WEBVTT 00:03.837 --> 00:06.756 [Meredith] The idea that the brain can convince the body 00:06.840 --> 00:10.677 that a fake treatment is the real thing is called the placebo effect. 00:10.760 --> 00:12.095 ♪ I could look into your eyes ♪ 00:13.179 --> 00:16.641 ♪ Trace your shadows In the way the sun moves ♪ 00:16.725 --> 00:19.060 ♪ Across the ocean and the sky ♪ 00:20.186 --> 00:21.604 ♪ There's nothing better ♪ 00:21.688 --> 00:22.856 [cell phone buzzes] 00:22.939 --> 00:24.357 ♪ Than laying next to you ♪ 00:24.441 --> 00:27.819 ♪ I love the way our bodies Set the scene ♪ 00:27.902 --> 00:31.656 ♪ Bathing in the colors of a dream ♪ 00:31.740 --> 00:35.326 ♪ No one in the world, just you and me ♪ 00:37.245 --> 00:38.705 [gasps] No! 00:39.205 --> 00:41.374 [chuckling] 00:43.918 --> 00:45.420 Hey, I was never here. 00:45.503 --> 00:47.964 It's okay, I'm not in my dress yet. 00:49.049 --> 00:50.550 Well, in that case... 00:52.719 --> 00:54.304 ♪ You taste like honey butter ♪ 00:54.387 --> 00:56.181 [Simone moans softly] 00:56.264 --> 00:58.141 -Enjoy your coffee. -Thank you. 00:58.224 --> 00:59.684 -Love you. -I love you. 01:00.852 --> 01:01.811 Bye. 01:01.895 --> 01:03.730 [Meredith] The brain anticipates an outcome 01:03.813 --> 01:05.732 and then communicates it to the body. 01:07.609 --> 01:11.154 ♪ I love the way our bodies Set the scene ♪ 01:11.237 --> 01:14.783 ♪ Bathing in the colors of a dream ♪ 01:14.866 --> 01:18.411 ♪ No one in the world, just you and me ♪ 01:20.538 --> 01:21.539 Lucas? 01:21.623 --> 01:23.249 ♪ Meet me at sundown ♪ 01:23.333 --> 01:25.126 ♪ In the golden hour ♪ 01:25.210 --> 01:28.171 [Meredith] And the body responds as if a medication were given... 01:30.882 --> 01:33.426 when all that was given was a sugar pill. 01:35.345 --> 01:38.181 Studies have found that under the right circumstances, 01:38.973 --> 01:43.311 a placebo can have up to a 72% cure rate, 01:43.812 --> 01:46.731 making it just as effective as certain medications. 01:47.774 --> 01:49.818 So the lie becomes the truth. 01:49.901 --> 01:51.486 -Happy wedding day! Ooh! -I need a ride. 01:51.569 --> 01:53.113 -That's why I'm here. -No, I need a ride to the hospital. 01:53.196 --> 01:54.280 Okay. 01:54.364 --> 01:57.742 Mr. Kramer needs his pacing wires pulled and Ms. Watkins is back in a-fib. 01:57.826 --> 02:00.495 Okay, great, I'll keep an eye and start the amio. 02:00.578 --> 02:02.789 -I really appreciate this, Chief. -Yeah, of course. 02:02.872 --> 02:07.377 Oh, Paige Harper in 2404 is post-op, day two from her CABG, so... 02:07.460 --> 02:11.131 I will check the chest tube output and see if we can remove them. [groans softly] 02:11.214 --> 02:12.298 You all right? 02:12.382 --> 02:15.009 Yeah, I'm fine. I just-- I have a toothache. 02:15.093 --> 02:16.386 I don't have to go to Boston. 02:16.469 --> 02:18.179 Yes, you do have to go to Boston. 02:18.263 --> 02:19.722 You need to go to the dentist. 02:19.806 --> 02:22.475 You are not missing the awards ceremony so I can go to the dentist. 02:22.559 --> 02:24.561 Well, I'm saying the whole cardio department is a lot 02:24.644 --> 02:25.979 with a toothache if you're not chief. 02:26.062 --> 02:28.815 But you are chief, so you're also overseeing the whole hospital. 02:28.898 --> 02:32.193 And I am saying you are nominated for a Catherine Fox Award. 02:32.277 --> 02:35.280 And it's not every day that our head of cardio 02:35.363 --> 02:37.490 is nominated for a Catherine Fox Award. 02:37.574 --> 02:38.908 Head of cardio? 02:38.992 --> 02:41.244 Congratulations, Dr. Ndugu. 02:42.162 --> 02:44.205 Incredible. Congratulations, Dr. Ndugu. 02:44.289 --> 02:46.583 Thank you, Chief Altman. 02:46.666 --> 02:47.959 Thank you. Wow. 02:48.042 --> 02:50.003 You have earned it. And we are lucky to have you. 02:50.086 --> 02:53.298 I am... thrilled. And you won't regret this. 02:53.381 --> 02:54.757 I know I won't. 02:54.841 --> 02:56.759 -Now go, before you miss your flight. -Yeah. 02:56.843 --> 02:57.927 -All right, yeah. -Okay. 03:01.639 --> 03:02.849 I can skip the wedding. 03:02.932 --> 03:04.142 No, don't skip the wedding. 03:04.225 --> 03:05.852 But you probably should skip the reception. 03:05.935 --> 03:08.396 You got it. I'll be back in a couple of hours, tops. 03:08.479 --> 03:09.564 Great. Thank you. 03:13.401 --> 03:14.736 Wow. 03:14.819 --> 03:18.406 You are a vision worthy of a Renaissance Faire. 03:18.489 --> 03:20.533 This is my Renn Faire dress. How did you know? 03:20.617 --> 03:22.243 How could I not? 03:22.327 --> 03:24.495 Is it bad? I didn't have time to go shopping. 03:24.579 --> 03:28.791 [laughing] It's perfect. You look like a fairy who took a magical pill 03:28.875 --> 03:31.127 and grew into human size. 03:31.878 --> 03:34.380 Jules, my chart says the same thing it did 03:34.464 --> 03:37.717 when you looked three minutes ago and also five minutes ago. 03:37.800 --> 03:39.552 -Mm-hmm. -Have you written your toast? 03:39.636 --> 03:41.387 My what? My toast? 03:41.471 --> 03:42.639 Well, you're the maid of honor. 03:43.640 --> 03:44.641 Crap. 03:44.724 --> 03:48.019 Well, just smile and say you've never seen 03:48.102 --> 03:50.897 two people so happy and in love. 03:50.980 --> 03:52.106 Oh, that's it? 03:52.190 --> 03:55.693 All those awful jokes about ex-lovers and bad choices? 03:55.777 --> 03:58.446 It's the strangest wedding-day tradition. 03:58.529 --> 04:02.033 You be the Fairy of Love and just let it die with you. 04:02.742 --> 04:04.327 Dr. Kwan your date? 04:04.994 --> 04:06.120 No. 04:06.204 --> 04:09.457 The Fairy of Playing Hard to Get. Mm, I like it. 04:09.540 --> 04:11.334 I will see you after the wedding. 04:11.417 --> 04:12.794 Ta-ta, love. 04:13.378 --> 04:14.337 Have fun. 04:14.420 --> 04:16.965 Sam Sutton, 43, post-op day four. 04:17.048 --> 04:18.341 I'm sorry, do we have to do this? 04:18.424 --> 04:19.467 Do what? 04:19.550 --> 04:23.012 The whole formal thing? Post-op day, blah, blah, blah. 04:23.096 --> 04:25.515 We practically live together. Can we just be friends? 04:25.598 --> 04:27.725 -Sam-- -Mr. Sutton, what's my name? 04:27.809 --> 04:29.811 -Yasuda. -What's my first name? 04:29.894 --> 04:31.187 -Doctor? -Right. 04:31.271 --> 04:34.649 I am affable and you are charming, but we are not friends, Mr. Sutton. 04:34.732 --> 04:37.986 I am Dr. Yasuda and I am on your surgical team. 04:38.069 --> 04:41.155 I did eight years of formal training to become a member of your surgical team, 04:41.239 --> 04:45.535 so a formal introduction of your medical status each day is not just appropriate, 04:45.618 --> 04:48.663 it's one of the many systems that helps keep you alive and safe. 04:49.289 --> 04:50.665 All right? 04:50.748 --> 04:51.749 Mm-hmm. 04:52.917 --> 04:54.335 All right, then. 04:54.419 --> 04:57.005 Sam Sutton, 43, post-op day four. 05:00.133 --> 05:01.884 What are you doing here? It's your wedding day. 05:01.968 --> 05:03.344 Have you seen Adams? 05:03.428 --> 05:05.096 -No. -[exhales sharply] 05:08.224 --> 05:09.142 [sighs] 05:09.225 --> 05:11.602 [shaky breathing] 05:11.686 --> 05:13.313 You left without me. 05:15.565 --> 05:17.817 I didn't think you were coming. 05:18.484 --> 05:21.237 Our breast cancer patient, Tobey Barrett, 05:21.321 --> 05:23.114 is coming in for her mastectomy today. 05:23.197 --> 05:24.407 Okay. 05:24.490 --> 05:26.075 I told her I'd be there for her and I'd walk her through it, 05:26.159 --> 05:27.910 and I'd hold her hand, but they scheduled it for today. 05:27.994 --> 05:31.205 And I don't want her to put it off any longer, but I can't be here. 05:31.289 --> 05:33.541 You can't be here because you're getting married today. 05:35.001 --> 05:37.211 I can't be here because I'm getting married today. 05:40.006 --> 05:41.382 Lucas, um, I... 05:43.134 --> 05:45.553 I can't deny what you feel. 05:47.263 --> 05:50.350 I can't deny that we have a connection. 05:50.933 --> 05:53.478 But Trey does love me, 05:53.561 --> 05:57.357 and I think what he and I built together deserves this chance. 05:57.440 --> 05:58.733 And... 06:00.109 --> 06:03.029 I don't want to hurt you and... 06:03.112 --> 06:04.947 I don't want to lose you... 06:06.491 --> 06:07.992 from my life. 06:10.620 --> 06:13.581 But I am getting married... today. 06:15.124 --> 06:16.459 So... 06:17.460 --> 06:19.253 will you please... 06:20.922 --> 06:22.632 take care of Tobey for me? 06:24.509 --> 06:26.052 I'd do anything for you. 06:33.851 --> 06:36.813 Excellent work, Yasuda. That guy needs a little humbling. 06:36.896 --> 06:38.439 I agree. Thank you. 06:38.523 --> 06:41.734 And if he's ever inappropriate with you in any way-- 06:41.818 --> 06:44.946 Oh, he's not inappropriate, unless by inappropriate you mean arrogant. 06:45.029 --> 06:46.656 Okay, Yasuda, let's order a CT angio. 06:46.739 --> 06:49.534 I'm a bit concerned about decreased pulses in his left arm. 06:49.617 --> 06:51.452 I'll talk to radiology, but as a reminder, 06:51.536 --> 06:53.246 I have a wedding to get to for the next few hours. 06:53.329 --> 06:56.290 I know we're short-staffed today so I wanted to get here 06:56.374 --> 06:59.377 to be here for rounds, but it is Dr. Griffith's wedding. 06:59.460 --> 07:01.587 -Hm. Well, we'll cover for you. -Thank you. 07:01.671 --> 07:05.174 Yasuda, you don't think he's inappropriate with anyone? 07:05.967 --> 07:08.136 If you mean Dr. Wilson, respectfully, 07:08.219 --> 07:10.471 the inappropriate seems to be reciprocal. 07:14.308 --> 07:15.184 [Link clears throat] 07:16.018 --> 07:17.895 Hey, I can take over his care-- 07:17.979 --> 07:20.690 No, no. Let's get his angio. 07:20.773 --> 07:21.858 Okay. Yeah. 07:24.193 --> 07:26.237 [panting] 07:26.320 --> 07:27.738 -What are you doing here? -No time to answer that. 07:27.822 --> 07:28.781 See you at the wedding! 07:29.866 --> 07:32.660 [Carmen, in Spanish] Help! Please can you help? 07:32.743 --> 07:36.664 My son! I don't know what's wrong! 07:36.747 --> 07:37.874 [Blue, in English] What's his name? 07:37.957 --> 07:39.292 -[in Spanish] Uh... ¿Cómo se llama? -Enzo. 07:39.375 --> 07:41.002 Enzo? Enzo? 07:41.085 --> 07:42.211 Can you hear me? 07:42.295 --> 07:45.673 Enzo. Enzo, my love. Wake up. Wake up. 07:45.756 --> 07:46.841 [in English] We need to go. We need to go. 07:46.924 --> 07:48.885 [in Spanish] We need to go. Follow me! 07:48.968 --> 07:51.429 [whimpering, panting] 07:53.181 --> 07:54.307 [in English] I need some help here! 07:54.390 --> 07:57.268 I have what looks like an opiate poisoning in an eight-year-old! 07:58.060 --> 07:59.479 Somebody page Dr. Hunt! 08:11.866 --> 08:13.326 [in Spanish] Did you give him any medicine? 08:13.409 --> 08:15.870 Could he have gotten into any medicine? 08:15.953 --> 08:20.583 No, no. Nothing. He just started to get really sleepy, sweating. 08:20.666 --> 08:23.294 [in English] Okay, keep up the O2. Glucose level is normal. 08:23.377 --> 08:25.254 -Naloxone's in. -The kid presented textbook. 08:25.338 --> 08:27.006 I might be wrong, maybe it's not drug-related. 08:27.089 --> 08:28.341 [both gasp] 08:28.424 --> 08:29.967 [Owen] There's our answer. 08:30.593 --> 08:32.178 Kwan, you saved this kid's life. 08:32.261 --> 08:34.639 Let's get a tox screen and some activated charcoal, 08:34.722 --> 08:36.015 one gram per kilogram, ASAP. 08:36.641 --> 08:38.434 [in Spanish] Enzo's going to be okay. 08:38.518 --> 08:41.270 But we need to admit him and keep a close eye on him. 08:41.354 --> 08:42.313 [Owen, in English] Nice work. 08:42.396 --> 08:45.066 Once you get those labs, call Child Protective Services. 08:45.149 --> 08:47.860 Really? She seems pretty terrified. 08:47.944 --> 08:50.321 Doesn't matter. It's not up to us to figure out how this kid OD'd, 08:50.404 --> 08:52.323 but somebody has to. Okay? 08:52.949 --> 08:54.825 -Help! -Okay, let's get another gurney 08:54.909 --> 08:56.452 and get a tox screen for her as well. 08:57.745 --> 08:59.956 This van is everything. 09:00.039 --> 09:01.999 -I know. -How did you-- 09:02.083 --> 09:05.253 I bought a piece of crap and I made it everything, 09:05.336 --> 09:06.837 and it might be my most proud thing, 09:06.921 --> 09:08.172 except for what I did this morning. 09:08.256 --> 09:09.423 What did you do this morning? 09:09.507 --> 09:12.301 I showed my attending surgeons-- hell, I showed myself-- 09:12.385 --> 09:15.096 who I can be when I'm not working three jobs and buried in debt. 09:15.179 --> 09:17.765 I slept eight full hours three nights in a row, 09:17.848 --> 09:20.184 and I feel like a superhero 09:20.268 --> 09:22.979 who has unknowingly had kryptonite in my shoe for years. 09:23.062 --> 09:26.524 And then someone took it out, and I can frickin' fly. 09:27.066 --> 09:29.610 And, I mean, okay, yeah, I resented the hell out of it, 09:29.694 --> 09:32.321 but you took a stand for me, Taryn. 09:32.405 --> 09:35.241 It was you. You took the kryptonite out. 09:36.534 --> 09:38.160 Can I kiss you at this red light? 09:39.287 --> 09:40.288 Totally. 09:41.247 --> 09:42.290 Come here. 09:43.040 --> 09:44.333 [chuckles softly] 09:44.417 --> 09:45.668 [moans softly] 09:48.754 --> 09:49.672 Tobey, right? 09:50.464 --> 09:52.717 Yes, hi. Hey. 09:52.800 --> 09:54.969 -Doctor... -Adams. 09:55.052 --> 09:57.096 -Sorry. Right. [chuckles] -Mm-hmm. 09:57.179 --> 09:58.639 My memory is shot when I'm nervous. 09:58.723 --> 10:00.099 -That's all right. -Yeah. 10:00.182 --> 10:03.227 Have you seen Dr. Griffith? She said that she would be-- 10:03.311 --> 10:04.854 Yeah, she's getting married. 10:04.937 --> 10:07.565 Yeah, I know. She showed me her ring and a picture of the dress. 10:07.648 --> 10:09.233 No, I mean, she's getting married today. 10:09.317 --> 10:10.901 -So she's not here. -Oh. 10:10.985 --> 10:12.528 She didn't tell you because... 10:12.612 --> 10:14.530 Because she didn't want me to postpone. 10:14.614 --> 10:15.740 Yeah. 10:15.823 --> 10:16.782 Because cancer. 10:17.533 --> 10:19.243 -Yeah. -Okay. 10:19.910 --> 10:22.121 Yeah, she's sorry, but... 10:22.204 --> 10:23.831 she knows everything is gonna be just fine. 10:23.914 --> 10:26.208 And she asked me to stand in, so... 10:27.001 --> 10:28.294 Well, did she elope? 10:28.377 --> 10:30.755 -No. -She said that you were her man of honor. 10:31.714 --> 10:33.841 That is a thing that changed. 10:33.924 --> 10:36.177 Oh, so you're not even going to the wedding? 10:37.136 --> 10:38.679 She... 10:39.764 --> 10:41.766 she asked me to be here for you. 10:41.849 --> 10:43.309 Okay. 10:43.392 --> 10:45.269 Are you all checked in? Is she good? 10:45.353 --> 10:46.562 [nurse] Yes, she's all set. 10:46.646 --> 10:48.648 -I'll show you to pre-op. -Well, you know, you don't have to-- 10:48.731 --> 10:52.526 I promised Simone I would be here for you. 10:53.527 --> 10:54.570 Okay. 10:56.572 --> 10:57.740 Thank you. 11:06.457 --> 11:08.334 If everything looks good, then you'll soon be on your way 11:08.417 --> 11:11.754 to do physical therapy in the hospital gym instead of just your room. 11:11.837 --> 11:14.048 Finally. Something dangerous. [chuckles] 11:14.131 --> 11:16.175 Hi. How are you feeling today? 11:16.884 --> 11:18.928 I'm learning ASL, 11:19.011 --> 11:23.391 so I'm trying to practice any chance I get. 11:23.474 --> 11:26.268 Do you know you just signed "poop" and not "practice"? 11:26.352 --> 11:29.480 Basically you just said, “I'm trying to poop any chance I get.” 11:29.563 --> 11:30.856 -No! -Yep. 11:30.940 --> 11:34.276 I picked it up overseas when I was evacuating civilian refugees. 11:34.360 --> 11:36.779 ASL Sesame Street just seemed to calm the kids down, 11:36.862 --> 11:37.988 so I caught the basics. 11:38.072 --> 11:39.198 Of course you did. 11:39.281 --> 11:41.117 But I only know the level of a four-year-old. 11:41.200 --> 11:44.787 One through ten, colors, farm animals... poop. 11:44.870 --> 11:46.664 [both chuckling] 11:46.747 --> 11:48.958 Well, CT's expecting us. We gotta go. 11:49.041 --> 11:50.084 Okay. 11:51.001 --> 11:52.420 I'll come. 11:52.503 --> 11:53.879 Convenient. And great. 11:53.963 --> 11:56.465 Because you are, in fact, on Sam's surgical team. 11:56.549 --> 11:58.259 -Mm-hmm. -Shall we? 11:58.342 --> 12:00.344 [Mika] It looks so pretty. 12:00.428 --> 12:01.929 Oh, we should put our gifts up here. 12:02.012 --> 12:02.930 [Trey] Hey. 12:03.723 --> 12:05.057 -Hey, hey. -Hey. 12:05.141 --> 12:06.642 The florist didn't show up. They had the wrong date. 12:06.726 --> 12:08.644 And it's my fault because I was supposed to be doing the flowers. 12:08.728 --> 12:10.229 But they had this day, but the next month. 12:10.312 --> 12:11.272 I mean, do I tell her? 12:11.355 --> 12:12.732 She's in her room trying on the dress, 12:12.815 --> 12:14.525 and I'm not supposed to see her, but there's no bouquet, 12:14.608 --> 12:16.360 -so do I go tell her and say, "Simone--" -Hey. Take a breath. 12:16.444 --> 12:18.070 Deep breath. Ready? 12:18.154 --> 12:19.447 [breathes deeply] 12:19.530 --> 12:22.533 You look very handsome and the food looks great 12:22.616 --> 12:26.245 and everyone looks happy and, hey, I will go get a bouquet for Simone. 12:26.328 --> 12:28.831 All right, well, she ordered tulips. Okay? Those are her mom's favorite. 12:28.914 --> 12:31.208 I can't promise tulips, but I'll do my best. 12:31.292 --> 12:33.836 Well, also the altar and the aisle could use some flowers. 12:33.919 --> 12:35.463 I paid for a lot of flowers, though. 12:35.546 --> 12:38.090 In college, I worked in the floral section at the grocery store 12:38.174 --> 12:39.800 for three weeks before I was moved to the bakery 12:39.884 --> 12:42.553 and kinda have a gift for shapes and colors. 12:42.636 --> 12:43.763 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. 12:43.846 --> 12:45.681 -Well, I'm really good with my hands. -[both laugh] 12:45.765 --> 12:47.183 -We're dates. -We're dates. 12:48.392 --> 12:50.269 -Thank you. And thank you. -Yeah. 12:50.352 --> 12:51.604 Of course. 12:51.687 --> 12:52.855 [Taryn] So... 12:52.938 --> 12:56.942 can I kiss you again? Right now? 12:58.110 --> 12:59.445 Totally. 13:11.415 --> 13:14.043 -[Catherine] Good morning. -Good morning. Hello, good morning. 13:14.126 --> 13:15.377 -[Winston] Hey, Marsh. -Hey. 13:15.461 --> 13:18.339 All right, Ms. Selkie, so these are not just surgeons 13:18.422 --> 13:20.925 from my flagship hospital, they are nominees, 13:21.008 --> 13:23.260 so give them any and everything that they want. 13:23.344 --> 13:25.679 But first, I want a vodka martini in a glass. 13:25.763 --> 13:28.891 [chuckles] Can I have a club soda with ice, please? 13:28.974 --> 13:30.184 Thank you. 13:30.267 --> 13:31.769 -Dr. Bailey! -[Bailey] Good morning. 13:31.852 --> 13:33.479 -Hey, good morning. Good morning. -Hi. 13:33.562 --> 13:36.065 -Where's Ben? -Oh, he stayed, 13:36.148 --> 13:38.400 in case they need more hands at the collapse site. 13:38.484 --> 13:41.362 I appreciate you saving me a seat last minute. Good morning. 13:41.445 --> 13:42.571 -Good morning. -Oh, please. 13:42.655 --> 13:44.740 I don't know why you didn't decide to go with us from the start. 13:44.824 --> 13:49.078 Ugh. Well, private jets produce five to fourteen times more pollution 13:49.161 --> 13:51.539 per passenger than commercial flights. 13:51.622 --> 13:55.084 Our planet is boiling. Also, they terrify me. 13:55.167 --> 13:57.753 Can I get a bourbon? Neat. 13:57.837 --> 14:00.381 -Thank you. Here? Okay. -Yes. 14:00.464 --> 14:02.633 -Dr. Marsh. -Yeah? 14:02.716 --> 14:04.969 I'm really happy you decided to come with us. 14:05.052 --> 14:06.512 I also appreciate the ride. Thank you. 14:06.595 --> 14:08.514 Yes. Absolutely. 14:08.597 --> 14:10.432 [awkward chuckle] 14:10.516 --> 14:13.602 Uh, um, you're in her seat. 14:14.228 --> 14:16.105 Right. Excuse me. My bad. 14:16.188 --> 14:17.815 [chuckles] 14:19.608 --> 14:21.902 Oh. [chuckles softly] 14:22.778 --> 14:25.072 Well, at least you know I won't get obnoxiously drunk 14:25.155 --> 14:26.448 and talk your ear off for five hours. 14:27.533 --> 14:29.118 Hey, Marsh, trade seats with me, man. 14:29.201 --> 14:30.494 Yeah. Sure. 14:31.620 --> 14:32.538 Thank you. 14:33.581 --> 14:36.250 [clears throat] Why do I get the feeling this is gonna be a long flight? 14:37.001 --> 14:39.044 Excuse me, can I get a bourbon? 14:39.128 --> 14:40.254 Double. 14:47.261 --> 14:49.847 I'm just here to ask you a couple questions. Is that okay? 14:49.930 --> 14:51.265 [in Spanish] Questions? 14:51.348 --> 14:52.600 Where's Enzo? 14:52.683 --> 14:54.643 Enzo is there. 14:54.727 --> 15:00.733 It's important that you answer his questions. He's trying to help. 15:00.816 --> 15:04.278 [in English] Ms. Alvarez, I'd like to know everything that happened today. 15:04.361 --> 15:05.654 [in Spanish] Every... everything. 15:05.738 --> 15:08.866 [in English] I can see if I can stick around if you need help interpreting or-- 15:08.949 --> 15:10.367 Someone should be on their way down. 15:12.328 --> 15:14.496 [in Spanish] Please stay with Enzo. 15:14.580 --> 15:16.540 We don't know anyone in Seattle. 15:16.624 --> 15:18.542 We're just here on vacation. 15:18.626 --> 15:21.295 Make sure he knows I'm still here. 15:26.008 --> 15:27.384 [in English] Her EKG is negative. 15:27.468 --> 15:30.554 It seems that her collapse might have been a vasovagal response from the stress. 15:30.638 --> 15:32.640 Enzo's tox screen came back clean. 15:32.723 --> 15:34.683 Okay, so I was wrong? 15:34.767 --> 15:36.018 I don't think you were. 15:36.101 --> 15:38.145 Fentanyl doesn't show up on standard tox screens 15:38.228 --> 15:39.647 because it is synthetic. 15:39.730 --> 15:42.608 I asked them to test Enzo for that specifically. 15:42.691 --> 15:44.526 Hey. I thought you were going to the wedding. 15:45.319 --> 15:46.820 I'm where I need to be. 15:46.904 --> 15:50.074 PICU's full, but the ICU overflow can take him. 15:50.157 --> 15:51.367 -Kwan. -Okay. 15:51.450 --> 15:54.036 [Teddy exhales sharply, winces] 15:54.119 --> 15:55.120 You okay? 15:55.204 --> 15:57.957 Yeah. Kinda. I'm just-- I'm being asked to be in four different places. 15:58.040 --> 16:00.000 One is a cardio consult upstairs. 16:00.084 --> 16:01.669 Go. I've got things covered down here. 16:01.752 --> 16:03.253 Thanks. 16:03.337 --> 16:04.964 You need a dentist. 16:05.047 --> 16:07.758 I need a shot of tequila, a string, and a door. 16:07.841 --> 16:09.134 You're not in the Army anymore. 16:09.218 --> 16:11.804 Yeah, but that was a crazy day though, right? 16:13.097 --> 16:16.308 We just published the results from Hamilton's 12-month follow-up, 16:16.392 --> 16:19.061 and he still hasn't had to increase his dopamine therapy. 16:19.770 --> 16:22.189 Yeah, you... you mentioned that. 16:22.272 --> 16:24.900 We also haven't observed any negative neurological effects. 16:24.984 --> 16:26.652 I cannot wait to tell Meredith. 16:26.735 --> 16:28.404 I'm sure she'll be thrilled. 16:29.363 --> 16:31.198 You made her really happy, you know that, right? 16:33.492 --> 16:36.412 Well, if that's true, she had a very funny way of showing it. 16:36.495 --> 16:39.039 Well, Meredith has a funny way of showing a lot of things. 16:40.374 --> 16:43.085 But now that she and the kids are pretty settled, 16:43.168 --> 16:45.004 her mind may be open. 16:46.839 --> 16:48.132 Open to what? 16:48.799 --> 16:51.301 -She asks about you. -[Winston laughs] 16:51.385 --> 16:54.430 Wow. You really enjoy interfering in other people's relationships. 16:54.513 --> 16:57.558 Well, yeah, Meredith and I are no longer in a relationship. 16:57.641 --> 16:59.226 You don't have feelings for her anymore? 16:59.309 --> 17:00.644 Good God, why do you care so much? 17:00.728 --> 17:04.106 Look, I've learned with Meredith Grey that the more you chase her, 17:04.189 --> 17:05.899 the faster and farther she will run. 17:05.983 --> 17:08.152 [scoffs] It's kinda perfect. 17:08.235 --> 17:10.863 -What is? -All three sisters. 17:10.946 --> 17:12.781 Single at the same time. 17:13.323 --> 17:14.366 Nope! 17:14.450 --> 17:16.118 [grunts] 17:16.994 --> 17:18.287 -[rumbles] -[grunts] 17:18.370 --> 17:19.872 It's okay. 17:19.955 --> 17:22.541 -It's just mild turbulence, Bailey. -Pfft. 17:22.624 --> 17:23.542 Not back there. 17:23.625 --> 17:25.961 Someone's this close to getting thrown out of the emergency exit, 17:26.045 --> 17:27.171 and it's not going to be me. 17:27.254 --> 17:29.381 I've had a hard enough year. 17:29.465 --> 17:31.842 Hell, it was just starting to get good. Hm! 17:31.925 --> 17:35.471 [chuckles] What? I can't watch the show? 17:35.554 --> 17:38.057 [rumbling] 17:39.933 --> 17:41.351 [Simone exhales sharply] 17:44.021 --> 17:46.023 -Are you okay? -Yeah. 17:46.899 --> 17:49.359 I just... miss my mom. 17:49.902 --> 17:51.695 I mean, obviously, never knew her, but... 17:52.654 --> 17:54.823 When I went on my first date with Trey, 17:54.907 --> 17:57.534 a red robin perched on a tree branch three feet away from us, 17:57.618 --> 17:59.244 and robins were my mother's favorite bird. 17:59.328 --> 18:01.914 She collected them on mugs and coasters 18:01.997 --> 18:03.248 and trinkets, so... 18:04.083 --> 18:06.335 I took it as a sign she was with me that day 18:06.418 --> 18:08.629 and Trey is a good man, and he is good. 18:08.712 --> 18:10.756 He is kind and... 18:12.216 --> 18:14.009 he's steady and... 18:14.927 --> 18:18.889 he loves me, and I know that's what my mother would have wanted for me. 18:18.972 --> 18:21.058 She would have wanted me to have what she had with my father, so... 18:24.520 --> 18:25.854 I miss her. 18:26.438 --> 18:28.690 I think she'd be proud of me today. 18:29.858 --> 18:31.443 -[knock on door] -[door opens] 18:32.736 --> 18:33.737 Hi, Daddy. 18:34.154 --> 18:35.531 Simone! 18:36.698 --> 18:38.200 [Simone chuckles] 18:38.575 --> 18:39.827 [Dewayne] Oh. 18:40.828 --> 18:42.496 [Simone laughs] 18:42.579 --> 18:44.498 You take my breath away. 18:45.541 --> 18:47.584 [chuckles] 18:48.544 --> 18:50.254 I'm sorry. Um... 18:50.337 --> 18:52.422 Dewayne Griffith, Simone's father. 18:52.506 --> 18:53.590 Jules Millin, maid of honor. 18:54.466 --> 18:55.467 [thud] 18:56.135 --> 18:57.511 What was that? 18:58.595 --> 18:59.805 [Jules] Um... 19:01.098 --> 19:03.684 -It's a bird. -Is it okay? 19:04.351 --> 19:05.686 It is not. 19:07.729 --> 19:08.730 What kind of bird? 19:08.814 --> 19:11.441 Oh, you know, it's just a... 19:13.026 --> 19:14.403 Oh, my God, what just happened? 19:16.071 --> 19:19.324 I'll get your grandmother's sewing kit. [clears throat] 19:19.408 --> 19:21.577 It's fine. I can sew. I can fix it. 19:21.660 --> 19:23.745 Two minutes. Two... 19:23.829 --> 19:27.207 [breathing deeply] 19:29.918 --> 19:31.128 You okay? 19:31.211 --> 19:33.172 Yes. Yes, yes. 19:33.255 --> 19:35.215 I'm just... I'm just trying to regulate my nervous system. 19:35.299 --> 19:36.592 By hyperventilating? 19:36.675 --> 19:38.552 It's a whole thing. Do you have an update? 19:38.635 --> 19:41.054 Yeah, Dr. Robinson is still in his previous surgery, 19:41.138 --> 19:42.472 so it'll still be a while. 19:44.391 --> 19:46.226 [exhales] 19:47.603 --> 19:50.105 I wish I would've taken the girls on one last ride. 19:50.189 --> 19:52.858 The girls? Oh. 19:52.941 --> 19:56.028 I just feel like I didn't appreciate them while I had them. 19:56.111 --> 19:58.155 And you will have plenty of time to appreciate 19:58.238 --> 19:59.948 all the things you want to appreciate. 20:00.032 --> 20:01.909 -This surgery is saving your life. -Right. 20:01.992 --> 20:03.827 And they'll do the reconstruction later today, so-- 20:03.911 --> 20:05.871 I know, I know. It's just they won't be the same. 20:06.663 --> 20:08.373 They won't be the same. 20:10.417 --> 20:12.127 Because they will be cancer-free. 20:15.464 --> 20:19.092 Wow. Cute, a doctor... 20:19.801 --> 20:22.429 and somehow knows the exact right thing to say. 20:24.431 --> 20:27.017 So, why didn't you go to the wedding? 20:30.270 --> 20:33.315 Oh, damn. Man of honor, skipping the wedding. 20:34.024 --> 20:35.859 You got it bad, huh? 20:35.943 --> 20:37.444 So bad. 20:37.527 --> 20:39.238 You want to hyperventilate with me? 20:39.321 --> 20:41.573 -Does it really work? -Yeah. 20:42.824 --> 20:46.620 [both breathing deeply] 20:52.292 --> 20:53.293 Hey. 20:53.377 --> 20:55.587 Oh. [clears throat] Sam Sutton, 20:55.671 --> 20:58.507 just had his follow-up CT angio, post-op day four. 20:58.590 --> 21:00.884 -So, wingsuiter, right? -Yeah. 21:00.968 --> 21:05.430 All right, let me take a look. Yeah, he's got a grade 1 aortic transection. 21:06.223 --> 21:07.849 I mean, see this small line? 21:07.933 --> 21:11.311 It's most likely from a deceleration injury from the crash. 21:11.395 --> 21:12.354 How are his pressures? 21:12.437 --> 21:13.313 -Good. -Good. 21:13.397 --> 21:16.191 But his prognosis is favorable, right? 21:16.275 --> 21:18.652 Yeah, it should be good. They usually heal on their own. 21:18.735 --> 21:20.696 But you need to keep a watchful eye on him 21:20.779 --> 21:22.948 and re-scan him 48 hours from now. 21:23.031 --> 21:24.157 -Got it. -I'll take care of it. 21:24.241 --> 21:25.450 An intern can manage it. 21:25.534 --> 21:27.953 Well, they're at Griffith's wedding, so I can just check between patients. 21:28.036 --> 21:29.246 Not necessary. I'm his doctor. 21:29.329 --> 21:30.831 -I don't mind. -Neither do I. 21:30.914 --> 21:32.040 You don't even like him. 21:32.124 --> 21:33.834 Well, not the way you do. 21:35.335 --> 21:37.296 [woman over PA] Dr. Anderson to Orthopedics. 21:37.379 --> 21:39.464 Dr. Doug Anderson to Orthopedics. 21:39.548 --> 21:40.841 Give me a second. 21:41.633 --> 21:43.427 Maxine? Everything okay? 21:43.510 --> 21:47.222 Oh! Oh, Dr. Kwan. Thank heavens. I'm all turned around. 21:47.681 --> 21:49.558 Can you tell me what day it is? 21:50.726 --> 21:52.811 Last time we found you wandering the halls, 21:52.894 --> 21:54.563 you were septic and delirious. 21:54.646 --> 21:58.108 It's Friday, I'm at Grey Sloan Memorial. 21:58.191 --> 22:01.320 And can you please explain why there's someone in my room? 22:02.029 --> 22:06.283 [chuckles softly] Your room is on the north side. This is the south. 22:06.366 --> 22:08.952 -Oh! [laughing] -[Enzo] Mom? 22:09.036 --> 22:10.454 [Maxine] Okay. 22:10.537 --> 22:12.164 Do you know where my mama is? 22:12.247 --> 22:14.166 She'll be back as soon as she can, all right? 22:14.249 --> 22:15.667 [cell phone chimes, buzzes] 22:17.127 --> 22:18.670 I just got called in for a consult. 22:18.754 --> 22:21.256 Well, you go. I'll sit with him. 22:21.340 --> 22:22.799 No, you need to get back in bed. 22:22.883 --> 22:25.594 Oh, I can rest just as well in a chair. 22:33.643 --> 22:35.020 Do you like stories? 22:35.729 --> 22:38.231 Oh, good! You can tell me some. 22:38.690 --> 22:40.901 -[cell phone chimes, buzzes] -[Blue exhales sharply] 22:40.984 --> 22:42.027 Dr. Benson Kwan? 22:42.110 --> 22:44.279 We need to ask you some questions about the Alvarez case. 22:44.363 --> 22:46.365 I just got called in for a consult back in the E.R.-- 22:46.448 --> 22:48.116 Your patient tested positive for fentanyl. 22:48.200 --> 22:50.327 This is now a criminal investigation involving a minor. 22:50.410 --> 22:52.204 It'll only take a couple minutes of your time. 23:04.549 --> 23:07.761 Denise, why are your friends cutting down all my roses? 23:07.844 --> 23:09.179 -They're doing what? -[gasps] 23:09.846 --> 23:12.432 Oh, my baby. Look at you. 23:12.891 --> 23:14.351 -Hi, Mom. -Oh. 23:17.020 --> 23:18.814 [Joyce] You are a beauty. 23:19.689 --> 23:21.316 And you are my star. 23:22.317 --> 23:24.903 And, baby girl, don't you marry Kenneth 23:24.986 --> 23:26.988 if you don't really love him. 23:27.072 --> 23:30.617 If you love Dewayne, and he sees you for who you are, 23:30.700 --> 23:32.786 don't you walk down that aisle. 23:34.204 --> 23:37.541 Honey, it's better to disappoint everybody else 23:37.624 --> 23:40.043 than it is to disappoint yourself. 23:40.669 --> 23:42.254 And your mama loves you. 23:42.337 --> 23:44.756 -Mmm! -I love you. 23:47.217 --> 23:48.301 [sniffles] 23:51.221 --> 23:52.431 The plot thickens. 23:55.058 --> 23:59.312 [man over PA] Dr. Gear to E.R., stat. Dr. Gear to E.R., stat. 24:01.982 --> 24:04.067 I asked to stay while they talked, 24:04.151 --> 24:07.237 but I was shown the door, so I eavesdropped on the nurses. 24:07.320 --> 24:09.823 Enzo has fentanyl in his blood? 24:09.906 --> 24:12.617 I can't answer that, 'cause doctor-patient-- 24:12.701 --> 24:14.619 [Maxine] They think his mother gave it to him? 24:14.703 --> 24:16.746 Why the hell would she do that? 24:18.457 --> 24:20.667 You think... you think they have it wrong? 24:22.085 --> 24:23.962 I can't prove it. 24:24.588 --> 24:27.340 And I also might be partial to single moms and their sons. 24:27.424 --> 24:32.679 If you think the police have this wrong, then you have to fight. 24:32.762 --> 24:35.474 You have to fight like hell to help her. 24:35.557 --> 24:39.227 Or you risk it waking you up in the night when you're 80. 24:39.686 --> 24:42.856 [sighs] I just started my residency here. 24:42.939 --> 24:45.901 When I first started teaching, there was a young assistant. 24:45.984 --> 24:48.069 Her name was Claire. 24:48.153 --> 24:49.988 She was a bit of an odd duck, really, 24:50.071 --> 24:53.492 kept to herself, but the kids loved her. 24:53.575 --> 24:55.827 Anyway, she often came in late 24:55.911 --> 24:58.538 and sometimes had bruises on her face. 24:58.622 --> 25:00.874 So I asked another teacher about it, 25:00.957 --> 25:05.253 and she said that her husband was a bigwig alum 25:05.337 --> 25:07.339 who fundraised for the school. 25:07.422 --> 25:09.382 In other words, "Stop asking." 25:09.466 --> 25:12.636 So I did. I didn't want to lose my job. 25:13.678 --> 25:16.723 A few weeks later, Claire was dead. 25:17.474 --> 25:20.519 And that's what keeps me up at night. 25:20.602 --> 25:24.272 Not my divorce, not my old friends dying, 25:24.356 --> 25:27.150 not my failures as a mother, of which there are many. 25:27.234 --> 25:30.070 No, it's the thought of that... 25:30.153 --> 25:33.365 that poor young woman that I didn't fight for. 25:41.373 --> 25:44.042 Wait, we're letting them arrest her? 25:44.125 --> 25:47.254 They're gonna take her to the station once she's medically clear. 25:48.171 --> 25:49.464 Look, we don't have a choice. 25:49.548 --> 25:51.758 CPS only had more questions after the interview. 25:51.841 --> 25:53.802 An interview that was in broken Spanish. 25:54.844 --> 25:57.055 Did they even wait for an interpreter? 25:57.138 --> 25:59.766 They'll continue the investigation, but for now, 25:59.849 --> 26:01.560 we need to do what's best for Enzo. 26:01.643 --> 26:03.770 What, by splitting him up from the only person that cares about him? 26:03.853 --> 26:06.314 -Blue, I-- -They're on vacation from Buenos Aires. 26:06.398 --> 26:08.149 They rented a home here because Enzo was obsessed 26:08.233 --> 26:11.361 with Mount Rainier and the Space Needle since his dad was from here. 26:11.444 --> 26:13.822 I think the system is making assumptions 26:13.905 --> 26:16.116 that they wouldn't make if she was speaking English. 26:16.825 --> 26:19.244 Carmen doesn't even know what fentanyl is. 26:19.327 --> 26:20.829 If she saw it, she would think it was candy 26:20.912 --> 26:22.664 because the pills are in bright, shiny rainbow colors-- 26:22.747 --> 26:23.832 Kwan. 26:25.542 --> 26:26.918 Hold on. 26:27.002 --> 26:28.295 Carmen? 26:28.378 --> 26:30.547 [in Spanish] Did you give Enzo any candy? 26:31.089 --> 26:32.757 Or did you see him eat any sweets? 26:32.841 --> 26:33.800 [in English] No. 26:34.843 --> 26:38.930 [in Spanish] By chance, did you leave him alone at any point? 26:39.014 --> 26:40.056 I took a shower. 26:40.724 --> 26:41.641 [in English] Dr. Hunt, I... 26:44.853 --> 26:46.229 -[rumbling] -[sighs] 26:46.313 --> 26:48.565 Turbulence shouldn't last this long. We should go higher. 26:48.648 --> 26:51.443 Now you're telling the pilots what to do? That tracks. 26:51.526 --> 26:53.528 Well, it's global warming. 26:53.612 --> 26:56.031 Air currents colliding at high altitudes, 26:56.114 --> 26:58.116 making turbulence harder to predict. 26:59.117 --> 27:00.327 In case anyone cares. 27:00.410 --> 27:02.537 -[Nick] Whoa! -[Winston] Easy. 27:02.621 --> 27:04.623 -You okay? -[Selkie] I'm so sorry. I'm fine. 27:04.706 --> 27:05.957 What else do you want me to say? 27:06.041 --> 27:09.002 I was in an awful place. I feel terrible about the way I treated you. 27:09.586 --> 27:11.046 You still stand by what you said? 27:11.129 --> 27:12.839 I stand by my apology. 27:12.922 --> 27:14.049 Forget the apology, Amelia. 27:14.132 --> 27:15.425 Do you believe there's truth to what you said? 27:15.508 --> 27:18.637 I'll give my entire salary to the first person who switches seats. 27:18.720 --> 27:20.013 Not worth it. 27:20.096 --> 27:22.015 I was harsh, I was out of line, 27:22.098 --> 27:25.018 but I think there was some truth to what I said and I think you know it. 27:25.101 --> 27:28.313 You were supposed to love Maggie, not compete with her. 27:28.396 --> 27:30.106 You don't know me, okay? 27:30.190 --> 27:33.693 You don't have any idea what I had to overcome to get here. 27:33.777 --> 27:35.236 The discipline that it took. 27:35.320 --> 27:39.115 There's not a single doctor or even college graduate in my family, 27:39.199 --> 27:41.242 and now I'm one of the best heart surgeons in the country. 27:41.326 --> 27:44.621 And I've been called small, and a coward, and a failure 27:44.704 --> 27:46.122 because my marriage didn't work out. 27:46.206 --> 27:47.582 'Cause my wife and I wanted different things. 27:47.666 --> 27:49.959 Because I won't compromise everything that I've built 27:50.043 --> 27:53.046 by throwing tantrums at work. That's not me. 27:53.129 --> 27:54.589 Never gonna happen. 27:54.673 --> 27:57.008 I didn't fail Maggie. And you know what? Maggie didn't fail me. 27:57.092 --> 27:59.552 If you think that I was the problem and you were in her ear, 27:59.636 --> 28:00.887 you might be the reason she left! 28:00.970 --> 28:02.222 [Amelia] I was not in her ear! 28:02.305 --> 28:04.808 -One day we'll all be dead! -Does it have to be today? 28:04.891 --> 28:07.602 And when that time comes, when you're in the afterlife, 28:07.686 --> 28:10.897 chilling on a cloud, will you be proud of this moment? 28:10.980 --> 28:13.149 Will it have uplifted your souls? 28:13.233 --> 28:16.361 Or will you realize that you've wasted precious life 28:16.444 --> 28:17.696 with petty arguments? 28:17.779 --> 28:19.614 Will if fill you with pride? 28:19.698 --> 28:21.241 Or shame and regret? 28:21.908 --> 28:23.535 [Richard] Um... [clears throat] 28:23.618 --> 28:25.787 My wife has been hitting the medical marijuana 28:25.870 --> 28:27.956 -pretty hard lately. [exclaims] -[Catherine shrieks] 28:28.039 --> 28:29.207 Okay, okay, okay. 28:29.290 --> 28:31.668 [pilot] Hang on, folks. It's getting bumpy. 28:36.381 --> 28:37.716 [rumbling] 28:37.799 --> 28:40.176 This is not how I'm supposed to die! 28:40.260 --> 28:43.680 I have cancer, damn it! That's how I'm gonna die! 28:43.763 --> 28:46.182 Catherine, we're not dying. Take my hand! 28:46.266 --> 28:47.934 We're going down, baby! 28:48.017 --> 28:50.687 This is why people fly commercial! 28:50.770 --> 28:53.273 -It feels like we're plummeting. -We are! 28:53.356 --> 28:54.441 I can't die, I'm a mom. 28:54.524 --> 28:56.860 -I can't die, I can't die. -[Winston] Amelia... 28:57.819 --> 28:58.820 -give me your hand. -[Catherine shrieks] 28:58.903 --> 29:00.780 I should have retired! 29:01.448 --> 29:02.949 [Catherine] Why, God? 29:03.783 --> 29:05.243 Give me that. 29:05.326 --> 29:06.870 [Bailey] Oh, hell, no! 29:07.328 --> 29:09.038 [Catherine exclaiming] 29:12.500 --> 29:13.835 Oh, Jesus. 29:15.837 --> 29:17.756 [pilot] I'm so sorry, folks. That was rough. 29:17.839 --> 29:19.924 We hit an unexpected wind shear, but we are through it 29:20.008 --> 29:21.551 and I hope everyone is okay. 29:21.634 --> 29:23.428 We're expecting smooth skies for the remainder of the flight. 29:23.511 --> 29:24.471 Oh, my God. 29:34.647 --> 29:36.858 [woman over PA] Dr. Davis to Labor and Delivery. 29:36.941 --> 29:39.152 Dr. Megan Davis to Labor and Delivery. 29:42.572 --> 29:43.531 [Blue clears throat] 29:44.282 --> 29:45.658 Am I fired? 29:46.493 --> 29:50.038 As much as I'd like to think I have firing power, I do not. 29:52.832 --> 29:54.459 I grew up with a single mom. 29:55.084 --> 29:56.419 Yeah, I did too. 29:56.503 --> 30:01.132 And most of the time, I find it to be a strength. 30:01.216 --> 30:05.094 It's helped with my compassion, patience, empathy. 30:05.178 --> 30:08.097 But not all single moms are like ours. 30:08.181 --> 30:11.851 So we have to follow the protocols. 30:12.769 --> 30:14.020 As hard as it is. 30:19.442 --> 30:20.735 Police searched their rental. 30:21.402 --> 30:23.238 In a bedside drawer, they found 30:23.321 --> 30:25.490 a baggie of weed gummies and rainbow fentanyl. 30:25.573 --> 30:27.992 They confirmed that they were left by the previous occupants. 30:28.076 --> 30:30.203 -For a child to find. -[Owen] Mm-hmm. 30:31.287 --> 30:35.208 Dr. Kwan, you fought the good fight and you won. 30:36.501 --> 30:37.961 What do I do with the rage? 30:38.044 --> 30:39.003 [Owen scoffs] 30:39.963 --> 30:42.423 That is a question for the ages in this job. 30:43.508 --> 30:47.011 Meantime, why don't you take Carmen inside to go see her son? 30:47.095 --> 30:49.055 -Okay? -Yeah. 30:53.101 --> 30:54.227 -Gracias. -[Enzo] Mom. 30:54.310 --> 30:56.020 -Enzo. -Mom? 30:56.479 --> 30:57.605 [Carmen sniffles] 31:01.234 --> 31:02.986 [Sam] What are you doing over there? 31:03.069 --> 31:05.572 Checking your chest tube. 31:05.655 --> 31:08.616 Wow. Okay. I don't usually like to move this fast, 31:08.700 --> 31:10.118 -but if you insist. -[Jo giggles] 31:10.201 --> 31:12.579 I don't believe that for a second. 31:13.454 --> 31:16.791 The tube looks good. They'll probably remove it in a couple of days. 31:16.875 --> 31:19.127 Signal is strong. Okay. 31:19.210 --> 31:20.670 So when they ask, 31:21.421 --> 31:23.798 we can tell our kids that this was our first date, right? 31:24.716 --> 31:25.717 [chuckles] 31:34.183 --> 31:36.352 How's his H&H and INR? 31:37.312 --> 31:38.313 Stable. 31:39.606 --> 31:42.400 Then I guess I'll leave you to it. 31:42.483 --> 31:45.612 Link, is there something that you need to say to me? 31:48.865 --> 31:50.283 I just... 31:51.242 --> 31:52.410 You're... 31:54.370 --> 31:56.122 one of his doctors. 31:56.205 --> 31:58.374 Oh, my God. Link. 31:59.125 --> 32:01.878 You slept with an intern. Did I judge you? 32:01.961 --> 32:04.464 ["Lightly" by Wildes plays] 32:04.547 --> 32:09.135 ♪ I think I see it on the horizon ♪ 32:09.218 --> 32:11.721 ♪ Now I feel it ♪ 32:11.804 --> 32:15.892 ♪ And I'm alive, but am I breathing? ♪ 32:15.975 --> 32:18.603 ♪ Fill my lungs so I can scream it ♪ 32:18.686 --> 32:20.271 [Mika] Hey. [chuckles] 32:20.355 --> 32:22.482 ♪ When I cried on the floor ♪ 32:22.565 --> 32:25.443 It might not be the one you ordered, but it's made with love 32:25.526 --> 32:27.403 -from all of your neighbors' houses. -Ow! Ow! 32:27.487 --> 32:29.280 -Oh, sorry! Thorns? -No, it's okay. 32:29.364 --> 32:32.033 Ahh. Oh, my God, you're bleeding on your dress. 32:32.116 --> 32:34.452 -[Simone] Oh, my God. Oh, my God, help. -Uh... 32:34.535 --> 32:36.955 Uh, Mr. Griffith, may I? 32:37.038 --> 32:39.040 -You can just call me Dewayne. -[Mika] I'm so sorry. 32:39.123 --> 32:40.625 -[Jules] It's not coming out. -Let's just go. 32:40.708 --> 32:41.709 Okay. Okay. 32:41.793 --> 32:45.338 We're gonna take this... put it through that. 32:45.421 --> 32:47.090 If you hold your bouquet right there, 32:47.173 --> 32:48.925 you can't see the blood. 32:49.008 --> 32:50.802 -Okay. -There. You look beautiful. 32:50.885 --> 32:52.220 Thank you. 32:52.303 --> 32:54.389 [Dewayne] It's all good. It's okay, baby. 32:54.472 --> 32:55.723 -[scoffs, inhales sharply] -Here we go. 32:55.807 --> 32:57.934 ♪ Maybe I love how I feel in the wind ♪ 32:58.017 --> 33:01.145 ♪ I'm the breeze, so light ♪ 33:01.229 --> 33:02.897 [violin music plays] 33:02.981 --> 33:08.987 ♪ I'm light ♪ 33:11.364 --> 33:15.868 ♪ I'm light ♪ 33:19.789 --> 33:22.291 ♪ Can you feel it? ♪ 33:22.375 --> 33:25.169 ♪ Close to you? ♪ 33:26.212 --> 33:29.424 Dad, was Mom engaged to someone else before you? 33:29.507 --> 33:31.801 -Baby, why would-- -Just tell me the truth, please. 33:39.684 --> 33:45.064 [clears throat] I have never seen two people more in love. 33:45.148 --> 33:48.985 [Dewayne] She met me two months before they were supposed to get married. 33:49.068 --> 33:51.446 And she called off the wedding last minute. 33:51.529 --> 33:55.158 Baby, your mother always made life up as she went along. 33:55.908 --> 34:01.664 ♪ I'm light ♪ 34:04.459 --> 34:10.465 ♪ I'm light ♪ 34:14.969 --> 34:18.514 You and I are quite the dynamic duo. [chuckles] 34:19.640 --> 34:21.851 Oh, come on, I helped a little bit. 34:21.934 --> 34:24.937 I sat with the boy. I talked about The Beatles. 34:25.021 --> 34:27.065 Can you guess what his favorite song is? 34:28.524 --> 34:29.567 "Yellow Submarine"? 34:29.650 --> 34:31.319 -How did you know? -Ah. 34:31.402 --> 34:32.737 All kids like it. 34:33.738 --> 34:36.574 I can see why Jules is falling for you. 34:36.657 --> 34:40.244 Ah, falling for me? Uh... Yeah, she barely speaks to me. 34:40.328 --> 34:43.414 She's a wounded bird with a mass-- 34:43.498 --> 34:45.374 With a ma-- massive... 34:45.458 --> 34:47.460 h... heart. 34:47.543 --> 34:50.046 -Maxine? Maxine. -The two of-- the two of you-- 34:50.129 --> 34:51.714 [gasping] 34:51.798 --> 34:52.840 I need some help in here! 34:52.924 --> 34:54.592 [Maxine gasping] 34:57.095 --> 34:58.805 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 35:01.641 --> 35:03.476 Code Blue! I need a crash cart! 35:03.559 --> 35:05.895 -[woman] Code Blue. 4th floor. Neuro ICU. -Hold on, Maxine, hold on. 35:05.978 --> 35:07.855 She has a DNR and DNI. 35:07.939 --> 35:09.857 No, she was fine, she was just talking. 35:09.941 --> 35:12.610 Dr. Kwan, we're not supposed to do anything. It's in her chart-- 35:12.693 --> 35:14.112 Get me an intubation tray so I can save her life! 35:14.195 --> 35:16.572 -Dr. Kwan! -Go! 35:16.656 --> 35:18.991 [woman] ...Neuro ICU. Code Blue. Fourth floor. 35:19.075 --> 35:20.993 It's okay. Here we go. 35:24.705 --> 35:26.999 [birds squawking] 35:27.083 --> 35:30.753 [woman over PA] Dr. Sellers, Dr. Mari Sellers 4619. 35:31.295 --> 35:34.132 Dr. Mari Sellers 4619. 35:35.216 --> 35:36.926 [Teddy sighs] 35:38.594 --> 35:39.804 Hey. 35:39.887 --> 35:40.972 You need to eat. 35:41.055 --> 35:43.015 [sighs] It hurts when I chew. 35:43.099 --> 35:45.226 Yeah, I thought you might say that, so... 35:45.309 --> 35:46.352 [Teddy moans softly] 35:46.978 --> 35:47.937 [Owen] Mm-hmm. 35:48.729 --> 35:50.022 [Teddy] Mm. 35:51.023 --> 35:53.067 -Hey. -You always take care of me. 35:53.151 --> 35:55.695 Yep. I will always take care of you. 35:57.697 --> 35:59.282 Drink the whole thing. 35:59.365 --> 36:00.575 Bossy. 36:00.658 --> 36:02.076 [both chuckle softly] 36:02.577 --> 36:05.079 [Meredith] It has been proven that what you believe 36:05.163 --> 36:08.374 can sometimes determine the state of your health. 36:08.457 --> 36:10.751 Catherine, slow down! 36:10.835 --> 36:14.797 [Meredith] So it goes to follow that it can also sometimes determine 36:14.881 --> 36:16.716 the state of your life. 36:18.926 --> 36:20.094 [sighs] 36:20.803 --> 36:24.056 Marsh. Are you coming? Marsh? 36:24.140 --> 36:25.600 We're headed to the hotel. 36:25.683 --> 36:27.810 Yeah, I'll meet up with you guys later. 36:28.603 --> 36:30.688 There's, uh, there's something I need to do. 36:30.771 --> 36:32.815 ♪ Open wide ♪ 36:33.399 --> 36:35.943 Ben, call me back. We just landed. 36:36.027 --> 36:37.820 I'm checking on you and the kids. 36:37.904 --> 36:39.906 -Okay. Love you. Bye. -[sighs] 36:39.989 --> 36:42.450 [Meredith] And what you believe can change on a dime. 36:42.533 --> 36:44.744 ♪ To get there ♪ 36:46.537 --> 36:48.331 What you believe is right... 36:48.414 --> 36:50.208 Give me the intubation tray. 36:50.291 --> 36:51.417 Bring in the cart! 36:51.500 --> 36:52.710 ...what you believe is wrong... 36:52.793 --> 36:55.046 ♪ We look for signs ♪ 36:55.129 --> 37:00.092 ♪ After all we find, it takes time ♪ 37:00.176 --> 37:01.510 ...what you believe you want... 37:01.594 --> 37:03.137 ♪ It takes time ♪ 37:03.221 --> 37:07.308 ♪ For us to feel ♪ 37:07.391 --> 37:08.851 ♪ To know what's real ♪ 37:08.935 --> 37:10.436 ...what you believe you need... 37:11.687 --> 37:13.356 ♪ For hearts to heal ♪ 37:13.439 --> 37:15.691 -Oh, my God, what did you do? -Help me. 37:15.775 --> 37:18.694 Do not intubate! That's what she wanted! 37:18.778 --> 37:20.404 She explicitly did not want to be on a machine 37:20.488 --> 37:21.530 for the rest of her life. 37:21.614 --> 37:23.074 [Blue] She was just talking and she was helping me 37:23.157 --> 37:24.533 with a patient and laughing... 37:25.034 --> 37:26.744 Help me fight to get her back. 37:26.827 --> 37:29.080 -She dropped a lung. -Then let's put in a chest tube. 37:29.163 --> 37:31.082 -Kwan, you need to stop. -I already intubated her! 37:31.165 --> 37:33.084 -We can't half-save her! -Page Dr. Bailey. 37:33.167 --> 37:34.168 She's on her way to Boston. 37:34.252 --> 37:35.544 [scoffs] 37:36.545 --> 37:39.173 [Meredith] ...what you believe you are capable of doing... 37:39.257 --> 37:40.716 Chest tube tray. 37:42.635 --> 37:44.637 [Meredith] ...what you believe is a sign... 37:50.184 --> 37:51.894 You see her too, right? 37:51.978 --> 37:53.145 Most definitely. 37:54.605 --> 37:56.732 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 37:56.816 --> 37:58.943 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 37:59.026 --> 38:00.987 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 38:01.070 --> 38:02.863 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 38:02.947 --> 38:05.491 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 38:05.574 --> 38:07.493 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 38:07.576 --> 38:09.495 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 38:09.578 --> 38:11.664 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 38:11.747 --> 38:13.791 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 38:13.874 --> 38:16.669 ♪ Find who we are ♪ 38:16.752 --> 38:19.255 ♪ It takes time ♪ 38:19.839 --> 38:21.549 I didn't get married. 38:23.342 --> 38:24.802 You didn't get married. 38:30.266 --> 38:31.517 You two should go. 38:32.727 --> 38:34.895 Yeah, yeah. I'll be fine. 38:35.521 --> 38:37.982 ♪ It's like lightning ♪ 38:39.400 --> 38:42.028 ♪ When it strikes, then you know ♪ 38:42.111 --> 38:44.155 [Meredith] ...what you believe the sign means... 38:44.238 --> 38:47.658 ♪ It's the right thing Am I on my own? ♪ 38:47.742 --> 38:49.702 ...what you believe you deserve. 38:51.120 --> 38:53.039 ♪ Walking blindly ♪ 38:54.957 --> 38:58.836 ♪ But I'm searching for Try to follow the stars ♪ 38:58.919 --> 39:01.547 ♪ But don't know where they are ♪ 39:02.340 --> 39:04.842 ♪ Give me the secret ♪ 39:05.760 --> 39:09.263 ♪ Don't hold out about it ♪ 39:09.972 --> 39:12.850 ♪ Started to see it ♪ 39:16.604 --> 39:20.775 ♪ Sometimes it's heaven or hell ♪ 39:20.858 --> 39:23.736 ♪ It's getting harder to tell ♪ 39:24.695 --> 39:28.491 ♪ But I think I'm finding myself ♪ 39:32.453 --> 39:36.290 ♪ I might be going nowhere ♪ 39:36.374 --> 39:38.376 ♪ Nowhere ♪ 39:39.919 --> 39:44.173 ♪ But I know I'm gonna get there ♪ 39:44.256 --> 39:47.510 ♪ I know I'm gonna get there ♪ 39:47.593 --> 39:49.845 ♪ It reminds me ♪ 39:49.929 --> 39:55.017 ♪ That nothing is ever what it seems ♪ 39:55.101 --> 39:57.645 ♪ Give me the secret ♪ 39:58.562 --> 40:01.816 ♪ Don't hold out about it ♪ 40:02.650 --> 40:05.486 ♪ Started to see it ♪ 40:06.278 --> 40:09.865 ♪ Even though it's clouded ♪ 40:17.331 --> 40:19.041 [Meredith] So if you want to change your life... 40:21.252 --> 40:22.670 change your mind. 40:22.753 --> 40:24.964 ♪ I might be going nowhere ♪ 40:25.047 --> 40:27.258 ♪ Nowhere ♪ 40:28.384 --> 40:32.513 ♪ But I know I'm gonna get there ♪ 40:32.596 --> 40:36.392 ♪ I know I'm gonna get there ♪ 40:36.475 --> 40:40.438 ♪ I might be going nowhere ♪ 40:41.897 --> 40:43.023 [exhales sharply] 40:43.107 --> 40:45.484 ♪ I know I'm gonna get there ♪ 40:45.568 --> 40:47.111 And try not to wait too long. 40:47.194 --> 40:48.154 Can I help you? 40:49.155 --> 40:51.031 Hi. Um, is this... 40:52.825 --> 40:55.119 I'm sorry. Does... does Meredith Grey live here? 40:55.202 --> 40:57.288 She's at work. I'm Michael. 40:58.414 --> 41:01.667 Hi. Yeah, I'm Nick. I'm a friend from Seattle. 41:01.750 --> 41:03.961 Okay, I'll let her know that you came by, Nick, okay? 41:04.044 --> 41:05.838 It's probably best if you text her. 41:05.921 --> 41:07.548 Yeah. 41:07.631 --> 41:08.841 Okay.