 --> 39:24.195 You too, Dr. Lincoln. 39:24.695 --> 39:26.364 [mellow music playing] 39:27.239 --> 39:28.616 [exhales sharply] 39:30.368 --> 39:31.535 Hey. 39:32.328 --> 39:35.623 You told me you would be here. Thought you could use a boost. 39:35.706 --> 39:39.251 Yeah, I'm just realizing how tired I am. 39:39.794 --> 39:41.504 Those are both for me, right? 39:41.587 --> 39:42.588 [Jo giggles] 39:43.005 --> 39:45.174 You should go and rest. 39:46.300 --> 39:48.969 [sighs] I'm fine. I'll stay. 39:49.053 --> 39:50.429 Okay. 39:51.263 --> 39:53.349 Want some company? Until he wakes up? 39:53.432 --> 39:54.683 I'd like that. 39:55.184 --> 39:56.310 Okay. 39:59.730 --> 40:01.065 Oh, my goodness. 40:01.857 --> 40:03.401 [Meredith] The experimental drug. 40:03.484 --> 40:06.487 The impossible dream. The fork in the road. 40:08.114 --> 40:11.951 We face dozens of choices every day and have to weigh our options. 40:29.760 --> 40:31.846 Sometimes you fail utterly. 40:34.348 --> 40:35.391 Dr. Webber. 40:36.684 --> 40:37.810 What can I get you? 40:38.018 --> 40:39.019 [Richard] Um... 40:40.521 --> 40:41.522 I didn't listen. 40:43.023 --> 40:46.277 I came here a couple months ago to ask you to come back. 40:46.360 --> 40:49.071 And when you shared with me how difficult that was, 40:49.738 --> 40:50.906 I didn’t listen. 40:51.657 --> 40:52.658 But... 40:53.951 --> 40:55.119 I'm listening now. 40:56.787 --> 40:59.999 What would it take to bring you back? 41:03.043 --> 41:05.963 [Meredith] But to move forward, you have to take the leap of faith... 41:09.049 --> 41:10.134 Winston! 41:11.218 --> 41:13.429 I’m done for the day. Do you need a consult, or can it wait? 41:13.512 --> 41:15.431 -It's not a consult. -Okay, great. We'll talk tomorrow. 41:16.557 --> 41:18.767 But it is something that I want to say now. 41:20.519 --> 41:22.188 I owe you an apology. 41:22.897 --> 41:25.566 I blamed you for Maggie leaving, 41:25.649 --> 41:28.652 even though I knew that the truth was complicated and painful 41:28.736 --> 41:31.280 and frankly, none of my business. 41:32.281 --> 41:34.366 But I took out my pain and sadness on you, 41:34.450 --> 41:38.370 which has been happening a lot lately, 41:39.413 --> 41:43.292 You may be comforted to know that this is just one stop on the... 41:44.001 --> 41:46.003 Amelia Shepherd apology tour. 41:46.795 --> 41:48.797 But even so, you are a good man, Winston. 41:48.881 --> 41:50.382 And marriage isn’t easy. 41:51.717 --> 41:52.760 I was wrong... 41:53.594 --> 41:54.720 and I’m sorry. 42:01.477 --> 42:02.478 [sighs] 42:04.563 --> 42:07.316 [Meredith] You'll never know where you will land.